#Not to mention a ''NORMAL'' experience with plurality Doesn't Exist. Every brain is different and no two systems are going to have the same | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

transbee · 1 year ago

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Nah okay im still on about this ig. like when someone with ptsd brings up that it kinda manifests in weird ways or they have "weird" triggers generally people have learned to keep their mouths shut and least keep opinions to themselves* But as soon as it starts it starts edging into did-talk or god forbid a system talks about the weird effects it has on their life or doesn't have a perfect cookie-cutter "Normal" experience with plurality. People CANNOT keep their opinions to themselves anymore.

(*GENERALLY. NOT ALWAYS. I KNOW THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE IDIOTS INPUTTING THEIR TWO CENTS ON STUFF THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT but my point is it happens far more often to systems)

having did and being online in any capacity is so fucking exhausting because you literally can't go anywhere without seeing the most heinous takes about your existence or validity it's like. can we be normal. can we please be normal and Chill for like two seconds.

#idk im just complaining. thinking too hard ab an experience i had. and i KNOW it's not systems alone who even within communities of #mentally ill ppl get a lot of flack (holding hands with everyone on the schizospectrum rn) (holding my own hand)#Not to mention a ''NORMAL'' experience with plurality Doesn't Exist. Every brain is different and no two systems are going to have the same #experience #like. i think people get that autism looks different for a lot of people and it's meaningless to judge one autistic person compared to #another #but with SYSTEMS my GOD. if you don't fit the Extremely Ridgid Yet Also Amorphous standard of a Normal Person With DID is #you will not only be mocked by people with zero understanding of how plurality actually presents itself in a brain but actively told #the very real things you are experiencing aren't real.#TRUST ME BROTHER MY LIFE'D BE A HELL OF A LOT EASIER IF IT WASN'T REAL.#and i guess it is all kinda pointless bc i know my lived experience and don't need to and shouldn't have to prove it to anyone but.#it's still exhausting to have something about yourself be constantly demeaned by a loud minority of people online. el oh el....#again same with last time nobody in particular pissed me off im just...complaining LOL #HAVING DID IS EXHAUSTINGGGG #sory if there were bits of this that were meandering or nonswnsical or typo ridden im on a train rn #literally i had to complain about it so bad i needed to just write this and shuck it out there and THEN TAKE A NAP ON THE TRAIN BAI #.txt #system tag #frantically turning off rbs on this before some fuckshit happens #if youre gonna take anything away from my rambling: if you see a 15 year old osdd system with a 23 page long carrd #of a bunch of video game characters: you can just look the other way and let them do their thing.#You Dont Have To Engage With or Have A Take or Micromanage what systems do online.#the did community does enough of that to eachother and themselves LOL #and if youre a system looking for a takeaway from this its just #let those weird kids do their own thing and find a circle of systems who you jive with better. hope this helps.#system community infighting is exhausing enough as it is and nonsystems constantly feeling the need to have a say makes it infinetly worse #thatse all #<3

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