#Nix'chasm

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Kinda embarrassing how video game music has a better track record of motivating me to get shit done more than my own will power.

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Man I'm so indecisive. Was gonna dedicate my moon blog to worldbuilding rambles, then I wanted it about bsdm, then i wanted it about aroace rambles, then writing, then zoology, i've redone it too many times to count now

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Great, now I've got bearded women on the brain.

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Eating? On the floor. Studying? the floor. Sleeping? On the floor if the centipedes would let me.

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My absolute favourite possession is a portable collapsible table. With this item I have attained new heights of floor gremlin-hood.

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Honestly demisexual was more of an afterthought, has to be one aspect of my identity I never stressed over. A friend just told me about it and I was like oh, guess that's me then. I was more bothered by being aro cos I was scared of dying alone, lol.

Also too many boxes need to be ticked for demisexual to manifest (I guess it already is? Poor wording going on here) but I'm aro and that makes it even harder for the poor label, so it's just sitting there.

Also have I mentioned I heavily f*** with BD/SM? And crazy as it sounds, this plus being aro just obliterates sexual attraction almost completely (I say almost cos I believe in the eventual alignment of the planets)

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I am NECK DEEP in my Rustage era

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Gay people being brokenhearted? I'd rather not watch.

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I'm flexible af and I've been training since forever, so why can't I do a middle split yet?? I've even tackled this anatomically, but nope, what gives? Some people get it done in 30 days, I've been at it for like...like a whole year now!

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Entomology classes are looking gooood, this semester is gonna be great....I hope!

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My gender is very much Prince very much angel wings very much mutt.

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my power bank counted down from 100% to 2% in the span of FIVE MINUTES and only gave my phone FOUR bars of life are you KIDDING me?

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I mean I used to be a yearning lesbian™ , but that was more of me trying to fit in at the time. Since dropping the label and getting cozier with my trans/genderqueer identity I found myself more comfortable with being on the aroace spectrum.

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Being on Tumblr is nice, but what's even nicer is getting to write my fave reblogs in my commonplace journal.

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Getting to know myself is so fun, I've been yearning to befriend you for the longest time.

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Bedbugs are shitty little horrors to deal with, but I thank them for my new found love of using my hot as hell blow drier to blast my whole mattress and sheets by placing the drier underneath and securing the sheets so as little heat as possible escapes, creating a balloon of hell for the little bastards. They never stood a chance.