#Nila Townes

[forsungie]

pairings. park jisung x female reader

genre. mature content | requested!

warnings. dom jisung, big cock jisung (wink), noona kink, unprotected sex (practice safe sex!), oral (female receiving), hand job, tongue sucking

naisipan nyo ng mga kaibigan mo na mag sleepover sa bahay ng isa sa inyo— which is kila chaewon since wala sa bahay ang parents niya dahil nag out of town para sa business trip kaya si chaewon at ang nakababata niyang kapatid lang ang tao sa bahay.

just like the usual sleepover tradition, naglaro kayo ng truth or dare at uno cards, gumawa ng ilang tiktok videos at nanood ng horror movies nang magkakasama. habang nanonood kayo ng movie, napansin mong nakatulog na ang mga kaibigan mo.

habang natutulog ang mga kaibigan mo ay nagdahan dahan kang tumayo mula sa pagkakaupo para magbanyo. sa dadaanan papuntang banyo ay may madadaanan kang isang kwarto. hindi mo naman na dapat bibigyan ng pansin pero may narinig ka nang matapat ka roon.

may umuungol.

at dahil curious na curious ka, dahan dahan mong binuksan ang pinto ng kwarto, hindi naman iyon napansin agad ni jisung dahil nakasuot ito ng earphones at nakapikit– walang suot na pang itaas at sarap na sarap na jinajakol ang sarili.

nang buksan ni jisung ang mata ay agad ka niyang napansing nakatayo sa pinto at pinapanood ang ginagawa niya. tumigil ang paggalaw ng kamay nito nang makita ka at bakas ang gulat sa mukha.

“noona..” hingal na tawag sayo ng binata, “come in.”

dahan dahan kang naglakad at saka naupo sa gilid ng kama kung nasaan si jisung habang nakatingin sa nakatayo at galit na galit niyang tite. patuloy siyang nagjakol habang nakatitig nang deretso sa mata mo at hindi mo naman maiwasang hindi tumingin sa tite niya.

nang makuha ni jisung ang gusto mong iparating ay marahan niyang hinawakan ang kamay mo at saka iyon nilagay sa naninigas pa rin niyang ari.

“duraan mo yung kamay mo, noona.”

dinuraan mo naman ang kamay mo at saka mo sinimulang itaas at baba ang kamay mo sa tite ng binata. napatingala naman si jisung habang nakapikit at kagat kagat ang labi dahil sa pakiramdam ng kamay mo sa kaniya.

you’re not naive para hindi mapansin ang binibigay na atensyon sayo ni jisung sa tuwing tumatambay ka sa bahay nila o kapag nagkikita kayong dalawa. may something palagi sa tingin niya sayo na hindi mo maipaliwanag.

“fuck.. haah.. ang sarap, noona..” he moaned.

he grabbed your nape to kiss you. sinipsip niya ang dila mo kaya naman humigpit ang hawak mo sa tite niya at saka patuloy na jinajakol iyon, naramdaman mo naman siyang nag twitch sa kamay mo.

isiniksik ni jisung ang mukha niya sa leeg mo, patuloy pa rin ito sa pagungol sa tenga mo at sa pagiwan ng marka sa leeg at collar bone mo. nang maramdamang malapit na siyang labasan ay hinawakan niya ang kamay mo para patigilin ka.

he asked you to take off your clothes na agad mo rin namang ginawa.

you’re not naive, but you’re also not dumb. sino ka ba naman para tumanggi kay jisung?! sa kapatid ng kaibigan mo na matagal mo nang nagugustuhan. yes, you’ve been crushing on him since you’re still in high school and until now. hindi naman nagkakalayo ang edad niyo dahil isang taon lang naman ang gap, he’s a 02 liner while you’re a 01. nakasanayan lang talaga niyang tawagin kang noona simula pa pagkabata since you, him and chaewon are childhood friends simula nang umuwi sila sa pilipinas galing sa seoul— pero mas close ka kay chaewon kahit noon pa, nakilala mo lang si jisung since kapatid nga siya ni chaewon.

siniil ka niya nang halik pagtapos mo hubarin ang mga suot mo. you felt his hands on your waist hanggang sa naramdaman mo na lang ito sa puke mo. he’s already rubbing your clit.

“basa ka na agad, noona, is this for me?” he asked, teasing you.

you bit your lip at the feeling of his long fingers and nodded.

“noona, gusto ko marinig yung sagot mo or else we’re not going to continue this.. ikaw rin,” he teased.

“yes, jisung.. please, just..” you whispered, too embarrassed.

“mhm? please, what, noona?” he smirked, he’s definitely enjoying this.

“please, just touch me, ji,” medyo naiinis mong sagot.

“higa,” he commanded in such a deep voice.

humiga ka sa dulo ng kama para nakalawit ang mga binti mo, agad namang lumuhod si jisung sa harap mo. he parted your legs using his both hands.

he slid his fingers on your slit to collect your juice and then suck his fingers. pinapanood mo siya habang ginagawa yon and he was so hot for it.

“matagal na kitang gusto matikman, noona, kung alam mo lang..” he whispered.

napakagat ka ng labi nang magsimula siyang dilaan ang puke mo. halos makipaglaplapan siya sa labi nito. he put his hands on your abdomen to keep you from moving.

and when he’s done devouring your pussy, he sat and asked you to sit on his lap to ride him. hindi pa siya tapos sayo, he has been dreaming of this since then, so he will make sure to give you the best orgasm you will ever experience in your whole life.

“come here, noona,” he commanded while tapping his thighs, signaling you to sit on his lap.

he rubbed the head of his cock on your pussy the moment you sat on his lap and you can’t but to moan at the feeling of him on your slit. you want him inside you so badly.

after teasing you for a good minute, he let you take him in slowly. napahawak ka sa balikat niya nang dahan dahang maramdaman ang malaking tite ni jisung sa loob mo. actually, big is an understatement.

“haah, ji.. you’re so..” you can’t even finish your sentence because of the feeling.

“am i too big for you, noona? wala pa nga sa kalahati, hindi mo na yata kaya..”

“kaya ko, just let me adjust first okay!” you hissed.

he chuckled, “cute mo.”

“kapag nagising sila kasalanan mo talaga,” sabi mo sa binata at saka ito inirapan.

“kung makairap ka parang wala ako sa loob mo ah,” pangiinis na naman nito.

pabiro mo naman itong hinampas sa braso bilang ganti.

pagtapos mong mag adjust ay nagsimula ka nang gumalaw sa ibabaw ni jisung. you’re riding his cock while he’s watching your tits bounce.

hindi nasatisfy si jisung sa pagkadyot mo kaya nagsimula na rin siyang gumalaw. muntik ka nang umungol nang malakas nang tamaan niya ang g-spot mo, mabuti na lang at mabilis ang reflex nito para takpan ang bibig mo. now, you’re bouncing on him while his hand is on your mouth.

“mhmm!” you moaned while slightly tapping his shoulder, signaling that you’re about to come.

jisung nodded, “you can come, noona, come on my cock.”

pagkatapos mong labasan, nagpalit kayo ng posisyon ni jisung. hiniga ka niya sa kama at siya naman ngayon ang nasa ibabaw mo.

“iputok mo sa loob, ji..” you moaned while he’s pounding on you.

he did. he came inside you. every. single. drop.

pagtapos labasan ay nahiga ito sa ibabaw mo at saka ka siniil ng halik. he smiled while kissing you passionately.

“dito ka na lang matulog, noona,” bulong niya habang inaayos ang buhok na nakatabing sa mukha mo.

“hindi p—” he didn’t let you finish your words and cut it off with a kiss to make you shut up.

[alpaca-clouds]

Song for Cantalagua - The Solarpunk Webcomic No-One seems to know about!

There is a Solarpunk webcomic, that nobody seems to know about. Which seems so very strange to me, given that everyone seems to look for Solarpunky media. Admittedly, part of the reason might well be, that the comic does not advertise itself as Solarpunk, even though it very clearly is in so many regards.

So, please, let me introduce you to Song for Cantalagua.

In a small town surrounded by two rivers called Cantalagua, which used to be famous for its summer festival, lives Nila a 13-year-old girl who works as a delivery girl and helps her mother out at The Lighthouse –the most popular guesthouse in town. One day, the slow life of Cantalagua stirs up when strange debris appears and the rivers start rising. Nila and her friends Otto, a chronically tired videoblogger, and Clara, a sweet girl who seems more interested in someone than the mystery itself, team up to investigate the cause. Cantalaguan life, which seemed to be so uneventful, fills with mysterious plants and suspicious people that begin to change the way Nila sees her hometown.

As you can see, the aesthetic of the comic is very, very Solarpunk. And while there are fantasy aspects to it, it mostly is Science Fiction. It also deals with several LGBTQ* topics and coming of age. And while it also still features a somewhat capitalist society, there are topics such as mutual aid within it.

While the comic has a very simplistic artstyle for the human characters, the backgrounds are simply beautiful. And yes, it deals with topics of living together with nature.

It is just a really nice story - and I am still so very surprised that nobody seems to know it.

Admittedly, the main website of the comic is currently (once again) broken. But you can also read the comic on Tapas and Webtoons. Or on their Patreon.

[routeriver]

Your oc Nila is SOOO cute!! Do you have any more art/lore of her? I’m trying to use tumblr search but I’m not coming up with anything

thank youuuuuu she’s for now just existing in me and my mutual’s dm jhsgcdjhbsdvhs butttt i’ll post nila and dzavi’s story soon!!

here’s the lore in nutshell bc i don’t want to give out too much bc i kinda want to make a comics of these two: imagine you’re nila, a detective who hates her job that the only reason you do it is because of your dad and you just got assigned on a heist case, at the same time there’s this new cool girl in town and she seems to be into you??? and you’re kinda into her too everything is going sooooo great with that girl but one day you got an information from another precinct about who might be behind the heists you’ve been working on and then you see a face of the girl you’re in love with in the files so now she dumped you without saying goodbye and now literally the only thing in your mind is to catch her

meme to sum up their lore

[ilaw-at-panitik]

This is how, while darkness  drew my profile with its little finger 

I have learned to see past as Montale saw it,  The obscure thoughts of God descending 

among a child's drum beats,  over you, over me, over the lemon trees. 

– Ilya Kaminsky, “Praise” 

I.  Mituwak na tuod ang��uwan ug gianinaw ko  Ang kagabhion nga miasdang sa among lungsod.  Sa akong gipasilongan dinhi sa payag pahuwayan  Taliwa sa kabungturan, nakita kong gihiwa ang daang   Mangga sa dakong kilat nga mikanap sa kasadpan,  Gigukod sa nagdagan nga daugdog sa kasingkasing   Sa diwata sa kalikopan nga mibati’g kakulba-hinam   Sa panag-tagbo sa alisngaw sa huwaw ug sa bunok   Sa uwan, dala sa amihan karong ikasiyam nga buwan  Sa akong pagbalik sa akong naandan nga pinulongan.  II.  Mopauli ko sa akong banay, dala kining bungahoy  Gikan sa bukid nga akong gitamnan ug kalian-laing  Kahibulongang kahoy nga akong nahimamat dihang  Milangyaw sa ubang dapit sa gatuyok nga kalibotan:  Maalimyong peras, lunhaw ug lipaghong ang aping,  Masidlakong limon, dalag ug makapapas sa kauhaw  Sa ting-init. Tadlason ko ang karaang sementeryo  Diin ang akong kaliwat gapahuway sa kagabhion.   Dili nako sila pukawon sa ilang hingpit nga katulog,  Kay sama nila, lumalabay usab ako ning kalibutana.  III.  Didto sa kilid sa atabay nga gikubkob sa akong apohan,  Nahibaw kong gidan-agan na og usa ka farol de combate  Ang akong dalan padulong sa among pinuy-anan,   Nagtamod sa kinaunhang balaod sa panag-silingan:  Tabangan ang usa’g usa kutob sa mahimo sa inadlaw-  Adlawng buhat, kay kon mapawong ang suga sa gabii  Lagmit mapandol o madalin-as ang lumalabay, basin   Unyag mahulog sa atabay sa kadaghanan, mamatay.  Inig labay unya nako sa atabay, motimbag moinum,   Pasalamat sa silingang midaig sa farol sa kinabuhi. 

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I.  The rain falls lighter now and I gaze   At the dark descended onto our town.  From this mountain shelter I saw  The old mango tree struck down  By fierce lightning from the east,  Thunder rumbling in the heart  Of the guardian of the land, who thrills  To the meeting of the drought’s last sigh   With rush of rain brought by the northerlies   This ninth month of my return to my language.  II.  I will go home to my people, bringing fruits From hills I had planted to marvelous trees  I had met in my travels in other lands  On this revolving earth: fragrant pears,   Their fresh flushed cheeks, bright lemons,  Yellow and thirst-quenching in hot season.  I will go across the town’s old cemetery  Where my ancestors sleep in edgeless night.   I will not wake them in their supreme repose,  I am transient like them, simply passing through.   III.  I trust that beside the well which had been dug  By my elders, a storm lamp had been placed,   Lighting up the path toward home, the lamp-  Lighter minding the first law of neighborliness:   To help one another as best as one can in daily  acts of living, for if the lamp were put out, unlit,   Someone passing by might stumble or slide,   Fall into the neighborhood well and die.   When I pass by the well I will draw water and drink,  Give thanks to my unseen neighbor for the light.  Translation from Balak sa Binisayà  By the author 

Marjorie Evasco, "Farol de Combate" (Published in World Literature Today, 2019)

[harmonyhighlights]

Evergreen Valley

a charming town near the Harmony Heighlights School is known for its welcoming environment and vibrant cultural scene and the town's Evergreen Park offers a serene escape with winding pathways flower gardens and ponds and the town's close-knit community fosters unity and pride among residents making it an ideal setting for learning

Town ponies

Hydro Heli Lila Berry Breezy Coal Nila Oxie Flora Nova Salty Magi Ally Silvie Phoebe Sunny Clarity Aurora Pepper Cali Skyler Titan Vera Crystal Melody Ivan Coco Nixie Copperella Zephyr Galaxy Gemma Artemis Seraphina Brooke Krystal Ruby Stardust Yara Zara Nimbus Moxy Tessa Rhea Rosalind Pippa Stella Cadence Indy Tilly Astrid Tessa Isla Xena Celeste Belle Luna

Harmony Highlights Elementary

[dottys-size-stuff]

Unlikely Bonds: Main cast introductions

Just in case CW: Language, Mentions of extermination and murder, and dehumanization. That should be it.

Oliver Ivanor Davenport

Role of "The Servant"

When he was 4, his mother had lost custody of him leading to him ending up in a orphanage. A few months later he would be adopted by the kingdom general and brought to the castle where he'd meet the king and his son. Over the years, he would become good friends with the prince, soon landing a position as his personal butler.

He's a very logical man, yet he's a bit of a perfectionist when it comes to his job. He is also incredibly blunt (he will NOT spare your feelings).

His view of giants is the same as most of the kingdom as he absolutely despises them and is all about the extermination plan.

Nila Ripley

Role of "The Alchemist"

A young girl living in a village near one of the walls. She spends most of her time in her workshop or around her father. The people of the village aren't exactly keen on the idea of a teen creating volatile elixirs and brews around their homes and have titled her as a 'danger to the community.'

She's quite intelligent for her age, but a bit too curious at times. She can also be quite chaotic when it comes to her work.

Her view on giants is a bit undecided, as she's heard about them from her village and how monstrous they sound, but she thinks they're like humans where there are good ones and bad ones.

Casey Monroe Blackwood

Role of "The Cursed"

When he was 11 this human boy got himself cursed. The curse caused him to drastically increase in height from the slightest bit of emotion. After hours almost days of wandering around he was found by a kind family that took him in. Nowadays he goes out on weekly supply runs with his adoptive father for the family.

He is a fast and skilled boy, who's always trying to suppress his emotions when meeting new people, thanks to the curse. Because of this, he can come off as cold and emotionless, but once you get to know him, you can see how much he cares.

He genuinely enjoys giants (mostly cause he can relate now) and he knows a few since his adoptive family lives outside the kingdom walls.

Andromeda Viotto

Role of "The Fairy"

A young fairy living in one of the small fae towns beyond kingdom walls. She doesn't exactly like having to stay in the little village until adulthood and would much rather go out and look around.

She is a very resourceful and brave girl, albeit a bit adventurous for her own good.

She is terrified of giants, especially given how they most certainly can't even see or hear her in the slightest, and anything they do is cracked up to 1000 times more for her.

Cassian Ashford

Role of "The Hunter"

A man who has been training to join the kingdom's giant hunters. He knows that he'll be back up since most people with magic are sent to hunt giants nowadays. But he likes the idea of being remembered as a hero of the kingdom.

He is a very courageous and passionate man. But he is extremely reckless (his friends usually joke about the castle infirmary being his second home).

He genuinely doesn't care that much about the Giants. But he knows that if this job will grant him the kingdom's approval then he isn't exactly against a bit of murder.

Roman Mortimer

Role of "The Sorcerer"

He used to be a dancer using magic to make spectacles for his performances. However, one day, he was met with the proposition of joining the giant hunters thanks to his rather unique form of magic.

He is a pretty sarcastic man and very sassy at times. Yet he is also incredibly brave and obedient.

He genuinely dislikes giants like most of the kingdom and believes that exterminating them will help protect everyone.

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A lil late but better late than never so uh yeah here's almost the entire main cast there's two more left but I think it's for the best y'all meet them in the story. Anyway um official art of these six may come out soon or part 1 of their story I don't know.

[detectivewoof-a]

From the files of one Manuel Morales on the oddities that live in the town:

Photo 1: A rather tall, odd, and almost sickly looking young man Photo 2: A very handsome looking young man Photo 3: A woman dressed up for a night in the next city Photo 4: A rather spunky individual that seems to be trying to fight a man Suspected current names: Nila, Philip, Quinn, Remy, Bianca, William

The number of people that seem to live in the blue house have been bothering me. 

It’s a two bedroom, had belonged to this couple Richard and Kelly Smith and their two boys, minus the part where Kelly had left him and took the kids. Or at least that was the story I heard from old Jimmy. Richard still lived there though. 

Except we found Richard dead in the cemetery behind the abandoned church four months ago, along with his face missing. 

DNA was the only thing that really identified him, and calling Kelly was... haunting. I still think I made the right decision to not tell her what had happened, but that wasn’t the weird part. The weird part was the next day when I saw a woman leave the house. 

It hadn’t been up for sale, impossible when repo jobs don’t hit the market for another year around here, but she introduced herself as Lacey. Nice woman, an artist, wanted a change of scenery to help with her inspiration. Said that her brother Dan was moving in the next day, too. Military type, just discharged, surprisingly well tempered... 

Never saw them together at the same time. Suppose it made sleeping with them less weird, but that changed when I saw the update on a missing person’s case on the news. A couple: Lacey and Daniel Thompson. 

Except they found them in a shallow grave somewhere off the freeway. Faces again missing. 

And it’d happen again, like clockwork. Caleb, Spencer, Yelena, Kenji, Min-soo... all missing, yet all living here. All missing, some found, but their faces always torn off. 

What the fuck could even be possible of this kind of thing? 

[stesierra]

@autumnalwalker tagged me! I'm drawing from the Halfway Revenant. My words are venture, focus, whimsy, & vision.

I'll tag anyone who's interested with tree, cave and steel.

Venture

A feminine voice snapped, "Well, don't come to me when you get lonesome. I wouldn't take your money if it was the last-- Stop grabbing my arm! I'm leaving!"

And a short-haired woman barged out of the gate, storming away from the city so that bountiful portions of her anatomy bounced. And a great deal of anatomy was on display. She carried a large double-handled bag made of linen and reeds but wore nothing but sandals and a knee-length linen skirt wrapped about her hips. A dozen semi-precious necklaces fell just above her naked breasts. Some sort of powder whitened all her exposed skin except for her oval visage. A thick layer of cool gray makeup coated her face from hairline to chin. Kohl marked her eyes, and rouge reddened her lips and cheeks. That face looked like nothing natural, but it wasn't supposed to. The makeup and the rest of her outfit was an announcement of this woman's profession. Mindral had seen others like her in Shaneh, but only rarely, because she had seldom gone to the fifth layer, where the brothels were.

The painted woman said, "What are you running away for? Do you think I'm a some sort of criminal?" She wore a bracelet similar to Mindral's own, enchanted to ward off menstruation and pregnancy. At a guess, this woman made more use of the latter property.

"Of course not, areh," Mindral said.

The prostitute cocked her head. "Well, what did they throw you out for? Bad fashion sense? Dirty clothes? Carrying a crossbow in the streets?"

"I'm just arriving and have yet to venture into the city. But they threw you out? Why?"

The woman sniffed. "Oh, for prostitution."

"But prostitution is legal."

"Oh, yes, but soliciting in the central district isn't. Or being there in this outfit, at all." She sighed and tilted her head skyward. "I just wanted to snare a nice young man from a key family for the night. I would have shown him a good time. As if their high-priced courtesans who sit up in their fancy boudoirs are any better than me."

"I see," Mindral said. "And now what will you do?" A town might have enough work for a prostitute, but this one didn't look dressed to walk so far.

The woman shrugged. "Oh, I'll go back in tomorrow. That's the way it works. Walk the wrong street and sleep outside for one night. They tell us revenants will get us out here, but I'm not frightened." She smiled, baring perfect white teeth, and managed to look beautiful despite the makeup. "So who're you? I'm Nila Mehre, escort extraordinaire."

Focus

Mindral rolled over and vomited up liquefied eggs and pickled pork. The sour taste of stomach acid and the salt of tears filled her mouth, but the overwhelming stench of the putrid dead filled her nostrils. She threw up until nothing remained inside of her and kept heaving even after that. The sight of the dead kept her down on her hands and knees. Flies buzzed around her, trying to settle on her neck and arms. But she didn’t hold still, not like the corpses they’d laid their maggots in.

In the end, the chittering of the rats drove her upright. She wrapped her arms around herself and stumbled towards the door. The uneven floor tripped her, but she forced herself on faster. The urge to flee this rotten tomb whipped her on, despite her weak and twitchy muscles. She wasn’t spending another second here. If she was alive—and she was alive!— then she was escaping. Escaping, and figuring out a way to tear down Payar Cheref for the wrong he’d done her.

She made it out into the main corridor, and the stench died slightly. The passageway stretched both left and right, and for a horrible moment, she didn’t know which way to turn. If she chose wrong, she might wander lost in the caves forever.

And then a Nimina light turned on to her right, awoken by her movement. Nothing turned on to the left. It had to be a sign. She trudged towards the light, and more turned on ahead of her, illuminating dripping straws and shining flowstones. The cool air of the cave caressed her skin. Silence wrapped her, now that she’d left the scurrying and chirping of the rats behind. Only the thump of her footsteps convinced her she hadn’t gone deaf.

She touched her brow. Dried blood crusted her forehead and the sides of her face. The unbinding symbol was gouged into her forehead, the edges swollen and painful. It should have freed her soul. It had, for a little while, but it hadn’t lasted. What did that mean? Had the novice priest botched the funeral rites? Was the carving incorrect? Was other explanation could there be? She wasn’t dead. She wasn’t with the gods. Something had gone wrong.

She trudged through the caverns, past stinking rooms with fresh burials, and thirst dried her mouth and throat until her tongue felt like leather. There was water outside of the catacombs. All she had to do was reach it. Then she could drink her fill and wash away the blood. She focused on that small thing because she couldn’t figure out, just then, how to make Payar Cheref pay for trying to murder her.

Whimsy

Look, there's not a lot of whimsy in my stuff.

Vision

She didn't know what she expected outside of the garden that ringed the Nimina Palace, but it wasn't a club to the head. She caught a glimpse of three big men, one holding a cudgel, before her vision went black.

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[shinebriggght]

Paano kaya nila nagagawang bumili ng mga bagay bagay online ng hindi nagwoworry sa kung magkano yung aabutin ng order nila?

Naisip ko na talagang magorder sa amazon ng clothing rack saka yung standing coat and hang organizer para sa mga iba kong jacket and winter coats pero kapag ka naiisip ko kung gaano kamahal yung shipping fee, mapapa “hmm saka na lang.” Paano po yon mga lodicakes?

Yung unnecessary kong order, mga libro lang saka yung coffee mixer, 2 cold glass, at yung kindle. HAHAHAHA pero kasi inorder ko yon dahil wala talaga dito sa town namin yung mga hinahanap ko. Yung mga sampayan, nakakita naman na ako sa wallmart at rossy, doon ko na bibilhin pati hanger at di na ko mag oonline shopping.

Once masettle ko na kwarto ko, mag focus naman ako sa pagtake ng driver’s license ko.

Lastly, mga basic care needs like serum, toner, vics vaporab dahil dumadalang na sakit ng ulo ko. Undergarments at medyas! Hahahahahah. Apo metten, tingin ako ng tingin ng sapatos, iilan lang dala kong mga ano 😂

Saka ako siguro bibili ng mga gusto ko kapag naprovide ko na mga pangangailangan ko. Mainam na to kesa sa mabaon sa utang. Yaw qouh nun.

[jopetkasi]

wala po ako sa manila ngayon. yung natitira kong travel fund sa cebu pacific eh ginamit ko na at baka mag expire.

di ko naman din alam national holiday nila ngayon dito. so ayun na excite ako sa figther jets nila and at the same time feeling ko 3rd world na naman tayo. basta. oh sa mga fans ni ni Mang Kanor at Dyunor dito wag nyo ako i bash ha (basta ako, ang presidente... lol)

will meet my cousin who has been here for almost 3 decades na. ganun pala sa Sg kahit matagal kana dito, the most they can give you is permanent visa not citizenship?

kasama ko pala si pamangkin #2. pamangkin #1 has an out of town thing this weekend.

come to think of it, i should start charging my kuya for being a pseudo parent to these boys diba? i mean he is now a judge - which by the way made me research the current pay of active magistrates (see below)

but then ako na naman ang lalabas na masamang kapatid for asking to be paid...dapat daw kasi yung mga ganito borne "out of love"

naisip ko lang naman pero ay putanginang yan reasoning ng mga kamag anak ko talaga.

like what i told you guys before, pag youngest ka and you belong to a Chinese-Filipino family and single ka, expect a life of servitude.

of course, i am complaining. my parents are currently touring Europe, while the rest of my siblings are scattered abroad living their lives, and earning good money, while I am here....trying to be the good son and doting uncle.

sorry sa rant.

[sunb0rn]

1. What’s the sweetest thing someone has ever done to you?

2. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done to someone?

hindi ko nalang sasagutin yung number 1 kasi yung isasagot ko sa number 2 eh hindi rin naman alam nung person na ginagawa ko for him. i mean, malay natin may sweet na ginawa isang tao for me pero di ko na din nalaman. HAHAHA.

pagbigyan mo na ako meow kung maiiba yung context, pero ganto ko gusti sagutin ehh HAHAHHAA

#2

(2021) sinubukan ko aralin for ilang mos ung chorus ng Beautiful Scars sa kalimba. first time ko mag try ulit tumugtog ng kahit anong instrument HAHAHA. para kay B yon kasi life song ata niya?? basta shinare nya saken eh, ako na nag decide na life song niya yon. HAHAHAHAA. di na kami nag uusap that time (bago kami nag usap uli). ilang beses ko trinay ivideo na tinutugtog yon tas post ko sana dito sa bday niya (again, kahit di naman na kami nag uusap) kaso ang papanget ng pag video/pagtugtog ko.

plot twist: nagkausap ulit kami bago yung bday niya that yeark. casual na usap/usap ng dating magkakilala?? ganon. or atleast im trying na maging ganon nalang,

taposss .. *ang haba na masyado kung ikkwnto ko dito HAHAHA

(2020) took notes (screenshots) ng mga pinopost ni B sa FB para may list ako ng gift ideas para sa kanya. hahaha. di ko pa sya mabilhan that time kasi gusto ko muna mag ipon for mas 👌🏻 na graduation gift. i was saving those ss for like other occasions, sana. though andon din naman yung other options for grad gift like shoes or something na afford ko for his gaming thingz

di ko pa ata nabubura yung mga screenshot, pero wala na dito sa fone ko.

(2020) kumontak ako ng bakeshop para maginquire ng personalized cake para din sa graduation ni B. tas kilig ako ksi may branch sa town nila mismo yung bakeshop so sabi ko di na hassle ipadala.

actually hindi eto ung first time na nag actual contact ako ng plan ko ibigay sa kanya for his grad. yung isa Vans shirt na Japan exclusive, i tried mag inquire for preorder; but that time, hindi pa nag papa preorder ung reseller nung item na yon, trip lang daw niya ipost sa page niya yung shirt.

ayun. basahin ko to pag gusto ko kiligin *kinilig sa sarili

[pansamantalamo]

| 111723 . FRIDAY . 📍 PIZZALU. FORBES TOWN

salamat sa love sa date. Nag away muna tayo bago matuloy to kaya sorry. Kase nahihiya talaga ako sayo dahil nga wala ako pera, sabi ko sayo sa katapusan na e para may pera din ako kaso ayaw mo pumayag gusto mo kumaen na at mag date. Kaya salamat ah babawi ako talaga sayo. Tska na touch ako sa sinabi mong "sino bang meron ngayon?diba ako?kaya ako naman". Salamat ng marami talaga. Iloveyou po.

ang sarap pala talaga ng pasta ng pizzalu lalo na yung fettuccine carbonara nila sobrang creamy. Ang legit din na masarap yung black truffle mushroom pizza nila. Tapos yung Squid ink w/seafood masarap din lasang lasa yung shrimp and mussles. And yung caesar salad nila masarap din sakto lang yung vinegar di ganun kaasim. Yung mga best seller natikman naten at lahat worth it sa price, though maliit lang yung place pero ok na din. Sa uulitin ako naman taya at itrtry pa tin yung ibat ibang flavor ng pizza nila.

[kimhortons]

grabe! kakilig naman yung ganito.

as much as I hate planning and organizing an event like outing, kasi nga mahirap talaga swear lalo pag yung mga kasama mo parang hindi interesado habang ikaw, di na magkanda ugaga sa kaka asikaso, kaka inquire sa kung saan saan, medyo nakaka stress talaga.

inassign kasi ako ng boss ko na mag plan nga nitong outing ng team namin. diba nga nag tanong pa ako sa inyo last month ng mga suggested niyong place for outing. hehe. bukod sa di agad nag kasundo sa date, ang hirap mag hanap ng place na swak sa schedule namin kasi di rin lahat available ng weekend—syempre mga may naka set din silang lakad, so after namin makapag decide sa date, yung mga place naman na target ko ang hindi available haha kaloka. kailangan din kasi namin i-consider yung location since yung ilan samin galing sa night shift so kailangan yung pinaka accessible lang sa lahat.

so ayun na nga out of sandamakmak na lugar, halos mapuno na ng inquiries sa mga page nila yung inbox ko, we're down to 2 options nalang. finally, medyo malapit na makulayan. need nalang i-finalize. since sagot ng boss namin yung, syempre kinonsult ko sakanya, and that's what I got. huhu kinikilig ako, feeling ko ngayon lang ako na-appreciate sa work haha, kahit medyo di na siya about work. wala lang. hehe. sarap i-flex sana sa myday kaso wag nalang siguro baka may mang evil eye pa. haha. dito nalang medyo safe.

alam niyo ba, sa lahat ng group of friends ko, ako rin talaga initiator sa mga ganito e, kesyo concert or out of town man yan ako lagi yung nag paplano. ayaw ko na nga sana kasi dati, laging hindi naman natutuloy or ako talaga yung pinaka nai-stress, sila mag eenjoy nalang. lamnyoyon? haha. yung tipong sampu kayo nung pinaplano tas nung dumating na yung araw, lima nalang kayo yung mga ganon ba haha.

kaya nagulat nalang ako biglang ako yung nakita nila ngayon na mag plan nito e bago rin kasi ako sa team haha. kaya medyo challenge din yun lalo pa wfh kami di ko pa naman sila nakaka bonding lahat, good thing nalang din talaga siguro na mabilis nga ako maka adapt at madaldal rin ako. haha.

sana masecure ko na 'tong place. jusko di na keri ng stress ko haha.

[tigre-edi-rawr]

Week 42 - Thursday

I got up late today. 12 yung alis ng bus tapos nasa bahay pa ako ng 11:45 when I need to ride the public transport for at least 30mins to reach the bus station.

I knew I wouldn't make it so I had to improvise lol. Luckily, the van driver was okay to drop me off sa Market-market kaya dumali buhay ko.

Dumating ako sa work around 1:30PM na, I was super happy to see my colleagues! Huhu, my heart was so happy. I was all talkative and funny, sabi nila "taas ng energy mo ah"

Hanggang ngayon, maayos naman ang mood ko. Except sa laptop ko na nasira tapos pinapaayos ko pa dito sa office kaso sabi balikan ko daw bukas. Eh di naman ako RTO bukas 😭 idk what to do sa ngayon, buti nalang talaga yung workload ko hindi overload kaya chill lang.

We also had a townhall, so it's already 5:30PM at hindi parin ako nakakapagwork literal. The town hall was fun! And then may free food. I also knew information na beneficial sa PCOS ko! Imagine, pwede na kami mag-avail ng FREE maintenance na gamot basta diagnosed and with prescription! TAPOS!!! Free delivery pa sa bahay ko mismo. Or may examinations rin na si Maxicare mismo pupunta sa bahay for ex. to take my blood. AMAZINGGGGGGGG

SOOOOO HAPPYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

1:29AM at pauwi na ako ng Laguna. Nag-angkas ako from uptown to Buendia. Fun!!! At nandito na ako ngayon sa bus. Ang pinakastruggle talaga tuwing uuwi ng ganitong oras ay yung pagooverthink. Napakahirap ipanatag yung utak tuwing nasa byahe. Na sana walang kahit anong masamang mangyari sakin. Yung kabog ng dibdib, talagang hindi titigil hangga't hindi ako nakakakababa ng bus.

Ewan ko ba. I remembered lang what happened to me the first time I tried to go home sa parehong oras ngayon. Ang lakas pa ng loob ko, ni walang bakas ng takot sa Manila hanggang sa naranasan ko ang dapat maranasan para ma-alarma. Nagchat ako kaagad sa manager namin sa sobrang trauma.

[lilimonarch]

Doctor Hanahaki - The Memories that Never Return [12]

Doctor Hanahaki Prequel: Whumptober spinoff!

Whumptober day 12: Insomnia, "I'm up, I'm up!" and Lyric prompt

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I haven't slept in days, but who's counting?

Konoha is tired.

Japanese, to math, to English, to practice, and restless nights built on anxiety and stress. He slumped into class, his vision spotting as he leaned his head on the desk, drowning out the lessons on English waiting for sleep to take him. The only place which lulls him to sleep is the desk as he falls further into stress trying to stay ahead. He hasn't slept well in days, but who's counting? Surely not him, his parents, or his team.

Why is it that his eyebags are seen as a badge of honor and not a cry for help?

"Konoha-" his friend poked him awake, a concerned expression all over her face. "Get up, before Professor Lin comes in-" she was shaking him awake, Konoha struggling as absent tears of exhaustion ran down his face. "Oh my god... Konoha? Are you alright?"

Konoha blinked a few times, turning his head and giving a small grin. "I'm awake, I'm good."

Bokuto is tired.

He trudges through volleyball practice as if it is his only lifeline. Nightmares keep him restless, waking him when he finally manages to fall asleep as he spends the rest of his night messaging peers for comfort or scrolling through older videos and pictures with Akaashi. He didn't think it would hit him as hard as it did, but being on the court didn't feel right. His teary eyes clouded his vision from time to time, and his spikes grew lackluster. He watched as many of the scouts stopped approaching his games, a select few sticking around for the rare moments when Bokuto's talent would shine.

Why is it they only care when he is okay?

"Bokuto," it was a game against a neighboring town, surprisingly one of their better games without Akaashi. One of the scouts approached Bokuto, frowning at the tired eyes lacking any love in the sport. "I heard about your teammate, I hope he recovers soon."

"Thank you, madam," Bokuto nodded, his voice trailing off. "I'm sorry I haven't been on my A-game. I haven't been sleeping too well."

The woman nodded, reaching into her pocket. "I can imagine," he pulled out a business card, a small animal logo printed on the side with the letters MSBY under it. "My name is Nila Rochester, I am one of the scouts for the MSBY black jackals. We're impressed with your work. I'll be coming to more of these games."

Bokuto nodded, rubbing his eyes in exhaustion as the adrenaline of the game died off. "Thank you."

Akaashi is tired.

He tosses and turns in that small hospital bed, waiting for any type of relief as this strange disease rocks his entire body. Shaking with tremors, shaking with fever, shaking from the constant coughing which left his voice as dead as the doctors predicted he would be within a few months. School was no longer a part of his life, not that he could focus for more than an hour at a time. His scholarship gone, his reputation destroyed, his whole-being utterly wrecked. He still held on to the friends who cared the most, Bokuto.

Why is it that he is always thinking of Bokuto?

There was nobody to save him, as he watched the clock in the room tick past the devil's hour in the room which only used the moonlight to illuminate his world view. Akaashi was exhausted, though his body never seem to give himself a break. He glanced out the window from his bed, seeing the stars. One day, he figured he would be up there. So would his friends and family, and they would meet again soon.

Akaashi had heard the doctors discussing a surgery with amnesia, simple overhearing, nothing too hopeful. He wonders if he has amnesia when he dies, will his soul still remember the life he's lived?

Will he still remember the people he's loved?

[for-d-win]

Wednesday of the 27th Week in Ordinary Time | 11 October 2023

May the misery of others move us to mercy and not to be happy! I believe, no one here is spared from any experiences of pain or difficulties.

Each one of us here has his / her own share of misery. Lahat tayo, in one way or another, may pinagdadaanan. Mayaman o mahirap, bata o matanda - walang takas - lahat mayroong pinagdadaanan.

And to all these baggages, we learned how to adapt by having different coping mechanisms, i.e., ways as to how we will curb / lighten its effects in our lives:

yung iba, bwelo muna - isolate o hiwalay muna sa grupo para ma-solo ang iniisip at nararamdaman;

yung iba naman, konting shot-shot muna para mag-numb ang pakiramdam;

yung iba naman, shopping spree - bili-bili na lang ang stress reliever;

yung iba naman, mag-travel - local or international;

sa mga banal, mag pray or mag pilgrimage;

at yung iba naman, diretso agad sa solusyon para matapos na ang problema.

But there is one coping mechanism, which for me, stands out from all the other mechanisms - yung gusto mong makinig sa lungkot / problema ng iba, hindi para makiramay o makiisa sa pinagdadaanan nila - pero para pagaanin yung kalooban mo at masabing - "Ay, okay pa pala ako - mas mabigat pa pala pinagdadaanan niya! Buti na lang!"

Minsan ganun tayo eh noh... imbis na makiisa sa pagdadalamhati / pagluluksa / paghihirap ng iba - nagiging masaya pa tayo kasi meron pa palang mas kawawa sa atin.

We find comfort in the misery of other people.

Just like Jonah in our first reading - Nung Monday, he was appointed by God to tell the Ninevites to repent lest God destroy their town.

Kahapon Tuesday, he preached about repentance and going back to the Lord which the Ninevites whole-heartedly done!

Today, nagbago na ang mga tao kaya hindi sinira ng Diyos. BUT Jonah is expecting na hindi na sila magbabago, kaya pala sa first reading today - gusto na ni Jonah masira ang bayan nila.

Ibig sabihin, kahit pala na nagpreach siya ng repentance to save the Ninevites, he was half-expecting them not to change so that God may destroy them, so that they will be more miserable than him.

Mga kapatid, hindi po natin ikinasisiya o ikinagagaan ng loob kapag may pinagdadaanan o problema ang iba... hindi po sila coping mechanism.

Rather, our Lord is teaching us that the misery of others should moves us to compassion and mercy - kung malungkot sila, lumungkot din sana tayo bilang pakikiisa.

Diba ganun naman, 'pag nagkwento tayo sa iba, ayaw mo naman na nakangiti sila. Wish natin, sana mag-sad face din po sila. Because in our difficulties, we do not wish good advices, we do not wish wise sayings of other people.

We only need someone who can feel what we feel diba...

Kaya nga po nakakalungkot kapag ang turing natin sa iba, "Hay mas mabuti pa pala ang kalagayan ko, may mas kawawa pa pala sa akin. Buti nga sa kanya!"

So, what is the challenge for us today?

May we give to others what we ask God to give us.

In our Gospel today - the Lord's prayer, a prayer that is very familiar to us - we take for granted the lines, "Forgive us our sins for we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us."

If we are asking God's mercy and forgiveness for our miseries and wretchedness - may we also give to mercy and forgivness to those asking it from us.

Gusto mo pala kaawan ka ng Diyos sa pinagdadaanan mo, eh bakit masaya ka sa pinagdadaanan ng iba. Ibigay sa iba kung anung hinihingi natin sa Diyos - and soon enough, you will see how God will let you feel his graciousness and love for your life.

Amen.

Year I Readings:

Jonah 4: 1-11

Luke 11: 1-4