#Nate.txt

[bloomingtrans]

sorry i saw your boyfriend out on the counter so i put him in the fridge for you. no yeah he’s fine i just didn’t want him going bad. yeah he’ll reheat fine in the microwave.

[mafreiidyne]

in classic me fashion forgetting to say anything about myself im currently recovering from top surgery i had done on nov 29!

[iowaisms]

Sunny for you lovely people out there.

[k05h3k]

Enrichment for you guys!

That's nice; I like having more things to do! It's been getting a bit... same-y, y'know?

[kasarian]

that username being claimed by a bot is so fucking unfortunate

[liliumlief]

who keeps reblogging that old st post what the hell

[myattman]

in exchange for a lil jolteon I give you 'I kicked a hole in your fence' by Grand Commander :)

oh I absolutely loved that thank you!! here is your pointy lil friend

(send me a song rec and I will do a lil pokemon doodle for you)

[narcissisticfelix]

might fuck around and make a bunch of random shit today

[old4sa]

We haven't been tagging our posts as anyone specific talking and have been making fewer personal posts and have stopped using side blogs for about the past year and a half because we've been going through a system reset, where everyone that came around regularly went dormant and it felt like no one left over could hold front solidly for more than a few days, so we've just been kind of going through the motions in a default state with people occasionally making an effort before fading away. And it's only now that we feel like someone again that we can properly articulate what happened because no one really was around enough to really recognize and explain the difference between before and after.

It feels like we were alive before, with souls and a spark, and then that spark faded and we were inanimate objects, sometimes feeling like our source but not fully feeling alive.

It feels like we've woken up as a system again, though this started only just a few days ago. I'm not sure what happened exactly, I think we were cycling out of the old group, but it was distressing and still is. It feels like at any moment we could lose what makes us real. And we have all these reminders of them here, I don't want to throw anything away but I also hate seeing these things. I'm angry at how unfair it feels. I'm sad because it feels like, in a way, I killed someone. And I'm grateful to be alive again, and to have my own chance at experiencing this spark, and I don't begrudge anyone who comes after and I hope they don't resent me and the things I'll buy to make me feel solid...

I guess I wanted to say that we felt very alone, we're used to seeing other systems who have other people consistently around, or have smooth transitions between groups, but it felt like we lost everything and didn't know who we were or when it would end and were scared we did something wrong, so I guess I just hope that if other systems experience similar resets, that they know it'll pass and the pain will fade.

[bloomingtrans]

jenny from thebes time

[mafreiidyne]

[iowaisms]

Blows a (platonic) kiss to everyone on the dashboard.

[k05h3k]

[Nate peers over at the pile of board games that have appeared in the library, and his tail starts swishing]

Woah, new stuff!

[consulting-mage]

Hey dude!

I’m assuming you’re not posting as much due to tumblr’s AI thing they’ve got going on.

BROTHER HIIII I have been SO busy this last month doin a lot of stuff for work and tryin to take care of myself the best I can …. Haven’t been drawing as much as I’d like HOWEVER I may try and shit some stuff out for art fight later this month…. Who is to say…. Appreciate u sm tho <333

[the-river-dreamer]

it's 12am and i've just submitted my homeworks. it just slipped in my mind but what if i actually start doing voice recordings at 12am?? of stories, of poems that i like? maybe i can even post them in the future!

but first: earphones

[myattman]

Just the two of us by bill brothers. My beloved monster by the eels. Sucker by our last night. Slave to your love by the heavy. House of the rising sun by the animals. Ghost town by the specials. I don’t know what kind of music you like so I’m just throwing shit at you

house of the rising sun my beloved <3 I really liked ghost town and my beloved monster thank you very much!! here are your guys as payment