#NOTHING on it being anything but a spiritual belief. non-disordered in research usually means DID that's not impacting people negatively

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can I just clear something up?

hi, I am flower anon! Actually like actually actually <3

Btw @thehellsaint hiiiiiiii :3 Me and belle made a response! To @justanothersyscourse and @sysmedsaresexist

to all of this!

because guess what? We were guilt tripped again, and all of our feelings were confirmed.

the only reason we sent in that anon, was because we feared harassment from endos and pro-endos!

not from anti’s! Because we have been harassed before and are harassed by many many different people for things we cannot change.

But people started using us as a bludgeon, and you know what the hell?

and now I want to clear things up, we are still anti-endo and all of our fears and feelings were actually confirmed and validated by how people treated our anon’s

we are very upset at how we were treated.

we have been through alot, and this is feeling exactly like how we were singled out and harassed by both leftists for being disabled, TERF's for being trans, everyone for being anti-censorship, and more for being an understanding and kind person.

I am not stupid, we are not stupid, I know you people so innately like the back of my own hand.

and I am upset.

I believe in looking through people's communities before making an opinion. and I have, and my opinion is please don't harass me.

and you all will, you always do.

it's my sad life that I know I cannot change people from being cyber-violent, or stop people from suicide baiting me, or saying I am a horrible person who deserves to die, or any slurs.

at least you can't cause me physical harm.

small victories, but it's just so dangerous.

why do you think I was so scared? why do you think I'm so so upset?

I've lived through this my entire life, I am not a desirable person, I am imperfect and disgusting in the eyes of the many.

and it's shaped me to know when I'll be hurt, it's helped me recognise when others are hurting others.

and it's a sad life to know I use these skills everyday, it's a sad life to be used as someones strawman.

it's a sad life.

I saw a post where someone was scared that their friends with different syscourse opinions hated them for it, and then another person said for them to cut them out because of their discourse stance.

That kind of made me go "what the fuck", because really?

You don't need to agree with every single thing your friends believe. It's okay to be uncomfortable with those opinions but the world isn't a bubble and you're gonna meet and be friends with people with varying takes and ideas. This is why I hate how polarized the anti / pro sides of endo discourse are; you just see the stance and not the person.