#NO. THEY NEED TO SKIM OFF THE TOP OF EVERYTHING EVERYONE DOES AND IM FUCKING SICK OF IT.

[raspberryjellybrains]

thought about AI generated work too long and now I'm mad

[peach-pops]

hello!!! I love ur blog so much ! Can I requests a hc with Oikawa and Kuroo dating a Hothead/easily angered girlfriend? Maybe she gets into a fight and how would the boys react?

This is spicy yes of course! Also I def relate to the reader cause I get mad at freaking everything. There is a lot of cussing and there is violence obviously so just a warning!

Also PSA: I know Mika ( Daisho’s gf)  is probably super nice in the manga but I had to make her uhhhhh unlikeable so yeah. 

Oikawa and Kuroo with a Hothead Girlfriend

-Oikawa-

There’s no need to sugarcoat it, Oikawa was intimidated by you because of your ‘ don’t fuck with me attitude’ but once you started dating, he realized it came in handy especially with his fans

He never had to worry about his fans ever messing with you because they’d be dumb to say anything to your face without you throwing hands back so Oikawa always thought things would be in his favor

UNTILLLL you showed up to one of Aoba Johsai’s games because of course, you wanted to support the team 

You watched the game from up on the stands and you could hear his fans whispering amongst each other about you but you wanted to stay focused on the game 

Whenever Oikawa served, he would make a quick glance at you to make sure that you saw it but even though your eyes were on him, you didn’t look thrilled

Oikawa put two and two together once he saw his little fanbase a few rows back laughing in your direction and his heart dropped. Sure, he was upset that they were saying things about you but he was even more worried that you were going to kill them 

The match was getting closer to the end but the girls were persistent in bashing you for every little thing and you did  your best to keep your temper under control 

“ What is she even wearing?” 

“ Shouldn’t she be wearing a jersey to support her boyfriend?”

“ Maybe Oikawa-San and her broke up!” 

“ Thank goodness, he can do so much better anyway. He is way out of her league.”

You clenched your fists against the bottom of your seat. You’d be damned if you were just gonna sit there and listen to them talk badly about you

You whipped your head around and gave them a deadly glare,” Just wait until this game ends and we’ll see if you’ll be able to keep talking shit.” 

They’re just shocked that you even turned around to confront them and while they’re a bit shooketh cause you’re  high key scary, they don’t take your threat seriously 

Oikawa can practically feel the tension in the air so once Aoba Johsai scores the last point and they take their bows, he looks up at you as if he’s pleading with you to just wait until he can get there

Cue that one tik tok: ‘ girl don’t do it, it’s not worth it…’ 

And you’re looking back at him like ‘ im not gonna do it girl...I was just thinking about it...im not gonna do it”

You and Oikawa both thought that the coast was clear and that you two can go about your day but then the main fangirl opened her mouth,” I told you guys she’s too scared to fight us. Who does this bitch think she is?”

It all happened so fast, one minute you were beaming down proudly at your boyfriend and the next, you’re jumping over the bleachers to launch yourself at the girl in the stands 

“ OH SHIT!” Oikawa raced out of the gym with Iwaizumi running after him because Iwaizumi knows Oikawa might need his help 

Oikawa had never seen you this mad before so he didn’t know what to expect as he raced up the stairs

His mouth dropped when he saw you on top of the girl and you were going at it 

like yassssssss reader beat her ass!!! Fuck her up!!!!🤪🤪🤪

There’s a crowd gathered around but Oikawa managed to squeeze his way through and shouted at you to stop. He knew how strong you were and frankly, the girl didn’t even stand a chance against you. 

Obviously, he is your number one fan but he didn’t want you to go to jail for murdering this girl in cold blood

He tried to pull you off of her but you have that gorilla grip and this boy was struggling to pry you off like damn where is all of this strength coming from???

Oikawa looked around for anyone to help him but the crowd was a bit too scared of you so he shouted for backup

“ IWA-CHAN HELP ME BEFORE SHE KILLS HER!” 

Iwaizumi pushed through everyone and he assessed the situation. He sees lil ol’ you swinging at the girl who’s sprawled out on the floor screaming but he’s more focused on the fact that you listened to his advice on how to throw punches

He stans necessary violence!

Iwa managed to loosen your grip on the girl which gave Oikawa enough time to wrap his arms around you and hold you back 

“ Who’s scared now ha!” You laughed evilly as Oikawa tried dragging you away from the crime scene and he’s visibly shaken because his girlfriend is psychotic but is it awful that he feels so proud?!?!?

Like in his head he’s thinking,” damn okay go off queen!” 🥰

He managed to carry you all the way down to the stairs and pulled you aside to make sure you’re okay 

“Are you hurt anywhere? How are you feeling? Do you need some water or some ice for your knuckles?”

You looked down at your knuckles and sure enough, they were bruised but surprisingly not bloody,” Oh, I fucked up my knuckles...I didn’t even notice, ” You said as Oikawa shook his head disapprovingly,” I wasn’t even hitting that hard!”

“ Iwa-chan, can you be a dear and get some ice? I’m gonna stay here with Y/N to make sure she doesn’t go back up there,” Oikawa said as you held up your knuckles to show Iwaizumi 

“ How do I look Zumi?”

“ Damn Y/N, those look badass!”

Iwa was practically beaming because he knew he had taught you well🤩🤩🤩

“ Iwa-chan don’t get encourage her! Go get the ice!” Oikawa shouted as you and Iwaizumi both laughed before Iwa turned to leave 

Oikawa lightly skimmed his thumb across your knuckles and pressed an even lighter kiss to your knuckles before sighing,” Was it worth ruining your pretty hands honey?”

You inhaled deeply before shrugging innocently at your boyfriend,” Toru, I really tried to keep my cool I promise! They were saying really mean things the whole time but I did my best to control myself but she had it coming...Are you mad at me?”

“ Of course I’m not mad,” Oikawa answered honestly as he pulled you closer to him,” If you lost than sure, I would be disappointed but you won so I’m more proud than anything! But I’m pretty sure you broke her nose.”

“ A wise boyfriend once said; If you’re gonna hit it, hit it until it breaks,” You said with a smirk as Oikawa leaned in to give you a victory kiss

-Kuroo-

Kuroo knew what he was getting himself into when the two of you started dating. You were always so sweet and thoughtful but whenever you were upset, you didn’t care who got in your way, all you wanted to do was unleash the beast!

Most of the time, Kuroo could calm you down before it ever escalated but on the rare account that he couldn’t, he just hoped you didn’t do too much damage to whoever was on the receiving end 

At the end of one of Nekoma’s matches, you were celebrating with the team in the hallway when Kuroo excused himself to go use the restroom

You thought nothing of it and continued to chat and congratulate the other Nekoma members but as minutes passed by without seeing Kuroo, you excused yourself and went to go find him

You turned the corner to see Kuroo with his back facing you as he was loudly talking to Daisho. You knew Kuroo disliked Daisho but you were taken aback when you saw a familiar face next to him, Mika Yamaka 

You and Mika had never gotten along, even way before Kuroo had his feud with the Nohebi captain. The last time you had saw her, things hadn’t gone so well so to see her in the flesh made you feel some type of way

You walked over to where Kuroo was standing as the conversation halted

“ What’s going on? Everything okay?” You asked as Kuroo wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you in closer

“ Nothing, everything is fine,” Kuroo smiled but you could tell that something was obviously going on

“ Wow Y/N-chan, I gotta say, you’ve changed a lot. I see you finally figured out how to style your hair,” Mika said ‘sweetly’ as she played with her boyfriend’s volleyball in her hand,” you finally look grown-up.  I was sure you’d always look like that little geek I met in middle school.” 

You felt him squeeze your hip tightly as if to say ‘ don’t let her get under your skin’ but you couldn’t help yourself to snap back

“Aw, Mika. I wish I could say the same for you but turns out you’re still a fucking snake who-”

“ Okay, let’s just calm down and take a breath,” Kuroo said as he leaned down to whisper into your ear,” don’t do anything stupid, okay? I got your back.”

You squeezed his hand as you kept your icy stare on Mika who looked unbothered

“ Your girl sure does have a temper doesn’t she?” Daisho laughed as Kuroo snapped his eyes over to him

“ What did you say snake?” 

OH SO NOW IT’S SUDDENLY OKAY TO SAY SNAKE

“ He’s not wrong. Y/N is kinda known to be a bit of a bitch,” Mika said as a matter of fact as you and Kuroo both tensed up,” little miss hothead is what they used to call you right?” 

As angry as you were, you knew that she was just trying to push your buttons and that she wasn’t worth the hassle. At this point, the rest of the Nekoma boys were watching from afar and even Kenma had looked up from his game to watch the heated interaction

“ Let’s just go, you guys are all bark and no bite. That’s why Nohebi loses everytime against Nekoma. You want some advice, how about you guys win before you start to talk shit,” You scoffed as you grabbed Kuroo’s hand and walked off in the opposite direction 

Micdrop lets get it Y/N

Kuroo smiled down at you as he pressed a kiss on your forehead,” Baby, I’m really proud of you. I know it’s hard to keep your cool and I’m sure you wanted to beat her ass, huh?”

“ God, I was this close Tetsuro. I swear, I-”

You felt something hard hit the back of your head and a second later, you could hear Mika’s annoying voice,” Who’s all bark and no bite now?”

You looked down at the ground to see the volleyball she had just chucked at your head and you felt smoke come out of your ears

You moved your eyes up and locked eyes with Kenma like ‘did this bitch really just do that😮’ and Kenma nodded ‘girl she really did👀’

Kuroo looked shocked. He didn’t even know what to say but he really didn’t want you to get into a fight 

“Baby-”

“ Hold my purse,” You snapped as you shoved your bag into his chest and walked over to where Mika was standing 

“ Aw, is Y/N-chan gonna cry-”

Kuroo and Daisho watched with open mouths as you practically launched yourself at her, causing the two of you to hit the floor. The Nekoma boys shouted words of encouragement and you could even hear Yaku shout “WORLDSTAR!”

“ You! 👏🏼Stupid! 👏🏼Bitch!” You yelled as you kept slamming your fists into Mika as she swung her fists back to try and get you off

Kuroo rushed over, unsure of what to do. 

A little backstory: You two had a hypothetical conversation a while back and you had explicitly told him that if you had gotten into a fight, he was not allowed to step in unless you were losing. By the looks of it, you were winning by a longshot

It wasn’t until Daisho tried grabbing you off of Mika that Kuroo suddenly became protective and stepped in

“ Don’t touch her, snake!” Kuroo yelled as he easily pushed Daisho to the side and ripped you away from Mika

You scrambled and struggled against your boyfriend’s grip as you continued to curse at Mika

“ Uh huh! That’s what I thought you raggedy-ass, fucking bitch! You’re awfully quiet now, huh!” 

“ Oh my god babe, please-”

“ Whatever!” Mika shouted as Daiso helped her up as she held her nose in pain,”That’s why your stupid boyfriend stepped in.”

“ He stepped in cause he knows I will kill you! Do you hear me, Mika? You’re lucky my boyfriend isn’t such a weak ass like you because if he wasn’t holding me back, you wouldn’t be able to get off the floor-”

“ Okokokokokok! She got the message baby, you’re scary and she’s a dumbass,” Kuroo was struggling to keep his grip on you so he readjusted himself and threw you over his shoulder as he walked past his teammates,” let’s head to the bus.”

The rest of the Nekoma teammates followed the two of you back to the buses as Kenma walked over beside you,” Do you want me to send you the video?”

“ You were recording?” You and Kuroo both asked as Kenma nodded approvingly

“ Hell yeah! Send it to me!”

On the bus ride back, it was relatively loud from all of the talk about you throwing hands with Mika but Kuroo had all of his attention on you 

“ I can’t believe she threw a volleyball at your head, what did she expect when you pounced on her?” Kuroo said as you leaned your head against his shoulder,” but damn, we were so close to leaving without a fight.”

“ I know, I’m sorry Tetsuro. You know I can’t stand her or her boyfriend,” You huffed as Kuroo sighed 

“ You know, have I ever told you how turned on I get seeing you mad?” 

“ Yes babe, several times.”

[younghosfavewhore]

mine forever . 1:27am

part 1 [a]   /  part 2 [s]

wc; 1.5k

plot; nctjohnny!boyfriend x femreader!girlfriend

the members of nct have been stirred up in dating rumors and scandals for the past month. when pictures of johnny meeting with a childhood friend begin to float around, you must remind johhny that he’s yours. forever.

prompts; [a]6 “She was nothing to you, was she? Then prove it.”  [a]20 “People talk- people will always talk...” 

warnings; (mentions of TAEYONG’s injury) fluff?!, jealous reader, angsty!!!

My eyes skim over the articles. I can’t believe what I’m seeing. The headlines seemed to drag on forever, “Johnny Suh; NCT’s 5th member involved in Dating Scandal”. Another read, “NCT Johnny Caught with Foreigner; Photos Below” 

photos?

I couldn’t resist clicking the link that my cursor hovered over. The full article was now displayed onto my screen. The pictures loaded for a second, then they were displayed before me. And there it was, Johnny Suh -my Johnny Suh- at a cafe with a blonde-haired foreigner. I continued scrolling, which was probably a mistake, but I was in shock. Certainly they were doctored by some vengeful sasaeng. Another link pops onto my screen, “NCT Johnny Suh has Foreign Girlfriend? VIDEO FOOTAGE”

you’re fucking kidding me. 

A notification sound blares from my phone, the sixth one in the past half hour. I haven’t even picked up my phone, I know what the notifications are. There was no doubt in my mind that it was Johnny texting me a sad excuse for the video that’s now playing on a loop on my screen. I recognized her. Her blonde hair and small frame. It was his high school sweetheart; Madison. In the video -which was only about 8 seconds long- you could see him embrace her. They stood at the cafe table, drinks in hand, about to depart. Johnny’s long arms then spread out, welcoming her into a hug. He initiated it. Even in front of all these people, all these cameras. He hugged her. He knew exactly what he was doing. Another notification sound blared through my phone speaker. Why did this make me feel so threatened? So weak? I pick up my phone <6 unread texts from johnny❤> I open the messages, taking a deep breath as I do so.

johnny❤: baby?

    y/n? text me when you get this.

    ik you see my texts

    i know you’re upset please just text me

    i can explain, i promise…

    im omw to the hotel, we’ll talk when i get there, ok?

My eyes widen at the last text. Why was he on his way here? What made him think that I wanted to see him?

me: dont bother, i dont think i want to see you rn

I send the text with tears welling in my eyes. I was just beginning to fully wrap my head around the events that unfolded before me.

*ding* <1 new text from johnny❤>

johnny❤: please, y/n

  you know me better than anyone, don’t believe these rumors, y/n

Me: i saw the pictures johnny… and the video. what excuse could you have?

My head began to spin, no way did he think I was going to fall for his pity story.

johnny❤: this is why we’ll talk in person

  i have a lot of explaining to do, i know. just listen to me please

  i’m only 2 minutes away, ill explain everything i promise

Take a deep breath. I think to myself, convincing myself that maybe he would have a good excuse. After all, it's Johnny. Would he ever do anything to hurt me? I struggled to gain composure as I heard a familiar knock on the door. The lock clicked and the door crept open. I stood in the living room of the homey suite. 

“y/n..” Johnny’s voice breaks the silence. He peeks from behind the door.

My eyes meet his and I feel faint. What’s going to happen? I ask myself, not knowing the right answer as hundreds of thoughts fill my head.

He continues inside, closing the door softly behind him. He takes slow strides in my direction, and that’s when the tears well in my eyes. Why? I’m not sure, I’ve always been one to get overwhelmed easily, but this was new. His hand reaches out to take mine and I flinch away. The images of him taking another girl into his arms flashing in my head. 

“Why her? How--” My voice breaks and the tears finally fall from my eyes.

“It’s not at all what you think it is, baby.” His voice was soft and genuine. Almost desperate. 

“Then what is it? Huh?” My voice changed from calm to angry. I took a deep breath in an attempt to try to calm myself back down and I back farther away from him. “I... I was patient. I knew this would happen. I was understanding of the rumors, the lies. But this? These pictures? These videos?” I began to lose my cool. “How could you possibly explain this?” Anger was tainting my words, what was I saying? “If you want to be with her then just say that.” I spit the words out.

Johnny looks taken aback, rightfully so. “It’s not like that.”

“Then what is it, Johnny?!” I shouted, menacingly. “It isn’t adding up.” I plead as my voice cracks. “Please, just fucking explain yourself.”

He walks towards me again, I don’t have the energy to fight him anymore. He takes my hand and places a light kiss on it.

“I know you’re confused. I know you’re angry.” He doesn’t take his eyes off of mine. “People talk. In this industry, people talk so fucking much.” His tone was so gentle; he was hurt but still so gentle with me. “People will always talk, okay, y/n?”

I nod, tears streaming down my face at this point. 

“I’m in the wrong here. You saw the videos, I know, but there’s more to it than that.” He sits me down next to him on the couch.

“I just don’t understand.” My voice trembles. “With the other members, Doyoung, Mark, it was just gossip, easily dismissed. But…” My voice trails off.

“I know.” He sighs and pulls me close to him. “Those pictures were taken completely out of context.” where is he going with this? “Yes, it was Madison. And I’m sorry for meeting up with her without telling you, especially with everything that’s been going on…” He traced his fingers in small circles along my back, something he often did when he needed to calm me down. He sighs and pulls me closer to him, we sit in silence for a bit before he continues. “As you know, Taeyong… His injury?”

I nod my head against his chest. “I know…” I whisper in response. what does that have to do with anything?

“Well… Madison, when I met with her at the cafe,” He paused, awaiting a reaction but I didn’t give one. I wanted to hear him out. He continues, “She moved here a few months ago. It has nothing to do with me, or NCT as a whole.” He disclaims. “She’s studying abroad here for a journalist internship. She’s-”

“Get to the point,” I whisper, barely being able to hear him ramble on about her.

He places a kiss on the top of my head. “Everyone knew about Yong’s injury; the managers, the staff, even the stage crew noticed it.” I wince a bit at the thought of Taeyong having to deal with this kind of injury. “You were busy with studies and I didn’t want you worrying about me or the boys. I vented to Madison about it. She explained that she had ties to news sources that could have exposed SM for overworking him. So…” He sighs, “She threatened SM. Unless they gave us all a break or hiatus, she threatened to report it to national broadcasting stations.”

“Wait-” I interrupt him, the puzzle pieces finally fitting together in my head. 

“Let me finish.” He cuts me off in return. “I wanted to treat her to coffee while she was still in town, as a thank you. Nothing more. Because of her, me and the boys were able to finally get a break and Taeyong is finally getting rest.” He explains.

im such a fucking idiot, i think to myself.

I was speechless, how could I have been this stupid. I finally built up the courage to look up at him; his eyes scanning my face for a reaction. 

“I’m sorry.” It’s all I can mutter out in my state of embarrassment. “I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s ok. I promised to be transparent about this stuff and instead I hid it from you. I’m in the wrong too. I’m sorry.” He replies, softly. His hands trailed up and down my back.

I look into his eyes again, begging for forgiveness without saying a single word. He got the hint and leaned in to press a soft peck to my lips. 

“I love you,” I said, my lips brushing against his as our foreheads rested on each other.

He smiles before kissing me back. “I love you, too.”

“So, she means nothing?” The sudden, whispered, inquiry was cold in the quiet air.

There was a pause, a moment that I nearly regretted asking.

“She means nothing.” He said, his voice was gruff and direct.

“Then prove it.” The words rolled off my tongue, and before I had time to think, Johnny’s lips were pressed back up against mine.

[jimlingss]

Sugar and Coffee [11]

Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12

➜ Words: 4.5k

➜ Genres: 99.5% Fluff, 0.5% Angst, Pâtisserie school!AU

➜ Summary: It isn't hard to be a pâtisserie chef, but it's not a piece of cake either. It seems like for you in particular, life keeps throwing in one wrench after another. It always finds ways to make your sweets bitter. The cherry on top is Jeon Jungkook — a rival with a sensitive sweet tooth who always finds ways to complain about you.

➜ Warning: Suggestive content

cr.

Life is like a box of chocolates — you never know if it’s gonna fuck you over and end up giving you the shits.   It’s in the middle of the night when he feels someone crawling into bed with him. The sheets ruffle. The covers are pulled, and he feels a weight settle onto his hips. Jungkook’s shaken awake from his slumber and through the slits of his eyes, he sees you grinning down at him, palms laid on his chest.    “Wh-What are you doing here?” Jungkook croaks with a voice thickened with sleep, completely disoriented. He tries to lift his head to look around his dark dorm room. “How’d you get in?”   You brush your hair back and lean down close to him, whispering, “Does it matter?”   Your hot breath skims against his skin and sends goosebumps all over his flesh. Suddenly, your lips lay on the juncture between his neck and shoulder and he feels your hips rocking into him.   Immediately, Jungkook lifts his hands to find purchase on your waist, halting your movements. “We shouldn’t do this.”   “Why not?” You pout and just to tease, you swivel your hips again, grinding down on him.   Your name chokes out of Jungkook. “W-We’re friends.”   “Really?” Your lashes bat, body heat warm against his. “Friends don’t do this, Kookie.”   Jungkook realizes that you’re just in a white night slip with thin straps he can easily tug down. Your underwear is gone too and he can feel the heat of your center as you shift to sit right on his crotch that’s growing harder by the second. Jungkook groans and you whine back at him.   You grab his hand, guiding it to palm your breast, and Jungkook squeezes. It feels soft like a pillow. “Friends don’t touch each other like this,” you murmur to him, rocking yourself against his clothed length. The bed creaks quietly and Jungkook can feel his pajama pants becoming damp.   “Friends don’t get this wet.” You kiss his jaw. “Friends don’t want to touch each other.”   “God, Y/N.” Jungkook doesn’t know what’s happening. But he can’t resist the temptation. He can’t control himself. It only takes one more eager jerk of your pelvis before he’s embarrassingly coming undone in his boxers like a prepubescent teen.   “Feel good, Kookie?” you coo and when he manages a husky ‘uh-huh’, your lips curl. “Then why do you fucking suck at making cakes, huh?!” Jungkook’s startled when you abruptly screech into his ear at the top of your lungs and his horror only accelerates when you stand on the mattress, looming over him and placing your foot on his crotch. “You’re a fucking joke!”   Your heel digs into his soft dick and he’s unable to pry it off, scared shitless.    “Your cakes are DRY!” The whites of your eyes bleed red, skin morphing into purple as the strands of your hair raise. The word ‘dry’ is jarringly spat with multiple demon voices in low tones overlapping your own. It echoes all along his room, surrounding and suffocating him. All of a sudden, your jaw unhinges and smoke begins to ooze out towards him. Jungkook screams and his vision is flooded in pitch black.   Jungkook jolts on his mattress. His eyes pull back. He hyperventilates, catching his breath.    The first thing he sees is the white mug you gave him on his bedside table, ‘Jungkook — World’s Best Chocolatier’, unused and kept pristine. But he rolls away and realizes his hand has been tightly squeezing a pillow, that he’s dripping of sweat and his pants are soiled, that you’re not here — that you never were.   What the fuck.   It was a wet dream, or rather, a wet nightmare.    //   It’s an understatement to say Jungkook is utterly traumatized. He wonders if his subconscious is broken, but the nightmare has stained his brain permanently and he is still horrified by morning. He couldn’t fall back to sleep and stayed in bed motionless for two hours, deeply disturbed to his very core.   He’s shocked out of his thoughts by a brush on his arm.    Jungkook whirls his head over, and there you are. Manifested into thin air. Coming from nowhere. As if you were summoned through his thoughts like the devil. He screams and stumbles back.   Your eyes are wide, brows lifted. “Jungkook?”   “Fuck! You scared me!” He presses his hand over his heart where it’s thundering against his rib cage.    “I called you three times! Did your one brain cell die? God, you’re so embarrassing.”   People are looking at him, startled from his shriek and stopped in the middle of the corridor. Jungkook swallows hard and quickly collects himself. “S-Sorry.”   “Geez, get it together, Jeon. Anyway, I was going to ask you about…”   He tries to talk to you and not stare at the petals of your lips that had softly kissed his neck in his nightmare. He tries to focus and not let his eyes stray down to the swell of your chest that was firmly pushed against his own in the nightmare. He tries to ignore that nightmare, the nightmare of you climbing underneath his warm covers, pressing yourself to him, whispering in his ear—   “Jeon—”   Jungkook screams again, the silver bowl of chocolate knocking against the counter in a deafening clang, but thankfully not spilled. Your classmates are wide-eyed like you are and the teacher spins around, afraid that someone is on fire.   “S-Sorry,” he apologizes to you and the rest of the people in the kitchen.   Everyone turns back to their stations and you frown, ducking your head in second-hand humiliation. “Dude, what’s wrong with you?”   You’re leaning too close to him, your scent is overwhelming and Jungkook’s heart is beating fast enough that it’s going up his throat. He might just have a heart attack.   He frantically shuffles back to put some distance between the two of you. “Nothing.”   “Really?” You have a doubtful expression. “Are you sick? Do you need to go to the hospital?”   “No, I’m not. I’m fine.”   “A—lright then, weirdo. I just wanted to ask you if you have any extra eggs I can borrow.”   “Borrow?” He quirks his brow. “You’re gonna give me back the eggs?”   You grin mischievously and it does something to him that is quite unsettling. “Can I take some, please?”   Jungkook swallows hard. He’s not sure why you’re batting your lashes like that, why you’re trying to act coy. It’s not cute. But he doesn’t comment, instead diverting his eyes and sliding the carton over. “Take it.”   “Thanks, Jeon.”   It’s not going to work and he knows it. Pretending and trying to ignore what’s on the forefront of his mind will only arouse more suspicion from you. It won’t be long until you think he needs to have medical attention. Which he probably does at this point. But your concern will only unknowingly throw fuel into the fire.   Jungkook knows the only way he can shake this weirdness off is by switching strategies. And the best strategy of all is time.   //   When Jungkook enters the lecture hall, he urgently claims a spot at the very back, even if he can’t see the white board and he knows it’ll be hard to hear. He ducks his head, wearing the hood of his sweater and instantaneously picks you out in the crowd.   You’re in the middle rows at the usual spot with your seat beside you saved. And as time ticks closer to the lecture, he can see you looking around, searching for him.   10:58 pm. Y/N: are you skipping class again idiot 10:58 pm. Y/N: im not giving you the notes   Jungkook sees your text but doesn’t answer.   At lunch, Jungkook books it to the dining hall and just dumps whatever is convenient onto his tray. He sits down and begins to scarf down his food.    Yoongi, who hasn’t even been able to take a bite, eyes him.    “Wow, you’re hungry today.”   Jungkook chugs his water so the food can easily slide down his gullet.   Yoongi lifts a brow at how he hasn’t answered and blatantly stares at him. “What’s your problem, Kook? Is someone chasing you?”   The dark-haired man in his campus hoodie and dark jeans checks his watch. With his cheeks full, he mutters, “Class ends in three minutes which means she’ll be here in five.”   “Who? Y/N? Did you do something to piss her off?”   It’s not exactly that. But Jungkook doesn’t respond. He’s too busy slurping up his noodles. Then swiftly, he stands with his tray and grabs the hard piece of bread in his other hand. “See you.”   There’s a permanent question mark etched onto Yoongi’s face and the tired man watches Jungkook dump his unfinished food into the bin and runs off with more vigour than he could ever have.   And like clockwork, exactly as Jungkook predicted, you come into the dining hall thirty seconds later. You pick up your food while humming and then sit yourself down across Yoongi.   “How was class?”   “Fine.” Yoongi doesn’t explain. He cuts straight to the chase. “Did something happen between you and Kook?”   “What?”   “He was just here.”   “He was?” You turn around but the mop of black hair is nowhere in sight. You shift back to Yoongi, completely befuddled. “No, nothing’s wrong. He’s just been jumpy today, I don’t know what his issue is.”   “Huh.”   12:06pm. Y/N: is everything okay???   Guilt crawls up Jungkook’s throat as he leaves another text unanswered. But it’s not his fault.   You’re a witch for plaguing him with these feelings. These horrible feelings that he doesn’t even know how to begin describing. It’s like he’s horny but when he touches his dick, you’re the first person to come to mind. And it makes him stop — aware it’s too fucked up to continue.   He can’t believe that the span of a few hours and one measly nightmare has changed the entire wiring of his brain. Or maybe you’ve bewitched him, cursed him somehow, voodooed him. Frankly, Jungkook wouldn’t be surprised if you actually did that to get back at him for something he doesn’t remember doing.   You’re a witch and you would probably cackle if you knew what was going on.   2:43pm. Y/N: wanna go eat out tonight  2:43pm. Y/N: im hungryyyyyy again   2:56pm. Y/N: BITCH 2:56pm. Y/N: ARE YOU SERIOUSLY LEAVING ME ON READ   What Jungkook needs most is to turn off his phone and get away from you. Or at least, anywhere where he could potentially run into you on accident. So after class, he goes to the best place he can think of to get his mind off of things.   “Damn, you look rough, dude.” Taehyung shuts the door to his dormitory room and grins. “Did you have another wild night?”   “Uh, no, not really.”   “What are we playing? Overwatch? League? PUBG?”   “I’m good for whatever.” He plops onto Taehyung’s bean bag chair, ignoring the spilled chips on it.   Taehyung’s dorm is ten times nastier than Jungkook’s room has ever been. It’s a literal dump. You would never step into it and he knows it for a fact.   Taehyung’s pig style lifestyle is Jungkook’s ultimate refuge.   “So you gonna tell me what’s up?” Taehyung glances at Jungkook as the loading screen appears.   Jungkook musters a half-scoff, half-laugh. “There’s nothing up.”   “Okay then.”   There’s a long silence. The music plays. The screen continues loading.   Jungkook sighs and leans back, gesturing wildly. “Okay. I had this dream.”   Taehyung cocks a brow. “You had a dream?”   “Yeah, and it was really, really, really, really weird—”   “Dude.” The brunette laughs. “I get it. It was really weird. Get on with the story.”   “And now it’s fucking with my head.” He releases another sigh. “It was about Y/N.”   “Y/N?” Taehyung grins. “What? Did she shoot you point-blank? Did she knife you in a back alley and now you think this is some kind of sign for the future and you’re gonna die?”   “No—” But before he can explain himself, Taehyung’s phone dings and he pulls it out.   His boxy smile expands on his face and he momentarily shows his screen. “Well what do you know, speak of the devil, Y/N’s coming over here right now.”   “What?!”   Jungkook sputters, choking on his own spit, heart stuttering.   Taehyung smiles. “I’m giving her the lemon meringue pie recipe in exchange for her red velvet cupcake recipe. Don’t tell Yoongi though, he keeps on talking about selling it and keeping it a secret, but I personally don’t really think it’s going to work— Hey! Where are you going, dude?”   Jungkook has grabbed his bag and shoes, and is opening the latch on Taehyung’s window. Thankfully he lives on the bottom floor and it’s easy to climb out.   “Are you being serious right now?” Taehyung stands, appalled.   “Yeah.” He swings his legs over the ledge. “Don’t tell Y/N I was here.”   Both of Jungkook’s feet land on the ground and he takes off running without glancing behind him.   In the meanwhile, Taehyung blinks hard. He’s shocked and shouts out the window— “You never finished telling me about that dream!”   You’re a witch — Jungkook’s sure of it. He has no solid evidence yet but there was just no way you could appear at every single place he’s at. Always two steps behind him. One corner away.   He didn’t know it would be so hard to avoid you. You’re truly like the plague.   “Jungkook? What are you doing?”   The man is lightly jogging, but stops in his tracks. Hoseok and Aeri are hand in hand together in the middle of the path across campus. Jungkook automatically grins, thankful to see them.   What he needs most is to surround himself with people and to not be trapped inside his own head. “Hey, guys! Was just going on a run.”   “In jeans with your backpack?”   “Never a better time for exercise,” he declares and Aeri laughs. But Hoseok quirks his head to the side, unsure. “Where are you going?”   “We were just heading to the gelato place by the west building. We still haven’t tried it since it opened.”   “Great!” Jungkook joins them happily, throwing an arm over Hoseok’s shoulder. He doesn’t realize how the way he stands in the middle forces their interlaced hands to break apart.   Hoseok flashes him a dirty look that Jungkook’s subconscious chooses to ignore. “You’re coming with us?”   “Well I haven’t tried their gelato yet either and I heard their strawberry flavour was pretty good.”   “I heard it was good too!” Aeri smiles, trying to be polite. And when Jungkook isn’t looking, she sends a sheepish look to her boyfriend, mouthing to him that it’s okay.   The three of them walk together and when the sidewalk becomes too narrow for three people, Aeri falls behind. Hoseok glances at her over his shoulder, apologies swimming in his eyes.   Eventually, they get across campus and order before sitting out on a bench to enjoy their sweet desserts.   It should be lovely — the weather pleasant as the sun is going down. Aeri is holding Hoseok’s hand comfortingly as they both eat their waffle cones. But the date is interrupted with Jungkook’s loud chewing and they’re squashed with three people out on the wooden bench.   Hoseok’s thigh should be brushing against his girlfriend’s. But instead, it’s squished against Jungkook’s muscular ones.   “If we’re watching a movie after this, I heard the new Terminator was pretty decent.”   “We were planning to watch When Spring Meets Autumn,” Hoseok deadpans lifelessly, eyes blankly looking out at the distance as the man considered how this cute date turned out this way.   “A rom-com?” Jungkook blanches. “Since when did you like rom-coms?”   “I like them,” Aeri pipes up. “But I’m okay with Terminator too if that’s what you guys want.”   “The reviews are pretty stellar, so it should be good. Are you planning to grab dinner afterwards too?”   “Y-Yeah, maybe,” Aeri timidly answers   Jungkook finishes his cone and dusts his hands off. “There’s a McDonalds nearby the theater and they have a new angus burger I’ve been meaning to eat too. We should try it.”   Hoseok glares at him. Jungkook’s doe eyes overlook it.   Suddenly the phone rings, and it’s Jung Hoseok’s saving grace.   He sees the caller ID, smirks and answers, pulling it up to his ear. “Oh, hey, Y/N.”   Jungkook’s entire body freezes. His muscles become rigid.   Hoseok glances at him. “Yeah, great timing actually. He’s right here with me. We’re at the edge of campus right by the west building in front of Dog World’s Gelato. Yep. Okay. See you soon.”   Shit.    Jungkook gets up right away. “Uh—maybe we can hang out next time, guys. I should get going.”   Hoseok grabs onto the bottom hem of Jungkook’s sweater before he can book it. The male’s fist is tight enough that his knuckles turn white and he musters a stiff smile, trying not to show how much he’s enjoying his act of vengeance. “Why, Kook? You should join us! Y/N’s actually coming right now! She’s been looking for you, right?”   “Uh, t-tell her I’m busy. Just realized I have an assignment. Gotta go finish it before the deadline!” Jungkook rips his sweater back from Hoseok’s grip and runs for the hills.   Finally Hoseok and Aeri are left at peace to enjoy their outing.   “Is Jungkook avoiding Y/N?” Aeri asks curiously, watching Jungkook’s backside diminish.   “They’re playing some kind of cat and mouse game. You should see the group chat.” Hoseok chuckles. “I don’t know if Jungkook’s checked at all, but Y/N’s out for murder.”   Jungkook sprints across campus again, this time taking the route through the underground parking lot to avoid you. There’s only one person left who can save him and he trusts this person wholeheartedly. He knows they won’t betray him, that they’ll protect him until the very end. Sweet, summer child—   “Jimin!”   “Hey.” The boy grins, eyes crinkling into half-moons. He put down his pen on top of his textbook, seated at the small table in the corner of the second floor of the library. You never come here. He’d shit himself if you did. “I saved you a spot when you texted me.”   “Thanks.” Jungkook’s out of breath and falls into the seat across from him. He turns to the windows to watch the sun lower over the horizon and Jimin smiles at him, chewing on his slices of deli meat. Jungkook never understood why, but the man loves snacking on deli meat and cheese.   “Did something happen?”   Jungkook steadies his breathing. “Nothing really. What are you working on?”   “Just some theory for sugar work. Gotta prepare for that test. Do you need some water?”   “Please.” He gulps down the rest of the water bottle that Jimin hands him, quenching his dry throat.   And the brunette watches him with a grin, waiting patiently until he’s finished. Then, he asks—    “Are you sure this has nothing to do with Y/N?”   Jungkook wheezes on air. He chokes and sputters, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His doe eyes are rounded like a deer in headlights. “How’d you know?”   Jimin turns to the phone beside him, swipes and then quotes, “Where is Jeon? When I get my hands on him he is going to die I swear to god.” The way Jimin reads it is very matter-of-factly, deadpanning, but Jungkook groans, already imagining your yelling.   Jimin looks at his friend again, eyes twinkling with amusement. “There’s more in the group chat, but you get it. So...what did you do?”   “I didn’t do anything!”   Thankfully, there’s no one around the library to send him a glare when he defends himself in a higher-pitched voice. But it’s a lie. It is his fault. Jungkook’s been blatantly avoiding you all day, running from you and leaving you on read. Yet, the ironic part and what killed him the most is that Jungkook was actually beginning to miss you.   It’s just harder than he expected to distance himself.    For the past few months, you’re almost always together.   “I….I had this dream last night,” Jungkook confesses, finally letting the burden off his shoulder.   Jimin raises his brows, lips falling to the side as he earnestly listens. “A dream?”   “About Y/N.” Jungkook cringes, but lets it tumble off his tongue. “Itwasawetdream.”   “Oh.”   “Yeah.” He sucks in his cheek. Jimin’s expression is blank too, registering in the confession. Jungkook’s about to burst out laughing and spit out ‘sike’ to take it back. But his close friend beats him to the punch—   “Isn’t that normal?”   “What?”   “I mean Y/N is attractive and you are too, so you’re probably attracted to each other at least on some human level. Isn’t it natural to be attracted to someone and think of them like that?”   “Yeah, but this is Y/N we’re talking about here. Y/N.”   The person who tells him about your face acne and your period flows — that tells him he sucks at icing and piping — the person who calls him a bitch when he slyly passes his used bowls in the sink while you’re washing your dishes — who tries to sing IU songs and absolutely grates his ears.   But Jimin merely shrugs. “So? Y/N’s still human. It’s not weird unless you make it weird.”   It’s easier said than done. Jungkook is being driven crazy by you.   Jimin stares at him.   “Do you like Y/N, Jungkook?”   You? No. Of course not.

‘The fuck is wrong with Jeon?’ seems to be the question of the day.    It’s pinpointed on your mind and one you have no idea what the answer could be. And the more you sit and think about it, the more you become enraged. Your blood is boiling, temples pounding, and you’ve never been one to sit aside and let things happen. So, you seek him out to get some answers.   You sneak in and pound on his door at ten at night. Hard enough that the surface rattles against the hinges. He can run from you all he wants all day but he has one place to sleep at night.   The door opens a sliver, Jungkook’s eye and big nose pokes out, horrified. “Y/N?!”   You push the surface but he holds it. There’s a struggle. “W-What’s your problem?”   Finally, you stumble in. Jungkook steps back.   His room is pitch black but the light from the hall illuminates his small space and your eyes dart to his ruffled sheets, the laptop pushed aside, the lube on his nightstand by the cup you gave him for Christmas. Immediately it clicks and your pupils dart to his crotch. You see something poking out from his gray sweatpants and he covers it with his hands, but a moment too late.   You groan. “Ugh. Are you seriously getting off, right now?”   “Fuck off, I’m...just a little sexually frustrated.”   “Is this what you’ve been doing all day?”   “No!”   “Then why did you leave me on read?!” You confront him, not leaving room for excuses. And as for receipts, you hold up your phone where tens of messages were left unanswered today. You sigh when Jungkook says nothing for an excruciating thirty seconds and you soften. “Just tell me what I did wrong, so I can apologize for it and fix it.”   “No, you didn’t do anything wrong.”   “Then why did you ignore me all day and make me feel like….like some kind of clingy ex?” The words taste bitter as they come out. You’re reminded of what happened not too long ago, how you were ghosted by Kim Seokjin and you don’t appreciate Jeon Jungkook doing the same to you.   You don’t enjoy being shunned and abandoned by your best friend.   Jungkook can see the hurt in your expression and realizes he’s fucked up. Big time.   His ears perk when you sigh frustratedly.   “This morning, you act all weird and then you don’t show up to class and Yoongi tells me you shoved your lunch into your mouth and left seconds before I came. Okay. Whatever. I was going to let it go. Maybe there’s something up. Maybe you need space.” You step forward and he staggers back. “But then….but then Taehyung tells me you jumped out of a window when you heard I was coming.”   Jungkook curses his friend for betraying him inside the recesses of his head.   You’re imposing, closing the distance with one large step. Jungkook wobbles back. “And then when I call Hoseok to try to find you and see what the hell is going on, he tells me you’re over in the East building. But when I get there, apparently you’ve run off. Again.”   “So what the hell?”   You take one more step and the back of his knees hit the edge of his mattress. Jungkook falls back onto his bed into a seated position. He swallows hard, palms feeling sweaty. Your hair is falling in front of your face as you lean down, connecting your eyes with his. It’s just like it. The nightmare. If he wanted, he could reach out and hold your waist, sit you on his lap—   “I had a dream about you,” Jungkook murmurs.   Your brows furrow. “A dream about me?”   Jungkook holds your gaze, unwavering. “You stabbed me.”   It goes silent.    Then you step back, bursting into laughter. You believe the lie. But Jungkook doesn’t relax. The sound of your giggles make him stiffen more as his heart rate picks up speed like he’s about to die.   “You had a dream I stabbed you? Damn your subconscious must be really scared of me or something.”   “Hey, it felt really real, okay? You like shanked me with a kitchen knife right in my stomach. It freaked me out…”   You feel enlightened. Relieved. It makes sense in your brain as to why he was so jumpy this morning. He was probably scared enough to avoid you all day. And here you thought you did something wrong and the friendship was over.   You approach Jungkook and grab his face. Your palms squish his cheeks together and you make him look at you. “I wouldn’t ever stab you, Jungkook,” you tell him with your utmost sincerity. “Not now. Not ever. So you don’t have to worry about it. At the worst, I would step on your foot or pull your hair. Promise.”   He gently pulls your hands off him and holds it. “Thanks for the reassurance,” he says sarcastically with a small smile. “But I already know. You can’t overpower me.”   “Is that a challenge?” You quirk your head to the side.   “You just promised you wouldn’t ever stab me.” He grins boyishly. “But I’m sorry. I am. I didn’t mean to ghost you and make you feel….like I…”   “It’s okay. I get it.”   You smile at him. The corner of your mouth lifts, eyes tender, lashes fluttering. The warm light from the corridor casts upon your skin and features, making you glow.   Jungkook stares up at you and swallows hard. The feelings train runs him over, the locomotive crushing his entire body, steel wheels stomping him flat. And he knows.   Damn. He’s so fucked.

[unloved-cadillac]

Firstly to start off with, ummm a white kurtan, yes please, I know this bitch looks good whatever hes wearing, so it dont matter, BUT THE BLACK TANK TOP OOFFFF YOU BETTER STOP, ITS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH. But moving on, I've finished reading the whole thing now, and I'm writing this in notes, so if you're getting thing like 40 minutes later it's because I'm drafting my ask. Basically I'm just gonna skim read it again and just give you my thoughts and any feedback, if that's okay with you, you can ignore this if you want to, I completely understand. I dont mind at all 😊😊

Ok to start off with, the exposition was really good, you've set the tone and introduced the Ackerman family really beautifully. When I read it initially the fact that Levi did not want a family or to get married was quite emphasised upon to me, and I'm really looking forward for the inevitable development and how his view changes as the chapters go on. I also love how you introduced Farlan and Isabel, and lightly touched upon how they met, you didnt go into too much detail and I really like that, it kept me focused on the actual story itself, which is about Levi and not Farlan. And Farlan wanting tto marry her 😢😢. I think it's really really sweet and I cant wait to see more of them. I love it so much.

The transition from setting the scene to their father being poisoned was not something I was expecting and made me go oh shit he dead. Part of me felt like it was moving too quick, but the other part of me loved the shock factor of it since it happened so suddenly. I didnt think of it as too big of an issue though, it was still enjoyable to read.

The whole encounter with the peasant guy made me wonder just how many more people there are like him, that dislike the Ackermans and would try to kill them. And whether y/n would be one of them. Also I got a bit confused as to who was speaking whether it was Farlan or Levi, but I read the sentence again and it was fine, I understood, so maybe I was just being a dumb bitch.

Oooh a quick point Levi sympathising with the criminal was really touching and made me feel warm and gooey. It shows that hes not a dick and does actually care about his people. But it also shows he has clear boundaries and is really firm. He will make a great leader in the future.

YESSS BODYGUARD ERWINNN!!!!! I WAS LITERALLY TELLING MY FRIEND THE OTHER DAY, ERWIN AND LEVI BODYGUARD AU IS THE BESTT. YES SWEETIE UGH ITS FANTASTIC. IVE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT IM SAYING IT AGAIN I LOVE IT.

Carrying on, I love the whole Erwin/Levi/Farlan interaction, of course Erwin knows everything, why wouldnt he, hes a boss ass bitch. Also again, reaffirming that Levi does not want a wife, nOicE. Really builds up his future development.

The difference in Levi's and Farlan's reaction is comical. Ones there waving and smiling and the other ones there like fuck off leave me alone. ALSO WHOEVER SAID THEY'LL GIVE UP THEIR VIRGINTY SAME GURLL SAMEEE, I WOULD TOO YOURE NOT ALONE. AND YES FARLAN IT IS FUNNY, IT MADE ME LAUGH.

Awww the people are so nice, offering things for free, that's how you know you're loved by your people, I rate it, rate Levi sm.

Okay my guy, imma need you stop for a second and relax. Taking your top of??? And your scarf??? Okay big man, I see you, I see you, looking fine af. Ahhh I love imagining this in my brain, so stimulating.

Anyways, Y/N'S HERE NOWWW YES BITCHHH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE, TURN IT UPPPP.

Nanaba being my sister is absolutely exquisite *chefs kiss*. I really thought you'd maybe put Petra, and then Petra would like Levi as well, but no its Nanaba and I fucking love her so so much. Also not really relevant, but I dont have any older sisters, but I do have older cousin sisters and I call my favourite one didi mooni (I think that's how you spell it, or muni idk) and yeah it just reminded me of her. I haven't seen her in so so long because of the pandemic and I miss her :(

Ah. So. Y/N does hate the royals. I wanna know why?? Does she think they're overrated?? A bad experience maybe?? Everyone else seems to love them. I'll just have to wait and see I guess.

ALSO PLEASE TELL ME THE LITTLE KID WAS MIKASA!!! IM HOPING SO SO MUCH ITS MIKASA, IT PROBABLY ISNT BECAUSE SHES AN ACKERMAN HERSELF BUT I CAN STILL HOPE!!! SHES SO CUTEEE AND ADORABLE AWWWW WEVIIII 🥺🥺🥺

THEY SELL TEAAA AHHH ITS A LOVE STORY BOUND TO HAPPEN. AND HE HASNT TRIED THEM YETT!!!! YES OMGGG TEA DATES, THEY CAN BOTH SIT DOW AND SHE CAN INTRODUCE HIM TO NEW SHITT AHHHH MY HEARTTTT 🥰🥰🥰IM GETTING WAYYYY AHEAD OF MYSELF.I need to calm down.

The whole meeting with Levi and Y/N was so adorable. It felt really short and I want more, but its okayyy, hopefully there are more chapters. Them locking eyes, him following her to get the leaves, HIM HELPING HER PICK UP THE BLOODY LEAVES, THE HAIR PART REMINDS ME OF IN BOLLYWOOD MOVIES WHEN THE PROTAGS HAIR GETS STUCK IN THE GUYS WATCH OR THEIR DUPATTA OR SOMETHING. OMGG Y/N IS ONE LUCKY BITCH.

Also since you havent specified the race of y/n, just wanted to ask is she Indian?? Or it it unspecified?? You wrote that she blushed bright red and many dark skinned readers wont be able relate. So yeah I'm not too sure whether that was intentional or not, I'm sorry if I'm mistaken though. I mean no harm at all.

Farlan's relationship with Levi is just beautiful, like I know I'm using the word beautiful a lot, but their broship is immaculate. Something else that I love.

Both Levi and Y/N not wanting to get married is hilarious. I really like how you've characterised her, shes really fierce, independent and seems really kind and caring as well. I really like this Y/N, very family oriented.

If I was her dad I would've taken the money. 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️ Not complaining about it because my dad would've done the exact same thing, but if I was him I wouldve taken it. Sis is broke, sis needs all the money she can get.

Both parties questioning Levi and Y/N is hilarious, fucking Erwin, I love him so much I stg. I'd sacrifice my life for him. Hes best boy 😇😇

I feel like this is really really long already so I'll quickly sum everything up, if you got this far you deserve a clap on the back and a medal, because I've basically just waffled. I really really enjoyed this chapter, it was very good in terms of introductions and getting to know the characters, I loved the initial meeting between levi and y/n and it did make my heart flutter quite a bit so that's that. I dont have any complaints really, just small minor things I've mentioned before and that's it. I really look forward to the coming chapters!!! Thank you so so much for writing it. Please make sure you're taking regular breaks and keeping hydrated and healthy. Thanks sweetie xxx 🥰🥰🥰

I’ve read this WHOLE thing..twice. I can’t stop smiling omf you’re so sweet! But, yeah minor shit I didn’t mention and I left it up to reader. Like the skin tone, sheesh. I don’t want any problems with that, I just said red blush to signify embarrassment. Reader is reader no matter what.

Aren’t we all broke af? But I liked the idea of the father being humble about it. Lol. Idk.

I don’t want to get into too much detail because that will obviously ruin the story but I love your ideas. Tea dates?! How cute! Erwin is the best, of course. He knows ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) and he’s the kind of person who would follow his princes no matter what. Till the end, you know?

As I said, highly inspired by Bollywood movies lol.

You took your time and wrote all of this and I’m so fucking happy that you did. I can’t wait for all of you to see the upcoming chapters. I hope that you’re staying happy and hydrated as well. Also, happy Shivratri! (If you celebrate for it) and to everyone else celebrating.

-Caddy.

[tfw-no-tennis]

hxh RESUME

back at it again w/the hxh, heres my recap of the last few eps 

ok so i totally forgot to recap that one ep at the end of the hunter exam arc lets see what i remember from like 3 wks ago lollll

i thiiiiink i left off in the middle of ep 21 lol. i really dont remember much tbh so im gonna skim the ep to refresh

exposition time! its so wild that if you lose ur hunter card That It like u cant get another or retake the exam hgabjdfuhasjf Ls 

also the fact that you can sell it is rlly interesting 

leorio & kurapika backing up gon as he confronts illumi again :’) good lil family 

illumi u fool. gon is a shounen protag. he can do anything he sets his mind to

the fact that gon thanks illumi for telling him where killua is....hes literally THAT polite like...what a perfect boy 

hisoka just fuckgin stepping out of the shadows....ok bitch 

the fact that gon fucked up illumis arm that bad with one hand....boi is STRONK 

AUGH AUGH AUGHHHH HISOKA IS SO CREEPY AUGHHH I HATE THIS BIIIITCH 

ok but like is illumi implying that hisoka is a fr p*do bc uhhhhh thats so nasty oh lord. pls stay away from gon, and killua, and like everyone as a matter of fact 

EWWWWWWWWWW I HATE HISOKA HES SO NASTY. PLS STOP MAKING P*RNO FACES IN RELATION TO 12 YR OLD BOYS. 

no but rlly what IS hisoka gonna do now. im assuming he’ll show up p soon (tho probs not in the zoldyc arc like i thought bc its shorter than i thought) 

ok the fact that they have the internet is hilariously wild to me for some reason....it just seems like this would be one of those fantasy shounen worlds with very little tech (a la one piece) but lol nope we can just google shit hvbhjdhjdfks

gon: it was fun when you beat me up for 3 hours and broke my arm! seeya dude!

i love gon he is so chill and doesnt seem to hold grudges except when it really matters (like hisoka and illumi) 

hanzo has.....ninja business cards....thats amazing hvbhsdjkujfnd

dont worry pokkle, leorio was basically carried thru the hunter exam by various people and also won by default. he still deserves his license tho

an exotic game hunter sounds pretty cool! i wonder if we’ll see pokkle again. kinda doubt it? that sounds pretty firmly non-combat based, and therefore probably pretty far from any plot lol

so gons dad is a bigshot huh.....whatever hed be a bigger deal if he didnt abandon his son tbh 

gon swinging his feet on the bench....sooo cute 

so ging could restore a bunch of ruins but he couldnt raise his son...ok

im just gonna be bitter at this guy for abandoning the most perfect boy vhbhjfbsjhdhbfsk sorry dude but being a good hunter doesnt make up for being a shit father 

gon is so precious ;_; 

WHAT WAS SATOTZ GONNA SAY TO GON???

why does it look like theyre googling things on MS paint 

ah yes, padokea, on the continent of Africa But Sideways 

idk if i talked abt it before but the world map is WILD lmao i love how its all the continents/landmasses scrambled around.....im super curious abt that weird island in the top center of the map, thats the only thing that immediately sticks out as not having a real life equivalent 

the music in this show is so charming :’) i love the main theme sm 

gon is sooo precious i literally cant get over it. and his hurry to rescue killua is so sweet....and i love how naturally charming/charismatic gon is....pretty much everyone he meets likes him, especially leorio and kurapika, who basically adopted him after knowing him for like a day, and continue to be completely taken by him

ok wtf is satotz & co talking abt......do they know something abt ging that they arent allowed to tell gon???? shouldnt gon have access to the same info now that hes a hunter? i need ANSWERS

i bet this whole thing abt the hunter exam not rlly being over is a metaphor abt the hunter exam NEVER truly ending bc youre always being tested, or st

ok the ED continues to be So Much like especially the last shot where the 4 main characters look like theyre posing for a JC Penny catalog while the singer goes FULL metal-screamo

ok ruth and i just rewatched the next two eps woohoo

i love that there are tourist busses that take people to the front gates so they can like pose for pics and stuff vhbhjafdsfkj and its like ‘ah yes here are where the local assassins live!’ thats so funny yet it makes so much sense

i love that leorio passed tf out during the bus ride. big big mood 

gon is so cute...hes like ok yes i understand that we’re not supposed to go in but i think they can make an exception for me bc im very polite. 

those 2 dudes r so ugly and so dead god bless

that bigass buster sword....sir please 

ruth and i rlly thot that the old guard guy was gonna turn out to be grandpa zoldyk or st lol

the fact that the dog managed to eat All their flesh but left some clothes....skill 

also the dog is named mike but it sounds like the guy is calling him miku hvbjdfssk

this cant be the first time some morons have been killed here likeeee 

i cant believe nobody has visited the zoldyk estate in 20 years damn they all rlly b havin no friends. depressing 

the whole gates thing is wild. also that part where gon gets the math wrong on the weight.....BIG mood kiddo 

ok the part where gons on the phone w/the butler is soooo good oh man. i love how gon just calmly dials the phone again after hes hung up on the first time and then YELLS....and leorio and kurapikas faces r so good 

also the butler guy unfortunately has a point, it isnt foolproof that gon is here Legit....but he IS let him see his tiny bf :( 

as ruth pointed out, the butler guy is reminiscent of kuro from one piece. same vibes 

maybe if leorio was jacked like he is in the manga/1999 anime he couldve opened the gate that first time around....Ls 

god i love this shows approach to Everything so far,....as ruth put it, half the time its like ‘oh wow they should do [x]/i wish theyd do [x] but ofc they wont cause its a shounen’ but then they DO do [x] and its like damn thats dope 

anyways i love how gon is increasingly approaching situations with his Plucky Shounen Protag Attitude in full swing, and he pretty much gets shot down every time. BUT his general determination to see killua bc killuas his FRIEND and hes gonna RESCUE HIM is still a good and pure motivating force 

like here, when hes climbing over the wall and hes like whatever i dont wanna have to deal w/being tested thats bullshit, i wanna see killua, my intentions are pure, im gonna try my luck with the dog....i was like ok yeah he’ll get over and like tame or defeat the dog and the guard will be suitably impressed bc nobodys ever done That before, and then gon will continue on to get killua 

but NOPE instead the guard calls him down and explains that gon Will Die if he tries that, and then the guard will die too for letting that happen. and gon is like oh shit my actions have consequences for people other than me, wow. 

and THEN the guard takes them in to meet the dog. and hot DAMN that is a scary creature. not even really a dog tbh. they did an excellent job making the dog Legit Scary and not just like, big and flashy looking....those eyes are so soulless, and the proportions are freaky 

and the guard says exactly what i was thinking - that gon would use his Country Boy Woodland Creature Skills to workaround the dog....but then the subversion - this creature is NOTHING like the woodland critters gon is probably used to dealing with. theres no way gon stood a chance here. the guard just saved him from a really unfortunate death 

i love all the Super Heavy Stuff in the servant house that seems so inconvenient vbhjdkfasjfld. also forgot to mention earlier but the guard guy being Absolutely Ripped was wild and kinda funny 

training montage! gon continues to be so cute. and i love so much how leorio and kurapika are like no, you rest, we’ll take care of this. good parents!!!!

and then!!!! they sync up and use the power of gay love to almost open the gate. but then gon uses the power of Improbable Shounen Protag Healing Speed to toss that arm sling off and help out

i feel like leorio was side-eyeing gon like w8 a sec u broke that arm like a few days ago that aint right.....

oh man i almost forgot abt that scene with the zoldyks torturing killua :( :( this poor kid he doesnt deserve that 

also mom zoldyck seems truly awful but i must say her aesthetic does fuck. the victorian-lookin outfit paired with the futuristic cyclops visor thing....excellent. also im betting this face bandages are from killua cutting her face 

this family is so fucked up hvbsjdhjfbakdfn

killua telling his mom that gon is definitely gonna make it there :’) hes got such unshakable faith in his bf thats so good.....

back w/the gang, and immediately they run into more trouble in the form of the young girl butler, whose name i dont know, but i love her....her design is SO good oh man. a non-caricature black person? who also isnt sexualized? in MY anime??????

 i love how gons approach to conflict is currently ‘let more powerful person beat me up for hours straight in hopes that they get tired or something idk bro’ like....i love him lol, is it in an effort to show how determined he is? he doesnt even try to dodge her blows or get around her....id be tryin to hop that fence lol 

oh shit the tiny zoldyk kid from earlier is spying on them....she was w/the mom so im sure thats not good

when he punches the rock part and it breaks....strong boiiii 

oh man that little flashback from when killua first came back and told her that he made a friend ;_; bruh 

i love butler girl :( she wants to let gon but knows it isnt allowed....and as soon as she starts to waver BAM here comes mom zoldyck JFC that was so sudden and jarring....im assuming butler girl isnt dead cause that would be lame and anticlimactic 

also IS THAT NEN??? NEN>>>??? NEN??? HM? NEN????????? 

im so annoying abt nen i need to make one of those ‘is this a pigeon?’ memes w/’is this nen?’ bc thats me anytime anything remotely weird happens lmao

i do think its rlly nen this time tho

anyways shit is wild, cant wait to meet the full zoldyck family 

PREDICTION CORNER: 

as i said above i doubt hisoka will show up now bc this arc is a lot shorter than i anticipated. also im doubting that illumis even gonna show up honestly 

i think we’re gonna have this OP for a while, as the part just at the end shows gon and hisoka fighting in what looks to be an arena, and ik the next arc is the heavens arena arc, which im assuming is the tournament arc....

also i have no idea what that weird building in the OP is but my guess is that its the building w/the heavens arena in it bc its tall and,,,,heaven 

i predict there wont be much fighting in this little arc bc how tf else is it so short. at this point i rlly think gon is just gonna grab killua and go lmao. im super curious abt how thats gonna go down, considering that killua is currently strung up just bc he wont apologize...so i cant imagine his family would just let him leave w/gon. i wonder if killua will fight them, or if gons determination will impress them and then theyll let killua go (doubt it)

thats basically it....we’ll see abt the next few eps holla

[indulgnces]

hi howdy hello!! i go by jess and this is my first time playing my sweet bb girl, so i’m pumped! more about my girl audrey below the cut!

❛  ( SARAH JEFFERY )  ◈  dude, shut up ! AUDREY ROSE from DESCENDANTS is on screen. their fans swear they’re just DETERMINED & OUTGOING, but we’ve all seen their JEALOUS & STUBBORN side ! according to TRUMAN WIKIA, they’re TWENTY-ONE years old, BISEXUAL, & identify as CISFEMALE ( SHE/HER ). they’re currently a STUDENT & are RELIEVED about life in truman. luckily they have HER DIARY & HER SONGBIRD NECKLACE with them & can visit THE FAIRY COTTAGE whenever they want. penned by JESS.

sooooooooo confession: i’ve never watched a descendants movie from start to finish 😬 I know! crazy considering I’m playing a character from the movies, but like, have you guys ever seen a character and just be like wOW, that is My Type of character? cause that’s what happened with audrey. descendants 3 came out and was trending, and I checked the tag and like was 👀👀👀 to audrey to the point that I watched queen of mean and got HOOKED. caught a replay of the movie and watched all the audrey parts while skipping over the rest. since then I’ve been in love with my girl and she’s been on my mind so much that I’m returning to rp after a small break to play my girl. In preparation I skimmed through descendants 1 & 3, and adurey’s youtube short story so I’m good to GO. 

CANON LIFE

“A lifetime of plans, gone. Our family status, gone. Audrey, you were supposed to be his Queen, and you let him slip through your fingers. Your mother could hold onto a prince in her sleep.” 

daughter of sleeping beauty and prince phillip, princess audrey has been groomed since she was a child by her grandmother to become the queen of auradon. she’d been friends with prince ben since she was a child, and was expected to marry him when she got older.

grew up used to the finer things of life, and as such, audrey was a bit self-absorbed and spoiled. became the most popular girl in school due to her status and beauty. was cheer captain. finally became romantically involved with ben at some point in high school. life was going exactly as planned. 

then ben decided to invite 4 villain kids (vks) from the isle of the lost to auradon, and everything went to shit. the stark black and white, good vs. evil mentality was deeply ingrained in audrey’s psyche, so she was very much AGAINST the idea of any isle kids coming over. convinced the vks were up to no good, she never warmed up to the them, and bullied them (mostly mal) at times. and you know what? she was RIGHT

mal used a love potion to steal her boyfriend, who then humiliated audrey by serenading mal during a tourney match, where audrey was cheering at. no one gave two shits though?? or suspected foul play at all?? they just cheered and were like “ah, cool! our soon-to-be-king has suddenly declared his love for this new vk who’s only been here for a few days! how awesome and totally natural !! “

audrey was still plenty popular by the end of the movie, but her fairy godmothers decided to treat adurey to a spa trip, which turned into an extended trip that required her needing summer school bc she missed so much school (aka why she was absent for descendants 2)

by the time audrey came back in descendants 3, everyone was ALL up mal’s ass crack. ben proposed to mal in front of everyone, serenading her with the SAME song he did in the first movie when he ceremoniously proclaimed his love for mal while simultaneously dumping audrey, and everyone cheered AGAIN for their union. damn thing broke audrey’s whole ass heart. on top of that, her grandmother chastised audrey for her failures in securing ben and basically failing the family. 

she also lost her status come d3??? like, at the end of d1, she was still cool as fuck. but come d3 girl is not even being invited to her friend’s birthday parties anymore?? she has no friends?? no one gives two shits about how she must be dealing with everything? and wow does that not help things at all.

that night, in her loneliness and anger, audrey decided to steal the queen’s crown from the artifacts museum. it was a petty thing. she was hurt, and just did NOT want to see the crown she’d envisioned as her own for all her life be placed on mal’s head. she didn’t have a goal beyond taking the crown. however, when she went to the museum, maleficent’s scepter sensed audrey’s emotions and desires for revenge, and revealed itself to her. it’s glow lured audrey to it, fed into her emotions, and bing bang boom, audrey became the ultra fabulous QUEEN OF MEAN 

under the scepter's influence, she put half of auradon under a sleeping spell, the other half she turned to stone, then she made ben a beast after he rejected her, and made mal an ugly old hag. she was foiled at the end by mal, and ended up falling under a sleeping curse as a result. with no True Love’s Kiss to awaken her (rip), the heroes ended up getting Hades to use his magic to wake her up.

at the end, she apologizes for her crimes & her emotions were finally acknowledged when mal and ben stepped up and apologized for their inconsiderate past actions to audrey (wELL, they never actually apologize?? they say ‘I owe you an apology” but both don’t like actually say sorry, and that’s 100% something audrey has noticed for sure). she celebrates at the end with everyone else when the barrier is brought down and is last seen dancing with harry hook 

POST CANON

totally headcanon that she’s still not 100% happy as she’s shown in the end while dancing around okay

she’s STILL lonely!! she STILL wants those apologies!! she’s STILL lost about what to do with her future now that her whole life plan has blown up in smokes. she’s HURT okay. her friends? abandoned her! ben? abandoned her! that one hurts the most bc after spotting that pic of audrey/ben as children together, I 100% hc that they have been best buds for years before falling into a relationship. and while it’s clear ben was not really ~in love~ with audrey ( i image they ended up getting together bc it was just Expected yknow?), audrey still had feelings for ben. even if it wasn’t true love (she def wasn’t In Love tho she thought she was), she did still love ben. he was her best friend, and the fact that he never came around to apologize to her for humiliating her the way he did after the love spell broke HURT. 

also hc that she had to take a remedial goodness class following her stunt 

the ending given to her is life a brief showing of her and harry hook smiling at each other all soft like before dancing, which like, i’m game for, but in terms of her actual future, audrey was trying to figure out just how to do life moving forward following everything

TRUMAN

“Tell me it was all a bad dream.”

yeah so I said audrey was relieved about her life in truman? 100000% true!

her life was incredibly sad and lonely before, so convincing her that all that shit was all just a bad dream was an incredibly easy thing to do for the descendants actors okay (im sad for her bc of this tbh)

her life as she knows it: she still comes from a family of high status and money. not technically a princess, but she sure does act like one. believes she was born and raised in truman, but was sent to boarding school at auradon prep since she was a child, where she thrived and grew into a typical Popular Girl (head of cheer team/one of the most beautiful girls), before returning to truman after graduating. basically she believes she had the same perfect life she had before in canon, minus the vks, ben, and the whole fairy tale/royalty stuff (basically everything that ruined that perfect life).

all that other extra stuff, including going all queen of mean and losing ben and being drop kicked by literally everyone, is just POOF, fuzzy memories, bad vivid horror story nightmares! every now and then she’ll witness an engagement, or spot a serenade, and it’ll trigger an overwhelming sense of sadness, but for the most part, she’s content putting her life behind her. her new life is a much happier one. that could totally change once she starts encountering people from her past life again.

only really recognizes her family members as family members, and maybe recognizes some past auradon friends (maybe chad charming as her ex since he’s the only one who didn’t totally abandon her rip)

since “returning” to truman, she’s entered university on the island. she wasn’t sure where she was going with life, but she knew she’s always been really good at drawing and really good at event planning. so in uni, she decided to keep her artistic talents as a hobby and pursue a career in event planning. in pursuit of this, she’s a senior at college, majoring in hospitality management.

PERSONALITY

positive: determined, headstrong, outgoing, self-assured, polite, moral, dedicated 

negative: jealous, stubborn, demanding, bossy, petty, close-minded, seemingly mean (tho she doesn’t consider herself mean, okay? she just can come off as mean/rude)

CANON CONNECTIONS

ben & mal: need them both bc they are the ones who hurt her the most so i’d loooooove to play out these dynamics in truman!! they’d be the most Triggering faces for her 

jay & harry & chad & uma: underrated audrey ships i’d love to play out bc literally crumbs are given to the majority of these dynamics, and so I want to just...explore them?? three of these 4 are vks and 2 of those 3 are people audrey actively pursued in some sort of ~connection~ at the end of the movies when the Couples got together, and she did that even tho she is very Moral and has confusing feelings about vks, and i just wanna know more!! 

TRUMAN CONNECTIONS

yeah this is getting long, so I’m planning on posting a whole separate post in the truman plot tag for these wanted connections! 

and yeah! that’s everything on my girl! if you’ve made it this far, you’re the best my dudes!! I’m gonna be on mobile for a good portion of the day before coming on at night, but if you’d like to do any kind of plotting with my girl, just go ahead and hit that like button, and I’ll slide in y’alls dms! ♥

[spideyjlaw]

My Avengers Endgame World Premiere experience

this is really long, lota rambling feel free to read skim anything idc, no spoilers bc this was on Monday before I saw the movie :) 

Ok Ima start Saturday night, this is when I was packing making and painting my posters that said “Thank You Avengers”, I live in California so I didn’t have to fly to this event. At 12am we (my family) we arrive in Los Angeles around 5am. At this time I thought that the premiere was going to be at El Capitan Theatre where it was originally supposed to be. We drive by the theater and we see no one is in line which was weird bc normally there would be people here already so i search and find the location which was switched last min (smh) the drive to the next location wasnt too long but at least i knew i was at the right location bc of the small group of fans and the giant poster that said Avengers Endgame World Premiere. Apparently they changed the location bc they needed a larger screening room and they didnt want tons of fans showing up, there were these girls that were waiting at the El Capitan for 2 hours before they realized something was up. Anyway, we get in line. People who were in charge told the people who stayed over night to go home bc there wasnt going to be a fan area. No one left ofc who would hell no. Then some people went on twitter to talk about it made signs it was confusing but we ended up in a fan area after going through security. We got into the fan area at 12 ish and we had to stand there for another 4 and a half hours before anything exciting happens. Now its around 4pm people are starting to arrive. (THIS IS WHEN THE ACTION STARTS) Benedict Wong then Joe Russo. Not many came all the way down the line, I was the last one on the line before it wrapped around the corner. But I did want to get barricade and able to see action so Im grateful for my spot. Then Anthony Mackie arrives he’s walking to end of the fan area around the small corner but as hes walking right as he gets near me i scream at the top of my lungs, he stops right in front of me and i go “AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!ANTHONYYYYY MACKiE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!” he looks at me biggest smile. We had a whole moment together its hard to explain its kinda like a ‘you had to be there moment’ i was the longest person probably a good 20 seconds (which is a long ass time in these times when they are in a rush) he was at and while im screaming and fangirling he air grabs my head to fucking sign my forehead i closed my eyes and accepted it he didnt do it ofc but he was just a fun guy i love him soooo much he signs my posters while saying “There’s no black guy on here” (i did an original 6 themed avengers poster) but he signed than signed my bosslogic poster which he was in. paul rudd comes by hes just a rocking dude i love scott lang sm, he was so sweets v cool guys sm love for him. Then at around 5pm Chris freaking Hemsworth arrives I loose my shit and so does everyone else. Just like Joe, Benedict Wong & Anthony he also went around the corner to make sure they got all of the fans (thank u to all who did this). Ive loved Hemsie for the longest time, i did get teary eyed but i didnt cry (yet) he was just the sweetest I was able to take a crappy photo with him bc i wasnt able to function properly as i took the pic my dumbass was like “iLOvEyoUsOmUCh” its oka cause he has the cutest smile and the bluest eyes oh and i cant stress enough he smelled so good sooooo good normally i hate when guys coat themselves in cologne cause it smells bad, but his didnt, his smelled so good i was so shook like chris drop what cologne u used idc its for guys mama neeeddds. THEN IT hAPPENEd CHRISTOPHER ROBERT EVANS DRIVES BY. Everyone was like “omg is that chris evans?!”  I stand on the barricade to see if i can catch a peak, istg the moment the fucking moment he gets out the car i start to bawl my eyes out. This man who has meant more to me than anyone is over there i couldnt believe i was seeing my favorite human ever. I’ve only sobbed right as i saw my fave once before back in 2016 at the Passengers premiere when I met Jennifer Lawrence. People dont really understand the moment like this person has inspired me so much of course im going to cry and sure judge me for it but they helped me through so much. Anyway he looked soo hot in his blue suit and sunglasses. I kinda calm down bc i didnt know if he was going to come all the way down the line and yk my ass wanted a pic but he was cut half way though the people which was upsetting but again im extremely grateful to be able to see him. Then my main fucking man. Sebastian Stan arrives. see ive met the guy before last year at ace comic con (there was tea w my photo op being really messy and i hated it i got a refund u can read about that on my ace comic con post). anyway i see him. i dont cry im trying to wipe my tears i was more prepared cause ive seen him before it was gonna be ok. I lose my shit the man was wearing a baby blue pastel colored suit. fucking beautiful. iconic. very hot of you mr seb ty. hes walking down and hes getting close. he wasnt to smiley, he was taking pics but he was focused on the fans signing for as many fans as possible. He gets to me and he sees our pics then he looks u so we could take a pic and his smile just transforms you can just see his face just glow up it was the truly the cutest this ive ever experience. then we look up from the pic and hes smiling at me i tell him “I love you so much” i hear him chuckle but as he says something his security guy yells “thank you that enough” so ill be posting the vid of us and any lip readers can help a girl out ill love you forever. I ended up being Sebs last person from the fan area. he truly made my day, week fucking year. then other celebs such as jon favreau, benedict cumberbatch comes by. Jeremy Renner comes by. I shoot my shot and make small talk w Jeremy. I go “Hi Jermey how’s your day going?” he goes “I’m doing really good, how bout you?” he signs my things i excitingly tell him “I’m doing great thank you” then he goes “Thank you honey” and smiles at me. It made me really happy, i could tell he was a bit tired but Jeremy is such a sweetheart he doesnt get the credit he deserves i love him sm, ive always has a little part of my heart for Hawkeye. minutes go by. I see Lizzie Olsen, Danai Gurira, beautiful ofc. then i see fucking Mark Ruffalo hes just standing behind one of the SUVs and the sun is on him. He looked like a confused puppy it was so cute and soft, i love my ruffalo buffalo. I took my moment to scream “iS THat MARK ruFFALO?” i dont think he signed for many fans. Scarjo arrives she doesnt sign for many either she looked beautiful v pretty. a little while passes than the most bitching car comes by and stops where the cars stop until the drop off area clears and they can go. we all knew who ever was in that car he was important. then it was his time to go cause the drop off area was cleared. guess who was in the drivers seat. You guessed right. Robert Downey Jr rolling up in an Audi E-TRON, with his wife Susan Downey in the passenger seat. Truly the Tony Stark entrance. he doesnt sign for many ofc. at this time it was getting later near 6pm almost all celebs and guests are inside where the actual premiere set up is. then Vin Diesel comes in. He was the most fan based guy. even though he was running late he ran (literally speed walking) through the whole line of fans around the corner and everything. he had the biggest smile on. wearing his groot jacket. and if u dont know fast and furious are one of my fave franchises of all time so i was having the best time. then that was the last person and we started heading out. i didnt name all who ive seen since there was just to many and i probably missed some things but i loved my experience. i was able to see all the original avengers irl and that made me really happy. this whole cast means the world to me. ill love them forever 

[backwheniruledtheworld]

he wraps his arms around me. i'm surprised but not resisting. i should resist. if he holds me any longer I might just melt. but I can't. he will be gone in a few days and he will not be back anytime soon and I can't, no, I won't, fall for him.

he is just being playful, as he always is. this means nothing to him and nothing to me. he laughs as one of the other boys makes a joke about something dumb and I can't help but laugh along with him. i laugh not because the joke is funny but because i can't help but laugh when he laughs.

he is still holding me, he's held me before and it's never meant anything. it's normal. except that this time i don't want it to be a playful hug. I want him to hold me so tight that he leaves an impression when he lets go. I want him to make me ache for air and I want him to know that he makes me breathless.

he lets go.

"anyway, you wanna go to my place? got a new foosball table yesterday. could be fun," luke says to no one in particular.

the others grunt in reply.

"you coming with us?" asks michael. I'm still thinking about him from a few minutes ago. I want to go back to then. I want to go through the same thing, same feelings, again.

"sure" i mumble abruptly.

he doesn't sit next to me in the car. I'm in between calum and ashton and he's in the front with luke. they make pleasant conversation with me for a few minutes and then we reach luke's place. they spill out of the car before I can even register where we are. everyone except michael walks towards luke's front door the minute they get out of the car. michael waits for me.

he takes my hand in his. it's casual. he swings it up and down in an exaggerated motion. he is quiet.

inside, they crowd around the table taking turns playing. i watch and laugh when one of them makes a joke. but I'm not really listening. i'm looking at michael. he's wearing a red t shirt and his arms look extraordinarily defined in it. his hair is messy and his cheeks a little flushed. the way he moves is so exquisite. he's so manly and at the same time.. gracious. he catches me staring and grins. I grin back.

"you look bored. wanna go outside?" he says to me, coming closer so that only I can hear.

"sure"

we walk outside. the air is just cool enough to feel comfortable without needing a jacket. my hand is in his again. this time he laces his fingers through mine and with his other hand bounces his fingers off the tips of mine. neither of us says anything but the silence isn't awkward. i think.

"oh hey what do you want from china?" he asks suddenly, referring to his first tour stop. i look at my feet, I was hoping he wouldn't mention it so that I wouldn't be reminded that he's leaving.

"you don't have to get me anything. just come back in one piece" i joke. it's not that funny but he laughs anyway.

"you're gonna miss me aren't you" he says smirking as he looks ahead.

"yeah" I mumble and I'm not sure if he hears.

we find a tree and sit under it. his arm is pressed against mine, fingers still in mine.

"i think I'm gonna miss you" he says softly, as if saying out loud what he's thinking.

"you think?" i say, pretending to be more offended than I actually am.

he chuckles but says nothing in reply. i wish I could read his mind. i wish I knew, in moments like these, what he really meant.

"i'm gonna miss you babe" he says after a few moments. if I could, i'd replay that one sentence for the rest of my life. babe. i'm his babe.

"call me that again" i whisper.

"babe?"

"babe"

"okay babe" he stresses on the word like he knows exactly what I'm thinking.

"you've never called me that" i say almost defensively.

"you've never called me that either" he retorts, playfully.

i want to say, i didn't know if I could. I still don't know if I can. I don't know if we're going to become a thing or not and I don't know how to ask you if we are. I don't want to ask you because I don't want you to say something I don't want to hear and I don't want to not ask you because I'm so very curious. aren't you? you should be too.

instead I say, "yeah I guess"

his phone buzzes and he pulls it out of his pocket. through the corner of my eye I see him skim through at least ten messages in a few seconds. i wonder if that's how he reads my texts too.

i can't see who he is texting.

i shift my focus to the contact at the top of the phone. the name starts with an r.

so not one of the boys then.

r.

i see a y.

ry? someone called ryan maybe? and then he tilts his phone a little too much in my direction and I see it.

rylee.

he chuckles as he sends her a text in reply. she texts back almost immediately. i can't read much and i don't want to, at this point.

don't freak out, i tell myself. you have no idea who she is. she could be a cousin or something, for all you know.

he continues texting her without looking up from his phone. his fingers are no longer in mine. i pretend to cough to get his attention. he looks up abruptly,

"oh shit sorry"

"forget I was here?" i say jokingly, i want him to think it doesn't matter to me. but i know that he knows it does; he looks at me for a second too long and gives it away.

he gets up and pulls me along with him. he lets go of my hand when we walk back to luke's.

just before we go back in, he pushes me against the front door and looks me right in the eye, standing a few inches in front of me. he lifts my chin up and uses the same hand to go to my head and play with a few strands of hair. i stare back, unable to move or make a sound. i want to kiss him. but I don't know if he wants me to. i don't know him at all. but he knows me completely.

i hate this.

we've never kissed before. we've never even been this close before. i don't know what he wants or why he's suddenly being like this. and who the fuck is rylee? if I ask him, there's a 90% chance he'll say "oh she's just this girl i'm seeing" and i'll say, "then what the fuck am i?" and he will say the dreaded words; you're my friend.

i place my hands on his chest and deliberate for a moment before I push him away. he is surprised but doesn't resist.

"you okay?" he says.

"fine" i reply, trying to smile, "we should go in"

he calls me at 11:20pm,

"hey, i don't know what happened today but I hope we're okay. i'm sorry if i did something..i don't know."

i don't say anything for a minute and he asks me if im still there,

"yeah sorry. hey can i come over? we need to talk" the words come out of my mouth before i can think them through.

"oh..okay. sure" he sounds confused but also like he couldn't care less. let me read your mind michael. let me dissolve in your words and become one with you.

I pick up my car keys but on second thought, decide id rather walk. we don't live near each other but id walk a hundred miles for him. the air is cold now. the roads, empty and then not empty. empty and not empty. they remind me of myself.

I knock on his door. he opens it a little too quickly and motions for me to come in. i sit on the couch and he sits on the other end. he has a beer in his hand and he doesn't offer me any.

"what did you wanna talk about?" he finally says.

"yeah..so um" i say slowly. i don't know what I was thinking when i asked to come here. i am not ready to have this conversation. leave. leave. leave. leave you stupid bitch. just make an excuse and leave.

"i'm kinda tired" i choke out and i immediately cringe at how fake that's sounds. i know he knows i'm lying. i'm never too tired for him.

"are you..okay?" is all he says.

i nod quickly and get up to leave.

"wait" he says, still sitting down. "wait. come here" he pats his lap.

i turn slowly and sit close to him. he puts his hands on my hips and lifts me up and places me on him; my legs around his body, his hands around mine. i'm happy i'm confused i'm relieved i'm upset i'm starting to forget about everything else in this world and i'm still confused.

he doesn't say anything.

"michael.." i whisper.

"can i kiss you?" he whispers back.

happy confused relieved upset.

"kiss me"

so he does. and it feels good. it's just a kiss. i've had a million. it last for a few seconds. but it feels good because it's michael. and in that moment he is all I can think of. not myself, not rylee, no one. michael, michael, michael.

a/n: this post was 100% inspired by @currentlyupcalsass 's recent to please go check it out!!

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“Old Roots” .2 (G.D)

A/N: Tweaked it a bit so it flows better. Its lengthy so be prepared. Also not edited and she was difficult and not uploading so what you have is what you'll get. Enjoy. 

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The steam that slowly poured out of the bathroom gave the room a new sense of warmth and the soothing sound of running water had caused my heavy eyelids to lift open. Stretching my achy bones and stiff muscles, I let out a loud obnoxious yawn. A deep laugh entered the air making me snap my head to the right. A small smile spread across Graysons lips as he took in the sight of me in his bed. Taking a second to take in his morning appearance, I saw that his hair which was in need of a cut soon was messily tossed around on top of his head and his cheeks were slightly puffy. He had a few light red indention on his bare chest from the position he must of fallen asleep in. Propping myself up on my elbows, I left out another yawn allowing my head to fall forward a little in the process. Looking down and taking in my current state, I gasped and pulled the blanket closer to my chest. 

“Where the fuck is my shirt?” I whispered yelled towards Graysons direction.

“You took it off last night along with your pants because you said and I quote ‘clothes are for losers’.” He said smiling ear to ear as he pulled out a pair of shorts from his dresser and walked towards the bathroom. Looking around the room which looked suspiciously clean, I didn’t see my clothes anywhere

“They’re in the washer. Its laundry day.” He said as he closed the door to the bathroom. 

“What? Why the hell did you think it was okay to wash my clothes? Who does that?” I said loudly as I pushed the covers off of me. I got no reply except for the sound of music blasting behind the door. Goosebumps soon began to form on my skin due to the sudden drop in temperature when he closed the bathroom door. 

“Fine. Keep them..” I mumbled to myself as I looked around the room for items of his clothing I could take so I could leave already. Quickly walked across the cold hardwood floor to his closet, I skimmed the various shelves and racks. One I realized nothing in here would actually fit me or come close to it, I grabbed a grab a random pair of draw string black sweat pants and a t-shirt. After pulling the shirt over my head, something quickly caught my eyes. Rolled up in a ball on a shelf near the top sat a neatly folded dark blue sweatshirt. Shakily reaching my arm out I took a hold of the still soft bundle. The shredded blue fabric in my hands would look like just another normal blue sweatshirt that needed to be thrown away but it was so much more than that. Gliding my fingers of the rips and holes, I could feel the memories that were woven inside of the fabric come alive like they were just yesterday. Shaking the thoughts away I carefully placed the sweatshirt back where it originally was and walked back into the bedroom. After a moment of searching for my boots, I found them sitting next to Graysons desk with my keys and wallet tucked into them. Tugging them on and lacing them up, I stood up and headed for the door. Stopping shortly at his foot body length mirror I quickly took in my appearance. The bags under my eyes were alittle more prominent then normal but not terribly noticeable, my bed head wasnt that bad thankfully so a quick run of my fingers through it would do the trick. Sighing I opened the door and stepped out, turning around to quietly close the door back up I gazed around Graysons bedroom. Anger and disappointment washed through me as I thought about last nights events. What really got to me the most was how comfortable and relaxed I felt waking up and how I continued to feel comfortable here. And I hated it. I hated how I didn’t even think twice this morning when I woke up in Graysons bed or how I slept basically naked next to him. I hated that no matter how hard I tried to resist, I felt like I was home. A small frown on my face appeared and deepened as I closed the door with a quiet click. Walking down the stairs quietly and quickly so I wouldn't alert anyone I rushed towards the door. 

"Skipping out on breakfast?" Ethans voice asked from behind me startling.

"Yep." I said dryly.

"C'mon don't leave so quickly. Sit, eat with us. I missed you kid." Ethan's said. Turning on my heel I turned to face the morning version of Ethan. The smiley happy energetic morning person he was and only dressed in a pair of plaid pajama pants. 

"Do you guys ever wear clothes?" I joked lightly as I crossed my arms.

"Nope. Your staying for at lease breakfast. Come on." He said grabbing my arm lightly and dragging me to the kitchen.

"How about y/n's famous breakfast?" Ethan asked as he hopped up on the counter top.

“You wish.” I said.

"I do wish. And I always get what I wish for." He said jumping down and walking over towards the fridge grabbing a carton of eggs and a pack of bacon.

"Please. No one here can cook like you. They always over cook the bacon or the eggs come out wrong." Ethan pouted. Glaring at him for a minute I reluctantly grabbed the food and walked over to the stove.

“YES! Half of y/n’s famous breakfast!” He yelled out excitedly as I grabbed the pans.

"You owe me Dolan." I snapped back.

10 minutes later the kitchen was filled with the aroma of freshly cooker bacon. My stomach loudly growled as I placed the finished products on two large plates. As soon as I finished Tyler and Russell came rolling into the kitchen grabbing a plate and started taking food.

“How come whenever there’s food involved you two bozos just so happen to show up?” I asked placing a hand on my hip. 

“It’s our 6th sense.” They said at the same time causing everyone to laugh, even me. Grabbing a small plate, I loaded it with some food in hopes of finishing it fast. As everything died down and everyone settled down to eat Grayson walked into the kitchen. He was wearing a pair of grey sweatpants and a white shirt with the sleeve’s cut off. 

“Damn something smells good.” He said as he reached the two large plates with eggs and bacon.

“Y/N cooked breakfast for us.” Ethan said with a mouth full of toast and eggs.

“Just like the good old days.” Russell added in as he got up for seconds. I felt Graysons eyes on me but I kept myself focused on my food. Russ soon diverted his attention off of me and onto him as he asked Grayson if he wanted a plate. He didn’t say anything but grabbed the clean plate next to me and began piling food on. The few people that were here earlier enjoying their morning had left once Grayson appeared, leaving the 4 of us to an awkward silence that quickly fell over the kitchen as we all ate. After finishing pretty quickly I walked to the sink and placed the plate inside. Turing on the tap I began rinsing my plate, a force of habit, when the front door swung open.

“Did you guys order breakfast and not tell me?” Haileys whiny voice called out. Inwardly groaning I began to wash faster so I could get the hell out of here already. Boy did something about her just aggravate me. 

“Nah, y/n/n cooked.” Ethan said. Getting up and pouring himself a drink then jumping up to sit on the countertop picking at the last pieces of bacon left on the plate. 

“But man do I wish we could of had her infamous french toast.” Tyler said dramatically gazing off into the distance.

“Its literally bread, eggs, cinnamon and vanilla.” I said turning around to Tyler. 

“But baby yours is the best." He exclaimed. A smile passed by my lips even though I tried to hold it back.

“Oh that’s Y/N/N, I thought she left last night after her little freak out.” She said a little too loudly, purposelessly for me to hear. I straightened up slightly from her comment that happened to just rubs me the wrong way. Just when I was about to turn around, I was stopped by Ethans hard chest pressing up against my backside holding me in place. 

“Not worth it.” He said whisperer quietly into my ear. Taking a deep breath, I leaned back into his chest instinctively and nodded. Yeah he’s probably right but she better keep her damn comments to herself. 

“E?” I said. He hummed in response and leaned his chin on my shoulder. “Personal space.” I softly laughed out. 

“Nah your warm.” He said wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer. His right hand began to lightly tickle my side which made me spaz out and push myself from his grasp. 

“Don’t.” I warned him.

“Don’t what?” He said taking a step towards me with a smirk on his face. 

“Ethan, Im serious.” I sternly said alittle louder this time catching everyones attention. 

“Ethan im serious.” He mocked me. 

“Im not kidding Dolan.” I said taking a small step back. 

“You still fast or did you leave that behind as well?” He asked just as he leaped forwards at me. Letting out a loud squeal I quickly turned around and sprinted out of the kitchen. 

“Why does this always happen to me?” I yelled as I ran for my life around the corner. Ethan laughed out from behind me as well as the guys in the kitchen. Reaching the living room as I leaped over the small glass table and made a beeline back to the kitchen.

“That was dangerous women!” Ethan yelled as he followed me. 

"Im a dangerous women!" I yelled back. Just as I was about to make it passed the stairs and enter the small dining room, he grabbed the hem of my shirt yanking me back into him as he lifted me up and threw me over his shoulder. 

“No! Ethan put me down!” I yelled as I quickly thrashed in his arms. He just laughed at my freakout as he walked towards the kitchen. 

“Put me down! Put me down!” I yelled out again only this time panic was laced in my voice. My anxiety was beginning to kick in as I felt my breathes shorten. As much as I plead he still held me over his shoulder so I did the only thing that I thought would work.

“GRAYS-” Before I could finish yelling, I was pulled off of Ethans shoulder and brought into a warm chest where I desperately clunged onto the shirt of my savior.

“What the fuck man? Didn’t you hear her say to let her down!” He yelled at Ethan as one hand rubbed my back. 

“Bro I was just playing.” Ethan defended himself. Grayson mumbled a whatever then bent down alittle to grasp the back of my thighs and lift me up to him so now my legs were wrapped securely around him waist.  I didn't even bother to protests at this sudden position instead I simply held him closer hiding my face in the crook of his neck. He walked us out the front door but not before I could hear several footsteps rush over to see what was happening. When we finally got outside, he carefully sat down on the front porch steps with me in his lap. He tried to pull me away from his chest slightly, only to have me wrap my arms around his neck and hold on tighter. 

“Hey, It’s okay. It’s okay. He didn’t know. Just breathe baby. Breathe with me.” He said softly as he took deeper breathes and rubbed my back. A couple minutes later our breathing was insynce at a normal pace and my grip loosened up. 

“I haven’t had an attack in 4 years.” I said as I leaned my forehead against his shoulder and wrapped my arms around my torso. The front door creaked opened and closed as a pair of footsteps neared us. 

“Hey.” Ethan said awkwardly as he sat next to Grayson. I turned my head slightly in his direction and gave him a small smile. 

“Y/N, im sorry. I didnt know you didn’t like getting picked up so much.” He said apologetically.

“It’s okay E. It’s not that I don’t like getting picked up, it’s just that I don’t like being thrown over someone’s shoulder.” I said laying my head back onto Grays shoulder. Ethan frowned his eyebrows together in confusion but didnt say anything.

“Marcus.” Graysons hard voice replied as he tightened his grip on me.

“Fuck y/n. Im so sorry.” Ethan said placing a caring hand on top of mine.

“It’s okay E, really. You didn’t know.” I said giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. The three of us remained quiet as we enjoyed basking in the warmth the sun brought us and listened to the sounds spring had to offer. After a few minutes passed I awkwardly sat up in Grays lap and tried to stand up but was held down by his arm. Staring down at him confused, I was met with a dazed gaze from him. A look I knew to well, his in deep thought look. Sighing I ran a hand through my hand and sat down in my previous spot. I was tense and uncomfortable now that I was aware of the position we were in but Gray didn't seemed as bothered, he just wrapped a lazy arm around my waist and placed his chin on my shoulder. A few moments later I began to relax and actually enjoy his embrace but would never admit that to myself.

"Let's head inside." Ethan spoke breaking the comfortable silence we all fell into.

"Yeah I should get going." I said staring off into the distance.

"Stay. For alittle longer." Ethan begged. In the corner of my eye I could see Grayson staring at me curiously. Focusing back onto Ethan I noticed his little pouty lip he had going on and his puppy dog eyes in action. Maybe it was the weird comfort ability I refound in the boys or the fact that I actually missed them that made me silently agree. Quickly passing a glance at Grayson he had a questionable look on his face, joy maybe? Walking back into the house I noticed how quiet it really was, like they were all waiting for us. Entering the living room Hailey rose fast from her seat and bombarded Grayson as soon as he came into eye contact. Ignoring them and walking over to the couch, I took a seat in my spot. Ethan plopped down next to me as he threw his hands onto the back of the couch allowing me to slide into his side. The two love birds made there way over to the rest of us then Grayson noticed Ethans position and stared him down. Ethan quickly got the hint and got up with a grunt as Grayson took the open seat next to me, leaving little to no space between us.

“Seriously what’s with you and your brother and not understanding personal space.” I said shoving him lightly. He threw his head back slightly as he laughed then tilted his head towards me flashing a smile that made my heart clench. I missed that smile. The sound of someone clearing their throat made us break eye contact and look up.

“Your in my seat.” Hailey said smirking down at me.

"Your seat?” I asked looking at her like she grew three heads.

“Yes. Now move.” She said making a shooing motion with her hand.

“Excuse me?” I replied back shifting positions so I was facing her better.

“Are you stupid or something? I said move.” She said annoyed.

“Hail. Just sit here.” Grayson said patting the other spot next to him.

“Yeah Hail sit there.” I said leaning back into my spot.

“No this is my spot. That’s my boyfriend your so pathetically clinging to. And this is my house. So move.” She said getting frustrated that I wasn’t budging. I took a quick glance at Grayson who was now looking at the television but I knew his attention was focused on us and not on whatever movie was playing. A small twitch in his lip also gave away how he enjoyed me not backing down.

"Grayy." Hailey whined.

“Just sit down somewhere else already.” He said looking at her then back at the TV. 

“Why aren’t you making her move? That’s my spot!” She said stomping her foot and raising her voice. Grayson snapped his head in her direction as a hard expression mirrored his face.

“Stop acting like a fucking child and sit down. She was there first.” He said sternly while grabbing her arm and pulling her towards the spot next to him. I tried to hold my smirk back but I just couldn’t. 

“Stop smiling.” She said shooting daggers at me. I rolled my eyes at her and focused my attention on Tyler and Ethan who were arm wrestling next to me. After a few rounds Tyler won which caused him to quickly  get tackled by Ethan onto the floor as he show him his ‘real strength’. 

"Are those your clothes?” I heard Hailey quietly ask Grayson. He just hushed her and watched the movie. I hadn’t even noticed I had leaned so far into his side until I was about to jump onto the wrestling boys but was held down by arm around my waist.

“What the-.” I said as I began to move his arm off of me. 

"Let go." I said.

“No. You’ll get hurt.” He said not looking at me. Raising an eyebrow at him I pushed his arm away again.

"Your point? Why does it matter to you?" I said slightly angry at how he was acting. 

"Don't be a child." He said.

"Then don't act like my father." I snapped finally prying his arm off of me.

“And how would you know how a father acts like? Didn’t yours disown you and never talked to you again. I mean I would of done that a lot earlier instead of waiting around for you to get pregnant.” Hailey said laughing slightly.

“What the fuck did you say? What the hells your problem?” I snapped at her. She said nothing as she smiled leaning into Grays tense chest.

“No repeat what you said bitch. If you had the balls to say it the first time then you must have them to repeat it again..” I spoke calmly which made everyone in the room go quiet and tense up. Hailey didn’t say anything but just stayed there smiling at me which made my blood boil more.

“Must suck right. To have your parents that hate you and look at you with disgust only for you to lose the baby in the end. So pathetic.” She laughed out. As soon as the last word left her mouth I flung myself onto her. Tightly gripped her throat, I shoved her onto the ground pinning her down underneath me. In a split second I was ripped off of her and held back.

“You don’t fucking know shit. So keep your damn mouth shut before I break your goddamn jaw.” I yelled at her. She slowly rose coughing in the process as she held her neck.

“Pathetic. Like I said. You don’t even belong here so leave already. If you haven’t noticed you were replaced the second you left. And nobody missed you.” She said. Ethan was about to say something but I interrupted him before he had the chance.

“No let her continue. I wanna hear what her big mouth has to say.” I said as I stuggled to get out of his tight grip. Hailey laughed and walked up to Grayson who was as stiff as a plank of wood. 

“Let’s leave baby.” She cooed disgustingly in his ear but Gray didn’t move instead he kept his eyes on me. “Gray c'mon lets go.” She said more sternly and pulled his arm slightly.

“You’re seriously mental if you think he’d go anywhere with you now. Damn, if I was you I wouldn’t even want to be that close to him right now.” I sneered keeping his eye contact as I talked to Hailey. She narrowed her eyes at me and Gray then tugged his arm again.

“Low fucking move bringing up my past but wanna know a secret? It wasn’t just my past you brought up with that little comment of yours.” I said staring directly at her. Ethan chose the perfect moment to relaxed his grip just enough for me to pull my arms away allowing me to zip towards her as she hid slighty behind Grayson who only side stepped away so I could stand directly infront of her.

“Why do you think he didn’t grab me off of you and Ethan had to? Why didnt he interfere if your his girlfriend? For starters you mentioned his fucking son in a very bad fucking way. Our son. I could just kill you right now but your so not worth my time. Second your not his girlfriend. You never were, never will be. You were just another play thing that was kept around for too long. Hell, he doesn’t even let you in his room. What kind of boyfriend does that? Wanna know something? I was in his room last night even slept in his bed with him.” I said alittle too prouldy for my liking.

“She was in your room?” She looked up at Grayson in shock. He didn’t even bother to look at her when he nodded.

"Wow. Couldn’t even keep your legs closed long enough for one night and had to go and fuck someone who isn’t yours. Probably fucked Ethan too.” She said. 

“Oh honey Grayson is mine. He will always be mine." I growled closing any space between me and Hailey.

"And if me and him did fuck last night you would of definitely heard it. God it’s just so difficult to keep quiet when he uses that skilled tongue of his or when he pounds me mercilessly. Fuck. Just thinking about it gets me all wet. Gray, baby, wanna go upstairs and have alittle fun.” I said smirking down at her as I ran a hand down Graysons chest. That seemed to be the last straw and set her off just as I planned. A lady never swings first. She pushed me backwards harshly then tired to throw a punch but failed when Grayson caught it mid air. 

“You were wrong when you said I was replaced as soon as I left, cause honey no body replaces me, especially not you. But you were right when you said I dont belong here, but then again there’s no place like home. Now get the fuck out of my house.” I said taking a step towards her. She looked between Grayson and I with big eyes of disbelief and anger.

“You heard her. Get out.” Grayson said with no emotion left in his voice. She then pulled her hand out of Graysons grip only to slap me across the face with her other hand. Grabbing my face stinging cheek, I felt it heat up under my touch. I could hear the guys behind me hold their breath as they awaited my next move.

“Oh you stupid bitch. Wrong fucking move.” I spat out as I pulled my arm back and threw my clenched fist forward slamming right into her nose. Blood started gushing out as soon as my knuckles left her skin. Grabbing the back of her neck I walked towards the front door. Throwing her into the door and pinning her agaisnt it I leaned in and whispered into her ear.

“I tried to be nothing but civil with you but my patience can only go so far. And Im one bitch you do not want to mess with." I said pulling her hair so she had to crane her neck back. Grabbing the back of her neck harshly again, I pulled her off the door as I swung it open throwing her out onto the porch in the process.

"Now get your ass off my porch, I don’t want your blood staining the wood. Oh and stay the fuck away from my family and my man.” I said slamming and locking the door. My adrenaline was pumping quickly threw my veins, a feeling I haven't felt in years. A feeling I have always feared but always loved, nothing good ever came from my bad side and I worked so hard to surpress it all these year that this one little slip up was not going to set me back. Turning around slowly everyone was silently  staring at me in disbelief except Grayson. He was standing there with a smirk plastered on his stupid face.

"You said your house. You also called me yours.” He said quietly as he approached me stopping dangerously close. My heart was beating so hard I would of thought he would be able to feel it just standing there. 

“Yeah I did. Don't look too much into it.” I said pushing past him and towards the stairs so I could be sit alone to relax. I felt him follow me just as a warm hand wrapped around my wrist causing me to spin around as I was pinned up agaisnt the wall.

“About fucking time.” Grayson said as he crashed his lips onto mine. It took me a second to register what was happening but my lips were already in motion kissing him back trying to deepen it. Hesitantly wrapping my arms around his neck I slowly threading my fingers through his hair pulling him closer. It just felt so right but it was bad. He was bad, for me. He smoothly slide one arm my waist as the other securely held the side of my neck making sure I couldn’t pull away. Our lips soon moved insynce as our tongue’s danced together. We poured every goddamn emotion into each kiss, 4 years of pumped up anger, pain and love just flowed out. When we finally pulled away to breathe, Grayson simply did not stop. Leaving soft gentle kisses down my jaw line and onto my neck he began grazing his tongue over my skin with every kiss. Biting gently and sucking my skin leaving marks to form to show who I belonged to. He bite gently into my sweet spot right where my neck met my collar bone causing me to let out a breathless moan and cling onto him even more. I moaned out again as his free hand made contact with my skin as it roamed slightly upwards under the sweatshirt leaving goosebumps in its wake. 

 “God I missed you. So fucking much.” He mumbled agaisnt my skin slowly pulling away to look at me. His eyes held so much emotion in them that I could slowly feel myself slip fall back in love with him. Leaning forward I placed a soft kiss on his swollen lips.

“I missed you too, but-” I said but was interrupted by another kiss. 

“No buts. I want to enjoy this before reality comes crashing back down.” He said softly burying his face in the crook of my neck once again placing soft kisses and holding me close. Pulling him closer to me and mimicking his actions, we stood there enjoying eachothers company. My mind was yelling at me to stop and run but my heart was telling me to hold him and never let go. I went to move away when I accidentally brushed my bruised knuckles agaisnt the fabric of his shirt causing me to hiss out in pain. He pulled back slightly when he heard me and grabbed my hand. 

“My babys a bad ass. Yah know it was always a turn on when you get all fired up.” He said smirking. Rolling my eyes at him, he grabbed my good hand intertwined our fingers and walked to the kitchen to grab an ice pack. "

I haven't punched anyone in a long time. Forgot how it felt." I said looking down at my red knuckles.

"Forgot? You? Good one." He said grabbing a zip lock bag filled with ice from the freezer. 

"Shut up." I snapped but had a soft smile threatening to form.

"I've seen you throw harder punches then that and not get a scratch. You've gone soft." He said as we walked to where the guys were. 

 “That bitch got what she deserved.” Russell said as we walked back into the living room. 

“Yeah. And I for one missed you alot when you left.” Tyler said.

 “Yeah cause you couldn’t stare at her ass anymore.” Russell added in rolling his eyes. 

“Yeah….” Tyler joked which earned a glare from Grayson as we sat down, making me smirk. 

“YAY! The gangs back together!” Ethan yelled. 

“Shut up.” We all said insynce.

 “Rude.” Ethan said putting a hand on his chest acting offended as he sat down. Leaning into Grays side comfortably I rested my head on his shoulder. Peering around the room to just us 5 laughing and talking, it felt like deja vu. It seemed like all my hard work to leave here and make a name for myself was just a dream and this was my reality. Sighing I leaned my head back and close my eyes, I need to leave soon before I won't be able to. 

[savory-n-sweet]

Why?

YEET this is the race angst i was talking about the other day

also special lil thanks to @timesarehardfornewsies and @newsboystrike for hyping my ass up

Pairing: Racetrack Higgins x Reader

Warnings: divorce, arguing, swearing

Word Count: 1.3K

Modern Era

Edited | Not Edited | Skimmed

Lowercase intended (i wrote all of this on my phone and im too lazy to fix it)

enjoy !!!

you had always been afraid of dating. the thought of letting someone into your life, letting someone know everything about yourself, scared the absolute shit out of you. every since your parents separated, at least. they were supposed to be in love, but your mother cheated on him. they had a child together, and she was still unfaithful to him. she cheated because he didn’t satisfy her in bed.

but here you were, in the apartment you shared with the boy you loved. he was working late like he has been, every night, for weeks. he hasn’t been coming home until around one in the morning. you were worried until he came home smelling of another woman one night. you refused to believe it, so you stayed.

you were on your couch, reading a book. it wasn’t unusual for you to stay up late, but it wasn’t your favorite thing. you were tired, barely able to keep your eyes open. you needed to speak to race more than you needed sleep, though. you just wanted to talk to him, to set things straight.

he came into the apartment. he was sober as can be. he was very smiley. his blazer was thrown over his shoulder and his white dress shirt was untucked. his curly hair was messier than usual.

“where were you?” you asked, returning your focus from him to your book. your glasses were slowly slipping off your nose but you really didn’t care.

“working late,” he replied, his smile falling as he locked the metal door.

“until,” you glanced at the cable box across the room. “one o’clock in the morning?”

“yeah, new clients,” he threw his blazer on the kitchen chair next to him. then he undid the already loose tie, tugging it over his head and throwing it on top of the jacket.

“really?” you looked up at him, meeting his gaze. you took your glasses off and closed your book. “they’re really calling at one in the fucking morning? where were you?” you raised your voice a little bit.

“can we talk about this in the morning? god,” he muttered, unbuttoning his white shirt.

“no, anthony! you’ve been coming home late for weeks! what’re you doing out there?” you slammed the paperback book on the coffee table, making the lamp shake.

“would you relax? you're so controlling!” he shot back at you. you raised your eyebrows at him in disbelief.

“controlling? i just want to know where you are, if you’re okay!” you got off the couch and crossed the room to stand in front of him. “i’m sorry, hi i’m (y/n) and i worry about everyone, especially my boyfriend. nice to fucking meet you,” you grabbed his hand and shook firmly shook it. he retracted it, sighing. “where were you?”

“at the bar!” he shouted at you. you were taken aback, but that’s when you noticed a dark spot on his neck. you didn’t need to move his shirt collar to see it. it was there, clear as day on his pale skin. a million thoughts ran through your head, most being questions you didn’t want answers to.

“how many girls?” was the one you brought yourself to ask.

“just one,” he mumbled, barely audible.

instead of speaking, you went the kitchen sink. you took a plastic cup from the cupboard and ran it under the sink. you brought the plastic to your lips slowly, almost too nauseated to even drink water.

“who was she?” you softly spoke, placing the cup on the counter beside you. race walked over to you, blocking your view of the window across the room you were focusing on.

“does it matter? it’s over and it won’t happen again,” he took your hands in his. you avoided eye contact, knowing that if you looked at him, you’d break down.

“yes it does! who was she?” you looked at his shoes, then his pants, then finally his blue eyes. you tried your hardest to suppress any emotion that bubbled up.

“i can’t tell you,” his voice was small and gentile. you took your hands from his, grabbing the cup. you only made it to the table before slamming it down.

“why not?” you finally yelled at him. he flinched, surprised at your outburst. “because you’re too scared to hurt me? i’m already fucking hurt, anthony! i feel like i’m going to fucking vomit! who the hell was she!” your tears burned your cheeks. your whole body and voice were shaking with every uneven breath you took.

“no, i don’t want you to hurt her,” he leaned against the counter. you furrowed your eyebrows, racking your brain for who she could’ve been. everyone knew you were dating race. no one wanted to hurt you like this, at least to your knowledge. then it hit you.

“you cheated on me with casey?” you shouted at him. your neighbors were most likely awake and listening to the fight.

casey was your best friend up until recently. you had trusted her with your life. she was with you when your dad finally decided to leave. she knew everything about you. one day, she just changed into a different person. she stopped talking to you for no reason, then blocked your number and on social media platforms. she still followed your friends, which is how you assumed she knew race and you were together.

“she came onto me! i know it doesn’t excuse what i did, but it didn’t mean a thing to me, i swear,” he looked at you with sad eyes.

“anthony, you made a conscious decision to have sex with someone else. you fucking knew i wouldn’t have been able to handle that, but yet you did it anyway!” you laughed through the tears. your voice was forced and hoarse.

you moved from the kitchen to the window. you rested your hands on the cold windowsill, taking deep breaths. race exhaled loudly in the kitchen. he was pacing, probably running his fingers through his hair then dragging them down his face.

“why?” you spoke softly while looking at your hands.

“i don’t know,” he replied just as soft. that made you only made you angrier.

“you’re telling that you put yourself inside of another woman, just because?” you finally turned to look at him. you could feel your face and ears heating up. when race didn’t respond, your heart broke even more.

you walked to your shared bedroom, pulling a suitcase from your closet. you tossed it on the bed before roughly opening your dresser drawer.

“what’re you doing?” his voice was soft, almost a whisper. you could feel him watching you from the doorway.

“i’m leaving,” you said.

you managed to get a few articles of clothing into the suitcase before he came up behind you and put a hand on your shoulder. the contact made you instantly start crying. the whole time, you thought you were dreaming or something. the contact brought you back to reality.

“please don’t,” his voice was even softer than before.

“i have to. i will not let you cheat on me repeatedly. i will not look like a fucking idiot because i was too fucking blind to see it,” you spat. you closed the case, locking it. you put it on the floor before walking out of the bedroom.

“i’m nothing without you.”

those words made you stop dead in your tracks. “don’t say that to me. you don’t get to say that. go be with casey because i’m obviously not good enough for you! if i was good enough, you wouldn’t have cheated in the first place!”

“we were drunk, (y/n)!” he shouted. “we had a little too much to drink and then she threw herself at me!”

“really? were you drunk tonight? you don’t look it, or smell it,” you laughed again. “tony, you cheated on me. i don’t care if it was just one time, you still did it. i can’t let that slide, i’m sorry.”

“please,” he choked out as you unlocked the door.

“no, i’m sorry,” you opened the door.

“i thought you loved me.”

“i do, you just don’t love me.”

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[whitesockluv-blog]

My Fantasy

A Dreams tangibile, can BECOME actual! Dreams become reality. Fantasy's are not tangible, or actual but a fansy Story an impossible dream  I GET BLACKMAILED My name is Jeffery, I'm a senior in high school & the MVP Batter. The weekend i missed a game, my best friend Brandon stopped by after his wrestling match ,he never does that. I knew rite then sumthing was up. Anywayz he asks if my folks r home, their not, they're gone for the weekend. Brandon says cool and sits in my dads  recliner an throws his cell on the side table. I realize, Oh shit my movie is on the table & he just threw his phone on top if, Im thinkin' , SHIT! FUCK he's gonna see it. I'm thinking of how to explain the movie being In my house.     He start saying he's exhausted and his feet are sore as hell. He had  gone to the Gym before the wrestling match then straight to the match. I notice he's still wearing the team uniform but OMG he's wearing pair of size 11 chuck taylor high top vans that were leather. {his feet had to be drenched with sweat. I pray he doesn't take um off. If he does he'd see my instant hard-on & how I'd be hypnotized by his socks .}         A text message goes off on his phone,  i recognize the ring tone it's his girlfriend he reaches for it, an see the DVD cover box "Gay Guy Blackmailed By A Straight Guys." He reads the text real quick an calls his her, he calls her,  while talking to her, he picks up the DVD an looks it over. He has a curious confused look on his face. He tells his girl that He's got sum Wrestling team stuff to take care if b4 the next match tomorow. Tell's her he'd just call her tomorrow. He hangs up & turns his phone . I think WTF? *{*{Everything inside these brackets is to describe the pictures on Cover }*}* He flips it over and skims the back. 1st story starts out with: A small town High School's MVP All Star Baseball Player who's a "Closet Case" & he's got a SOCK fetish. {*{1st Pict} So after ever home game, he'd be the last 1 in the Locker room (he had keys & AS DID Varsity wrestling Team Captain ) . He'd check the showers and weight room & if everyone was gone, he'd roll the laundry bin to the benches a long the lockers and pull all the teams socks out the laundry bin while there still hot and sweaty an lay some on the bench to lay on, and cover himself with the rest and masturbates all over all the socks........ {next Pict}well one day he didn't check to see if the locker room was empty & couldn't hear the shower in the wrestling room & the Wrestling team caption, his best friend who is Straight was in the shower. when he's getting out of the shower he's drying off an hears a quiet moan so he wants to investigate, he sneaks up on the sound and sees his best friend Jeffery  laying on the bench covered with dirty socks jackin off" .... Brandon has an evil thought - Black mail. An sneaks out the locker room}*}* *{*{Everything inside these brackets is to describe the pictures on Cover }*}* I haven't told him or anyone I'm gay.   I'm thinking FUCK  WHY IS HE'S STILL LOOKINGAT IT.  he has a mischievous  look on his face like he's  about to have fun at someone else's expense (probably mine). OH SHIT I'M  BUSTED.  How do i explain the this.    He puts down the DVD takes a deep breath sits on the couch and kicks his feet up on the coffee table & says Jeff come sit down we need to talk.I think OH THIS IS BAD.       So Tuesday  after school after my match I was in the wrestling room showering....An ummm while I was toweling dry I um heard a noise and well I SAW U JACKIN' OFF COVERED IN DIRTY SOCKS.WTF DUDE?(My face turned pale white) So ur gay and nobody knows. So I'll keep ur secret But ur gonna do something for me whenever I tell u to! After every match & whenever I feel like it. Understand! ( I can't believe this, he's blackmailing me. what choice do I have? I don't have any choice) So he tell me to take off his shoes, he shoves his sweaty socks in my face an say "U know u like it boy" & to "get a good whiff boy." Now massage my feet! " I massage for a while he's not looking i run my lips across ur hot toes. Ur hard by now u say  "Ok boy u want my socks u gotta work for um, Jack me off, I haven't busted a nut in a few days"after a few min u mumble "Suck it."{u intended to cum on across my face} It felt so good u shot all 6 streams that hit the back of my throat. (I didn't even have to swallow).So I keep sucking, u want me to stop but i don't so u start to fuck my tight hot warm mouth thinking i'll start choking  an stop {HA HA. I don't got a gag reflex} 15 min later out the corner of my eye i see his toes curl ,his legs trembling, his body convulses as he shot off load after load down my throat again. ( I stopped countin after the 5th load . Double the 1st round, Unbelievable). He had stored up a lot of cum. (My 9inch  cock is rock solid an dripping wet,it hurt. u can see a large wet spot on my jeans, I thought i might have pissed myself.) While he try to catch his breath still trembling he says   "Get on the Floor here NOW". He lays on the couch his legs dangling over the end of the couch and had me laying were he couldn't see me,his feet dangled 1/2 an inch over my face for what seemed like forever, I was inhaling the sweet stench of his dirty socks,  I felt the heat from his feet, my crotch throbbing, i go to unzip my pants but I'm stopped  by a foot, he start rubbing against my crotch at the same time he puts his other foot across my face covering my forehead, my nose resting his sweaty toes on my lips. I start convulsing and opened my mouth to let out a cry of frustration but was muffled by his curled toes in my mouth, I tried to grab my crotch again  so he  rub harder across my cock in a stroking motion, he won't let me touch my dick. There was an evil sound to his voice wen he says  "Should've stopped wen I cam the 1st time, I didn't say keep going Did I. I'm gonna torcher u, an make u squirm & beg b4 I say u can jack-off. Once he let me, he shoved his toes in my mouth to muffle the moans, saying Shut the fuck up! And rubbed the other foot across my stomach and chest, a few min later i cum. I cum on his sock'd foot on my stomach and i hit the foot in my face." He looks furious. I didn't say u could cum on my socks DAMN IT!......... From now on ur my best friend & my slave (Bitch)! I know ur secret & I'll tell everyone unless u do what I say when I want! I saw how u turned yo putty when I took off my shoes and am gonna take advantage of you. An u'll like it. Right }:) I mumble Yes Master, He shoves a foot back in my face ( I convulse violently. He says I didn't hear you. I say louder Yes Master

[takerfoxx]

“Fires of the Sun, Part 1″ Thoughts

All right, with Fires of the Sun in the bag and Imperfect Metamorphosis now on the shelf, it’s time to look back on this story’s longest mini-arc climax to date! And since it’s multi-chaptered, I’m going to post on response per day over this week. That’ll help cover almost everything as well as give me some time to think of how to wrap up Monsterland in the meantime, as I’ve already hit writer’s block.

Since this was going to be the last bit of Imperfect Metamorphosis, my main goal was to go BIG. I high bar had been set by The Storm, and I wanted to pass it. You be the judge in whether or not I was successful, but this was something I had been looking forward to for years, and had a lot of shit planned. Most made it in, some didn't, some new stuff happened, and some plans changed. There were weaknesses I wish I could go back and fix, while other things turned out even better than I had thought they would.

With Lady Meika's introduction, she was brought in for a couple of different reasons. The first was of course as a callback to Yuuka's occasional fourth-wall breaking roles as the story's hose. She was even given a bit of a Masterpiece Theater flair with the chair, the fireplace, and the piano music. Of course, I was playing around a bit with the frequent teases that this was the Yuuka from the future, with the plants, the sunflower logo, the hair color, and the manner of speaking.

But there were also several hints that she was someone new, such as her eye color, her various magical instruments, and her contemptuous condemnation of Yuuka's previous antics. Plus, you know, Mima's hat on her mantle.

…

Foreshadowing!

Anyways, of course I can't go into too much detail about who she is and what she has to do with the story, but suffice to say it's very important and you ain't gonna find out for a super, duper long time. Because that how it works in TakerFoxx land, apparently!

=ahem=

Moving on to the Dragons, this is one part that I feel I could have done better. I mean, the dudes get built up big time over the course of the entire series, get a big, badass entrance, and…spend the whole thingamajig basically getting knocked around, bitching at Yukari, and eventually accidentally killing a bunch of innocent people before fucking off in a huff. I guess in hindsight it was a priority thing. My main focus was the Yuuka vs. Rin Satsuki fight and making it as crazy over-the-top as possible, whereas the Dragons (and Angels, come to think of it) were admittedly…mostly written on autopilot. Though to be fair, given just how many freaking factions there are in this story, some will end up getting the shaft as I don't exactly have George RR Martin's talent for balancing so many names and making them all feel important. So yeah, something to work on in the future.

Same applies to Mima. It may be just me, but I do kind of feel like I dropped the ball with her. It probably isn't a good idea to point out flaws in my own writing, but hell with it. See, for most of the story, she went on and on about the importance of simple, yet effective, plans rather than big, grandiose showings that have a tendency to blow up in your face. And yet her she is using a plan that has way too many moving parts, leaves too much up to chance, and is way too expensive for relatively little gain. Granted, she did come out ahead in the end, but…I dunno. While it wouldn't have benefited the story much, it would have been more consistent to just have her assassinate Reimu at the earliest opportunity, collapse the Scarlet Devil Mansion and the Palace of Earth Spirits, and then just bugger off before Yukari could find her. So, I'd say I have a few more things to think about for her future characterization.

Okay, moving on from the self-deprecation. Moving over to the Taoists, a lot of people were confused about why exactly Miko would be helping Mima in the first place. That one was easy enough: because there was something that Miko wanted that only Mima could provide. The connections between Miko and Prince Shoutoku were already explicit, with even ZUN saying that they were literally the same person in the Touhou canon. So, explain the gender flip to be some kind of curse, have Mima promise to break that curse, and give her (or him? Pronouns are really confusing in this case), and let Miko's desperation do the rest. Everyone has a price, after all.

That rather nasty Yuuka scene went much better than the previous two, which is sort of funny. Because even as much as I've soured on her character over the years, she is still the easiest one to write for. I personally compare her to an entitled primadonna who drives the director nuts but still shines in every scene she's given, which leaked into many of her postmodern bits. But anyway, that scene was mainly to serve two purposes. The first was to confirm exactly what happened to the shards of Marisa's mordite blade, give Yuuka an understandable reason for having it around, and Chekov's gun it into the mansion for further use. The second was to again destroy any last bit of sympathy she might have had, as she is now outright abusing Elly, the one person she has been treating decently. Hey, if someone's gonna get their ass kicked, then I want to make it as deserving as possible.

The scene with Yukari and the Angels was mostly just to remind everyone of where everything stood, so I'll just skim over it. However, in regards to that little bombshell Shinki dropped at the end…Ah, hell with it. Barely anyone reads these anyway, so why not? SORTA SPOILER WARNING!

Yes, Yukari has (or had) a son.

That son married Hakurei Sonozika over her objections, leading to their estrangement (though they were already on rocky terms to begin with).

Things escalated to the point that Yukari disowned him completely and actually went to the Angels for help in twisting reality enough so that she would forget that he even exists. Part of it was selfishness, part of it was that she knew that she would have to keep working with the Hakurei family from then on and didn't want to be tempted to wipe them off the face of the earth, but ended up setting the tone for her relationship with them anyway. She's repeatedly drawn to them but everything eventually goes wrong every time. And by the way, that's the reason she couldn't seem to remember who Hakurei's husband was during her and Yuyuko's drunken conversation, despite knowing the spouses and lovers of every other Hakurei by name.

No, there was never any price set by the Angels for Gensokyo's creation. No, they're not nearly as bad as Yukari made them out to be. Yes, she is completely deluding herself without even knowing it. The mind is weird like that.

Anyway, I don't think that's too much of a spoiler, since it's been hinted at multiple times and now has been stated pretty explicitly. Suffice to say, it'll play in pretty heavily later on.

See? This is why people should read the author's notes, for all those juicy, behind the scene details!

Anyway, Patchouli's scene was mainly to spend some last few moments with her before she got offed, as well as remind people that that generator thingy was in fact still a thing in case it's needed later. That scene with Koakuma changing her armor was just one of those spur of the moment bits that have come to be my favorite parts of writing, though admittedly the part where she ended up with the Serpentine Marauder armor wasn't a hint that she was a double agent, like some people thought. It was just another thing that happened at the last minute that made sense at the time and was used to increase the drama. As for Meiling's mention of hiring guards to hold down the fort, that was another detail that was used to explain away a logical problem with the plot (Sakuya would never leave the SDM undefended like that. Or, well, at least not under those circumstances) that later ended up working out as it gave us Meiling with a bazooka. More on that later. And of course we had Mima disguised as Yukari already playing the SDM and the PoES crew against each other, because that's what she does.

Speaking of which, during the Palace of Earth Spirits scene, the bit with Jun and Orin was mainly to bring Koishi more in line with her canon portrayal as a subconscious blank, as well as build some character development for Jun. I try to avoid relying on OC's in IM since there's so many canon characters to use, but I felt he needed a little something, considering how much he was going to be used in the chapters to come. Though hey, funny story. I was actually going to fill their team with Undertale characters, such as Asgore, Muffet, and Undyne. The reason I didn't is that I felt it would stand out too much and distract from the important stuff, but I compromised by sticking a billy-goat and a fish youkai in there anyway, and had Mima!Yukari mention being filled with determination. As for Clover, I swear to God I could never keep her damned name straight and kept calling her Cato for some reason.

And then we cut back to poor Elly. I admit, originally I didn't have much for her, and had planned for her to be more of a jealous asshole. But she's grown into a much more sympathetic character than I had expected, and I did end up changing a lot of my plans for her as a result.

Skipping over more Mima and Seiga commentary that I don't have anything to say about, we have our party of hapless dupes, bickering amongst themselves and nearly getting killed while still managing to kick ass, as Mima intended. I admit, I did try to handle the bit about Rin's prison with care. I try to watch my step whenever the subject of religion comes up, so destroying a bunch of religious symbols was something I had to be careful about. Still, the part where Sakuya regrets doing so does feel a little out of character, and probably should have been done by someone like Meiling or Utsuho.

That being said, I really like how Rin's reveal came out. Her primary role in this whole thing was an ass-kicker, and her bursting out of the crystal (which, yes, was made from the remains of Patchouli's box) helped to establish just how dangerous she is, as well as leave things on a nice cliffhanger, with her hanging from the ceiling, Sakuya's neck in her hands, and in a really, really bad mood.

Anyway, that's it for this chapter! Tune in tomorrow for the next!

[isaacathom]

why the fuck all these sorcerers old maes of rothbarts, huh. and whythe fuck do they always turn her into a swan. like, ok, clavius or w/e the fuck from the second movie gets a pass because it was odettes idea (and, again, i love odette, so im all for it. and it was a good plan). zelda has no excuse. did she not know about this. why would you turn her into a BIRD. WHO CAN /FLY/. why not like... a fucking turtle or smth. slow as fuck. stck in a cave in a mountain. she cant do shit. or is it that odettes just got that swan magic shit stuck on her from rothbart so its just swans all the way down. since i GUESS zelda and clavius are both weaker than rothbart, which makes them weird villains actually. like why would i give a shit about rothbarts apprentice if the one time derek met rothbart he killed him after like, idk, a 5 minute fight? yea derek nearly died but thats an average sunday for him. thats how it is. shot him once he died. this isnt complex.

also on the revive thing. that was why i didnt like the third movie. if we say the first one is ‘good’ (certainly not a bad childrens film, obvs). the second movie does enough new that its not just a retread. odette turning into a swan by her own choice, despite the risks, and her saving derek, and her not dying (tho jean bob did, which i did not remember happening, but ok). and it showed a development in the relationship. and encouraged ol dere-boy to appreciate his wife and mother sometimes. thats good. happy for the guy.

then you cut to movie three and dereks just lying to his wife despite the fact she has VERY REASONABLE objections to keeping dark magic shit lying around, given that she straight up died because of it once. she’s in the right here. derek is noble, perhaps, but an absolute idiot. then odette gets captured again, fuck me, then she gets rescued, again, and then instantly gets fucking killed by a fireball. well i mean fuck i guess. then she comes back even though she defintiely straight up died. in movie 1 you can wiggle the timing of it, held her last breath outta the power of love or whatever, but swan!odette got struck by a fireball and woulda crashed into the ground below, fucking her Right up. she straight up dead. so what the fuck gives. how the fuck is she back? which bitch is magic here. did derek fucking call upon dark magic to revive his wife? i have questions. also its just boring.

ok whats movie 4. christmas? THEIR FIRST CHRISTMAS???? youre telling me that the first three movies take place over the span of less than a year??? and season wise, probably like.. 6 months, tops? what the fuck? jesus. that paints derek in a bad fucking light, i tell ya. fucks him right up. god dammit derek. ‘chest with an r on it’ where did it come from? who put it there? ubertas castle isnt the same castle as the one derek has, since derek’s used to be rothbarts. that was a plot point. if i was gonna find some soul box of rothbarts, itd be in rothbarts old castle. so... why is it in ubertas? is my question? ok.

rothbart did you learn NOTHING from the first movie. stop turning her into a fucking swan. you fucking idiot what the fuck. god dammit. oh, so finally derek dies? took em 4 movies and 20 years. there we go. and is revived by the sprit of chr- oh my god. ok lets not worry about the christmas movie. whats the next one.

ok so i guess the reason she keeps going swan is because shes the Swan Princess. as like, an entity. she didnt become it because of rothbart, she was always it, like, spiritually? prophetically? ok. fine. shouldnt a stopped rothbart clipping her wings or whatever. and she is straight up magic? alright. fair. i buy that. it explains a lot. and the dark arts just straight up try to set her on fire? hardcore. but then you kill some random peasants instead. thats awkward.

ok honestly i think i just flat out dont understand what the 5th movie is about beyond like, prophecies, scullions (the fuck is a scullion? squirrels? ok. also the surname of an australian senator, how bout that) and like.... some shit. dunno what the fucks up with that but ok. we’ll just uh. leave that one. at least i didnt have to imagine odette and derek fucking because given how old i was when i watched the first movie im not sure i ever want to think about that (naturally now i have to. oh boy)

‘scully in ghost form’ ok we’ve gone off the rails here, i think. more fucking ghosts. but like, ghost animals. one who everyone can see? which sort of renders his death in the last film a bit moot, if he sticks around anyway. at least in the original three, people got REVIVED by like, Love or something. poor scully doesnt even get that. just has to be a ghost instead. far out.

oh piss off lads theyre like 12. no romance for the 12 year olds please.

‘uberta, still in love’ didnt uberta and rodgers confess in movie 4 or something. or did we all just sort of not deal with that. its not like they died or anything to wipe their memories. so why wouldnt they still be in love, is what im saying. im confused by this statement. oh my bad i skimmed, she fell in love with some other idiot. alright uberta. go for it i Guess. he’s probably some dark mage but alright dont worry about it.

‘count antonios submarine’ his what? his What? no straight up, his what? they have SUBMARINES????? but??? what?????? ? someone more up to date on swan princess lore, how does he have a submarine????? the tech level has been like, solid pre-victorian before this, right. like medieval english shit. where the fuck did he get a SUBMARINE. A SUBMARINE. what the fuck. ? like i know that the ‘reboot’ or 3d movies are kinda weird for the canon just in general but ? a submarine??? lads.

‘now called prince lucas’ it has not been adequately explained to me why this is. are these wikipedia pages written by children? im very confused. why would he be a prince. alise i get, she was adopted, but lucas still has parents. yea he was given up for adoption at some point, but he’s fine now. so. yknow. ? pardon. wouldnt just giving him a title like Lord or smth make more sense, narratively. like the whole thing earlier was that he felt about his status difference with alise (despite alise being an ex-peasant too? but thats fair) so wouldnt like, giving him a lord title or smth fit that without making No fucking sense. is there some other kingdom now? that he a prince of? wikipedia i need answers.

ok i saw the cover for the 8th movie and what the Fuck did they do to derek. no. my man. what the fuck.

something about that face is viscerally distressing to me. they havent put him on a over since movie 5, probably matching his uh. completely fucking irrelevance. but Oof. keep him off the cover, maybe. what the fuck. im wounded. also the fact yuri lowenthal voices reboot derek still fucks me up even though i have never heard him in the role. as you can tell. by me reading the wikipedia descriptions of all movies post original trilogy. oof.

so, Z’s huh. is that right. Z’s. ok so, first, Zorro. second, there is literally a character whose name starts with Z already part of the canon, that being Zelda from the third movie. she’s dead as fuck, but the track record here prevents nothing.

‘ghost rope’ mhm. ‘glass is the only thing that can hold a ghost’ i cant tell if this contradicts the ghost box from movie 4 or not but i feel like it does. i feel like everything i was just told about ghost mechanics contradicts the 4th movie in some way. then again the fucking rothbart box is just a ??? where did that come from. who put that there. did the fucking forbidden arts manifest it. lads? the box confuses me, still, and its been like 15 minutes since i read that page anyway, at LEAST.

so, ghost rope. and the Z’s are N’s. oh ok. cool.

ok again, the submarine. why is there a submarine. i cant handle that.

ok so what ive learnt is that the first two movies are probably the most cohesive, and at the stretch the first four are probably a decent set. basically, the first movie is fine, and you can watch any up until 4 with it still basically making sense (bar the FUcking Ghost Box???? what the fuck). decently cohesive on plot alone. the 3d jump for movie 4 is good reason to cut it out, but if you dont give a shit then thats fine, right.

everything after 4 is just a ??? ok.

a fucking submarine, REALLY

[comicteaparty]

January 18th, 2018 CTP Archive

The archive for the Comic Tea Party chat that occurred on January 18th, 2018, from 5PM - 7PM PST.  The chat focused on Chronicles of Fenaur by CalimonGraal.

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Good day everyone~! This week’s Comic Tea Party is now officially beginning. Today we are discussing Chronicles of Fenaur by CalimonGraal~! (http://chronicles.fenauriverse.moe/) For those new to CTP, discussions about the comic are freeform, so please feel free to bring up whatever you wish. However, every 30 minutes I will be dropping in a discussion question to help those who would like a prompt. These questions are totally OPTIONAL to answer so pay them no mind if you wish~! Remember, constructive criticism is allowed, but the primary focus here is to have fun and appreciate the amazing comics that the community makes~! Each chat a top comment will be picked and featured on an ad for this chat, so let’s have a great discussion~!

With that said, let us begin with this first question~!

QUESTION 1. What is your favorite scene in the comic so far and why?

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

The nightmare fuel

all of it

plus the naked boys

snuffysam

the scene where tai is shirtless

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

So far, the moment when Dezar sent everyone to the other world and Jamie was sent to the basement, I think it was a very well done sequence of things on and on

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

right outta the gate with that, ok well mine so far is the same as braves

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

brave is brave

tthe nightmare fuel doesn't phase her

dawgofdawgness

I gotta read this

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

psh

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I'm skimming for a bit just for some refresher

snuffysam

that scene was pretty wild. just imagine walking out of a basement and seeing everything just gone

including your family

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip fam

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

and the entire neighborhood around you

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

not only that but the houses were taken out directly

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

yeah jamie's face was particularly great in that moment of coming to see the destruction

Nattosoup

That is a really good scene, but I have to admit, my favorite is the opening, if only for Jamie's great expressions

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

oh hey Natto!

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Hm, I really liked the dinner scene the best. http://chronicles.fenauriverse.moe/comic/57 I feel like the depth of the situation she's in kinda hit her while realizing she doesn't have to be alone

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

she held it togather rather well considering everything that happened

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

More comics need dinner scenes

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

The scene with the space ship was funny tho

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yeah that was great

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

"What does this button do?" OOPS

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

It's all been a relatively short amount of time so I imagine just.. .the sheer feeling of being overwhelmed is what's keeping her from being a sobbing puddle

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

"how do i work ship"

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

"how to ship" "how to space"

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

how to ship by jamie step 1, you don't

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Ginley is so adorable

I like how she's so thoughtful of Jamie

mama ginley

Nattosoup

I second that @Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

she seems like such a sweetie

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

ginley is adorable, a little blue bean

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

aren't most of the characters in this comic adorable one way or antoher

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I like Tai cause I like kinda cold guys

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

tried to be realistic on how one would feel being swung into such a situation loool

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

yis

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i like that panel of ginley being like "im actually 53 years old" that is too perfect of an expression

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I know deep inside Tai is a cinnamon roll

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

maybe he is a cinnamon roll

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

cinnamon boys

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

yes that

she's 53

XD

MathTans the Pun Prince

Made it. ^.^ Yes, I liked the flying of the ship too.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

95% of him being a cinammon roll that got fucked up so bad hes cold to everyone now(edited)

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

lol

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

hi math~!

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

also ello Math

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Kope is so interesed in doing tests at Jamie tho o_o I don't trust him

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

its funny he's cold even tho his element is fire /shot

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

they just need to put tai into the microwave. thats how you deal with cold cinnammon rolls

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

No Rebel

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Ginley is my fav so far.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

That'll kill it(edited)

MathTans the Pun Prince

I'm looking forward to the tests. Could be inkblot tests.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

you madman

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Kopheru needs moar tests. But I wonder what kind of tests

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

KABO

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rebel no, when you microwave baked goods you need to put in a bowl of water too(edited)

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Yes

Give the cinnamon roll water too

he's thirsty

snuffysam

i know i am

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

math tests @Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

maybe he'll do some blood test and such

Unless he wants to find out something else

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Math tests? But what's he testing? ;3

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

o-or Kophe is not that nice......

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

"math" tests?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

i wonder what kind of tests indeed

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

ko needs to know eveyones limits and what not

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

quadratic equations

MathTans the Pun Prince

Eh heh, testing the math skills. Need to be able to triangulate where the villain is.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

pecs tests

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

best intro

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

the kind of tests thatll make tai peak around the corner and glare with his cinnamon roll intensity

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

ko's face, pure fuck off right there

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

loooooooool

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

maybe those are the tests. jamie knows the secret and must die now in a freak lab accident

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

GASP

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I wonder who's the passive tho

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

oh boy

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

ships

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

So, if Jamie's doing math tests and she's like, some incarnation of the protector of fenaur or whatnot

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Mhaaarz, she0s 54!

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

me when I see any of Cali's cahracters

snuffysam

we at the rampant shipping part of the chat already?

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

but brave, fish girl loli

MathTans the Pun Prince

First task is to define "Fenaur".

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

ALLL ABOARD

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

does this make her a derivative? So... If there's math tests... Are we calculating an instantaneous rate of change?

bad bad bad bad bad

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

sam, when it comes to cali's works shipping happens very often

MathTans the Pun Prince

Jamie's had everything already change for her.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

jk brave

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

i know

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

but they are adorable together

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

yus

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

they are

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

dammit who's the other sam in here

snuffysam

...me?

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

oh

hi I'm also sam

snuffysam

cool hi

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yeah them

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

loooool

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

huh

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

will the real same please stand up

sam*

/shot

snuffysam

i mean this isn't my real name so i guess kabo

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

XD

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yes jamie you're ordinary

MathTans the Pun Prince

Anyone ship Jamie with the ship?

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Kophe: "I imagined you more..... unordinary" Jamie: "whut"

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Jamie needed nekomimi

snuffysam

she's got a dang moon on her head

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

"i thought you would have four ears" "who the heck would have the need of four ears "

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

When you can't hear enough?

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

all the hearing

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

that is true

she does have a strange moon birthmark

:V

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

jamie shouldve really invested into sailor moon cosplaying

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

i think i had some sort of sailor moon-esque poster in her bedroom

MathTans the Pun Prince

"No, no, I'm sailor mercury, don't be fooled by the birthmark."

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

or i had the thought of doing that but didn't Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I like how Kophee said he'll run tests on her non-chalantly

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

i don't remember

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Oh, yeah, there it is http://chronicles.fenauriverse.moe/comic/5

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

sailor darkmoon, some one get on that

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

He just wants to make sure Jamie doesn't have blue blood

MathTans the Pun Prince

Yeah, it was nice to see her room and some normal stuff before the weirdness kicked in. Didn't happen too fast.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

>tests

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

feels

MathTans the Pun Prince

Until, y'know, it all happened.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

ooohhhh boy

Dat birthmark

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Ohh I see Sailor Moon now

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

ha

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

theres zage and krubby cameos

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

AAHHH

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

huh

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

omg

zage

where's yo hair?

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

the frog was kopheru's spy camera the whole time

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Captain Reference is dying over here

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

dun dun dun

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

does that count as cheating on Tai

lol

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

that would depend on the rules of their established relationship

did they agree not to see others

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

they're currently very close friends actually

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

so thus its not cheating

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Jamie has chance

brb I'm gonna grab something to eat

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

who knows, maybe future characters for jamie

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

yes

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

or does she have a chance

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I ship kophee and jamie

tai so jelly

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

heehee

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Kopheru's running tests to see if Jamie is going to get in the way of him and Tai

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Can i brush his ears

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

so is it a super alien lie detector test

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

so much shipping fodder in this comic, and not much has really happened

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

yes

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

gonna strap her up being like "Do you think Tai is attractive?"

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Cali make the ships happen

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

a ship already happened

jamie drove it

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

HA

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

there can be mroe than one

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

LOL

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

i don't think they can fit more than one giant ship at the base

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

jamie didnt drive it tho. kopheru did with science

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

oh yeah

joke failed

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

inb4 kopheru is the ultimate antagonist who has been pulling the strings all along

MathTans the Pun Prince

It was on autopilot. That was a nice touch.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

how could you call this pretty face evil

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

I WANNA HUG HIM

MathTans the Pun Prince

"I flew the ship!" "It was set to come here."

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

cali, you draw many evil pretty faces

we can call that evil too easily

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

yes

yes

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

inb4 ginley was also in on it. never trust the nice ones

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

gasp

both mamas of the group being evil

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

NO, BLUE BEAN WOULD NEVER

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

how can it be so

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

plot twist

everyone is evil

MathTans the Pun Prince

Was there a cast page somewhere? I's so bad with remembering who's who. >.<

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

everyone is evil? Makes sense. fenaur is hell :'3

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

http://chronicles.fenauriverse.moe/characters

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

;3

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yep

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

thank Cali

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

its not entirely finished but ye

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

what, Ginley being evil?!

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

man character description goes here is a very detailed descrip, cali

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

the face of evil

MathTans the Pun Prince

Thx Cali. (Oh right, that Ginley.)

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I think Kopheru is evil

snuffysam

hot take of the century: dezar is evil

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

always the evil scientist huh

MathTans the Pun Prince

Because of the monocle?

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

he has all the evil traits

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

oh hey this character profile for tai spoils kai

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

wrong face lmao

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

might wanna fix that cali

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

i purposely put that there lol

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

to be fair idk how much of a spoiler kai is tho XD

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yeah

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

oh that

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

he's actually coming up real soon

MathTans the Pun Prince

Who was the one who sent Jamie off in the ship again?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

Kinna

a guardian

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

oh rly

MathTans the Pun Prince

Right. Very suspicious.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

sub god pretty much

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

Kinna the vague is her official name /shot

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

the good sub god

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Kinna looks kind of similar to Zage's species

does that mean Zage's species are closer to God in a way? or descendants?

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

QUESTION 2. After some moping around, Jamie resolves to train and save her parents. Do you think she’s truly emotionally sound or is she hiding everything and doomed to have a breakdown? Will she pick up on the training or will she find out she’s ill-suited? What sort of training will she even experience? Do you think she will succeed in saving her parents or will it end in failure? Speaking of all this, what role will the guardian Darzak have in Jamie’s failure or success?

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

i think that might be a coincedence

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Dat face shape

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

woops sorry rebel lol

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Hmmm

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

well jamie is definlty going to need to get stronger, honestly she shoundlt go out there in her current shape, its not enought for what shes going up against

snuffysam

I think she'll have several breakdowns in the future. Doesn't mean she won'

t get stronger

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

many breakdowns, yes

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Jamie's doomed to have a breakdown before Darzak shows up and gives her a "you have the power" speech. But Jamie's gonna have a looong road ahead of her before she can go after Dezar, I think

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I think Jamie is truly emotional about the entire thing happening, she's going to train and all but, honestly, I think she'll fail somehow. But i have the feeling it won't be completely her fault that she might fail

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Also, Jamie's mom? totally gonna die, based on the hair style alone. XD

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Jamie is bottling up currently, so the breakdowns will go against her

lool true

Nattosoup

whoa, gosh, that's a lotta questions hidden in one question! 1. Given the fact that she's 16, she's probably not really prepared to emotionally handle all this- it really is a lot at once. Having a breakdown sooner is probably better than later, because then people will better know how to help her. I hope for her sake she's naturally suited to her training, since she's already juggling so much, it would at least be one thing that wasn't a struggle. 3. I think she will eventually succeed in saving her parents, but of course the hero's journey has lots and ups and downs, so I assume there'll be a couple false tries in there, or maybe a couple failures while she builds up her skills and her strength.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

poor mom

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Yea

MathTans the Pun Prince

She hasn't broken down yet, though it's been a bit close, she's just needed processing time. I think the trouble might come if she's given too much time, to actually realize how dire things are.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

she might be... I figured a training will trigger some kind of trauma within her

MathTans the Pun Prince

Maybe juggling is part of her training, Natto.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

heehee

when does the breakdown hppen

Nattosoup

I'm sure it'd be useful bonus training, and then maybe she can juggle knives

MathTans the Pun Prince

That's a good intimidation tactic. Don't mess with the girl who can juggle knives.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

lol

What else cna she juggle

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

idk if id trust the warriors to be able to help her, natto. if only because while theyve tried to make her feel welcome, i dont think they themselves have a good grasp or understanding on what shes going through. cause they arent the aliens, she is and she's solo in that endeavor at the moment

so if she does breakdown i dont fully trust them to be the ones to pull her out or help that much

but thats not bad, just means she gotta find that inner strength

MathTans the Pun Prince

Interesting point. They can't even give her ice cream or anything, they have weird foods.

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

You know, maybe Jamie'll throw everything into a battle, before realizing it's all futile and having her breakdown. She does something terrible, that she can't take back... Aaaaaaaand then Ginley forgives her. :'3

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yus, they don't know the feeling of being stuck on an alien planet lol

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

yay they're friends now! :3

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Ginley is best

:'3

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

F R I E N D S

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Mama Ginley loves her adopted children

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Yup, they won't be able to become a good emotional support for Jamie for when she gets the breakdown

also they kinda treat her as DarkMoon

not as Jamie

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

everyone else is grump to jamie's failure but ginley is like lets snuggle and have hot cocoa poor child

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

did someone say

hot cocoa

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yes

you can clearly see that(edited)

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

yeah thats a great point brave. theyre seeing her more as her past incarnation i think

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

They don't understand she's another person this life, that will give troubles

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Ginley is the most accomodating one

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

ginley is best mom

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

yis

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

best tiny mama

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

topmom

MathTans the Pun Prince

Agree, good point. Wonder if Jamie should read up on her past incarnation? Would that help or make it worse?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

worse

snuffysam

well for starters, something bad must have happened for a new incarnation to even be required

so that won't be fun to read

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I suppose The Fenaur warriors have very high expectations of her

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yeah

snuffysam

second, i doubt trying to be someone she isn't would be helpful in any way

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

they might think Jamie can fight and all

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

i can imagine they'd have very high expectaions

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

when they realize she can't do anything of that, they might change, get upset and stuff like that

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

poor jamie

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I can see Tai flipping about it

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

-_-

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

or just get crushed by the realality of that

MathTans the Pun Prince

True, true... I guess I was wondering if it would help to not reinvent the wheel or whatever. But Jamie doesn't need extra trauma.

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

"WE ARE DOOMED! She doesn't have all her powers as DarkMoon! What will we do when they come after us?!"

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

yeah i am interested at least to see if they comment on it when the training starts. are like man i miss darkmoon

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

"I was promised DarkMoon, not this"(edited)

MathTans the Pun Prince

"....but you;re cool too1"

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Tai would be harsh for sure

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

the harshest

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Ginley would try to still have some hope in Jamie becoming Darkmoon

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

what is Light Moon

or Light Sun

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

where did you get that?

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Ginley will be like no you're being too harsh on Moonie

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

its also a bit difficult for them cause they're not used to her being a human instead of the thing she was before

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Jamie: STOP CALLING ME DARKMOON runs away to the forest

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip jamie

MathTans the Pun Prince

We humans are confusing creatures.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yep

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Jamie will get mad being compared to whoever her previoius reincarnation is

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

as anyone would

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

lol

was her previous incarnation Light Sun?

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

no, it was darkmoon(edited)

snuffysam

pretty sure it was dark moon yeah

thats pretty explicitly said

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i cant wait to meet darzak and darzak is also like "man i miss the real dark moon"

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Darzak appears and be like who is this wimpy girl

snuffysam

the real dark moon had great one-liners! she was fun at parties!

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

loooooooool

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

and wasn't human

now they got jamie

its almost like a hand-me-down super person

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

or maybe darzak will be best dad. be like "nah its okay dark moon actually sucked. i mean dark moon is dead so...."

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

lmao

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

oh dear, won't that suck XD

"Your fate's basically gonna be the same, but it's okay kiddo. You'll be born again"

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

and again and again

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

ooh Kabo

MathTans the Pun Prince

Did DarkMoon have to go through training?

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

and again and again and again and again and again and again

what about LightSun

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

probably mat

there is no light sun

thats not a thing

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

it was a joke

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

you kept bringing it up i couldn't tell

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

inb4 it becomes a future character

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

darkmoon might've been easier to train than jamie

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I mean everyone has to go to training

<.<

MathTans the Pun Prince

Wondering if results will be inevitably compared.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

>.>

MathTans the Pun Prince

"Your pulse is too fast. Calm down."

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

"but i can't calm myself"

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I suppose Darkmoon is like this cool person who can do things effortless(edited)

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

very cool

with glasses

sunglasses

snuffysam

i mean, how long has it been since they had to train someone new? presumably dark moon was at least 40 before she died, right?

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

for extra darkness

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

probably older

they age very slow

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

to be fair tho is it ever explicitly stated they trained dark moon

MathTans the Pun Prince

DarkMoon used to wear sunglasses at night.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

fair point rebel

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

maybe dark moon trained them

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

i used to do that too

never too dark for me

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

Darkmoon didn't live for very long

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

>level 88

holy ship

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

gasp

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip moonie

MathTans the Pun Prince

Napples is shocked at this line of questioning.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

lol

RIP moon

snuffysam

compared to the rest of them who are in their 50s? or like... she was a teenager or something

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

had to open my massive fenauriverse Timeline to remember when she died lmao

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip

MathTans the Pun Prince

Right, sometimes I forget their age.

Ooooh, massive timeline exists, cool.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

she also didn't particularly

have an age

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

what

how does something not have an age

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

she was mentally a teenager

yes

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

no, how

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

sips soda in spoiler land who knows delta, who knows

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

REBEL DON'T YOU TEASE THIS

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

SODA

SHARE

MathTans the Pun Prince

"How old was she?" "She was... old enough."

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

SHARE THE SODA

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

she only lived for 2 years

MathTans the Pun Prince

But they were a long 2 years.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

rip soda girl

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

but she was very important to them

thus the trying to welcome her back into the fenaur warriors

(edited)

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

actually gonna say, surprised their memories are still so attached just because id assume she was gone for as old as jamie is. and 16 years is a long time

snuffysam

well then, jamie is like 8x as powerful, right? given how much longer she managed to survive

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

QUESTION 3. Though we’ve met the Fenaur warriors, we’ve yet to learn a lot about them in the course of the story. How do you think the warriors formed and for what purpose? Why do you think the group is so small and/or was the group larger in the past? How do they know Jamie’s past incarnation? Lastly, which warrior are you most intrigued to learn more about?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

considering Jamie was on earth not on fenaur for those 16 years lol

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

I'm gonna take my leave for a bit

if I don't come back, thanks for having this CTP! (edited)

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

mmmm yes fenaur warriors

snuffysam

if there weren't more members in the past, kai's personality would be a bit silly

MathTans the Pun Prince

The group is small because having powers is at a premium, maybe. It all comes down to a few people.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

yes

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Darkmoon trained them

:V

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

probably they were a smaller group originally

snuffysam

didn't the group lose a few people, and that's why kai is so grumpy? so if some people were lost, there must have been more people in the past

MathTans the Pun Prince

They went into the forest and remain lost to this day.

snuffysam

they're dead, jim

well i suppose one of them got better

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

there were more people in the past

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

they're all ded aren't they

O_O

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

probably

MathTans the Pun Prince

They're pining for the fjords.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

or just left

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

dead

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

welp

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

"Tai is the leader of the Fenaur Warriors, who attempted to retire years ago but the deaths of the new leader and another member made him take the role once more. "

snuffysam

@MathTans the Pun Prince well, I suppose I'd better get a replacement then!

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

that is from tai's chara profile

MathTans the Pun Prince

Extended vacations.

snuffysam

<brings jamie>

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

Tai's grumpy cause he tried to retire as leader before

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

"i'm too old for this shit" - probably tai in the future

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Tai goes to retire

next leader dies

Tai returns to service

rinse and repeat

snuffysam

maybe dark moon was supposed to be the new leader?

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

i can see that

snuffysam

she was pretty young, but she seems well respected among the warriors

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

well to be fair dark moon is connected to the creator so you have to respect someone like that

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

too bad about the sudden case of death

MathTans the Pun Prince

Is Tai getting paid extra then? Hm, are any of them getting paid, or do they do this out of the goodness of their hearts? (And the chance to experiement on people. I like Kopheru.)

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

they're not getting paid lol

God King of Mecha, Time

how do they get food then

snuffysam

they got a house though, so thats nice

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

voluntary work

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

barter, stealing, growing it themselves?

snuffysam

do they have to pay rent?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

probably hunting and might have a greenhouse somewhere in the base

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

thats how they keep losing members. cannibalism

MathTans the Pun Prince

O.o

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

I came back to cannibalism

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

perfect timing brave

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

looooooool

MathTans the Pun Prince

They keep eating cannibis?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yes thats how they stayed sane for so long

smoking pot

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

so that's how they make magic

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

no wonder they don't get any work done then mat(edited)

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

LOL

MathTans the Pun Prince

It's what's in the greenhouse.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

i have a picture of them when they formed the fenaur warriors

if you want to see

snuffysam

yes

please

MathTans the Pun Prince

Hopefully they get paid in rewards or the being able to look young or praise from citizens.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

internet still being semi-slow rip

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip ko, freshly lost eye

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

ginley so adorable hugs ginley

snuffysam

or he just preferred the bandage look

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

ginley is always adorable

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Kophe looks so young

MathTans the Pun Prince

Oh my. o.o I don't think I even realized Kopheru couldn't take off the eyepiece due to vision issues.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yeah he replaced the lost eye with a bionic eye

which is what the eyepiece is

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

robo eye, best eye

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

it's so he can scan the others bodies for anything

MathTans the Pun Prince

Learning things by studying The Borg.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

like parasites and hidden injuries and etc

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

but thats no fun

if your gonna have a have robo eye you gotta trick that shit out(edited)

MathTans the Pun Prince

Though that's a handy skill, the scanning.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

needs more lasers

MathTans the Pun Prince

Add X-Ray vision. For looking at people in their underthings.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

mat plz

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i hope it really creeps jamie out at some point. shes like "how did you know i was injured" and kopheru just says straight faced "oh i scanned you"

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

gasp

Kophee would never do that

<.<

>.>

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

also notice joah has actual arms

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

O_O

omg

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yep, no robo arms yet

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

also ginley so adorbs

is it ginley?

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

yes

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

oh no

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

he had to relearn how to control his earth powers with his robo arms

MathTans the Pun Prince

I guess the event that decimated the group also had consequences for them.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

earth metal bending

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rip rehab for powers

yes mharz, metal bending his arms

snuffysam

so dark moon definitely wasn't a founding member, given that she's not here. nor was the other person that was lost.

MathTans the Pun Prince

Relearning powers is a skill Jamie could make use of.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

they joined later yes

it was after a big war

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

big war you say, thats never good

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

that may or may not have costed joah's arms

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

welp, got cool robo arms out of it

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

omg ginley was so cute and little

>late to the party

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

the pain probably knocked him out

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

tiny 13 year old ginley

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

seems a little young for war service

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

cause when i form warriors, i always pick the 13 year olds

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

she never grew since that age

height limit reached

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

hey, in Ginley's defense, I haven't grown since I was 13 either XD

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

omg cuties

yeah i'm back

snuffysam

'sup

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

nothin much

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

XD

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

ginley's race are that small anyway

so she's technically adult height

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

yis

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

lmao

snuffysam

that's a good question though. how were the warriors chosen? was ginley just insanely talented at that age?

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

yeah i was about to say her species is just super tiny

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

a race of water beans, yes we need more

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Imagine them suddenly emerging from the waters

all looking like ginley

MathTans the Pun Prince

I wonder if we will meet others of their races?

Or see pictures in books?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

they weren't chosen

they banded together themselves

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

so they each went "fuck all this bad shit, lets kill it and bring good shit"

that right?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yus basically

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

just gonna put out a reminder, fenaur is a shit hole planet. so umm everybody at risk for dying anyway

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

cool

MathTans the Pun Prince

They were trapped in a greenhouse on the same day. Decided to have a club.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

LOL math

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

math?

MathTans the Pun Prince

Fenaur still technologically superior to us though.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

In MY comics?

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I'm curious why Ginley split and became a fenaur warrior

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

will say that they banded together in response to "The Dark Apocalypse"

which was a huge disaster that occured

many years ago

snuffysam

thats a pretty big name to drop lol

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

its the reason why the planet looks the way it is

MathTans the Pun Prince

All were very upset that it didn't turn out like "The Happy Apocalypse". False advertising.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

LOL

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

PFT

MathTans the Pun Prince

"There were supposed to be unicorns." "Whelp, nope."

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

what would a happy apocalypse even look like

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

everyone die will smoking weed

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

MLP

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

rainbows killing everything rebel

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

ah well that sounds pleasant. as long as someone is screaming "Taste the rainbow, motherfucker."

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

people explode into bubbles

snuffysam

the rivers will run red with cherries

MathTans the Pun Prince

I think that's what the Morgan Freeman voiceover says, Rebel.

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

every person exploding comes out confetti from inside

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

killer rainbow

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

but anyway, yes, the dark apocalypse. very bad thing. made planet bad

rolls around in spoilerland cali halp why do i know things

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

not fun times

MathTans the Pun Prince

I wonder if "dark moon" and "dark apocalypse" is coincidence.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Rebel knows everything

O_O

snuffysam

explains why we haven't seen many other people on this planet yet, at least

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

but there are

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

and ginley is with the fenaur warriors cus she was found by joah

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

of-screen

O_O

MathTans the Pun Prince

Theory: Everyone else is actually invisible.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

oooh

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

fenaur is not heavily populated you could say

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

rat boy found her huh

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

cali do you think one of your maps would be a spoiler?

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I don't think so?

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

QUESTION 4. Throughout the story others reveal that Jamie is the true target, as her connection to Fenaur’s creator makes her the hope of the planet. However, little else is revealed about the enemy Dezar’s motivations. Why is destroying the hope of planet Fenaur important to Dezar? Is Dezar working alone or is he just a puppet for someone else? Is going after Jamie personal or is it “business?” Is destroying Jamie indeed the true goal or is there something else planned for her? Is Dezar telling the truth that the parents and everyone can go free if Jamie cooperates? What other theories do you have about the antagonist(s)?

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I doubt Dezar would let them go

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Because Dezar's a jerk

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

sits in spoiler land no idea rebel

MathTans the Pun Prince

I figured Dezar would come up. I think it's a "business" thing. Maybe Dezar wants everyone to leave the planet, start over somewhere else, but others don't. So needs to destroy the hope, so they can move on.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

by the look on his face, he seems reluctant in kidnapping them

so yeah I think it's a business thingy

snuffysam

i guess dezar wants to conquer what little population there is left, and he needs to destroy everyone's hope to do that?

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i guess the map wouldnt be a spoiler since it is just posted on the site.

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Considering Dezar appears on Psychteria, we can think he doesn't work alone, better say, he works for someone else. So either it concerns him or not, he'll go after Jamie. I don't really think... rather, Dezar might want to believe that's what will happen to the parents and rest of ppl in there

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

which map though

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

the one you have on your site

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

psychteria's or CoF's

oh

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

since psychteria's is close enough

snuffysam

this one? http://fenauriverse.moe/world-info/

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

yes

MathTans the Pun Prince

Dezar got lonely. Wanted some house guests. Once Jamie shows up for tea time, he won't need her parents or all the rest to chat with any more.

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

as you can see there is much desolation thus not a huge population

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I'm baffled where Dezar took the buildings(edited)

snuffysam

lol why is the warriors base in literally the worst place?

if you're in End Land maybe consider moving

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

CoF is really the story of dezar's quest for a pleasant tea time XD

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

TEA

MathTans the Pun Prince

Mharz: Good point. Could he be able to miniaturalize things?

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

they wouldn't expect a force group in the worst place ever!

just strategy

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

cus the people was in some kind of prison

but where did he hide the houses

O_O

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

he hid them in his backyard(edited)

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

PFT

all stacked up

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

there was also pets that got caught up in the transportation laser lol

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

Dezar wanted a new house but didn't want to buy one

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

don't see them

Queen Brave ✨Hikari✨ shinybean

so like this he has plenty houses to choose from

MathTans the Pun Prince

looks at map peers a bit suspiciously at Tombs

Dezar wanted to be in real estate when he was young.

Dezar is also possibly good at stalking.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

<.<

snuffysam

here's a question- why does dezar specifically want to kidnap jamie? after all, if he wanted to kill her (to kill the hope), he would have used a destroy laser rather than a transportation laser...

MathTans the Pun Prince

Given how Jamie was found.

snuffysam

does he need her energy or something like that?

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

It might be cus there's a chance Darkmoon will get reincarnated to another person?

MathTans the Pun Prince

Maybe it can only be done at certain days of the year to work.

SirDelta God King of Mecha, Time

well she is connected to kinna, so who knows what they could do with that power

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

also yes brave its possible he's working for someone

🎵Tenor🎶

-Slides in like a bat out of hell-

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

it might be better to keep her alive instead of endlessly looking for the reincarnation

over and over

O_O

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

HI TENOR

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

ya know in retrospect its a good thing dezar didnt succeed cause now jamie has darzak which means two creator connected powers for the price of one

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

ARE YOU JOINING US

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

hi tenor~!

🎵Tenor🎶

YES

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

yaaay

🎵Tenor🎶

SORRY WAS AWAY SICK :(

-SCROLLS UP TO GET QUESTIONS-

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

aww

rebel should pin the questions

<.<

MathTans the Pun Prince

Dezar is working for Kinna. It's all a massive plot.

snuffysam

not like it's a hard rule to follow the questions

everyone is secretly working for everyone else, and nobody realizes it

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yus

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

it's not but at least it's a guide for a convo

it's true we tend to stray from the questions

🎵Tenor🎶

Q1: Favorite scene: Honestly love the introduction of the warriors. It's overwhelming yet still informative and really helps seeing everything through Jamie's eyes at the moment, the poor thing :<<< Really helped that "Well shit now what" feeling I'm sure she's got at this point in the story

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i can start pinning them if ppl really want but as snuffysam says the questions are just sort of prompts and not hard guidelines

MathTans the Pun Prince

Dezar and Kinna ship.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

gasp

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

omg

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i like that point, tenor. i did enjoy that it was overwhelming in a way that capture jamie's feelings nods

🎵Tenor🎶

Q2: I do believe the reaction is a reaction based on not knowing your options. She's young, this seems the only answer there is to do. Do I believe there's a future breakdown? Oh many. :D Because while this might be the only thing keeping her from snapping now doesn't mean it's not gunna get worse for the poor thing. Personally I hope it's a case of the training does have bumps just because I'd like to see the warriors have way more an influence on her. She's new to this - the warriors have been doing this shit for years, so I'd love to see that natural reflection in the story. On the parents: OH DON'T GET ME STARTED I'M STILL PISSED AT MOM LET'R ROT /shot.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

so much feels

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

gasp a tenor

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Dezar kills her family, Jamie goes unleash super power(edited)

🎵Tenor🎶

gaep a me

gasp*

And yeah I know while the questions are just a guideline it also saves a lot more time and gives me something to contribute instead of trying to catch up to nearly 2 hours of content and just dumbly nodding my head.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

Jamie turns to adult

🎵Tenor🎶

Which I imagine might be worse for those with social anxiety ;)

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

ill start pinning the questions for future chats then

MathTans the Pun Prince

Jamie was her own mother the whole time.

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

assumingiremember

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

rip

Math that's not possible

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

likes the idea of Jamie using moves learned from being trained by the warriors

🎵Tenor🎶

3. Common denominator of "Well shit now what" is how they formed I bet /shot. Okay no seriously, typically in war scenerios you become associates through combat not because you want to, but because you need to. I'm not sure yet how to think about her past mostly because I want to imagine they've all been around forever and just "UGH THIS WAITING SHIT IS DULL". Most Intrigued Warrior: Snake baby whose name I can't spell /sorry Cali OTL. BUT FAVORITES ARE MOM AND DAD WARRIORS SUCH CUTES. :D

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

snake baby the coma boy?

🎵Tenor🎶

IDK if he counts as a warrior.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

not yet at least

🎵Tenor🎶

Then I'm counting him /shot

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

being they just found him in a coma

looooool

🎵Tenor🎶

Your talks here really have me curious about him

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

also you can call him just Shou

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

:0

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

oh rly

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

he's in the thanksgiving wallpaper

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

DAT HAIR

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

ooooh

MathTans the Pun Prince

Cali, out of curiosity, do you find it difficult writing a sort of prequel comic? Or is it all the same to you?

🎵Tenor🎶

Q4: I have no idea on Dezar's motives other than: Dude you destroyed/moved an entire city and missed the basement levels bruh, IDK what little you knew of Earth architecture to make sure there was no possible way to miss CONSIDERING THE RADIUS OTHERWISE but- But no based on that I don't think destroying her is either A: The goal, or B: Dezar is being ordered to but doesn't want to so does the absolute "bare minimum" to make it seem like he's doing his job

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

its more difficult since i'm rewriting what was essentially my very first story lmao

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

im sorry tenor but that last bit makes me picture dezar as a minimum wage employee working at like target stocking shelves at a pace of one item per minute

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

LOL

aw if i had my tablet pen i'd draw him in a store uniform stocking shelves

🎵Tenor🎶

Rebel: I mean. He's got the expression of someone who's 500% done with the world's shit

if that's not a retail worker IDk what is /shotshotshot

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

and he more or less has the same expression in psychteria

MathTans the Pun Prince

Ahhh, interesting.

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

which is decades later than CoF

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

so weve established dezar is the min wage employee

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Lol

MathTans the Pun Prince

Dezar kidnapped the people to have some customers?

🎵Tenor🎶

Boss said to raise sales

he's paid by commission

sooo /shot

MathTans the Pun Prince

"You can go if Jamie buys all the goods."

🎵Tenor🎶

xDDD

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Wait, is Dezar still... in the situation he's in from Hunter?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

he's not in that business yet

lol

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

:'3

welp

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

CoF came before HoF

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

I feel like I remember there being a timeline floatin' around somewhere

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i like how kabo phrased that "in the situation" so delicate XD

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

so it was waaay after that?

MathTans the Pun Prince

Dezar eventually leaves retail work, gets into real estate. Sells buildings with no basements.

🎵Tenor🎶

WHEEZE

I mean, what else ya gunna do with all that?

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

HoF takes place 9 years before Psychteria

lol

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

Dezar becomes a real estate mogul

then is locked in a laboratory of one of the people he sold land to

🎵Tenor🎶

oh god a sales person with that look.

MathTans the Pun Prince

Jamie needs to stop him before he gives people subprime mortgages.

🎵Tenor🎶

Intimidation factor to his stats

"You will buy this house"

Kabocha, Marquess of ✨Sparkle✨

It's a deal to die for

🎵Tenor🎶

Literally

snuffysam

the date is listed underneath the comics on the main site. CoF is 39 years before HoF, HoF is 8 years before psychteria

or at least their start dates are that far apart

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

yeah

MathTans the Pun Prince

I wonder if we'll see more cutaways to what the antagonists are doing.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Yeah indeed

MathTans the Pun Prince

Is interesting.

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

on snap two mins left

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

was having trouble trying to count ty sam lmao

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

XD

snuffysam

lol np

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

dezar got so many years of min wage employment left

Deity Cali of 💤SPEEDS🎨

so imagine how old the fenaur warriors must be

in psychteria

lool

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

ancient

🎵Tenor🎶

xDD

If Mom's not like 80% robot by that point I'll be saaed.

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

they're great grandparents

MathTans the Pun Prince

Dezar seems to be getting paid more than the Fenaur Warriors though. Might explain why the fighting.

🎵Tenor🎶

LOL

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

i wonder if i have that hypothetical old lady ginley doodle somewhere XD

🎵Tenor🎶

The FWs are the union workers

They're all on strike

Lady Mharz of ✨Pretty Women✨

I wonder if Jamie's mom knows something

she seem to know something

O_O

🎵Tenor🎶

Which is why Dezar's pissed he's picking up all their damn work

Superjusting of ✨Time🕑&Space☄✨

Of course

MathTans the Pun Prince

Mharz: Good point. Knew to get Jamie in the basement. Maybe there was a prophecy.

✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨

Unfortunately, the scheduled Comic Tea Party is now complete~! Thank you everyone so much for joining this week’s chat~! That being said, if you would like to continue discussing the comic, we encourage you to do so~! We want to give a big thank you to CalimonGraal, as well, for volunteering Chronicles of Fenaur for our reading queue. If you liked the comic, please be sure to support Cali’s efforts. If you have questions, concerns, or suggestions about CTP, please feel free to PM me, or e-mail me at rebelvampire@startfaire.com.

With that said, next week’s Comic Tea Party will focus on Friends or Lovers? by Emma Itoh. Please use this week to read as much of the comic as you would like. Hope to see you next Thursday (January 25th) from 5PM to 7PM PST~! Until then~! Comic: https://tapas.io/series/friendsorlovers