#Musesofmaya

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Embracing, not embarrassed

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Mountains and valleys.

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Anti depressant withdrawal symptom no one prepared me for: horny all the time.

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Naps are the best part of adulthood

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Obsessed

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I found myself drowning in the moments of silence,

Between each breath of your words,

But when I opened my eyes,

I saw the depths of the ocean in your eyes,

Cold, dark and full of uncertainty,

I thank you now,

For teaching me how to swim.

-- musesofmaya

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Perhaps you're the reason why love doesn't feel like it's enough

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🍓💋

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Piercings when you're angry, impulsive and emotional just hit different.

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24 days......

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The "List"

Leader; Can initiate and carry a conversation, leads and follows the conversation without judgement and superiority. Can initiate and respond to bids for attention, can initiate plans and follow through.

Intentional; Thinks before they speak, knowing the weight words and sentences can bear and that they can also open to interpretation. Knows what they value, want, desire and need. Chooses those paths that align with their intentions.

Safe; secure in themselves, and a desire to make sure those around them are not made to feel small, belittled or underminded. Ability to make me feel safe.

Decisive; Follows through, makes plans and commits. Doesn't create multiple options and scenarios and then fails to act on any of them.

God fearing; this one is self explanatory, but someone who has a genuine relationship/attachment with God, in any way, such that they know, no good deed goes unnoticed, the same with any bad deed.

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Last night I found myself standing in my mother's front yard, completely alone.

N was scared of me, so she didn't want to come home with me.

Ive given N enough people to talk to, but kept no one for myself.

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Watched Shiddat.

All the regrets.

Will take a year to recover.

Fucking Bollywood.

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It's as if,

Love pours from my eyes,

Masking the tears of my broken heart,

It's as if,

I've become an endless well,

Born to give and only give.