#Mel says 'they must have had help from someone up here' and the camera pans to her mom

[three-chan]

This is a blatant plant with such heavy foreshadowing, I don't know how I missed it on the first watch.

[naturaldisasterfanfiction]

36. Part 4

To think I was going to attempt to put make up on, oh no. I got my hair up in a bun, shades on. Sneakers, sweatpants, and hoodie, I am not about to dress up for nothing. I’ve been living like this for so long that I am not used to it but I enjoy the fact I can dress like this, so even attempting to get dressed was a no for me. I mean I did even prep my face for foundation, I was ready but no. I’m going as I am, a mess of course. I cannot wait till Yusuf touches my hair; he will not be impressed with the mess atop of my head at the moment. Seeing the suitcases gathered up in the lobby, counting them as I got to the bottom of the steps “you are telling me we have nine suitcases” seeing Jen rolling another one over “ten now, kids you know. Remember the time we had one suitcase” I do, this is a lot ��also Dennis has a few” nodding my head “ok, we may need a bigger jet for this” furrowing my eyebrows “on it already, we have a bigger jet. Tina booked it already, she knew” nodding my head “ok good, is everything packed now? I mean everything besides the dog, is the house sitter here?” Jen laughed, she can see me worrying “she is, follow me. Don’t worry we have prepped her. She knows, she’s signed papers and everything” walking behind Jen following her to the living room, let’s see this house sitter, I hope she doesn’t do anything stupid “look at us all, going on a adventure” I laughed, my team is all ready to go” I laughed saying “I can’t believe how much shit we got this time around, things have changed so much!” Jah spat, he isn’t wrong “this is Faith, the house sitter. She is currently in Oxford university and does this” she gasped seeing me “I mentally prepared myself but still, I’m not ready. I love you so much” she got up from the couch “nice to meet you” I was going to shake her hand, but she hugged me “oh god, pleasure is all mine. And I wouldn’t ever air this out to a soul, no way. You deserve queen” I laughed out, she is sweet “Tina and Jen have told you everything, just keep Zeus company, he likes hugs. There will be cleaners attending, we will let you know. But pretty much, have fun” I chuckled “thank you” she is thanking me, I should be thanking her to be sitting in this home alone.

I really don’t want to leave London, like I don’t but here we are “I know mom” she is staring at me “just call him, then give me the phone ok” walking back into the living room “Chris can you put Aeko’ coat on and Fenty’ then we can go, the car is outside” I feel like everything is so hectic, like everything is everywhere. I have to make sure I have everything for Fenty, it is different now. I have had moments where I just walked out with my phone and card, now it’s like the baby bag, the milk, the diapers, the change of clothes “stroller, has someone taken that? I want that just in case please!” I shouted; someone will do it “got it!” Tina shouted “Faith, hi. If anything, you need anything then please call Tina, we can resolve it. If there is any packages to come, she will let you know. Just have a nice time but do call, if you forget a passcode, I do still so I know you might” she stared at me in awe “oh course Mrs Brown” I was taken aback by that, I have not had someone call me Mrs Brown before, like this is new to me “oh, yeah” I breathed out smiling “Robbie” my mom held her phone out, taking the phone from my mom “what is it, you are banished from my life and you know that” walking off with the phone “I have missed hearing your voice, look. Seeing this go on, seeing what dad did to you. I am hurting for you, yes. I have done dumb shit but that is in house, I wouldn’t do what dad did. That is personal, I want to apologise” shaking my head “it’s not me you need to do that too Rorrey and you know that it’s my husband. If you can manage to get through him then whatever, you need to realise Rorrey. If you are for me then you are in my circle if not then fuck off, you’re my blood so I am calmer, but I swear, if you weren’t. This wouldn’t be even happening” he needs to realise that “and before you even try and speak to Chris, I don’t want you to start saying sorry and then you find this out” Rorrey cut me off “you have Aeko at the home, I know. I read it, it’s not worth losing my sister, I was being egotistical. To see your hurt words, like it hurt me. I just fucked up yeah” maybe he is telling the truth “well right now we are trying to leave for London so give it three hours or so then call back ok” I am leaving this to Chris, if Chris wants to forgive then that is fine, but I am not getting involved.

Fenty is wrapped up asleep in the car seat, we made it outside the home. Jah forgot something so he went running back inside so yeah, we are delayed. Looking across me at Aeko in his car seat looking out of the window, his blankie in hand and a toy car in the other. He is so sweet, I swear this is a whole mission to move now “got it!” Jah shouted, Aeko smiled at Jah “see you on the jet babies” rolling my eyes “let’s go bro!” Chris shouted at the driver “I am drained” I breathed out, my mom chuckled “it’s been busy Robbie, not used to such drama” my mom is not wrong, neither am I “I think it’s because I had to care what was packed, I had to make sure things were done. I needed to make sure this was packed, it’s not like I want to be the type of person where I will just buy clothes in every country I go too, I mean Barbados is different, I will leave clothes there. I can’t wait to take Fenty there, she will adore that place. We could go after California actually” that sounds like a plan to me “oh yes, the family are wanting you to come. Yes, we should go Barbados!” my mom sounds so excited “we can do that then, once Chris decides on what he wants to do with himself” looking over at him, he rubbed his face “I am thinking” he looks stressed “Chris, we are going California right. What you need to do there, you need to do it. I am not telling you what to do but if your life is here then just think” I want him to get rid of the home “but don’t you think California is best for work? You know it is” here he goes “they come to me Chris, as you can see. My team is here, with me. They come to me, we aren’t going back and forth on this and I swear, you switch up on me. I am going to be so mad” he will be testing me “you never trust me” he mumbled “you yes, but you’re seeing the idiot friends of yours, have you told them you’re coming?” Chris laughed, he laughed because he has “I suppose, they been asking so I just said it to them” rolling my eyes, I hate his friend so much. They anger me to the point where I take it out on Chris, I am just angered by their ways because they are horrid.

When Tina said she got a bigger jet I think she meant a plane, this is huge. I mean we only needed half of that but then again we have a lot of luggage with us, I don’t know but I don’t mind it. It’s been a while since I have seen a jet, I am excited for it but I wish it was Barbados instead of California anyways. Both of the kiddies are asleep, car journeys really be making them sleep, good for us I guess “I expect the kids to fall asleep, look at you big baby” Chris rubbed his eyes laughing “London is horrible for traffic, I mean why the fuck do they just be honking for no reason” the door got slid open for us, I got Fenty ear protectors because I didn’t want the loud sound to wake her “you get out first” I said to Chris, moving the blanket back from the car seat to see if Fenty is actually asleep and she is. Chris got out of the car first, getting up from my seat and reaching over. Pulling Aeko’ hood up on his head, it’s a little cold out there “you take him Chris, I will be behind you. Don’t come back down, Mel will help me get Fenty out” Chris frowned, like I just told him to leave and never come back “I will be on there, stop the face” least Aeko is asleep still, nothing will wake him up looks like. Seeing the rows of cases being loaded onto the jet, I swear I think I have done the most with this, but we are there for a while.

Rubbing my daughter’ back, she is fed and is now ready to be spoken too “there we go” wiping the excess sick that left her “I hold her” Aeko asked, he loves holding Fenty “again?” I said “she likes me, she looks at me” I can’t say no to him “she does like you, ok if you sit on the on the bed again. Daddy will sit with you and you can hold her ok” Aeko ran off to sit on the bed on the jet “the only reason I don’t mind this is because I find it do adorable that he is matching with Fenty, they are both wearing Fendi. Chris must have matched them “dad, you sit here” Aeko patted the bed, Chris jumped on the bed with him “she is coming” getting up with Fenty in my arms “Penny, awww yes!” he is so excited “you’re a good big brother, you make a good baby sitter too” placing Fenty slowly on Aeko’ lap while still holding her head “there you go” Chris placed his hand just under her head “I kiss” he leaned down ever so slowly and kissed her forehead “hello” he is so adorable “we learned how to say Fenty yet?” Chris asked “Penny” Aeko repeated “good” Chris laughed saying, he can call her Penny, I do not mind it “how are you feeling, going back to Cali?” Dennis asked, he is getting his shots in “not amused, it’s a good and bad place but it is what it is. I am going to protect my daughter from the evil that is Cali, we are there to close deals and do some work, you know” Dennis panned the camera to Chris with the baby “my sister” he lightly patted Fenty body “do you love her?” Dennis asked him “lots!” Fenty is staring so hard at Aeko.

Fenty and Aeko are with my team, while Chris and I are alone in the back to talk “so” I dragged out, Chris sat across from me “I spoke to him” oh god, here we go “and?” I hope it was productive “he said sorry like five times, he said I am not doing it for money or anything like that. I know my sister cut that off from me but because I realised how stupid I have been, my sister being dragged in the blogs, people talking down and saying things about my niece. I could sense how she didn’t want to release anything; it was because she had no choice. His ego got above him, he said that he is sorry. All I can do is ask for forgiveness and he mentioned that he posted a picture of me actually on Instagram, I did check it and he did. He said something about me being his brother in law, I am all for forgiveness. He is right, he never went above and posted shit to expose things like Ronald, he is hurt by him also, but yeah. I said to him that Robyn has left it to me, I can decide what I want. I said I will forgive, because holding grudges will make me just as bitter as the ones hating us. I am doing it because I haven’t heard you like this before, your guard is down and I ain’t ever heard you be so sorry about things, so there. I did” I am shocked “wow” is what I said “we aren’t going to be the best of friends but it’s mutual and he said fuck Drake too, he said how much he misses his sister, he don’t care for the money, it’s family. He didn’t like how they spoke, but yeah” he is a good man my husband, I am proud of him for doing that “see how it goes and how he is but yeah” I am proud of him for being the better person “thank you” I thanked him “I did it for peace, I did it because at the end of the day he’s always gonna be there, if he is willing to be better then we will see” reaching over and placing my hand over Chris’ “you’re a good man” Chris side eyed me “but you was there saying I am useless” oh here he goes.

I chuckled at him “I never said that I just want you to decide what you want without me having to tell you what to do. Unless you want me too?” Chris licked his lips; he is really feeling butt hurt “what would you say? What would Robyn Fenty say?” I smiled at him “if I was Chris Brown, I would lawyer up and I would create a safe space for my son” I said the truth “then that means him being with us forever you know that right? I still don’t know what to do” Chris is undecided, like he doesn’t want his son “so truth be told you want him to go to a bitch that threw her son to us?” Chris shrugged “I am thinking about you Robyn” moving my hands away from his “don’t put this on me Chris, don’t put it on me that I am the issue. The real issue is you don’t want to take the responsibility, but I am not going to push you to anything. This is your decision, and you need to decide while you’re in California, I just don’t know what to say to you” shaking my head in disbelief, I am in shock at this “yeah” Chris mumbled, I will adopt Aeko my damn self. Nobody seems to want him; Chris is making it seem like he is in the way. I am not even going to bring it up again until he does, I just think he needs to get a lawyer and do something. I can’t do everything for him.