#Maybe even Stanley so beholden to his oath to do no harm that he's prepared to burn them all in hopes of saving further suffering
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Today I'm thinking about the degree to which a person is responsible for the loyalty they inspire in others.
To be more specific, I'm continuing my rewatch and thinking about the degree to which Franklin is responsible for the loyalty he has inspired in poor wee David Young.
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Young's death is a foregone conclusion, one that's been years in the making to the point where he thinks nothing of his gruesome symptoms, yes. But his lionisation of Franklin is also a not-insignificant factor in Young neglecting to speak up about his failing health.
"I didn't want to disappoint Sir John..."
Then, as he continues to decline, Young relinquishes any semblance of bodily autonomy he ever had. He's terrified at the thought of being cut open and examined, begs for Goodsir to promise to refrain from doing so. But again, his loyalty to Franklin wins out - he trusts completely that whatever Franklin orders must be for the good of the crew.
"If Sir John orders it I will do it..."
And even as death rapidly approaches, Young isn't entirely free in his own mind either. He's an extremely vulnerable young man, little more than a child really. He's 3000 miles from home. He's dying and there isn't a thing anyone can do to stop it. He's even separated from his fellow Terrors now, friends who clearly cared for his well-being and could have been at least a small comfort to him as he passed.
Young is so so frightened and he can't even fully admit to and confront that fact because of Franklin.
"And don't tell Sir John I was afraid..."
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I'm not sure yet what my point is really.
Young's loyalty and devotion to Franklin serves to make his death just that more desperate and traumatic than it otherwise would have been and it just feels like there ought to be consequences for that somehow. It feels like someone ought to pay for the tragedy of it all...
#And that's not even touching properly on Franklin's own actions#Having Young ferried about needlessly and eulogising him in the most hollow self-serving way possible etc. etc.#Perhaps Franklin isn't responsible for the loyalty he inspires#But he's definitely responsible for his carelessness and callousness in the face of that loyalty#For getting the love he so dearly craved and failing utterly to recognise or really appreciate it once he had it#And in doing so acting in a manner that made the situation worse still#I have more thoughts on this#(Don't I always?)#The Terror#The Terror AMC#The Big Terror Rewatch#S01E01#Go for Broke#David Young#Sir John Franklin#And of course it's a recurring theme throughout the story#Loyalty and devotion to the point of delusion#Loyalty and devotion that only begets misery in turn#Crozier serving an Empire and an Admiralty that is actively prejudiced against him#Gibson remaining devoted to Hickey and being slaughtered like an animal in return#Maybe even Stanley so beholden to his oath to do no harm that he's prepared to burn them all in hopes of saving further suffering#I could go on but I've made myself emotional enough already
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