#Like. I'm denying on my own limits but ik we can't pay for shit rn.

[hierodulamantidae]

Always wonderful to remember my house has been falling apart since ~mid september bc my aunt (mostly uncle but she also won't divorce him) all but threw my grandma into our care bc she couldn't take it anymore.

This place is a fetid cesspool of exhaustion and misery where no one gives up on anything until they're forced to, and where people love to pretend they have the moral high ground caring for a loved one when it's stressing out everyone around them. One of our rooms always smells like piss now and one of our bathrooms is uninhabitable bc she uses it.

I know I sound harsh as hell but I knew I'd lose my patience with her someday bc this is just A Lot and it makes me so insanely pissed we were put into this situation not by choice but by force. Idc how much my aunt's house feels like a torture chamber I wish grandma had never come here. How dare you throw her at us when she's 89 and barely coherent. I hope your husband gets ran over and shot and that you're happy you got married to such a worthless slab of meat