#Levi x REader
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gojosoups · 2 days ago
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cw: smut, cheating, right person but wrong time, fingering, cum licking, f!reader, all characters are 18+, MDNI
a/n: I do not in any way, shape, or form, condone cheating. enjoy this fic <3 more stuff coming out soon :)
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You shiver, feeling the cold metal of his wedding ring kiss your flushed skin. Thick digits thrust into your slobbering pussy as he curls into your sweet spot. Your juices dripping, coating his fingers in your sweet nectar as he makes a mess out of your pussy. 
Cold silver against your hot skin as you grip the bathroom counter you're perched on, his minty breath fanning your blushing cheeks as you try to keep quiet, swallowing your pretty moans of pleasure as you bite your quivering lip. 
Pussy clenching on his skilled fingers, your eyes roll to the back of your skull, each thrust of his digits bringing you closer to the brink of pleasure. Lips pressing wet kisses against the span of your neck, his thumb slips between your wet folds, latching on to your sensitive bud, rubbing tight circles against your clit as you squirm. 
Throwing your head back in pleasure, you bring a hand to your mouth, trying to keep quiet as his pace increases, your legs quivering and pussy clenching impossibly tight on his fingers. Your cum coats his fingers as you reach your peak, watching through lidded eyes as his eager tongue darts out, cleaning his cream covered fingers as he licks away at your cum.  
All while his wife, waiting outside the door, was left wondering why he was taking so long to get ready.
── GOJO, GETO, nanami, TOJI, SUKUNA, choso, TAKUMA, EREN YEAGER, jean kirstein, levi, ERWIN SMITH, KANTO MANJI MIKEY, BONTEN SANZU, BONTEN RINDOU, bonten ran, HANMA, KISAKI, al haitham, KAMISATO AYATO, TARTAGLIA, zhongli, diluc, SAE ITOSHI, SHINDOU RYUSEI, KAISER, alexis ness, EITA OTOYA (lol) + your faves
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leviismybby · 1 day ago
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Erwin: "Favorite position?"
(y/n): "Ser-"
Levi: "Mating press."
(y/n): "......."
Erwin: ".........."
Erwin: "I was asking about her military position..."
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mish-thi · 10 hours ago
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*AHEM* NANAMI *AHEM*LEVI *AHEM* ZHONGLI *AHEM* ALL LDS CHARACTERS
*AHEM* *AHEM*
HEY that's MY emotional support morally ambiguous misunderstood full of trauma touch starved yearning for love drenched in blood responsible for numerous atrocities comfort character who is TRYING & u will TREAT them with RESPECT
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littlerequiem · 3 days ago
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Today I'm feeling all soft at the idea of waking up next to Levi...
His tousled, dark hair that's just slightly out of place in bed - a familiar sight you'll keep locked in your heart, private and precious.
How his pupils dilate the moment he opens his eyes and sees you staring at him.
The light dust of pink that paints the tip of his ears.
The hoarseness in his voice the moment he answers your sweet "good morning," with words of his own.
And the way his hands fall on your waist when you lean in for the first kiss of the day, a peaceful sigh escaping him the moment your lips meets his.
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aphroditaeon · 3 days ago
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OH MY GOD this new sketch by an animator is making me pass away ive never needed to be pregnant this bad
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debussy42 · 2 days ago
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"straight or curly?"
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Guys, I'm not gonna lie. This whole nonsense started with me just debating whether or not I should straighten or curl my hair today. Wow, I miss my man Levi. Maybe it's with Valentine's day coming up, but I needed some emotionally charged, dancing, jealousy, barely restrained Levi in my life. Hope y'all enjoy ◡̈
wc: 8k WHEWWWWWWW
"Sasha. Mikasa. Should I straighten my hair today, or curl it? It's the weekend, and I want to try something new."
Mikasa, already dressed and pulling on her boots, barely glances up before saying, “Straight.”
Sasha, who’s still lounging on her bed with no urgency whatsoever, tilts her head in thought. “Curl it. It looks cuter that way.”
You hum, turning back to the mirror, lightly running your fingers through your hair. “Hmm. Mikasa, why straight?”
She shrugs. “It’s easier.”
Sasha rolls her eyes. “Yeah, but it’s the weekend. Don’t you want to, I don’t know, do something fun with it?”
You smirk at their contrast and tap your fingers against the wooden vanity. “Jean’s going to say straight. Connie’s going to say whatever makes me look stupid.��
Mikasa ties her scarf, uninterested. “Jean will say whatever makes you look ‘mature.’”
Sasha snorts. “He’s been watching too many noblewomen walk through town.”
You shake your head, grinning at their banter, then turn back to the mirror. “Alright, decision made.”
Mikasa raises a brow. “Which one?”
You give a dramatic pause before flashing them a mischievous grin. “I’ll ask Levi.”
Sasha chokes on air. “Wha—are you insane?”
Mikasa actually looks up at that, blinking. “You’re going to ask the Captain?”
You shrug innocently, gathering your comb. “He’s got an eye for detail. Might as well make use of it.”
Sasha buries her face into her pillow, groaning. “Oh my god, you love testing death, don’t you?”
Mikasa, while less dramatic, still watches you carefully. “You’re comfortable with him, sure. But that’s still Levi. You really think he’s going to care about how you do your hair?”
You smirk. “I don’t know. But I do know that if I look ridiculous, he won’t hesitate to tell me.”
Sasha peeks out from her pillow, stifling laughter. “That’s... actually true.”
Mikasa just shakes her head. “I’m not stopping you. But don’t be surprised if he tells you you’re wasting his time.”
You flash them both a grin before heading for the door. “I’ll be back with verdict.”
The morning sun is just beginning to filter through the halls as you make your way toward the common area, boots clicking softly against the wooden floors. Most of the squad is still waking up, scattered across various spaces, engaged in quiet conversations or lazy weekend tasks.
And then, you spot Levi.
He’s near the windows, arms crossed, watching the drizzle outside with his usual unreadable expression. The early light casts a soft glow against his features, the sharp angles of his face somehow looking even sharper in the muted tones of the morning.
You take a breath, then casually stride up next to him, standing just close enough that he acknowledges your presence with a glance but doesn’t immediately turn away.
“Captain,” you say, tilting your head.
Levi’s gaze flickers to you, his brows drawing together slightly. “What?”
You twirl a strand of your hair between your fingers, smirking. “Should I straighten or curl my hair today?”
There’s a pause. A heavy, weighted pause.
Levi blinks once. Then twice. His expression is as blank as ever, but there’s a split second where you think—just maybe—you’ve stunned him into silence.
“…You woke up just to ask me that?”
You cross your arms, feigning seriousness. “This is an important decision, Captain. I need guidance. You have high standards, so I figured you’d have an opinion.”
Levi exhales slowly, pinching the bridge of his nose. “This is the dumbest thing you’ve ever asked me.”
You bite back a grin. “That’s not an answer, though.”
He finally looks at you fully, scanning you with the same critical gaze he uses when inspecting gear, paperwork, or a particularly irritating recruit.
“Straight,” he says flatly. “Less maintenance.”
You huff. “That’s what Mikasa said.”
Levi shrugs. “Then she’s right.”
You tap your chin, pretending to contemplate. “Sasha said curls.”
“Tch. Of course she did.”
You fight the urge to laugh. “You really don’t like being pulled into nonsense, do you?”
Levi scoffs lightly, already turning back to the window. “And yet, somehow, you keep pulling me in.”
You grin. “It’s a talent.”
Levi exhales again, shaking his head. “Straighten it. But if you’re going to keep bothering me about it, just shave it all off and save everyone the trouble.”
You do laugh at that, shaking your head as you step back. “Alright, alright. Decision made. Thanks, Captain.”
Levi doesn’t reply, but as you turn to leave, you swear you catch something—the barest flicker of amusement in his gaze.
And somehow, that feels like more of a victory than anything else.
You straighten your posture before giving a firm nod, shifting away from the relaxed banter you nearly let slip. “Thank you, Captain.” Your voice is lighter now, but the respect is there—solid, unwavering, the way it should be when addressing him.
Levi doesn’t reply, but the flicker of acknowledgment in his expression tells you that he noticed the shift. He doesn’t need praise, doesn’t care for pleasantries, but he does expect discipline.
And you do respect him—his authority, his position, the sheer presence he carries that makes the rest of the squad tread carefully around him. That weight isn’t something you take lightly.
With your decision made, you turn on your heel and make your way back toward the barracks, catching the eyes of a few cadets as you pass. Some of them look at you like you’ve just done something insane, while others avoid making eye contact entirely, as if speaking to Levi so casually might have put you on a death sentence.
When you step back into the barracks, Sasha and Mikasa are still exactly where you left them, Sasha now halfway through a snack she definitely didn’t have before.
Mikasa eyes you first. “Straight?”
You smirk. “Straight.”
Sasha lets out a dramatic sigh. “Of course he’d say that.”
You shrug as you make your way to the small mirror on the vanity, pulling out your comb. “Well, you did say he has high standards. Might as well follow through.”
Mikasa finishes tying the last knot on her gear before grabbing her scarf. “I don’t understand why you’d ask him in the first place.”
You glance at her through the mirror, lips twitching. “Because he’d tell me the truth, not just what I want to hear.”
Sasha hums thoughtfully. “That is true… Still, brave of you to just walk up to him like that.”
You roll your eyes, running the comb through your hair. “He’s my Captain, not some untouchable ghost. You all act like he’s going to snap my neck for asking a question.”
Sasha gives you an incredulous look. “He would if you tested him enough.”
Mikasa, though less dramatic, simply says, “You’re more comfortable with him than the rest of us are.”
You pause at that, the weight of her words settling over you.
It’s true.
The others hold Levi at a distance—not just because of his rank, but because of who he is. Humanity’s Strongest. A leader, an authority, a presence that demands respect with the sheer force of his being. You’ve seen how they sit up straighter, how they quiet down when he enters a room, how the air around him shifts the atmosphere entirely.
And yet, with you, the distance is different. You still respect him, still heed his orders, but you don’t shrink away under his stare. You step forward, meet his gaze, hold your ground—not recklessly, not without care, but with something else. Something more solid.
You shake off the thought, focusing back on your reflection as you finish smoothing down the last strand of hair.
“Well,” you say, keeping your tone light, “it’s not my fault you all look like you’ve seen a ghost whenever he’s in the room.”
Mikasa doesn’t argue, simply picking up her gear and heading toward the door. “I’ll see you outside.”
Sasha gives you one last lingering look, then grins. “If you ever do cross a line, just give me your rations before you get executed.”
You snort. “Noted.”
As Sasha follows after Mikasa, you take one last glance at yourself before heading toward the door as well, rolling your shoulders back as you mentally prepare for the day ahead.
Even if you are more comfortable with the Captain, that doesn’t mean you’ll ever forget who he is.
Levi Ackerman.
Your Captain. Your superior.
The strongest soldier alive.
And somehow, someone you can’t seem to stop seeking out.
The morning air is crisp as you step outside, the lingering chill of the earlier rain still clinging to the air. The ground is damp beneath your boots, the scent of wet earth and wood mixing with the sharp freshness of the wind rolling over the fields beyond the walls. The sun is beginning to break through the thinning clouds, casting golden streaks across the headquarters, its light catching on the dew that clings to the edges of the grass.
You inhale deeply, letting the coolness of it wake you up fully. The barracks are already alive with movement—cadets milling about, some heading toward training fields, others finishing up morning duties. The sound of voices, of boots against gravel, of birds stirring in the trees beyond, all mix together into the low, steady hum of a world still in motion.
Sasha and Mikasa are waiting for you a few feet away, Mikasa adjusting the straps of her gear with practiced efficiency, Sasha idly bouncing on the balls of her feet like she’s trying to generate enough energy to get through the day. She notices you first, squinting at you with exaggerated focus before nodding in approval.
“Alright, I’ll admit it. The Captain was right. The straight hair suits you.”
You snort, walking up to them. “You sound so betrayed.”
“I am betrayed,” she huffs dramatically. “But only because I wanted to be right.”
Mikasa shakes her head. “It was a practical answer. Levi only ever gives practical answers.”
You hum, knowing that’s true, but there’s something about the way he’d looked at you when he said it—how he’d assessed you with that sharp gaze of his, how he’d told you without hesitation, straighten it—that lingers in your thoughts more than it should.
But before you can dwell on it too much, the sound of boots approaching pulls your attention.
Erwin and Levi are walking through the yard, their presence commanding without effort. There’s something about the way the air shifts when they’re together—Erwin with his calm, calculated confidence, and Levi, sharp-edged and observant, moving with quiet precision.
Cadets straighten as they pass, conversations dulling slightly out of instinct, as if the weight of leadership alone is enough to pull people to attention. Even Jean, who normally has some sort of wisecrack ready, keeps his mouth firmly shut as they approach.
You, on the other hand, watch them with interest. Erwin is speaking in low tones, his expression unreadable, while Levi listens, his eyes narrowed slightly, his arms crossed as he walks in measured steps beside him.
But then, as if drawn by some unspoken pull, Levi’s gaze flickers—to you.
It’s brief, but it lingers just long enough to be intentional. A silent acknowledgment. A glance that feels heavier than just casual observation.
Your heart stirs in a way you don’t fully understand.
You don’t break eye contact right away. You hold it, just for a second longer than necessary, before nodding in quiet greeting, maintaining the formality expected of you.
Levi doesn’t nod back, but there’s a shift in his expression, something so subtle that only someone looking for it would notice. And then he looks away, back to Erwin, as if nothing had happened at all.
The moment passes, but it leaves something behind.
Mikasa notices. She doesn’t say anything, but she notices. The slight tilt of her head, the way her gaze flickers between you and Levi before she simply adjusts her gear again, tells you that much.
Sasha, however, being Sasha, definitely notices.
She leans in slightly, voice hushed but teasing. “That was a look.”
You keep your expression carefully neutral. “That was nothing.”
Sasha smirks. “Sure it was.”
You roll your eyes, but the warmth spreading beneath your ribs is undeniable.
The morning drifts into training, the sky fully clearing as the sun rises higher, warming the damp earth below. The air is filled with the rhythmic whoosh of ODM gear, the sharp snap of cables latching onto wooden poles, the occasional grunt of effort as cadets push themselves through the drills.
You move through the routine with practiced ease, the familiar weight of your gear settling into your movements, your muscles burning in that satisfying way that comes with hard work. The wind rushes past your ears as you propel yourself forward, the world blurring for a moment before you land solidly on the next platform, inhaling sharply before launching off again.
Training days like this—ones where you can feel your strength, your skill, the sheer power of your body moving through the air—are the ones that remind you why you fight. Why you push.
You fall into rhythm with the others, weaving between them, keeping pace as you scan for your next maneuver. Jean and Eren are bickering between swings, Sasha is somehow eating mid-air, and Mikasa—unsurprisingly—is moving effortlessly, her form almost unnatural in its efficiency.
And then there’s Levi.
His presence alone changes the air.
He’s not just watching—he’s analyzing, assessing the squad with sharp, unwavering focus. His movements are controlled, effortless, the way he balances his weight even as he stands observing more a testament to his skill than anything else.
Every once in a while, he calls out adjustments. A sharp, no-nonsense command. A correction before anyone even has a chance to mess up.
And when his voice cuts through the field—low, firm, carrying more authority in a single word than most could in an entire speech—people listen.
You land solidly on a nearby platform, catching your breath for just a second before you hear it.
“Your form’s getting sloppy.”
You turn sharply.
Levi is watching you, arms crossed, gaze heavy.
You blink, surprised at first, before narrowing your eyes slightly. “It’s not sloppy.”
Levi raises a brow. “You hesitated before your last swing.”
You huff, rolling your shoulders back, feeling the weight of your gear settle evenly again. “Only because Jean was in my way.”
Jean, from several feet away, throws up his hands. “Why is my name always being thrown around?”
Levi doesn’t even acknowledge him. His attention stays on you.
“You’re letting yourself get distracted,” he says evenly, gaze unwavering. “Fix it.”
Your jaw tightens slightly.
You could argue, you want to argue, but you know better. Levi doesn’t say things for the sake of it. If he’s calling you out, it’s because he knows you can do better.
And that bothers you more than anything.
You nod once, sharp. “Understood, Captain.”
Levi watches you for a second longer before giving the smallest nod of approval. And then, just like that, his attention shifts—back to the squad, back to the broader picture, back to everything else that needs his attention.
You take a slow breath before launching yourself forward again, this time sharper, faster.
And though he doesn’t look at you again, you know he’s still watching.
And that’s enough to push you harder.
It was the end of the short lesson as you were released for the weekend.
“Guys,” You fall back into step with the girls, absentmindedly stroking a piece of your hair, “what if he only chose straight hair because it’s more convenient, not because it necessarily looked better on me? How can I know?”
Sasha groans dramatically, throwing her arms in the air. “Oh my god, you’re still thinking about this?”
Mikasa, walking beside you with her gear slung over her shoulder, gives you a sidelong glance. “Levi doesn’t say things just to say them. If he said straight, he meant it.”
You let out a thoughtful hum, twirling a strand of your hair between your fingers. “But what if he only said it because it’s easier, not because it actually looked better?”
Sasha snorts. “Then I guess you’ll just have to change it up and see if he reacts.”
You blink at her. “What, like curl my hair next time and test his response?”
Mikasa shakes her head as if she can already see where this is going. “I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
Sasha grins mischievously. “I do.”
You narrow your eyes in thought, considering.
Mikasa sighs. “He’s our Captain, not some noble at a ballroom.”
“Exactly,” you quip, smirking. “Which means if he does notice, it’ll mean something.”
Mikasa doesn’t respond, just presses her lips into a thin line as if choosing to disengage entirely.
Sasha, however, nudges you with her elbow. “Alright, next mission: Operation Look Pretty and See if Captain Notices.”
You huff a laugh. “That is not what we’re calling it.”
Sasha grins. “Too late. It’s already official.”
Mikasa sighs again, rubbing her temple. “I can’t believe we’re having this conversation.”
You smirk but don’t push further, letting the subject drop—for now. But deep down, curiosity lingers.
Because, honestly?
You kind of do want to see if he notices.
“I mean, we are going out tonight to celebrate Jean’s birthday. I can accidentally slip by him with my curled hair to see his reaction…” You muse thoughtfully as you get change out of uniform and into more casual clothing, appreciating the cool breeze that hits your legs as you twirl in a skirt.
Mikasa groans, rubbing her temple like she’s already regretting being part of this conversation. “That’s ridiculous.”
Sasha, on the other hand, lights up. “No, that’s genius.”
You grin, brushing through your hair as you sit on the edge of your bed. “Is it though?”
“Yes,” Sasha says immediately. “Because listen, if Levi doesn’t care, he won’t react. But if he notices—even a little—that means he actually has an opinion on how you look.” She gestures dramatically. “And that would mean something.”
Mikasa exhales through her nose. “Or it just means he’s observant and has an opinion on everything.”
You hum thoughtfully, tying your hair into a loose ponytail for now. “That’s why it’s a test, Mikasa. For science.”
Mikasa stares at you blankly. “That is not how science works.”
Sasha claps her hands together. “Alright, so plan’s simple—tonight, you curl your hair, we go out for Jean’s birthday, and at some point, you just... happen to slip by the Captain.”
You nod, amused at how invested Sasha has become. “Exactly. Totally casual. No effort at all.”
Mikasa shakes her head, standing up and adjusting the straps on her uniform. “I’m not encouraging this. If you want to waste your time overanalyzing Levi’s non-reaction, that’s on you.”
Sasha rolls her eyes. “It’s called gathering data, Mikasa.”
You laugh, standing as well. “Exactly. And besides, it’s just for fun.”
Mikasa gives you a look that says you are all insufferable, but she doesn’t argue further. Instead, she merely slings her gear over her shoulder. “I’ll meet you both outside.”
As she leaves, Sasha leans in conspiratorially. “She’s totally curious too, she just won’t admit it.”
You smirk. “Oh, definitely.”
Sasha grins. “Alright, then. Let’s make Jean’s birthday party very interesting.”
The rest of the day passes in a blur of training, chores, and preparation for the evening. By the time the sun dips low over the horizon, painting the sky in hues of soft orange and violet, the atmosphere around headquarters shifts into something lighter, more relaxed. It’s rare to have a night like this—where everyone can unwind, even just for a few hours, without the weight of duty pressing down on them.
You stand in front of the small mirror in the barracks, fingers deftly working through your hair as you curl it, piece by piece. The heat from the iron brushes against your fingertips, and you carefully shape each strand, letting the soft waves fall naturally over your shoulders.
Mikasa, seated on her bunk, pretends not to watch but definitely watches. She says nothing, but the occasional glance in the mirror’s reflection gives her away.
Sasha, on the other hand, is fully invested, sitting cross-legged on her bed and leaning forward. “Oh, yeah. This was definitely the right call.”
You smirk. “Told you.”
She grins. “You’re about to ruin a man’s whole perception of himself.”
You snort, shaking your head as you adjust the last curl. “You’re making it sound like a battle strategy.”
Sasha shrugs. “If you win, I say it counts.”
Mikasa finally sighs. “It’s ridiculous to think Levi would even care about something like this.”
You raise an eyebrow at her through the mirror. “Then there’s no harm in testing it, right?”
She presses her lips into a thin line, but doesn’t argue.
Satisfied, you stand up, smoothing your hands over your outfit—something casual but presentable, enough to blend in while still feeling put-together. The anticipation hums beneath your skin, but you shake it off, reminding yourself that this is not some grand event.
It’s just Jean’s birthday.
And Levi noticing or not noticing your hair is just... extra data.
The town is alive with warmth and movement, the faint glow of lanterns casting golden light against cobblestone streets. It’s a stark contrast to headquarters—where the air is always tense, where everything is lined with purpose and duty. Here, laughter spills from tavern doors, the clinking of glasses and distant music drifting through the air.
The squad gathers outside one of the better-kept taverns, waiting for stragglers before heading in. Jean stands at the center of it all, basking in the attention of his birthday, grinning as Connie pretends to give a heartfelt speech about his immense wisdom and contributions to humanity.
You laugh, rolling your eyes as you adjust your jacket. “You’re laying it on thick, Connie.”
Connie throws up his hands. “It’s his birthday, let me lie to the guy.”
Jean scoffs, shoving him lightly. “At least someone is recognizing my greatness.”
Mikasa stands beside you, arms crossed, looking unimpressed. Sasha is already trying to drag Reiner and Bertholdt into a bet over who can drink the most before passing out. The atmosphere is light, easy—exactly the kind of night you all need.
And then, just as you’re about to head inside, you feel it.
A shift.
The kind of awareness that makes the hairs on the back of your neck stand up.
You glance over your shoulder, and sure enough—Levi is approaching from the other end of the street. He’s walking with Erwin and Hange, both of whom are engaged in quiet conversation. But Levi��Levi is quiet as always, sharp eyes scanning the gathered squad as he moves.
Your heart does a stupid little lurch in your chest.
It’s not a big deal. You know that. But suddenly, every single curl feels too obvious, every strand of hair placed too deliberately.
Sasha subtly elbows you, voice low. “Showtime.”
You swallow, ignoring the ridiculousness of it all as you casually—very casually—turn your head and pretend to adjust your sleeve, making it look like you just so happen to be standing directly in Levi’s line of sight.
He slows slightly as he approaches, his eyes flickering over the group in his usual assessing way. You watch carefully, scanning for any sign of reaction—anything at all—but his face remains unreadable.
And then—his gaze lands on you.
It’s brief. Just a flicker. But something shifts.
His sharp eyes drag over your hair—not just in passing, but with intent. The tiniest hesitation, the kind that would be imperceptible to anyone not looking for it.
You hold your breath.
And then, just as quickly as it happened, it’s gone.
His expression smooths back into neutrality, his attention snapping forward again as he brushes past you with no comment, following Erwin and Hange into the tavern.
You exhale slowly, feeling the weight of Sasha’s expectant stare burning into the side of your face.
“Well?” she whispers, practically vibrating. “Did he notice?”
You press your lips together, considering.
“…He paused.”
Sasha grabs your arm. “OH, MY GOD.”
Mikasa groans, already walking ahead. “I refuse to be part of this.”
Jean, oblivious to everything, is already inside, basking in the attention of his own celebration.
You, however, linger for just a second longer, glancing at the door Levi disappeared into.
Maybe it was nothing.
Maybe it was everything.
But either way—he paused.
And that was more than enough.
The warmth of the tavern hits you the moment you step inside, a stark contrast to the cool night air outside. The scent of old wood, spiced ale, and freshly baked bread lingers in the air, mixing with the low hum of chatter and the occasional burst of laughter from a drunken patron. The flickering candlelight casts everything in a dim, golden glow, the kind that makes the edges of reality feel softer, less urgent.
Jean, reveling in the rare occasion of being the center of attention, immediately heads toward an empty table near the back, where the rest of your squad is already gathering. Connie slings an arm around his shoulders, teasing him about how old he’s getting, while Sasha is already scanning the menu, clearly prioritizing food over conversation.
You settle into a seat across from Mikasa, who looks less interested in the celebration and more like she’s simply here to make sure Eren doesn’t do anything stupid. You smirk, leaning on your elbow. “I bet you five rations Eren ends up in a bar fight before the night is over.”
Mikasa doesn’t even blink. “I’m not betting against something that’s guaranteed to happen.”
You laugh, but before you can respond, the door swings open again, and your attention flickers instinctively to the entrance.
Levi steps inside, following Erwin and Hange as they make their way toward a separate table reserved for officers. Unlike the rest of you—who have already started loosening up, the casual energy of the tavern slipping into your movements—Levi remains the same. Composed. Straight-backed. Completely unfazed by the shift in atmosphere.
But you don’t miss the way his sharp gaze subtly sweeps over the room, assessing the layout, cataloging who’s here, where the exits are. It’s instinctual, second nature. Even in a space meant for relaxation, he’s still a soldier first.
He moves toward his seat, and for a second, just a brief second, his gaze flickers in your direction.
You feel the weight of it, even from across the room.
It’s unreadable, just like before. But you know he saw.
Your heart does that stupid little skip again, and you force yourself to look away, suppressing the smug smile threatening to form on your lips.
Sasha, however, does not suppress hers. She leans in close, voice hushed but practically vibrating with excitement. “He paused again.”
You shake your head. “It could have been anything.”
“It wasn’t anything.”
Mikasa sighs, already regretting sitting next to you two. “If you two spent half this energy on training, you’d both be Captain-level by now.”
Sasha grins. “Okay, but watching this unfold is so much more entertaining.”
You roll your eyes, picking up a glass of water and taking a slow sip, hoping to calm down the unnecessary giddiness that’s settled in your chest. It’s stupid—you know it’s stupid—but something about Levi’s pause feels like a tiny, unspoken victory.
Still, you shake it off. The night isn’t about that. It’s about Jean, about unwinding, about letting yourself be a person instead of just a soldier for once.
And so, you let the conversation around you pull you in. You tease Jean about his dramatic speeches, you steal a bite of Sasha’s food when she isn’t looking, you let yourself sink into the warmth of camaraderie, the normalcy of it all.
Time moves easily, drinks are passed around, and the sound of laughter grows louder as the night wears on.
Until—
“You’re drinking too fast.”
The voice is low, firm, unmistakable.
Your muscles stiffen slightly before you even see him, but when you glance up, sure enough, Levi is standing beside you, arms crossed, looking unimpressed.
Your glass, half-full with whatever cheap ale Sasha had convinced you to try, is still in your hand. You raise an eyebrow, tilting it slightly. “I’ve had one drink, Captain.”
Levi doesn’t budge. “And I’ve seen what happens when you lot get carried away.”
Around you, the others fall quiet, the easygoing atmosphere from moments ago shifting under Levi’s presence. Even Jean—who, on his own birthday, should technically be allowed to act out a little—sits up straighter, eyes flickering toward you with mild concern.
You swallow, knowing that Levi is right, that the last thing you need is to be unfocused, careless.
Still, you offer a small, placating smile. “I hear you, Captain. Don’t worry—I know my limits.”
Levi watches you for a moment longer, gaze lingering just a fraction longer than necessary. But then he exhales sharply through his nose, something between a sigh and a quiet acknowledgment, before stepping back. “Tch. Just don’t do anything stupid.”
You nod, and with that, Levi finally retreats, making his way back toward his own table.
The second he’s out of earshot, Sasha lets out a long breath. “Wow. He really keeps an eye on you, huh?”
Jean shakes his head. “I don’t know whether to feel sorry for you or be impressed you can get away with talking back.”
You roll your eyes. “I wasn’t talking back. I was just… clarifying.”
Mikasa hums. “He didn’t call anyone else out. Just you.”
That gives you pause.
You glance back toward Levi’s table, where he’s now sitting with Erwin and Hange, sipping from a teacup instead of anything stronger. His posture remains the same—composed, indifferent—but his awareness of the room is ever-present.
And maybe, just maybe, his awareness of you is a little sharper than the rest.
You turn back to your friends, shaking your head. “You’re all reading too much into it.”
Sasha smirks. “Are we?”
You don’t answer.
You just take another sip of water, ignoring the way your heart betrays you with a quiet, persistent rhythm.
The world feels a little softer around the edges, the golden glow of lanterns casting everything in a dreamlike haze. The warmth of the alcohol hums beneath your skin, not overwhelming, but just enough—enough to dull the weight of the past week, enough to make the music sound richer, enough to let yourself exist in the moment without overthinking it.
The tavern is alive now, laughter spilling over the strum of instruments, boots tapping against the wooden floor in time with the lively rhythm. Around you, your friends are caught up in the revelry—Connie and Sasha are engaged in some ridiculous footwork competition, Jean is attempting to twirl Historia around and failing miserably, and even Mikasa, ever composed, allows herself a small smile as she watches the chaos unfold.
And then—your hands are caught in someone else’s.
You blink, surprised, as a man—tall, broad-shouldered, with an easy grin—takes your hand and pulls you into the movement of the dance floor. His grip is firm, his confidence easy, and before you can even register it, you’re being spun into the rhythm of the music.
You offer a polite smile, adjusting to the steps as he twirls you once, twice. He seems friendly enough, his expression open and relaxed, and for a moment, you let yourself get lost in it, let yourself be just another person in a tavern, caught in the joy of the night.
But then—
His hold tightens.
Subtly, but noticeably.
His hand lingers just a little too long on your waist, his grip just a bit firmer than necessary.
Your instincts, dulled by the pleasant haze in your mind, take a moment to catch up. You keep your smile in place, but a quiet unease settles in your stomach. You try to subtly shift your weight, to create some distance between you, but he moves with you, maintaining the closeness.
A polite exit. You just need a polite exit.
You clear your throat lightly, offering a small laugh. “Alright, I think I need a break—”
The man chuckles, still holding you in place. “Come on, one more dance.”
Something in his tone makes your skin prickle—not outright threatening, but entitled, as if your willingness to dance once meant you owed him more.
Your smile tightens. “I should really—”
And then, before you have the chance to finish your sentence, the air changes.
A presence—sharp, heavy, unmistakable—settles behind you.
The man stiffens slightly, his grip loosening just enough for you to slip a step back, as a new voice cuts through the space between you, low and edged with quiet authority.
“Let her go.”
Your breath catches.
Slowly, you turn your head.
Levi stands there, expression unreadable, eyes dark and steady. His posture is relaxed—but in that way, the way that suggests he is anything but. His arms are crossed, but the tension in his shoulders is subtle, the kind you’d only notice if you knew him.
And you do.
The man—who had been all confidence and charm just moments ago—hesitates, his fingers twitching slightly at his sides. He sizes Levi up, as if debating whether or not to push his luck.
He makes the wrong choice.
“She was dancing with me,” the man says, lifting his hands slightly in false innocence, though his tone holds a thread of defiance. “Didn’t seem to mind.”
A sharp, quiet pause.
Levi tilts his head ever so slightly, eyes flickering between you and the man with chilling precision. His voice, when he speaks again, is calm.
“I wasn’t asking.”
The weight of those words settles between them, heavy, immovable.
Something flickers in the man’s face—hesitation, irritation, then a quiet understanding that this is not a fight he wants to pick.
With a huff, he raises his hands in surrender. “Didn’t know she had a guard dog.”
You feel Levi tense, just for a split second.
Before anything can escalate, you step forward, offering the man a sharp, polite smile. “Thank you for the dance,” you say evenly, voice firm. “But I’m done now.”
The man’s eyes linger on you for a moment longer, then finally, he scoffs and turns away, disappearing into the crowd.
The tension lingers, like a blade just barely sheathed.
You exhale slowly, turning fully toward Levi.
His gaze sweeps over you—quick, assessing, making sure you’re unharmed. When he’s satisfied, he clicks his tongue. “You need to be more careful.”
You cross your arms. “I was being careful.”
Levi raises a brow. “Didn’t look like it.”
You huff, rubbing the back of your neck. “I was handling it, Captain.”
Levi doesn’t respond right away. Instead, his eyes flicker over your face again, something unreadable in his expression. Then, finally—
“I know.”
It’s not an admission of fault, not quite. But it is an acknowledgment.
You blink, caught off guard by the quiet weight behind those words.
Before you can say anything, he exhales sharply and steps back. “Oi. You’re reckless.”
You smirk. “You say that like it’s a surprise.”
Levi doesn’t dignify that with a response, just shakes his head. But there’s something different in the way he looks at you, something lingering beneath the usual exasperation.
Something like relief.
And maybe—just maybe—you weren’t the only one who noticed the way he paused tonight.
“Well Captain?” You smile, laughing as you sidestep to avoid Sasha twirling with a recently hired chef that you had seen around a lot more recently. “Isn’t the gentleman supposed to offer the lady a dance? Awfully rude to step in without an intention of following through, don’t you think?”
Levi exhales sharply through his nose, unimpressed, arms still crossed as he watches you with that unreadable expression. The tavern is alive around you—figures moving in vibrant swirls of laughter and motion, the wooden floor shaking beneath the weight of stomping boots, the rich hum of music weaving through the air.
But here, in this moment, it’s just you and him.
You smirk, tilting your head. “Come on, Captain. You can’t step in all dramatic like that and not at least pretend to play along.”
Levi doesn’t move, but there’s something assessing in his gaze, something like quiet calculation behind those steel-gray eyes. You wonder if he’s thinking of an escape, a way to dismiss you with one of his usual deadpan remarks.
But then—
A hand.
Not grabbing, not demanding—just a simple extension. A silent answer.
Your breath catches in your throat.
It’s brief, just a flicker of hesitation before his fingers brush yours, just enough to take your hand without giving anything away. His grip is firm, but there’s a carefulness to it, as if he’s aware of the weight behind the action, of the unspoken shift in the space between you.
And then—he moves.
Not in the showy, exaggerated way the others are throwing themselves into the music, but in a way that’s purely Levi—sharp, controlled, precise. His grip on your hand remains steady as he guides you through the steps, his other hand finding the small of your back, light but firm.
For a second, you forget everything else.
The alcohol, the laughter, the blurred movement of the world around you—it all fades into something distant, something inconsequential compared to the quiet gravity of him.
His touch is careful but certain, his movements seamless despite the clear reluctance in his expression. It’s not that he’s uncomfortable—it’s just that Levi Ackerman is not a man who does things without purpose.
And yet, here he is, following through.
You smile, leaning in just slightly, voice barely above the hum of the music. “See? Not so bad, is it?”
Levi scoffs lightly. "You’re lucky I haven’t stepped on your feet.”
You laugh—really laugh, the warmth of it bubbling up in your chest, light and unrestrained. The sound earns you the barest flicker of something in his eyes—not quite amusement, but something close.
The moment stretches, neither of you breaking the rhythm, neither of you pulling away.
And for the first time that night, you’re certain of one thing:
Levi definitely noticed your hair.
The music swells around you, a lively, unrelenting current of sound and motion, but you barely register it. The tavern, the laughter, the blur of bodies dancing past—it all becomes background noise, a distant hum compared to the quiet weight of the moment unfolding between you and Levi.
His hand is steady against yours, his grip firm but never forceful. His other hand, resting lightly at the small of your back, holds no urgency, no demand—just quiet control, a careful presence. He moves with you in that same effortless way he fights—with intention, with precision, with the kind of quiet mastery that makes even the smallest of gestures feel deliberate.
And yet, for all his competence, you can feel the reluctance in him.
Not reluctance toward you, necessarily. But toward the situation. Toward the ease with which he’s letting this happen.
Toward the fact that he is here, dancing with you, indulging this moment when he so rarely indulges anything.
You can see it in the tension just barely visible in his shoulders, in the way his jaw ticks subtly, as if his own body is surprised by the fact that he’s still holding onto you.
You press your lips together, suppressing a smirk. “You’re concentrating too much.”
Levi exhales through his nose, unimpressed. “I don’t dance.”
“You’re dancing right now.”
“Tch. You call this dancing?”
You grin, leaning in just enough that your words are meant only for him. “Well, you are holding me awfully close for someone who doesn’t dance, Captain.”
Levi doesn’t react immediately, doesn’t pull away or push you off with a sharp remark like you half-expect him to. Instead, his grip subtly adjusts—not tightening, not loosening, but shifting in a way that tells you he’s aware.
Aware of the closeness. Aware of the way your breath brushes faintly against his collar. Aware of the warmth of your body so near to his own.
It’s subtle, almost imperceptible, but you feel it—that minuscule shift in his fingers against yours, in the way his hand remains steady at your back, holding you just at the edge of something uncertain.
He doesn’t break the eye contact you didn’t even realize you had been holding.
“…You’re ridiculous,” he mutters, voice low, almost lost beneath the sound of music and laughter around you.
You smile. “And yet, here you are.”
Levi exhales, his thumb grazing the back of your hand as he adjusts his grip—so small a movement, so imperceptible, that you wonder if he even realizes he did it.
Or if he does, and just isn’t stopping himself.
The room spins slightly—not from the alcohol, not from the movement, but from the sheer weight of the moment, from the impossible tenderness that exists in the spaces between words, in the breaths you don’t take, in the lingering warmth of a touch that neither of you are pulling away from.
And for the first time since you pulled him into this, you realize something.
You’re testing him.
Not just to see if he noticed your hair, not just to push his limits, but to see if he will choose to let this moment exist.
If he will choose to let himself stay.
Your heart pounds as you take a breath. “Levi—”
A crash from the other side of the room interrupts you, followed by loud, drunken shouting.
Levi’s body tenses immediately, his hand at your back twitching as his head whips toward the commotion. The moment between you shatters instantly, replaced by sharp awareness, by the cold snap of duty.
He doesn’t say a word. He just lets go.
The loss of his touch is instant, like stepping into cold air after being wrapped in warmth. The shift is so sharp, so complete, that it almost makes you doubt whether the moment you just shared was real at all.
Levi steps back, his expression neutral again, unreadable as he scans the room, already assessing.
You swallow, forcing yourself to do the same—to shake it off, to pretend like your pulse isn’t still pounding in your ears, like the ghost of his hands on you isn’t still lingering on your skin.
He glances back at you, his gaze flickering over you once, checking—like he’s making sure you’re still steady, still standing, before he turns his attention back to the rest of the room.
“Stay here,” he mutters. And then, just like that, he’s gone, moving toward the source of the disturbance with the same effortless sharpness that makes him humanity’s strongest.
You watch him go, exhaling a breath you didn’t realize you were holding.
The music carries on, the tavern keeps spinning, but you remain rooted in place, heart still racing, the memory of his warmth still imprinted on your skin.
And for the first time tonight, you realize—
You don’t need Levi to say that he noticed you.
Because in the way he held onto you, even for just a moment—he already did.
You scan the room to see if any of your friends are in danger. After seeing them slowly making their way back to the corner table, you bunch up your skirt before striding across the room to Erwin. "Commander, what is it? Where's Captain? Squad Leader Hange? What are my orders, sir?"
You stand unflinching before him, but your heart beats thunderously, unsure of where the Captain went and if he'll be okay.
Erwin’s sharp blue eyes flicker down to you as you approach, his expression unreadable but steady, as always. The weight of command rests on his shoulders like a mantle, effortless in the way only a man like him can carry. He does not startle, does not seem surprised that you’ve come to him first, as if he expected you would.
His gaze scans over the tavern, over the shifting figures of soldiers and civilians alike, before settling back on you. “It was just a minor scuffle,” he says, voice calm, deliberate. “A few drunk patrons getting too comfortable around our cadets. Captain Levi and Squad Leader Hange are handling it.”
Your fingers tighten slightly against the fabric of your skirt, heart still hammering in your chest. “Should I assist?”
Erwin studies you for a fraction longer than necessary before speaking. “No. The situation is under control.” A pause. “But it’s good that you came to me first.”
Your lips press together, trying to steady yourself. “It’s my duty.”
Erwin gives the smallest nod, an unspoken acknowledgment that you understand what it means to be a soldier, even in moments like this. Even with your pulse still thrumming from something that has nothing to do with a threat.
You inhale sharply, eyes flickering toward the direction Levi disappeared. “Where did Captain Levi go?”
“He’s outside.” Erwin’s voice remains as even as ever, but something in the way he watches you is too perceptive, too knowing. “Ensuring the situation is fully resolved.”
Your stomach twists, but you keep your stance firm. “Permission to check on him, sir?”
A pause.
Not hesitation, not refusal—just assessment.
Then, Erwin gives the faintest tilt of his chin. “Go.”
You don’t waste a second.
The cold air hits you as soon as you step outside. The tavern’s warmth is instantly swallowed by the crisp night breeze, the scent of rain still lingering from the earlier drizzle. Lanterns flicker dimly against the darkness, casting long, stretching shadows over the cobblestone streets.
And then—you see him.
Levi stands a few paces ahead, his back to you, his posture rigid but controlled. Even from here, you can see the way his fingers flex slightly at his sides, how his head tilts just barely, listening to something unseen.
There’s a man at his feet—conscious but slumped against the wall, groaning, as if the fight had been drained out of him in an instant.
Levi had taken care of it. Of course he had.
But you don’t care about the drunk.
You care about him.
You step forward, boots tapping against stone, and his head immediately shifts at the sound. He doesn’t fully turn—doesn’t have to. He already knows it’s you.
“Captain.” Your voice is steadier than your pulse. “Are you alright?”
For a moment, Levi doesn’t respond. He exhales slowly through his nose, a habit you recognize—one he does when he’s recalibrating, shifting from fight to stillness.
Then, at last, he turns.
The dim lantern light catches against the sharp angles of his face, highlighting the slight furrow between his brows, the tension still visible in the line of his jaw. His uniform is slightly rumpled from movement, but there’s no sign of injury—no blood, no bruising, just Levi, standing in the quiet aftermath of something already finished.
He studies you for a moment, eyes scanning—searching, checking—as if making sure you’re still in one piece.
“Tch.” He clicks his tongue, looking away. “You should be inside.”
You step closer, searching his face. “So should you.”
Levi exhales, the barest hint of exasperation beneath the breath. “Did Erwin send you?”
You shake your head. “I came on my own.”
At that, something flickers in his expression. Not surprise—more like quiet understanding.
Your fingers twitch slightly at your sides, unsure of what to say, unsure if there’s anything to say that he’ll actually listen to. So instead, you just—watch him.
The lines of his face, the way the dim glow of lanterns traces the edges of his expression, how his eyes—normally so impassive—seem darker under the weight of the night.
For a moment, neither of you speak.
Then—
“You’re shaking.”
It’s so quiet that you almost miss it.
You blink. “What?”
Levi’s gaze flickers to your hands, and you realize, belatedly, that he’s right—your fingers are trembling, ever so slightly, still buzzing with the leftover adrenaline from the evening.
You open your mouth to dismiss it, to say something lighthearted, to wave it off as nothing, but—
Levi moves first.
His hand—warm, calloused, steady—reaches out. He doesn’t take yours, doesn’t grip your wrist, but he touches. A brush of fingertips against your knuckles, a fleeting connection, just enough to ground you in place.
Your breath catches.
It lasts only a second.
Then, just as quickly, he pulls away, as if realizing what he did, as if catching himself before he lingers too long.
You swallow, staring at him.
“Go inside,” he murmurs, voice quieter than before.
Your heart is still hammering, but it’s not from the cold anymore.
“…You’re sure you’re okay?” you ask, softer this time.
Levi holds your gaze, something unreadable in his own.
Then, with the barest tilt of his chin—
“I’m fine.”
And this time, you believe him.
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loveofakislife · 2 days ago
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acmeangel · 3 days ago
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♡ Levi visits your tea shop, and over time, your relationship turns from strangers to having your own little family. But, will the war tear him away from you?...
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♡ NSFW, minors DNI ♡ Canon!Levi x Female!Reader ♡ Also features Postwar!Levi ♡ One shot, a mix of fluffy & angsty ♡ Word count: 8,061 ♡ Summary: Levi had been visiting your tea shop for a while, and while he didn't say much, your young son idolized Humanity's Strongest Soldier. You were a single mom, a widow, and it made your happy to see your son so excited. Over time, Levi began to talk to you more and more, until a romance sparked. He'd grown to love you and your son, but after marriage and another baby, the situation within Eldia grows darker, the Rumbling on the horizon. During the chaos, you don't know where Levi has gone -- will you two ever reunite?
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Levi had always been quiet when he stopped by your tea shop in Trost. It wasn't often that he paid a visit — his focus was usually fused to the Survey Corps — but he couldn't resist the specific blend of black tea leaves that your shop carried. He'd muttered dryly before that yours was the only cup of black tea that didn't "taste like it'd been diluted in sewer water."
His visits had become predictable. He’d slip into the shop with soundless steps, order his tea with the fewest amount of words possible, toss some coins onto the counter (always including a tip), then sit at a table by the window and sip his tea, his gaze drawn to some far-off distance outside. When he'd leave, he'd always bring his tea cup back to the counter with a dull clink and leave his table as clean as it was when he'd arrived, the chair pushed into it. And that would be that.
You never disturbed his quiet — you figured that with him being a Captain in the Survey Corps, surely he'd come to your shop craving a scarce brief moment of peace and solace.
Your small, six-year-old son, however, had taken on his dad's exuberant and excitable nature, rather than your reserved one. It was one of the things you adored most about your son; it felt, to you, like the spirit of your late husband had planted a little seed within your son, like a small blossom that was finally beginning to bloom.
The way your son laughed with his head thrown back and eyes shut, the way his eyes widened and sparkled when he'd ramble on about whatever new hobby he was interested in (much like his father, he could never settle on just one thing), the way his small hands would fly through the air when he spoke — it was all him, your first and only true love.
It was four years ago, now, that your husband had passed unexpectedly. Your son was only two years old at the time, and as the years went on, you could tell that he was remembering less and less about his father. The weight on your shoulders grew heavier as it felt like it was up to you, solely, to keep his memory alive and treasured.
Even though you were still young, you’d sworn yourself to a life devoid of romantic love. You couldn’t fathom ever falling for someone new; nor could you imagine someone else ever understanding you or loving you the way that he had. A life of just you and your son, together, was all you’d ever need.
So, when Levi would stop by your tea shop, your son would act just as lively and uninhibited as your husband would have.
"Mommy, mommy." His little, pudgy hand would tug on the sleeve of your shirt as he looked up at you with big saucers for eyes. "It's Humanity's Strongest Soldier. He's back, he's back!"
"I know, darling," you'd coo, your hand stroking your son's hair to try and calm him as Levi walked through the door. "Be polite. Don't disturb him."
Trying to wrangle your son's enthusiasm always proved impossible. He’d climb up onto the counter — which you'd told him countless times not to do — so that he could get a better view of the fearless Captain.
"Captain Levi." He'd smile widely, revealing missing front teeth, as he beamed at Levi. "Did you just come back from a mission? What was it? How many Titans did you kill?"
Levi would always frown at this — not because he didn't like your son, but because he didn't like being idolized for being violent. His life was one he wouldn't wish upon anyone, and he didn't want the kids in town to look up to him, or anyone else in the Scouts.
"Hey." You'd shoot your son a stern look. "Enough questions, don't be rude."
"Don't worry about it," Levi would say, dryly, his tired eyes drifting from your son back to you. "Black tea. The usual kind."
"Sure." You'd nod and smile softly, your eyes catching his for a brief, but lingering moment, stuck in their depths — those eyes that always reminded you of the night sky during a storm, swirling and tumultuous.
You'd make Levi his tea and hand it to him, which would earn the faintest "Thanks, Y/N" before he'd take his seat by the window. Occasionally, your son would sneak over to him and ask him question after question, his small hands gripped onto the edge of the table, until you'd notice and lift him up, carrying him away with an apologetic look toward Levi.
Once Levi would leave, your son would blabber to you for the next day or so about how "strong" and "brave" Levi is, to which you'd nod along, appeasing him, your lips tugging into a smile now and then, happy to see your son so excited.
That was how Levi's visits to your shop had always gone, for months on end; it was a predictable routine.
That was, until one day, as he was ordering his usual black tea, you'd interrupted him. Usually, you’d be too busy trying to reign in your son to really talk to Levi, but Levi had visited earlier than usual that day, and your son was still at school. 
"I actually just got a shipment of a new tea," you'd said, your eyes meeting his, a flicker of curiosity in your gaze. "It's rooibos tea. Similar to black tea. You might like it?"
A crease formed between his brow as he studied your face for a moment, taken aback by both your offering and your consideration of his tastes.
"Fine," he nodded, curtly. "I'll try it."
Your lips turned upward with slight surprise before forming a full smile, as you began brewing his tea. You handed it to him moments later, in an ornate ceramic teacup painted with simple lines and wavy vines, which he grabbed from you by the rim. 
He took a sip from it while still standing at the counter, not waiting to sit down, as if wanting to test it before committing the next half-hour or so to sipping it. As he took his long, slow sip, his eyes didn’t leave your face once, his narrowed, somewhat unenthused gaze piercing into you. 
“It’s good,” he said, finally, lowering the cup from his lips. “Thanks, Y/N.” He fished around his pocket for a few coins, which he placed down on the counter as always. 
He turned away to head for his table by the window, but paused for a moment, his lips pressing together slightly as he examined the teacup more closely. 
“Where’d you get this set?” he asked, the tone of his voice revealing nothing, as he turned to face you again.
“Oh,” you tilted your head as you tried to remember, caught off guard by the question. “I don’t remember exactly, but most of the tea sets are from a shop just down the street.”
“Hm.” He nodded slowly, his eyes still fixated on the teacup, his fingers gently tracing over the designs. “It just reminds me of one from when I was a kid.”
With that, he shook his head as if ridding his mind of the memory, and made his way to sit at the table, his head turned out the window. You couldn’t help but stare for a moment, noticing the way his fingers tapped the rim of the teacup, how the afternoon light settled onto his face, making his pale complexion look warmer, more amiable. A silence settled into the tea shop, only interrupted by the occasional bubbling of boiling water and the clanging of teapots and cups. 
“It was my mother’s tea set,” he stated, plainly, seemingly out of nowhere. The sound of his voice drew your attention, but when you looked over at him, he was still staring out the window; only the curve of his cheek and the angle of his jawline were visible to you.
You approached him, slowly, lingering by the table, your hands clasped behind your back. 
“Your mother?” you inquired, your tone gentle and inviting, as you moved a bit closer. “Are you close with her, then?” 
“No,” his voice dropped low, scarcely above a whisper. “She’s dead.”
“I’m sorry to hear that,” you offered, which earned only a subtle nod from Levi. You paused for a beat before continuing. “It seems like your mother and my husband have similar tastes. He’s the one who picked that set out. He liked the vines.” 
His head turned toward you, a raise to his eyebrow as he looked up at you, warily. “Husband, huh? What, he doesn’t help you out around here?”
“He used to,” you sighed softly, before adding, “he passed a few years ago.”
His eyes flickered with a brief awareness before meeting your gaze, a look of mutual understanding passing between you two. 
“Sorry to hear that,” he said, echoing your sentiment. 
“Thanks,” you said, and decided to sit down in the chair across from him at the table. “That’s actually the last teacup still fully intact from that set. I dropped the box it was in during a move a couple years ago.” 
“Oh, yeah?” He glanced down at the teacup, turning it in his hand. 
“Mmm.” You nodded. “But, have you heard of this concept called kintsugi?” 
He shook his head, bringing his eyes back up to yours, waiting for you to explain.
“It’s this art form,” you began, “where you take broken pottery or ceramics and repair them by putting the pieces back together using gold lacquer. So you can still tell that the item is broken, and it doesn’t look the same as it originally did, but it doesn’t matter. Because now, it’s this new, exquisite golden thing, even though its brokenness is obvious. Anyway, that’s how I repaired the other pieces from the set.”
You nodded toward a shelf behind the counter, which held the rest of the tea set; teacups and a teapot, repaired with gold shimmering in the cracks between all of the broken pieces. 
“Hm,” he nodded slowly with approval, the sides of his mouth slowly moving upward into a small smile.   
Your relationship with Levi had truly started there — with a shared understanding of loss, brokenness, and grief. Each time he visited your tea shop, which had become more frequent, he’d share a little bit more about himself and his past. It usually wasn’t much, and you’d often have to fill in the blanks and read between the lines, but you could tell that he actually trusted you with this information and, at least, felt assured that you’d understand him. 
Over time, the conversations would last a little bit longer and expand into topics outside of your shared losses; you’d tell him about your son, stories about interesting customers who had stopped by, memories about your childhood and your family. He’d share, too, usually anecdotes about his life in the Survey Corps, telling you about the “brats” he spent his days with, griping about their individual personalities with a fond sort of annoyance. 
The romantic aspect of your relationship trickled in slowly — it began with the time Levi had reached across the table and placed his hand onto yours without a word or a change in his expression. And from there, it evolved into these subdued touches here and there; a hand on the small of your back, him fixing an out-of-place strand of hair when you’d wear it pulled back, his leg brushing against yours under the table and not pulling away. 
The first time he’d kissed you, he’d been staring at your lips for almost the entire time you had been talking that day, as if magnetized to them. 
“Levi,” you’d said, finally, a slight exasperation in your voice. “Either stop staring at my lips or do something about it.”
His expression faltered and an actual blush rose to his cheeks, as if he didn’t realize you’d actually be able to notice his staring. But, it was just the push he needed, because he then leaned over the table, cupped his hand onto the side of your face, and planted a soft, but firm, kiss onto your lips. 
“Is that what you had in mind?” he asked, pulling back slightly, his lips still almost touching yours as he searched your eyes. 
“Yes,” you whispered, leaning forward and pressing your lips to his once again. That kiss was all it took; from there, you were in. And he was, too. 
As your relationship continued to flourish, he’d started visiting you at home, not just at the tea shop. He’d sit with you on your couch, running his fingers through your hair as the two of you caught up with each other. He’d help you out with all of the tasks that he knew were a burden on your shoulders with all you juggled, between raising your son and running the tea shop. He’d even started to warm up to your son and made an effort to talk to him, albeit somewhat awkwardly at first. Your son, however, didn’t notice any discomfort from Levi — he was just thrilled to have Humanity’s Strongest Soldier in his house. 
When Levi had actually gone with you and your son to visit your husband’s grave on his birthday — a supportive, nonintrusive gesture — and had placed a simple bundle of flowers on his gravestone, you knew that there was something different about him. Something worth keeping around in your life for a long time. He understood you and all of the complexities and brokenness that came with you; he had his fair share of his own. You realized that, together, maybe you could become whole again. 
Levi was nothing like how your husband was; and, in turn, the love you experienced with him was completely different. It was slower, softer, subtler. It was exactly what you didn't realize you'd needed — something tender and gentle to begin mending your once-broken heart. Levi, without even trying, had put the pieces of you back together in a way that was completely new. You'd been changed forever, and for once, it didn't feel like such a bad thing.
So, when he asked you to marry him, he did it in a way that was just as soft and subtle. You were sitting on the floor of your living room — a humble, but cozy space — playing with your son, who always had a way of coming up with the most elaborate pretend plots.
Levi followed along the best he could, occasionally asking a clarifying question to your son, his brows pressed together in serious contemplation. Your son would provide an equally as serious answer, explaining, in depth, the inner workings and rules of his pretend world.
During a moment of quiet, while your son rummaged around a chest for different toys to play with, Levi had simply looked at you, his usual armor cracking to reveal an honest vulnerability, and said, "I could get used to a life like this. With you. Both of you."
Your lips curved up into a smile and you tilted your head, your expression melting at his words. "I think that can be arranged."
"Think you'd consider marrying someone like me, Y/N?" The corners of his lips twitched, the smallest, self-deprecating smile on his face.
"Yes," you'd said, quickly, without even having to think about it. It was one of the easiest decisions of your life. "I won't just consider it. I'll do it. Happily."
Your son interrupted the tender moment, handing new toys to you and Levi, explaining the new, complicated rules of the next game you were about to play together. Levi listened intently, but his gaze caught yours for a moment, a knowing, affectionate glance exchanged between the two of you.
Your wedding was a simple one. You knew that Levi didn't care much for having a ceremony at all to begin with — if it were entirely up to him, you'd have forgone the whole ordeal. But, for you, he was willing to do just about anything (though he drew the line at dancing).
Between your collective eagerness to get married and Levi's unpredictable and hectic life with the Scouts, you didn't spend too much time or energy planning the wedding; fussing over the details and frills didn't matter much to either of you, as long as you got to be together by the end of it.
You'd invited only your closest family and friends, and kept the ceremony brief, exchanging simple vows. The only thing you'd cared about was the look on Levi's face when he saw you, in your simple, elegant white dress, carrying a bouquet of wildflowers, walking down the aisle toward him; he smiled a soft smile, his jaw clenching with emotion, his eyes focused on you with such intense reverence, it was as if nothing in the universe existed apart from you.
For most of the reception, Levi had sat at your table, observing as you laughed and talked with all of the guests; he was content just from seeing you glowing with happiness.
You'd convinced him, halfway through the night, to dance with you to a slower song; begrudgingly, and unable to say no to you, he obliged. You could sense the discomfort on his face as his eyes darted around the room as the two of you swayed to the music, feeling the eyes of the guests burning into him.
"Levi," you whispered, low enough so only he could hear. "Close your eyes. Pretend it's just you and me."
He nodded, and closed his eyes, his head resting onto your shoulder as his movements became smoother, more fluid. He sighed softly, holding you close, lost in your touch.
By the end of the night, your son had crashed after eating too much cake; he was curled up, asleep, with one of his grandparents. Fortunately for you and Levi, they'd offered to watch your son for the night to give you and Levi the alone time you'd so desperately been wanting.
You and Levi were sitting at your table, watching your guests move around the dance floor, your head rested on his shoulder while you absently scraped the frosting off of your plate.
"What do you say we get out of here?" Levi asked you, his lips pressed to your hair, with the slight raise of an eyebrow. "Don't think anyone will miss us too much. They're having too good of a time without us."
You giggled, rolling your eyes affectionately. "I knew you'd want to leave early," you whispered softly, knowingly. "But lucky for you, so do I."
Levi practically whisked you away the moment you finished your sentence. By the time you'd returned to your house, you were cradled into his arms as he kicked open your bedroom door, the room shrouded in the ethereal glow of moonlight.
"Levi," you laughed, as he hastily moved toward the bed, gently laying you down onto it, "slow down, relax."
"I can't," he replied, as he stood next to the bed, looking down at you, in awe at the sight of you in your wedding dress, your hair cascaded onto the bed below you, your delicate face becoming angelic in the pale purple moonlight. You were officially his forever. He released a quiet, adoring sigh as your hand trailed up his forearm, pulling him down onto you. His body settled onto yours, fitting together perfectly, his eyes taking in every inch of your face before his head dipped to the crook of your neck.
"Hey," he whispered, his lips brushing up your neck to your ear, his hands moving up your thighs under your dress, his touch worshipping your skin. "I didn't want to say my real vows in front of everyone. They didn't need to hear that. It's just for you. So, Y/N, here's what I promise you. I promise that I will love you until my last breath, and I'll protect you, no matter what it takes. Nothing will ever happen to you as long as I'm alive. I promise to always come back to you, no matter where duty takes me. I promise to love your son as if he were my own. You're it, Y/N. You're the light in my darkness, the only thing I'm sure of, the reason I've even still got a heart left at all. Don't ever forget that."
Your throat constricted as he spoke, trapping all of the words you wanted to say back to him, your mind lost between his loving whispers and the feel of his hands pressing against your skin.
"Levi," you managed to whisper, the word coming out as a shallow, wanting breath.
His lips pressed onto your neck, kissing and nipping at your tender, sensitive skin.
"You don't need to say anything," he whispered, low and husky, the words muffled against your neck. "Just be with me."
It was all he ever asked for, really — these moments alone with you. And because they happened more seldom than he'd wanted, he savored every second. He’d committed every detail of you to his memory, etched into his mind permanently: the individual flecks of colors in your eyes, the varying sounds and tones of your voice, each and every one of your idiosyncrasies and mannerisms.
His hands moved further up your thighs, his thumbs tracing over the scalloped edges of your soft lace panties. Your breath hitched, your hips instinctively pushing upward into his touch. His hands slid away, not quite to tease you, but because he was in no rush.
He lifted his head from your neck to look at you, his gaze attentive as it moved from your eyes to the curve of your cheek, to your lips and down the slope of your neck and shoulder. His hands moved out from under your dress to your shoulders, slowly pulling down the sleeves of your wedding dress.
"I love you," you whispered — you couldn't help it. You'd have said it a thousand times in that one moment, if you could've.
His hands paused their movements for a moment, his eyes crawling back up to yours, all of the tension in his face completely released.
"I love you too, Y/N," he whispered back, his voice barely audible over the sound of your beating hearts, as his lips lowered down onto yours.
He kissed you like he needed you as much as he needed air to breathe. His lips molded perfectly to yours, his teeth gently tugging onto your bottom lip before diving in deeper, his tongue sweeping out to taste yours.
His hands continued sliding off your dress, his fingers brushing against your bare skin as he did, leaving sparks in their wake; once the dress fell softly to the floor by the bed, his hands worked their way across every inch of your body, showering attention onto every curve.
His kiss became hungrier, strands of his hair brushing against your forehead as a groan formed in the back of his throat.
Your hands rose to his shoulders, pushing off the jacket of his tuxedo before working to unbutton his shirt, tossing it to the side. Your hands traced over his muscles as they moved and flexed; your fingers affectionately grazed over the familiar scars and bruises that decorated his body.
A subtle gasp fell from his lips, captured by yours, as his hands trailed down your waist to your hips, once again resting on the soft fabric of your panties.
"God," he murmured, breaking the kiss for a brief moment, just to tilt his head down and look at your body beneath his, "you're so fucking beautiful."
His fingers tugged at the hem of your panties before sliding them underneath, between your folds, feeling the warmth and wetness that met him there.
Your head tilted back slightly and you bit your lower lip, breathing out sharply from your nose. His eyes snapped back up to your face as his fingers began to tease your slit, running up and down it before circling your clit with a gentle pressure.
You gasped softly, a low moan building within you, your eyes shutting with pleasure. You weren't sure how he did it, but even the simplest touch from him made you fall apart.
"Good," he whispered, reveling in how eagerly you responded to his touch. He increased his pressure on your nub, his thumb circling it as two of his fingers slipped inside of you with ease, earning a loud whimper from you.
His fingers pumped in and out of you, curling up against your most sensitive spot, his thumb remaining pressed against your clit as he coaxed pleasured moans from you. As your thighs began to shake, a familiar spark building up within your core, his free hand grasped onto your hip, steadying you, as he increased the pace and intensity of his fingers.
Your hands reached out, grasping for his shoulders as your body began to tense, the release building intensely within you, on the verge of exploding.
"Come undone for me," he whispered, his fingers pumping into you with untethered force, your juices coating and squelching against his hand. And you did — your walls clenched around his fingers as you poured out pleasure. Your back arched upward, your legs shook uncontrollably, and your fingers dug into his shoulders as you cried out, a ragged, gasping whimper, too strained with pleasure to make a real sound.
His fingers remained buried within you as you rode through the waves of release, only pulling out of you once your back settled back onto the bed. Before you could open your mouth to say a word, his hands had already pulled his own pants off, his hardened length springing free, pretty and pink.
"C'mere," he muttered, his hands sliding under your waist to gently pull you upright. He hoisted you onto his lap, your bare chest pressed to his, the warmth of your skin emanating into each other. His hands crawled up your back then gently around your neck, his thumb rubbing gently across your throat, then up to your lips.
"Levi," you whispered, muffled under the pressure of his thumb, your eyes locking onto his, strands of your hair stuck to your forehead with sweat. "Show me how much you love me. As your wife."
"My wife," he echoed, as if the words were the most decadent thing that had ever been on his tongue. His hands moved down to grip onto your hips, bringing your legs around him as you sat in his lap.
He lifted your hips up, pausing for a moment to meet your gaze before slowly lowering you down onto his cock, a soft groan parting his lips.
Your head tilted to the side as he filled you up, stretching out your walls completely. His head dipped to your chest, kissing your skin as he began to thrust, slowly and sensually, your hips moving in perfect harmony with his.
His fingers sprawled across your hips as he guided your motions as you rode him, his tongue and lips devouring your skin, moving between your nipples, sucking and tugging on them. Your hands gripped into his hair, causing him to growl faintly.
His eyes closed and he panted softly as he pushed your hips down onto his with increasing intensity, your clit pressing down onto his skin with each thrust, causing you to moan and writhe against him.
"Fuck," he panted, his grip on your hips tightening as he picked up the pace, practically slamming your hips down onto him, the muscles in his arms tense and rippling.
"L-Levi, I'm- I'm," you moaned, swallowing as your body began to reach its second climax, still sensitive from the first one, your hands slipping from his hair to wrap tightly around his back as your legs began to shake again.
He groaned, a low, primal sound, as he held your hips in place and pounded up into you with unrelenting movements, sending you spiraling over the edge. Your head collapsed into his neck, your moans and cries quieted against his skin, your teeth grazing his skin.
"Y/N," he moaned, a strained sound as he thrust into you one final time, his knuckles turning white as they held onto your hips, as he poured out deep inside of you.
He collapsed back onto the bed, bringing you gently down with him. One of his hands cradled the back of your head as you rested it on his chest, the other tracing patterns across your back, his touch soothing.
"My wife," he murmured, satisfied, his chest heaving with exertion and his body glimmering with little beads of sweat that looked like stars under the moonlight.
For the following year, that was how you'd spent most of your nights with Levi, when he had the chance to come see you between missions and duties.
He'd spend the first part of evenings with you and your son, listening intently to whatever new hobby or interest your son wanted to talk about, and playing with him on the living room floor or out in the yard. Levi would lean against the doorway as you'd tuck your son into bed, listening in with a tender expression as you read a bedtime story.
It didn't take long for your son to grow attached to Levi, and not just as Humanity's Strongest Soldier. The first time he'd asked Levi to read his bedtime story instead of you, Levi had stood frozen for a moment, blinking as he processed the question.
He'd cleared his throat slightly and nodded, his movements a little stiff as he pushed off the doorway and took the storybook from you, sitting down on the edge of your son's bed. He'd studied the page of the book for a moment before beginning to read, your son's eyes watching him with wonder and adoration. As Levi continued reading, he became more relaxed, the crease between his brow fading away, the words flowing more smoothly.
About halfway through the story, your son had drifted asleep, the sign of a job well done. Levi's lips curved into a small smile, and he nodded, contentedly. From then on, your son requested bedtime stories from Levi every time he visited.
And after your son was fast asleep each night, Levi would wrap his arm around your waist and pull you to your bedroom to show you just how much he loved his wife.
It wasn't much of a surprise, really, when you'd found out you were pregnant shortly after. When you'd told Levi during his next visit, you weren't sure how he'd react — he was away often and you hadn't exactly planned for a baby yet. You also knew that he'd had a troubled childhood and had never had a real father figure; he never seemed sure that he was doing the right thing when it came to your son. The danger and uncertainty of the world around you and his position as Captain only added to his inner doubts about whether he'd make a capable father or be any good, or worthy, at being a proper role model for anyone, let alone a child.
But as he'd spent more and more time with your son, he'd grown used to the idea of having a kid around — and actually even it. As he became more comfortable in his role in your son's life, he'd begun telling your son more stories about his life, trying to guide him and teach him lessons to keep him on the right track (and prevent him from a life of fighting and violence).
So, when you told him that you were pregnant, it was like you saw a spark of life ignite within his eyes as he scooped you up into his arms and buried his face into your neck. He didn't have to say it — he was happy.
Throughout your pregnancy, Levi tried to visit you more often to take care of you; he hated the thought of you doing absolutely anything alone while you were carrying your baby. When he was around, he barely let you so much as stand on your own.
He'd handle all the caretaking when it came to your son, he'd deep clean your house so you wouldn't have to worry about it, and he'd bring you endless cups of tea. He'd forced you to hire someone else to take over your tea shop temporarily, practically begging you when it came down to it, insisting that standing on your feet all day wasn't good for you or the baby.
After nine months of Levi sternly doting on you, your baby finally arrived. Levi made sure that he didn't miss this moment, shirking his duties and obligations for the first time since you'd known him.
"If they can't function without me for a day, those brats are more pathetic than I thought," he'd grumbled as he held your hand while you laid on the bed, after you'd asked him for the hundredth time if it was okay for him to be there, sweat sticking to your skin after coming down from your latest contraction.
"Now stop asking," he'd added, "None of that is important. This is all that matters." He squeezed your hand, reassuringly.
When the baby finally came, and the doctor announced that it was a little girl, Levi's shoulders tensed slightly, as if he hadn't considered the possibility of having a daughter. When the doctor wrapped her into a tiny bundle and handed her to Levi, he took her into his arms with a hold so hesitant and delicate, like he thought he might break her if he held on even a little bit too tight.
"Oh," he whispered, his eyes darting all over her face, taking in her pouty lips, scrunched nose, full cheeks, and barely-opened blue-gray eyes. His jaw clenched and unclenched over and over, the vein in his forehead becoming visible as his eyes welled with tears. He blinked repeatedly, causing the tears to stream down his face.
"What the hell?" he whispered, a subtle tone of disbelief in his voice as he glanced down at you, blinking repeatedly, seemingly bewildered by the tears on his cheeks. "Is this normal?"
You laughed affectionately, nodding gently. "Yes, Levi. It's normal."
"Ah," he nodded, swallowing, his misty eyes returning down to his baby daughter, fixating on her little face so intensely, you weren't sure if he was ever going to look away again. His hand, with the slowest movement possible, reached up to her face, his finger brushing against her soft, delicate cheek. You were sure in that moment that nothing, nothing would ever come between Levi and his baby girl.
The first year after your daughter was born were as blissful as they could have been. Levi had continued making sure to spend more time away from the Scouts, as much as he possibly could, to be with you, your son, and his brand new baby girl.
When Levi couldn’t be around, you weren’t entirely alone to take care of the baby. Your son, who now claimed to be grown up at the age of seven, claimed that he was the “second in command” man of the house. He’d mimic Levi in the way he walked around the house, the specific way he would hold his little sister, and even in the way he’d hold a bottle or spoon while feeding her. Most recently, your son had even insisted on getting the same haircut as Levi (though he hadn’t yet gotten used to having strands of hair falling in front of his eyes).
And when Levi was there, he’d practically never let his daughter out of his grasp. At every meal, he’d prop her onto his lap and feed her little bites of food that she could eat (he figured it had to taste better than the baby food he called “mushed crap”). When he’d unwind on the couch with a cup of tea or a book, he’d have her held to his shoulder, her little head tucked against his neck. Overnight, when she’d cry, he’d always jump out of bed first to go tend to her — and he’d stay with her long after she was settled back to sleep, simply holding her or watching over her crib. He’d even willingly handle her most rancid of diapers — he claimed that he’d spent so much time around horse shit and Titan carnage that it didn’t bother him, and his need for cleanliness always left her perfectly spotless and cared for.
Even with his overprotective, doting behavior with his daughter, it was never like he neglected you or your son when he was around. When the baby would be napping, or when you’d finally take her for a change, he’d spend every other moment either sitting by you and holding your hand, or playing with your son.
Your little family had just fallen into this quasi-routine when Levi’s visits started to become more infrequent — the situation within the Survey Corps had grown more dire, and though Levi spared you of the details to not worry you, you knew that something terrible was waiting on the horizon. He’d become a bit more tense and distant with each of his visits, though you could tell he was trying to suppress it for the sake of you and the children. 
Eventually, once it had been weeks since Levi had last visited, you began to worry, bordering on panic. You’d tried to calm yourself, reminding yourself that Levi was busy and that his missions were unpredictable — you’d tell yourself that he was likely just on a mission that was taking longer than usual. 
When your son would ask you when Levi was coming home next, or your toddler daughter would babble about wanting “Dada,” you’d field their questions with reassuring platitudes about Levi’s importance as Captain and his strength and resilience. But as the weeks continued to stretch on without so much as a letter from Levi, there was nothing you could say anymore to soothe their worries or yours. 
You’d tuck each of the children into bed at night, soothing them to sleep with gentle words, promising them that Levi would surely be home soon, even though you knew that your son, at least, was beginning to not believe you. Your daughter was easier to manage in terms of worries, but you feared that if Levi stayed away too long, she’d begin to forget him. 
Once the children were safe and sound in bed, you’d stay awake, standing at your bedroom window, staring into the night as if you would bring Levi back to your doorstep with sheer need and willpower. But, he never returned. When the thought that Levi might actually be dead entered your mind, you pushed it away immediately; you couldn’t bear to think that way for even a second, let alone say the words out loud. You knew that Levi’s work was dangerous, and you knew that ever since Marley came into the picture, things for him had become more complicated and precarious than ever. You knew about what Eren had done to Marley, and you knew about the Jaegerists, and you knew that Levi was mixed up in all of it. Still, you refused to acknowledge that something deadly could really have happened to him. 
As the weeks stretched into months, you’d forced yourself to maintain a calm face and strong exterior for the sake of the children. They’d both crawl up into your lap each night, looking up at you, as if your eyes would reveal answers as to where Levi had gone and why he wasn’t coming back. 
You’d look down into the big, sparkling eyes of your children, a look that both warmed and broke your heart; you saw both of your loves, your first and Levi, looking back up at you.
You thought to yourself, as your heart shattered in your chest, Is this my life? Destined to carry the hearts and spirits of people I love, without ever getting to truly be with them?
When The Rumbling began, you couldn’t believe that it was actually happening — that all of humanity, aside from Eldia, could be wiped out, the world flattened. You tried your best to steel yourself from the fear and devastation that coursed through your veins and consumed your every thought, trying to protect the children from the cruel reality and danger that loomed outside. You’d forced them to stay inside the house with you the entire time, and you held them close, trying to distract them in any way that you could, while your mind drifted to thoughts of Levi.
You knew that if Levi was out there, somewhere, he’d surely be in the frontlines of this impossible battle to stop The Rumbling; you knew that he was in grave danger, more than ever before, more than you’d ever thought was possible. The situation was grim and futile, but you knew that Levi wasn’t one to give up or back down — he’d lost too many comrades, seen too many sacrifices to quit at the final moment and let all of their deaths have been in vain. You knew he’d sacrifice his own life if it came down to it, and that thought terrified you more than anything else. 
When The Rumbling had eventually ended, it wasn’t clear what, exactly, had happened — you’d heard too many conflicting rumors and theories about who was there and who had survived, that you didn’t want to believe anything too quickly. As Eldia, hesitantly, became safe again, you waited, still, for Levi to come home, but he still hadn’t. You forced yourself to continue being patient, to not give up hope; most of the other Scouts still hadn’t returned yet, you reminded yourself. 
As the weeks continued to pass, Eldia began to return, bit by bit, to a state resembling normalcy; far from recovered, but relieved that the war was finally, officially over. 
“Does this mean Levi is coming home now?” your son had asked you, his eyes filling with hope, a smile daring to form on his face. 
You swallowed, hard, trying to maintain composure. “I don’t know, sweetheart,” you admitted, bringing your son into a tight hug. “I hope so. We’ll see, okay?”
Weeks later, when there was a knock at your door and you opened it to reveal a man you’d never seen before, wearing a plain black suit, you weren’t sure what to expect. You cracked the door open, just barely, as your kids scurried up behind you to see who was there, your son hovering behind you and your toddler clinging onto your leg. 
“Uh, hi,” you greeted him, a look of uncertainty on your face. “Can I help you?”
“You’re Y/N, right?” he asked, his voice soft and kind as he double-checked the address of your house and glanced down at the children hiding behind you. “I’m Onyankopon. I’m a pilot, and I’ve been helping out with the Scouts for a while.”
Your eyes widened at the mention of the Scouts, your heart racing in your chest as you prepared yourself for anything — good news or bad. 
“Yes,” you answered hastily, “I’m Y/N. Is it Levi? What happened? Is he okay?”
Onyankopon held his hands up, palms facing you in a soothing gesture. “Levi’s fine. He’s alive, Y/N.”
You gasped, your hand flying up to your mouth in shock as your body began to tremble slightly, unable to process the emotions that swirled through your mind and the intense relief that threatened to pour from your eyes. 
“He- He’s alive? L-Levi’s okay? Really?” you asked, your voice struggling to get the words out, your vision blurring with tears. 
“Where is he?” your son asked, urgently, his head poking forward to look up at Onyankopon. 
“He’s in Marley,” Onyankopon said slowly and calmly, trying not to overload you with information. “That’s why I’m here, actually. He sent me here to come and get you. He…,” he paused for a moment, contemplating how much to reveal, “needed my help with it.”
You didn’t waste any time; the prospect of seeing Levi again, finally, after all the time and uncertainty, was enough to set you into motion immediately. You gathered the few belongings that you and your kids needed, and you were out the door immediately, hurriedly following behind Onyankopon. 
A short journey later, you’d arrived in Marley — you were too focused on the thought of Levi to gawk and stare at the unfamiliar sights of the city that normally would’ve left you awestruck, even through the destruction and rubble surrounding you. Your gaze remained intently fixated on Onyankopon as he guided you through the hectic streets, before you approached a somewhat damaged building. Onyankopon led you down the winding hallways, before opening the doors to one of the rooms and stepping aside, revealing Levi inside, his back turned to the door. 
“Levi,” Onyankopon said, “we’re here.” 
Levi’s head snapped around, and your eyes widened as you saw the state of him, wondering what injuries he had endured — the wheelchair, his glazed-over white eye, the fresh scars on his face, the missing fingers — but you didn’t care. He was there, he was alive, he didn’t seem to be in any pain, and he was just as beautiful as you’d remembered him. Nothing else mattered in that moment; everything else could wait until later. 
Before you could manage to get a word out, or shake off the shock of seeing him, your son ran over to him first, propelled by urgent eagerness and relief. 
“I missed you, Dad,” your son said, his eyes shutting as he wrapped his arms around Levi — it was the first time he’d ever referred to Levi as ‘Dad.’ Levi’s eyes snapped up to you, misty and glistening, his throat tightening slightly. You nodded, a tender, encouraging motion as you walked over with your daughter in your arms, your heart swelling with warmth and affection. 
“I missed you too, son,” Levi said, his voice rough with feeling as he returned your son’s hug, his arms trembling faintly, his hand ruffling his hair. As your son released Levi, Levi kept an arm on his back, a subtle, reassuring touch. 
Your daughter extended her arms out to Levi as you got closer, babbling, as you set her down into Levi’s lap. Her tiny hands gripped onto his shirt and she looked up at him, smiling and giggling.  
“She’s not… scared… to see me like this,” he whispered with disbelief, his expression softening even further as he gazed into his daughter’s eyes, seeing nothing but love and affection looking back at him. 
As your daughter nuzzled her head into his neck, as she always did, you knelt down next to him, your lips and hands trembling slightly as you took a long, close look at him. 
“Levi,” you choked out, your hands rising to his face, cradling it gently, your fingers gently resting on his new scars. Your eyes locked into each other, filled with unspoken emotion and relief. 
“Y/N,” he echoed, his head tilting into your touch, his brows twitching involuntarily as he became overwhelmed at the sight of you and the feeling of your soft, warm hands touching him. Your thumbs swept under his eyes, absorbing the few tears that had broken free from his eyes. 
You leaned in and kissed him softly and gently, your lips returning to where they were meant to be — against his. He released a shuddering breath that melted against your lips, the fear and worry that had consumed you both for so long dissipating into the air. 
“Thank God you’re all alright,” he whispered as he broke the kiss, his voice fraught with emotion as he extended his arms out and pulled the three of you close to him. “My family.”
As you buried your face into Levi’s neck, inhaling the familiar scent of his skin at last, your mind, inexplicably, went to the broken tea set on the shelf in your tea shop — the tea set that had ignited your entire relationship with Levi, all that time ago. You thought of it as you looked at your family; broken, yes, but healing and more beautiful than ever before. 
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Mounting Spring Ch. 8
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Summary: Paradis has opened its doors to the world, and the Rumbling has not yet occurred. The military board insists, "We need more Ackermans!" to avoid ruining Mikasa's life. Levi agrees. Arranged marriage, explicit consent, Omegaverse. Alpha! Levi x Omega! Y/N. Mentions of underage marriage but it doesn't happen, the reader is over 21. Age gap but they are both adults. (I would say enemys to lover but they don't even know eachother to be enemys lol.)
Author note: I've had this idea for so long… Omegaverse is my guilty pleasure, and I decided to treat myself with it.
From the creator of "Not in season?" I bring to you "Mounting Spring" lmao haha sorry it's just that my first omegaverse was rather a success… so I decided to do another.
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“I’m taking a shower,” he had said. “If you want to use the bathroom, now’s the time.” 
He didn’t wait for a response, stepping into the bathroom. The sticky feeling of his clothes clinging to his body was driving him insane, and he needed relief. The day was unexpectedly warm—not scorching, but the first strong days of spring always seemed to carry an extra weight. 
“Baby, you want breakfast too?” her voice floated through the door just as he bent down to roll off the black trousers of his new uniform. He paused for a moment, the words catching him off guard. 
Something about it felt... off.  The strange limbo they were in. It was the whole situation. He wasn’t usually one to get prudish or shy about his body—expeditions and common showers had long since stripped away any modesty. But as he tossed his clothes into the laundry basket and stood naked in the bathroom, her voice came again, faint but clear. 
“No, baby, get down from there!” 
He turned his head toward the door instinctively, a strange sense of restraint settling over him. Maybe it was because all the previous times he’d showered over the past three weeks, she’d been asleep. Even the night she arrived, she’d gone to bed before he’d had the chance to clean up. 
‘This is so fucking awkward,’ he thought, turning on the water and stepping under the spray. He’d been naked in far less private settings —hell, he’d stripped down and washed off in front of squads of men during expeditions without a second thought. 
‘Yeah, but nobody there was supposed to get knocked up by me.’ 
He sighed, running his hands through his hair as the water cascaded down his body. That was the real difference, wasn’t it? On expeditions, privacy was a luxury, but the situation had always been purely practical. Now, the person in the next room wasn’t just some comrade. She was supposed to be intimate enough to make moments like this normal—but they weren’t. Not yet, at least. 
As he lathered soap across his skin, his thoughts spiraled further. ‘It’s weird middle ground, isn’t it? We’re supposed to be close enough for her to be fine with me taking a shower while she’s awake, but not close enough to share those—what do you call it—quiet, personal moments. 
The thought didn’t stop him from moving through his routine. By now, the soap was rinsed off, and he stood over the sink, ready to shave. The sharp blade of his razor rested in his hand as he straightened up, catching his reflection in the slightly fogged mirror. His gaze drifted across the room as if searching for memories outside his body. 
His thoughts shifted, unbidden. ‘Did I ever go raw before this?’ he wondered, the thought creeping in before he could stop it. The memory of Kenny’s crude “lessons” in life played in his mind, and he frowned. ‘Only thing that bastard ever taught me besides killing—wrap it up.’ He snorted faintly at the absurdity of it. 
He cleaned the razor, his brow furrowed. ‘How many loads does it take to secure a pregnancy, anyway? That’s gotta mess with a guy’s head, constantly thinking about that. And if you’re in heat—’ 
His hand froze mid-motion. ‘And when you’re in heat… is it all doggy style all the time because it’s the “biologically optimal” thing to do? Can you switch it up?’ 
He let out a long breath, shaking his head slowly as he finished shaving. “I should not be thinking about this on a Wednesday morning at 10 a.m. before a meeting,” he muttered to himself, rinsing the blade one last time. 
His mind, however, didn’t seem to get the memo. ‘But seriously, though... does it always have to be on fours? I mean, I like on all fours, but… a whole week of that? Her knees, dude.’ 
Finally, he dried off, pulled on a clean shirt, and opened the door. 
“What took you so long?” she asked, her head tilting slightly as she looked up at him. 
“Nothing,” he replied curtly. 
“It’s very warm today,” she commented, seemingly trying to maintain some level of conversation with the man who was, supposedly, her husband. “Is it always this warm in the south?” 
“Mhm.” Levi only hummed in response, shrugging his jacket over his shoulders before sitting on the couch to pull his boots back on. 
“Breakfast?” she asked again, a cat cradled in her arms as she looked at him. 
“No,” he replied curtly. His head was killing him, and just the thought of food made his stomach churn. He wasn’t paying much attention—just going through his usual morning routine—until he tried brushing off the white cat hairs stubbornly clinging to his black trousers. 
“Tch.” He clicked his tongue in irritation. 
“Did you brush the cat today?” he asked, finally glancing back at her. 
But the complaint died in the back of his throat when he saw her reflection in the fogged-up bathroom mirror, struggling to put on a pair of earrings. 
A pretty sundress, hair braided half-up, half-down, long lashes accentuated by mascara. 
“Where are you going all dolled up?” 
She stilled for a moment, meeting his eyes in the mirror before turning to face him fully. “You just said I could go out.” 
‘And everything I said after that must have gone in one ear and out the other.’ 
“I want to make a good impression on your squad,” she added before turning back to her reflection, resuming her struggle with the earrings. 
Levi pressed his lips into a thin line, giving it a second thought. He wasn’t the type to regret his decisions, but suddenly, this one didn’t seem like the best idea. 
“My squad barely owns soap bars,” he muttered under his breath. A good first impression felt like overkill considering the social standards of his cadets—not that he held any grudge against them. 
He leaned forward, forearms resting on his knees, fingers laced together as he pondered it. 
“Maybe you should wait until I come back this evening.” 
That snapped her out of it instantly. 
“What?!” She rushed over to him, eyes narrowed in disbelief. “You just said I could go out!” 
The deep frown, the clenched teeth, the frustration practically radiating off her—it was all clearly meant to intimidate him. It didn’t. 
“I’m just saying, wait a couple more hours. Then I’ll walk you around myself.” 
She took a step back, voice lowering into something much colder. 
“You just said it,” she whispered, anger laced with unmistakable hurt. 
‘Oh... alright, she’s actually upset for real.’ 
Levi sighed through his nose, watching how quickly her disappointment turned into something sharp, something like resentment. 
“Fine,” he relented, exhaling as he sat back. “Just… be careful.” 
— 
“I mean... what’s the worst thing that could happen?” Levi said, recounting his morning as if it were some kind of story. 
“Shhh, talk quieter. My head is killing me,” Hange groaned, sprawled limply in his desk chair, their eyes shielded by a cold, wet towel. “I’m getting old… Remember how we used to laugh at Erwin coming back from those meetings completely wasted? Now look at us—we’re no better.” 
“Excuse me, I’ve never stolen anyone’s underwear while drunk… or high, or both,” Levi shot back, defending his honor as if that cleared him of all other debauchery. He leaned back in his chair, voice deadpan. “I don’t remember half of what I did last night, and the other half’s just a blur. But it wasn’t that bad.” 
Hange snorted, shifting the towel slightly to make room for their smirk. “You used to be this famous thug, and now you can’t handle one night of alcohol and… whatever the hell it was they brought for us to smoke. You’ve lost your edge, Captain.” 
Levi rested his head against the cool surface of the table, reaching for his tea cup without lifting his gaze. “I’m a married man now. That life of bad habits is long behind me.” 
That earned a sharp laugh from Hange, who had to readjust the towel when it slid halfway down their face. “You got married three weeks ago, asshole.” 
Finally deciding to take a sip from his cup, Levi straightened just enough to lift it to his lips—only to immediately grimace in disgust. “This is green tea.” 
“Yeah... my liver wouldn’t survive black tea today,” Hange muttered, not bothering to move the towel from their face. Then, as if the thought had just struck them, they added, “If you have a problem with it, win the elections and become Commander.” 
Levi scoffed. “Only an idiot would want to be Commander.” 
“Gee, thanks,” Hange deadpanned. “What are you? One of those people whose whole personality revolves around their partner?” 
“No,” Levi replied curly, “But it’s my only excuse,” 
— 
Double-checking in the mirror, she whispered to herself, “Good first impressions.” A small nod of encouragement. “Scouts are heads of state now, so good first impressions.” 
She pinched her cheeks lightly, giving them a subtle rosy flush, and hummed in approval. But just as she was about to turn away, her nose wrinkled at something in the air. Slowly pivoting on her heels, her eyes landed on the laundry basket. 
‘It tickles,’ she thought, scrunching her nose as if to shake off the feeling. ‘Silly.’ She gave her head the smallest shake. 
Decisive steps carried her to the office door, excitement bubbling in her chest. Her hand reached for the knob—the same one she had reached for on her first morning here. A firm pull, and it clicked open with ease. The door shifted just a few centimeters, separating from the frame, but she didn’t step through. 
She stood still. 
Her eyes remained locked on her reflection in the gilded surface. 
"Be careful." Levi’s voice echoed in her head. 
The freedom she had wanted so badly was now hers for the taking, yet it filled her with hesitation. 
She rocked her weight from one foot to the other, lips pressed together before glancing to her right—toward the open bathroom door. 
‘I mean… better safe than sorry, right?’ 
Back inside the tiled room, she lifted the wicker lid of the laundry basket. 
‘My friends did this when we were teens. Their parents got so mad…’ 
Her fingers grasped the light grey shirt Levi had worn the entire previous day—and slept in. 
‘I just have to rub my neck against it a little…’ 
A memory surfaced. Her friends sneaking around at parties, brushing up against alphas, pressing their necks together. It wasn’t claiming, but it was something back then. And maybe now, it could be something that helped her, too. 
‘I remember Die was working as a cadet… we shared a kiss through the staircase fence.’ 
The thought brought the ghost of a smile to her lips, brief and bittersweet. 
‘He smelled nice… I remember that.’ 
With more doubts than certainties, she slowly lifted the shirt to her face, pressing the collar against her nose as she took a deep, slow breath. Her eyes fluttered shut, trying to gauge her body’s reaction to it. 
First impression? The same as when she first smelled his jacket. 
Strong. ‘Musky, even’ 
But then—almost instinctively—her body craved more. Another breath. Then another. And before she realized what she was doing, she was rubbing the fabric against her skin, pressing it to her neck in slow, deliberate motions, as if massaging the scent into her skin, soothing in a way she hadn’t expected. 
A low, involuntary purr rumbled in her throat. 
Her eyes shot open in horror. 
She let go of the shirt like it had burned her, watching as it dropped back into the basket. 
Her breath hitched, blood rushing to her cheeks as she stood there, frozen in place. 
‘Oh god… why did I do that?!’ 
Moving robotically, she walked to the couch and sat down, staring in silent mortification. The cat kneading a pillow in the corner was swiftly scooped up as she muttered to it in despair, 
“I just did that… to his shirt?! What is wrong with me?!” 
The cat bumped its head against her chin in response. 
She pushed the animal down with a huff. “…Though, I guess… he’s the only man I’m allowed to react like that for, so… it’s not that bad. Right?” 
“Meow.” 
Newfound conviction in her step, she strode toward the door, this time with more confidence. 
The moment she opened it, she inhaled deeply—ready to embrace the fresh air. 
Only to immediately recoil. 
“Ugh…” she groaned, grimacing. 
Levi’s scent—his natural musk mixed with aftershave, deodorant, and cologne—had been intoxicating. But this? The thick, cloying stench of a hundred alphas all packed together, their scents mingling like scrambled eggs? 
Absolutely disgusting. 
“Never mind.” She shook her head violently, as if trying to physically rid herself of the sensory assault. “Let’s go for a walk!” 
She barely got two steps before the soft patter of tiny paws followed her. 
She turned, spotting her cat trotting after her with eager strides. 
“Aww, sweetie! You wanna come too?” 
Door locked, cat in arms—she was ready for her stroll. 
With the window open, she took in a slow, deep breath, savoring the fresh forest air. The scent of pine and linden soothed her nose, washing away the lingering stench from earlier. The sky stretched bright and blue, the warmth of the sun kissing her skin. 
Looking down from the window frame, she spotted two cadets staring up at her, confusion written all over their faces. 
“Morning!” she chirped, all too pleased to be out, to stretch her legs, to breathe. “Beautiful day, innit?” 
The two teens exchanged glances before nodding—slowly. 
“Uh-huh…” 
Unbothered, she continued her stroll. “Let’s get stuff for a picnic!” 
Following the directions given by another cadet, she eventually reached a set of doors—what she assumed was the mess hall. 
To her surprise, it was mostly empty, save for a few scattered cadets who lifted their heads at the sound of her entrance. Their brows furrowed, confusion evident. 
“Hi,” she greeted, waving. “Morning! The kitchen?” 
One of them pointed toward the far end of the room. 
“Thank you~” she chimed before heading off. 
But before she could get far— 
“Excuse me, girl?” 
She turned on her heel, blinking as a cadet stood from one of the benches. 
“Civilians aren’t allowed to wander around,” he said, eyeing her warily. “If you’re looking for someone, please wait here.” 
“Oh! No, no,” she insisted, waving her hands. “I’m Captain Levi’s wife. I live here.” 
Silence. 
The loudest silence she had ever heard. 
“…See ya!” she added before walking off. 
— 
“We should be training,” Eren muttered, biting into an apple. “Not doing kitchen duties.” 
“Come on, Captain Levi hardly ever cancels morning drills. Yesterday’s after-hours meeting must’ve been intense,” Armin reasoned. “They probably discussed something incredibly serious if they were up so late.” 
“Yeah, like that train they want us to build, and—” 
“A kitty!” 
Jean paused mid-peel, turning to Mikasa’s rare display of enthusiasm. “Yes, a kitty… Wait, a kitty?” 
Mikasa had already abandoned the conversation, beelining toward Y/N with bright, wide eyes locked onto the oversized cat in her arms. 
“Oh, hi,” Y/N greeted, a bit caught off guard as the raven-haired girl approached. “He’s friendly.” 
“Can I pick him up?” 
“Sure.” 
Mikasa carefully took the enormous feline, cradling him against her chest with unexpected gentleness. 
Meanwhile, Sasha and Jean locked eyes across the kitchen, communicating through sheer willpower alone: It’s her! The only two in the squad who had actually seen Y/N before, now confirmed. 
“I always wanted a cat,” Mikasa murmured, stroking the soft fur with genuine delight. “It was my childhood dream…” She lifted Claws slightly, marveling. “He’s so big.” 
Y/N smiled at the sight but soon noticed something odd—everyone else in the room was staring at her. 
She turned slightly, suddenly hyper-aware of the weight of their collective gaze. 
“Uh… hi?” she offered with a hesitant grimace. 
Jean straightened up, puffing his chest out slightly. “We’re Captain Levi’s Special Operations Squad,” he announced, the title rolling off his tongue with pride, as if it should impress her. 
Sasha muttered, “Are you flexing?” 
But before Jean could retort, Y/N cut in, “Oh, you’re Levi’s kids.” 
Silence. 
Jean and Connie visibly deflated, their supposed prestigious position reduced to children in an instant. 
“Yes, hi—I’m Armin,” the blond quickly stepped forward, almost extending a hand before deciding against it. 
“Nice to meet you, I’m Y/N,” she replied. 
“Yes. We know.” 
The awkwardness thickened as she realized they all knew who she was, but she had no idea about them. 
“I know you,” Y/N suddenly blurted. “You’re the hallway girl!” 
“Yeah! Sasha!” The brunette grinned. “They didn’t believe me when I said I saw you—you vanished into thin air!” 
Y/N chuckled. “Levi was in a hurry.” 
Armin smirked but quickly winced when Mikasa subtly nudged him, as if to keep him from saying anything else. 
“And you,” Y/N continued, shifting her gaze, “you’re the training ground boy. You dropped the equipment.” 
Laughter erupted from Connie and Sasha as Jean clenched his jaw, looking deeply unamused. 
“…Yeah. Jean.” 
Y/N’s attention drifted, taking in the massive industrial kitchen. “I was actually wondering—who do I ask for a tea?” 
The room fell silent. The squad exchanged glances before, hesitantly, Jean raised his hand like a student answering a question. 
“I… could make one?” 
Y/N beamed. “Aw, thank you!” 
Jean blinked. “…Just, uh… give me a sec.” 
“So… do I have to make the damn tea or not?” Jean whispered, his voice barely audible as the group huddled together in a loose circle of conspiracy, all while Y/N inspected the kitchen behind them. 
Armin, glancing over his shoulder at her with furrowed brows, was the first to break the silence. “I’ve heard that in the MPs, cadets are assigned mundane tasks for their superiors, like picking up their dry cleaning. Maybe she thinks that’s how the Scouts operate too.” 
“You’ve been spending a lot of time talking about the MPs lately, huh, Armin?” Connie teased, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. 
Armin flushed crimson, his brows knitting together in defense. “What? What do you mean?” 
“You know what we mean,” Sasha chimed in, barely stifling a laugh. 
Jean rolled his eyes, exasperated. “You’re all missing the point. Do I make the damn tea or not?” 
“No,” Eren said flatly, as if the answer were obvious. “Maybe the MPs do this babysitting crap, but we don’t. We’re not the Military Police, and we’re definitely not her personal servants. Just tell her to make her own damn tea.” 
“Maybe she just isn’t used to our kitchen,” Mikasa offered, her tone more considerate as she glanced at Y/N. 
“Let’s just tell her—very subtly—” 
Armin’s attempt at diplomacy was cut off by Jean, who groaned loudly. “That’s not what I mean! I’m asking what the chain of command is when a wife shows up!” 
The Shiganshina trio collectively raised an eyebrow, their faces a mixture of disbelief and judgment. 
“What chain of command?” Eren asked, crossing his arms. “She’s not a soldier. She doesn’t give us orders.” 
Jean snorted. “Yeah, well, maybe you don’t remember how households work, but my dad never had the last word in our house—ever.” 
Armin placed a calming hand on Eren, who looked ready to take offense. “Jean, come on,” Armin said gently, though his expression clearly showed he thought the question was absurd. 
“No, no, Horse Face is right,”  
Jean’s brief moment of smug satisfaction was immediately shattered. “OI! Watch it, potato brain!” 
Ignoring him, Connie continued, “Yeah, my dad couldn’t do anything without asking my mom first. It was always, ‘Did you ask your mother?’ or ‘What does your mother say?’ And nine times out of ten, my mom said no.” 
Sasha chimed in, nodding vigorously. “Yeah, my dad would act like he was in charge, but if my mom caught wind of something she didn’t like, he was dead meat.” 
Mikasa, listening quietly, finally murmured, “I remember... my mom was the one who made the decisions too.” 
Jean gestured wildly toward Sasha and Connie. “Exactly what I’m saying! If Captain Levi got married and now she’s the one giving him the dead-eye stare when she doesn’t like his decisions, where does that put her in the chain of command? Who’s higher in the chain of command: him or her?” 
“Her.” 
“Him.” 
“Captain Levi isn’t our dad, though,” Eren muttered, still trying to wrap his head around the logic. “Men are still the head of the house, so he’s still in charge. She’s not our boss.” 
“But if she gets mad and complains to Captain Levi, and he takes it out on us, then what?” Sasha pointed out. “We’re screwed either way.” 
“Exactly,” Armin said, nodding gravely. “If we don’t do what she wants, she’ll complain, and Captain Levi will get pissed. If we don’t follow his orders, he’ll punish us directly. It’s a lose-lose situation.” 
The group fell silent, clearly no closer to an agreement. Mikasa broke the tension with a hesitant question. “So… would that mean if Commander Erwin got married, his wife would have outrank all of us?” 
Connie snickered. “Why not Commander Hange’s imaginary wife instead?” 
“Be realistic,” Eren muttered. 
As their bickering continued, Y/N stood by, watching them with growing confusion. ‘Maybe they’re busy working,’ she thought, eyeing the kettle that no one had touched. ‘Levi said not to interrupt them while they’re working.’ 
“Don’t worry about it, guys,” she finally announced. “I’ll just go for a walk instead.” 
The group froze. Six pairs of eyes turned toward her in unison, panic flashing across their faces. Armin forced a sympathetic smile. “W-Where are you going?” 
Y/N blinked, startled by their sudden interest. “I thought I’d take a stroll in the forest…” 
Back in their circle, the squad exchanged panicked glances. One by one, they shifted closer to the kitchen door, as if preparing to block her path. Jean, quick on his feet, plastered on a bright smile and stepped in front of her. 
“Eh?” she asked, tilting her head. 
“Haha, look at the time!” Jean said nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “Why don’t you stay here for a little while longer?” 
“I want to go out,” she insisted, her brow furrowing as she tried to move past him. “If you’ll excuse me—” 
“Uh, maybe… maybe stay here while we, um…” Sasha stammered, desperately searching for the right words. 
Y/N’s eyes widened as her unease turned into alarm. “Are you... are you kidnapping me?” 
“No, no, no!” they all shouted in unison, waving their hands in frantic denial. 
“You’re not kidnapped,” Armin assured her, his sweet smile doing little to ease her nerves. “You’re just... um... confined for now.” 
Her face twisted into horror. “Oh, for fuck’s sake, NOT AGAIN!” 
— 
When Hange walked back into the office, Levi was already up, slamming a stack of papers together. 
“Leaving so early?” 
“Yeah. I should really go train the brats after lunch.” 
The only brown eye not covered lingered on him, their lips twitching as they held back a remark. Hange, leaning back in their chair with an all-too-knowing smirk, tilted their head. “Oh sure, I bet the fresh air will help with the headache.” 
Levi exhaled sharply, unconvinced. Tucking the papers under his arm, he turned to leave—only to freeze at the door. Slowly, he turned back, narrowing his eyes as Hange spun lazily in their chair, still smirking. 
“…What?” 
“I said absolutely nothing.” 
His squinted in suspicion. “You’re so fucking weird.” 
The moment he stepped outside, something felt… off. 
The usual background noise of cadets moving between tasks was there, but underneath it, hushed murmurs—giggling. 
Giggling. 
Levi’s pace slowed as he glanced around. Small groups of soldiers spoke among themselves, some pressing hands to their mouths, others grinning. But what truly set his nerves on edge was what happened when they noticed him. 
Suddenly, as if on cue, they snapped to attention and beamed. 
“Good morning, Captain!” 
A perfectly polite, perfectly innocent greeting. 
Too innocent. 
“Morning,” he replied curtly. Levi narrowed his eyes but kept walking, his boots clicking sharply against the stone path. 
The tension in his gut twisted tighter when he passed another group and, again, the moment they saw him—bright smiles, too chipper, too eager. 
Something was going on. 
His grip flexed at his sides, his headache worsening as he rounded the corner toward the mess hall. And then— 
“Good morning, sir!” 
He barely glanced at the cadet who greeted him, about to walk past when— 
“Your wife is very cute, sir.” 
Levi stopped. 
The air suddenly felt much heavier. 
His eyes flickered to the girl, who gave him an innocent, approving nod before carrying on, completely unaware that she had just turned his entire morning into a waking nightmare. 
A slow, sinking realization crept up his spine. 
The whispers. The giggles. The weird smiling. 
"For fuck’s sake..." Levi whispered, raising a hand to his face, already feeling the embarrassment creeping in. 
Her trail wasn’t hard to follow—he just had to go wherever the biggest crowd had gathered. Sure enough, he found them in the kitchen, the one place most cadets usually avoided to escape extra duties. Yet, now, everyone was hanging around like it was the goddamn market square. 
"Don’t you all have something better to do?" Levi spat, and like cockroaches when the light comes on, they scrambled, trying to make themselves scarce before they got dragged into something. "Or do I need to start handing out tasks?" 
A few murmured "No, sir," their heads ducking, backs curving as if making themselves smaller would save them from his wrath. 
Then, from the other side of the door— 
"HE SAID I COULD GO OUT!" 
A piercing scream from Y/N. 
Levi’s brows twitched as he marched over, shoving the door open. "What the hell is going on here?" 
"Levi!" "Captain!" 
The second he stepped in, everyone started talking at once, loudly, voices overlapping and stabbing at his already-pounding head. 
Levi clenched his jaw. "Enough." His voice came out sharp, cold. 
Silence fell instantly. 
"They’re forcing me to stay here!" Y/N snapped, pointing at his squad. "They kidnapped me!" 
Slowly, Levi turned his attention to his subordinates and muttered under his breath, "What part of 'act normal and behave' did you not understand?" 
"She wants to go into the forest alone," Jean cut in, standing his ground. 
That successfully shifted Levi’s attention. 
"Get to the training grounds," he ordered, not bothering to look back at them. "I’ll be there in a minute." 
The squad practically bolted, shutting the door behind them. 
Now alone with her, Levi exhaled through his nose. Levi’s arms crossed over his chest, his sharp gaze locked onto her as she stood defiantly before him. 
“I did absolutely nothing wrong,” she huffed. 
“Oh yeah?” Levi drawled, his expression unreadable “Then why the hell is the entire regiment gathered outside?” 
She scoffed. “I don’t know, maybe they’ve got nothing better to do? I just greeted people in the hallways, that’s not illegal. What, saying hello is a crime now?” 
Levi exhaled sharply, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose. “You didn’t need to be overly friendly.” 
“Well, excuse my good manners!” 
Levi’s eyes narrowed. “You already went out. You can go back to the office.” 
“I’m not doing that,” she folded her arms stubbornly. “I want to go for a walk.” 
His frown deepened. “You’re not going into the forest.” He sighed, his patience nearing its breaking point. 
“Why not?” 
“I don’t know, maybe wolves?” he deadpanned. “Perhaps people, thieves? You’re going to get lost.” 
“Well, I’ll stay close by.” 
Levi let out a scoff. “We use the forest for training with the 3DMG. We don’t live in the middle of it for pleasure. If someone drops a weapon or knocks off and you get hurt, it’s on me. I told you—this is a place where people are working.” 
Her jaw clenched. “I don’t want to be closed up in that room anymore.” 
He gave her a look, calm but firm. "Open a window." 
“Open a—?! Levi, I’m not a prisoner!” she snapped, frustration boiling over. 
“Never said you were,” he shot back. “But this ain’t a damn vacation spot either.” 
She groaned, rubbing her temples. Then, as if on cue, Claws meowed from her arms, reminding Levi of another problem. 
“And don’t take the cat out without a leash,” he added. “It’s gonna get lost, and guess what? The idiot who’ll have to go looking for it in the forest will be me.” 
“He’s not gonna run off,” she insisted. 
Levi ignored that. “Go back to the office and—I don’t know, paint something.” 
She let out a short, disbelieving laugh, eyes burning with indignation. “I’m not a little girl you can just set back to colouring books, Levi!” 
He was already opening his mouth for another snarky retort when something made him pause. His nose twitched slightly. It caught him so off guard to catch a whiff of her scent that all the arguments disappeared. 
How had it ended up with him standing there, watching the cadets train with the 3DMG while she sat on a bench outside, having lunch? He had no idea. 
"You’re not hungry?" 
"I grabbed something at work," he replied, his eyes still glued to the training. 
She passed him her meal, her hand covering her mouth a little before asking, "What are you doing?" 
"Watching them train." 
Her eyes shifted to the trees, watching the cadets swing through them with ease. "That’s all?" she asked, confused. 
Levi crossed his arms and took a deep breath. "I watch their patterns and correct them." 
"Ah," she sighed in understanding. "So, you’re good at that?" 
"At 3DMG?" Levi raised an eyebrow as if it wasn’t obvious. She hummed a response. "Yeah, a little." 
Y/N accepted this without giving it much thought, continuing with her art, cleaning her hands every so often to avoid staining the sketch. "Which one is Eren?" 
He wasn’t used to the chitchat during work, so it threw him off each time she spoke. "The brunette. Why?" 
"I read about him in the newspapers," Y/N replied, raising her attention from her work to compare her pencil strokes. She squinted at it for a moment. "I also read about you torturing someone. It didn’t do you any favours." 
"Your newspapers didn’t mention the MPs covering up the real monarchy?" 
"No, my parents didn’t buy that kind of newspaper." 
Her answer made him scoff, entertained, realizing she probably meant it without any opposition to the new head of power. 
He tried following her gaze, wondering what she was working on so intently. But he couldn’t make sense of it. "What are you drawing?" Levi tilted back to catch a glimpse of the paper. 
Without a hint of hesitation, she turned her sketchbook around to show him. "You." 
Levi froze in horror, a cringe creeping up his spine. 
"Don’t fucking draw me." 
"Why not? You have a good side profile." 
"Draw something else. You’ve got the whole fucking forest." Levi insisted, but when he saw her uninterested continuation, he grabbed the pencil from her hand. 
"Hey!" she pouted. "Give it back." 
"Maybe you should go back to the office. Plenty of pencils there," Levi shot, hoping to put an end to this nonsense of her hanging around outside. 
There was a brief silence before she stood up. "Fine… but only because I’m getting sunburned." She reached down, picking up the cat that had been wandering around on a leash. "I’m taking the baby." Her tone made it sound like they were in the middle of a divorce settlement, negotiating custody. 
"Better for me." 
As the sun dipped lower and training came to an end, Levi took the opportunity to address the cadets. "When I tell you to do something, just do it. If she tries anything, I’ll handle it. Don’t get involved." 
They all nodded slowly, though Connie hesitantly raised a hand. 
Levi exhaled sharply. "What?" 
Armin shook his head, silently warning Connie to drop it, but the he didn’t take the hint. "We were just… a bit confused." 
Levi’s patience was wearing dangerously thin. "Confused about what?" 
"Just drop it, dude," Jean whispered. 
But under the captain’s intense stare, there was no backing out now. Connie swallowed hard. "About… who has the final say." 
Levi processed the words, taking a slow moment to let the implication sink in. Then, his voice carried loud and clear: "Raise your hand if you think she’s in charge." 
Shakily, Sasha and Connie obeyed. After a sharp kick from Eren, Jean reluctantly raised his hand too, clicking his tongue in annoyance. 
They all avoided Levi’s dead-eyed stare, suddenly finding the gravel beneath their boots fascinating. 
Levi let the silence drag before finally speaking, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Why don’t the three of you give me twenty push-ups to help jog your memory on who’s actually in charge?" 
Groans of protest echoed through the training grounds, the evening sky now tinged with warm tangerine light. 
Eren smirked proudly at Armin, as if they had somehow passed some kind of test. Levi glanced at them. "And the three of you who didn’t stop this bullshit? Another twenty." 
"Oh, fuck me," they all muttered under their breath. 
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That night, Levi was washing his face at the sink when he caught movement in the doorway. He looked up, eyes meeting hers in the reflection. "What?" 
"I want to go to Trost the day after tomorrow." 
Levi frowned, still bent over the sink, before slowly straightening up. "And who told you I was going to Trost?" 
"The cadets." 
Grabbing a towel, he patted his face dry. "No." 
"Why not?" she asked, following him as he moved to the bedroom after his post-training shower. 
Levi hated being chased around, but clearly, she wasn’t letting this one go. "Because I said so," Levi muttered, pulling a shirt from the drawer. His damp hair pushed backwards and still dripping a little bit. "I’m just going for a quick business deal with the Reiss company. In and out." 
"But since you’re already going, I want to go and walk around," she insisted. "The cadets want to go too." 
Slamming the drawer shut, he sighed. "What they want is none of my damn problem." 
Under normal circumstances, she would have minded seeing him shirtless, but right now, she was too annoyed by his attitude to care. Each pause he took in the argument to get dressed only added to her frustration. 
"First today, now Trost," Levi continued, slipping on the shirt. " I can’t be walking around with you glued to my side,"  
He braced himself for protests, whining, maybe even some outright complaining— But when he finally looked up, her eyes were glassy. 
Levi blinked. "What now?" 
‘Oh no. 
Not the fucking puppy eyes again.’ 
She hesitated, then whispered, "Are you… ashamed to be seen with me?" 
"No," he snapped instantly, raising a finger in the air. "That’s not what I fucking said." 
But she just shook her head and walked off toward the office, her head down. 
"Come on. You know that’s not what I meant," Levi called after her. 
No answer. 
"Y/N—" 
No answer. 
— 
The next morning at breakfast, Levi dropped into his seat with a scowl. "We’re going to Trost tomorrow." 
His squad erupted into cheers, high-fiving each other. 
"Tch. Fuck me," he muttered under his breath. 
Armin, ever the strategist, tilted his head. "May I ask why, sir?" 
Levi stabbed his fork into his food. "Because she wants to go." 
Across the table, Sasha leaned toward Connie and Jean, whispering, "I’m confused... so, in the end, who is actually in charge?" 
(I know much didn't happen in this chapter but I promise you I'm cooking T-T)
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captainleviswifee · 1 day ago
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I'm home wifeyy! 🎀💖
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NEW LEVI MERCH!!
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leviiheichou · 2 days ago
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"You always dirty the kitchen when you cook."
"You always clean it after."
Levi looks at you, giving you a look.
The moment is tranquil, almost somber. You look at him, smiling with your eyes.
"I don't understand. If you can cook, you can clean the kitchen as well, not that I mind"
"I know. It's an old habit, my mother hates it as well. She says that I always dirty the kitchen after I cook. I tell her that i can cook, just find me a man to marry that loves to clean."
"and there you go. Found my man."
He looks at you almost bashfully now.
You snicker and give him a peck.
"It's teamwork, I cook and you clean, we enjoy good food together."
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mayajadewrites · 1 day ago
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── .✦ Renaissance - Levi Ackerman .✦ ──
🪽 ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ levi x fem reader
summary: levi leaves you in the underground for the scouts, only for him to find you again in marley when the war is over. however, nothing about you is the same as it once was. you are not the same person you were 12 years ago. cw: canon universe, smut, fluff, yearning ao3 authors note: there are several things in this story that are not canon to the original AOT storyline (like Levi needing a wheelchair) but I will warn you if/when those things come up.
chapter notes: none! finally get some dialogue with these two. let me know what you think and thank you so much for reading!
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preface - chapter one - chapter two - chapter three
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Silently, you walk into the tea shop, passing Levi and avoiding his gaze. The shop looks different than before - more decorations, and employees.
"Falco, Captain Levi said that you can't put that tea out yet! It's special -"
"Hush, brats." Levi spoke as he closed the doors. "Gabi, Falco, we have our first customer."
You narrow your eyes at Levi, then looking at the two kids. Well, at least you assume they're kids. They look old enough.
"Welcome to Kuchel's!" The blonde, Falco, says with a welcoming smile. "What kind of tea can I get you? Or coffee?"
"Tea. Just black tea with milk would be great." You fish your wallet out of your purse, pulling out a bill. You feel Levi's hand push your hand with the money down, shaking his head.
"I can't be a customer if I don't buy the tea." You crane your neck slightly, moving your hand away from his. You hand Falco the money, giving him a slight bow and smile before sitting at a table, waiting for the tea.
As always, Levi's footsteps are silent as he sits at your table, dropping down to the chair as he gives you an icy stare.
"Why didn't you want to service me?" He blurted, causing you surprise. He draped his arm over his chair, looking rather relaxed.
"Levi, not here. Please -" You put your hand up, hoping he'll drop it.
He doesn't.
"No, tell me why. Tell me why you wouldn't let me have you for the night."
You furrow your eyebrows, hoping the kids won't hear what he's saying. Your mouth forms into a frown, speaking softer than before.
"I'm not talking about this with you. Since you didn't answer any of my questions, I'm not answering yours." You look up to see Falco walking towards the table, gently setting the cup of tea in front of you.
"Captain Levi said this is your favorite tea, I hope its -"
"Falco. Leave." If looks could kill, Falco would be dead.
As Gabi and Falco go into the back room of the shop, Levi turns his attention back to you. "I'll answer your questions if you answer mine."
When you finally, finally look into his eyes, up close like this, it takes everything in you not to say fuck it and kiss this man senseless.
"Fine. Me first then." You take a sip of the tea, nodding in approval. "This tea is delicious, by the way."
"I know." He tapped his finger on the table impatiently. "Ask."
With a sigh, you lean back in the chair and cross your arms over your chest, bracing yourself for his answers. "Why didn't you come back for me?"
As if he was expecting that would be the first question, he immediately answered. "It wasn't safe for you to come back with me. They would've forced you to be a scout, and I couldn't have that -"
"So you didn't even bother to check on me? Say hi?"
"One question per turn." He cleared his throat, mirroring your pose and crossing his arms over his chest. "Why didn't you sleep with me that night?"
A sharp breath left your nostrils as you close your eyes briefly. "It didn't feel right to do that. My job... it's not for pleasure. I do it for money, and if I slept with you for money, it would feel wrong."
"So would you sleep with me for free?"
Your eyes dart over to him, a scowl on your lips. "One question per turn."
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You adjust yourself in your seat, taking another sip of your tea. "Why didn't you at least check on me, Levi?"
"I did." He said sharply.
"No you didn't. I never saw you. Don't lie to me -"
"I did check on you. How do you think I knew you would work at a brothel?"
You're... dumbfounded. Stunned.
"B-but I didn't see you."
"That was the whole point. If you saw me, I knew I wouldn't be able to say no to you and would have to bring you back with me. And that would be selfish." He adjusted himself in his seat, clearing his throat. "I also had my cadets check on you too. When you kept moving from town to town, it became more difficult to find you."
He... he looked for you? He had his soldiers look for you?
Your hands balled into a fist, your nails digging into your palm as you look at him. "You saw all the shit I had to go through, and you thought that that would be better than being with you?"
"Yes." His icy gray eyes found yours, holding your gaze for longer than you would have hoped. "I was going on missions, possibly not coming back. I would never forgive myself if you got hurt, or if I had to leave you alone... again."
You let out a sigh, un-balling your fists as you take a deep breath. "It was really that bad?"
"I see that we're not doing the one question per turn rule." He rolls his eyes, tapping his index finger on the table. "It was war. Every mission I lost soldiers. I lost my comrades, and my friends."
"You had friends?"
"Shut it." His eyes were half lidded and narrow as he spoke. "I lost most of my squad. I almost died. Hence..." He pointed to his eye, then his hand.
When you looked down at his hand, you saw how cold he looked. His pale skin underneath the bandages, the way his thumb slightly shakes.
You bring your hands to his, taking it gently as you inspect it, your touch so gentle like he was a fragile flower petal. Then you look at his face, the scars that haven't fully healed, but are on their way.
You press the pad of your thumb to the scar, closing your eyes when you make contact with his skin. Almost as if you could feel all the pain he's been through.
He closed his eyes, taking a sharp breath in as you touched his face. As you lean in closer, your eyes flutter open to look at his skin a bit closer.
"Did you ever find love?" You whisper, your hand almost trembling. "In the scouts, did you?"
Levi's eyes softened ever-so-slightly, leaning into your touch before shaking his head. "No time for love in war."
You roll your eyes, moving back slightly as you place your hand back on the table. "So you were just going to sleep with me? Just like that?"
"I've always wanted my first time to be with you."
You freeze. First time?
Your heartbeat quickened as your breathing got slight sporadic, your eyes darting around his face. "There's no way. You didn't -"
"I'm serious." He looked at you, a piece of his hair in front of his eyes as he sighed, rolling his shoulders back. "Not something I'm necessarily proud of, but -"
You look away from him, a frown on your face as a blush graces your cheeks. "I never thought you would want me after what I've done. The men -"
"Hey." He brings his hand to yours, holding it gently to get your attention. "You're no less of a person because of what you do for work."
You gulp, looking in his eyes before nodding slowly, not moving your hand from his. "I've... never made love before."
"Made love? Yes you have. You -"
"No." You immediately shake your head, moving your hand away from his to take another sip of your tea, which is almost cold at this point. "Making love and having sex are different. When I... do my job, I have no emotion. I'm there for a transaction. But making love... well, I've heard its much better. You and your partner are in sync, emotions are involved, and everything is just better."
Levi nods as he listens, mentally taking notes. "So you've never made love."
"Right."
He nods again.
Then, you nod.
As you mimic him, he gives you the slightest smile. You took a mental picture of the view. His blue-gray eyes, the way the corner of his mouth turned up, his bangs in his face.
"I've missed you." You whisper, leaning in slightly closer to him, leaning over the table as you push your tea cup slightly.
His eyes wander over your face, drinking it in as you lean in closer to him. He leaned in slightly, lowering his voice to a whisper. "You have no idea -" He gently pressed his hand to your cheek, his thumb caressing your skin. You shudder slightly at the contact, not used to being touched with since gentleness.
As you lean in more, feeling like a magnet to him, the door to the shop swings open.
"Captain Levi! I didn't know today was opening day!" A man with a buzzcut pushes his way through the door, raising an eyebrow at your table. "Captain? Who is -"
Levi gently pushes himself away from you, clearing his throat as he stands up. "Connie, has anyone told you you're too damn loud." His back is now to you, almost shielding you from Connie's curious gaze.
Soon, a handful of other people showed up - presumably members of the scouts since they all addressed Levi as Captain Levi.
You heard the names Jean, Armin, Annie and Mikasa. You take one last sip of the tea before bringing the cup to the counter. The group looked at you, then at Levi.
"If you brats know what's good for you you won't ask me any dumb questions." He nodded at you, taking your cup as he looks at you apologetically.
Gabi and Falco come back out, smiling as they talk to the group of scouts. You wave goodbye to them, then giving Levi a timid wave.
When you leave the shop, you turn around once more to take in the view of the shop-front. The people of Marley started to trickle in, all of them excited for this new tea shop, some of them there just to be in the presence of the amazing Captain Levi Ackerman.
In a sea of people, Levi's only looking at you.
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leviismybby · 2 days ago
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Oh my word. I need him rn.
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imsryyimlate · 3 days ago
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free space: slow and steady
❥ pairing: inexperienced!levi x experienced!reader
❥ nsfw
❥ summary: levi doesn’t have a good stress outlet.
— @lamentationsofalonelypotato for romance bingo
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“you look so stressed, captain.” you eyed him. “paperwork shouldn’t be that hard.”
levi huffed and rolled his eyes. “not if you’re doing it by yourself.”
smirking, you stepped closer, took the stack from his hands, and carefully set it aside. then, without hesitation, you perched yourself between his legs on the wooden edge of his desk.
you steadied yourself by setting both hands on each of his shoulders, and leaned in, whispering in his ear, “then let me help.”
levi stiffened as he felt your hot breath against his ear and your lips slowly trace his jaw line.
you kissed his lips softly, arms wrapped around his neck. you broke it and knelt down in front of him, you two exchanging heated glances - however there was a tinge of nervousness in his.
“what’s wrong?” you asked.
“this has never happened to me before,” he admitted.
“do you want me to stop?” “i don’t,” he started.
“good.”
you unbuttoned his pants, slowly slipping them off. levi hardened when you didn’t break eye contact. there was a fierceness in your gaze that sent shivers down his spine. once his pants were scrunched at his ankles, you danced your fingers up his thighs, pulling down his boxers by the hem.
“looks like someone’s excited,” you whispered, kissing his tip.
levi twitched from the new sensation. the grooves on your inner lips felt like small caresses against his tip.
“ready?” levi nodded. then you took his cock in your throat, feeling it pulse in your mouth as it entered. the warmth around his length and you moving your head up and down made him throw his head back.
you grabbed his base and adjusted your grip around it, moving your hand in synch with your mouth. sucking your lips around him, he gasped and wandered his hands on both sides of your head, his fingers threading through your hair.
spitting on his tip, you spread the saliva with your hand before tracing your tongue along the underside of his length.
“ah fuck,” levi mumbled, tightening his hold on your hair - moving your head around, guiding you and your lips to where he wanted you the most. “i want to be in your mouth,” he rasped.
“how about my throat?” you suggested as you sheathed him inside your mouth.
“your tongue…” levi moaned as you ran it over the tip and swirled it underneath. “damn.”
his hold on your hair tightened, taking in the pleasure. to answer the question you asked him earlier, you knelt forward and swallowed his dick down your throat, gagging.
levi was on cloud nine, feeling the tightness of your throat around his throbbing cock. as your fingers, you massaged his sac, you briefly looked up, to take in his flushed face, exposed neck, and closed eyes.
“ahh fuck me” he hissed.
and that was exactly the plan.
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liyliths · 1 day ago
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.˚𓅆࿐ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐚𝐲 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 an aot au / inspired by the hunger games
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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄
summary: survive. that's all you've known you're entire life - to survive. survive district 12, survive the reaping, and survive the capitol. but when you're reaped for the 98th annual hunger games alongside levi ackerman, will you seize the opportunity of rebellion when it arises? the mockingjay is singing, dear reader, please choose wisely.
“Pretty.” A voice calls from behind you, and your gaze catches the reflection of light ginger hair in the mirror. “You look pretty.” You turn around, but can’t quite come up with the right words to say. “Thanks,” you muster up, meeting the girl’s amber eyes.  “Are you ready?” The ginger tentatively asks. Judging by the dread hidden beneath her eyes, she doesn’t look like she wants to face the reaping either. “I guess so.”
pairings: levi ackerman x reader
contains: fem!reader, strangers to lovers, slow burn, hurt and comfort, semi canon compliant, character death, descriptions of blood, phycological trauma, rebellion, this is gonna hurt but be so rewarding, and any other warnings that come with aot characters/the hunger games universe
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You've hated the capitol for as long as you can remember. You hate them for everything they've taken away from you. The people you've lost, the cruelties woven into everyday life, the way you've had to survive, and the games. The Hunger Games. Who came up with them anyway?
You know better than to ever dare say anything out loud about it.
It was all about control. After the thirteen districts were defeated in the rebellion, twelve remained. The capitol created the Hunger Games—a brutal punishment for the districts, forcing their children to fight to the death in an arena every year on the anniversary of the capitol's victory. The games are broadcast across Panem, turning slaughter into spectacle, while the people in the capitol sit comfortably with their champagne, watching children kill each other for their entertainment.
It was cruel. You hated how you couldn't do anything about it, how you couldn't save any of the innocent children sent to be slaughtered. All you could do was live with it. That's all anyone could do—and hope to hell they wouldn't be selected for the games.
You don't think the people in the capitol quite understand what the districts go through, especially in the slums of District 12. You can't remember how long it's been since you've been fending for yourself... it feels like that's how your entire life has been. All you know is survival.
You stare at your reflection in the mirror, fidgeting with the collar of your blue blouse, styled with a neat beige skirt you borrowed from the mayor's daughter. Even though you've never been particularly close, a few years ago she was kind enough to offer you presentable clothing for this dreadful day every year. It became a tradition between you two.
Perhaps she pitied you, or maybe she is genuinely kind. Probably both.
The reaping was today. Today, they gather all the children from each district to their town center and draw two unlucky names from a bowl to fight to the death. You know better than to expect to see someone from twelve make it back from the games. No one in District 12 comes back.
"Pretty." A voice calls from behind you, and your gaze catches the reflection of light ginger hair in the mirror. "You look pretty."
You turn around, but can't quite come up with the right words to say.
"Thanks," you muster up, meeting the girl's amber eyes.
"Are you ready?" The ginger tentatively asks. Judging by the dread hidden beneath her eyes, she doesn't look like she wants to face the reaping either.
"I guess so."
This was the last year either of you were eligible for the games, with the cutoff age being eighteen. The final reaping you'd ever have to endure. You're not sure if that's a relief or a curse because after this, you can't put your name in for extra rations anymore.
You've put in extra entries since you were twelve for more rations, or tessare. As they've stacked up over the years, your odds are now seventeen times worse.
That means nothing to lose, right?
One thing about District 12 is that it's never quiet. Usually, the bustling sounds of conversation come from the market, along with the sound of pickaxes against coal, and kids running around with the town strays. The only sounds you can hear today are the dread-filled footsteps of children and anxious parents walking toward the town center. Everyone takes their time heading to the reaping.
Not even the birds sing today.
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The peacekeepers with ugly white suits stare, making sure everything is going smoothly. You see two girls holding hands. The mayor's daughter walks in silence beside you. Her father said his goodbyes, he said he'll see her for supper and she believes it. You know better than to tell yourself you'll be back, just in case the worst happens. Boys and girls alike between the ages twelve through eighteen file into the town hall after getting their identities verified by the peacekeepers.
Everyone is quiet.
After the children get checked in, everyone settles to their selective spots—the girls and boys in opposite sections and parents nervously waiting for their children on the sidelines. A tap on the microphone in center stage rings through your ears from the speakers, startling you amidst the silence.
"Welcome!" A lady beams with a twisted smile, excitedly surveying the crowd. "Happy Hunger Games! And, may the odds be ever in your favor."
You feel yourself scoffing at that. This lady recites the same shit every year, with the same bright ugly hair and outfit, although they change colors each time. You always wonder what she's going to wear next.
"Now, before we begin, we have a very special film brought to you all the way from the capitol!" The lady announces, shifting her focus to the projection screen strung up in the town center for all to see.
You tune the video out every year. You don't want to hear the capitol bullshit about "generosity" or "forgiveness", you find it rather ironic. If this was about a lesson for the districts after the rebellion, why carry it on for generations?
You don't think you'll ever find the answer to that, that is just how it is. However, one thing is certain—you know the capitol is twisted.
"Are you alright?" The amber-eyed girl whispers to you, genuine concern etched on her face. She is nervous too—you notice the way her hands fumble with the insides of her skirt pockets.
"I'm ready to get this over with," you lean over, whispering to the girl. You see her nod in agreement out of your peripheral vision. Soon enough, the bullshit video was over and the bright-haired lady's insufferable voice echoed through the town hall once more.
"I just love that!" The lady gushed, but was quick to move on to the next "exciting" order of business. "Now, the time has come for us to select one courageous young man and woman for the honor of representing District 12 in the 98th annual Hunger Games!"
She paused, as if waiting for some sort of applause. She didn't get one.
"Well, as usual... ladies first." She flashed a bright smile, disappointment lingering on her face. It makes you wonder if she enjoys being the one picking children to be sent to the games, as if she should be praised.
You watch her waddle to the left side of the outdoor stage in her heels, oh-so-gracefully dipping her hand into the reaping bowl for the girls and filing through the pieces of paper with entry names. You look at the ginger next to you, she looks even more nervous than just a few moments ago. You want to comfort her, but before you can say anything, the capitol lady on the stage pulls out an entry and waddles back to the microphone.
Seventeen entries. Your name is entered in that bowl seventeen times.
The bright-haired lady awkwardly fumbles with the paper and squints through the sunlight beaming under the clouds as she reads the entry. She takes a deep breath before she announces the name. Everyone is holding their breath. It's quiet.
"Petra Ral!"
You think you can feel your heart stop.
The ginger next to you, Petra—froze in place. Everyone knew her as the mayor's daughter, which meant everyone knew exactly where to look for her in the crowd. All eyes were on her. You glance up to the stage where you saw her father, the mayor, stand up in his seat to protest, but was quickly blocked by peacekeepers.
"Come on up, dear." The bright-haired lady quips, beckoning the ginger to the stage with an oh-so-welcoming smile.
You glance at Petra, and your eyes lock with her amber ones. You think the look on her face might haunt you for the rest of your life.
She knows she's going to die in those games. You know she's going to die in those games.
The crowd around you and the selected tribute clear the way for the two peacekeepers marching toward the ginger. You can only watch as they grab the side of her arms and escort her toward the stage. She tries to thrash away from their grip, but it's useless.
She won't last a day in that arena. Between the careers, the mutts, and whatever else the gamemakers throw at her, she won't make it. It's not fair.
It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not...
"I volunteer as tribute!"
The words burst from your mouth before you can even think about stopping them. The peacekeepers stop in their tracks. It's quiet again.
"Oh! I believe we have a volunteer!" The capitol lady claps enthusiastically from the stage.
You feel a new set of peacekeeper's arms wrap around yours. Your limbs feel practically numb as they drag you up to the stage. You pass Petra as the other peacekeepers take her back to her place in the crowd. You don't even look at her. You have to stay strong. You know every camera in the town hall is on you.
It just shows the capitol doesn't care who gets picked for the games, mayor's child or not.
She has everything to lose. What do you?
"This is District 12's very first volunteer!" The bright-haired lady announces excitedly, putting her hand on your back once you bring yourself up the steps to the stage, carefully guiding you toward the center.
"What is your name?" She asks, her colorful eyelashes batting at you.
You swallow hard, trying to find your voice. "Y/N L/N."
"Well now, let's have a big round of applause for our very first volunteer!" The lady requests, but no one follows her as she begins to applaud.
Your eyes lock with Petra's from the stage. Then, something unexpected happens. Three middle fingers of her left hand touch her lips, and she raises them to the sky. The rest of the crowd follows Petra, one by one, putting three fingers in the air as a salute.
You know what that gesture means. It's an old and rarely used sign of your district, occasionally seen at funerals. It means thanks, it means admiration, it means goodbye to someone you love.
You can tell the bright-haired lady doesn't know what to do at this point. She pauses for a moment, but quickly moves on. She's good at deferring. "Now, for the boys!"
This time, she doesn't take her time grabbing an entry, most likely eager to get the ceremony over with. She hastily waddles in her stilettos back to the microphone from the entry bowl, unfolding the paper and putting on a gleeful smile.
"Levi Ackerman!"
You watch the tension among the crowd of boys visibly drop, a collective sigh of relief settling over them, except for one. His posture remains rigid, muscles tight as all eyes shift to him. He's lean, with dark raven hair that looks vaguely familiar. His gaze darts around in disbelief as peacekeepers move in, gripping his arms. He brashly jerks against their hold, trying to break free, but it's no use. His expression shifts sharply, anger flashing across his face like a spark ready to ignite.
You wonder if he'll accept it—his fate. You don't even know if you have. No one from District 12 comes back from the games.
The black-haired boy is placed beside you as the capitol lady reapproaches the microphone after greeting him, rather cheerful. You think her voice might give you a headache. "Here they are, our tributes for District 12!"
You know what everyone's thinking. I'm sorry it was you, but I'm grateful it wasn't me.
You flinch at the feeling of a hand on your shoulder, turning to see the bright-haired lady grinning at you. "Well, come on you two, shake hands!" She says and takes a step back, allowing you to get a good look at the boy next to you.
Now that you've met his eyes, the unmistakable silver-blue irises staring back at you—you do recognize him.
He wasn't much better-off than you, he was an orphan too, fighting to survive in a world that gave him nothing. One night during a terrible rainstorm, the bakery burned a batch of bread, and that's when he saw you, hollow-eyed and starving. Despite his own hunger, he was able to salvage one loaf of bread out of the pigs pen and shared it with you after getting chased off by the bakers. He split it with you without a word, expecting nothing back in return.
You're forever grateful for that.
He is the first one to reach out his hand, his eyes carefully gazing into yours. You wonder if he remembers too. You raise your hand and return the handshake. You grip his hand, rough calluses brushing against yours, and he gives you a reassuring squeeze. The bright-haired lady starts to speak again before you two can finish.
"Happy Hunger Games! And, may the odds be ever in your favor!"
Though, you both know your odds are fucked.
The guards escorted you and your district partner to waiting rooms inside of the town hall to say goodbye to anyone who might want to, usually family or friends. You're only given a handful of minutes, but you don't exactly expect anyone to walk through that door. Hell, you wouldn't even blame Petra if she didn't.
With your hand on the windowsill, you rest your weight against it, taking in these last few minutes until you're hauled off to the capitol. You know you aren't likely to ever see your home again. You know you'll miss it, the woods have always been home. Unexpectedly, the doors burst open and you're met with none other than the mayor's daughter, Petra.
"You didn't have to," you whisper. It's no use. Although you two were never particularly close, she still rushes up to you and scoops you into a big hug. Your arms reluctantly reach around her back, taking a shaky breath.
Petra pulls back from you, her expression almost in shock. "I thought—I thought I was... I don't know how I can ever repay you for this!"
You can't help but smile at her generosity. "You don't need to. There's no use anyway."
The ginger shakes her head furiously. "I've seen your hauls when you come back from the woods! You can hunt," she speaks quickly, she knows she's running out of time with you. "You can hunt, and you're a survivor. You can win this."
Your smile fades, and you feel yourself sigh. You don't want to let her get her hopes up for your return. You can't.
"Petra, you and I both know no one from District 12 comes back—"
"Don't you dare speak of such things. Make them pay," she interrupts, her voice lower. She nods, almost to herself, cautiously scanning her surroundings before reaching into her dress pocket to pull out a shiny pin.
She hands it to you—it's gold, with a bird in motion of flight in the center. It's a Mockingjay.
The Capitol originally engineered a mutation known as the Jabberjay, designed during the rebellion to eavesdrop on rebels and spies by recording and repeating conversations. However, the districts quickly caught on, using the Jabberjays to spread false information. Once they outlived their usefulness, the capitol abandoned them in the wild, expecting them to die off. Instead, the Jabberjays mated with female Mockingbirds, creating an entirely new species—the Mockingjay.
You're not quite sure what Petra meant by 'they', either, but before you have the chance to ask, or rather, thank her for the pin—a peacekeeper barges through the door announcing your time is up, and begins to escort Petra out of the room. You shove the pin in your skirt pocket, hoping to the gods the peacekeeper didn't see it, only able to watch as Petra gets dragged away from you.
"You have to try!" She says one more time, but this time, you give an optimistic reply, though you can't help but doubt yourself. "I will!"
As soon as you finish your sentence, the door is slammed shut behind the peacekeepers as they drag Petra out. You are left alone in the suffocating silence of the dim room once again, aside from the sound of your uneven breathing.
You hate this. You hate knowing that you're never going to see her or your home ever again.
-
You and Levi are hauled in a military vehicle to the bullet train along with the annoying bright-haired lady. You can't help but tune her blabbering out, and judging off the look on Levi's face, you think he's doing the same. After a short while, you are escorted onto the train that travels between the districts and to the capitol.
You'd never seen it in person, but it definitely exceeded your expectations. The train's shiny silver metal reflects against the sunlight, almost blinding you. It is infamous for the high speeds it travels at. You're not exactly sure how fast it goes, but you know it can reach the other side of the country within a day.
When you step inside of the train, you're met with the most luxurious interior you've ever laid your eyes on. There are sets of velvet furniture, walls adorned with exclusive wallpaper, paired with crystal chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. A delicious scent overwhelms you, and your mouth waters at the next thing you lay your eyes on—food. Practically enough to feed the entire population of District 12 if rationed out properly.
There are pastries, plenty of fruit, along with a great selection of cheese and meats. The only time you've been able to eat meat was when you caught your own in the woods, usually squirrels or rabbits, but on rare occasions—deer.
The dark-haired boy beside you seems just as stunned as you are, both of you frozen at the sight of the food laid out before you. It feels almost selfish to have this much when everyone back in District 12 is starving. Guilt knots in your chest as you hesitate before slowly stepping toward the table overflowing with beautiful dishes. Out of the corner of your eye, you see your district partner fall into step beside you, just as hesitant.
It's not fair.
You both eat anyway.
The first thing you reach for is a fresh roll of bread, still warm, its soft crust glistening with a light coat of melted butter. Out of the corner of your eye, you catch Levi picking up a pastry—a cheese danish. You'd had the chance to try one once, traded by a kind woman at the market for a couple squirrels. To this day, you think it was the best thing you've ever tasted.
As you're stuffing your face with bread rolls, a bubbly voice chirps from behind you. "Pace yourselves, you two!"
You resist the urge to roll your eyes. It's not like she'd understand—raised in the capitol, she's so out of touch it's almost humorous. Nothing you can do about that.
"Good grief," a gruff voice follows after the sound of a door opening. You turn from the table to look at the man, his expression almost as unimpressed as you feel. "Let them eat."
The first thing you notice about him is the unsteady way he staggers toward you, followed quickly by the sharp, rancid scent of alcohol hitting your nose. He's drunk, no question about it. As he draws closer, you get a better look at him. Short blond hair, fair skin, and hazel eyes that flick lazily between you and Levi, sizing you both up disinterestedly.
"Congratulations," the drunkard slurs, snatching a glass from the nearby table, his fingers twitching with anticipation as he hovers over the selection of bottles. After a brief, careless scan, he settles on an amber-colored liquor, filling it to the brim without a second thought.
You and Levi exchange an uncertain glance before shifting your attention back to the man, watching as he stumbles toward a seat beside you. He drops into it with an exasperated sigh, taking a long swig of his drink before grandly gesturing for you and the dark-haired boy to sit across from him. Hesitant, but with little choice, you both obey, sinking into the stiff cushions of a square sofa.
The man says nothing—just sits there, staring at the two of you. You grow uncomfortable underneath his gaze, but before you get the chance to break the silence, your district partner does it for you.
"You're supposed to be our mentor?"
The drunk lets out a low chuckle, taking another swig of his drink before setting the glass down with a dull thud on the table beside him. From behind, the bright-haired woman pipes up, her voice demanding. "Show Hannes some respect! He's won these games before!"
You scoff under your breath. Respect? You're expected to put on your best manners while being shipped off to the Hunger Games—on top of discovering your mentor is a washed-up drunk? What a joke.
You doubt this guy will even try to be of any help, but it's worth a shot. You lean forward in your seat, raising an eyebrow. "So, what great advice do you have for us, Hannes?"
The drunk smirks. "Well sweetheart," he exaggerated, "the best advice I can offer you is to accept, deep in your heart, that you will not be making it out of that arena."
The bright-haired lady, whom you have yet to figure out the name of, gasps. "Hannes! Don't be absurd!"
Levi's jaw tightens, a scowl settling across his face as he stews in silence. Then, without warning, he shoots up from his chair, reaching to snatch the glass from Hannes' hand. You can only watch as the drunk resists, gripping the glass stubbornly until Levi yanks it free with more force than necessary. The amber liquid sloshes out, splattering across Hannes' white button-up, leaving dark stains that will definitely not wash out.
"Sober up, then we can have a mature conversation." Levi hisses, his glare burning into the drunk's hazel eyes.
Hannes lets out a frustrated huff, snatching the now-empty glass from Levi's hands before storming off from his seat through the automatic door, disappearing into another room. Shifting your gaze, you glance up at the dark-haired boy as he settles back into a seat across from you, looking surprisingly content after the outburst.
"What?"
You can't help but roll your eyes. "That went well."
"He'll come around! I'll be back," the bright-haired woman chirps, her arms swinging dramatically as she strides after Hannes, disappearing into the other room and leaving you alone with Levi.
Silence settles between you. You don't know what to say to him—not that it would matter. You're both thinking the same thing anyway. Hannes was probably right. The odds of either of you making it back home are slim, between the careers, mutts, and whatever other nightmares the gamemakers have waiting.
"Do you have anyone back home?" You break the silence, solely in an attempt to escape your thoughts, even if it's just for a moment.
"No," he says without looking at you. "You?"
You purse your lips together. "Nope."
Silence suffocates the room once more. You figure there's nothing more to talk about at this point, it's just a matter of getting through the week until the games commence. You're not exactly eager to get close to Levi. What's the point? Neither of you are making it out of the arena. And even if you did, it wouldn't be together. One of you might turn on the other. The idea sounds ridiculous, but when it comes to survival, you can't doubt the intentions of anyone.
As your eyes drift to the wooden grandfather clock by the automatic door, you can't help but wonder—is there a way out? A way out of the games, a way out of the system. But after 98 long years of their existence, you're certain the capitol has thought of everything. Every possible scenario, every desperate attempt a tribute might make to escape—it's all definitely been accounted for.
-
Later, the bright-haired woman whose name you learn is Valerie, returns alone, clearly unsuccessful in coaxing Hannes back. To pass the time, she decides to give you and Levi a tour of the train. You can't even begin to fathom how much one room might be worth, let alone the entire bullet train. When she finally shows you to your bedroom, offering some privacy, you almost gape at the sheer luxury laid out before you.
Dark wallpaper with undecorated walls surround the room, with a chandelier reflecting a beautiful dim yellow glow in the center. The bed is massive, you figure you could fit about six people on there if they squeezed together, and the decor is nothing you've seen before, rich with details you can't even name. Off to the side, you have your own luxurious bathroom with unlimited warm water, along with a huge walk-in closet, its walls lined with endless amounts of clothing. It's overwhelming, to say the least.
You find yourself shuffling toward the bed laden with silk sheets, taking a seat as the canvas of the bedframe embraces you. As you sat, you felt something in your pocket prod at you—the pin Petra gave you. Carefully, you pull it out of your pocket, examining the details. You were never sure about Petra, but you suppose that maybe after all... she was the closest thing you had to a friend.
Your fingers delicately trace the pattern of the Mockingjay on the gold pin.
It brings back memories of simpler days, sitting beneath the trees, listening to the Mockingjays sing alongside your younger sister in the forest sometime after you both lost your parents. You remember it was her favorite bird—you'd listen to her hum melodies, and they'd sing the tune right back.
Those days weren't exactly simpler. Food was always scarce. Your mother wasn't around, and your father was always too busy in the mines to help with food. You managed, but once your parents were gone, it was your responsibility to keep you and your sister alive.
And it was hard. Really hard.
Your father had taught you how to use a bow and arrow. On rare occasions, he'd sneak you past the electric fence into the forest outside District 12, strictly forbidden territory, to hunt a few squirrels for supper.
Once, you snuck out into the forest on your own without his permission. When you returned with two squirrels in hand, proud of your catch, your father was furious. You knew it was because he was scared for you and your family, worried about what could've happened if you'd been caught. You understood the risks—but you also understood the consequences of coming home empty-handed.
You stopped sneaking out into the forest, and yes—your family barely scraped by. Once it was just you and your sister, you had no other choice for your survival to go back into the woods just to eat. Sometimes, if you got extra game, you would sell or trade it at the market, and that always helped.
The winters were always harsh. So harsh.
You and your sister were lucky enough to keep living in your parents' house, but luck didn't mean much when there was hardly any food or warmth. By the time winter crept in, the rations from extra entries were nearly gone, and the thick layers of snow drove all the animals into hiding. You were only thirteen, just a kid when you had to fend for you and your sister.
That was your only job—keep yourself going so you can keep your sister alive. Yet, you managed to fail.
The winter was particularly terrible that year, you and your sister were living off just about nothing. You had no firewood, no food scraps, and no warmth—just each other. But it wasn't enough. She fell ill and you did everything you could. You tried to access medical assistance, which was practically unheard of in District 12, so you did what you could with what little you had, trying to nurse her back to health on your own.
But it wasn't enough.
One morning when the sun rose, you went to wake your sister before you planned to go beyond the prohibited fence into the forest, desperate to find any signs of game. She had been sick—terribly sick, and deep down, you knew it. When you tried to wake her, gently cupping her cheek in your cold hands—you found no signs of warmth in her skin. You felt her hands. Her arms. Her body. Everything was frozen cold.
You tried to shake her awake. But she didn't stir. She never woke.
So yes, the capitol never did anything to you, but you've seen the way they've neglected your family, children, the homeless, the starving, exploited the districts—everyone. Even the privileged among the districts, such as Petra, the mayor's daughter—were not safe from the capitol. No one was.
It's not fair.
So yes, maybe they have done something to you. Maybe it is personal.
You remember Petra's words. "Make them pay," she said. You didn't understand what she meant back then, but now you think you do. You're not sure how, but you know you want to.
You need to make them pay.
-
"Rise and shine, dear!" A jarring voice ruptures you from your slumber, forcing you to rise from your bed with a gasp—only to see the bright-haired lady... what was her name again? Oh... Valerie.
"Breakfast is getting cold!" She adds with a sing-song voice as she draws the blackout curtains open, revealing the mountains you're passing through in flashes of speed your vision simply cannot keep up with. You groan as the morning light meets your eyes, covering your vision with your arm for some relief as your senses are overloaded.
She prances out of your room, only before adding in a quick, "chop, chop!"
That was the best sleep you think you've gotten in years. Though, today is the day you arrive at the capitol, one day closer to the games. You take your time getting up, you don't really care if your food is cold—food is food. You can't complain, long story short. Finding the bathroom connected to your room, you turn on the warm faucet water and splash it onto your face, refreshing yourself before you make your way to the dining room with the others.
When the automatic door slides open, you're met with Valerie who flashes a polite smile at you whilst sipping on a fancy cup of warm coffee, along with Levi and your bright mentor, Hannes, sitting at the wooden dining table. Your presence catches Hannes' attention, and he beckons you over to the table.
You grab a pastry before sitting down with the two of them. You're not sure what it is, but it's still warm, fresh out of the oven, melting in your mouth with the first bite. Sliding into a seat across from Hannes and beside the dark-haired boy, you catch the fresh, crisp scent of clean fabric—briefly comforting—before it's quickly overpowered by the sharp, bitter sting of alcohol wafting from Hannes, making you grimace.
You scoff, gesturing at the empty glass sat in front of the blonde mentor. "Really? Starting off your day strong, I see."
He chuckles at that, shaking his head lightly. "It's not the strong stuff dear, relax."
"Levi here was the one to convince the man to lay off, be sure to thank him." Valerie chimes in from across the room, sitting in a velvet chair as she sips her coffee.
You steal a glance at the boy beside you, meeting his sharp, silver-blue eyes. He's clearly holding back a scowl, though his face doesn't seem built for anything resembling a warm expression. You guess you can't really blame him.
As you settle in your seat, you're suddenly swarmed with enormous plates of food placed in front of you from the maids. There's eggs, sausages, and even pancakes with a side of syrup. They set two glasses of juice in front of you and Levi, and you can't help but give a small nod as a thank you when they depart.
You gratefully accept the plate of food set in front of you, digging into the pancakes first. They remind you of a Christmas morning long ago, when your mother had managed to gather the ingredients for a special breakfast. These pancakes don't taste quite like hers, but it's a rare treat nonetheless. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Levi beside you, silently forking a sausage and slicing it apart with precise movements of his knife.
As the two of you ate, Hannes couldn't help himself but watch you and Levi try and act polite before the abundance of food, because he too lived in District 12, starving like the rest of you. He knew what it was like, but he wouldn't judge the tributes that ate like it was their last meal, because likely—it was.
"So," you mumble as you chew. "You sober enough to try and actually help us out now?"
Your mentor can't help but stifle a laugh as he refills his beverage with some sort of new red colored alcohol—you have no idea what it could be. He simply ignores your question, reaching for a fabric napkin to wipe the few drops of alcohol he accidentally spilt on the table. You see an opportunity to get his attention.
If you want a shot at this, you'll have to make him realize you're serious about it.
Swiftly, your hand reaches over to Levi's table knife and you clutch it in a fist, plunging it into the napkin Hannes tried to lift. It gets pinned to the wood of the table just right between his fingers. Your mentor's eyes go wide, shock plastered across his face as if you've completely lost your mind. Beside you, Levi fights back a grin, the corner of his mouth twitching.
You hear a gasp across the dining room from Valerie, who slammed her almost-empty cup of coffee on the table beside her. "That is mahogany!"
You watch her get up and storm off to the other room. You're not even sure what that word is supposed to mean, but you realize she was talking about the wood that the table was made of.
"Well then, look at you!" Hannes raises his eyebrows, yanking his nearly punctured hand back from the table. "You killed a napkin."
With an exaggerated sigh, he pulls the knife from the wooden table, setting it neatly back with Levi's silverware. His expression shifts, growing slightly more serious. "You really wanna know how to stay alive? You get people to like you."
You don't respond, your gaze locked on his with quiet defiance. Hannes gestures to the center of the room, his patience thinning. "Stand over here. Both of you."
Reluctantly, you and Levi obey. He rises from his seat, moving to circle you and your district partner. Surprisingly, he's not stumbling like he was the day before. You guess he is in-fact a bit more sober, although it is just the beginning of the day. His eyes rake over both of you, scrutinizing every detail—your features, your posture, the tension in your muscles, examining everything visible on the surface.
"You're not entirely helpless," he mutters, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. "Once the stylists clean you up, you might even secure a few sponsors." He pauses, then smirks. "Though, you both have about as much charm as a dead rat."
You scoff, crossing your arms. "Gee, thanks."
Levi's glare sharpens, but Hannes ignores it, leaning in slightly. "Listen, if you can agree to not interfere with my drinks..." His eyes narrow, reluctantly finishing his sentence. "...I'll help you, but you have to do exactly as I say."
You raise an eyebrow at that as you feel a pair of eyes on you. You turn to Levi, exchanging a quick glance before he turns back to face Hannes. "Fine."
"So what do we need to do first?" You ask. "How can we—"
"The first thing you need to do is comply with your stylists," Hannes starts, grabbing the glass left on the mahogany table to take a swig of his red drink. "We'll be at the capitol station in a few minutes, and you'll be put in their hands. You're not going to like what the stylists do, but don't resist."
You furrow your brows together, shaking your head in confusion. "But—"
"No buts, just trust me." says Hannes. He takes his glass drink along with a new bottle of amber alcohol, treading toward the automatic door to the other room, leaving you and Levi alone.
As the door slid shut, the windows in the dining room darkened. You realized you're in the tunnels of the mountain that lead into the city of Panem, just where the capitol and all of its citizens reside. The chandeliers in the room still keep it well-lit, but it is still dark enough to assume it's night if you weren't paying attention.
Both you and Levi can't help but feel yourself drawn toward the windows, tentatively walking to them. As you watch the tunnels blur past, a sudden burst of blinding light floods your vision, forcing you to squint against the harsh glare. When your eyes finally adjust, the sight before you steals the breath from your lungs.
You're in the heart of the capitol—a bustling city with modern buildings and skyscrapers stretching as far as you can see. It's overwhelming, far more vibrant and abundant than anything you've ever seen broadcasted back home. You realize now just how much you underestimated it.
The train begins to slow, and soon you're met with the sight of the capitol's grand train station—along with swarms of people, hundreds of capitol citizens gathered outside, cheering wildly as they catch sight of you and the dark-haired boy through the window. Their outlandish outfits are a chaotic blur of colors, so bright and jarring it's almost blinding. Each shade is louder than the last, a dizzying mess of vibrance that's almost too much to take in all at once.
You shake your head, watching as the swarm of capitol citizens wave and cheer at you while the train grinds to a halt. "I can't believe they look at us like we're..."
"Animals in their zoo," Levi finishes your sentence, his stoic eyes meeting yours.
"Yeah," you breathe, fingers absentmindedly fidgeting with the small pin tucked into your skirt pocket.
Levi gives you a slight, reassuring nod, his silver-blue eyes steady on yours. "You ready?"
You can't help but feel nostalgic at those words, remembering it was just yesterday when you told Petra you were ready to leave for the reaping. You thought you were. And even this time, you're not entirely sure.
"I guess so."
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