#LIKE DAMN GIVE IT A REST! i'm one(1) chronically mentally ill bisexual | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

layni17 · 2 years

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Life is so wild right now because I have so many things I’m happy about and enjoying (Fun K-Pop music, more Percy Jackson, more Our Life, more Sims, more Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons, more Critical Role, etc.) but simultaneously my life is falling apart and I’m miserable about many things (One of my cats and one of my dogs died, I’m suffering from yet-to-be-explained medical issues atop my usual chronic ones, having the worst anxiety I’ve had since I was in high school, can’t write anymore due to my chronic pain, etc.) so I’m like. Man. I want to be Happy but I just feel like a Wreck but I also have soooo many things I’m looking forward to.

#long story short i'm fairly miserable but i intend to survive and get happy #i will make it!! i refuse to let there be another way #2022 was just like surgery post-surgical depression sister's wedding vibing covid sad things illness sad things sad things sad things #LIKE DAMN GIVE IT A REST! i'm one(1) chronically mentally ill bisexual #shoutout to guided meditations only thing keeping my mental health together+chronic pain from being unbearable #miss writing so much i hate thinking about it. <//3 #but anyways i'm gonna be fine!! getting professional mental health help probably soon and all that!! getting tests done!! i'll manage!!#and i got to meet my closest internet friend of seven years in person a few weeks ago. there are so many good things in the world.#we live to be happy. <3 i really do believe that is our purpose!! to be happy and to feel love!! and i am determined to live my life like so #anyways that's all. tiny rant. not feeling great but always hopeful. <3

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