#LAMELOBALL

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Nine: Leaky Faucet

It had been two weeks since her first date with Jayson. She had been doing some traveling for work but now she wasback in her city it felt great. Talking to Jayson was apart of her daily Routine she woke up to his good Morning messages she went to sleep with him on the phone she watched his games every time she could she was hooked. She had forgot what it felt like to be in a relationship texting the person whenever you wanted and not being scared of developing feelings she loved it.

When she got home from work she noticed a large Bouquet of Flowers on her front porch she smiled Jayson was so sweet she unlocked her door bringing them in. She shut her door locking it and taking her shoes off going straight to her kitchen looking for the card and her face dropped it wasn't from Jayson at all .... It was Melo🙄.

Hope you haven't forgot about me yet. But We both know you can't 💕 4L

She rolled her eyes he had texted a few times when the pictures came out of her and Jayson all over Boston he wasn't happy at all for three days straight all he saw was her and Jayson on his Twitter feed. But he was getting a taste of his own Medicine for months she watched him and his girlfriend all over social media. Him liking all her pictures and commenting sweet things while she knew the truth but the moment she steps out he's mad.

But no now she was fed up she decides to FaceTime him but she hears the phone ringing at her door she gets scared but goes to her front door looking out the peep hole and there is Melo with a big smile on his face. "I hear you breathing heavy with your short ass" it's cause she was scared he's clearly crazy.

"go away pleaseeee" "you were calling me for a reason" "to tell you to leave me Tf alone Fr Melo " "I drove a while just let me in at least let me see you...."

She thought for a sec and then let him in. At the end of the day she know he won't hurt her physically he's just being annoying asf. He tries to go in for a hug but she moves. "You got some fuckin Audacity to show up here.... Like?" "I just wanted to see if you miss me?" "I think your girl does you should go see her" "why you gotta do that?" "Because why are you here? I'm trying to move on it's selfish of you to even be here right now" "ima selfish Nigga" He laughed "well stop!" "YN just answer the question do you miss me?" "I'm happy did you know that? He makes me really happy he cares about me he makes time for me" "oh so I didn't make time for you? I'm making time right now cause you important to me" she sighed

"what's your point...." "Well if you talking to somebody and I'm in a relationship ... We can still do what we do best but without all the bullshit that you made up cause .... You got somebody to worry about your feelings.... so Let me worry about your body" he brings her body close to him and she gets weak in the knees and just as he's about to kiss her .... Her phone rings saved by the bell.

She jogs back to the kitchen answering Jayson as Melo follows behind her rolling his eyes. "Hey baby you got home fast today" He says smiling in the camera making her naturally smile but she was nervous Melo was unhinged he could say anything and basically ruin this she didn't like feeling guilty. "Yeah I left the office a little early cause you know I'm going out tonight" "yeah I remember cause you gon miss my game" "maybe not we might go to a bar I'll see if they'll put it on" "they Better if not give me a call" Melo rolled his eyes smirking "bae stop 😂😂😂" "okay okay  ima let you go so you can get ready .... Don't drive if you drink" "of course not I'll Uber everywhere😘 mwah" "oooou I miss them lips ...." "I miss your lips more" he bits his lip " I doubt it Bae but text me when you get in or call and I'll do the same" "okay Jay" "alright I'll talk to you later bae....bye" "byeeee" he hangs up she fully exhales

"Well that seemed forced" Melo says with laughter in his voice she rolls her eyes "it's never forced with him though and most importantly I don't have to hide" "you let him hit yet?" "that's not your damn business" "I can't lie when I saw those pictures of you bowling in that tight ass pink dress I almost lost my mind he was right behind that ass ..... remember I had you bent over the night before that? Deep in that pussy moaning my name you couldn't help yourself then the next day somebody else on that ass how I'm supposed to feel?"

She sighed just his words made her feel him once again but she wasn't a cheater. And she hated that he had this little power over her maybe when her and Jayson do have sex it'll be gone."What I do is no longer your business you cannot be sending me gifts you can't be texting and you definitely can't come to my house anymore I mean that Lamelo I need you to understand how very serious I am I like him a lot I can potentially love him so please leave me alone maybe in the long run we can be friends but for right now let me live my life"

He walked over to her kissing the top of her head innocently as she looked up at him he took the card out of the flowers and backed up. "So you don't wanna fuck me no more?" He said half way joking but also being serious She bit her lip

"no" she says softly he smacked his lips "see.... You don't even mean that shit" "I'm not a cheater Lamelo" "how it's cheating y'all not in a real relationship yet you being loyal to niggas when y'all just talking?" "we are though we made it official the first date you don't know nothing about that though you couldn't commit if it was gun to your head" "if you think he being loyal you out of your mind no nigga just jumps into a relationship like that something wrong with him you special but he still a nigga" "well I'll cross that bridge when I get to it" "okay but if you cheat back cheat with me" "Lamelo!"

"Okay okay that was a joke my bad .... Ima head out ima lose your number and leave you Tf alone but when it don't work out with him and you hit me back up you gon have to make it all the way up to me .... I'm talking rounds" she rolled her eyes "bye the cockiness coming out of your body is not charming right now try to be happy for me" "so what you gon do when he can't fuck you like I fuck you? You think anybody knows your body like I do? I be in that shit ...... you think he can do that to you?"

That's definitely something she had thought about even on Melos off nights the sex was good.But her and Jayson hadn't had sex yet she was taking it slow. "I do think he can yeah" "you know you lying .... You think you getting three nuts with him?" "It's easy to make me cum" he rolled his eyes again

"shut up it's easy for me to make you cum not nobody else not even yourself" He was telling the truth but the only reason it took her a while was because she would start thinking about other shit or she would just get tired "well he'll figure it out cause he gives enough fucks to figure it out but as of right now it's still not your business cause even if he can't make me cum it's not your job anymore it never should've been your job so go back to your girl I have shit to do" "alright alright you getting mad so  .... I'm gone.... enjoy my flowers and I'll still send you stuff cause you deserve shit and if at any point I wanna text you I'll just dm you ... ight?" "As if you're gonna listen to me you do what you wanna do but don't expect shit from me" "ight then" he licks his lips leaving her kitchen heading straight to her front door and walking right out.

The pictures of her and Jayson were over ever blog by the time they even had a second date they were calling her the mystery girl. They saw everything from the hand holding to the kisses on the back of the golf cart they had every picture of them at dinner that night and at the bowling alley she had never scrolled so many times and saw herself it was wild and she wasn't sure if she liked it or not people still didn't really know who she was and she liked that. She's a normal girl who's dating a NBA player .... That's it.

Yo you good you seemed a little out of it on the phone... I know you didn't say anything but if I'm hitting you up to much let me know..... I wanna ease you into everything so if I'm doing too much or not enough let me know

Seeeee Jayson is perfect like he's about to go play his heart out but he took the time to text her cause he was worried. And he already knows her so well and is willing to work with her to help her unlearn some unhealthy behaviors she has in relationships.... He was Guiding her through it all she loves it here

I am so sorry it's just a lot going on here but when I can I'll explain it to you in person so I can be 100% honest but you talk to me the right amount I Love the messages and phone calls ... please don't stop

😂😂 okay okay you had me worried

Nahhh don't worry 😘 enjoy your game baby

I will every free throw that goes in is for you so make sure you send me pictures of what you wearing tonight🤤🤤

Well I know y'all about to win so it'll be a lot and You using that emoji like you know ima look good

I do know you're gonna look .... When do you not look good?

When I first wake up

I bet that's a lie I guess I'll see that soon though

Mmmm will you?

Yeah.... I'm almost certain that I will

We shall see Bae ....

Shall? Really YN

Yeah I'm fancy tonight

😂😂 I gotta go Fr bae be good and have fun

Alright bae ttyl

He loved the message

She had all intentions on telling him about Melo because now he was involved in it and she doesn't ever want him in a situation not knowing something from her past cause she doesn't wanna seem sneaky and one things for sure if you hide something like that from a partner it'll come to light

*three months later*

Melo and his girl had broken up. Messages were leaked where he was talking to other girls. What does this have to do with YN? Her messages were leaked too thankfully it wasn't any nasty things but it left a lot of people wondering why Jayson Tatum's girlfriend was texting Lamelo Ball five months ago. How did they know each other?

Thankfully the season was over so they had been spending more time with eachother. It was his week to come to her city and spend time with her. When the news broke they were just chillin on the couch her head in his lap as he played in her hair he was watching a game and she was on her phone. Doing their own thing together had been their way to relax. As she scrolled Aimlessly through Instagram she saw the blogs reporting on Melo and then she saw her contact name with her picture.... What type of Cheater puts a picture of the girl too. She didn't like him for being thorough but especially not now she gasp loudly

"oh my gosh bae" "what's up" she sat up slowly. "Ummm Melos text messages leaked...." "And?" "And some of our threads leaked too and he had my picture saved on my contact so people know it's me it's from five months ago" he rolled his eyes he remained quiet which scared her more. He was getting annoyed with the same conversation Melo was constantly coming up he was over it "Please say something" She says softly she could feel his energy but she didn't judge him for it. She completely understands it.

"you gon tell me how serious it was now? Because you didn't go in enough detail which was fine then but now people about to be a dog with a bone and I don't need nobody coming to me telling me shit about you that I don't know so tell me everything right now" "he's the guy I was talking about the first night we met—" He cut her off cause he could tell she was about to drag this on and he was running out of patience "duh you told me that tell me something else some shit I need to know is your pussy in his phone? Where you talking about sexual shit with him? Did you ever say I love you?"

Jayson snuck that last part in he had slip up during sex and said he loved her she didn't think anything of it because it was during sex but when he brought it up later she knew he was serious and she had hurt him. She ended up saying it a few weeks later when she was sure she meant it but it still hurt him not that he would ever say that out loud.

"I didn't send any pictures or videos .... Um and it shouldn't be any overly sexual stuff in there we would mostly talk in person our texts were just like plans" "what else I ask?" She sighed " no I didn't tell him I love him cause I didn't and I don't but I love  the way you treat me and talk to me and work with me I love your hands and your smile .... I love you Jayson" she kissed his cheek softly "I'm being too hard on you for having a past  ... and I'm sorry" "I feel like I keep hurting you cause I'm so damn damaged"

"nah you not hurting me I said we doing this together.....anything else I need to know?" She shook her head no "you sure?" "Well idk if this is important but remember I told you he came over here unexpectedly that one time?"

"Yeah" Jayson sits up listening intently "he basically was saying that you jumped into a relationship with me too fast and you're probably cheating .... And I think him saying that did effect me a little bit cause you're just too good to be true" "YN you acting like I haven't fucked up... we've argued I've said some hurtful shit I'm not perfect but I'm not cheating if I was gon cheat I would've just been single but I know this is where I'm supposed to be....

So don't let that shit effect you" she smiled

"I love you baby" she says softly he leans in to kiss her lips passionately "I love you too" he said quickly and then continued to kiss her she straddled his lap and his hands rest firmly on her ass. She moans when he squeezes it tightly. He pulls away slowly. "I love you .... A lot" her heart dropped she felt like he was about to say something crazy "I love you too" "but... I gotta be honest with you now that he single im a little worried about .... Us" "you don't have to be"

"but I am though and I hate to seem insecure and I get you was still trying to be cool with him but I don't even want him talking to you Fr but he don't owe me shit im asking you not to talk to him if you feel forced keep it short.... Can you do that for me?" "I wanna say yes...but if his life is in pieces right now me completely ghosting him will only make it worse" "what about my feelings though? I've been playing tug of war with him for you since I met you and he doesn't even have to pull that hard" she kissed his forehead and then his cheek.

"You're right and I'm sorry i won't talk to him and if he messages me then I'll let you know right away because at the end of the day my loyalty is to you I can't put his feelings over yours" he smiled  "thank you baby" he pulls her in giving her a big hug. He started to kiss on her neck making her moan squeezing her butt again then she heard her doorbell causing both of them to glance at the door.

"You was expecting somebody?" He asked "noo so leave them out there I want you right now" he smiled kissing her again as it got heated. The person knocked on the door "yo YN answer the door we need to talk" and just like that his mood was ruined. He pushed her off of him. "Go to your room" Jayson said aggressively "you're not talking to Deuce and this is my house" "YN I'm asking you please just go" she stood up

"what are you gonna do?" "Tell him to leave you alone .... I'll be nice just go" she rolled her eyes but listened she was interested in what was gonna happen. YN pulled up her app to look at her front porch so she could see Melo. Jayson went to the door opening it

"yo she's sleep" Melos face dropped when he saw Jayson it was like he had seen a ghost.

"Well can you wake her up it's important" "nah man she's tired we been busy but you can tell me whatever you need to tell her though" "why you saying that? cause you know everything?" "Yeah I know it all so what is it" "Some of our messages leaked my girl did it I just wanted her to know it wasn't me and I'm trying to fix it" "alright I'll let her know.... You drove all the way over here to say that?" Melo smirked

"I think we both know that isn't all I wanted to say" "that's my girl now and I'm trying to be nice to you cause I told her I wouldn't hold nothing against you but you can't be poping up to her house no more like this your place it's rude she not gon fold so just hang it up" "you sure she not gon fold? It had to be a reason you didn't let her come to the door" "I don't tell her what to do we have conversations cause I care about her something you don't know about but I'm not about to go back and forth with you my guy she don't want you no more she's good we good" Melo laughed "alright man whatever you need to believe I'm gone..... tell her what I said man" Melo says walking away Jayson shut the door causing YN to come back into the living room.

"I'm gon ask you once and I'm going to believe you so tell me the truth" His voice was very deep and direct "okay" "have you fucked him since we been together? Did you fuck him when he pop up when we had first got together? And do you love him now?" "No no and no I wish it was something I can do or say to ease your Mind" "it's just weird how confident he is that you'll be back that bothers me" "you still want the truth?" "Yes I can handle it" "it's probably the sex .... I'm sure he feels like nobody can ever top him to me so he thinks I'll be back" "and will you?"

"I need more than sex to keep me around I need love and consistency care you do all that and you fuck me what I need any other man for I don't want nobody but you and I mean that" "I can't believe I'm even about to ask this right now but do I please you?" "Bae really?" "Yes I'm really asking when we fuck do you really enjoy it cause if not let's figure it out" "everytime we have sex I enjoy myself I don't have to fake anything with you it be real" "you sure?" "I mean I can show you....." she smirked he smiled walking over to her picking her up. "Yeah show me.... We not talking about that nigga no more" he kissed her taking her to her bedroom "mmmm good"

When they got to the room they stripped eachother quickly and then she got on her knees. He watched her she felt like he was staring through her it was so intense she slowly started to get his dick wet while stroking him she kissed the tip he licked his lips.

She enjoyed sucking his dick because she knew it was completely hers. She could get as nasty as she wanted because he was all hers no sharing no wondering if somebody else was just on it She gagged when his tip hit the back of her throat so she slowly pulled away licking her lips. "Do that shit again" he groaned "do what?" He smiled slightly "choke on it... choke on me again" she didn't speak she just did what he asked her to do slowly placing him in her mouth she allowed him to gag her repeatedly as he groaned she slowly pulled away while stroking him and sucking the tip.

"Fuckkkk" he groaned she loved the way he sounded he was always so mesmerized with whatever she was doing. Almost like he was appreciative and felt like she could be anywhere else but she was here pleasing him. She slapped herself in the face with it. "Damn that's how you feeling tonight?" He groaned she moaned taking him back in her mouth sucking him slowly keeping eye contact with him. "Fuck your mouth feel so good baby .... Just like that"

he loved when she moaned while sucking dick it made him feel like she was really enjoying it and she was. The level of wetness dripping from between her thighs should be a crime right now. He didn't wanna cum too early so it was time for her to stop he was rock hard now"Alright baby show me something else"

he gently pulled her head away and helped her stand up and then he got rough which completely shocked her he flipped her around making her face the wall as she braced herself he wet two fingers and reached in front of her inserting the two fingers inside of her and then started rubbing her clit she was already so wet he didn't know what to do his other hand was wrapped around her throat giving it a slight squeeze everytime she moaned. "It feelsssss so good" "shhh I just wanna hear your pussy"

she gasp and then bit her lip whatever he said she wanted to do her main goal was to please him coming in close second her other goal was to please herself. Her hips started to grind against his hand he placed his thumb in her mouth. She sucks softly as she feels herself getting closer. He listened to the smacking noise her other lips made. "You this wet for me? It's all for me?" "Alll for youuuu" "mmmm it better be" she gasp and grabbed his arm as she almost released. "Can I cum please?" She looked up into his eyes as he smiled at her. "Let me think a lil bit" "ughhhh" "I'm thinking shhhh" he liked to play with her because she always claims she like being teased and she really did it made everything that much more intense for her. "Ple—- plea—-ohhh" she couldn't even finish saying please that's how close she was.

"You wanna cum for daddy?" She nodded her head "and when you cum for daddy then what?" "Ohhhh mmmm I don't ...." "Hmmm you don't what?" Her legs started shaking heavily he smiled he had never got her this close before without letting her go he was kinda interested to see if she would blow. "Pleaseeeeeeee!!!! Pleaseeeeee mmmmm pleaseeee daddy pleaseeeee" "answer my question first" "whatever you want but please I'm so closeeee" her words fumbled out of her mouth he barley could make any sense of it

"go ahead baby cum for me cum for daddy" "thank you daddy" he felt his hand become even more wet as she released while sucking his thumb. "That's my good girl cum for daddy" "ughhhhh" that alone made her wanna do it again. When he felt like she was done he turned her around kissing her he moves her to the bed throwing her down. He leans over spreading her legs and then kissed her clit. "Tell me somethin babe?" "Hmm?" "Can I eat your pussy?" She shivered when the words came out of his mouth it sounded like a song to her she tried to gather herself to speak but couldn't which made him speak up again "please?"

He smiled kissing the inside of her thigh skipping over his main course going to the other thigh. She thrusted her hips up to meet his lips. "Jaysonn...." she whined "Hmmm I'm just trying to please my baby girl and she likes to be teased so tell me what I'm doing wrong?" He says as fingers slide inside of her again. "....nothing nothing at all" "so can I?" "Yesss I want you to"

He kissed her clit again licking up and down and she shivered. "I love you baby" she said softly. His fingers started to flick up inside of her roughly sucking her clit. She loved getting head from Jayson cause she could tell he cared he took his time and listened to her body she didn't have to communicate because he read her mind she loved it they were completely in sync.

He moaned as his tongue curled and licked all over her. "Ooooou baby right there" she was close and they both could feel it He forced one of her legs down because she started to suffocate him. Her back arched he pulled away making her whine missing him already.  "No more teasing please .... I just want all of you" he smiled "so tell me what that means exactly" "I want you inside me Jayson" he kissed up her body engaging her in a long passionate tongue kiss. As she moaned completely read for him he finally slides inside of her they both gasp.

Yes he knew how wet she was but it felt different with his dick and he filled her up so snuggly it was so good to both of them.

"I love you too btw.... I didn't say back earlier but I do" he said while looking deeply in her eyes as he went stroked slowly inside of her. "I know" she grabbed his head kissing him. "I'm sorry for the stupid questions earlier .... I gotta just trust you" she gathered all her strength so she could talk to him clearly "it's not stupid they're real questions I get it's hard to trust people in your like of work you've seen everything" "you right but you different" "very" she smiled kissing him as his rhythm started to increase. "You feel so good" he groaned into her ear while pinning her arms down above her head she was speechless. "Say something baby....." He loved to make her talk when he knew she couldn't

"I—-" "you what?" "Can't..... you're so deep ughhhh" her legs started shaking he smirked he had already had her so close when he was eating her it's a surprise that she didn't cum as soon as he pushed inside of her. He watched her face as she licked and bit her lips to keep her cool but the noises always escaped from her mouth. She intertwines their fingers as her back arched. "I wanna cum with you can you wait for me?" She nodded her head "yessss"  him cumming was very important to her he always went out of his way to give her at least two orgasms so she liked to make sure that he got one. As time went on his hips got sluggish. "Baby .... I can't ... pleaseee" he had finally pushed her to the point where she wasn't sure if she could wait for him. "Baby I'm almost there just look at me and wait" "mmmmmm babbyyyy" "ugh fuck what's my name" "daddyyyy" "good girl cum for daddy cum with daddy" "ughhhhhhh" he sucked on her neck as the released together. He continued stroking until it was nothing left inside of him and then he fell on top of her as they struggled to catch their breath. She held on to him playing in his curls. "You know me .... So well my body you just know me" she said softly she felt him smile.

These days she wasn't worried about it Jayson could compete with Melo in the bedroom because he definitely did he listened to her when she spoke about what she liked and disliked and he like to watch her really enjoy herself he wouldn't be able to enjoy sex if she wasn't getting pleased it if she wasn't into it. She was happy to call him her man.

Sooooo how y'all liking the book so far?

[freshthoughts2020]

[kolour-me-kourt]

First official chapter hope you enjoy💋😘

How does the saying go? Never say never. Well YN was now a firm believer in that. At this point in her life, she felt like she would be dominating her career and her love life she was excelling in her job right now but her love life ... needed a little love.

She didn't do random hookups or talking stages that last forever and then you never date ..... no she liked to be wined and dined or a guy could just leave her alone and she stood firmly on that until she got this message in her dm.

A message from Melo ball simply saying hey and asking how her day was. She let it sit for a while because she was waiting for him to unsend the message or say he didn't mean to send that to her but hours went by and he never did. She had a little buzz on Instagram but she wouldn't call herself an Instagram model. But every once in a while she would see blue checks sprinkled in her likes and in her story views it made her feel good.

She used her Instagram and her sexuality to get passive money and have a little name for herself. She also gets some money from Instagram when she posts certain things and her main goal was to have several streams of income. So she could do what she really love and that was traveling. If she had it her way every weekend she would be in a different city but she was working up to that.

When she posted a cute video in her story and Melo liked it she finally responded to his dm. "My day has been good what about yours? Thanks for the like" "it's a nice video so of course.... My day been good thanks for asking" "so is there any particular reason you messaged me today?" "Just to get to know you a lil bit I keep seeing your face so I wanted to message you if that's cool wit you ....so where you from" "here and there😂😂"

When he messaged her she could tell he was playing it safe. She knows he has a girlfriend so she wasn't even trying to flirt with him but once the messages move to texting everything speed up. They went from dming each other whenever to texting almost every day. He looked out for her and they were building something. She just had no clue what it was when they were on FaceTime he was clearly flirting and she started to follow his lead but his messages were so dry she never tried to keep a conversation going once it fizzled out. He liked that about her she didn't continue talking when she didn't have anything to talk about she just let it go until the next time they would speak.

But now he felt like he had made a type of bond with her and he felt safe enough to invite her to Miami. He had a game there, and he wanted her to come to see him play in action. She felt like she shouldn't say yes but she did anyway and she was excited to see him in person. She had been to games before he knew who she was. And she always had fun at the games but she wasn't sure if they were gonna met up finally so she decided to make a girls' trip out of it.

"Who wants to go to Miami with me Friday afternoon and come back Monday night🧐 I'll pay for the airbnb since it's random "

The group chat was dry for a little while until all the messages started pouring in

They were all in truth be told they had been looking for a reason to get out of the city so this was perfect.

Three days later they were in Miami.

Miami is the city of partying and plastic surgery. A city that so many Americans flock to just to get a chance at meeting a celebrity or just maintaining a lifestyle. But YN was here for a girls' trip. She and her closest friends were taking this time to live their best lives. A trip to Miami would be new for some of the people in the group and YN just really wanted to have fun. She didn't get out much but when she did she made sure she had enough fun to last her until the next outing.

This trip was no different her friend Asia saw an invite for this party tonight. The girls were debating on going nobody wanted to go except Asia so YN being the person she is. "If it's after the game, I'll just go with you," YN says hoping it's before the game "it's after the game it doesn't really start until 11" YN faked smiled "well then I'll go with you drinks on you though" "done! That's fine I'm so excited" Asia never went into details on why she had to be at this party it was a little weird cause they weren't even party people but something in YN's spirit wanted to make sure her friend was alright and if anybody was a party girl out of the group it was Asia. She had beauty that was out of this world but would be quick to check a bitch about one of her friends.

After the game ended everyone's adrenaline was at an all-time high and they couldn't calm down. They ended up back in the house. YN and Asia quickly took showers so they could get ready for the party. Now almost everyone decided to tag along.

They ordered food and drank while blasting music. "Trin you might as well come ... like what you gon do here by yourself?" "Call my man, duhhh plus I think Brit is staying too" "as long as you're good man" "I'll be fine I'm tired I promise" "okay bet."

"Ladies who are going to the party please meet me in the kitchen in five minutes!!" YN says loudly in the hallway also texting the group chat cause the music was hella loud. She grabbed her goody bags for everyone and waited in the kitchen for everyone to gather. She scrolled through Instagram and texted her mom goodnight.

Soon everyone was downstairs looking at her. "Sooooo I got us some things so we can stay safe tonight" she passed out the bags. Each bag contained a Scrunchy that could hold things in it, a small pack of gum, three tiny bottles of liquor, a cloth lid to put over drinks, and a glow bracelet that they all had. The bracelet was so they could pick each other out... In theory.

"You so damn smart of course this made sense," Jalin says loudly. "I mean I try... But okay let's finish getting ready .... When we leaving." "The car is getting us at 11," Asia said. Everyone glanced at her "a car!?!? You mean like a Uber?" Maya said, "I mean it's a party truck whatever it doesn't matter" "oh my gosh Asia how did you pull that off," YN said, "I gotta few connects I just want us all to be able to enjoy our night get drunk off our asses without thinking about getting an Uber, " Asia says smiling brightly

"so what's protocol .... Don't bring anybody back with you? Don't leave with nobody?" Jade asked "I mean I personally don't want any strangers in the house," Asia says. "I agree," YN says quickly but then continued talking "but also I don't want y'all leaving with strangers so like ... maybe if you have to... idk what's everybody thinking"

everyone started talking over each other trying to get one answer "no never mind no hooking up, period keep your phones on you so we can all leave togetherrrrrrrrr" Jalin says everybody laughs "okay fine then" "okay can I finish getting ready I don't even know what I'm wearing" YN says looking at everybody "I mean I guess" Maya says YN rolled her eyes laughing "shutup."

The party was amazing she had fun with the girls but now it was 2 in the morning and Lamelo was texting.

"When where you planning on seeing me" she licked her lips texting back "send the addy Ill be on the way soon😘"

They loaded back up in the party bus. YN stopped at the door way  "Im meeting up with somebody tonight " YN says out loud "oh word and who is that?" Asia looks at YN ready for the details "nobody y'all know just a friend a well trusted friend but yeah I'll see y'all tomorrow afternoon" "oh so you leaving now?" "Yeah my Uber two minutes away" "be safe hoe!!! And call us if you need us" "okay love y'all" "love you too" YN walks back off the bus completely waiting on the Uber. She was happy it was a black lady it made her feel a little safer.

She checked her license plate before getting into the car. "Hey YN I'm taking you to the the St.Regis hotel " "hi and yes that's right" "okay if you want the air down or the radio changed just let me know" "oh I'm fine thank you"

The lady just smiled and turned the music up

"I'm in the uberrrr on my way" "okay" and then reality set in ...... she was going to meet a stranger .... For the first time in a foreign city .... Did this really make sense. But it was too late to back down now. He wasn't a complete stranger they had been talking all day for a couple days out the week but that's been going on for months so she would be fine. She took a deep breath counting to ten and then before knew it  she was there. It was a resort on the beach and it was beautiful.

"Thank you! I'll tip you in the app " She says to the Uber driver hoping out "you're welcome have a nice night be safe" "you too" YN shuts the door walking into the place safely and then looking down opening Uber to tip her driver before she forgot. Melo had already told her which tower to go to and how to get to the room so she listened walking right in like she belonged not trying to look at anyone or any camera for too long. She rode the elevator up and shortly enough she was at the door she knocked lightly and then he opened the door.

Every piece of nervousness left her body it was something about his smile. He moves out of the way to let her in. She could tell he was also trying to look at her ass so she made sure she shook it extra hard when she walked by him. She sits her purse down by the door it had her phone and clothes in it and she kicked her shooed off neatly by the door fully walking in. "Wow this is a nice set up." "Ahhh thanks I figured this might be something you like I remember you saying you like the beach" she turned around smiling "oh so you actually listen to me sometimes" he sucked his bottom lip

"I listen to you a lot .... You put this on for me?" "nooo I went out had a good time that's why I'm just now making my way over here" after glancing outside watching the waves she sits at the edge of the bed. "Get comfortable stay for a minute" he laughed she smiles scooting further into the bed and he sits on her other side of the bed still keep distance. She was plotting on how to make the first move but was coming up short. "Crazy seeing you in person" he says " nah Fr .... I look way better don't I?" "You do you definitely do.... Tiny though" at this point he was growing impatient and he just leaned over to kiss her but he let her close the space so their lips could finally meet he didn't want to force anything at all.

She quickly got on top he unzipped her dress while grabbing her ass causing her to pull away slowly. "You good you wanna stop?" He asks she smirks getting up dropping her dress "Damn" he says softly she takes her bra off tossing it off to the side sliding her panties down next as he watched fully intrigued. "You not drunk?" She smiled "I'm good Lamelo I did drink earlier but I'm closer to sober than I am drunk I'm very much in my right mind and I want you...." He stands up "you seem more bold then I was imaging but lay down then" his voice immediately became commanding and deep.

As his sweats started to leave his hips after he placed his condom on  He pulls her down gripping her waist tightly pulling her to the edge of the bed. He sticks a finger inside of her she gasps. "Damn you so wet already" "you acting like you not fine asf" "I know I'm fine but damn...." She laughed "cocky much" "very much but you about to learn pretty soon I can back it Tf up" his finger curled upwards and then he pulled it out slowly she felt empty but the moment  didn't last long cause she felt Melos tip right on top of her clit he used it to tap on her lightly. "Fuck just put it in already" he listens sliding in slowly, "oh fuck" she gasps he smirked he had her and he loved the feeling. For him it was the build up the anticipation of fucking her and he knew she was very New. So to feel her and explore her in this moment is all he wanted to do.

He immediately realized that he hadn't had any Pussy that was better than hers and this couldn't be the last time. A few strokes in and he was ready to blow. She kissed his neck sucking softly. Her hand went in between them rubbing her clit as his strokes increased she bit her lip. "You don't have to be quiet .... These walls not thin ... moan for me" she arched her back fully relaxing "right there ... please" her eyes were closed so even though she couldn't see him she knows he was smirking.

His hand moved hers out of the way rubbing her clit. Making her immediately lose it "yes yes right there yessss" "you gon cum for me tonight?" He asked she tried to nod her head but got tired almost immediately he smiled "I'm about to right now" she says softly "what if I stopped?" She gasped looking into his eyes again "please don't stop" he slows his hips "No Melo please don't stop please ahhhh" by the second please he speeds back up hitting her spot all over again

"bully" he starts to pull out "nooo I'm sorry nooo please don't" he leaves just the tip in staring into her eyes as her hips twisted in anticipation "don't do this to me Lamelo" he kissed her neck "say my name again" "LaMELOOOOOOOO" "I love your reactions" "fuck I'm cuming I'm cuming right now oh my goshhhh" her legs shook around his body as she released the tightness from her orgasm made him cum shortly after. He pulled out taking the condom off and tying it throwing it in the trash can she laid there speechless.

"Mmmm you trouble" she smiled looking up at him as he towered over her body "how I'm trouble" "that felt good... it was amazing" "how that make me trouble" "the first time on the first night .... You got me to Cum like that" "that's how I feel....you definitely trouble" "so what that mean? You donewith me?" She smirked "nah that means I'm attracted to danger so you number one on my list" "you sure number one?" He bit his lip she noticed he started to get hard again

"what I just say?"  "Mmmmm yes sir I fully understand" "come here" he reached his hand out so she got up taking his hand and he pulled her to the bathroom.  He turns her around to face the mirror.

"It's beautiful in here" "I wanted you to see yourself" she pressed a button that lights up the mirror. "See myself for what?" The intense stare they gave eachother through the mirror was remarkable something you would only see on tv. "If you wanna keep doing this .... I can make sure you experience some of the better things in life.... Nice hotels and plan rides you got down here to Miami by yourself cause you could afford too and you wanted too but can you imagine .... Everytime I travel you somewhere close to me" she smiled like I said earlier she loved to travel and now traveling was coming with dick? Sign her tf up

"this dick you just gave me was enough perks I didn't need this other talk or these other things but it does sound fun" he licks his lips "with that comes you having a closed mouth what we do is just for me and you .... You know I gotta girl" YN sighed instantly feeling remorseful  "so I'm here to be a steady fuck buddy nothing more nothing less?" "Exactly now if you don't wanna do that I understand completely but if you can handle getting fucked and traveling and getting gifts ... then you should ride this thang with me" he kisses her neck as she smiles "Oh I'll ride that thang alright" she smirked "bend over then" she bends over and once again he was inside of her.

           *five months later*

His fingers plunged in her deeply and slowly as she bit her lip to stay quiet. It's way too risky she couldn't believe he was doing this to her right now in the public eye .... With his girlfriend right beside him it was crazy it was un heard of but that's what her life had become.

Let me explain They were all at a dinner Lamelo Ball his girlfriend her friends and yn. YN ended up here because she was a friend of friend .... Of a friend She knew Melo ...... well very well and he knew her body the way she ticks and what would make her explode right now at this very dinner table. Luckily the food hadn't come out yet so he could focused 95% of his attention on making her cum at a table full of strangers. Never in these five months  have they ever crossed paths unplanned especially not with his girlfriend in the room.

But it made him excited he knew YN wouldn't confront his girl so why not have fun. He enjoyed watching her converse while he made her shiver. Every once in a while she would stumble over a word almost stuttering. "It must be the Rosé" she says laughing it off every time it happens but he knows she's just getting closer and closer.

She gasped loudly when his fingers curled up messaged her g spot her hands went to his arm squeezing. "What's wrong YN?" She took a second to think of a lie as half the table stared waiting for a answer. "I forgot candles to light your cake to sing happy birthday that's all .... I literally... just remembered" "it's fine we're having the after party we can sing it then I'm sure we can find some candles by then" her hips started to grind against his hand and finally she was cumming. "Oh my goshhhhh" she said softly as the conversation continued around her Melo glanced at her as he added to the conversation.

"Some of us have careers I can't be out with y'all all night " " yeah yeah yeah we know she dragged you out here and you didn't wanna deal with us" the whole table laughed at the truth. His girlfriend spoke up "I needed a DD cause I'm fucked up and I plan on getting even more fucked up" "drunk sex be the best sex" the birthday girl says looking at LBG. YN eyes closed as she came all over his fingers. When she was done he moved her panties back in place. She closed her legs tightly. She had completely zoned out never hearing g the rest of the conversation

Asia tapped her. "You good friend?" "Yeah sorry boo I had spaced out" "the food taking forever" " I get it cause I know you probably did not eat today" "yeah you know me just had a little fruit salad for lunch" YN moved her body slightly so that she could turn more towards her friends and less to Melo. Just to stay out of trouble. "I have to go to the bathroom" Jalin says gathering her things "okay I'm coming" YN says "I'll hold it down here" Asia says YN and Jalin nod walking off to the bathroom YN went into a stall cleaning herself up.

She started to get upset cause why would he do that like seriously in front of everybody. She took deep breaths.

"See if you can get rid of your friend .... And I'll be there"

The text rolled over her screen she started breathing heavier.

"Unless you trying to get cursed out don't come bothering me you're done for the night sir and I mean that tend to your girlfriend cause I am not her"

He left her open cause clearly she was in her feelings and he doesn't care enough for that. She finally flushed the toilet heading back to the sinks washing her hands. Jalin comes out of the stall looking around to see if anybody else was in the bathroom. YN raised a eyebrow laughing. "What are you doing?" "Making sure nobody hears what I'm about to say ..... if your Nigga is Lamelo Ball wouldn't you be all over him they look so weird beside eachother no type of affection he barely looking at her shit he talking more to us than her" YN laughed shaking her head the last thing she wanted to talk about was his relationship.

"Yeah but you know everybody not into PDA but I definitely get what you saying anytime I gotta man I be all over him especially in public" "it's no way in hell I would be dating a nba star and not be on him in public you know he fuckin some body in this resturant because why he being careful with how he treating his girlfriend" YN bit her lip "I hadn't noticed it that far" could he care about her enough to avoid too much pda with his girlfriend? Hmmm interesting "pay attention you right beside them see if you hear anything" "girl i am not stalking that man" "well switch seats with me🧐" YN thought for a second "you know what that's fine" "the food should be here by now let's go"

Jalin was nosey like a blogger but it was just to be in the know not to spread the information that scared YN a little bit cause it made her wonder what would happened if her friend put two and two together. Would it blow up her whole spot? Would her friend be quick to judge or understand the situation .... She doesn't wanna ever figure that out.

Once they got back to the table jalen sat beside Melo and YN sat beside Asia and the guest of honor Melo was about to grab her thigh but thankfully looked over noticing it wasn't YN he licked his lips staring her down she rolled her eyes. "YN and Jalen I want your opinion on this" the birthday girl said "okay what is it?" "is it ever okay for a man to cheat .... Once he hit a certain level are you required to be submissive and are you required to be okay with him cheating" "in my opinion nobody is required to do a damn thing it depends on that specific person. A lot of people are inclined to stay through infidelity when the bag is big enough and only increasing that's just the truth but that doesn't mean every woman has to be okay with cheating cause she's dating a millionaire or a billionaire cheating can still be a dealbreaker but I do feel like a lot of people don't care about cheating that much" "woahhh wym" Melos girlfriend said it's the first time they had spoken

"A lot of women will say cheating is a deal breaker but then find their man in bed or find text messages and still stay with that man. So at that point do you care that he cheated?" "Why would I blow my spot up just for some bitch to come in and take my place? If I leave that's just more room for her and all the other hoes" YN raised an eyebrow did she know? Jalin quickly jumped in "honestly that way of thinking is the problem you looking at the side bitch as competitors or a potential replacement when she's you're teammate" "and I ooop" Asia and YN said laughing "you sound wild asf" girlfriend started to get in her feelings

"nah Fr think about it she's on the side she's supplying something you can't sometimes it's just the need for new or different pussy sometimes she's more of a hoe but it's something the main chick don't have or she don't have enough of  ding ding ding enters side bitch .... And what a main bitch get that a side bitch don't get?" Jalen had everybody in shock she didn't plan on being the side bitch spokesman but these were points coming straight to her Melos girlfriend started to speak again

"You see us together I get his love we stay together I get gifts trips I'm with his family meeting his friends " YN laughed "I'm sorry I really am but I much rather not be dragged through the mud like everybody don't wanna be in the spotlight just for being a girlfriend like do you truly think it's a perk?" YN also started to get hot  "It is!! I wouldn't expect any of you to understand" 

"well shit I guess you right but when this get personal" Jalin says "I'm interested to know the male perspective... why do men cheat?" Asia asked Melo YN started to drink her rosé now it was getting interesting  "I can't answer that cause I'm not a cheater" nice save YN thought smirking "okay but you in the nba we know you see Niggas cheating all the time what are some of the reasons" "it's an escape with a side you don't owe her nothing if you wanna pay to make sure she don't say anything cool but you don't owe her nothing no feelings no nothing" "compared to your main chick you're held accountable for stability in a lot of ways emotionally financially spiritually physically you get my point" YN added on "exactly so if a nigga wanna escape all that that's on him but like I said I'm not a cheating Nigga" "that's my man" his girl smile wide "you never cheated or just now in this current relationship" Jalin asks the waitresses and waiters coming over singing happy birthday saved him from answering the question

*later that night

yo why are you in your feelings that whole thing didn't excite you?

Melo says to YN His girlfriend and everybody else had went to the after party. YN went home and shortly after Melo was there too

"I'm not mad I was just setting a boundary" "okay that makes sense" "yeah so what did you come over for? To talk or to fuck?" She smirked "to talk and make sure you was good I don't have time to fuck you" she bit her lip "well let me just suck it make it worth your time" "yeah that's what I like to hear come here" she walks closer to him as he leans against her bedroom wall she gets on her knees.

"You wanna suck my dick?" His voice was deep and mellow. "Yes.... May I?" She licked her lip getting on her knees going for his pants he grabbed her face "no you can't next time watch your mouth when you talking to me" he moved going towards the door she sat there in shock. He turned around "you gonna walk me out or not?" She gathered herself

"um yeah" she looked sad this had been their first real disagreement she walked pass him going to her door. " fix your face" he looked at her "why it doesn't matter anyway you're leaving" "I don't wanna remember you like that" "so you're never gonna see me again?" "I didn't realize you were that close to my girl" "ima friend of a friend of a friend" "we were all at dinner tonight" "for a birthday!!!!" "Look it seem like you caring too much already so yeah ima just leave it alone" "okay" he kisses her forehead walking out of the door.

Five months of sneaking,gifts and new locations all came to a end just so abrupt and because what? Homegirl knows her face now? So what that's her problem not his but he said what he said and now this was over.

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Chapter ten: Just talk to me

Jayson had lost the last three games and it's been weighing on him so he hasn't been talking to YN which made her feel neglected. But it wasnt about her right now she was just trying to be understanding. Basketball is his profession and he and everybody else knows what he is capable of but when the team loses he puts all of that on his back. She couldn't do much through the phone she just tried to let him know she was around.

"Hey baby sorry it's been tough for you I'm gonna go to sleep but call me if you wanna talk"

He glanced at the message but just sat the phone down turning his music up trying to relax as the bus rushed to airport. He was just ready to get back to winning. Soon enough he'll be seeing YN again and that's when he can deal with her but until he saw her in person he didn't have enough energy.

Playing against the bulls and having them completely blow them out of the water made him believe he couldn't be completely focused on the game because too many people were focused on his personal life because YN was now a trending topic. Basketball wives and girlfriends wanted to know if she would be around long enough to be apart of the circle. Others were just trying to figure out if she was a gold digger or not and ..... what did she want from Jayson. How did they meet? How long has it been going on? Is it really dating or just messing around?

If anybody asked her she would clearly say she just wanted Jayson to love her properly she didn't want anything else from him because when he gave her that it felt like she was given the world the moon and the stars. The love the passion the experiences the sex it was all amazing to her it had only been four months but they were four amazing months and she loved every second of them until now. She guess the honeymoon phase was over now. The bright side of that was they were in their relationship fully and whole heartedly so she no longer wanted to be in a relationship with his representative she was glad she was getting the real him still sweet still kind just going through something.

*the next morning*

It was ten am on a beautiful Saturday and she was convinced she wouldn't be leaving her home again today. She got up early went to the gym ran some errands and after her shower she was now trying to figure out what to do with her free time. She was caught up at work and had no cases or notes to do. She didn't have plans with any of her friends and her boyfriend was still in limbo. She thought to reach out again but she didn't know how to handle these moments with him yet.

With Melo he had a girlfriend so she didn't have to deal with these things with Jayson she is the girlfriend and she cared and she just wanted him to feel better. Hopefully it's his turn to see Deuce that'll brighten him up.

YN was sitting on her couch online shopping when she heard her doorbell she lifted an eyebrow walking cautiously to her phone to check her ring doorbell. She wasn't expecting anybody so she low key was scared. She looked at the camera and saw her boyfriend immediately she got happy and went and opened the door wide letting him in.

"Don't be mad at me" he reaches beside him bringing in a lovely bouquet.

"These are beautiful" she smelled them out of habit bringing them into the house sitting it in a unused vase. "I still don't feel like talking too much but I needed to be around warmth and ... my moms busy and I don't have Deuce until Wednesday and I wanted to see you but I know I haven't been doing my part.So for that I'm sorry I didn't want you to see me like this" "You're sad I get it you're getting Grace from me because I'm sure I'm gonna need it too at some point" he smiled

"well kiss me then" she walked over to him and he picked her so their lips can met. "That's what I missed" he said softly "so what you wanna do?" "If I'm being honest I'm tired" "okay go to my room ... go to sleep" she kissed his lips again "you sure?" "Mhm it's still early we have the rest of the day to get into something I'm just glad you're here" "okay come up with me and get me settled" he smiled she laughed "you not giving me a choice you still holding me" "that's my point" he carried her up to her room and then softly sat her on the bed.

"You brought other clothes?" "I still had that bag here.... Didn't I?" "Oh yeah I forgot let me grab it" she goes into her closet grabbing his luggage. "Alright ima take a shower and then head to bed and when I get up we can do something ... okay?" "Okay just don't push yourself I'm content with you being here"

he kissed her forehead stripping and heading to the shower she sat him some basketball shorts out on the bed to sleep in. And she grabbed a towel and handed him a wash cloth and a bar of soap. "I'm heading back to the living room" "okay" she shut the door going back to her computer sitting down "add to cart" she smiled about fifteen minutes later he was back in her face wet with her rubber duck towel wrapped around his waist

"yes bae?" "Where your lotion and stuff" she smiled going up with him "there's lotion,coconut oil and Vaseline" "coconut oil is edible ima use that" she smiled "mmm okay.... Anything else Bae?" "Set the room for me ... like I like" "after you put your clothes in the hamper Jayson" "my bad my bad" he grabbed his dirty clothes placing them in the hamper she turned her humidifier on "it's eucalyptus in the humidifier and I'll burn a lavender candle" "thank you Bae" "Mhm" she lights her candle as he gets into bed "anything else" "no go enjoy yourself while I'm sleep" she kissed his lips quickly and then walked back into the living room.

He slept for about three hours he got up immediately feeling relaxed he loved her energy he was able to just soak it all in.

He blows out the candle walking out to see her. "Hey sleepy you were snoring loud" "damn was I? I haven't been sleeping so ... that makes sense.... You bring me rest" "come sit down bae" she moved her computer and he sits down on the couch and she cuddled next to him as he plays in her hair pulling her curls and watching them bounce back into place.

"So what you been doing?" He asked glancing down at her "shopping ... looking at hair tutorials and new exercises... doing a little writing" "writing? Hmm that's new" "I have to be in the mood for it I haven't written in a long time but it was time... I got inspired" "by what?" "You" she said simply. "You know I love you and I love how far we come and once again I do wanna apologize I still have to get adjusted too being in a relationship and not doing well in my profession... cause it's no reason I should've lost one game but I damn sure shouldn't have lost three"

"can I ask you something that might seem like a stupid question" "yeah go ahead" "Basketball is a team sport right? And when you win you say we win as in your team so why is it when the teams loses that's the only time you put I in team" "it's simple really I'm the leader I've been the leader for years and the core team has been the same for years we shouldn't be playing like we just getting to know eachother... so as the leader that's on me"

"wish you would give yourself more credit" "that's giving myself a lot of credit bae when my teammates cost a game I tell them but it's still on me" "okay I get your point of view" "I respect your opinion it's just not accurate In this situation In any other situation it would be" "I get it Bae ... I really do" tensions were high and he felt it

"switching the subject real quick where did you get that candle I need one" "somebody got it for me" "oh can you ask them where they got it from?" "Uh ... I don't really talk to them anymore" "why?" YN got quiet Jayson started to get even more annoyed "who got it for you?" He asked sternly making her nervous "uh I think that's one of the ones Melo got me" it got deadly silent in her apartment "you still have gifts he got you?" "I was supposed to throw them out?" "How many things do I use at your place that came from another nigga" "look bae calm down you getting so upset for no reason " she sits up turning to face him

"just answer me that's all you gotta do" "he knew I like those candles so he got me a few " "so just candles" "I mean other stuff too but not around the house" "like what" "whyyy" "I just wanna know what I look at that came from him" "um the two tone Cuban and the matching necklace" "you wear that shit all the time" "it has nothing to do with me being tied to him though" "it kinda does we four months in and he still being brought up ... why?" "You asked me a question and I answered it truthfully"

"well maybe you should've lied" "okay next time I will!" She raised her voice cause she got upset. "I can't continue to live in another man's shadow" "you in his shadow cause you don't wanna step into the sun ... you wanted me to stop talking to him I did I don't think about that man ever anytime he's come up with us it's because you bring him up if you're still feeling insecure about my situation with Melo we got bigger issues. Issues bigger than what I can handle it's on you" she stood up as she was talking getting into his face.

"YN calm down" "no! Because I'm tired of this conversation are you mad I have a past or not!!! Like what more do you want from me Jayson I've been here loyal to you since we started loyal to having this relationship and being happy and having a future but until you accept that's all I want for you were not gonna go much further and that's just the truth."

He pulls her down on the couch roughly kissing her passionately so she would shutup  "no we need to talk about this" she moans in between kisses "maybe .... but we not about to" he slides her panties to the side and he then he slides his shorts down enough for his dick to come out. "Jayson ...." "What?you want me to stop?" "I wanna talk" he rolled his eyes "what!"

She remained quiet staring at him waiting for him to come to his senses and get himself together. He kissed her lips softly "I'm sorry" she couldn't help but glance down at his dick slowly getting hard waiting for her .... She wanted him bad  "I get you're stressed and maybe some people have gave you a reason to not trust them but I'm not those people"

"I know....you so rare and I stress not because I don't trust you but because it's just in me I guess" she stared into his eyes "and how are we gonna fix that?" She lifts her hips sliding down on him making them both moan.

"Oh it's okay for you to stick it in but you tried to act like I was doing something wrong" "you gon fuck me or complain?"  She smirks licking her lips He smiles standing up holding her tightly taking her to the bedroom. "I'm gonna fuck you.... Only cause I miss you" she laughed "and why else?" "Cause I love you"  he lays her down on the bed.

"You so damn beautiful" he brings her to the edge of the bed slowly thrusting his hips. She moans softly "so are you" "beautiful?" "Mhm ...inside and out" "you right" he pulls out kissing down her body she shivers when she feels his tongue run over her clit "ohhhhh my gosh" "baby you be moaning I ain't even done nothing yet" he slides two fingers inside of her deeply. "You ... mmmmm" he kissed all around her teasing her "Hm? You just be hyping me or it's really good?" "It's really good ... and the anticipation" "cause my baby like to be teased ... I know that" "but not this much..." he kisses her clit licking slowly.

"Yes this much" "how you gon tell me Jayson?" "Shutup" he laughed and then completely started to devour her "keep your legs spread for me" "okayyy" her eyes rolled into the back of her head as he continued to take his time with her. "You just really taste like...." he groaned making her shiver never finishing his sentence but his actions spoke louder than words she bit her lip watching him slowly take over her body. Grabbing the sheets moaning softly she fully relaxed as he blessed her with his tongue. "Oooou" she said loudly "hmm?" She shook her head no "please don't stop.... I'm so mmmmm" "yeah? You gon cum for me?" "Uhhhhh" "tell me... you wanna cum?"

"Yessss please" "please what?" "I wanna cum" "mmmm" her eyes closed as he continued his patterns his groans sent vibrations through her body and that shortly made her cum. "Fuckkk" while she was still shaking she grabbed his face pulling him up to her own and kissed him hard grabbing his dick sliding it inside of her "yes please fuck me " she moaned pushing his hips when he started to move his hips

"you didn't give me much of choice bae" he kissed her hard as he continued to stroke deeply she struggled to kiss back but tried to anyway. "It feel good right here?" "Yesss" "you sure?" "Ughhh" "shut up and take this dick stop whining" "nooo" he smiled "what you mean no?" The pace of his strokes started to increase "Uhhh" "huh? Fuck you mean?" Her hand shaking pushes at his hips "ooou nothin..." "huh" "mmm" he kisses her slowly never stoping his hips as they moan in eachother mouths his grip on her neck gets tighter. "Look at me" she opened her eyes her slide his thumb in her mouth keeping eye contact with her.... Her legs were damn near behind her head.

"You feel so fuckin good" "I know" he laughed kissing her lips again "you so cocky" "just like you" "shhhh you talking to much" she smiled "I usually can't talk by now..." "so what you trying to say?" He goes deeper she gasps "huh? What you saying?" He repeats himself while smirking "no-noth-nothing" she stutters softly "thought so" her eyes slowly close as her back arched and her legs begin to shake he kisses her neck slowly stoping to suck which pushed her over the edge "you know if you cumming for me I want everybody to hear you... tell them who making you cum"

"Jaysonnnn Ple——" "fuck....Say....it" "I'm cummingggg Jayson I'm cummingggg" he loved watching her break fully "yeah for me?" "Yesss alll for you goshhhhh" she completely lost herself in the moment as he watched. He kisses her forehead softly "you bout to make me..." he says on her lips. "Please?" He kissed her lips as she continues to shake his hands grip her hips tighter "fuckk" he said in a deep growl she looked into his eyes deeply "cum for me" "right now?" She nodded her head "yes right now" "what if I don't want to right now" "mmmmmm" "huh?" "Please" "why" "cause I want it" "only if it's inside you" "yessss" he kissed her again deeply as he starts to release deep inside of her only stoping when he was completely empty. They sit there together in complete silence trying to catch their breaths. He slowly pulled out of her laying down she exhaled he grabs her body bringing her closer to him

"back to what we were talking about" he says his voice still riddled with passion and sexual desire "And what was that?" "You asked me how are we going to fix the issue with trust " "You don't trust me?" "I guess if I'm being honest ... not fully just due to what I've seen other women do with nba players but it's not because of you specifically" YN throws her leg across his hips placing her hand on his chest rubbing in circular motion while staring up at him. "So it's nothing I really can do.... If it's not me" "you right" "you trust me?" "With my whole heart so don't fuck it up" she smiled he kissed her forehead "I won't baby I won't"

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Eighteen: Space

"Maybe we need space?"

"You don't think we have enough of that?" "I'm just saying you're getting clingy I find it cute ... sexy even but don't be giving me all this when you know good and well we can't keep up like this.... Running back and forth to each others cities every weekend ... you're here when you don't have a game or I'm there when you do"

"Space yo ass to the closet and pack your bag before you piss me off" he couldn't help but laugh at her cause that makes no sense "I'm being so serious right now" "I guess I'm just confused cause I thought we wanted to see eachother..,. No matter what? So if we can do that right now what's the point" "Of course but right now we can do this what happens on the day we can't?" "Cross the bridge when we get to it" "I can't live like that"

"so what are we doing!?" He raised his voice "why are you getting upset" "it was fine for me to run back and forth when were doing therapy every week in person... because I was the one sacrificing" "BECAUSE YOU CHEATED" "here we go again" "YOU brought it up Jayson YOU did" "alright so what you doing cause I'm leaving in a hour you coming or not" she rolled her eyes "do you want me there?" "Not if you picking fights... you don't wanna eat with my mama?" She smirked "you think ima tell the mamas boy that I don't wanna do something with his mama...... are you crazy?" "Tell me whatever" he waited for her to say something but she didn't instead she rolled her eyes folding and placing her clothes in her suitcase she packed clear heels and black heels so they can go with whatever outfit she's wearing to dinner. She put her skims in there for her lounging clothes. A black maxi dress with a slit in the side. Distressed jeans and a crop top with Jaysons name it on it for the game a brown dress, she packed extra everything.

He watched as she folded her clothes and placed her shoes in the suitcase trying to be aloof but he can tell she was squatting and bending over just for him "We're virtual Monday and Tuesday ... so I can stay longer if you want" "what you want from me huh?" His voice was deep he could physically see it tuned her on she smiled

"I would like for you to answer my question" "you can stay forever... if you wanted to" "what do you want?" "For you to stay as long as you can... I thought you knew that? That's why we into it right?" He walks closer and closer to her "we not into it" "seem like it... tell me why you really mad... should I have not come last night? I shouldn't have stayed? You just want me on call for dick and not a relationship? What is it?" She lifted her eyebrow

"that can be arranged?" "Nah cause I'm in love with you it's no going back from that" "right answer" she smiled "YN what's up Fr" she sighed " the last time I let you completely in we know what happened.... I've forgiven you and we've moved on however continuing to move forward I don't wanna drop everything like I use too" "have I hurt you recently" ".... You scared me last night" "what I do last night?" "the phone conversation when you got mad ... you hung up on me all of that it's almost like we're too dependent on eachother" "so you're dependent on me?" "Emotionally... absolutely every five seconds I wanna talk to you especially when you're not around .... That's dangerous you have friends and family ... most importantly your son I can't need you like that because I can't have you like that" "why is it dangerous?"

He picks her up placing her on her island "Jayson at the end of the day were just dating ... and I'm happy here trust me but if this shit goes left? Then what? I'll literally have to detox from you like you're a drug" "I don't like how you feel like you need a back up plan ... you think I would be in the nba if I had three back up plans for if this didn't happen? If you planning a back up plan you don't have time to focus on Plan A. Relationship wise I'm your Plan A stop wondering what you gonna have to do if we not together *he kisses her slowly* I already told yo ass I'm not going no where" she bit her lip "I love you" "I love you too....We good now?" "So you hung up cause I pissed you off?" "I hung up cause you was acting like you couldn't answer my questions ... if you don't ever wanna answer me say that but don't one word me... you hear me?" He stared deep in her eyes meaning business. "Yes sir"

He smiled

" now we good?" "Mhm" "alright let's get ready and go" he helps her down and then tries to walk off but she held him there he smiles "yes?"  She gets on her knees pulling him out of his pants. "Bae..." "shhhh Jayson please" he had rarely been with someone who loved to give him head like YN. YN absolutely loved to give her all. He melted when her lips wrapped around him. "I really do love you ... so much it scares me" she said and then quickly placed him back In her mouth "I wanna respond but I can't even think straight your mouth feels so good" he watched her Intently as she started to get sloppy the spit was dripping out of her mouth his hips started to move slowly. The groans that he let out were music to her ears. Her phone started to ring. He glanced at the phone but didn't stop he moved YN hair to see her eyes

"look at me" she looked up at him. "Don't stop till I cum... you hear me" "mhmmm" "good girl" she continued to stroke and suck until he came in her mouth she let it dribble out of her mouth staring up at him. He was completely breathless. "I wanna take a picture of this" she laughed

" no now move" she wipes her face on her robe "damn why you talking to me like that?" He pretended to be hurt she rolled her eyes. "I gotta talk to you like that so we can get to where we need to be on time"

"so you telling me you don't want me to bend you over?" "What I want isn't important...." "Well what about what I want?" "You want a lot of things so you're gonna have to choose what's more important" she said with a smirk he licked his lips "what's my options?" "Fuckin me or making it back so we can be on time to meet your mama" "fuckin you is more important than being on time" "uh ehhhhh wrong answer" she laughed walking past him going into the bathroom. "You wrong for that baby" he laughed "hush" she said loud enough for him to hear. Her phone started ringing again so he picked it up.

The number wasn't saved so he decided to answer he didn't say anything at first he let the other person speak.

"Yoooo" the voice was deep and clearly a guy Jayson raised his eyebrow "who is this?" He tried to hide his anger but it came out the person quickly hung up Jayson walks into the bathroom where YN was washing her face after brushing her teeth.

"Some unknown number just called you and when I asked who it was they hung up" "okay" "it was a dude" "... okay?" "Who tf was it?" She stared at him in the mirror his voice was calm but his words cut like knives "how the hell am I supposed to know?" "They calling your phone" "mmm okay baby you right I'm wrong it's my side Nigga.... That's what you wanna hear?" He laughed "if it's the truth" she turned and kissed his lips "calm down please bae it's  probably just a wrong number" "can you call it back for me?" "Yes if you would like me too" she started walking back. "You know what.... It's fine" "you sure?" "Mhm" "okay then Bae ... I'm done packing and everything I just gotta put this bag in my suitcase" "okay ... I'll go ahead and get the Uber" "okay baby"

*time skip*

They were walking off the plane at 5 o clock dinner was at grill 23 & Bar at 7 o clock. "Still don't have enough time to get ready" YN says as the chauffeur helps Jayson place things in the back of Suburban once he got in the car he glanced at her. "Two hours?" "Wellll I'm sure we're not leaving at 7 right? And we're not even back to your place yet so it's not two hours" he kissed her lips "you have time to figure out whatever you wanna do" "wym?" "You already know what you're wearing you already washed ... so what else do you need to do" "my hair" "alright" "what?" "Nothing I'm not going back and forth cause it might take you that long to do your hair Fr" she kissed his cheek "can we push the time a littleeee bit?" "What you trying to do to your hair?" "If I tell you you'll understand?" "I'll try too" YN laughed "I want it to look wet but I have to go section by section so I might get done in time but I might not" "how it look?" "This"

"I'll help you do it just show me how" YN laughed "Jayson baby..." "I'm serious it can't be that hard" they finally pulled into his place rushing into the house it was 5:45. She went to the organizer that had all her hair products getting her spray bottle, gel, hair clips,blow dryer and denman brush.

She sections her hair off wetting and then combing through a a section detangling it. She wets it again brushing it and then using her gel she brushes again then blow drying it and adding clips too keep it down. "I just watched you do the whole thing it's easy." "You were watching me?" "Yeah baby ... you got like a hour... think you can do it?" "Mhm let me work" she smiled he laughed "alright....." he turns his music on loudly looking through his closet and then getting in the shower by the time he got out of the shower she was adding in cute hair clips on the sides.

"damn you look good" " with 10 minutes to spare" she smiled rushing into the bathroom to wipe any gel residue off her neck and face. Then she grabbed her shoes out of her bag sitting them by the door. She went back to grab her jewelry placing it on quickly and then grabbing her dress stepping into it and sliding it up her body before Jayson saw her.

"Damn you ready?"  "Once you pick my shoes" "okay what's the two pairs" "well those are lace up and those are clear I like the lace up ones but they're black and idk about black with this brown. "You have some gold ones in here ... wear these" he brings them out "okay.... You let me beat you" she smiled "I'm looking for my shirt.....never mind I'll just throw on a hoodie" YN scrunched up her face

"What's wrong?" "I'm use to having to match your fly .... But you not matching mine tonight" "so I should change?" "We should leave..." "I don't look good?" "You look sexy as fuck it's just relaxed but that's fine let's go or I rushed for no reason" he walks over to her kissing her lips "sexy af huh?" "Mhmmm" "wait till I get you tonight...."  "What you gon do to me?" He licked his lips "let's go before we don't be going" "you know you love your mama .... Don't want you to miss her" "you right.... That's why I love you" she bit her lip "I love you more" "you sure? Cause I don't think so" he reaches for her hand she places hers in his as they began to walk out of his place and to his car.

"I do love you more ... and I can't explain how" "then how you know it's more" he opens her car door letting her in and then getting in on the driver side. "Maybe I'm wrong .... Doubt it though" she smiled "thank you for coming with me .... I love you and I appreciate it" "I'm happy to come" "really? You acting like you don't like me today... asking for space and shit" he laugh she lifted an eyebrow "we beefin?" "Nah not unless you want to ... let me know" she smiled "I'm tempted ... but I'll let you have it" "don't let me have shit"

"I asked for space because when I get to the point where I'm here every weekend and then one weekend you talking about don't come cause you not feeling like "dealing" with me then it'll be a issue" "so one hypothetical weekend in the future that I might ask for space.... Had you asking for space earlier? And you still trying to act like I'm the slow one?" "You calling me slow?" "I'm saying it don't make no sense" "what doesn't make sense is you starting this discussion after passing out I love you's and appreciation" "I can love you and you still get on my nerves .... I can tell nobody has ever loved you past the part where you get annoying" she laughed

"so in the past three minutes I've been annoying and slow.... K let me keep my record cause the moment I call you out your name you be mad talking about I take it too far" "you don't call me annoying?" "Mhm" "oh okay then" she flips the mirror down staring at herself  "damn I should've worn this last night ... I look good" "wear it for your girls? Instead of me? While we taking notes I'll write that one down" she smiled "yeah I wore taller heels with them too... add that in" "trust me I will anything else I should know?" "I love your.... Slow annoying ass" she smirked again closing the mirror  he bit his lip.

"Yeah we into it" "just a simple conversation bae" "don't do it in front of my mama" "of course not I like her" "what you don't like me?" YN laughed  "oh bet ... I thought we were friends" he said quickly "mhm we are" she said but it sounded fake

"I like my friends tho" "so you don't like me?" "You don't like me" "that's not true .... And if it was. My feelings shouldn't dictate yours ... you too old for that baby" "if you want me to fuck you aggressively you can just ask... I'm not much with the talking I'll have your little ass folded up" she licked her lips glad that they were on the same page ... just a lil aggressive flirtation. But just his words knocked the breath from her body.

"you started this argument sir not me ... so you say that's what you wanna do" "that's what I wanna do ... I want you to ask me for it though" YN leans over kissing his cheek "I wanted it since this morning" her voice came out as a whine he laughed

"I knew you didn't want space" "baby..... that was truthful.... Don't get me use to something you can't keep up with" "well Deuce will be back from vacation soon so that comes back into play" "Always... I just mean you wanna spend all this time with me now don't switch up on me"

she kisses his neck sucking on it a little bit "sit in your seat right before I turn around" she listened "think about your mama..... ain't that the restaurant right there?" "Yeah I thought it was closer to the house feel like we been in this car forever " "cause you was being nasty" "nah that's you with your freaky ass" YN glances at the clock "wellllll... we making it right on time ... she's here already?" "Let me call and ask"

After Jayson parked he called his mom she said she was running late and she was about ten minutes away.

"You wanna go ahead and get the table?" YN asks he stares in her eyes for a while "yeah ... that makes the most sense cause um.... Yeah" "baby you keep trying to threaten me with a good time" "I'm not threatening you... I would never do that" he kissed her lips smiling "mmmmmm Jayson" "what?" "It's the build up for meeeeeeeee" she laughed "let's go"

He gets out of the car letting her out as they walk to the door he talk to the hostess briefly and then they were quickly escorted to a private room.

"You wanna sit beside your mom" she smiled he pulled her chair out "sit yo ass down" she laughed sitting down he scoots her seat in and then sits down beside her.

The waiter walks in "Hello Mr& Mrs Tatum I will be serving you tonight my name is Jesse. Can I start you off with any drinks?" "We're waiting on two more people so if you could just bring four glasses of water" "sparkling or still sir?" "You want sparkling or still?" "I'll take mine still with three lemons... thank you" "all still then" "okay I'll bring that right out to you guys" "thank you"

"Mr and Mrs Tatum.... That sounded good" YN said looking into Jaysons eyes "YN Tatum.... I always liked that" he kisses her lips "you've thought about it?" "Of course.... It's too early though" " I agree ... we're clearly still in the sex phase" "sex phase ... meaning what?" "All we wanna do is fuck" "I like to do stuff with you too but you be using me for dick " "bae that is not true" she laughed "I do like going out with you I got some stuff planned for tomorrow" "on game day?" "It'll be early"

"Can't wait " she laughed

"why three lemons?" "Hmm?" "Your water you got three lemons" "Ohhhh Four is too powerful three isn't powerful enough" "are you gonna even drink it?" "Yeah I'm a little thirsty somebody got me hot in the car" "you did that to yourself ... stop putting that shit on" "putting what on?" "Anything you look good in"

"I need to stop by the store and get a scarf I wouldn't wanna ruin your pillowcases or more importantly my hair" "I like how you switch the subject like that" "you do huh?" "Yeah I'll stop you by cvs" she laughed "that's perfect actually when they close?" "Should be late I don't know" "you gotta du rag?" "Around the house somewhere" " I might have to use that instead" "that reminds me my hair cut early in the morning" "not in the bedroom though" "nah" "okay so we good I'll be sleep" "don't come downstairs with no clothes on... that's why I'm telling you" "now why would I do that?" He kissed her softly and quickly turns into a make out session and the door opens.

"I would say get a room but you're already in it" Jaysons mom says causing Jayson to stand right up. "Heyyy ma" "hey son" "Hi Mrs. Brandy" "hey love" after everyone speaks they sit down.

                *time skip*

"How long you gonna be here?" Brandy asks YN "until he starts getting on my nerves" YN laughed "oh so you leave tonight?" Brandy laughs "nice to see you have jokes" Jayson rolls his eyes "you know we love you hush" YN kisses his cheek "she's leaving on Tuesday"

"Thats a nice little break are you taking vacation?" "No I'll be virtual on Monday and Tuesday but I wanted to make sure I stay and come to the games. So it'll be fine" "and how has your wrist been" his mom asked Jayson his head immediately dropped "I'm sorry your wrist?" "I'm fine it's fine" "you just saying that cause I'm here?" "Can we not do this here" he quickly shuts her down  YN rolls her eyes

YN knows he tells his mom things that he doesn't tell her... but she figure she would be told about injuries.  "I'm gonna go to the bathroom ... can you get a refill for me if he comes back" Jayson says talking to YN "yeah" he stands up kissing the top of her head walking off

"I thought he told you or I wouldn't have said anything" "it's fine I don't expect him to tell me everything he tells you... I would just hope if he was hurting in anyway he would tell me" "he's a man he's stubborn" YN sighs "yeah... I'm starting to notice that" she smiles

*after dinner in the car on the way back*

"Did you grab my box?" YN asked Jayson "yes it's in the back... did you like the food?" "Yes" "look...I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my wrist" "you didn't have too" "you saying that but you clearly mad" "yeah ... I am" "because I told my mom and not you?" "Because I could've hurt you ... more .... You're sitting here in pain and not even telling me maybe I'm mad because I didn't notice you were hurt ...idk" she's sighed "it was sore after the last game you saw how I fell on it I been having Nick wrap it while I been home .... I'm not in pain just monitoring it" "would you have told me if it was more serious?" "Definitely" "okay please just in the future let me know ... big or small. It can be after your mom I just don't want to hurt you in any kind of way" " you keep saying that  how you think you can hurt me?"

"You pick me up throw me around ... finger me" "it's my left wrist ... when I finger you I use my right hand " She laughed "okay Jayson I'm just saying though" "I'm sorryyyyyy" "you'll make it up to me .... If you're really healthy" "I can always fuck you" "think Nick will come and wrap you?" He sighs "YN please" "baby I'm just saying" "that's part of the reason I didn't tell you I knew you would worry" she picks up his hand kissing his wrist and sucking his middle finger he glanced at her "I won't worry bout you then niggaaaaa" she laughed

"... do that again I liked it" she sucked on his middle finger adding his ring finger into the mix she gagged "Save that for my dick" "you so nasty" "speaking of that .... What about that aggressive sex we was talking about earlier" "mmmmmm none for you tonight" "bae I'm not hurt" "yeah.... But you didn't tell me you was uncomfortable sooooooooo punishment" "nah you gon have to figure something else out" "let me think" "I'll be waiting when you done" after a few minutes she glanced at him as he pulled into the driveway. "When I suck your dick you can't touch me .... If you touch me no sex" he parks the car "that's fine with me.... Your hair gel down anyway" "well....let's go"

Soon as they made it to the room she was stripping. "I've wanted you all day... I like foreplay but damn" she smiled he places her on the night stand kissing her roughly grabbing her neck. She moaned "okay" she says softly "okay what?" "Okay you can touch me I don't care anymore just fuck me please" "you always fold so quick" "don't pick on me" "it's sexy so shutup" she wrapped her legs around his waist "what if I don't wanna shutup" "then don't" he kisses her again her hands slide under his hoodie rubbing his body. "Take it off.... Jayson" she uses her nails raking down his body cause him take a sharp inhale He steps back and strips.

They stare at each other admiring Gods work of art. "You fine as fuck you know that?" He asked her "it's nice to hear it still" he walks closer to her picking her up slowly kissing her lips. She felt him inside of her so she gasped. "Damn you always stay so wet for me" she kisses his lips digging her nails into his back. "You fuck me so good Jay.... Mmmmm" he slams her down on the bed. "You know I like when you look me in my eyes while I'm Fuckin you"

He moved his hips roughly but he still managed to make his strokes tinder everytime he went deep her whole body shook. He smiled when he felt her tighten around him. He grabbed her throat sliding his thumb in between her lips causing her to suck it softly. "Fu—" he cuts her moan off with a kiss as his thumb comes between them rubbing her clit.

"You love me?" "Yessss" "how much you love me baby?" "So—- damn fuck Jayson fuck" "I'm sorry for not telling you about my wrist baby" "ohhhhh my goshhh" "you hear me? Daddy sorry baby" "I forgive you ... fuckkk Jayson please" "please what?" "I love what you're doing to me I'm about to ughhhh" "tell me what I'm doing to you YN.... Hm tell me" "you fuck this Pussy up ... Jayyyyy" "who pussy" "—- yours all yours" "forever?" "Mmmmmm" "hmmm forever?" "Yes forever"

"You promise?" "— i promise baby forever" he kissed her again "cum for me" her legs began to shake as she loses all control. "I love how you wait for me to tell you... don't push me out" her eyes roll in the back of her head "you want me to stop?" "No—- don't stop "

"You want me to keep going?" "Yes Jayson please" "hmmm?" "Please don't stop ... pleaseee" "you gon cum with me?" "Yesss" "want me to cum all in this pussy?" "Yesss daddy fill me up" "mmmm you so sexy... I love you YN" "I love you tooo ... cum for me" "it feel so good when we connected like this" "baby right there... don't stop" "you feel me bout to cum" "Yessss but your hitting my spot baby pleaseee" "fuck" "you fuck me so good Jayson fuckkkkk meeeee" his breath got knocked out of him once she started cuming again he released immediately.

She had literally snatched his soul.

"Jayson I love youuuuuuuu" his hips finally slowed down and then stopped he laid down on top of her as they struggle to catch their breaths.

"The build up just makes me want you over and over again .... I'm sorry for being selfish today ... I love you" she said softly in his ear kissing his cheek and neck over and over again "what you talking about baby" "I be wanting you to hold it ... cause it feels so good" "that's fine Bae... but since you apologized I'll forgive you" he turns his head kissing her lips.

"I don't want space" she stared in his eyes "good me either" he smiled he could tell she was extra emotional so he was just trying to bare with her.

         *the next day*

Jayson had his hair cut so he was downstairs with his barber YN had gotten up later than him so she had just went to the bathroom and she realized she was spotting. She rolled her eyes that explains why she was so angry and sad all at the same time.... Her and Jayson had been around eachother while she was on her period but never really over night. It wasn't on purpose it just had happened that way but now it seems like she was about to start after freshening up she search her bags looking for a pad or a tampon that she might have forgotten. After searching her purse she finds a tampon. So she gets in the shower taking a quick one then she gets dressed using the tampon and she heads downstairs.

"Hey guys" she says to both Jayson and his Barber. "Hey" "hey baby ... you need something?" "Some keys to a car" she smiled "you don't wanna wait on me?" "I kinda need to go now Jay so not really.... Which car can I use?" She bats her eyelashes smiling he laughs "take the Benz bae" "you guys want any food while I'm out?" " I'm good I ate before I came" "we got a little lunch date so I'll wait for that"

" oooou Well okay I'll be right back" "okay baby... I love you" "I love you too" YN grabs the keys off the hook in the kitchen heading for the car. She looks up the nearest drug store. It was about five minutes away so she got there in no time getting some pads and tampons .... a few cravings....midol and a heating pad. She shook her head at her total but left going straight back to Jaysons and his barber was on his way out.

YN comes in with her bags Jayson quickly grabs her bags. "You had to rush out to go to Walgreens?" " I needed pads" "oh.. are you?" " I'll be starting today ... so yeah" he kissed her forehead "how you feeling?" "I'm still fine I'll be okay for our date... I promise" "good...." "It came early or I probably would've just planned to leave tonight" "... can I ask why?" "You know how I get lately with my period I really be in pain and like moody" "okay?" "And that's annoying" "you my annoying girlfriend... so I don't care" he laughed she playfully hit him while smiling "that's a first" "wellll if you do start feeling sick we can do movies until I have to take my nap for the game" "I'm coming tonight" "good I need you there" "so what my surprise?" "Wouldn't you like to know" he kisses her forehead walking away. "Um yes bae that's why I asked" she laughed following him

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter fifteen: sex ain’t better than love

Time really does heal wounds just not all of them. YN and Jayson have found themselves in a stronger healthier relationship.... Or so she thinks. She's tried her hardest to fully forgive him and honestly she has but she doesn't trust him yet fully that'll take more time. With her new budding friendship with Melo Jayson finally saw them together and he no longer was worried about it she was gonna step out but he was worried that she had something with Melo that she could never have with him again and that's friendship. The more they worked on it he felt better about the situation. Slowly becoming friends again had completely helped the relationship.

Right now they were meeting up for a lunch date. She came straight from work to see him. When she walked into the restaurant she saw LBG it had been the first time since the whole ordeal so yn wanted to apologize to her. It hurts different when you're the one being done wrong. So naturally when she saw her she walked right over to her table hoping it would turn her karma back positive.

"Hiiiii" "hey you have a mintue to talk in private" since the texts and videos had come out YN hadn't seen LBG Melo was 90% sure she was the one who leaked it so YN figured she knew about them for months "wussup? You came to confront me because I leaked the messages? And ruined your new relationship?" "Uh no I figured you did that but me and Jayson are better than ever actually I just wanted to apologize .... It was fake of me to be In your face and fucking Melo" "I guess we're even now .... Better than ever though? Did he not take the bait?" "Huh what are you talking about?"

"Me and Ella have been dming eachother and becoming friends for months so when I saw Jayson was gonna be in st.Louis with Nelly I let her know ... I knew he would have to fold.... Unless he just didn't tell you" She smirked feeling excited that she might've told YN she got cheated on  "trust and believe it's nothing about that man any other woman could tell me ... but like I said we good" be the bigger person YN thought "okay well so are we since we're even" "ight cool enjoy your lunch" "you do the same"

LBG walks off going back to her table YN walks a little further and sits down at the table with Jayson. "You look beautiful" "thank youuuu sorry ima little late" "uh what we're you talking to her for?" YN lifted an eyebrow "uh just wanted to apologize as a person who's been cheated on now.... Well I just wanted to apologize" "wow okay" "yeah she did say something interesting though" "what she say?" "She set you up to fuck Ella.... Well more so she told Ella where you would be and you fell for the trap so you were a pawn in a much bigger chest game .... Sad really" "... I'm sorry I thought we were moving pass this"

"no no no ... we were I mean we are but when it comes up what am I supposed to do?" "So you told her we're struggling" he sighs "hell tf no I don't care if we were in the trenches that's our business nobody else's especially somebody I dont like but .....are we struggling?" "I mean you don't trust me and that hurts" "that's something that has to be gained again I don't wanna say I don't... I also don't really wanna have this conversation in public... you know?" She smiled through the whole conversation but Jayson was noticeably upset. She reached for his hand across the table   "Nah I get it but we can talk later right?" "Of course" he smiled slightly

"I ordered some stuff already but you can order some more whatever you want" "oooou whatever I want daddy?" She laughed genuinely he was glad he could do that.... see the real glow come to her cheeks and her eyes glisten.... It had been a minute "yeah but don't make me go broke now" "we both know that's not gon happen" "hmm you gotta keep me on my shit so I know" "don't I always?" "You try but I'm stubborn" " glad you know" "oooh you got jokes" she laughed slightly

"just like you" "I did order your meal too and your drink ... so I hope you okay with that " "yes it's fine ... I was late " "you sure?" "Yeah you should know me by now" "you know that was one of the trust test on the list ..... that you refuse to read" YN rolled her eyes

"if I'm gonna build trust with you it's just gonna happen no therapist about to tell me to play a whole bunch of games to gain trust" "it's wild cause you the main one that hypes up therapy to everyone" "cause it's a great resource but you choose this guy and I don't like him" "why?" "He's clearly a fan and agrees with you all the time" "I'm doing this for us.... I don't think he does that" "and he's judge mental af" YN continued ranting completely ignoring everything Jayson had said he rolled his eyes "okay Bae you right I'm wrong" "don't do that I always want you to speak your mind" "so listen to me when I'm trying to speak" "sorry" she said softly

when Jayson spoke to her like that it turned her on. Sex after the infidelity had been completely different. He did all the same things that use to get her to her moment but she just couldn't cum with him anymore she found herself faking the orgasms which she vowed she would never do. She didn't wanna say the sex was bad because he would be effected by that and it would be hard to move on.

And honestly It wasn't that the sex was bad it was the fact that everytime she saw his dick she almost felt like it was contaminated. In the beginning of their relationship she absolutely loved having sex with him because she felt like he belong to her and after sharing Melo it felt great to have some ownership but two months ago everything changed. Did she enjoy the sex? A little bit Did she find herself having sex everytime he hinted towards it regardless if she was in the mood or not .... Yes cause now she felt like she had competition.

YN knows it's completely unhealthy for her to have these thoughts but she was coping so now ....in this moment actually being turned on by her man even in this incredibly intense situation she found joy because this was growth.

"I didn't mean to talk to you like that" he caught himself being too forceful she licked her lips. "Nah you needed too .... I'm all ears now" she looked him up and down slowly He smiled "are you looking at me how I think you looking at me?" "Jayson baby I'm trying to listen... focus" "uh you made me lose my train of thought .... If you don't like him we can find another one but this one specializes in relationships with athletes so that's why I chose him" "of course he does that's how he gets to meet all his favs" she jokes

the waiter starts to bring the food out and when YN sees her dish she smiles "this smells so gooood" "damn it look good too I should've got me that" she laughed "wanna try some?" "Yeah" he had ordered a white sauce pasta with red peppers chicken and Turkey bacon "well that's tooooooo damn bad" she smiled drinking some of her Moscato. "Oh damn alright" "I'm  playing bae let me try it first though" she puts some of the pasta on her fork eating it slowly "yeah nah this really good" she puts some on her fork extending it to Jayson. "We gon get two to go" Jayson spoke still tasting the food in his mouth  "for you?" "Yupp" she laughed "greedyyy"

"Can we get back to how you was just looking at me though ..... I ain't seen that look and heard that soft voice in a while.... Not that I'm complaining" "I didn't wanna fake it with you .... If I feel this way I feel this way" "you couldn't fake that look even if you tried it's little give away so I know my baby" "yeah ... you do" "so do you wanna...?" She smiled "finish my pasta? Yeah I wanna do that". He laughed "but after we leave here... and finish our talk do you wanna go have some sex you'll actually enjoy instead of faking it" she started choking because she didn't know that he knew he shook his head as she started drinking some of the water that was at the table

"You done with the dramatics bae?" She rolled her eyes "you caught me off guard ... why you think I was faking it?" "Like I said I l know you and I know how you feel when you cum and you haven't been feeling... like that no matter how hard I try" "my pussy?" She whispered he laughed "I meant you all of you physically and your energy ... watch your mouth" she smirked "my lack of orgasm doesn't mean I haven't been enjoying you ... cause I have... it's just different" "you didn't tell me though and anytime it came up you ensured me that you were fine" "you didn't tell me you knew.... Got me wasting energy" "you and your jokes"

"I'm serious" "oh yeah? How it's a waste of energy" "cause ...." He smirked "im waiting" " I was really trying to play it up ... ya know so that took energy" he laughed slightly "let me ask you something Fr though" "yeah?" "Did you fake everything for the past two months? Or was it just the ....big moment" "it still felt okay so like the reactions were real the moans were real but I just played it up a little" "is that the same reason you wasn't letting me .... Eat?" Her eyes got wide

"I ... just knew I wouldn't be able to ... so it would leave me frustrated and be a waste of everyones time " she whines a little bit "do you feel like I'm rushing you.... When I'm down there" "baby can we notttt" "sorry I'm just really interested in this conversation" "it's not proper dinner convo" "you right ... but this is being added to the conversation just so you know" "no..." "yes ...." "Jayson" "we not fuckin until I get to the bottom of this I can't stand the thought of not pleasing you" "Jayson it's fine" "it's not though that's one thing with you I got right from the beginning I knew you wasn't cumming but I thought you were at least enjoying it .... But that don't seem to be right either so can we please just talk about it so I can..." "yes sorry baby of course"

"how's your Merlot?" "Sweet" she said simply "you mad at me?" "No... I'm ready to go though" "tell me if you're mad" she smiled "I'm not mad I want to go... finish the talk and..." his smile became big "and what?" YN did the motion like she was sucking dick.

"You can do that here...." his voice was deep as he looked her up and down "Boy stop" the waiter stopped by "everything okay here?" "Yea sir can we actually get to go boxes and can you give us two more orders of what she had and then the check" "yes sure no problem" "I hope you know I'm eating one of those" "why when you didn't finish that one" "only cause we leaving...." "You a headache" "yourssss"

After twenty minutes they were on the outside of the restaurant. "You going straight home?" She asked Jayson "yeah why? You not?" "I am..." "then let's go" he walks her to her car and then gets in his own He waits for her to pull out and Then he does the same.

Soon enough they were back home parking their cars she waits for him to let her out of her car. "You was racing me?" He asked "I won so it don't matter😝" "I know one race you can beat me at .... Get yo ass in this house" he pulls her roughly making her laugh  "oooou" he opens the door and shutting it quickly picking her up he pins her against the walls kissing her deeply she moans

"We gotta talk first..." he says on her lips "Jayson that's not fair" she whines"pay back for letting me fuck you terribly this whole time" she pouts "baby your dick is so hard I can feel you" "you want me?" "Yes please" "what if you don't like it?" "I will...." "I wanna finish these conversations first though..." "fine ... put me down? So I can focus" "sit on my lap? So I can remember what I'm trying to do after this..." she smiles "yes that works" she kisses his lips over and over again as he takes her to sit on the couch.

"You're so strong baby" she says on his lips as she kisses all over his face " yeah I gotta be strong ... now listen to me" he spanks her ass she pulls away "yes sir?" She knew that was his weakness "You trying me baby" "I'm not trying you... what are we supposed to be talking about?" "Well for one why you didn't tell me about the sex not being good for you" "cause I quickly figured out it was a mental thing so I didn't wanna tell you and it was nothing you could do... it would only hurt your feelings"

"I still wanna know those things it's no point of me fucking you if you don't like it ... I hate that... which brings me to the next conversation the trust excerises and our therapist" "what about it" "we need to start doing them" "you ordered for me and I liked it..." "I wanna do more ..." "like what bae?" "Like what's on the list .... Compromise?" "Fine I'll try three of them with you but if I don't like them after that it's a dub" "fine that's fair.... I got one in my head I wanna try a little later you okay with that?"

"You came up with it?" "Yes..." "ummm yeah it's making me a little uneasy but yeah" "why uneasy?" "Naturally ... idk what it's gonna be so I'm nervous" he kissed her lips "don't be.... Now do you wanna change therapists?" "No we would have to start all the way over..." "but you don't like him" "So?.... He's not bad he just likes you more" "I don't think so" "it's okay Bae ... are we done now?" He smiled

"no the situation with LBG....if you felt embarrassed or mad or any of that I'm sorry cause once again I'm sorry that you have to deal with my actions" "I forgave you .... So I had to forgive you for all that comes with that....it didn't piss me off cause I did some fucked up things to her so she was vengeful that's on me we all made actions that turned into bigger issues so I get it" he kisses her slowly "so ... we good?" "Yesss"

"Lastly..." "Ughhh" she cuts him off he spanks her ass "ow!" She laughs "like I was saying .... Lastly you gon let me eat your pussy?? I don't care how long it takes bae.... Let me make you cum" she was speechless as he picks her kissing her and taking her to the bedroom she moans. "You gon let me ... huh?" "Yesss" hearing yes from her was exciting but also brought a lot of pressure at this point he hadn't made her cum in two months so this needed to be amazing for both of them she tried to relax and stay in the moment so it could be good. She starts to take her clothes off watching him do the same. He hovered over her body looking in her eyes "you ready?" "Yes" she kiss his lips

He starts kissing down her body "if you want me to stop I will" "Jayson .... I don't wanna" he stopped on her stomach kissing all over and then he spread her legs. He didn't lick or kiss her for a moment building up the anticipation. She arched her back "baby please?" He kisses her thighs she felt him smirking "you so wet and I haven't even touched you yet...." "Ughh" she continued to move her hips up to his face everytime he would back away until suddenly she finally felt his tongue making her drop her hips he pulls her closer to his face and continued to lick her center she moaned softly she smiled it felt good already.

"You want fingers?" "Yes" he slides two fingers deep inside of her as his mouth continued to lick suck and kiss. "Yes yes yes yesssssss" she grabbed on to the blankets and herself to try and calm down but it felt so good and it felt completely new again it had been too long. "Want me to stay like this? You like this?" "Yesss baby pleaseee" he smiled and that's exactly what he was talking about earlier some things you just completely can not fake. "I love you Jayson..... Jayson I love you" she said breathlessly spreading her legs wider because she was getting closer to her big moment. "Mmmmm Jay—-" he cuts her off looking up at her  "I love you too" He said quickly rushing back to her center she pouted

"I'm taking too long?" "No such thing what I tell you earlier? I meant that and I'm enjoying myself ... I promise just relax" "okay ... okay I'm relaxing" he kissed her thighs "so can I finish?" "Yes please?" He started back up making her immediately arch her back she didn't realize how close she was before. He grabs her legs with each of his hands spreading them apart as she got closer. "Keep them open for me please?" "Yesss" he squeezes her ass pulling her close to his mouth. Her hands immediately grab his head. "Ahhhhh" he started looking in her eyes he groaned into her sending vibrations through her body.

"Oooou ooooou" her legs started to shake she grabbed her breast "ahhhhhh" he continued to groan as she moaned loudly "baby baby babyyyyyyyyyy" "mmmhmm?" "I'm gonna ...." He never stopped what he was doing "baby please don't stop pleaseee" she continued to rock her hips back and forth against his face as she finally came "yes yes yesssss...fuckkk" she felt so good it's nothing like she had experienced since he wasn't able to make her cum. She hadn't even been able to make herself cum like this. And he never stopped.

"Jayson .... Okay okay" she tries to push his head away "uh uh Im not done" "oh fuck oh fuckkk" he moves her hands pinning them down on her stomach "yesss baby yessss" "you still want me to move?" ".... Nooooo" he smirked taking one of his hands and moving it back in between her legs to slowly slide two fingers inside he kissed up her body. "That felt good huh?" "Y—es" "can't believe you been faking that for so long" "I'm sorry..." "I know." He tongue kisses her as his fingers continued to move upwards

"you'll cum for me like this?" "I want to bad" he smiled kissing her forehead "spread them legs wider" he smiled when she listen and his fingers felt so good to her "you dripping all on the bed ... all on my hand ..... just wet" she grabs his arm that's holding him up digging her nails in deep as she started to cum again. Her eyes closed "You squirting? Damn baby" next thing she knew he was back between her legs drinking from her fountain like he was the thirstiest man on earth. "ohhhhh fuckkkk" he kissed back up her body placing his fingers that was just inside her in her mouth she sucks them softly. He sticks them in the back of her throat making her gag

"you gon suck my dick?" She nods her head "what if I say no" he teases her "You won't tell me no" "why I won't?" "Cause I'm gonna do a good job"he kisses her lips adding tongue making her moan "get up and show me then" he kissed her lips one last time standing up she bit her lip siting up "you different you know that?" "Yeah I'm different now get yo sexy ass over here"

she finally scoots out of the bed walking over to him when she gets to him she kisses all over his chest softly rubbing her nails up and down his shaft. Then she kisses down his body until she gets on her knees. She smirks while looking up at him

"you trying to tease me huh?" He says

After a few kisses on his dick YN wets her mouth slowly spiting onto his dick getting it nice and wet Jayson pulls at her hair pulling her away "I asked you a question... answer me" "I'm not teasing" she starts stroking his dick he keeps pulling her head back "now you're teasing me Jayson"  "don't play with me baby.... Okay?" She bit her lip "what's gonna happen if I do?" "Nothing... just don't" "okay so let me start..." she pouts he lets her hair go and she immediately kissing his tip slowly placing it in her mouth his head immediately goes back she pulls him out of her mouth licking on the bottom of his shaft staring him in his eyes.

"Hit me with it" she moaned he smiled "say please" "Please"? he grabbed his dick hitting her right in the face with his dick he noticed her fingering herself as her mouth went back on his tip and her other hand started to stroke him again in perfect harmony moving down and up together "keep looking at me" he said softly "damn you so beautiful... that pussy so wet for me ain't it?" "Mmmmhmmm" "I need to feel you.... Let go back to the bed" she stoped "you sure ... that wasn't that long" "yeah I'm sure" he helps her up and then they walk over to the bed he pushes her down on her back...

"babyyy" she laughed "hmmm? You don't like a little bit of aggression?" "Yeah..." "yeah I know" she bit her lip  watching him intently wondering what was next he grabs his dick teasing her but also teasing himself. She wiggled as his tip continued to play between her folds up and down to her clit and then to her entrance painfully slow as she whined "please Jay?" She stared into his eyes and suddenly he was completely inside of her. He grabbed her boobs as he stroked slowly "yesss baby" "damn look at how you grippin me" he concentrated on his dick moving in and out of her which made her look too it was a beautiful site "I'm so wet" gasps  he grabs her hips switching up his tempo but it still felt amazing.

"Hold your legs ...." "Jayyyyy" she whined he hits her thigh pushing her legs back. "Now!" She holds her ankles "when I tell you to do something do it...stop playing with me" his thumb landed on her clit rubbing it just enough to make her say "I'm gonna cummm" "nah..." she smiled he leaned down to kiss her as they continued to moan in each others mouth. "Fuckkk" "shhh just kiss me" she kissed until she didn't have any more strength to because she was cuming. "Fuck" he groaned on her lips "squeezing me and you so damn tight .... Can't believe you thought you was faking this bae" "I'm so sorry" "nah I'm sorry" she tried to drop her legs that's when he promptly said no softly "no?" "We not done..." "oh....? can I rest them on your shoulder?" He smiled pulling out she looked at his dick wet from her still fully hard and wanting her

"you wanna be done?" "No..I was just—" "put it in the air for me okay?" She turns around sticking her ass in the air he watched her make the perfect arch. "Damn" he said softly and grabbed her hands putting them on her back holding them there and sliding in deeply "see I had to hold you .... You like to run when it's good"  "Jaysonnnnnnn" "hmm?" "I missed you" " I missed you too baby" his other hand comes around rubbing her clit "OHHHHHHHHHHHH" she started to cum "fuck you trying to push me out...keep your hands there" she holds her hands behind her back.

He puts his hands on either side of her head stroking deeply "throw it back on me" "ughhhhh" "yeah throw that shit back" she started to go too fast "slow down... you not even enjoying it when it's that fast " she continued going fast he slaps her ass "slow the fuck down" she listens going slower he grabs her hair pulling her up as he started to fuck her again. He chokes her a little bit making her smile "I love how you takin my dick right now" he kissed her cheek letting her rest back on the bed.

"Mmmmm" he said softly she knew that noise from anywhere he was about to cum. She tried to glance back to look at his face but then he went into overdrive making her lose her position. Her stomach now was flat on the bed and ass barely in the air but he didn't stop. "Bae you not being a good girl for me no more" YN whines as she starts to release "oh no warning?" "I'm so fuckin sorry" she moans into the sheet. "Bae you want me to cum?" "Pleaseeeee" "where you want it?" "Inside me Jay inside meeee" he smiled grabbing her hair and choke  her while her body remained on the bed he pulled her head close to him "where you want it?" "Inside me baby pleaseeee" she looked up at him as he groaned deeply

"pleaseee?" "Fuck I love the way you grippin me right now I want it to last forever" it's almost like he growled the sentence in her ear which turned her on more she notice him becoming weak as his hips went into over drive but also become sluggish and his eyes closed. "Baby I want it so deep in me please" she whined never has she begged for his orgasm so much but she needed it as much as he did right now. "Oh shit" he begins sucking on her neck "daddy don't stop" she felt him get tense and then release inside of her holding her as close as possible "mmmm"

He licks his fingers rubbing her clit "fuck Jaysonnnnn" "one last one for me baby while you keep me inside" her eyes were heavy as she started to grind against him "want me to stop?" "Nooo please" "please what?" "Don't stop don't .... Mmmmmm" "go head cum on me bae" she grinds slightly against his fingers "I'm .... So close.." she says softly his hand goes to her throat "so what you need?" "Squeeze it..." he didn't ask anymore questions he just squeezed her throat tight but not too tight as his other hand went into over drive on her clit making her cum almost immediately "ohhhh shit look at youuu drippin" he started to stroke again slowly and deeply

  "daddyyyy thank youuuuu" he started to cum again groaning in her ear softly "fuck" he slowly let her go she let herself relax laying on the bed fully he stands up looking down at her .... Legs still shaking He smiled he was proud. She lays on her side "come here.." "hmmm?" He walks closer to her lining himself up with her stomach "come up to my face I want a kiss" he walks closer leaning down to kiss her lips he stands up "anything else?" She licked her lips staring directly at his dick she slowly put him back in her mouth "damn baby" after she was content she pulled away

"just trying to clean you off" he leans down kissing her forehead "I love you" "I love you too.... Lay dat ass down" he laughed "why?"  "Why not?" "Cause I gotta pee" "me too and I'm laying down" "Get up" "your little deep voice worked one time now you wanna be talking to me crazy" "I better not hear nothing crazy come out your mouth for the next three days after that sex." YN laughed "so on day four I can talk shit again?"  She stands up walking past him to the bathroom "Shouldn't ever be talking to me like that..." he smacks her ass "ooouch" "I'm going to the other bathroom!" "okay then" he slides some shorts on going to her guest bathroom

YN pees brushes her teeth and then got in the shower about five minutes in her shower she felt a cold breeze from the shower door opening. "Can I come in?" "Mhmm" he drops his shorts coming into the shower with her

"I know I should just be happy that your legs are weak and we having this good moment but—-" YN cuts him off "—- baby please can we just live in this good moment it might continue to last you're trying to be twenty steps ahead in our relationship now and it just doesn't work like that... I love you ... we working this shit out that's all that matters the more we sit and analyze stuff the worse it's gonna get for me" "okay Bae I'm sorry" she looked at his face and couldn't help but smile "I want you to be able to get stuff off your chest but I also just don't wanna keep talking about the same things .... I truly believe we good" "alright then that's enough for me ... I promise" "did you tap out?" "Nah ... why" she turns around standing directly under the shower head rinsing the front of her body he grabs her hair making it into a pony tail standing directly behind her

"Wanna answer me?" She glances up "I was just asking" "from the way you standing I can tell your legs are weak .... I think you tapped out" "me? Never!" She smiled "so let me slide back in" "jaysonnnn" "prove me wrong..." "I can't cause you right" he kissed her forehead "thoughts so" "I know everything is a little crazy right now but.... I don't want you to leave" "I'm not we got time" "I mean ever..." he laughed slightly "baby .... You know that's not possible" " I do I'm just saying" "I'm sorry we can't be together all the time ... this long distance shit is for the birds"  Jayson turns around so YN could wash his back

"you thought about letting me meet Deuce ... and his mother"  "you think you ready for that" "it's not up to me" "nobody has ever met Deuce I've never even considered it but with you.... Shit" she grabs the shower head rinsing his back  

He turns around "you'll consider it?" "If you're ready he's older now I don't want him getting attached and then ..." "no I get it .... Ask your mom" he smiled "why?" "She knows things that I can't even explain and she knows you and Deuce so are you ready? Am I ready? And most importantly  is he ready? To meet someone I know I'm important to you and I love you you're important to me and I just think about the constant back and forth and long period of time when you're not here and it's because I can't go there when you have Deuce cause I haven't met him but if I do meet him I can come around more for the both of you"

"mostly for me right?" She laughed "was that some Jealousy I hear Jay?"

"Yeah definitely I want you to only be focused on me" "of course I am ... but isn't this getting serious" "it is .... So I would love for you two to have a bond but I don't know what that looks like cause once again he's never met anybody I was talking to or dating" "I'm not trying to force it Bae I'm just  .... That would solve this long distance problem and also I wanna meet his mom first" he smiled "that'll be interesting" "why?" "Y'all totally different" "yeah I'm cuter than her" "bae.." he says sternly

"my bad I'll be nice I just wanna meet her cause I don't wanna met deuce without meet her and getting the okay the last thing I wanna  do is start drama in your life surrounding your child so if you think that's gonna happen forget I even said anything" "close your eyes let me rinse your hair" "want me to turn away from you?" "Yeah so I can get that back of your head" she listens bracing her self on the wall as Jayson washed the conditioner out of her hair. "Let me think about it some more and then I'll get back to you ... how that sound?" "Like a plan" "good .... You so understanding" "I try"

"I love your wet hair... does something to me" she smiled "you like the curls" "yeah I do ..." "me too I wish when it dries I could keep it like this" "well at least I get the pleasure of seeing you like this." She turns standing on her tip toes asking for a kiss. "I love you" "I love you" "nah I don't think you understand baby I love you sooooooo damn much like so damn much it doesn't make sense in my head" he kisses her forehead "and I love you so much more than you could ever love me" "if you love me more than I love you that's wayyyyy too much" she smiled he shook his head "actually nah it's just enough" "let's get out the shower" "you can go ahead Bae I need five more minutes" "okayyyy" she leaves him in the shower after drying off she puts on one of T shirts that was too big for her and some cute lace panties then she goes to the kitchen to start fixing some spaghetti.

When he came out of the bathroom he wanted more of her. "Bae?" He yelled from upstairs "I'm in the kitchennnnn" when he walked into the kitchen he had no clothes on "bae!" She was completely shocked he walked over to her quickly sitting her on the counter kissing "what are you doing bae" "I want you badly" he continued kissing her spreading her legs he moved her panties to the side sliding inside her deeply. "Fuckkk I'm cooking bae" "it'll be fine YN" "...the ground beef is gonna burn" she said quietly "so I need to stop?" "Nooo ... I was just ughhh" she whined

"fuckk" he groaned in her ear as she shook "fuck Jayyyy" "sorry I even had to come at you like that but baby you look so damn good I'm so happy about us" "me too daddy me——ughhhh" "hmmm?" He smiled "your voice and then the way you .... Fuck why can't I finish a sentence" he laughed slightly "you still can say too much if I'm being honest" "mmfuck!!" she pouts as she gets closer "you feel so fuckin good yn" he says right on her lips "right there right there oh gosh Im About to..." "nah wait for me" "jayyy I can't" his forehead rested on hers watching her closely while her eyes remained closed he kept a nice grip on her booty

"bae hold it" he felt her walls begin to squeeze him tighter indicating that she was trying to listen she grabbed his back digging her nails "ahhhh ... daddyyyy I cantttt" "cum for me cum with me" he rubs her clit as he works on making them release together he continued to stroke inside of her until he was tapped out He kissed her lips and neck sucking softly "damn let me put some clothes on" he pulls out fixing her panties as YN sat there trying to catch her breath he smiled

"what's for dinner? I'm hungry" "spaghetti if my meat didn't burn" she said with a slight attitude he helps her down off the counter "let me go put on some clothes I'll be back" she bit her lip "okay" he smacks her ass walking away. YN begin making her sauce as Jayson walks back "you mad I fucked your like that?" "No the food will be fine so no .... And it felt good so.... but um can I ask what prompted that?" "Trust excerise wanted to be spontaneous and see if you would trust me enough to do it safely..." "well did I pass?" "With flying colors" she smiled looking back at him "mmm good" "food smell good" "thank you Bae" "can't wait to eat" "if the trust excerises we're gonna be like that you should've told me" she smiled "you didn't even read them Bae" "I know and I'm sorry" "mhm I know"

"Chile...." "What?" "Nothing Jay nothing" "that attitude coming back I see" "I'm in here fixing you dinner ..... what attitude?" "I appreciate that too" "mhm" "that attitude!... it's a little hint but it's still there what's up?" "What's up is nothing" he stand up walking behind her pulling her close "talk to me" she pushed her hips further on him melting into his body "oh Is that what you want?" He kissed her check whispering in her ear she moaned softly "I'm not doing anything until you tell me what you want" "Jayson" she whined "what?" He said sternly she glance up at him and then quickly looked back down pouring her sauce over the meat mixing it well

"you're being rough" "being rough how?" "Being aggressive..." she couldn't help but moan cause she could feel him poking through his shorts and her panties  "why you whining" "you know why" "nah I don't tell me" "I want more ...." "more what?" "You..." "me doing what ? Use your words" now that her meat was mixed throughly she turned it on low and turned her water up high so it can boil she turned around staring at him "nothing I guess.." "just cause I want to hear you say it? Cause I hope you know I'm not bluffin" "I know daddy ..." she smiled "oh so you want me to give in?"

He grabs her hand putting it in his pants so she could feel him "you see I'm ready .... You can feel I'm ready just tell me what you want" "I want you to eat it .... And I wanna get fucked over the island"  "why was that so hard to say?" He picks her up sitting her on the island moving her panties out of the way again she gasp "hmm? You not gon answer me?" "It's hard to say those things even when I want them I wish you would just ...ooooou" she stopped taking when she felt his lips wrap around her clit. He moves and starts placing light kisses on her thighs "finish that sentence you wish I would what?" "Just do what you think I want cause you're right" "so I'm a 100% right? all the time?" "you're very accurate when I'm trying to tell you something with my body"

his kisses started getting closer and closer to her center making her whine more "so why not just tell me..you could've been getting your pussy ate by now" "ughhhhh" "I ask you a question" "I don't know Jayson I don't know" "You gettin frustrated?" "a little" he smiled pulling her close to his taking one long lick she melted on his tongue "yessss" she loved the way his hands grabbed at her thighs keeping her close to his face she loved how when he started enjoying himself he would growl like he was hungry for more "you wanna cum on my face?" "y-e--e-e-esssss" her yes very broken which let Jayson know she was close he stands up helping her down

"bend over" she stared him in his eyes if she protested he was gonna fuck her but if she didn't he had no intentions on stoping his meal she bends over with no complaints and he places her leg on the island straight and then she felt his tongue on her clit one more time. "FUCKKKKK'' "mmmmm" she grabbed onto the other end of the island to keep her balance as she pushed her hips back onto his face "im...s---o ...clo--seeee" next thing he knew he felt her getting wetter as he struggled to continue to lick her up finally when was done he kissed up her body stopping at both butt checks and then her back sliding in deep. "fuck yes" he noticed

the leg he had placed on the island kept moving closer and closer to the edge  "keep you leg up there don't move that shit you hear me?" he grabbed her hair roughly when she didn't answer "You hear me baby?" "Yessss daddy I hear you fuck" "next time you want another round what you gon say?" "Fuck me daddy pleaseeee" "and If I say no?" ''you won't" he smiled laughing slightly "you right" he glanced at the stove noticing the water got a little louder they have solid three minutes before the water started to boil he kept a strong hold on her hair

"so damn wet look at my baby" "daddyyy" "cum for me? you wanna cum for me?" "yessss" "damn I love the way your ass moving on me right now..." he said lowly but she heard him so she begin smiling "Jay—- mmmm Jay right there" his eyes were closed because he had worked himself up and was so close he could taste it .... He wanted to make her cum again though so he reached around rubbing her clit which immediately made her move her hips forward "uh uh baby where you going take this dick" "fuckkkk fuck fuckkkkkkkk " she says as she releases all over him he smiles

"thank you" He says to remind her to say thank you "thank youuuu" "tell daddy thank you" "thank youuuu daddyyyy fuckk" "mmmm guess where I'm about to cum?" "Inside me" "mhmm that's where you want it?" "Yes yes yesss fuck" "shit" he groaned when he felt her squeezing her walls around him as he finally exploded inside of her her leg finally fell as she tried to get herself together once again he fixed her panties and the water started to boil

"fuck baby could you?" She ask Jayson "just put the noodles in?" "Yeah ... um please" he smiled fixing himself "yeah I gotchu" he poured the noodles in the pot and she still hadn't moved "you good bae?" He walked over to her face kissing her forehead "hmm?" He laughed "are you good?" "Yes I'm fine" she stands up fixing her shirt "I feel like...." "What?" "Nothing I don't wanna seem crazy" she reached under the cabinet grabbing Clorox wipes wiping down the island and the counter she was on earlier "you still want more?" she bit her lip. "yeah... is that crazy?" "it's not crazy but you gotta feed me first bae or im not gon be any more good" He laughed "okay bae lets get some food in you" 

she drained the water when the noodles were done and put him some noodles in his bowl and poured the sauce over "any cheese?" "Yeah exactly like yours" "oooop you wanna be like big daddy" YN laughed he shook his head "you ain't big nothing" "this ass is big" "your ass and that head the only big things on you" "you don't complain about this head when I'm giving it to you" she finally places his meal in front of him "you got jokes" "always, what you want to drink daddy?" "Mmm you catering to me? Some water is fine" "water it is" she grabbed him a bottle handing it to him and then fixed her food sitting across from him.

"What you drinking?" He asked her "this is lemonade" "oh damn can I have some?" "Out of my glass or you want your own cup?" "I don't wanna drink all of yours so yeah my own cup" "okay I'll get you some" she grabbed a glass putting him some ice in it and then poured him some lemonade handing it to him "anything else?" "Nah bae let's eat" she smiled sitting down after a quick prayer she watched him eat her food and then started eating herself "this good asf bae look at you catering to me" she smiled "I'm glad we back Fr.... Feels good"

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Fourteen: “They always seem sweet in the beginning”

Where are Jayson and YN now? A month after the infidelity little progress has been made after the first week Jayson made an appointment with a therapist and begged YN to come with him. It's been four sessions and YN does not like the therapist at all she tries to hide but she doesn't do it well enough. Her relationship with Melo? Stronger than ever it's like they've truly become friends like she's claim they've always been the only awkward moments where when Melo and Jayson crossed paths they would speak but never talk too long YN wanted to fix that but she had to work on her and Jayson first.

Currently her and Jayson were in therapy session number five her friend had dropped her off because they carpooled to work together so YN was a little late which already had pissed Jayson off so tensions were high as the session continued.....

"Infidelity can affect people in many different ways... YN can you tell Jayson an emotion that you felt other than anger and sadness after he told you he cheated" "I felt betrayed" "Jayson how does that make you feel to hear that" "like shit... we were working on being a team ... I knew everything she had been through and I still messed  this up.... badly" "YN can you acknowledge Jayson also has some intense feelings about the cheating incident" "I'm sure he does have feelings about it..... but do they matter"

"I don't matter?" Jayson asks YN the therapist takes over again "let's rephrase the question Jayson" "i don't know how to rephrase that she just said  I don't matter! " YN rolls her eyes "no.... I said they don't matter as In your feelings about fucking your ex don't matter cause Nah I feel like every bad feeling you feel about that situation you should" "YN are you actively working on forgiving Jayson cause that sounded very vengeful"

"do you want me to tell the truth or not? .....of course I wanna move forward but it's only been a month and guess what? we haven't even been around eachother that much between him working and being a father he doesn't have much time for this relationship which didn't use to be a problem but now.... I require more because of the lack of trust " "I make time as much as I can I can't put being a father or my career on the back burner and I know you don't even really want me to do that you just trying to make me hurt so stop I'm on to your game" she smiled

"Okay I'm stoping" "YN please try to explain your feelings throughly" the therapist tries to save the conversation before it goes off the deep end "is our time not up yet? I swear I've been in here more than an hour he told me to stop so I'm stoping I'm over it" "you don't listen to shit else I say so Tf you talking about" "who tf you talking to Jayson don't raise your voice in front of this man like you run something" "see this the shit I was talking about" he said to the doctor YN lifted her eyebrow

"you were talking about me before I came in?" "Well you were late so I'm gonna get my moneys worth" "oh wow okay" "if you wanted to be on time you would've been but you don't care about this" "stop doing that!! you can put your career first but as soon as I do the same I get accused of not giving a fuck also I wasn't driving you expect me to leave my job in the middle of meeting to go to a therapy session? No Jayson real jobs don't work like that" "see how she says real jobs ... I have a real job" "yeah you do so let me rephrase corporate jobs don't work like that Jayson you wanna be fixated on every word I say instead of trying to figure out what I'm actually saying cause it makes you look like the good guy but newflash nigga we're in therapy because you cheated!" Before Jayson could speak the therapist cut him off

"let me jump in here you guys just said a lot YN first can you explain your earlier statement when you said you need more time or he doesn't make time can you explain that"

"Yeah ... all I'm saying is to a certain degree he makes time  but by the time you get to my city in my place you look so damn tired I don't even wanna bother you with anything serious or heavy I rather just sit there and soak up the time I do have before you have to leave again most of our couple time id spent here now"

"so you do like spending time with Jayson still?" "Absolutely.... Or I would've just left we only argue here cause we only talk about real stuff in here " " not as much as Melo" Jayson stated "here we go again" "who's melo" "a friend" "a friend who use to fuck her" "but have I fucked him since we started dating" "no .... But that wasn't my argument anyway ... seeing you together as friends makes me feel like we might never have that especially since I fucked up this bad" "you want a friendship?" She said softly "yes I feel like that part of our relationship .... I'm being replaced because you have Melo back I don't think you would cheat so I wasn't trying to say that I'm sorry if you felt like that's what I was saying " she kissed his cheek melting to the sound of his voice

"okay I understand that.... How do you want me to change that though" "just be more friendly with me we don't do fun stuff anymore it's all romantic stuff which I enjoy but..." "nah I feel you um okay" "just okay?" "Yeah I understand what else should I say?" "You know what nothing whatever" she gets upset again "yeah whatever" "well I think we've approached the end of this session .... I'll see you two same time next week?"

"Ask him not me"  "yeah I'll be here doctor on time idk about her though" "I'm always where I'm supposed to be so what are you talking about" "let's focus I'll see you guys next week same time okay thank you remember your homework" "thank you sir" YN smiled standing up Jayson shakes his hand "yes I'll fill her in" and then opens the door for YN letting her walk out first.

he guides her through the lobby and out to the car

"I wanna keep talking when we get in the car" Jayson said glancing down at her "I'll pay you big money if you don't" YN laughed he lets her in the car and then gets in glancing at her. "I don't feel like you working with me" "Jayson I'm trying this is all I got ...." "Alright" he pulls off speeding to her house "okay then" "next time I'm picking you up from your office so you can be on time" "mhm"

he laughed slightly smirking "what?" She glanced "I can feel this getting toxic cause all I wanna do right now is fuck you" "oh wow okay" "you gon let me?" She licked her lips "yeah I'm gonna let you" "you want me?" She smiled "always" "let's get home then" she smiled in the seat

They hadn't had sex since she's known everytime he would start up she would get nervous and make him stop. But now she was to the point where it's been a month and she wanted to rip the band aid off. After all their sex had never been an issue she enjoyed getting fucked by Jayson and some good sex might truly be the only way to spice up this day.

"We still moving at your pace so if you don't want to by the time we get home I understand" he glanced at her "I want to... I need you" she said the second part softly but he heard it made him feel good for her to say that. The relationship had been rocky but to hear that she still wanted him this badly he had a lot to live up too.

*Time skip*

She found herself unfulfilled as soon as things would start to feel good he changed what he did they were just totally out of sync and she didn't know what she needed she just knew that the sex wasnt it for her. So as she laid in bed beside someone she loves dearly she wondered if she could continue to fake this cause he clearly had a good time. What she didn't know is he absolutely knew something was off but he didn't want her to take it the wrong way so he didn't say anything. He felt great but he could tell she didn't and he tried his hardest to get that to change but it didn't. He pulled her close kissing her forehead

".... That was amazing" she said softly "for me too.... You did your thing I missed you like that" he groaned she laughed slightly During the sex she found herself on another level just simply trying to cum but she couldn't get it to happen and he couldn't either "I understand you baby" "I did something wrong?" "No why you say that?" "No reason just wanted to know... I didn't wanna rush you into anything or make you feel rushed I'm not going no where" she smiled getting up to straddle him

"I love you .... A lot and I wanna apologize for the way I acted in therapy ... *sighs* I just was feeling a little ... idk the word but I do want you to know that I heard you about the friendship thing and we can start working on it ... cause I love you and I want this" he casually rubs her butt as she talks to him "thank you for telling me that baby I needed to hear it... gimmie kiss" she leans down kissing his lips "you forgive me?" "Yes I forgive you.... Now you really feel okay about the sex?" "Yesss I loved it"

"okay good that's all that matters .... I know it's gonna take us a while and I was just making sure we was good on that end" "yes nothing to worry about" ".... Can we go for round two?" He lifts her up slightly holding her up "mmmm should we?" She smiles he sits her back down gently "nah you right we shouldn't ... I'm trying to take you out later as a friend" he smiles she laughed "hmmm? And do what?" "Go back to the basics .... We going bowling" she laughed "should I dig out that pink dress?" She kissed his lips again "I would love to see you in that ... we was matching that day cause I had on some pink shorts" "yes you did... looking edible" "why you ain't let me hit then?" She hit him gently laughing 

"I didn't wanna start this relationship off with sex.... Cause sometimes sex fades and what if we didn't like eachother" "you right baby .... You like me again?" She sighed "unfortunately" she smiled rolling her eyes playfully and he laughed "fuck you mean unfortunately?" He flips her over on her back pinning her down "babyyy I was just playing" "better be" he starts kissing all over her face "mmmmm" he starts fingering her "Jayson baby...." "Can you cum for me? Please" "I..." "please?" He kisses her lips "yes" "you so fuckin wet... cum for me" he keeps kissing her "want me to rub your clit?" "Yesss please" she tried her hardest to cum but just couldn't he kissed her lips. He felt her getting wetter and wetter "right there baby" she moaned softly "you sure?" "Yes just kiss me" his fingers continued flick upwards as his thumb rubbed her clit and she moans into his mouth. It was evident she wasn't cuming at least not with him she moved her hips and started shaking her legs. "Mmmm" "there you go ... cum for me" "ahhhh yesssss" "gooddd mm" he moaned while kissing all over her face. She smiles "thank you" "nah thank you" he stands up looking down at her. She closes her legs sitting up

"You have to leave ... tomorrow morning" "nah" " what you mean?" " you got three more days with me ....if you want me" "why?" "I mean I can go home" He started to get annoyed "I'm just simply asking .... Is their a specific reason?" "Deuce isn't gonna be home until the end of the week ... so it's no point in me rushing home and I wanted to spend the time with you" "I want you to... I was just making sure you weren't jeopardizing anything" "no not at all ... so can I freshen up and we go out?"

"Bowling?" "Or something else if you don't wanna do that" "I wanna do something together... like if we go bowling I'll be forced to beat your ass" she smiled "bae I beat you in two games last time so what you talking about?" "Jayson stop lying" "I'm lying?" "Shhh let me dream" "what you wanna go do? I have an idea but if we do it I wanna surprise you..." "let's do that then" "let me make some calls..." "Well hurry up so I can shower before we go"

*time skip ****back in the car*****

"I wanna have fun with you tonight but can we talk about something?" He said as he speeds down the highway slightly glancing at her "yes?" " don't get mad I don't wanna argue" "okay" "I heard you in the shower...." "singing?" She smiled "no be serious bae .... I guess you were using the shower head why you ain't call me in there?" Truth be told she was so sexually frustrated from him not being able to make her cum so she finished up herself because she didn't wanna have this conversation and more importantly she didn't wanna be disappointed again like not making her cum while having sex she kinda gets since they've been off ... but he couldn't even finger her she loves him dearly so she'll finish herself.

"I figured you were tired and I was still .... Feeling like I needed more so I just did something quick plus I wanted to go out I didn't wanna get something started and then we wouldn't leave"  "and you sure that's all?" "Yes I'm positive" "well next time call me in there baby I wanna help" "okay I didn't think it was the deep honestly" "you wasn't moaning for me like that but for the shower head...." she cuts him off

"Jayson I didn't know you could hear me I'm sorry" "bae I dont think you get it" "well help me too" "we're working on being a team right? Before I cheated you would've called me In the shower I know you would have and that's all I'm saying I know it's gonna take time to grow but I wanna call out the moments where it's clear we're not being a team anytime you wanna cum and I'm around I wanna help that's all" " okay baby I understand now I'm sorry" "it's okay I just wanted you to know these things so it won't become an issue" "okay" "I made a few calls so I hope you enjoy tonight" "I'm sure I will" he picks her hand up kissing it softly "I hope I didn't ruin your vibe" "no not at all Bae" "well we're almost there"

"And where are we going?" "Didn't I say it was surprise" she laughed "yeah you did" soon enough he parked and they were at this building that looked very modern she was excited. He got out the car coming over to let her out to.

"Am I dressed correctly?" "You look good"

He grabbed her hand walking her into the building to see a bunch of tables with food on them.... "Cooking lessons?" "Just a cooking class bae" "ooou this will be fun" she smiled as he pulled her in to meet the person leading the class and a few more couples walked in jayson and YN decided to stand in the back.

As the class went on one thing became unbelievably clear .... They were still a team. They were working completely in sync not having to say anything too much and their dish came out amazing. Being completely in sync in the kitchen made YN realize their sex wasn't bad she was just in her head about it and once she can let those walls down and be into her man like he's into her the sex will be good again.

"Hmmm lessons and then we get to eat? This was great" she kissed his lips "and we got to work together.... I think we did a great job" "we did" he pulled her close as they continued to eat.

"We gotta get to the next place Bae" "oh okay" they pack up and clean their station before getting back into the car "what made you think of cooking lessons?" "My mama said it would be something you enjoyed" "Brandy knows me well" "and she likes you" "did you ever tell her .... What happened?" "Yeah.... Especially when I didn't think you were coming back to me" "how did she react?" "She was disappointed because she raised me better than that and because she liked you so much and because she knows I love you"

"you love me?" She smiled "yeah I love you from the top of your head to your fat feet" "my feet are not fat😒" "mmmm okay Bae" "you're annoying you know that?" "Yes but you love me" "I do love you from the top of your head to your ugly feet" she laughed "you know I'm self conscious about my feet" Jayson said holding back his laughter "boy bye your feet look like you've been playing basketball all your life.... Cause you have" he pauses at the red light glancing at her kissing her again. "I'm glad we going in the right direction .... Cause Fr I do love you and I don't wanna lose you.... Ever" "well .... Let's make sure you don't bae"

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Thirteen: Getting my lick back

****2 days later****

She calls him and he answer pretty quickly "yooo?" He sounded confused it had been forever sense they actually spoke. "Um I'm outside your place can you come out? Don't feel force but could you?" "Yeah I'm on my way" he was very serious simply because he heard the sadness in her voice the way it wavered like she had been crying forever and the way her voice cracked he hated that she sounded like that the first time he had heard from her in so long. She was upset at herself for still being this sad she needed clarity from someone other than Jayson. Someone who she knew understood his side of this situation so who better than Melo....

Soon enough he was outside in his shorts that had his name spread across the front some slides and nothing else. She noticed he had updated his tattoos they looked fresh. She unlocked the door "nah come out here" he says to her very sternly So she turns her car off getting out of her car walking around to him still sniffling he looked down in her eyes "so what's wrong?" And as soon as she tried to open her mouth to tell him she lost it completely. Crying he stood there and watched waiting for her to calm down and then he just pulled her close letting her cry into his chest.

He tried to remain hands off because he didn't know where her relationship with Jayson last time he saw them they were happier then ever. "I need you to calm down so you can tell me what's wrong YN try to calm down" she took deep breaths but couldn't get herself together however to kill the suspense she struggled to say the words Jayson cheated on me. Maybe it's because she hadn't said it out loud to any person that wasn't Jayson. That was the important part and through the tears and the heavy breathing Melo heard her.

"Are you fuckin serious?" She nodded her head "and it got you crying like this?" She pulled away due to his disappointment she heard all in his voice. He knew YN up and down backwards and forward but sometimes he truly forget how soft she could be when she opens up so seeing her cry like this over this nigga left him partially confused and partially disappointed cause YN was supposed to be a real nigga when it came to this relationship shit

"I just thought he was different and he cheated with his ex I feel like it's worse than just fucking some random he has feelings for her he loves her or it was to hurt me" "did he tell you that?" "Why else would he cheat with his ex?"Melo sighed because for once he was gonna give Jayson some grace "I hate that I'm even about to say this shit cause I don't wanna take up for him but maybe he was trying to get it out of his system if she was around and he felt that old vibe it's better he do it earlier if he was gonna do it y'all still pretty early.I would hate for you to be married for ten years going through something like this " She sniffles again. "But he had me stop talking to you cause he thought I would fold and then he goes and fucks her and he wasn't even gonna tell me he was just gonna be a dick about it" "yeah it be like that.... But do you want me to keep 100 wit you?" "Always"

" I feel like you should adjust your expectations a little bit " "why? Cause every nigga cheats?" "The type of Niggas you like cheat" he stresses the word you "you would cheat on me?" "YN..." he drifted off "just be honest with me like you always have would you cheat on me?" "Not if you got me in the right time of my life I wouldn't need to cheat but we all still young and it's just so much thrown at us and it gets harder and harder to resist it when it's being offered everywhere " "so men need to cheat? Or basketball players have to cheat?" "YN—" she cuts him off "MELO IM JUST ASKING" "calm down" she sighs becoming frustrated. She wanted Melo to kiss her ass and tell her all the things she wanted to hear .... And if that lined up with the truth cool but if it didn't ... we'll that's this situation. YN lied about wanting honest cause niggas being honest with her had her crying for two days straight. She tried to get herself together she tapped his chest lightly.

"you know what this was a bad idea" she started to walk to her car door" he pulls her back "stop" "no you just basically told me everybody will cheat on me and they need to do it so I'm just supposed to be okay with that? Well I'm not that type of girl" "why did you come over here then? You remembered when I told you that he would cheat and if you wanted to get your lick back come to me? That's why you here" "Lamelo"

"just admit it weather or not you about to go through with it that's why you here.... To give your pussy back it it's rightful owner" she laughed for the first time in two days that was his goal he knows his cockiness always made her laugh "even if that's right Melo I gotta go before I do something stupid" "I respect that.... Uh but don't just call me when he fucks up.... We were friends we are friends don't do that shit no more I Fr missed my friend I know how not to touch you inappropriately or flirt but that's only if you in a relationship but I do miss you " "I won't I promise" "come give daddy a hug" she laughed again going to hug him he kissed the top of her head innocently

" so...you staying with him?" "Should I?" "Only you can make that decision... but let me know what you do" she pulls away "okay I'll text you tonight" she gets in her car "drive safe too don't do anything stupid" "I'm going back home to meet him" "still don't do anything stupid" "okay"

When she got home she found Jayson In there staring at a blank wall. She should've took his key. She bit her lip due to being nervous  "You ready to talk to me?Should I have waited outside for you?" He asks when she walked in. She nods her head "yes and it really doesn't matter at this point " "okay You wanna go first?" "you can say what you have to say first" she noticed she was being aggressive so she tried to stop

"I want you to stay with me and I want us to work through this I'm sorry I betrayed you like that it's never gonna happen again I couldn't imagine seeing you look at me like this again for two days I've been going out of my mind"

"For the past two days I've been wrecking my brain trying to come to some conclusion or find something that'll make me wanna stay with you and I honestly just don't feel like I can love you the same Im not one to give up I don't want to but it won't be the same like I know I keep saying this but it's because it's true " "you right it's never gonna be the same it's gon be better you gon love me more ima make sure of that" "well I have one rule for if we stay together " "okay you get anything you want right now" "me and Melo get to be friends again" he sighed "YN—-" "before you even start him and I were friends before we dabbled ....into the other things im capable of just being friends with him and vice versa" "I'm the one that fucked up not you so .....okay" "okay?" "Yeah what else you want" she stood there really thinking "was she better than me? Did she give you something I can't?"

"It wasn't nothing like that it was a weak moment I'm in love with you I don't just say that to anybody" " I guess that's just hard to believe cause I know you Jayson and you don't do things lightly... you're trying to be honest but In order to do that you have to tell the full truth" "I am in love with you but I honestly don't know if I'll ever truly be over her because all this time I thought I was but when she touched me I folded her and I have always been on and off but when I met you I only wanted to be with you "

"okay now we're getting some where so does that mean anytime she comes around she can have you?" "No not at all next time I see her I won't be alone with her or even talking to her but it does means she's always in my heart" "more than me?" "No" "you sure?" "Hella" "okay I believe you" she really did it's something in the way he spoke "thank you baby" "I'm still gonna need time so .... I'll need space but I'm working on Forgiving you truly but you don't get another chance"I understand that.... So where you coming back from?" "Melos" she said with a stone face "to do what?"

"To get some clarity if anybody else knows about cheating and you cheating it's him.... And he actually kinda helped you out so you might wanna say thank you" "let me say this now so you don't have these expectations even if y'all are friends me and him are not..... the way he thinks he should be with you.... Will never make it okay for me to be homeboy friend" "it's kinda like the same way Ella owns you.... Im a renter... and when you make peace with that we can move alot further"

"so you belong to Melo? Is that what you telling me? This why I didn't want y'all to be friends I'm in love with you that shit hurts to hear you say that " "no at this point I own my body nobody else nothing else does what I was saying is even if I'm not talking to Melo he's in my heart he's somebody I care about he's my friend " "do you love him?" "I love all my friends " "stop playing...." "Did you love Ella?" "At one point but we were in a relationship"

"when you were fucking her did you talk to her like you talk to me?" Her voice cracked getting choked up again. That was one of YN's favorite parts during sex the way he talked to her and handled her it was totally different from how they were in public she loved the duality.

"YN.... The things I do to you are only for you I wish it was a way you can truly know that when I Fucked Ella it was just that quick and to the point I didn't cum I didn't kiss her I didn't talk to her I didn't look in her eyes none of that " she rolls her eyes "sounds lame anywayyyyy  I never loved Melo like a boyfriend it was never on no romantic shit but as far as a person and a friend yeah I love him" "present tense" "yes" "ight"

"do you love Taylor?" Taylor Rooks was another bad bitch one of the prettiest women on the planet and about her business and she knew all about basketballl they could probably talk for hours just about that sport  and they were friends close friends YN never suspected a thing so that was her point "I never fucked Taylor though you can't compare those two friendships together but regardless I already gave you my blessing to talk to the nigga ....just please"

"yeah yeah yeah yeah  I won't do you like you did me" "YN!" "Huh?" "Yn" he said sternly "okay okay that was a low blow I'm sorry" she slightly laugh "why are you laughing" "idk cause it's not funny but like it is" he shook his head "well you'll get your space cause I gotta head home and be with Deuce" "okay thats fine you'll be gone for like a week?" "A little over a week we have an appointment looking at elementary schools" "oh yeah well good luck" "thank you" "his mom will be there?" "Yeah .... My mom will be too" she smiled even though the tears threaten to fall again

"this is why you wanted resolution cause you gotta go" she sniffles while her voice begins to crack "do you want space YN? What do you want tell me cause I'm confused" "I thought I wanted space until you said I'll have it....but it's not about me right now it's about Deuce I'll manage just call ... when you have time?" "Yeah I'll call" "when you leaving?" "I don't have to leave until tomorrow afternoon" "you wanna get your stuff and come here?" "That's what you want me to do?" "Do you wanna spend time with me?" "Yes of course" "then yes thats what I want" "okay ... wanna ride with me to get my suitcases?" "I would love too" he reaches for her hand leading her out of the house.

She wanted desperately for this to work but it was gonna take a lot of work from the both of them. He seemed down for it. But not only did she have to forgive him she had to forgive herself.

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[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter twelve : Why does she keep coming up

Jayson hadn't claimed to be perfect but to YN he was he had completely took her out of the shadows and into the light. They were proudly and happily in a relationship. So never in her right mind did she think his ex would make an appreance in their life ..... and his ex is Ella? A singer than she had loved since boo'd up but couldn't in her right mind listen to her songs the same way all she could think about is them being written about Jayson. Especially Shot clock it's a basketball reference and it's cute and he alluded to having problems committing in the past but YN changed that he snatched her up quickly.

So why was Ella here ruining it.  Not physically but she was taking up space in YN mind ruining her bond with Jayson. Ruining them and could should possibly take Jayson if she wanted him? One thing about Lamelo was he was honest with her he never lied about their situation and what she means to him......

It seemed like they had been arguing and arguing more. YN hadn't even talked to Lamelo yet he was still very much a factor in her relationship with Jayson. And today when Jayson came to her home his energy was totally off and he just seemed angry. It had been something she had been use to lately. He just liked to get babied but today wasn't YN day either work had gon terribly and she just felt overwhelmed with it all work him herself it was a lot. So when he came home acting that way she completely ignored him which pissed him off more.

"So do you not plan on talking to me today?" Jayson walks into her bedroom where YN was at her vanity doing her hair. "I was giving you space clearly you're angry about something" "so instead of checking on me you ignore me?" "Jayson what's wrong? Do you need me to stroke your ego? Cause I'm not in the mood. Idk what's wrong with you lately but it's really getting old" he sighed "I didn't have a good day" "me either now if you wanna talk about your day we can I'll be happy to listen but don't come at me so aggressively" he sits down on her bench in front of her bed so she turns around to look at him.

"Why not check on me though?" "Why not check on me? Do you think all my days are just good? Cause that's not the case" "I'm sorry.... I'm just so stressed" "I get that I really do but it has to be a better way of cooping I've already said that you could talk to me but you're choosing not" he kisses her lips softly "there is...." She smiled "tell me what's up""can I taste you first?" She shook her head no "after you tell me what's up" he sighed

"you ever tried to do something but your body just wouldn't do it the way you thought?" "Yeah since I was a kid😂 from cartwheels and dance moves to outfits it always looks better in my head" he smiled "well that has never happened to me I see it in my head I do it if I don't get it on the first try I got it by the third or the fifth so today when I kept trying to do this one thing and my body couldn't.... I shut down at practice couldn't even get through to my teammates and that was un professional and impacted the whole team" she begins speaking but quickly stumbles over her words trying her hardest to get something out but she didn't know how to phrase what she was trying to say

"I'm sorry that happened Bae.... But as you get older......your body has been through a lot.... So yeah maybe you didn't get it on the the first or the third or the fifth time maybe it'll take thirty tries now but I bet you'll get it a lot of your gifts are natural talent yes but you always worked your ass off to perfect them .... I don't wanna see that end just because you gotta work a little longer and harder which you've never had a issue doing not from what I seen anyway" he kissed her lips again "tell

Me how your day was" "terrible ... I missed you ..... and well I didn't make partner "

"damn bae I'm sorry and then I came in being a ass why you ain't text me" "I wanted to tell you in person so you can hold me" "mmm so who got it?" He pulls her closer causing her to smile

"This guy...... he's a great worker and everybody claims it was a six to five vote so I almost won" "nobody more deserving than you though your time management is wild" "that means a lot coming from you cause you balance it all career,deuce, me, the rest of your family, community efforts, time for yourself and it's usually with a big ass smile on your face" "so you wanna go out? Maybe that'll cheer you up a little" "okay I think it would" "where you wanna go?" "Anywhere with you" she smiled "okay I know just the spot we shouldn't get bothered" he kisses her lips and then stands up "no come back here" she whined "nahhh get dressed bae you need to eat"

                  *time skip*

They had just sat at the restaurant and he couldn't keep his hands off her. "You look so fuckin good" "for a person who was rushing me out of the house it seem like you wanna leave already" "I'm feeling the long curly hair and the white dress" "thank you baby you sexy too" "how sexy?" "You make me wanna get under the table and show you. 

As the date progressed YN felt this guy staring at her as soon as he walked in.  "Bae that guy is being weird... back there" she said quietly "yeah I noticed he kept looking over here I thought he was a fan" "oh maybe he is...." "Let's just get ready to go......" "okay" when the waiter walked by he asked for the check and quickly got it back paying the bill" he stands up reaching out for her. "Come on baby" YN smiled grabbing her purse

"Get back with Ella what are you doing" the guy says under his breath

Before Jayson could jump to her defense YN was taking up for herself" are you fuckin serious?!?! You are a grown ass man over fifty and you worried about what people in their twenties are doing? Go get a job as a matter of fact stop riding jaysons dick I don't need no help bitch ass nigga" Jayson continued to try and speak up but YN would cut him off the cameras were on her and everybody was laughing

"Ella is a sore spot huh?" "No Random ass men saying rude shit to me for no reason is the sore spot" "bae let's just go" Jayson pulls her slightly "you didn't answer me Jayson" The guy cackled "stop speaking on shit you don't know nothing about and don't ever disrespect my woman again cause it won't be pretty" Jayson says quickly and then pulls YN out of the resturant and into the car. She was so mad she was shaking and trying to holdback her tears

"bae breath" "that really pissed me off" "he's a troll he don't know nothing about us and what we doing imagine being that depressed and old" "why does she keep coming up?" YN said softly "What?" "Ella.... And you keep coming up that guy was my last straw" "bae when I tell you ... you don't have to worry about her I mean it trust and believe me I wanna be with you and only you" "you promise?" "Yeah I promise ... cheat on you for what?" She laughed "if you cheat on me you'll be dumb" "the stupidest man in the world if I cheat on you" "I love you so damn much  I'm sorry for being insecure" "shhh" "I'm serious" "you good now stop that" "promise?" "Promise" he kisses her and they head home

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter eleven: so now what?

Jayson hadn't claimed to be perfect but to YN he was he had completely took her out of the shadows and into the light. They were proudly and happily in a relationship. So never in her right mind did she think his ex would make an appreance in their life ..... and his ex is Ella? A singer than she had loved since boo'd up but couldn't in her right mind listen to her songs the same way all she could think about is them being written about Jayson. Especially Shot clock it's a basketball reference and it's cute and he alluded to having problems committing in the past but YN changed that he snatched her up quickly.

So why was Ella here ruining it.  Not physically but she was taking up space in YN mind ruining her bond with Jayson. Ruining them and could should possibly take Jayson if she wanted him? One thing about Lamelo was he was honest with her he never lied about their situation and what she means to him......

It seemed like they had been arguing and arguing more. YN hadn't even talked to Lamelo yet he was still very much a factor in her relationship with Jayson. And today when Jayson came to her home his energy was totally off and he just seemed angry. It had been something she had been use to lately. He just liked to get babied but today wasn't YN day either work had gon terribly and she just felt overwhelmed with it all work him herself it was a lot. So when he came home acting that way she completely ignored him which pissed him off more.

"So do you not plan on talking to me today?" Jayson walks into her bedroom where YN was at her vanity doing her hair. "I was giving you space clearly you're angry about something" "so instead of checking on me you ignore me?" "Jayson what's wrong? Do you need me to stroke your ego? Cause I'm not in the mood. Idk what's wrong with you lately but it's really getting old" he sighed "I didn't have a good day" "me either now if you wanna talk about your day we can I'll be happy to listen but don't come at me so aggressively" he sits down on her bench in front of her bed so she turns around to look at him.

"Why not check on me though?" "Why not check on me? Do you think all my days are just good? Cause that's not the case" "I'm sorry.... I'm just so stressed" "I get that I really do but it has to be a better way of cooping I've already said that you could talk to me but you're choosing not" he kisses her lips softly "there is...." She smiled "tell me what's up""can I taste you first?" She shook her head no "after you tell me what's up" he sighed

"you ever tried to do something but your body just wouldn't do it the way you thought?" "Yeah since I was a kid😂 from cartwheels and dance moves to outfits it always looks better in my head" he smiled "well that has never happened to me I see it in my head I do it if I don't get it on the first try I got it by the third or the fifth so today when I kept trying to do this one thing and my body couldn't.... I shut down at practice couldn't even get through to my teammates and that was un professional and impacted the whole team" she begins speaking but quickly stumbles over her words trying her hardest to get something out but she didn't know how to phrase what she was trying to say

"I'm sorry that happened Bae.... But as you get older......your body has been through a lot.... So yeah maybe you didn't get it on the the first or the third or the fifth time maybe it'll take thirty tries now but I bet you'll get it a lot of your gifts are natural talent yes but you always worked your ass off to perfect them .... I don't wanna see that end just because you gotta work a little longer and harder which you've never had a issue doing not from what I seen anyway" he kissed her lips again "tell

Me how your day was" "terrible ... I missed you ..... and well I didn't make partner "

"damn bae I'm sorry and then I came in being a ass why you ain't text me" "I wanted to tell you in person so you can hold me" "mmm so who got it?" He pulls her closer causing her to smile

"This guy...... he's a great worker and everybody claims it was a six to five vote so I almost won" "nobody more deserving than you though your time management is wild" "that means a lot coming from you cause you balance it all career,deuce, me, the rest of your family, community efforts, time for yourself and it's usually with a big ass smile on your face" "so you wanna go out? Maybe that'll cheer you up a little" "okay I think it would" "where you wanna go?" "Anywhere with you" she smiled "okay I know just the spot we shouldn't get bothered" he kisses her lips and then stands up "no come back here" she whined "nahhh get dressed bae you need to eat"

                  *time skip*

They had just sat at the restaurant and he couldn't keep his hands off her. "You look so fuckin good" "for a person who was rushing me out of the house it seem like you wanna leave already" "I'm feeling the long curly hair and the white dress" "thank you baby you sexy too" "how sexy?" "You make me wanna get under the table and show you. 

As the date progressed YN felt this guy staring at her as soon as he walked in.  "Bae that guy is being weird... back there" she said quietly "yeah I noticed he kept looking over here I thought he was a fan" "oh maybe he is...." "Let's just get ready to go......" "okay" when the waiter walked by he asked for the check and quickly got it back paying the bill" he stands up reaching out for her. "Come on baby" YN smiled grabbing her purse

"Get back with Ella what are you doing" the guy says under his breath

Before Jayson could jump to her defense YN was taking up for herself" are you fuckin serious?!?! You are a grown ass man over fifty and you worried about what people in their twenties are doing? Go get a job as a matter of fact stop riding jaysons dick I don't need no help bitch ass nigga" Jayson continued to try and speak up but YN would cut him off the cameras were on her and everybody was laughing

"Ella is a sore spot huh?" "No Random ass men saying rude shit to me for no reason is the sore spot" "bae let's just go" Jayson pulls her slightly "you didn't answer me Jayson" The guy cackled "stop speaking on shit you don't know nothing about and don't ever disrespect my woman again cause it won't be pretty" Jayson says quickly and then pulls YN out of the resturant and into the car. She was so mad she was shaking and trying to holdback her tears

"bae breath" "that really pissed me off" "he's a troll he don't know nothing about us and what we doing imagine being that depressed and old" "why does she keep coming up?" YN said softly "What?" "Ella.... And you keep coming up that guy was my last straw" "bae when I tell you ... you don't have to worry about her I mean it trust and believe me I wanna be with you and only you" "you promise?" "Yeah I promise ... cheat on you for what?" She laughed "if you cheat on me you'll be dumb" "the stupidest man in the world if I cheat on you" "I love you so damn much  I'm sorry for being insecure" "shhh" "I'm serious" "you good now stop that" "promise?" "Promise" he kisses her and they head home

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Eight: Loose End

"Hey I'm not even trying to be funny I am happy for you and you didn't owe me anything but I thought you wasn't ready for a relationship? Now you're out with Jayson Tatum? That's wild to me like I said you don't owe me anything but you didn't have to lie I'm a cool ass nigga"

Lorenzo's message sent shivers down her spine the only thing that she hadn't thought about in this world wind romance with Jayson.... Was Lorenzo. She decided to text him asking him to come over so they could talk and he'll be here in five minutes. She contemplated telling him everything because Lorenzo seemed like he could handle it.

But she didn't want to tell him and then he tell the world about Lamelo or she didn't wanna tell him and he really see how fucked up she was. Cause she's done some fucked up shit to him and those could be memories she messes up forever just by telling the truth. Meeting one of your favorite basketball players.... But the girl you're pursing is fucking him..... going out to dinner with him and his girlfriend and your potential boo is arguing with him in the bathroom several things could go wrong. She heard her doorbell go off so she invited him in.

"Heyy" "hey ma how you been?" He hugged her tight "we're gonna get into that... you wanna sit down?" she could tell Lorenzo had revenge on his mind he smelled of expensive cologne he had on a nice outfit and a fresh ass haircut with his beard trimmed but still looking .... Edible.

"Yeah In the living room?" "Mhm... you want a water or anything?" "Yeah a bottle will be nice" "okay go get comfortable I'll grab you one" "thank you" she grabbed him a water bottle and then hands it to him sitting down right beside him with her leg in the chair. "Um how have you been first" "I'm good you know working staying busy" "oh that's really good" "yeah but we here to talk about you" they share a laugh

"Sooo thank you for coming I hope you really hear me out" "look I was out of it when I sent that message I saw the pictures everywhere and was just confused and hurt all at the same time so you don't have to apologize" she placed her hand on his chest "I do though the whole thing was fucked up Lorenz and I mean that so from the bottom of my heart I am sorry but no I didn't lie to you everything I said was truthful I can't get into details but yeah I was seeing someone when Trin hooked us up and the second date was genuine I did wanna try and date you cause you seemed so good but I just didn't feel right completely and you didn't either cause you saw the truth I was dealing with someone else who had my mind so when you broke it off I was relieved but all this shit that just happened I didn't expect it at all so I was glad you texted so I can tell you I'm sorry"

She found herself teary eyed he stands up opening and closing his hand signaling for her to stand up "give me a hug" she smiled standing up hugging him "I accept your apology we can even be friends.... If you want to um it's no bad blood" "you promise?" "Yeahhh I was dating too when I met you but I did like you Fr but like I said I wasn't mad you was seeing somebody Im mad cause I thought you were lying" "oh okay then yeah ... we're friends" he laughed

"alright Um thanks for clearing everything up I hope you're relationship is your last one and it's happy" "same for you You're a good man and somebody will appreciate that" "shittt she better or I'll start hoeing" he joked but she could tell he was low key serious. "Nah don't do that she might be right around the corner" "hopefully ... but let me get out of here thanks for reaching out" "yeah thanks for coming" she walked him to the door hugging him again and then he left" she shut and locked her door exhaling.

She had only been home for three minutes before he texted her she needed to do laundry and unpack get herself together cause she had work in the morning. She finally got her laundry in the washing machine and took a shower she checks her phone and she missed a call from Jayson.

She calls him back and he answered pretty soon. "Hey were you sleep?" "No in the shower" "oh okay" she laughed "you asking for a reason?" "I just miss you my mom has deuce for a few hours .... I just wish we were closer to each other" "yeah I really had to work tomorrow from the office" "no I get you completely... I was just saying I miss you" "I miss you too" "what you been doing?" "just cleaning all my stuff from being out there and getting ready for work tomorrow so it can be a good day ... you know?"

"Yes I definitely know it'll be a great day I know a lot has changed and little blogs have been posting you ... I didn't even think they would do that or I would've taken you somewhere else for our first date" "I loved our first date I wouldn't change it for the world" he smiles again "I loved it too .... You in that pink dress .... Damn" she laughed "baby pleaseeee" "I

Just saying we had all that fun I even beat yo ass in bowling" "first of all you only one but that one strike" "One strike you didn't have but anyway you had me already but if you didn't that pink dress would've did it"

"ughhh I can't wait to see you again I've only been gone for a few hours" "I know crazy how that happened huh?" "You gotta come see me next time" "you gon show me around your city?" "Of courseee" "yeah show me where all your ex Niggas stay so I know where the opps at" they shared a laugh she rolled her yes "okay baby clearly your sleepy" "yeah I am but I wanna to talk to you so here I am until Deuce get back" "Deuce has a better social life than me out partying on a Thursday" "speaking of that you told your friends or anything yet?" She sighed

"no I definitely wanted too before the blogs picked up Fr but ... idk you know they're calling me the mystery woman" "yeah I saw that ... it's interesting" "that's one word to call it" "well you can tell them..... we not a secret remember?" "Yes and I will tell them I just don't know if that's a text message" "did they know about Melo?" "Only people who knew about Melo is me him and you well Asia knew too" "what made you trust me?" "You're my man and you've shown that you wouldn't do that so..." "you right bae you get the real me at all times" "mmm so when am I gonna see you?"

"I don't know I gotta work all this shit out I have a couple meetings and Deuces schedule you know ... but I'll figure it all out and then be straight to you... I promise" "that's so sweet Bae" "I know I'm the man" "what's your plans for tomorrow?" "Getting a hair cut and practice " "mmm you gonna cut your curls?" "Yeah maybe I haven't decided Fr.... what? you like me better with them?" What's your famous quote? You top five regardless so it doesn't matter" she smiled "I better be your top one no other Niggas before" "yes sir of course not" she laughed

"What's your plans for tomorrow?" "Find a bookcase and some books" "easy to build?" "Yes definitely something I can just slide this in this and boom I have a book case" he laughed "what books do you like?" "Well I kinda wanna fill it up with books I already read and then like series so all the Harry Potter books all of twilight shit maybe even goosebumps stuff like that it's my nostalgic book case" "oh okay I got you that'll be fun"

"yeah If I don't do it right after work tomorrow then I'll probably just wait until Saturday morning when I have more time" "I think you should wait Bae you don't wanna rush your purchases" "you know what you right" "I know I am"

she heard his front door open "well okay Bae  goodnight I'll talk to you tomorrow" "goodnight text me when you get up" "okay I will" she hears Deuce calling for him "byee" "bye YN" she hangs up

*the next day after work*

She calls her closest friends Asia Trin and Maya In a group face time.

"What y'all up to? Y'all wanna come over here?" "You inviting us to your house what you do? Is it a body we need to cover up? Hold up don't answer that on the phone" maya began rambling YN laughed "shutup girl" trin says laughing harder "no I just wanted to tell y'all something but like it can be over the phone too I guess "alright yeah just tell us" "I'm have a boyfriend ...." "Oh shit?" "Yeah Um Jayson Tatum NBA player plays for Celtics"

"the one with all the tattoos?" "Wait the one with the kid?" "Yesss that's him" "well we're happy for you but he is a nba player take it slow" "yeah he's really good though like he's not like the other ones I really feel like he's different and wouldn't treat me wrong.... But yeah that's all I wanted to tell y'all" "welllllll like she said we happy for you have fun you deserve this"

The conversation goes on taking many turns talking about a lot of different things when YN hears her doorbell. "Oh shit who at my door?" "Go see take the phone" YN walks to the door and sees a package "oh nobody it's just a package" "you were expecting one?" "Not at all" she opens her door and it's a long big box and a few more boxes "yall it's like five boxes out here" "oh shit call us later then get your stuff in" "okay byeee love y'all" YN hangs up pushing the largest box in first and then going to pick up the smaller boxes but they were heavy too. While she was outside she though she might as well check her mail too. She found a hand written note from Jayson making her smile

Since you're all about nostalgia I found every series you said and through some funny ones in there and I got you a book case bae... enjoy it

He listens to her it's really the little things likeeee a five second conversation turned into him getting her what she wanted. She calls him immediately smiling ear to ear. "You got my book case and some books... thank you baby" "uh huh it was nothing I started looking for the stuff while you were talking I hope you enjoy it baby" "I definitely will" "okay Bae I'm going into practice but I'll call you when I'm back home" "okay byeee Jay" "bye Bae"

She loved it here everything was coming together finally. Lamelo was out of her life sexually meaning she didn't have to deal with all of that nonsense. Lorenzo wasn't mad at her. She had a new boyfriend who was great and her friends knew about him everything was great. Are her loose ends were tied up

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Seven: Pink Dress

The sex that was just had couldn't be put into words it lasted forever and he never wanted to stop she lost count of how many orgasms she had. But she would never forget how deep he was inside of her and how he made her feel. She'll remember the people in the next room knocking on the wall to tell her to quiet down she'll remember the headboard constantly beating on the wall and his lips being on every inch of her body she'll remember his chain hitting her in the face with each stroke and his hand wrapped around her throat tightly.... She'll remember it all.

He made it that way on purpose. He needed her to make her way back to him because he wasn't through with her yet regardless of what he said he liked her... a lot and he looked forward to seeing her but her decision to suddenly stop the sex because she wanted more ... didn't make sense to him. So he did what he knew how to do and that's fuck her just the way she likes she never had to tell him what she likes he just knew her body inside and out he knew when to tease her he knew when to give her his all or ease up he knew her.

But now that was all over..... according to her. He had just finished putting his clothes on as she watched him completely mesmerized. Her body glowed she hadn't felt that good in a while. Goodbye sex hit different Her face was relaxed In a smile. He stared down at her taking mental pictures. "So this is bye fr? Or you've changed your mind?" She bit her lip. Sitting up she covered her body with the blanket and began to speak

"That was amazing .... But I still have to let this go for my sake I could really fall for you and then I'll just be stuck.... Stuck loving you from the background stuck waiting on you and stuck being number Two and I'm just too damn good for that... you can agree with that" He came back closer to her grabbing her head gently kissing her lips and her forehead staring deep in her eyes. "Yeah you are completely right you deserve somebody who can give you more than I can right now but selfishly I want you around so if you ever wanna come back around just hit my line? Okay?" "Okay" He kissed her one last time his fingers went under the blanket and slowly entered her making her gasp.

"Give me one more before I go" her back arched as she grabbed his arm digging her nails in as she moaned and grinded against his hand. "I'm really gon miss this pussy ... it's so damn good" "Fuck... mmmm" she said softly his thumb rubbed her sensitive clit and she released all over his hand. Her eyes were closed but he watched her cum taking her all in.He needed to remember her just like that. He sighed pulling away from her "Alright I gotta catch my plane in a couple hours soooo...I gotta go" he kissed her again "goodbye LaMelo be safe" he walked towards the door slowly "hopefully this isn't really good bye" he says before shutting the door. She lays down calming her breathing down.

This was a new chapter in her life.... And it was gonna be worth it.  She settled in the bed drifting off to sleep. The next morning when she woke up she took her time getting up then she brushed her teeth took a bird bath and went and worked out after she worked out she came back in taking a shower she hadn't heard from Jayson until he texted. "It'll be tickets at the door saved under your name" "oooou professional I would've bought my own tickets though " "well now you don't have too.... can't wait to see you" "Ditto💕"

Everytime she moved her body she could still feel Melo she was so tempted to text or call him and hadn't even been 12 hours yet. Is it wrong to have two boyfriends? I mean neither has committed to her so why does she have to be committed to either of them. She's sure Jayson isn't a saint he's a NBA player he's getting some from some where it's no way he's not. Why can't she do the same? And when and if he wants to be official she'll just drop Melo. But what if she can't ever truly drop Melo should she just stay in the shadows ... what should she do?

A few hours passed by and she was at the game with her friend once again. She dressed very boho chic today a cute plain black top with black and white polka dotted pants with wide pant legs and cute sandals that showed her fresh pedicure and her faux Locs was pulled up into a high bun. "So you and Jaylen 👀" YN says smirking at her friend looking her up and down "I haven't spoken to him since that night" YN gasped "did you fuck?" "Yeah and uh it was decent but I was expecting more it's my fault really" "more in what way?"

" aggression? Idk like you saw how we were in the club he was tonguing me down and when we got back to my place he turned into a little puppy like I had to guide him but he did put it down but I don't like feeling like I have to take charge🙄" "it's cause you're not patient😂 he probably would've stepped up"

"hmmm maybe so but regardless he hasn't hit me up so maybe I was wack" "I doubt it he might text it's just been two days" "speaking of two days ... what made you stay? I love having you in my city but you're never here this long" "You right and a little birdie told me he would make it worth my while... so I'm trying it out" "J.T?" "Mhmm" YN naturally bit her lip thinking about him "aye if y'all get together then I'll see you more... I'm here for it" "shittt me too but if you miss me friend come and see me😩😩"

And finally the national anthem was sung and the players were called individually she watched as Jayson glanced up into the stands to try and find her but he didn't see her yet. But the game was about to start. So he started to focus. Jayson,Jaylen and three of their teammates took the floor.

"Maybe Jaylen will work for you" YN said softly to her friend "we will see ..." "what about doctor bae?" "He still trippin after our date got canceled he hasn't planned another one and I tried too yesterday but he came up with excuses shit pointless Fr" "that sucks cause he seemed sweet" "they always seem sweet in the beginning" YN sighed " yeah man 🥺"

                          *Time Skip*

It took until half time but he finally saw her in the stands his team was only down by 5 it's been a close game this whole time. She loved the way he looked up at her like she was a new opportunity he saw something in her that she didn't see in herself yet. When the game started back up it's like he had a second wind. He had made an additional 15 point points in the third quarter and by the time the game ended he had 58 points which is super close to beating his record. With him going off like that they won the game the Grizzles had no clue what to do they weren't expecting that at all.

After the game she had planned on getting dinner and then going to sleep. Jayson would be spending time with his son for the night and then his mother would get him tomorrow and that's when she would see Jayson. She was nervous about it honestly she had no clue what they would be doing but hopefully they get to know eachother and become friends and maybe build to more she was excited for the future .

                     *the next day*

It was three in the afternoon and Jayson was downstairs waiting for her. He decided to keep his plans a secret. YN didn't like surprises too much because she like to know what she should dress for. Like if they were doing something fun and then going out to dinner at nice restaurant maybe some jeans and a cute shirt so she could move if they were going bowling she needed socks it's multiple things she wanted to know but he told her nothing so she settled on a maxi dress she put heels in her bag to dress it up

For dinner but it was comfortable enough that if they had a picnic or went walking she would be fine in her sandals. Her jewelry was champagne colored. He was outside the car for her which made her smile. "You look beautiful I love your hair" she had decided to take her faux Locs out since she was anxious about the date so it took her mind off it so now her hair was in high puff. "Thank you ... you look nice too" his look was casual but she found him so sexy.

After he said thank you he opened her door letting her in and then he shut the door after her. Then he got into the car he glanced at her. She smiled "Do you wanna tell me where you are taking me JT" "oooou you calling me JT now?" He pulls off "that's what other people been calling you I thought I would just fall in line" he laughed

"don't be like others be different" she smiled "okay stop switching the subject" "you like how I did that huh?" "Nahhh you too slick you almost got me" she laughed "okay last time ima ask can I at least get a hint?" "I guess you can get a hint.... It's one of my favorite spots I think you'll like it it's a nice day" "hmmm so is it outside" "yeah it's outside" "I'm dressed okay for it though?" "You're dressed perfect" she smiled "thank you"

"you seem a little more shy today what's going on?" "I'm not trying to be... I'm just digesting everything and I was drunk the first time you met me drunk YN is a different type of girl but I am a little nervous I'll be honest" "hmmm why?" "Dates make me nervous.... Spending time with new people make me nervous I'm a home body" "mmm I get that I do I'm laid back myself so I appreciate you spending time here choosing to stay a few days to get to know me I know you could be doing better things" "I don't wanna be anywhere else .... I'm enjoying my time here " she smiled he grabbed her hand softly. " well don't be nervous or shy....I'll guide through it all"  She wondered if that was layered like what would he guide her through just the date? Or the whole relationship since she was timid but she felt like that question was too loaded for the playful mood they were in so she remained quiet

When they were close to their destination she glanced out the window "oh wow that is so beautiful I haven't seen anything like this" "that's where we going so I'm glad you like it" he smiled wide she glanced at him "you had this planed or are you just stopping cause I like it?" He laughed "it's the plan.... We have a tour guide and everything" "oh my goshhh I'm so excited .... What's the name of this place?"

"Charles River it has a lot of nice spots" he parks the car "so do you always take people here?" he laughs as they get out of the car. "Nah I wouldn't recycle no place with you" he waits for her behind the car as she fixes her dress and grabs her bag walking back to meet him. "Wellll maybe you can come to my city some time ... if you like me by the end of the night" she grabs his hand make the first move he smiles squeezing her hand quickly and then keeping a strong hold on it. He was glad she initiated touching him cause he was trying to respect her space and boundaries but now he knows she's open.

They headed to the bridge to meet the person giving them a tour "I'm sure I will still like you" "you know what I couldn't stop thinking about the other night?" "Nah enlighten me?" "That kiss..... you kissed me like you've been waiting for me" he smiled laughing slightly "maybe I have..... like I don't go out that much but I happen to meet you the one time I choose to go out with Jaylen you weren't supposed to be out either but you ended up out .... Now how that work....I deserve you" she smiled "I'm not perfect at all I'm a little Fucked up" "and that's fine cause I am too but like I said .... I deserve you" they finally make it over the hill where the tour guide introduces himself and walks them to a golf cart. YN was great that it would be some space between him and them

"You guys can sit on the back and I can talk you through things or I can just drive and if you guys have questions you can ask" "which do you prefer?" YN asks smiling "honestly the latter it's all self explanatory except for a few historical moments you may enjoy" "okay you don't have to explain everything then" YN laughed slightly as they sat down "thank you mam..... I wish I gave more people like you tours..... ima huge fan by the way" he glances back at Jayson turning the golf cart on

"thank you sir" YN says making a joke Jayson shakes his head "thank you man" Jayson says smiling  "you're welcome .... alright let's go!!!" The tour guide got hype all of sudden speeding off making Jayson and YN laugh. "Mind if I play my radio?" The tour guide asked "no man you can call play it" Jayson says so the Tour guide turns it on

"now back to you" Jayson says licking his lips making YN blush "back to me what?" "You said you a lil fucked up .... So what made you dead that lil situation you was in?" "It was time.... I rather not get my feelings tangled in with someone who is always gonna just see me as a second option... he agreed I deserve better" "but he couldn't give you better?" "I'm sure he could have but he didn't want too" "as long as you know" Jayson smirked making YN lift an eyebrow

"what you mean?" "If a man wants to do something he will... like me I just met you two days ago but I was able to plan this date while getting to know you.... And working and it's all because I wanted to get to know you even if this doesn't develop into a relationship even though I hope it does but if it doesn't I know I gave my all" she smiled and kissed his lips quickly she was sure why she was being so bold but she liked it

"not in front of the trees YN" he said jokingly she bit her lip "well ...that was very pg compared to the kiss I was thinking about" he licked his lips "ahhh you can show me that in the car....." "you don't like pda?" "sometimes but getting carried away and can't do anything about it ... that'll fuck me up" it's the way he looked at her he meant every word he said " get carried away how? What you wanna do to me?"

He smiled staying quiet for a while she watch him intently as he thought about the many positions he could put her in but that was for a different time.

"It's the first date.... So just kiss" "you sure?" "That's all you're gonna do.... So that's all I wanna do.... No sex for you" she laughed loudly "why you acting like you know me already what if I have sex on the first date?" "You bluffing that didn't even sound right coming out your mouth stop it" she smirked "you right" "yeah yeah I know" "but you don't like to be teased?" "Nah I don't even like them games at all" she bit her lip

"I'm a teaser...." "If you tease me I'll tease you so bad you'll never wanna try me again" Now that was sexy "wanna bet?" She smirked "look at the trees and stop playing with me" he smiled pulling her closer "even though you didn't ask.... I love being teased" "mmmm that makes sense then" "what makes sense?"

"Your whole attitude especially when I say certain things I see your eyes light up" she shook her head "my face always tells on me man" "yeah it does it's how I'm getting to know you" "so ask me something........ something you really wanna know and I'll answer honestly" "are you using me as a rebound from the last situation? Cause even if it wasn't a relationship it was clearly serious to you and if I'm a rebound or distraction I just wanna know " "I don't believe in rebounds I wouldn't use anybody especially not a innocent person just so I can feel better no.... You asked me out and I like spending time with you that's why I'm out"

"last question about that situation if he dropped everything and said I wanna be with you would you drop everything too?" She thought for a second "Honestly if he cheated on her what would make me different? I couldn't trust him enough to be my boyfriend" she shocked herself with what she said cause she never really Thought about it but now it was clear she had made her decision. Waiting on Melo was stupid cause she doubts he'll change so why add herself to the cycle she's glad she got out now"Wow that's a different way of thinking" "I mean .... It's the truth "

"sorry did I get you down?" "No no I just hadn't thought about it .... I asked him if he could ever be serious with me and he said no he would never leave his girl and that made it easier to leave.... It had nothing to do with you but if I'm still being honest you came at the perfect time" "and why is that?"

He smiled which made her smile too " you have me out in public in broad daylight ..... with no issues and you made time to do it" "so what that mean?" "It means someone would date me like Fr date me .....  I'm pretty and I'm smart with personality I get that but that's not always a selling point to be wifed" "well you wife material so let's make sure this thang work I know you fresh on the market but I wanna put my bid in and snatch you back off " she smiled he kissed her lips softly making her relax It was easy with him it had never felt so easy with anyone

"I want to start by being honest" "don't tell me anything you have a clean slate ... starting now it's me and you fuck everything else" "you sure?" "I promise"

"I'm happily off the market.... After the first date Damn" "not even after..... during .... You like me already I'm that good" "that's my damn problem" she shook her head laughing "well.... You my problem now so say hello to your new chapter" he kissed her check

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter six: Baller to Baller

Her door flies open......

"Oh so I'm stupid? Where the fuck you been" he snatched her into the room roughly making her smile. "Oh my gosh Melo are you serious right now?" "I asked you a question first what are you doing" currently she was silently thanking God that Jayson refused to come up. "Trying to figure out what your issue is."She looked him up and down "My issue is you ignoring my messages and calls you really this upset that I didn't come earlier so the first thing you do is hop on another nba player?"

"First of all watch your mouth you upset me yeah but you always do and I don't always end up with another man I went out with a friend and we just happened to run into him that's all....if you were so busy why couldn't I spend my time with someone else?" "you did more than spend time your lipstick is smeared" she rolled her eyes "first of I was eating and drinking out of a straw don't play with me and I thought your bitch was here that's why you couldn't be bothered with me right?" "yeah she surprised me so what?" "So why tf you here?! And why did I have to figure out from her Instagram page why not just tell me instead of being a dick" "don't flip this on me" "I'm not I'm just asking the questions you wouldn't answer earlier" "so you didn't fuck that nigga?" "It's not your business" "did you or did you not YN I'm not playing with yo ass" he slightly raised his voice she smiled Between Lamelo and Jayson she was so horny it was too many feelings inside of her at this moment

"nah I didn't but I should've because I was thinking about it the whole night" he balled up his fist thinking about punching the wall but then he stopped himself calming down "ight dawg you a dub" "oh am I?" "Yeah you are" "you asked a question and I'm being honest." "That's true..." "exactly" "so what you in love with that nigga?" "I literally just met him tonight!!" he started walking close to her which cause her to continued walking back until her ass hit the wall.

"Hmmmm what am I gonna do with you?" He was clearly turned on she could really do no wrong to him She bit her lip "I know what I wanted but I'm sure that hoe has been all over you so I don't want that no more" He laughed "I don told you bout talkin bout her" he towered over her making her feel soft and vulnerable.

"This is my mouth I do as I please" "yeah alright mhm" he says blowing her off and kissing her lips quickly she couldn't help but think about the passionate kiss she had just shared with Jayson... that kissed transformed her this one was just .... Cute.

Probably because she just wasn't into it and did Melo even care about her atp she had no clue "mmm you didn't like that one huh?" He asked her reading her face cause one thing about YN is if her mouth doesn't say it her face surely will

"....Where those lips been? I know you've kissed her" "I took a shower before I came here im not nasty I wouldn't double dip like that" "so you fucked her?" "Why does it matter" "that means yes😂" "I didn't though" "alright you get a cookie🥱" she says sarcastically. He leans in kissing her again he grabs the back of her head gently making sure to kisses her aggressively with passion just like she likes his hand fell to her ass squeezing tightly she wishes his fingers would just brush pass her pussy just a little bit to relieve some of the pressure it started to get heated and then....

His phone starts to ring and there it goes.... Reality setting in ... it was her. YN rolled her eyes he pulled away slowly and then answered which made her even more mad this was her time!)

"Where are you I got out the shower and you was gone?" "I just left I ran to the store real quick I'll be back soon" "oh okay... get me a snack or something I haven't had anything to eat" "alright I will" "I love youuuuu" "love you too" she hangs up

YN starts laughing hysterically mostly out of hurt and anger. "I love youuuuuu" she mocks her "stop." "Nah I don't think I will howeverrrrr it's time for you to go isn't that what she was saying? Mommies calling for you" he smirked

"she gotta leave right after the game tomorrow so next time I come to this room you better be naked and waiting for me we not doing this arguing shit ... and stay away from that Nigga!" he says and then walks out of the door. She locks it and grabs her phone

"I'm home new friend I hope you rest well" "good glad you made it safe ... sweet dreams"

He love reacted to her message Jayson already cared about her more it was obvious she should drop Melo but why was it is hard too

One things for sure YN wasn't gonna let Jayson go so easily like she did Lorenzo. If Melo didn't hold up his end of the relationship why should she? When she was available his girlfriend was over shadowing her it seems. But now YN was ready to play the game and win a championship ring...... no play ins

*****Game day*****

She made it a point to look nice today because she was going to be seeing both Jayson and Melo. She dressed cute but casual dragging her close friend with her to sit on Melos side. "Who you think will win tonight?" YN asked her friend while looking over her shades. "Probably the Celtics" YN laughed "damn should we be seating on this side then?" "Hell no but the tickets cheaper over here" she said quietly in here ear "In all seriousness this will be a hella of a game they play hard against each other" she knew Melo might have a personal reason for going so hard since Jayson was out with her last night.

            ********after the game********

The game ended with Melo getting deep into foul trouble he got a technical foul and a flagrant foul he was close to getting fouled out of the game but it was all for a good reason because they won. The game was extra long because it went into double overtime the Celtics clearly started to get tired and it resorted in them taking a L today but they'll be back stronger than ever. One might say it was because two of their star players were out partying last night but 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️ who are we to judge.

Anyway YN had dropped her friend off and went straight back to her hotel room packing her things up because she'll be leaving in the morning as she started to get into a rhythm Melo came in trying to kiss on her and she loved it he was always so affectionate when he had the time to be. "I was on fire today straight up killed yo man.... You sure that's what you want?" he grabs her ass hard walking her into the room closer to the bed she moans and her phone vibrates she glances at her watch to read the message and it says....

"Not my best work but come to the game tomorrow and sit on my side I bet I'll win" she smiled at the timing of his message and then slowly pulled away from Melo.... She could potentially have a future with Jayson so now she needs to know if she could have one with Melo. "We should talk...." "Yeah I know you were supposed to be naked you trippin" he joked she shook her head no "where is this going? Will You ever break up with her? Am I forever banned into the shadows? Just lmk" "I'm not breaking up with my girl...." he said in a annoyed tone She bit her lip at least he's honest "can I ask why you want me then... if she doesn't satisfy you and you need me then why do you need her?"

"I don't need anybody! but that's my girl I'm not leaving her just because I like fuckin you and crackin jokes with you" "so I'm just a good time?" "Yeah I thought you been cool with that" "I have been until you started to pretend that this was also a relationship" "how?" "The lines have been blurred for a long time anytime a dude texts me you're worried but especially with You blowing my phone up because I'm out with another guy is boyfriend shit you expect loyalty when you're literally being unfaithful to your girl with me and maybe she doesn't even deserve that I think at first I enjoyed the thrill and the ride of it all but I'm not side chick material and even still I might've been okay if you even said you had some feelings for me or give a fuck about me but you don't and I appreciate you being honest because it makes this easier ..... ima have to bow out gracefully I hope you understand" he smirked

"Oh So what you done?" "Yeah that's what all that meant if you listened to me" he laughed "so you were just fuckin me because of who I am" "Don't do that shit with me my Nigga im actually attracted to you inside and out but it's clear I like you more than you like me but guess what I love myself more than anybody else and I can't allow you to play in my face ... not anymore so yeah im done" he bends down and kisses her forehead

"alright I can't sit here and act like I don't understand.... I understand it's probably for the best anyway this could've got dangerous" she nodded her head "true" "ight see you around?" She nodded her head "see you" he started walking out the door he glanced back one last time and left she sighed .... Well that's done. She sat down for a minute trying to absorb everything that just happened. Her and Melo had been doing this for a little while but it was a large chapter in her life and honestly something that she isn't too proud off. So regardless if this Jayson thing works out she'll be fine. She smiled picking her phone up texting him back

"I can't stay I have to check out  at 11" "mannnn when you coming back?" "🤷🏾‍♀️ when I have a good reason too.... My situation is done too" "oh it is?" "Mhmmm" "okay then I can sweeten the pot stay for two more days you stay tomorrow see me play .... And win stay the next day cause I don't have a game and Deuce will be with his mama I can show you around the city in broad day light" "that right there were the magical words Mr. Tatum let me make sure I can stay in this room text you later with the updates 😬" "okay cool"

She goes down to the front desk. "Hi I was wondering if I could extend my stay four more days?" "Sure what room are you in?" "922" "yes do you want us to run the card on file or do you have another payment?" She thought about it and smirked "actually yeah that's fine" "okay I have you all set anything else?" "Yes can I get some more towels please" "yes I'll have them bring some up" "okay that's all thank you so much for your time have a good day" "you too"

"Thank you for the goodbye gift" she texts Melo "Tf you talking about?" "Ima stay for four more days.... They charge the card on file" "you know what that's fine cause after you done playing games you'll be back it's what I would've paid for the next two hotels anyway" "I'm serious Melo I'm not coming back" "but you already texting me.... Make me come back up there and prove you wrong tonight" she bit her lip "Melo plz" "yeah I bet you wet thinking bout me too" "it doesn't matter ...." "It does I thought I was getting some good pussy fresh from the game and I get told I'm not getting none of that no more .... It's fucked up really when you think about it...

I'm on a high" "your hands still work right?" "😂😂 yeah they do but.... Just let me come back up there and at least say goodbye I can show you what these hands do ... but you already know"

She left him open on one hand she wanted to be finished with him on the other hand the closure might be nice to fully get rid of him...... go all out for one last night and then let him go... yeah she'll do that

"Crazy enough I agree with you.... I thought I would be getting fucked for two days but here we are" "so what? Is that a invite my shoes already on... ttm" "yeah but Fr it's the last time....." "bet I'll be there soon"

Within 20 minutes he was already at the door he walked in shutting the door behind himself quickly staring her up and down fully taking her in she bit her lip before opening her mouth to speak but then he kissed her. "No more talking you been wasting my time" he groaned into the kiss picking her up grabbing her ass he pressed her back against the wall as she moaned when she felt two of his long fingers rub her pussy through her panties slightly as he continued to squeeze her ass getting her warmed up. Fuck she was gonna miss this. He pulled away looking in her eyes she finally spoke. "Is this a good idea?" "I need you ... bad right now does it matter if it's a good idea?" She shrugs he smiled and starts to speak again "But if you want me to stop I will... just let me know" she took a deep breath "no don't stop..." "you sure?" "Yes" "you 100% sure?" She laughed slightly "yes I'm very very very sure I wanna do this.... the hesitation came in with it being right or wrong ..... but wrong or right I want you inside me by the end of the night so can you get me right?"

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter five: Boston Nights

She waited like she always has to do. She waited for him to get in from his flight and come straight to see her. She was his side chick and her whole life consists on her waiting for him. Waiting for him to call or text or to have away games cause that's the only time they could be together truly.

Sometimes she goes to games at home but she always feels tempted to tap his girl on the shoulder and say "you're not special." But he would hate her for that so she stays in the shadows supporting from afar but definitely falling in love with him. He made it easy too and they were practically in a relationship the only difference is they can't be seen in public. She gets the gifts the dick the conversations the pep talks and she gets him ....40% of the time. It was enough for her in the beginning but now she was developing real feelings for him it's the third day of the road trip she's been to all three cities flying ahead of him. As she laid in bed relaxing before he got there she received a message.

"I'm not gonna make it tonight.... Enjoy the room and order whatever you want" she rolled her eyes  "Why not?" "YN don't do that" "don't do what?" "Ask me questions like you have the right to. You got the room paid for two days enjoy it" "Mhm ok thank you I guess" "you guess? what's the issue?" "If I wanted to be in a room alone I could've went home but you don't understand that though" "I don't wanna argue with you I'm actually not about to argue with you" "okay then that's that!" he didn't respond the petty girl In her wanted to order every expensive thing she could think of it's not like he couldn't afford it but she decided not to do that. He had to have a good reason for canceling cause he never really did and when he was out of town he was hers so in reality she was just sad.

Some hours passed by and she got bored of watching movies so she decided to text one of her friends who had moved here for work. "What you up too tonight?" She texted simply making her friend facetime cause she thought it was a cry for help.

"Oh I had to make sure you weren't tied up no where😂" she says while laughing "no I'm just in your city hoe just got here a few hours ago and I'm only here for two days... wanna get me lit tonight? I'm hella bored" "You happen to be in luck cause I just got canceled on" "ew? A Nigga?" "Yupp fuck these Niggas" "nah Fr fuck them why he cancel?" "one of his patients went into labor.... But what that gotta do with me" YN started laughing that's the last thing she was expecting. "Oh wow at least you got valid reason friend" "but yeah what hotel you at ... you wanna go out? Or chill there?" "we should definitely go out it's been a long ass time plus you already dressed" "you right and this nigga gave me his card and said have a good time soooo get ready I know just the place" "wait let me see your fit?" Her friend props the camera up showing YN

"Yesss that's cute I actually packed a dress that color should I wear something else or you wanna twin tonight?" "Any time we dress a like we be on demon time.... Let's do it" "okay bet I'm sending you the address I should be ready by the time you get here even if you leave now" "okay bet can't wait to see you" "byeee💋" they both say and YN hangs up she smiles at least she had faux Locs so she didn't have to worry about her hair. She'll just put on some lashes and lipstick with her hoops that should be enough for tonight after all wherever they go it'll be dark. She does a quick wash and lotion and then slides into her dress.

Within the hour her friend was downstairs ready for her. YN grabs a small nude bag putting in all her important things wallet hotel key pepper spray instant flats just in case her heels were too much by the end of the night and she rushes down the hall to the elevator and down to the main lobby where her friend was waiting. "So it's actually in walking distance right down the street you look amazing" her friend smiled as she talked YN did a cute turn so she could get a full 360 view

"your dress looks even better in person I can see every curve you got boo and I can see your ass from the front it has to be a good night" "let's get it started then" as they walked out of the hotel and down to the club they caught up about how life was going and work YN left out the small detail about being a side chick that wouldn't go over well.Plus she didn't want Melos business out in the streets. They were friends but they didn't meant she wouldn't capitalize off selling his business people get crazy about situations when money gets involved.

When they got to the club the line was extra long making YN become annoyed "maybe we should just go eat 😩" "yeah are we getting to old for this?" They laughed together "shit I wanna be on demon time but I can't wait in no line for it" "okay maybe we should go eat and then think of a game plan" "okay bet" they started to walk back up the street but got stopped as two supper tall men got out of a Rolls Royce and was about to head into the club..... they had to be basketball players YN knew one of them but couldn't put her finger on it ... what is his name? She bits her lip trying to look without staring.

But the darker one stopped in his tracks staring at her friend "please tell me you were about to come in here" her friend smiled "um we were... but the line was too long" he glanced at YN "hey ...." "Hi" she smiled this was awkward he went to the security "those two are with us" YN looked at her friend "I guess that's our plan" they laugh following the giants into the club where the lights were low and the music was loud straight to vip.

All YN kept thinking about in this moment was how glad she was that she came out tonight. Once they got seated. The guy finally spoke up again "so what's your names?" Her friend gave her name and then introduced YN. He didn't say anything else "and your names are?" YN says sounding a bit aggressive but not meaning too.

The lighter friend finally looked at her and smiled .... Jackpot now if she could remember his name she would remember why she knows his face. "Oh my bad I didn't mean to assume you knew who we were but we play for the Celtics I'm Jayson and this is Jaylen " "ooou jaylen and Jayson" YN laughs making Jayson shake his head "why don't you switch spots with YN Jaylen?" Her friend says making jaylen jump up smiling "okay sure" YN stood up switching sides so now YN was beside Jayson and Jaylen was beside her friend and pretty soon her friend was feeling on him which cause YN to gasp and it made Jayson laugh.

"People get a little crazy out here you look shocked" "no I just ... it's been a while since we hung out that's all I'm actually only in town for the game" "oh word? You know somebody on the team?" "Nah not at all I just like watching basketball and well I wanted to visit the city and see my friend so it's a win win" "wait you like watching basketball but you don't know who I am? Did you lie to us?" He became suspicious but tried to play it off with humor "you didn't see me staring outside? My brain is a little cloudy from me pregaming I know your face I know you're amazing but yeah I forgot your name" "alright that'll keep me humble" he liked her answer he could tell it was real.

"Not about keeping you humble I'm sure you're a very humble man" "hmmm what's my position" she bit her lip thinking "power forward" he clapped for her "good job YN" he bit his lip she felt her cheeks getting hot omg did he make her blush. "Don't look at me like that" she shook her head smiling "huh like what?" "It's very .... Provocative" "mmmm I like that word well ms.YN I'll stop being so provocative... if you do the same" her eyes got wide as she playfully hit him. "I am not being provocative." "Nah but your friend is" he pointed with his eyes and there she was feeling all under Jaylens shirt as he grabbed her ass. "Somebody's getting lucky tonight" YN says smiling looking back at Jayson "good for them.... I didn't even wanna come out but I'm glad I did" "why you glad you did?" "Well cause my boy getting lucky it's a team sport" she laughed "so are you only talking to me so I don't bother my friend so your friend could get lucky?" "I mean usually that'll be what this is ... but I like talking to you and you attractive so I have no complaints tonight" "do you even see ugly women? Like the groupies must be crazy"  "just someone is cute doesn't mean they're not ugly" she snaps "you right that was deep.... It's all about what's inside anyway" Before he could respond "WE GON HEAD OUT" YN's friend said loudly so they could hear over the music YN laughed "alright I'll catch up with you tomorrow!" "Aye man be ready for shoot arounds" Jayson said looking jaylen in the eyes

"of course man I'm not new to this" they waved leaving "wellllll I guess I can go too" YN says "now why would you do that?" "Well my friend is gone" "wowwww I thought we were becoming friends" he shook his head she laughed ".... Let's go eat then" "you know a place?" "Nooo but it's your city you tell me..." he smiled "alright let's head out." He stands up and then helps her up guiding her out of the club and into his car. She saw a flash but didn't think anything of it.

"So what are you in the mood for?" "You want the honest answer?" "yeah what's the honest answer?" "I want a really good cheeseburger" "okay bet I know just the place" within fifteen minutes they were inside of a burger bar ordering they got it to go since they were about to close. A few people asked him for pictures and he took them he was so nice to everyone it made her melt they got back in to his car. She held her bag not eating yet. "You can eat we were just gonna eat in the car unless you want me to take you back now?" "Ohhh no we can eat I thought I should wait" "nahh you gotta eat those fries hot" she took a sip of her drink and her phone started ringing it was Melo she quickly hit decline Jayson smiled he assumed it was a man. Melos name in her phone was 😘💋 "So what's your story?" "nothing I don't have one really I'm just a simple girl who likes simple things" he laughed as Melo texts started to roll in

"I saw you out with Jayson .... Now that's crazy Fr" "it's all over Instagram and twitter so don't fuckin lie to me" "so you ain't see me call?" "Oh so you still out with him? That's wack as fuck and you know it is" the text rolled in back to back she glanced at her Apple Watch trying to read them without going too deep into her phone "so you single? Who blowing your phone up?" She sighed making Jayson draw his own conclusions"that complicated huh?" "Very complicated....I'm single very single but he's possessive and really has no right to be" "mmm so why not answer him tell him you out with me?" "Oh he knows ... so it's no need to" "at least message that man back I feel bad" she laughed thankful that he said that "okay fine"

"I thought we don't ask questions" "nah you don't ask me questions where tf you at?" "Look you seem a little tight rn I'll talk to you tomorrow Goodnight" then she put him on dnd "so you good now?" Jayson asked smiling  "Yeah I put him on dnd" "That's cold why you do that?" "Cause we supposed to be getting to know each other ... right? I can't do that burried in my phone ... now can I?" He licked his lips "Nah I guess not" he smiled she was the most interesting person he had met in a while

"so what makes him possessive... y'all dealing with each other and just not dating? Wussup?" She laughed "yes" "so that's why he's possessive shiddd if I had someone like you on my arm I would be too" she smiled "but what if someone else was already on your arm and you just happened across me afterwards" "ohhhhhh!!!! That's what's going on?" She nodded her head " hypothetically speaking"she says slowly Jayson laughed "you act like I know the man" she shrugged making him pick up on her vibe again "wait do I know him? he's a celebrity?" she smiled "I don't tell my business when it involves other people business getting out there so I can't tell you one way or the other"

"if he wasn't famous you would've just said that but I respect you for that probably some lame ass rapper.... Who your favorite rapper" she laughed and said the first name that popped in her head "Nicki Minaj" "well I'm assuming you don't like girls so male rapper ... go" "drake😬" "Drake hmmmm okay" she laughed "why did you say it like that?" "I don't know I was expecting you to be a lil more rugged you know say some thug rapper" "I listen to everything so it's a few of them on my playlist too" she picks up her lemonade sipping slow staring in his eyes it made him feel something it made her feel something too but she didn't wanna admit that.

"Well I should be getting to bed" she licked her lips he glanced at the clock "oh wow it is getting late let me get you to your hotel" as he starts the car she focuses on his side profile

"Soo I've been in the hot seat all night wussup with you?" She says studying him "well my son and basketball are my whole life" "hmmm so you single?" "Very... more single than you" she laughed "shoots fired" "a lil bit" "so again hypothetically speaking if I was as single as you would you be taking me back to my room right now?" "Yeah .... But I would go up with you" she bit her lip "but you don't want too?"

He glanced at her "I do but I don't wanna be apart of that drama if I'm being honest I like to stay low key and out of shit like that so respectfully I would have to decline" "that's understandable I totally get it" "but shit I'll see you tomorrow you got tickets" "yeah I do but I won't be on your side" "yikes it's like that?" She laughed "I wasn't expecting to meet you tonight" he makes it to the parking lot but parks on the street cause he was sure they weren't done talking yet. "I guess that's true but next time you come you gotta sit on my side" "I would love too" "well it was nice meeting you" she sighed "yeah you too" he starts the car back up but doesn't move yet

"I'm all about being in the moment and not thinking of consequences so sorry if I'm reading this vibe wrong but...." He cuts himself off leaning over to kiss her .... It felt amazing shit it made her moan. It was one of those kisses that was practically sex. He grabbed her neck squeezing softly as he kissed her and then he pulled away. "So if you ever wanna get rid of that bullshit situation.... I'm here" "fuckkk" she said softly out of breath she hadn't been this turned on in a while. "And you still don't wanna come up?" He shook his head no "nah you got the kiss cause I couldn't resist myself" "welll how about I give you my number so we can stay in contact...." "Alright bet..." she says her number so he can type it into his phone and then he texted her a emoji so she could save his number too.

"Alright let's get you to your room.... I'll just drop you off if I walk up there you might tempt me" She smiled "yes I would definitely try too so this is the best bet" they shared a laugh as he pulls out into the street and then into the hotel parking lot pulling up right to the door . "Welll byeee don't be afraid to use my number" she says smiling "I won't be afraid... you stay out of trouble" she gathers the trash from the food leaving only his drink. "No promises" " oh thank you for that I would've got it" "the trash can right there it's fine" she smiled opening the door making sure she had everything "bye be safe" he says "I will... text me when you get home" "will do" she finally gets out of the car shutting his door and throwing away the trash he watches her walk all the way into the hotel until he couldn't see her Frame anymore and then he pulls off.

She gets on the elevator smiling ear to ear she can't think of a time she's ever been kissed like that and the conversations they had was crazy. She got her key out of her purse but before she could unlock the door. Her door flies open.

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[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Twenty: Bad Bitch named … Karma

He kissed her deeply while holding her tightly like he never wanted to let her go. "How did we get here?" She moaned "does it matter YN? You want me?" He pulls away staring in her eyes "yes I want you Melo" "then don't worry about shit else" it was a whirl wind next thing he knew he was about to be inside her again... it had been too long he had waited for this moment again ..... and then he woke up. It had been a week since he laid down everything out on the table for YN and he still didn't know what he was gonna do.

Melo sits up in his bed "damn" he glanced beside him staring at the Instagram model from last night .... He never really looked at her face cause the whole time he was imagining she was YN.... But she didn't feel like YN.

He shakes her slightly "I gotta head out soon... so it's time for you to go" she cracks her eyes "want some more before I go?" She was on mission to get called back and be chosen.... Of course she didn't realize he wasn't available "uh yeah... just do the work" truth be told he woke up hard because of his dream she might as well solve it while she was here. She smiled he groans sliding his dick out of his boxers as she climbs on top of him.

He studied her face when she slides him inside of herself. "Bounce on this dick don't play with it" she moaned moving her hips up and down. He sighed.....

she's not YN

............

It's been a week... and two days and she still hasn't heard anything from Melo. She was wondering if he had decided to just let her be happy in her relationship and not include himself anymore even though he wanted her. She missed her friend.... She always missed him when she knew she couldn't have him worst thing about it is she had no one to talk to about it.

Her girlfriends felt like she shouldn't be friends with Melo at all and the fact that she missed him... they would be quick to judge and she didn't have time for that.

She also missed Jayson right now he had been on the longest road trip of the season he was so tired between games they haven't even been talking .... That is until Ella was at the game on Boston's side court side with her friends.

Jayson reached out to make sure YN knows he went straight to the gym and back to his hotel room alone.... She had to trust him because if she wasn't going to trust him she should've just broke up with him. But right now she was feeling more lonely than ever before and it sucked. So what did she do? Throw herself into her work even more than before.

Her body had been hurting. She would get some of the sharpest pains and what felt like cramps in her stomach and back but she felt like it just had to be her period coming back hard as ever.

She walked into her office the sound of her heels clicked over the floor she presses the button for the elevator taking deep breaths scrolling through her phone. Her straight long hair moved slightly a man walked towards her dressed nicely she could smell him ... it was clearly expensive cologne. She could tell he was looking her up and down so she took a sip of her iced coffee immediately her stomach started to hurt.

"How are you today?" He asked nicely "I'm great ... it's a beautiful day" "I agree with you" "and how are you Mr.?" The elevator finally comes "Sampson Jonah Sampson and I'm great" "hmmm Jonah Sampson are you supposed to be meeting with YN today?" "Yes do you know her? How is she?" YN smiles "mixed reviews but I love her" "oh okay so what's your name?" "YN" they shared a laugh "what's the Likelyhood of this happening" "very slim you're early and I'm late" "we'll I'm excited to meet you... ladies first" "thank you ... I'll just talk to you now since you're here my office is this way" YN slides her Id across the scanner to get into the back where her office was.

She placed her things down "feel free to sit down you can shut the door if you're comfortable" YN says and sits behind her desk

Jonah shuts the door sitting down. "So what brings you in today?" YN asks

"I think you're the perfect person to help me with this .... I have a small start up company and I've seen the events you do for your company I know this isn't really your job but I know you do it on a budget I would like to partner with you guys" "you want me to plan an event?"

"Respectfully" YN laughed "what do I get out of this?" "We have referrals that we'll bring to your company... on a consistent basis you guys can be our go to HR department since we'll be outsourcing for our HR and we'll pay you" "I'm hybrid so I'm not here all the time ... and I'll be helping not doing the whole thing by myself" "that's fine we need your connections and your expertise" "is it just you? Or?" "I have a partner in my firm named Lorenzo"

"Lorenzo ... okay interesting." She says softly "sorry I didn't hear you" "nothing I was thinking out loud but yeah this sounds fine we can do a contract and set everything up between companies however, funneling your people over here for Human Resources is above my pay grade but I can talk to my boss and let you know ... once I get the okay I'll hit you back" "okay great thank you for your time" "thank you as well nice to meet you" "you too .... See you later... you can stop at the front desk to make our next appointment or I'll call you I still have your card" sounds like a plan" he walks out of the office "open or shut?" He asked "shut please thank you!"

It was 9:25 In the morning and she had already started and finished her first meeting of the day. Her assistant knocks on the door coming in smiling. "Who was that fine man you were talking to" "the guy that just left?" "Uh yeah how many fine dudes you talk to this morning" YN laughed "he was fine?" "Uh yes .... You can look you just can't buy" "I honestly didn't notice he was cute it's so early but he's a possible partner so I'll have to talk to Lisa and Alicia sometime today."

"They're both in their office now I can shoot them a email and ask if you can speak with them soon" "okay that's fine .... What else is on the agenda" "well That depends .... Are you in the office all week?" ".... Except Friday I'm off" "welllll you know they're doing the anniversary party Thursday night at the Marriott dress nicely we're all putting in at least 10 dollars to give Alicia a wine basket" "just the company?" "And partners"

"okay what else?" "Today you have client meetings at 12 and one at 2 ... 12 o clock is a new client. Team meeting is 10:30. Tomorrow is Ashley's surprise so—" YN cuts her off "what surprise" "Liam is purposing" "at work?" YN makes a stank face "fix ya face yes at work apparently this is her favorite place to be" "that's sad ... but anyway" "anyway we're holding up signs for that so I'll just get you when he's ready... you have three client meetings tomorrow at 12,2 and 4 Wednesday you're gonna meet with Mr.Sampson and his partner if Lisa and Alicia give you the green light and I'll move your Friday schedule up to Thursday so once I get to all those people and then hit me back I'll let you know more about Thursday" "thank you Leslie ... especially for holding it down while I been traveling"

"and how has that been" "it's been great" "when you going back to Boston" "it'll be a little while.... I'm focusing here" "why?" "Because I'm a busy woman" "and?" "He's busy too" YN pouts "yeah that sounds right" "bye go do some work instead of messing with me" "I'll let you know when Alicia and/or Lisa email me back" "okay thank youuu" "mhm you're welcome" she leaves shutting YN door.

She glanced at her phone sighing then she picks it up FaceTiming Jayson. He answers pretty fast.

"Goodmorning beautiful" "Goodmorning handsome" "you working hard?" "Hmmm not really ... just wanted to check in on you I missed you" " I miss you too .... I'm thinking about coming there when we have our last road trip game" "don't threaten me with a good time" she smiled "I do miss you ..... all of you" "oh you in drought huh?" "You better be too..." Jayson smiled "of course don't do that" "you said it like it was only me" "mhm how has Deuce been doing on the road trip?" "Good honestly just rolling with the team you know it's his favorite thing to do" "it's good they had a break from school at the same time .... So he can turn up with you" "yeah I'm thankful for my mom coming along" "yeah I know it can be tiring" "definitely but it's been going good so I can't complain"

*knock knock*

"You can go now YN"

Thank you Leslie

"Well baby that was my que .... Call me later? I love you" "I love you too I'll call when I have time" "okay bye" "bye"

YN stands up she gets the sharpest in her side it makes her almost fall over. She clearly made a noise cause Leslie came in "are you okay?" "Yeah ,.. I just got the craziest pain in my back... I think I'm fine now"

"okay I'll walk with you to Lisa office" "thank you girl... shit almost took me out" "what you think it was?" "Idk it was worse than a period cramp though... I been getting them a lot" "girl I need you to pay attention to your body" "after this meeting... I'll head to urgent care" "okay bet let me know if you need me to drive" YN knocks on the door "come on in YN!" Leslie laughed shaking her head as YN walks into the office

"Hi ladies I just wanted to run something by you really quick" "okay" "um so I've been propresitioned to help with planning a party for a company in return they will began to outsource their Hr issues here. I would also like first priority for the cases" YN winces after every word taking deep breaths "sounds good to me what type of company" "a small start up construction company" "oh great yeah you can reach out and tell them you've been approved"

"Well okay thank you when do you need it in writing?" "you're welcome just have the contracts done before you start any work.... Anything else? What's wrong?" "I need to go to urgent care my side is hurting" "yes go now why are you here" "it didn't get bad until I was already here." "Go now and keep me updated" "of course" "and have Leslie drive you if you're having issues" "I'll Uber and bring my laptop" "take care of yourself YN" "I am ... I have things to do too though but yes I'm going now"

She laughs slighty walking to Leslie while going into the Uber app requesting a ride "can you call Jonah Sampson and tell him we've been approved we can start looking at contracts this week and then if anyone else has meeting with me tell them to log into teams ... I'm going to urgent care now" "okay but keep us updated ... let me know what's going on" " I will" YN scurries off getting into the Uber as she's rushed to urgent care. Thankfully it isn't packed and they were moving fast.

Within a hour she was in the back she told the doctor her symptoms they did a few exams and then the doctor was back in her face .

"We're going to have to admit you to the hospital your appendix is inflamed it's gonna have to come out" "um what!!" "I'm shocked you've been walking around it's definitely time to put the work down ... call the people you need to call we're scheduling your surgery for tonight it's very routine you'll be fine" "okay ... I um okay" YN immediately calls her mom and her close friends and then she calls Leslie so she could alert the people who needed to know at work.

She wanted to tell Jayson but she was gonna wait until he called her she didn't want him stressed. After she got moved into her private room at the hospital she dozed off. She woke up to her door opening and much to her surprise it was Jayson.

"Am I hallucinating? What type of medicine did they give me?" He kissed her forehead. "No hallucinations I'm here baby" "who called you?" "Leslie" "remind me to fire her" "she looking out for you ... if you would've had surgery without telling me ... we would have a big issue"

"I was waiting for you to call I didn't wanna text you and have you stressed or have you rush here ... exactly like you did" "why not?" "You we're working" "being there for you is way more important stop playing ... I'm not gonna argue with you like this" he kisses her lips again "thank you for coming baby... I'm so glad you're here" "so tell me what's up.. what you having surgery on?" "My appendix..." "how long you been in pain?" "I thought it was my period honestly .... But that came and gone and I was still in pain I wanted to ignore it" "damn I know you were hurting real bad bae..." "yeah... but I'm glad you're here... again I missed you" "I wish I didn't have to see you in a hospital bed ... you don't have to get sick for me to come see you" he joked "kiss me" he kisses her lips slowly the door opens again and it's her mother.

"You don't look sick to me" YN eyes got wide "ma what are you doing here" "you're having surgery ... and you think I wasn't coming?" "Uh ... well Jayson this is my mama ... ma this is Jayson"

"Pleasure to meet you" he walked over to her extending his hand "under these circumstances?" "Of course not. I didn't mean in that way" Jayson became flustered YN rolled her eyes "ma ... stop" "hi Jayson" her mom says walking over

"So what's wrong with the baby?" "My appendix.... They're taking it out tonight" "well.... I'll be here with you all night" "... it's not necessary ma it's so routine I'll only be here for two days at the most" "I'm not leaving.... It's a bathroom in here?" "Not this door but the next one" YN says pointing "okay I'll be back" "I guess you're in good hands" Jayson says holding her foot "yes" "you want me to leave?" "I want you to stay.... But I understand if you wanna go" he walks back over kissing her forehead

"yeah I'll stay" "when you gotta go?" "I'll at least be here today and tomorrow... after that I don't know yet" "i should be back home by then" "that might be when you need me most" "If they put me out that means I'm good" "yeah... I just don't like the thought of you being home by yourself recovering .... Maybe when I'm not there Melo can check in make sure you good?" YN mom came out of the bathroom

"So Jayson when did you get here?" "Not too long before you ... got on a plane and came straight to her" "how long you staying?" "That's actually what we were trying to figure out .... Are you staying long enough for when she's home?" "I'll stay about a week" "oh okay... so after you leave I'll come back and make sure she good" "anybody wanna ask what I want?" "Nope" they said at the same time cause them both to laugh YN rolled her eyes "ha ha ha" YN says sarcastically

"tell Me what you want" Jayson says walking back over to her. "I just wanted to ask you something" "hm?" "You're gonna stay until after my surgery right?" "Of course why wouldn't I?" "You busy..." "mhm and my girl getting surgery" she smiled "okay Jayson" "what? Does that not sound silly? I don't care how busy I am when you need me I'm there" "I love you...." "I love you more.... Let me go call who I need to call and I'll be right back... want some food?" "I can't eat before surgery 😭" "damn" "you can eat bae" "not up here?" "Up to you...I'll be fine if you come back ... promise" "okay Bae I'll be back soon did you want anything Mrs.Ymn" "No Jay I'm good"

After Jayson walked out of the room YN's mom walk Over. "I guess he alright" YN laughed "just say you like him" "I said he's alright"

YN smiled

*two days later

YN was home recovering nicely. She still felt sore but was up and moving around and working from her bed. Her mom was still there helping with small things. Jayson left early this morning so he could make it to his next game.

She still hadn't told him about Melo because everything had been a world wind. However Lamelo did pop up but just to leave flowers he didn't come in. She sighed yeah the friendship was clearly over it sucked but she gets it. Why hurt him even more? Cause she's not losing Jayson.

After a week or so her mom left and she was back up and moving around normally Jayson couldn't come for another two days but she felt like he was trying his hardest to get back so she understood. She did tell him she wanted to tell him something but it's absolutely nothing to worry about and she just wanted to talk it over in person. He could read her tone so he agreed.

Right now though she was heading out to get a few things at Target. Small items deodorant toothpaste those things. When she opened her door she was instantly met with Lamelo. "I swear I was about to knock" he says quickly "you wanna come in?" "Can I?" "Yeah... come on" she moves letting him walk in "if I'm being honest I was contemplating.... Nice to see you up and moving around" "yeah I'm pretty much back to normal ... just short an organ" she tried to make a joke so he slightly laughed "um so what was the surgery?" "My appendix" "oh well I'm glad you good" "thank you" "so um I been thinking and at this point it's two weeks Damn near.... Um I can't do this anymore .... I'm with other women I'm thinking about you and you .... well I get it I understand I tried to play the cocky role cause you like that hoping you would come back to me but when that didn't work I really was just like .... Damn so I guess what I'm trying to say is until I can Fr get over you we shouldn't have any contact"

"let me just... cause on one hand I get it but on the other... you wasn't in love with me or in like with me until I got in a relationship Melo" "that's not all the way true" "how is it not? Until you had to fight for me you wasn't caring .... But you know what I get it take all the time you need it's been real I got shit to do" "so what?" "I won't contact you Melo" "just like that?" "What you want me to do?" "I don't know what I be expecting from you dead ass" "Me Either!!" "Alright... Jayson wins" YN rolled her eyes

"I'm not some trophy and until you realize that you won't get over me.... That's your real problem you're trying to compete when their is no competition that's my man period" "hmm alright" he walks pass her and then stops turning around "bye YN" she glances over her shoulder "bye Melo" she waits to hear his footsteps and the door open and close before she sat down. She slowly began crying. Her phone began ringing and she realized it was Jayson she didn't know when she would talk to him again so she tried to fix herself and then answer. "Fuck fuck fuck" she says softly

"Heyyyy bab—- what's wrong?" He said "it's about what we need to talk about I just ... ughh I'm so dumb" "let's talk now" "no cause you're gonna get mad and I need to hold you" he smiled "I'll respect that but can you please stop crying?" "Yes of course ... it's stupid anyway" "your feelings not stupid bae" "how was your day" "real good .... I'll be on flight to see you in about four hours" "that makes me feel wayyyy better" "you been up and moving around?" "Yeah I was about to head to target... just gotta get myself together again"

"while you there get me some t shirts and boxers" YN laughed "regular t shirts? Or like under shirts? Or like graphic tees?" "Uh like a black one and a white one" "for any special reason?" "No just need some extra" "oh okay cause you know I'll wash your clothes if you're running low on outfits" "yes I know bae...and I thank you" "mhm always ... that's how you know I love you" "I fucked around and learned how to cook some quesadillas so I wanna fix you those tonight ... how that sound?" She smiled "really good bae"

"I'll cook ... we can talk and makeup...you cleared for sex?" "Sadly no... I have to go back in in tomorrow and he'll let me know then... but it could be like two more weeks" "mmm damn baby... really a drought for us" "you still wanna come?" She pouts "Bae of course I'm coming" "good... I miss you" "just because we have a lot of sex doesn't mean we're only sex... we really in this thing .... I really love you .... Okay?" "Okay" YN hears the door open and it's Brandy and Deuce

"need me to go?" She said softly "wait a second" Deuce comes over talking a mile a minute "I want you to talk to someone real quick this is daddy's special friend Mrs.YN" "Hi Mrs.YN" " Hi Deuce how are you?" She almost wanted to cry even though it was over the phone it was still big. "I'm good how are you" "I'm good too" "hey YN" Brandy said "YN is daddy's special friend" Deuce says to Brandy causing everyone to laugh "hi Mrs.Brandy I hope you're good today" "I'll see you later beautiful ... let me get everything ready so I can see you tonight... I love you" "I love you too" she hangs up taking deep breaths she goes to Melos number deleting the contact and blocking him on social media. Then she gathers herself heading to target.

*four hours later

Jayson had already texted saying he was down the street so she was waiting patiently at the door. When he appeared in front of her she nearly cried.

"I know that's not no tears?" "I missed you soooooooooo damn much" he kisses her lips "promise I missed you more" she takes his hand placing it in her panties. "Oh fuck" he groaned "you know I can't do anything about this..." he slides his fingers inside her and then quickly pulls them out tasting her. "Yes I know hopefully I'm cleared tomorrow" she smiles pulling him in the house fully.

"Yeah but don't rush healing ... over some sex I'll always be here" they began walking to the couch but he remains standing she sits down in front of him smiling "always?" "Mhm which leads me into this talk ... I been stressing about what you had to say especially since you was crying earlier ... so do me a favor and just say it straight up" YN bits her lip sighing

" Melo says he's in love with me....And wants to be with me he also men—" Jayson laughs cutting her off "ima handle this" "what does that mean?" "Exactly what I said ... anything else we need to talk about?" "I was hoping you would elaborate" she said timidly

"bae I told you ... I been telling you so I don't know how to make it anymore plain" she stands up pulling him into a hug "I told him we couldn't be friends anymore until he gets himself together I told him I love you and I only wanna be with you ... I was brutally honest. I only told you because I didn't want any secrets with us... it wasn't to be messy or start anything between you and him" Jayson sighs kissing her forehead "the beef started the moment he came over here telling you that shit .... But okay thank you for letting me know" "I love you" "I love you too"