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arsenalgbt · 8 days ago

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Aaron and David are really interesting to me but not as a sexy porny couple. I feel like their potential for heart-breaking angst is untapped by evil people like me who would giggle while writing it. I had this asking explaining it all written out but my laptop died and I lost it so now I have to try recreate the magic of it. I see them having very slow and sensual love making scenes to contrast the anger and the hurt and the emotion that exists between them. Aaron feels like David has taken something from him and being mad at Mikel isn't smart because Aaron needs Mikel to be impressed by him and part of that includes his character and how Mikel seems him so he smiles and gets on with things while secretly loathing David. Slowly but surely faking positive feelings turns into him having such feelings for David. They view their thing very differently though, David feels like Aaron has made his transition to Arsenal easier and that Aaron is the reason Arsenal feels like home. Aaron harbours resentment towards David and hates that when he fucks him that he's giving so much pleasure the man that stole his pleasure from him by taking his spot on the team. David signs his contract for a permanent move thinking that Aaron is happy to be a number 2 as long as he's number 2 to him. Aaron tells his agent to get him a club, any club, after he fucks David to celebrate his contract. David thinks it's a welcome fuck, it's a goodbye fuck. David learns about the Southampton move from social media. David is now at Arsenal, throwing himself into work and avoiding getting too close to anyone to avoid getting hurt again. Aaron has what he thought he wanted, no loss on the field even comes close to the pain of letting himself lose David though - 💙🤍KT anon

ASJJDSAJKFKJSDFLA AJSFKASJDFKASJDFAKSFDJKA AJKSFJKDASJKFKJAKJ yeah this is exactly what I'm talking about. ofc, angst with a sprinkle of porn as per!!!!!!! so perfect.

being mad at Mikel isn't smart because Aaron needs Mikel to be impressed by him and part of that includes his character and how Mikel seems him so he smiles and gets on with things while secretly loathing David. Slowly but surely faking positive feelings turns into him having such feelings for David. They view their thing very differently though, David feels like Aaron has made his transition to Arsenal easier and that Aaron is the reason Arsenal feels like home. Aaron harbours resentment towards David David signs his contract for a permanent move thinking that Aaron is happy to be a number 2 as long as he's number 2 to him.

fuck yeah THAT is so poetic. so cruel. so naive. Aaron has to leave for the story to work. by leaving, he gets to experience the void. by leaving, not only does he get his petty revenge, but also a surprise heartbreak. I'm hearing Aaron is actually injured right now? that's a recipe of disaster. David drives down south to be with Aaron on his day off, in his head, in his defence, he's 'helping' Aaron with his training to recover from his injury. Aaron doesn't actually spat at him when David shows up on his front door - the rebound sex is earth shattering though, they make it work with Aaron's injury (David riding him cough). exactly. EXACTLYYYYYYYY

or we can always leave it at that. at Aaron leaving. at David finding out the done deal the here we go from the media. damn.............. the angstification of such a niche ship with approximately 3 passengers............................ thank you for this. amazing!!!!!

PS. LISTEN IT'S TE SECOND TIME UR WRITING SOMETHING EPIC AND EITHER UR LAPTOP/PHONE/TUMBLR ATE THEM LMAOOOOOOOOOOO MAY I SUGGEST A RISK PREVENTION ACTION??????? maybe write it first somewhere safe............. always cmd a + cmd c no matter what........ please I can't............ I need................ I'm so serious...

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arsenalgbt · 9 days ago

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Do we think any part of kai enjoys the sex with people like producers and whoever he needs to let fuck him in any way? I imagine there's some part of him that revels in it, knowing sex with him comes at a price they are willing to pay. Part of him always feels empty afterwards though, especially when he's fucked bare and they smear his insides with their cum. That was something he used to reserve for people he was in a relationship with but now anyone can do it. Anyone can have his hole for the right price- 💙🤍 kt anon

see that is conflicting (to me as an RPF enjoyer lol). surely letting strangers cum in him bare is a fast track one way to the morgue yo ajsjnfajsfjaj.

definitely takes a toll on him; alas, look where he is now. walking the runways, not as the opening (?) model yet, but he KNOWS next year he will open for smaller houses and he will build from there.

he still lives in a shoebox flat, but it's in London. gets invited to places. screenings. can wear his femme clothing to his heart's extent, gets gifted pretty clothes 24/7 lolllllll

#je suis #kt anon iktr #supermodel au

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arsenalgbt · 10 days ago

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Sleazy producer absolutely knows there's something between kai and Dec. He toys with kai and when he refuses, sleazy producer (who I wish was not Todd Boehly in my head now) reveals to Dec in some way what's been going on but framing it as Kai using him rather than the other way around. Thoughts are being thought here - 💙🤍 kt anon

TEDD BOEHLY SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!! I SEE THE VISION THO oh wow

reveals to Dec in some way what's been going on but framing it as Kai using him rather than the other way around.

oh shit and the plot thickens yo............... fuck yeah!! wait tho;

(rather than the other way around = kai using THE PRODUCER you mean? or??? sorry it's Friday brain is not braining...)

#je suis #kt anon iktr #supermodel au

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arsenalgbt · 10 days ago

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That picture. Dec decides kai should be shinier, he's covered in oil but he's not glistening like Dec wants. Dec rubs the oil on him. Its cute kai is ticklish. Someone tells Dec they have people to do that, Dec says he wants to do it. The sleazy guy Kai tends to, likes the baby oil and the smell of it on him. Kai wonders if Dec enjoyed feeling him up - 💙🤍 kt anon

Its cute kai is ticklish. Someone tells Dec they have people to do that, Dec says he wants to do it.

the producer also sees this interaction and kinda maybe uses it to his advantage later when kai tends to him KJAJSJFKSJKFA

dec 100% enjoys feeling him up, BUT dec adds 'mate' at the end of his flirty bs LMAO

p.s. I just found out what femme mean. there's no pussy, but kai enjoys and likes and wears and acts feminine. your idea of kai mulling over whether dec only into that femme side of him and not his oversized hoodie and baggy jeans streetwear >>>>>>>>

#je suis #kt anon iktr #supermodel au

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arsenalgbt · 15 days ago

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Supermodel au being so interwoven with femme!kai is so fun. Has me thinking about how kai would definitely have a self conscious moment that Dec would only be attracted to him in that sort of fashion rather than his usual street clothes. There's so much in this - 💙🤍 kt anon

DHDJDJDGDHSHSKFHDHDJSH DHSJSKSJDHDUDJDJDJKDDKSK DHDJKSDKJDDJJDKDDJ

deffo adding THIS hc should i ever write supermodel slash femme!kai au……………….. our fair lady in street clothes………. insecurity……….

#je suis #supermodel au #kt anon iktr

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arsenalgbt · 16 days ago

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Yes highlight is the glittery thing, I just imagine his face being so emphasised by just a little bit of make up. Also femme kai is absolutely a lady not a skank but I will say at some point a hot pink jeweled butt plug is used, little tacky but he makes it work - 💙🤍 kt anon

look at his eyebrows yooooooo. mascara is a must. i can get behind lipgloss and highlighter is actually so pretty (actually seen some for my research for supermodel au!!!!)

A LADY NOT A SKANK I CRIED

pink jewelled butt plug u see in my HC, ben and gabby j and martin are the pink girlies. kai specifically looks stunning in blue or green in my head fjfjfjjdsl but yeah. bejewelled secks toys for our fair lady………..

#kt anon iktr #je suis

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arsenalgbt · 16 days ago

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Blasting Britney Spears and having a pamper night and now all I can thinking about is Kai readying himself to be ploughed. I'm talking shaving himself bare like Dec likes, slathering himself in body butter, small hint of makeup (gloss, mascara and faint highlight) and just getting absolute princess treatment. I have a bottle of red and I want to work on a fic tonight, probably won't be this but might get it in your inbox- 💙🤍 kt anon

mate is highlight the glittery powder on your cheeks? mate imagine them on kai’s slay cheekbones………… mate… femme kai 2025 y/y?

aight waiting for ANY fic tbh let’s go!!!!!

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arsenalgbt · 16 days ago

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Tumblr should let me use photos on anon and it's rude that it doesn't because there is A KAI AND JURRIEN PICTURE (11TH IN THE DECK) AND A PIC OF DEC BY HIMSELF LOOKING SEMI-YEARNY (15TH IN THE DECK) THAT UOU NEED TO SEE ON INSTAGRAM. The way Jurrien is handling Kai, oh my god.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DDhhmyRN7kE/?img_index=10&igsh=MTVzeGpwejVkM3kzeg==

-💙🤍 kt anon

god is real................................

god is real.................. my agenda... this colour on them.................... jurrien the team's comfort alpha fr fr always... im just gon say it again and again the pregnancy glows..............

#fic material #kai havertz #jurrien timber #je suis #kt anon iktr

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arsenalgbt · 20 days ago

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Supermodel au might own my brain. Last thought of the day - Kai getting booked to do a sexy shoot. Ben isn't in the mood for model drama and hisses at kai to channel the energy he uses when he's sleeping with people to get through it when he senses Kai's nerves. This does not help. Ben meant people kai actually liked and wanted to pursue, all kai could think about were the people who'd used him. Willo's also on this shoot, be friendly to Kai and walking past Ben in his underwear as often as possible. Kai can't do it. He's strange looking, he's not. Enough people have told him. He's texting Declan about feeling ridiculous, Declan asks to see the get up and kai agrees to send a pic. He takes a bad mirror picture that's just his body and not his head, he's good at those kind of shots (he did after all have a fling with a married man who really liked such photos so he has practice). He thinks Dec will agree that he looks ridiculous or at least try and talk him up. He doesn't expect to Declan to respond with something that basically alludes to the fact he plans on wanking over the pics of kai in the magazine when they come out - 💙🤍 kt anon

EYE KNO U HAVE MORE HIT ME WITH IT I can't do this I can't stop thinking about supermodel au lolllllllll I needed this last week, I need this TODAY. now.

He takes a bad mirror picture that's just his body and not his head, he's good at those kind of shots (he did after all have a fling with a married man who really liked such photos so he has practice).

EYE KNO U WON'T LET ME DOWN. married man in question; toni rudiger I said what I said ajjgkaslksaldfla

Ben meant people kai actually liked and wanted to pursue, all kai could think about were the people who'd used him.

goddamn dude the layers. the fucking layers. the characterisations..... and deccie be saying anything on the phone huh? we support him railing the supermodel's ass!!!

#fic material #je suis #supermodel au #deckai #kt anon iktr

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arsenalgbt · 5 months ago

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Stripper Ben. Yes. Oh god yes. Think about it vain pretty boy finds himself alone in London and ends up working at a club where he can feel alive on stage and is a popular choice for private dances. There's the Scottish lad who downs three whiskeys before ever tipping him, the Norwegian who sits in the corner like a gazelle with his English boyfriend who always tips Ben extra to grind on the blonde, there's the English guy whose accent seems to take on a slightly Irish tang when he gets properly drunk who loves showing off. Stripping isn't about the sexiness or attention for Ben, well it is but it's also about making people feel good and at the end of each night he let's the bartender Kalvin make him feel good. Ben never sleeps with any of the regulars, some try but Ben isn't some whore. One morning, he wakes up with a killer headache and feels well and truly fucked, he rolls over in his bed expecting to see kalvin so he could ask him what the hell happened the previous night. Instead he sees a face younger than his and starts to remember the bachelor party that had come to the club, shots of vodka, lots of money been flashed around and tries to remember if the French lad in his bed was the best man or the groom - 💙🤍 kt anon

GRAAAAHAAHHAHSJFHASKFDLA someone write it FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

the fugly tats are alluring regulars/newbies alike to book him

KIERAN BATTLING INTERNALISED HOME OF SEXUALISM WITH ALCOHOL

MOTHERFUCKING MARTINDALE.................................. that's so them. aaron, in my HC, is GOOD at sharing. holy shit imma be clear with you I have a draft of their threesome since early 2023 it's rotting but I think I need to revisit them...

Irish tang is that deccie lolllllll

KALVIN AS THE BARTENDER OH I SEE THE VISION. have y'all seen that dude's smile? mesmerising. he's deffo a bartender... he's deffo takes ben home esp after 'rough nights' (degrading patrons, some bar fights etc) and fucks the exhaustion out of ben's trim, hot body ayyyyyyo

CHOKING THO

CHOKING ON "IS THE FRENCH LAD IN HIS BED THE BEST MAN OR THE GROOM"

willo is the groom

idk to whom he will get married to (in my head it's to Kathrine kuhl our arsenal women player she's sooooooo pretty) so yeah. complicated af yo!

btw now where is my revenge surprise fic ajkshdfadjfal cough

#je suis #kt anon iktr

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arsenalgbt · 22 days ago

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I'm warming up to the supermodel au. Ben and Willo being the ultimate comedic release with Willo telling Ben that smoking kills and Ben just dropping some twisted stat about models getting murdered on Willo that is completely made up by Ben because he wants to shut him up and because he knows Willo won't look it up. Ben is bitchy and mean and Willo is so into it, he asks Gabi about it and Gabi said something about how Ben would get like that and then an hour later be riding his dick. Willo wants that, he just needs to figure it out. Also DECLAN SLUT SHAMING KAI IN THE AFTERMATH is something I will think about a bunch. Perfect innocent little Declan thinking he has the moral highground and Kai all teary and snotty and broken. There's potential- 💙🤍 kt anon

MATE??????????????????

Also DECLAN SLUT SHAMING KAI IN THE AFTERMATH is something I will think about a bunch. Perfect innocent little Declan thinking he has the moral highground and Kai all teary and snotty and broken.

mate ajsdjfalsfajfakj 100%!!!!!!!!! holy shit............... yeah........... wow............... I will go to bed pondering about this whole thing. best believe........................ I have no words I need this fic!!!!

#supermodel au #deckai #je suis #kt anon iktr #bennyliba ily but deckai first 25/8 this is crazy plot yo

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arsenalgbt · 22 days ago

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I was writing the latest soccer moms au chapter, torturing Leo and Kieran a little bit like I do and then because I have your post notifications on, I am treated to the sight of that smoking nsfw gif that you tagged as Kai and supermodel au and it altered my brain and I had to play with it a little bit. So I present a snippet from an au I'm not writing but would give anything to read at some point. Hear me out, Ben as the agent, Kai as the model and Dec as this gorgeous innocent little lamb who is a decent photographer but dreams of working on high fashion shoots. He's done a few lowkey shoots and met Kai at some industry event, Kai went out to smoke and Declan was out there getting fresh air. Kai asked for a light and was shocked when Declan didn't have one because didn't every model smoke. He's even more shocked when Declan laughed and explained he was a photographer. Kai was tipsy (champagne on an empty stomach was never smart) and ordered Dec to prove it by photographing him with his phone. it's silly and soft and so far removed from what Kai is used to, had he been sober he would not have been like that. He wakes up in a strangers bed the next morning with a text from Dec saying it was nice to meet him and that he hoped to work with him again and a little winky with the photos attached. Kai thinks Dec is a dork and as he looks at the photos, he thinks he's never looked better. It's the first time the photos he's going through of himself actually look like him. They start texting - they're friends - they want to fuck so bad. An opportunity arises for Kai to help Declan out and he takes it, he still wants to protect Dec though. He doesn't want Dec knowing what he did because not only does he want him to be innocent but also because he thinks Dec would be disgusted if he knew. Declan is one of those sensible types. Here's a snippet, I wrote this instead of the soccer mum's au that I was going to do. Oops

A pretty little thing.

It had always amused Kai when anyone had described him like this, Yes, he was pretty, that much he was willing to admit with the hope of not sounding vain, models like him typically were pretty. It was being described as little that almost always pulled a soft chuckle from his lips though, little just did not feel accurate just over six foot in height. Ben had rolled his eyes when Kai had told him as much, his agent had quickly pointed out his slim waist and his distinct lack of muscles in a way that was neither cruel nor kind. Ben marketed Kai as little and it was Kai's job to ensure he stayed that way.

Ben had been the first person to give him a cigarette, it was before some photoshoot with some photographer that Kai couldn't remember anymore. It was early in his career but Ben was pretty well established as someone who knew what he was doing so Kai hadn't questioned it when Ben placed a cigarette between his fingers, lit it and told him to calm the fuck down before the shoot. Kai had coughed after the first drag in an embarrassing fashion that had made Ben roll his eyes. Kai didn't eat on any of his breaks that day, he'd find Ben and ask for a cigarette instead of asking could he eat only to be told no like usual. Kai liked how smoking made him feel, proper models smoked and that's what he wanted to be. A proper model.

It had been six months since his first cigarette and he had taken to use tobacco scented products to cover the smell of smoke on his skin. He was sure the people who handled the clothes he wore hated him but Kai did not have to care about such people anymore now that he was making money. Ben had told him to leave that kind of thing to him and Kai was happy to do so, especially because he had learned about the extra duties that were often required of models like him on shoots. Duties such as getting fucked by egotistical designers, frustrated photographers, bitchy editors and in one instance that Kai still had not worked out the reasoning for, an uptight caterer. He let them do whatever they wanted to him as long as no cum got on any of the clothes he was wearing and he would reap the appropriate rewards such as getting the nicer outfit or the front coverer. He thinks Ben had him sleep with the caterer because he hadn't had the cash to pay for the cocaine the guy had brought them, Kai hadn't really been bothered enough to ask.

The man currently thrusting into him wasn't the roughest person that Kai had been fucked by in the last few months but he was the most vocal, telling Kai what a pretty little thing he was and how he was a well behaved slut with nearly every thrust. Production managers were an interesting type of person on a shoot, loving the sound of their own voice above all else, Kai knew that as he let this man with pudgy fingers and a genuinely revolting beer belly fuck him that it would be best to stay quiet. Well behaved sluts like him were supposed to be seen and not heard. It was hard not to gasp as his head face was pushed onto the desk in front of him, a prop that he was supposed to be sitting on in a silk two piece if this shoot actually went ahead the next day. The wood was cold against his cheek, the finish on it thankfully smooth "Take a drag, baby"

A cigarette was forced between his lips and Kai did as he was told, thankful for Ben forcing him to take up smoking all those months ago. Ben was a good agent, and occasionally the closest thing Kai had to a friend in the industry in the UK, he always made sure Kai was prepared for every eventuality. Kai exhaled, wishing someone was there to record it as he did so because he was aware he looked good. A small part of him wished Declan was there with his dorky grin and politeness, soaking in the scene from behind the camera lens. The man fucking him came a few minutes later after some more overly dramatic thrusting and Kai frowned when he was ordered to pull up his trousers. He hated the ones that didn't ensure he also finished, especially when they had made such a big deal to ensure his insiders were smeared with their cum.

"So, do we have a deal?" Kai asked, his trousers buttoned and his hand instinctively reaching for the cigarette that the man had lit and forced him to take a drag of as he had fucked him. It was almost down to the butt but Kai was grateful to be offered another drag. When it came to trading sex for something, Ben was the one who always did the negotiations and was probably going to pass out when he found out that Kai had worked on his own initiative to hatch this particular deal. The drag of the cigarette grounded him, reminded him to make sure he got his reward before he left. He'd probably wank in the shower as soon as he got home, he'd earned a realease.

"This boy of yours, he's good?"

"He'll do the job" Kai replied, voice firm like Ben's would be. The implication that Declan was his boy made his heart flutter in a way that he did not want to think about for too long. Declan was his friend, Kai was doing him a favour. There was nothing else to it "He's the type to show up early and stay late, he'll get the photos we need"

"I don't like taking chances on unknowns" the man replied and Kai felt a cold chill run down his spine. He should have gotten Ben involved, he should have known that he was not able for pulling something like this off on his own. He was a pretty little thing, not a brainy type "Will he be happy to show me why I should?"

Kai knew that the man wasn't talking about Declan arriving with his portfolio, the man wanted access to one of Declan's holes and the thought of Declan in that way filled Kai with a range of emotions from anger to jealousy to arousal. Kai had to ensure that Declan wasn't going to be used in that way and had a sneaking feeling that reminding the man he was was facing that without Declan the shoot wouldn't go ahead at all after the original photographer and the back up photographer had both pulled out. Declan was their only hope but Kai was not prepared for him to be tainted by the industry yet. His loss of innocence should be the blood on someone else's hands, Kai couldn't be the cause of it the same way that Ben had caused his "He won't be happy to do so but I'll happily remind you why it was a good idea tomorrow, however you'd like me to"

-💙🤍kt anon

GENUINELY

everything about this one. every single word. the weaved sentences. every single one. this is officially my most favouritest writing of yours no cap no lie 100% this is it. numero uno. Jesus Christ. it's so perfect to a T.

how the cig started everything. his meeting with dec. ben using one to 'help' his FIRST photoshoot nerves. fuck yo.

in my supermodel au, aside from dec being an arsenal player, I also had an idea of him being a photographer BUT thought eh, it's been done too many times BUT A ROOKIE PHOTOGRAPHER? literally started from the bottom photographer dec who is sweet and doesn't smoke........................ FUCK YEAH MATE

everything . I mean it. every single thing.

kai has only been in the industry for less than a year? 6 months? truly sleeping his ways to the top and we are here for it. the modelling industry is no joke.

SOCIAL MEDIA. in my head obv as a supermodel, kai doesn't use social media. had an old one before his career took off tho, and perhaps rivals/haters will dig it up and idk, there's one of him and an ex (jurrien cough or someone else jona tah or maybe allegedly married man toni rudiger ya feel me) AAAAAAAAH

genuinelyyy yours is so perfect yo I am tempted to write but idk man. it's too perfect. don't want to taint it with my writing. maybe an AU of my AU's snippet written by yours AU? LMAO I have a big dando project I need to catch up before the end of the year and the omega prince kai ajshfkasdfjah

and unforch I know, you know, we all know you have life (which is great don't be like me) and are not a fast writer AJKSJFJASKFLKAJK not a dig just a fact 😭 and goddamn this snippet is too delicious to pass BUT AJSJHFJKAJKDFAJKL

that gif is crazy isn't it. that's literally kai. the eyebrows sultry eyes nose lips the face.............

AND HOW COULD I FORGET; ben marketing him as 'little'. his slim waist. no muscles definition.................. waif kai............ who, depending on the angle, can look pretty, handsome, strange, but still; alluring............... GOD (and me being me, obv I WANT willo as a fellow supermodel who annoys ben every time he and kai are walking the same runways / in a photoshoot BUT unforch, willo's bff, arsenal player Gabriel magalhaes, was ben's actual ex boyfriend lol)

#supermodel au #deckai #fic material #je suis #kt anon iktr #guys fr read this and talk to me!!!!

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