#JUST KIDING AGAIN

[eebie]

[slasher-key]

Stitch These Wounds

Pairing: Rory x Actress Reader 

Warnings: Some bad words, A little blood 

You’re on the set of scream 4 doing a chase scene. When a little accident happens, with the man who plays Ghostface. 

I know they usually use stunt doubles for Ghostface, but I wanted to write about Rory.

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I’m siting on set with Hayden waiting for them to call me for my scene. I have this queasy feeling in my stomach, while I wait.

“You okay y/n?” Hayden asks looking a little worried. Shit she caught me. “Yeah I’m fine, it’s just, I’m really nervous about this scene.” I reply in a low tone.

“And why is that? We’ve been filming for months now” She asks confusion in her eyes. “ I know but, it’s a scene with, you know who.” I reply whispering and taking a look around to see if anyone was listening. “ARE YOU FUCKING KIDING ME Y/N ALL OF THIS IS ABOUT RORY?” She blurts out “shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, bitch are you crazy what if someone hears you, and yes this is all about Rory.” I  reply throwing my hand over her mouth and looking around again.

“Why don’t you just ask him out already?” She asks, taking my hand off her face. I was about reply when I hear my name being called. It was time and I was fucking terrified. Yeah, he was gonna have a mask on, but just knowing it’s him under that mask was enough for me to die.

I make my way to the stage that we were filming on. As I’m walking towards the entrance I feel a little tap on my shoulder. I turn to see who it is. Low and fucking behold, it’s Rory, sweet, loving, kind, beautiful…. Get your shit together.

“Hey y/n, you ready to shoot this scene love?” He says adding a little fake punch to my shoulder. “Uuuuuummmm yeah, yeah I am ready, even though your character is trying to kill my character, but they’re some how in love with each other which is pretty weird I don’t know what Wes was thinking when he made that part of the story line, but I guess she doesn’t know it’s Charlie so that also does kind of make sense.” I ramble, he just giggles at me and holds the door open for me.

“You are a crazy crazy woman y/n” he says with a huge smile on his face.  I couldn’t do anything but chuckle at his response to my rambling.

We make it to Wes so we can figure out our marks and where to start. Once everything is in order we start the filming process.

We’re in the middle of the scene. I’m running down the stairs from the killer…..well Rory. We’re on the 3rd take. As I make it down the steps and run towards the kitchen I  accidentally run into the corner of the wall, but I just keep going. We finish the scene and Wes yells cut.

“That was amazing y/n” Rory says taking his mask off, and helping me off the floor. “Thanks Rory” I reply.

As we walk up to Wes and the crew to look at the shot, I hear Rory gasp. “Holy Fuck Y/n, your arm.” He says with a concerned look on his face “what?” I ask confused. I look at the back of my forearm and see a long cut, and blood spilling down my arm. I must not have notice because of all the adrenaline pumping during the scene. “Oh shit” I say watching the blood run down my arm.

“Hey Rory can you walk her to infirmary for me you guys can look at the shot later?” Wes asks. “Of course” Rory replies.

We walk to the infirmary, and tell the nurse what happened. She looks at the cut, and cleans my arm off a bit and tells me I need stitches. As she is getting everything together so she can stitch me up. I see Rory still standing at the door.

“You know you don’t have to stay right?” I say “ yeah I know, but I don’t want to leave” he replied, smirking “you might need to hold my hand while you get stitched up” he adds.

“Yeah maybe” I say laughing at his mocking tone. Our laughing dies down and the silence is loud I couldn’t take “well what are you waiting for, get over here and hold my hand.” I said holding my hand out to him.

He walks over and grabs my hand as he sit next to me. “Don’t cry I will make fun of you for it.” He says chuckling.

The nurse finally come back starts the stitching process. It hurt like a bitch but I wasn’t gonna be a pussy in front of Rory. I couldn’t embarrass myself in front of him. So I bit my lip and got through it.

After I was stitched up and bandaged. Rory offered to walk me back to my trailer. Obviously I said yes, who wouldn’t? “Thanks for staying with me Rory” I say “you don’t have to thank me for that, anyone would’ve done the same.” He replies

“Well you’re not just anyone to me” I say with my head down trying my hardest not to make eye contact with the blue eyed boy in front of me. “What do you mean by that y/n?” Rory asks, his cheeks starting to flush red.

Okay bitch you can do this just tell him, the worst he can say is no. “I mean I really like you Rory, you’re and amazing guy and I was wondering if you’d like to go out with me sometime?” I say, with my eyes on the ground. “Y/n I would want nothing more than to go out with you.” He says. I couldn’t help myself, I pull him into the tightest most loving hug I could.

We pull away and stare at each other in silence for a few seconds until he interrupts it. “So how about tomorrow night?” He asks “Tomorrow night is great Rory” I reply with a huge smile plastered on my face. “Cool I’ll see you later then?” He says, giving me a small kiss on the cheek, and walking away. Leaving me to do my victory dance in my trailer.

[khihi]

I MISS JERE I MISS KÄ FANDOM (we're resting ik)

I MISS HIM SO MUCH TOO!!! 😭 don't worry, we're gonna be overwhelmed with his stupid face in may – böle will happen, allas sea pool, ruisrock...

in the mean time, hey, our gremlin's been pretty damn busy this year despite his "social media break" and gig break – we've had his thailand and ski/hockey holidays, he's joined alessandra on stage, he gave us rouska and the mv, won five awards, performed orchestral ccc in a GOWN, and this month he won the first goal for Kidings Me and tagged along with that one slovenian band (you know the one)

...still, can't wait for the gigs to start again <3 just gotta stay strong and survive april!!

[mel-13-29]

vada cavell x reader

Talk of shooting I slight smut discretion is advised

~~ "Are you fucking kiding me right now?"

"I'm so sorry ..please"

You were furious. Angry didn't even cut it anymore. As you stood in the middle of the room, thankful your parents were gone, Vada sat on your bed looking lost and frightened. But somehow the anger you felt outweighed the need to comfort her. Right now she didn't deserve comfort.

"I get kissing Mia, hell I've kissed Mia," you watch Vada lower her head "But Quinton? you go behind my back and kiss Quinton?!"

"I'm-…. I'm sorry, y/n. didn't mean anything-"

"Then why do it?!" You scream and Vada flinches. Again you were to mad to care. "why would you kiss him? when you know we were dating?"

"I just wanted to feel something!" Vada finally snaped. Then she slapped a hand on her mouth with a gasp.

You felt like the wind had been knocked out of you as you swayed back slightly. brows furrowed as you processed what she had said.

"So….so you dont feel anything with me anymore?"

"No…thats not what i meant!"

You clench your fists. "thats what it sure sounded like to me."

Vada stood up, Now she was angry. Angry that you'd think such a thing about her feelings towards you. She took a step forward and you took one back, trying to keep the distance.

"You kissed another person, Two!, And you want me to believe that you still feel something for me?"

"Baby-"

"No!" you point a shaky finger at her, feeling tears sting the corners of your eyes as a lump forms in your throat. "I have't talked to you in weeks, weeks Vada, because I've been giving you space. But when i finally hear from you it's because you got caught kissing Quinton. How the Fuck do you think that makes me feel?"

Vada held her hands u, a stray piece of hair falling from her messy bun and brushing on her cheek. "It didn't mean anything and he pushed me away before it could get to deep."

"The fact that he had to push you away is what makes my stomach sick. you wanted to kiss him,"

Your voice trails off into a soft whimper at the thought as you take another step back and place a hand over your mouth so a sob couldn't escape. you look away from the girl because at the moment, you couldn't bear to see her face.

"Please just let me explain-"

You snap you're gaze up, a very heated one that causes Vada to swallow hard but didn't say anything.

Your girlfriend took thins as a sign to continue. she opened her mouth to speak but then her phone started to ring. You furrow your brows and watch as Vada pulls out her phone from her short pocket.

"It's Mia."

Your jaw clenched "Answer it.."

Vada's head snaped up and you could see she was fighting a battle. she knew if she left here she'd never see you again, but she also knew that Mia needed her She was in a hard place with only one decision to make, she answers the phone.

"Hey Mia."

Your hard twists in pain at the way her voice switched to a sweeter version of it self. One she's used on you plenty of times. you turn your head away and do your best not to watch her. The start of a panic attack could be felt, you tried to shake it of but it was no use. you deserved better.

"I kinda cant right now Mia, I'm doing damage control."

Oh, so you were damaged and needed to be controlled? thats when the doubt started to settled in. Maybe Vada didn't want you because you were to damaged. Maybe all of the weight of your past was to much for her. Maybe Mia could give her a better life, hell even Quinton he was a good gut, right?

"If it all works out then sure,"

You hear Vada say though it was distorted, Kind of like your head had been submerged under water.

Vada hangs up the phone call only to toss her phone behind her on the floor. That's when she looked up and noticed how you were staring out your window, your hands were trembling.

"Y/n…"

"Do you want to be with Mia?"

Vada stares on in confusion as you slowly turn to face her, tears dripping down your cheeks. Vada knew she fucked up.

"Am I too much for you? Too much that you had to find safety in Mia and Quinton?"

"No! That's not what this is about."

"Then tell me Vada! Because I'm on the verge of a panic attack and if you don't explain to me right the fuck now why you chose to ignore me for weeks while kissing other people behind my back, I will make this decision for you." You suck in a deep shuddery breath, "and I promise, you will not like the outcome."

Vada chewed on her lower lip. You weren't normally an angry person, most of your anger would always be bottled up until it was too late and you'd burst. Well, you've built up enough anger to let that bottle shatter. And Vada knew that. But she also knew you weren't threatening to harm her, you were threatening your relationship with her. Something you've never done before, but something you've talked about. You promised Vada that if she ever cheated on you, you'd break up with her.

"After the shooting, I stopped feeling things. I was numb for a while. And I didn't want to pull you down with my negativity." Vada started, "Mia and Quinton were in the stall with me when it happened so I felt obligated to make sure they were okay. Quinton watched his brother die and it made me feel bad for him because that could have been my sister."

Your eyes soften at the thought of Amelia, the poor girl had called you a few times during Vada's weeks worth of dissociating.

"The things I did weren't me, I wasn't even present for most of it. I had clocked out and was on autopilot or some shit."

Vada was slowly taking steps towards you, and while you wanted to be far away from her, your back pressed against the wall behind you from the amount of steps you took to keep the space between her, which made you trapped. You could have walked around her but she was fast, faster than you, so she'd easily catch you.

"Mia and I kissed. And we almost went further than that but she stopped it. Told me I had a girlfriend and made me realize I wasn't being fair to you."

"Oh my god…." A hand presses over your mouth as you look away from the girl, tears falling again now that more of the truth is coming out.

"Y/n, listen to me." Vada tried again but this time you weren't having it.

"You almost fucked Mia?!"

Vada sighed and nodded her head.

"Get out…" you were seething.

"No, baby please…"

"You don't have the right to call me that! Not after what you did!"

Vada stood her ground, she wasn't about to lose you.

"I'm not leaving."

You could feel annoyance swell up in your chest. You just wanted to be alone, to process the heartache but Vada was inching towards you. The longer you stared at her, the more betrayed you felt. Could you even forgive her? You could barely stand to look at her. She was crying too but it had stopped a bit ago and now she just looked determined. She was absolutely beautiful but at the same time, you couldn't recognize her. Vada had changed and you weren't sure if you liked it or not.

"Vada, if you don't leave then I'll call my brother and have him make you leave…" you threatened.

She says nothing, just keeps stepping closer. You both hold eye contact for a moment, neither of you breathing, before your hand shoots out and grabs the phone off your desk next to you. Vada rushed forward quickly and pinned her entire body against yours, both hands gripping your wrists.

"Let me go!!" You cry out and try to get your hands free but Vada was strong, maybe too strong.

"Not until you calm down!"

"I am calm!"

The struggle lasted for a few minutes as Vada fought you for your phone, trying to take it but you managed to switch it to your other hand. Vada's face being close to yours.

"Let me go ..just let go!" You started to sob as you desperately tried to get your phone, fighting against Vada's hold. But eventually she won and tossed your phone behind her where it lay next to hers on the ground.

She then slipped her thigh up and pressed it between your legs in order to lock you, though it caused different effects as your body tingles from the sudden touch. You gasp and look down at the girl. The girl who had been your first everything. When your eyes connect with hers, you could still see the love she held for you. It made you cry harder but Vada wasn't having it. Vada wanted you. She wanted to prove that to you. So she pushed forward and kissed you.

It was like second nature to you. Vada knew her way around your mouth, knew what to touch with her tongue that would make you buckle at the knees, knew what techniques could make you succumb to her. She remembered it as clearly as you did. So when you try to push her, albeit weakly, Vada pressed her entire body closer until her thigh pressed into your core. You moan into her mouth as the anger slowly dissipates into lust, though it lay dormant at the surface.

Vada parts from your lips in order to pepper kisses along your cheek and jaw, letting you catch your breath as she thrusts up against you. Your body betrays you and you're left grinding down on her thigh.

"….let go .." you beg, and this time she does. So your hands move to grab onto the back of her shirt. The rhythm between you two was matched, you easily became in sync with her movements until you were both one unit, dry humping against your wall. You didn't care, this was the first time Vada paid any attention to you and against your better judgment, you soaked it all up like a dry sponge.

Vada was busy creating a hickey on the side of your neck while both of her hands gripped your hips to keep you from going anywhere. Your hands tugged at her shirt until it was being pulled over her head. Which left behind her sports bra and shorts. You then, with the little self control you did possess, pushed her away. Vada stumbled back with an undignified sound as the both of you stared at the other.

You panted heavily, lips swollen and neck throbbing from the mark that would take pounds of makeup to cover, as you take in Vada's form.

"If you don't fuck me like you mean it, I'll kick you out of here myself and you'll never see me again." You demand, venom lacing your voice that made Vada shiver. She grabs the front of your shirt and pulls you back to your bed. A/n sorry i could not give the full chapter cause tumblr would not let me go through the word limit mark thing but got this on Wattpad and got permission from the author so if you want part 2 with the full fic & the book ( on wattpad ) tell me A/n here the full book

[tealover27]

Volume 16-19 of toilet-bound Hanako-Kun spoilers!

I am soooooooooo done with everything. I’m not kiding because why tf did Hanako not meet baby Tsukasa. Like I would sell my first born child, sell my soul to the red house, quick an injured puppy, just to see that. like I need a reunion omg. why did nene just say we had to go to this house why didn’t she say red house? like they could’ve done this whole thing and I’m so mad.

And like I love toilet bound Hanako kun the romance is just the best thing ever and usually I HATE romance but every canon ship in there is the best thing I’ve ever seen. AAAHHHHHHH this is so upsetting and tell me why when I finish volume 19 tout a coup apparently there are 22 volumes and my local indigo is holding out on me like fuck you i need it to live.

Im on my hands and knees here for more of this and no I will not go online I’m staying loyal. This is so upsetting for the soul reason that it’s so good and do you know how many years it has taken me to get to chapter 19 because it’s not as popular in Canada 3 YEARS I just need Amane and Tsukasa to meet again or atleast let Hanako know that he’s « alive ». why couldn’t Sumare and Hakubo just stay together forever is that to much to ask for?…

Anyways make sure to like and subscribe and make x readers of this. Thank you for reading this❤️

[radiant-fanon-maker]

Bad Day

Moon: Sun. Do you really want to stay here? It'd be better to stay in the Daycare.

Sun: No! You know I don't wanna go back. They might still be there.

M: ...I know...

M: But, don't stay here too long

S: They were just so terrified..

?: Who was scared?

S: Gregory? Please.. Could you please leave me here?

M [only Sun hears them]: No. Please stay...

G: Why aren't you in the daycare? You love that place.

S: ...

G: Freddy. Can you come to me?

F: Sure, Superstar!

[Few Moments Later]

S: Freddy! Come on! Please?

...

F: You're coming to my show room..

S: NO! NO! I'M FINE ALONE!

M: Shush, Sun.

[In the room; against the curtain]

S: Grumbling

G: What happened? You're usually so giddy?

F: You usually look this sad after meeting a mean parent. Did they complain that you were too excitable again?

S: Well... It actually wasn't a parent...

G: Then it was a brat.

S: No! He was actually a very nice kid. And, I mean.. the child tried to say sorry as I left.

F: What happened, Sun?

S: It was... It was my fault, to be honest...

S: It was the end of naptime and I was waking everyone up. And th-then I yelled really loud.. Which shot a couple kids awake. And one of those kids started to sob. Which made me cry. And I tried to help them, but I just kept making it worse, I think. It's what it felt like.

S: I got scared at making it worse. So.. I ran... A couple security people are still there, hopefully watching over the kids.. But.. Yeah...

M: Sun...

G: But.. But why would a kid be scared of you like that?

F: Well, the kid must have been drowsy. So they just must hav-

S: Because I'm too scary for children...

G & F: WHAT?!

S: Come on... I'm the epitome of the uncanny valley... I'm quite creepy... You guys [Glamrocks] are cuter...

G: Are you kiding me?! You're so cool and you look awesome!

F: Like, seriously you're adorable! How could you think-?

S: SNRK!

G: well..

G: You do seem quite sad...

S: GAHAH!

S: Fredheddy Gregohorey GUHIHYS!!

S: HA HA HA HA heh heh heh

F: and this is the epitome of creepy that I have as a co-worker.

G: How unfortanate. Barely as creepy as ordered.

F: I know! Right?

[angel-shaw]

Alright! Here’s chapter 2 of Prince!Sam/Knight!Darlin!

It’s not to long but I am working on chapter theee already! I just wanted to post this real quick! I hope you enjoy!!!!!

@darlin-collins

Tank walked into the common area of the space they shared with  the other knights. It was well past dark so most of the others were sleeping by now, save those who had the night watch and slept during the day. As they made their way to their quarters someone cleared their throat, alluring Tank to their pressiense.

When they turned they saw another knight, David. They worked with David as well as grew up with him and a few others in the guard or serventry. 

“What are you still doing awake David?”

“I was going to ask you the same thing, I know you had a meeting with the royals but I also know when it ended.”

Tank took a deep breath, annoyed that David went out of his way to snoop, “Well as it's a personal matter it doesn't concern you, but seeing how stubborn you are…I went to pay Prince Samual a visit. To explain what my new job was and to try and start off on the right foot.”

“Well?” David said pushing himself off the wall he was leaning on to walk with tank back to their shared bunker space.

“Well what?”

“How'd it go? You get off on the right foot?”

“.....no…he hates me.” 

Before David could answer they reached their door and it was swung open by yet another guard.

“Oh my goshhh you guys are finally back. I was starting to wonder if you were shifted to the night watch gezzeeee,” Asher said as the two of them were tugged into the room. 

The room wasn’t huge, but it was big enough for the sleeping arrangements, Bunk beds, a couch, as well as a comfy chair and a TV. It sure wasn't home but it was nice, a lot nicer then where they used to live. 

Ash dragged the two of them over to his bunk, plopping down on it, dragging David down with him but failing to drag tank down. 

“Ash!” David scolded the still laughing asher.

Tank rolled their eyes and jumped up to climb onto their upper bunk, legs of the bed swinging slightly. Ash finally stopped laughing and David was able to sit up. 

“Soooo, how was your guys' day? I know Tank you were assigned to something, you were pulled off your post with me for what i'm guessing was a meeting with the royals.”

Tank sighed, “Ya I got assigned to babysit. King William is getting really worried about all the attacks near the town, even though none from our kingdom has been hurt yet that's most likely only because they have been lucky, or not stupid enough to not travel an unlit road at night.”

“Unlit road? I thought all the roads were lit up? After the,” Asher paused trying to figure out how to word it, “Attack, Willam, “

“King William, ash,” David interrupted.

Ash rolled his eyes but didn't stop his sentence, “made sure that all of the roads were properly lit and maintained so there was no way something like it could be gotten away with again.”

“He did but apparently he doesn't have full control of the road because it leads to that one kingdom,”

“The ones we’re at odds with because of the one creep?”

“Ya, what was his name again? Kide or something,” Ash asked after David interrupted.

“I try not to think about the creep, Code or something similar, Oh Kody thats the fucks name!” 

Tank looked pleased with themselves for figuring it out, but Kody did not come with good memories. They all still remembered the things Kody did and it still sent a flash of anger and disgust between them. The three of the plus milo had all agreed that if Kody stepped back into the kingdom without a damn good reason and one of them found him, they would leave a bit of him for the rest of them to take care of.

The three of them sat there for a few seconds in the memory of the creep until Tank continued their explanation.

“But ya, because the king is still being pissy with us because of it all he's dragging his feet with allowing lights to go up, but the second we try to do it ourselves he sends a billion complaints and very thinly veiled threats. A warning was sent out so none of our people have been hurt but travelers as well as visitors who don't know have been. If I'm being honest, if we aren't able to get the lights up soon and start to monitor it, I bet that whatever is attacking will move further and it will start attacking people in the town. I think Will th-,”

“King William.”  

“-inks that too, which is how I've come to my new baby sitting job.”

“Who are you babysitting? Not…” Ash trailed off.

“No not alexis, thank god for that, they are going to be guarding Prince Sam,” David said 

Ash sighed, “Well that's good, I haven't really talked to him but I know he's nowhere as bad as the others. Why, though? He has the protection of every knight in the castle. Why are you his personal one?”

“Because he just got permission to go out into town, you know how his parents are, even though will-,” They held up their hand to stop David from interrupting again, “King william,” They corrected, “is fine with his kids going out into town with guards, his parents are just now allowing him to go out with a guard but only if i'm his personal Knight.

Ash growned and threw his arm over his eyes, “damnn talk about annoying! That means you're probably gonna be wayyy more busy!”

“Probably. I can't believe I actually agreed to it. I should at least try to sleep or at least rest because I have to go wake him up in the morning because according to his parents if someone doesnt wake him up he doesn't wake up till after lunch.”

“Maybe he does wake and just doesn't come out till he has to,” David said as he got up from Asher's bed, “ But ya, either way we all should be getting a decent amount of rest.”

           : The next morning :

When Tank woke up to their internal alarm clock at the ass crack of dawn they knew they had some time before they had to go and wake the prince. So they decided to quickly shower and get ready for the day. Their armor wasn't a full suit, it was mostly thicker cloths that they could move fast in that provided a decent amount of protection. That's not saying they didn't have any metal on them in certain places but they could at least partially look normal if they needed. That was until they added their sword seeth and the other various weapons that they figured they needed. 

If needed they would change into heavier armor later but for now it was good enough. They made their way outside, deciding to spend their little free time training. A little before the sun rose they made their way into the castle. They know their way around the castle by now, having been working in and around it for so long, they know which staircases to go around and how to get around to certain places the fastest, even when avoiding specific halls,people, and places. 

They reach the hall and go to the prince's door. Taking a deep breath they knocked on the door, not expecting an answer quite yet but to their surprise the door is ripped open to reveal an annoyed looking prince. 

“What do you want al- Oh…it's you,” The annoyed look on the prince's face disappeared the second he saw it was them, though a different one quickly took his face over instead. 

“Good morning Prince, I wasn't expecting for you to be awake yet,” They said.

“What did my parents tell you that I'm not capable of waking myself up? Actually, don't answer that, I know the answer already. I'm guessing now that you know I'm up I'm sure your ‘orders’,” The prince held up in fingers and used finger quotes, “ are going to make you stay here anyway so come on in. I would rather you stay in my room rather than just standing outside my door.”

He moves back from the door allowing for the knight to enter his room. He closes the door behind them and walks to one of the chairs in the spaceshes room, plopping down in one of the two chairs. 

The Knight just stands there as the Prince looks at them, they both look at each other as the minutes pass, the tensen in the room could have been cut with a knife. 

Prince Sam sighed and looked away first, “I'm sorry.” 

Out of the corner of his eye he saw the shock run though the Knights body, their stance stiffening and breath hitching as they looked at him as if he told them was going to light the room on fire and jump out the window but ass nude. 

“You don't need to look so shocked. I…I know when i fuck up and ill take responsibility for it. So, i'm sorry for how i talked to you last night. It wasn't fair for me to direct my anger about the situation onto you. I'm guessing you didn't have much choice in the matter either and you're not exactly thrilled about having to babysit one of the princes. You didn't deserve how i talked to you, your just doin’ your job and i was bein’ cruel to you because of it. I'm sorry.” 

When he looked back at the Kight standing in his room their eyes were trained on the floor, seemingly trying to figure out how to respond to his apology. He wouldn't blame them for calling him an asshole and moving on but he got the sense that them being upset at him wasn't the reason for their silence and uncomfortably stiff stance. 

“I understand that me being a prince and you being a knight might mean you have to show me respect and all that,” He started, shifting his body to face them in the chair, “but me being a prince doesn't mean when i ask out of line i just get away with it, the exact opposite actually. I need to acknowledge when I make a mistake and apologize for it. You don't deserve to be uncomfortable in my presence, especially because now you are going to be in it alot. I will always acknowledge when I am wrong. I understand that coming from your perspective this can be alot, seeing as how alot of royals and people in power tend to use the power to ignore their wrong doings and push it onto the people below them. I would like to work with you, not against you. So from now on I want you to call me out on when I'm out of line.”

The Knight looked shocked, but slowly as the two of them looked at each other he could see their shoulders start to relax a little bit. 

“Thank you, Prince Sam,” They said simply.

He could tell they had more to say but were hesitant to say it. 

“Please, sit down. You don't have to stand all the time, and we aren't being watched by anyone so it doesn't matter,’’ He said, gesturing to the open seat. 

They nod hesitantly before walking over and taking a seat. 

“You can be honest, I'm not going to get upset. I want you to speak freely around me,” Sam could see how they were debating with themselves. 

“Thank you Prince Sam, you are correct. I am not used to being apologized to especially by those in higher power than me. I appreciate it,” They said, their words being chosen carefully. 

The Prince smiled and the Knight smiled back. 

The two fell back into the quiet, this time it being more comfortable. As the two sat there the prince reached for a book sitting on a small table next to the chair, and the knight started to look around the room.   

“Excuse me, Prince Sam?”

Sam looked up at the Knight, “mm? What's up?”

“I was wondering if you wanted to do anything today, I don't know about any meeting so all of today should be free. If i'm correct there is an event happening in one of the towns not too far away from the castle grounds, it might be a good way to introduce you to the towns,” They said. 

Once again the prince could see the uncertainty of their words, still nervous about talking to him. He hoped that would change soon. 

“Really? That would be amazing! Do you know what event! What kind of cloths would i need to wear! Who will be there!”

When the prince leaned forward and started questioning the Knight they were caught off guard with the sudden shift in energy. The book the prince was holding fell onto the floor as he jumped up, quickly closing the gap between him and his knight. 

“Whow whow, chill out. It's just a gathering party that the town holds. Booths get set up for sails and there are different activities to participate in. Umm, just clothes, I guess, and just the townsfolk,” They said, still put off by the sudden excitement. 

The Prince had stars in his eyes as they talked, gathering every word. 

“I would love to go! When can we!?” 

“Well we can go whenever, we should probably wait until-”

“Can we go now?!”

[starlightbooklove]

-What do you know? —Nesta gasped —. You are a half-wild beast and you have the nerve to bark orders at others all day and all night. Keep it up and one day... one day, Feyre, you won't have anyone. No one is going to care that you existed. —She left furious, and Elain ran after her, calling her to offer her support, her comfort. They slammed the bedroom door so hard that the dishes shook on their shelves.

I have so many things to Say about this shit.

Starting with, the one here with THE NERVE is miss Nesta who reacted like a freaking 8 year old kid when first, She's supose to be the older one, and second, they were trying to have an adult converstion about something really important.

Second. Bitch, if she is so unimportant and a beast as you're calling her and no one is going to remember her, then why are You eating her food? The food of a Beast? The horror. Listen I am a sensitive person, I always have been, and i know what is like to feel Bad for something they tell You Even when You don't have a Reason, but with time I have always had something called boundaries, I am not going to deny that sometimes because of stupidity I have allowed myself to be treated in an ugly way, But if they treat me like that again, then I respond, I like to get things in people's faces, because If you do it, once it's a coincidence, twice it's a cassualty, three times, they want to grab you as a lapdog, the number of times Nesta insults Feyre, are escapes that Feyre could have had if she had been someone less sensitive and empathetic, because with Nesta's arrogance and immaturity, Elain's foolishness and also inmaturity and her father's delirium Anyone would have left.

Third, The scene is giving Disney Channel with a protagonist who is supposed to be good and we have to have empathy for her, but she is selfish, which all the viewers know she is, but she continues to be the protagonist and having everything going in her favor by pure script twist that's Nesta right here (*Takes a breath*) and the accomplice who has few neurons left and is always there for her (Elain); it's like a Disney protagonist, and Sidekick from the mean girl group in one.

And then, i'm not Even kiding, the father goes with:

"We need hope as much as we need bread and meat," he interrupted me, his eyes clear for a strange moment. We need hope to move forward. So please leave your sister her hope, Feyre. Let her imagine a better life. A better world.

...

No coments, just shock, i would have laugh in his face

[novannon]

I sent them another message, alas they left me on read again. I might just seriously kill or harm myself when I have the chance. Just.m kiding, but I'll probably stop talking to the two for a while. They're always on dms. .they even admitted they go on dms when i rant.

[iamtired10]

A MINJI FIC ??? GURL U DID THIS ON PURPOSE RIGHT ? ARE U KIDING ME ? GIRL COME ON 😭😭😭😭😭 aww stop saying we are friends, make me blush, u idiot 🙄 ( jk, i love that 🫢 ) btw are u good? i have waited for u coming AND U COMING W A MINJI FIC OH COME ON 😭😭 and i almost ready to reveal myself… 🫢 from ur number one fan, anon 🐻

HAHA yesss a minji fic just for u guys! and omg don’t blush! but yk we’re friends, right? :D i'm so glad you’re here, i've missed ur messages my 🐻 anon! i’m doing alright, just trying to keep up w everything! so close to revealing urself huh? no pressure, but i’m excited whenever you’re ready. you’ve really been my number one fan thru all this, so thank u again! 💕

[deadinside8675]

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDING ME!?

I’ll just ask the question again tomorrow and I’ll make it only one day I’m not doing this if it’s Canon

[coping-via-clint-eastwood]

lytimg from you...but dlepeg (sleepy)

aka lying from you typed out on 5 hrs of sleep; fid dof fin

...did fir fun

for.

when i pretned everything is ehat i want it to be, i look exaxtly like ehat uou had always wanted to see

when i pretned i can forget about the criminal i am, stealing second agter second just cause i know i can

but

i can't lretend this is the eag it'll stay, I'm just

tryinv ti bend the truth

i can't pretned I'm who you want me to be, so km

lying my way from you

nah, no turning bsck now

i wanna be oushed aside so keg me go

nah, no turnjng back now

let me take back my lide

I'd rather be all alone

amywhere kn my own cause j can see

the very worst part of you is me

i remember ehat thry taught to me

remenber condescending talj if who o oughtta ve

rmemeber listening to all of that and this again

so I'm oretending I'm a oerson whi is fitting in

and now you think this person really is me, I'm just

trying ti bemd the truth

the more i oush the more I'm pklling away, casud km

lying my way frim yiu

nah, no trunung bacm now

i wanna be oushed aside so ket ne go

nah, no turnung bacm now

let me take back mh kide

jd rather be all aline

anywhere on my own

cause i can see

the verh worsy part if you

the very worst osrt of you

is me

this isnt whi w wnadd fo he

i never thougt thag what i sid woukd have you running from me

like this

this isnt who i wanted tk be

i never thkught that what j said would have you running frim me

like this

this isnt who i wnated tk be

i never thoight t hat what i said woukd have you runnning from me

like tbis

this isnt who i wnated to hs

i never thiugt that what i saod would have you running deom me

likw this

yiu

no turing bacj now

i wanna be oushed aside si ket me gi

nah, no turnunb back noe

let me take back my kife

I'd rather be all aline

anywhere in my iwn

cause i can see

the very ekrst psrt if you

the very worst part of you

is me

[schwzshroom]

Talking about pain issue and bleeding which may make pelople feel woozy 🩸

Today I got a random pain sensation at my old IV site again even it's been 10 years with IV stearoid meds. Every time experiencing this think it's just some kide of somatoform pain until it happens today and my subcutaneous vessel starts bleeding without previous trauma. Now I have a large ecchymosis on my back hand D:

It feels surprised and comedic at the same time bc I know this is not a serious condition to me and btw who are you poking my hand!

Or maybe it's a homeostasis problem bc I also bleed often at needle site after blood donation...

[daughteroftheman]

this ultimatium shit aGAIN. A FUCKING GAIN>!!??!?!? ARE YOU KIDING ME??? PLEASE DUDE PLEASSEEEE STOP.. the constant "this is gonna end up just like alyssa if you dont stop talking to her/them/whoevertf" YOURE THE ONE TURNING IT INTO THAT SITUATION YOU ARE A FUCKING RAT IN A HAMSTER WHEEL

[the-red-one]

I am not a writer or a poet

In the depths of midnight's embrace, I wield my pen as a sorcerer's wand, conjuring words to solve the complexity of my mind. Each stroke on the page is an incantation, whispered with the fervor of a seeker hoping for liberation. English, a foreign symphony to my native tongue, becomes a vessel of expression, carrying the weight of my thoughts and the dance of my demons. Through the alchemy of writing, I cast spells of release, creating a path towards emancipation, where language barriers crumble and the essence of my being emerges unbound.

Hi ! I'm the red one . Welcome to my universe!

I don't consider myself a writer; I'm just a teenager with a life who uses writing as an escape from reality. So try to enjoy my miserable life.

✨️Kiding, it’s not that bad. ✨️

PS: I'll say it again: English is not my native language. It's actually my third one, and I'm still learning.

[cigaretteparfum]

ch.1

oh lord i forgot how much this man is so me-coded.

OH SHIT YEA THEY CHANGED THIS SCENE IN THE ANIME. instead of takemichi scratching the car himself it was just some kids who then blamed him.

i HATED that, honestly. i get that they were striving to depict him as pathetic as possible but that also removed what little agency/rebellion he still had in him. this showed that yea he's a coward (though tbf what kind of freak wouldn't run after keying someone's car and get caught lol) but he's not completely beaten down yet. also makes his resilience despite his many failures later on FAR more engaging imo.

LOOK AT MY CHILDREN. THEY'RE SO STUPID AND SO PATHETIC AND SOOOO LAME.

also sorry for harping on wakui's drawing again but literally look at this chapter 1 takemitchy!! dude's got his style nailed down and then whatever happened on ch278 ... happened. like. 😭😭

this man will literally wreck his entire skeletal structure and internal organs at least a dozen times and died at least twice btw.

damn, bro. yeah.

MY DAUGHTEEEEEERRRRRRR. don't think about how he's at this point about 12 years older ssshh it's fine there is no problematic age gap in ba sing se i mean tokyorev. ALSO i scrolled for like half an hour trying to unearth saying shit on twitter like the mizo middle 5 being children mine (which includes takemitchy) AND hinata as well but since takemitchy/hinata are endgame i was like "we're keeping it in the family like the royalties!!" but i swear that's on a forgotten side account so i just give up. 😭

already knowing the ending i CANT LOOK AT HANDSHAKES IN THIS STORY THE SAME EVER AGAIN.

FUCK YOU WAKUI.

aaaand that, kids, how one of the most atrocious trashfire published in the last 5 years began.

just kiding but barely!! oh lord, rereading the first chapter again after so long still gives me chills, even with all the interruptions (running to tumblr for commentary, that hour spent scrolling through twitter, etc). i cannot stress enough how much, back when i was a tokyorev hardcore stan, this journey of takemitchy to save the one (1) girlfriend he had all the way back in junior high was gripping, full of excitement, rich and colourful of characters, and even when shit happens and you know they might get reset with the next time leap, there was a genuine tension because this dude can't do shit right. and not for lack of trying or even capabilities either!

the first several arcs of tokyorev was, as i remember them, could be argued not only a study of character (predomenantly takemitchy's) but also a reflection of how much people's lives were tangled with one another. and not in the last chapter's wacky "oh we've all met and crossed paths before" way, no -- it was a story of butterfly effect in people. so after the first few times, once you got the hang of the story's flow, with every success takemitchy gain in the past, you get both excited and terrified to see how it translates into the future. like!!! this was my shit exactly for that reason!

well now am excited to go through with my reread (familiar, already knows it's good up to the point i dropped it yesteryear) and terrified (oh god the final arc is coming). so there's that i guess. 😭

bismillah wish me luck gaes. 🙏