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yokohamabeans · 4 months ago

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// personal post, CW: parental death

It's strange to think about the many things that have outlived my father.

The cigarettes in the cupboard he hid. The beer in the fridge we told him to cut back on. The bottle of shampoo he was using. The stains on the ground he missed while cleaning.

The mound of tissue packets he'd brought home in confusion from the tumour. The food he bought before he was sent to the hospital.

The burn on my shoulder I'd gotten while standing in the sun as I listened to the call that he'd suddenly collapsed.

It's strange to be at home and look at all of these things that are still in a house he will no longer come back to.

#yokothinks #sorry guys don't mean to trauma dump #it's been a month since dad passed and it's still hard #I wanna write and continue my fic but I can't focus #hope to get back on my groove #it'll come but till then it's a struggle but i guess that's life!!!#in happier news I started on Wind Breaker cuz I love my delinquent boys and #It's really cheesey and shouneny and I don't get some of the character motivations but #something about it is keeping me reading #Togame Jou may or may not be that something.......

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