#Ironically he'd be a better father towards another child than his nown biological one
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@riddlethat asked: what would he be like as a father? like, to his own child??
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Distant for the most part. Roman has very few, if any, good memories of his own parents while growing up and has no desire to perpetuate his experiences onto a small child. Mr. and Mrs. Sionis were domineering and self-centered people, utterly obsessed with their self-image and how others perceived them. Roman’s no different but the thing is he doesn’t pretend he’s a good man. His parents did and in public they portrayed themselves as a loving family, plastering fake smiles plastered on their faces as readily as the lies they spouted. Behind closed doors, life was a very different story where they openly reviled their son, if they weren’t pretending he didn’t exist or otherwise dismissing him as a nuisance in their lives. As a result, Roman would find it difficult to connect with a child. He’s cruel, vulgar and foul in every imaginable way, his idea of a good time being brutally torturing some hapless fool and making their death a slow and excruciating one. There’s no room for innocence in the life of a mob boss but upon becoming a father, Roman would at the very least try. What are they interested in? Are there certain things they like? All these and more he’d try to find out about his charge, gradually spending more time with them before asking upfront the more comfortable he gets. He’s not taking them to the ball game anytime soon but he will fund their interests and activities, treating them to the best of his abilities as a way to make up for the lack of presence in their life. It’s for the best, or so Roman believes. He’s a deeply troubled man who is prone to explosive violence and unspeakable acts of cruelty, plus with so many enemies who’d just love to use his children as a way to target him, keeping his distance is the best way to avoid them getting hurt. He’ll kill for them, and gladly do it too, but his own upbringing makes him too afraid to get more involved, out for fear of being just like his own parents once were.
#riddlethat#Thank you for asking this!#It was very fun to write about as I think Roman has some very deep and genuine fears#He doesn't fear much but in this situation he WOULD#His childhood and upbringing were so traumatic for him#His parents were very cruel and dimissive people#Not only that but they invalidated so much so it's no wonder Roman's got a lot of internal anger#Especially as they were the ones responsible for why he got so badly hurt as a baby#Their neglect and even abuse turned him something fierce#So another child around? Yeah he's going to stay away as best he can#He'll do very horrible things for them but because he's so horrible he's afraid of being horrible TO them#Ironically he'd be a better father towards another child than his nown biological one#What with dysphoria and all#I mentioned it once or twice before but Mrs. Sionis had severe post partum depression that was never treated#So she abused Roman because of that#He may be at risk of it too which is why he's so adverse about the whole thing if he's the biological parent#Not so much of an issue when you're not the birth parent asdfghjkl#Sorry to subject you all to my brainworms tonight I WILL get some responses done#I just ramble and go on a tangent when upset :')
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