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After-Party Showdown: MCU Cast x Fem!Reader (platonic)
S.S.” Ive literally had this fic finsihed since like Febuary so its a little rough but let me know how you like it!
Warnings: Blood, predetor male (Sorry to anyone named Eric... im sure your very kind), rudness..., sexual talk (kinda)
Word Count:1,710
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We had finished watching the premiere of the newest Avenger movie and the set, cast and a few selected friends returned to the reserved reception room at the hotel that many were staying at.Â
RDJ, Tom Holland, Hiddelston and Gwenth were talking with a few friends of theirs and some of the set members. Chris Evans, Hemsworth, Elizabeth and Scarlett were also in their own separate group that was somewhat merged with Sebastian, Anthony, Don and Paul.
I was new blood to the crew, and although I was immediately accepted by the cast, I watched them mingle from the bar.
Eventually people began to disperse, mainly people that worked the cameras and the background actions. Basically leaving the actors and actresses and their few friends they brought with.Â
I continued to sit at the bar talking with various people that came to refill drinks, even had a lovely conversation with the bartender, who seemed slightly star stucken. Nearing the end of the night a charming gentleman came to my side and struck up a conversation with me as we sipped away at our drinks.
“Hello beautiful. I’ve got to say you’re way too pretty to be over here on your own.” he said with a pearly white smile.
“Oh well thank you.” I blushed at his compliment.Â
“So why aren’t you mingling with everyone? I've seen you sitting over here all night.” he replied, studying my face.
“I’m more of a people watcher. Introverted and all that jazz.” I reply taking a sip of my drink looking at the cast laughing and talking.
“Alright I can understand that. Do you want to be less introverted and hang out with me?” He replied with a sly tone in his voice.
“Well you sitting next to me talking aren’t you?” I stated. “In my book that’s considered hanging out.”
“Well I meant more along the lines of a nice walk and maybe heading back to my place.” His statement was blunt and outgoing.
“Oh well, I appreciate the invitation but I have to decline.” I replied as kindly as possible.
“Oh come on sweetheart. Why not?” His voice whined.
“First I don’t know your name. Second, I'm not a one night stand kinda girl, I'm assuming that’s what you had in mind.” I looked at him pointedly and annoyed.
“I’m sure I could change your mind. I’m Eric. It’s wonderful to meet you.” He held his hand out and finally introduced himself.
“I wish you would’ve led with your name.”
“Duly noted.” he retracted his hand before he kept talking. “So what’s your name?”
“Y/n.”
“Very hot.” his comment caused me to roll my eyes just slightly.
“If you are going to try and complement my clothes off you should stop now.”Â
“Why? Because it’s going to work.” He leaned in, the brandy apparent on his breath, his hand sneaking around my waist.
“No,it won’t work. I would also appreciate you not touching me.” I said scooting a few inches away.
“Oh come on. You know you want to have a good time.”
“I was having a good time.” Even I could recognize the annoyance in my voice. I continued to watch my friends talk amongst themselves, saying goodbye to others.
“I can make it so much better though. I mean the dress is just begging to come off. It would be a great addition to my floor.”
“Excuse me?” I set my drink down on the bar, standing up and crossing my arms in front of my chest.
“Oh please. You wore that so you could get compliments didn’t you?” His eyes looked at the dress that hung on my body. It was a decently modest midnight blue dress. It hugged my waist, the skirt ended just above the knee, it even had long sleeves. The only suggestive thing about it was the vneck and the open back.
“Yes. Compliments. That was not a compliment. That was a shitty way to try and pick up someone.” I replied.
“Oh please. You should be happy that I asked you.” His face turned to anger almost as if he was annoyed.
“I’m perfectly happy turning down your request. I hope that you have a good night.” I turned heading towards the group to leave behind the creep at the bar but a hand wrapped around my wrist and pulled me back.
“What the hell do you think you are doing.” My voice was stern yet quiet doing my best not to create a scene.
“I’m going to ask again until you say yes.” he’s hand tightened around my wrist.
“Let go of my wrist.” I demanded a little louder wishing that the bartender hadn’t left to retrieve more ice and alcohol.
“Not till you say yes.” He seethed. I tugged against the resistance on my wrist trying to pull away. “Quit being such a bitch and take the compliment that I actually want to sleep with you.” His voice was hot against my neck when he leaned in to whisper that into my ear. I snapped.Â
I twisted my arm causing his hand to turn with it allowing me to break free, gripping his wrist pulling him from his seat wrapping his hand behind his back and shoving his face into the bar. Suddenly all eyes are on the interaction.
“First of all, I don’t need to feel grateful for you telling me that I look beautiful, I’ve heard it many times, and that my clothes would look better on your floor.” I let go of my hold, Evans and RDJ approached the two of us. Eric stood up, raising his hand, almost in an attempt to hit me.
“I wouldn’t do that.” Evans said before Eric moved.
“Don't tell me what to do with my girlfriend.We we’re just having a nice conversation.” Eric smirked, his hand placed on my waist.
“Seriously. You seriously just did that?” RDJ laughed.
“What? Did you come to save her or something?”
“Oh no. We aren’t saving her. She can easily take you on her own. We’re just suggesting that you don’t do that because it’ll come with an asswhopping from a young woman in heels and many lawsuits.” RDJ started with a smug tone.
“There is no way in hell that she'll be able to take me. Plus I've got amazing lawyers.” Eric spat back with a smirk.
“Oh ya, no. You really don’t want to challenge her.” Hemsworth commented. Eric looked at him with anger in his eyes. I picked up my glass from the counter, taking a sip and holding onto it so I wouldn’t punch his face.
“Whatever.” he turned towards me. “Good luck ever getting laid with your attitude.You’re nothing without a man's approval you know. Even had to have these people come to your rescue.”Â
His voice was quiet and annoyed trying to dig under my skin. And it did a little bit, but it just fueled my anger toward him. I looked at him and the glass shattered in my hand as I tightened my grip. The glass fell to my feet the remaining liquid splashing onto my dress and onto his outfit.Â
“You can go.” I even scared myself with the tone of my voice as I spoke. The look of fear in the man's eyes gave me a sense of pleasure that I put him in his place. He pushed his way through the group that had surrounded us and rushed through the exit.
“Well then. What a dick.” I started watching the door close. My hand was still in a fist and I held my other hand underneath, feeling the blood from the cuts drip into a puddle in my palm.
Everyone looked at me shocked.
“Sorry. I didn’t mean to involve anybody. Is everyone ok?” I looked at the astonished faces of my friends.
“Are you seriously asking if we're ok?” RDJ questioned.
“Well ya.” I shrugged my shoulders looking at everyone who all seemed very concerned.
“You just crushed a glass with your bare hand. You are bleeding. We should be asking you that!” He exclaimed.
“Oh ya. I’m fine. I really hate guys like that though.” I looked down at my dripping hand and turned around to face the bar. I reached behind grabbing one of the clean white towels, dipping it into the cup of water that I had at the spot I was sitting. I began cleaning the affected wounds when Evans took over.
“You know I knew that you could take Hemsworth and I but I never knew you could do this! You gotta be careful. Someone might think you've got some super soldier serum flowing in your blood.” He smiled as he wiped away the blood and examined the cut in the center of my palm for glass. “Alright this may hurt just a bit.” He began tightly wrapping the cloth around my hand, tucking the end into itself.
“You should go to a doctor to get that properly taken care of.” Scarlett added.
“That's a good idea.” I agreed, standing from the seat that I had been pushed down on. “Well I had a great night with y’all! I hope I didn't ruin it with that little fiasco.” I smiled grabbing my clutch from the bar and walking through the group.
“Well where the hell are you going?” RDJ questioned.
“The hospital to get stitches, you know like Scar suggested.” I was confused at his question.
“Well someone’s gotta go with ya.” Evans stated.
“Ya. We’ll go with you. The night is still young!” RDJ exclaimed standing up and meeting me.
“You don't all have to come, it'll just be a couple of stitches.” I laughed.
“Too late I called the limo already. We're taking a trip to the hospital!” RDJ celebrated. Soon the rest of the crew was chiming in on a “To the hospital” chant as we made our way out the door, earning confused and concerned looks from the staff of the hotel.Â
To say the hospital staff was surprised to see the cast of the marvel movies enter the emergency was an understatement, but I was glad to have the best people around me, even if it was for a few stitches.
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Like I said it was one of the first fics I had written a while ago... But I hope you liked it! thanks for reading!
#mcu#mcucast#chrisevans#rdj#scarlettjohanson#chrishemsworth#avengers#captianamerica#ironman#thor#marvel#marvelfanfic#readerinsert
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✨Febuary Dances
Heya everybody! This is a Aoyama x reader! Basically UA has a dance and you and Aoyaoma bith want to wear dresses so you decide that both should! No one said you both couldnt wear dresses together! Also i dont his backstory so im making it up so please dont be mad or offended.- Author-san
Aoyama x reader
Gender neutral reader and nonbinary Yuuga Aoyama
Quirk: light dance, you can manipulate the light when you dance such as making it shine in certain places or making it burn someone, this can also cause you to glow when flustered or excited
Warnings: mentions of high heels and dancing
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Y/N PoV
"-there will also be a Febuary dance to celebrate all of your successes as coming this far in your training. It will be on Febuary 13th an begins at 7:30. I hope to see you all there" the class 1B teacher said. Febuary dance? Huh, sounds fun i guess... I began to think of who to take with me when the bell rang and everyone got up to leave and head to lunch. "Bonjour Y/N! Would you like to sit with me?" Aoyama asked as i stopped walking to let them catch up. "Huh? Sure!" i smiled with closed eyes before continuing to walk with Aoyama.
"So, you hear about the Febuary dance Y/N?" i looked up at Jiro with confusion for a moment, "huh? Oh! Haha yeah, not sure who im gonna bring though.." i said as glaced over at Aoyama who was currently talking with Midoriya at the other end of the table. "Really? Well I heard Kirishima was going with Bakugou so thats new!" Kirishima and Bakugo? "Really? Good for them! Im glad they finally decided to come out about their relationship!" i genuinely am happy they came out and that they're going together, i wish i had that confidence with Aoyama. I still remember when we were little and how they were so much less confident back then.
3rd person PoV
Two small kids one with short blond hair and the other with (your hair length and color), both just sitting on the young blonds bed talking. "Its flashy but its useless if i cant use it for more then a second" the young Yuuga said as their eyes began to fill with tears. "Then you'll just have to train more! That way eventually you'll be able to use it as long as you want!" a young Y/N spoke with such determination that it almost convinced the young Yuuga, "b-but I'll never be as strong as you! I'll never be a good hero!" young Yuuga shouted crying at this point, But of course our determined little Y/N wasnt having it. "Of course not with that attitude!" young Y/N spoke with determination as they stood above their best friend, "You cant give up without even trying! Would almight give up!? No! So why should you! We'll train together and both become great heros! No matter what happens we'll always stay together! I'll make sure you become a good hero!" the young Y/N spoke with so much power that Yuuga swore that day to be as confident as them..
Y/N PoV
"Y/N??? Yyyyyy/nnnn! (your full name)!" "eep!" i squeaked as i was suddenly supried out of my spaced out state. "What! What happened!?" i said as i looked around frantically. "Haha! Calm down! Nothings wrong you just spaced out is all" Jiro said as i calmed down and sighed. "So who are you gonna bring to the febuary dance?" "dude i already said i dont know yet." i said with a dead panned look sighing, "well how would you like to go dress-" "or tuxedo!" "yes, or tuxedo shopping with us?" Momo asked as Hagakure interrupted. "Sure, sounds fun."
(time skip because i still cant write you walking to places)
"So wich one do think looks better?" Mina asked me as she showed me two similiar pink dresses. "Hmm, the second one i guess"
I said as she smiled and went to go put the other back.
"Dont forget to get something yourself Y/N!"
I nodded and began to look around for a bit before finding one i really liked. It was long and a bit flowy, it was a beautiful golden yellow with yellow tinted clear fabric covering the legs and beautiful swirly accents, it was a bit open on the sides but it had orange accessories on the belly, legs and upper arms. It had an light orange bra like top with a yellow lace cover and soft yellow clear fabric. The sides, back, and middle front of the dress were a silky soft fabric with a yellow orange gradient. It had a golden orange neck peice like the ones female Egyptians used to wear along with one gold triangle earing on one of the ears.
"..woah.."
I said as i reached to touch it, the fabric was so soft.
"Find one you like y- woah! Thats stunning!"
Mina said as she was awwed by the dress
"I can get it for you Y/N"
Momo said as she walked over to us and smiled
"H-huh!? But its so exspenisive! I-"
She cut me off,
"Its fine Y/N! Really! I dont mind"
I stuttered an ok and she pat my head
"You should try it on Y/N! I wanna see how good you look in it!"
Mina said as she jumped,
"S-sure"
I stuttered as i grabbed the dress and left to the changing room, a bit later and i walked out in the dress staring at the ground.
"Well? How do i look?"
I heard a few gasps and suddenly i was hugged by Jiro, Mina and Ochako
"YOU LOOK AMAZING!!"
(Again i really need to learn this)
"Well we're here!"
I heard Mina shout as i got out of the car and began to walk to the doors with her and Jiro next to me. I walked over to the benches to sit and look for Yuuga, see they asked me to go with them about two days before the dance and right after i picked out my dress.
"Bonjour Y/N! You look absolutely stunning darling but if i knew we were both wearing dresses i might have said something!"
I hear them laugh as i turned around to look at them, they were wearing a wonderful dark blue dress with a light blue cover that had sky blue swirls and dots. It had a cream colored ribon tied into a rose with greyish blue outlines, neon blue dots on the bottom and white swirls on the chest piece, it had a blue neck piece with a small white rose keeping it together, they had black gloves and a beaded arm piece on one arm. It was flowy and long like mine but the bottom split to show their legs and black rose vine heels with blue roses.
"You look amazing Yuuga!"
I blushed as they laughed and saw that they were wearing soft yellow lipstick, i was wearing dark blue. We really fit together,
"Well thank you! Care to dance?"
They asked holding out their hand.
"Of course!"
I grabbed their hand and we went to the dance floor, i put my hand on their waist and they put their hand on my shoulder, our other hands locked together and we begun to move to the song.
I nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like ive been lacking, crying to many tears
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
But did i miss out? Was it a huge mistake?
I spun them a bit and we moved faster
I cant help the fact i like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad, but thatd just what i seem to know
I tend to handle things usually by myself
And i cant ever seem to try and ask for help
We clapped and they spun me our movements faster, one foot after the other i danced with them
Im sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down
We laughed a bit and contuined
Feelings are all around
We blushed as we looked at each others eyes
How did i get here? i need to know
I guess i maybe had a couple expectations
Thought id get to them
I begun to dance away from them without realizing, my quirk was activating nad the light followed a pattern around me as i danced
But no i didn't
I guess i thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now im sitting on the floor and all i wanna do is run
I realized what i was doing when i felt everyone staring at me, i looked around scared before seeing Yuuga looking at me wide eyed.
"....i-i im sorry!....."
I ran out of the building in fear, i cant believe i did that! I kept running until i made it back to my dorm, i knew it was a bad idea to go to the dance.
(a few hours later)
*Knock knock*
"Hello? Darling its me"
I heard Yuuga through my door
"Darling im coming in.."
I heard the door open and saw them close it behind them
"..hey.."
I mumbled a "hello"
"..Yknow i thought your dance was amazing darling."
I looked at them with shock,
"Really?"
They nodded
"I'd still like to finish our dance if you dont mind.."
"Here?"
They hummed a "no"
"Not here, somewhere special. C'mon get cleaned up and we can go"
"...alright...thank you"
They hummed a response and waited outside while i fixed my makeup and put my shoes back on.
"Alright, where are we going?"
"You'll see"
(Wow so many of these in one story like damn)
Thousands of colored lights shined below us, we were on a grassy cliff aith a few trees.
"....woah this is....amazing.."
I felt Yuuga hug grab my hands with theirs and turn me around to face them
"So, wanna dance?"
I nodded glowing a soft gold
One foot after the other we danced slowly and calmly, it was peaceful and quiet besides the hum of the city below us.
We stared into each others eyes, the soft glow of the lights below us illuminating our faces. Closer amd closer our lips touched and our eyes closed, it was soft and a bit longer then a peck but it was amazing. Softs gasps as our eyes and lips parted,
"I...love you"
They sighed a bit
"I love you too Y/N.."
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Done! I really hope you all enjoyed because it took me a week to finish this, again none of the art or music in this is mine, Yuuga Aoyama belings to Horikoshi. I tried hard to make this longer and im glad it came out with over 1,000 words! Its the longest one ive written so far! Im proud of myself and again i hope you all enjoyed, if you have any tips feel free to send them to me as im always open to criticism - Author-san
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The Journey across America in my old Camaro, 8200 miles, Coast to Coast. via /r/cars
The Journey across America in my old Camaro, 8200 miles, Coast to Coast.
Hey freinds, I have a car story to tell. Its about my journey across the USA, Boston to California.
Some may have seen my post in early Febuary of this year about the purchase of my car, a 2000 Camaro LS1 6 speed Convertible. It had 140k miles when I bought it in a snowstorm of an older gentleman. I was the first one who called and payed $5200 for this sled. I knew it was a real car when I saw the ad on craigslist. "LS1 T56" pumped my gnads. Almost peed my pants, so I posted this. https://www.reddit.com/r/cars/comments/7vihyc/just_bought_my_first_camaro_z28/?st=JKD1N31T&sh=fedd26b5
I learned how to drive stick on the test drive and on the way home through Boston, snow blazing the roads and my heart beating through my chest, careful not to fuck with anything that could break. https://imgur.com/gallery/iQmsqWl Parked it in my driveway against my parents wishes and day after day, fixed the odds and ends until I was able to put her on the road. (Waited until spring beacuse salted roads can eat my shorts) https://imgur.com/gallery/kts0vXV
Fast forward to mid June and its been my daily driver, At this point Ive learned down shifting, road carving, and how to do decent burnouts. This car was turnkey and the LS1 sounded the balls anywhere from 2500 and up. It was time to make moves. After planning for around 2 years, I had finally finished school, quit both my jobs, moved out of my folks home, and Hit the road west with everything to my name in my shitty cramped trunk.
Over the past 36 days, I have driven 8200 miles through America. https://imgur.com/gallery/aHLPqtH Because of my passion for filming, I made a mini series on youtube of my journey. Its called "Driven through America" (cant post link because mods, please dont ban me)
Ive driven down through Apalacia, into the deep South through AL, MS, and TX. Up through CO, into WY, ID, and MO. Then straight down through the desert into Las Vegas, and now SoCal, where Im posted up at a friends. https://imgur.com/gallery/iA2Z8w2
This damn sled has been nothing but loyal to me, providing me with a smile every time I downshift and nail the throttle to pass someone on the highway. One of my favorite feature is the double overdrive 6th gear, sip sip.
Heres to this car, and to all the other heads out there who are questioning if you should do the same. The sky is the limit, work steady, be humble and execute when the time is right. Vehicles will always be my passion and Im super glad that everyone here at r/cars has been there for me and everbody else to push eachother into the unknown so we can discover new roads and tare the pavement up. Bonus pick of me cheesing : https://imgur.com/gallery/NkAGmJL
Cheers mates
P.S. Has anyone else developed as love for gas stations? Over my journey, Ive realized you can pull up with your car in an open atomosphere, talk to people, get snacks and fuel, shoot the shit about cars, and then just leave, Im into it.
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SWEATSHIRT || JERIN
TAGGING: Josh, Erin & Eric
LOCATION: The Stewart’s house
TIME FRAME: Febuary 19th, 2018
WORD COUNT: 6125
NOTES: YOU CAN WEAR MY SWEATSHIRTTTTTT
Josh came over to Eric's house after school to work on some things for music class, more so fooling around on garage band and working on their own music. The two were sitting in the 'office' the boys liked to call it with the sound proofing and all the technical stuff they needed. Josh sat back in the chair, watching Eric for a minutes. "Can I go grab a drink?" He looked over at Eric "Yeah only if you grab one for me too." Eric told him, but Josh was already out the door and down stairs. He grabbed two grape soda and grabbed a cheese stick for himself to eat before going back up stairs.
Erin entered for the first time
Erin had been really stressed all day and she didn't know why. After finishing her homework she decided to take a bath to try and relax. If she had remembered that Josh was There, he would have brought pajamas into the bathroom, but he completely slipped her mind. Towel wrapped around her and her hair in two French braids, she made her way out of the bathroom, not really paying attention to where she was going.
Josh got to the top of the stairs and was trying to open the cheese stick when he got up the stairs, not hearing the bathroom door open or see Erin come out and he bumped into her. "Shit." he cursed under his breath bumping her. "Sorry..."
Erin thought for a second she had just bumped into Eric, but her eyes widened when she saw it was Josh. Wrapping her arm tightly around the Towel, she instantly reddened. The downside of being in just a towel was that the blush crept down her neck and to her shoulders as well.
Josh could see how bright red Erin was getting, biting the inside of his cheek "I'm just gonna go..." he said moving around her and going back to the office but took a second look at Erin.
Erin shook her head quickly as soon as Josh walked past her, making her way to her bedroom to change and text Cassie about what had just happened. There went being relaxed.
Josh kept his mouth closed when he got back into the room giving eric the soda, but didn't say a word about what just happened.
Erin changed into shorts and an oversized sweatshirt before laying down on her bed, feet in the air as she texted.
~SKIPPY SKIP SKIP TIME~
Josh Later that night, Josh got asked to stay over if he wanted to, it was like Mrs. Stewart knew that Josh would be going home to an empty house. Josh agreed and just stole a pair of Eric's basketball shorts and a random tshirt, that was probably at least a size too small for him. Before bed, he went over to Erin's room and knocked softly on her door.
Erin was curled up in bed with her dog at that point, watching Netflix. Assuming it was one of her parents or siblings, she didn't move at the knick. "It's open!"
Josh pushed open the door. "Hey Erin.." He paused before coming in. "Mind if I come in for a second?" he questioned softly.
Erin jumped slightly when she heard a voice that didn't belong to her family. Biting her lip, she looked up at Josh glad she was at least clothed this time. "Not if you're gonna be gross or offer me your sweatshirt," she shrugged.
Josh "I promise I won't be gross, I can't say I won't end with me offering my sweatshirt." He said with a laugh going inside. "I wanted to apologize for earlier... I should have watched where I was going."
Erin rolled her eyes at the comment, hugging her knees to her chest. "Not your fault," she shrugged. "I didn't know that you were here."
Josh didn't close the door behind him only cause he knew better. "Eric and I were being pretty quiet I guess then." he laughed walking in more and going over to Leo and pet the top of his head, before scratching behind his ears.
Erin shook her head "I block out his room unless I'm in there," she explained with a laugh, letting go of Leo so he could walk over to Josh.
Josh let out a laugh and sat down on the edge of her bed as Leo jumpped up onto his lap laying down as he pet him. "Well the sound proofing helps too." he shrugged
Erin nodded, reaching over to pet Leo's back. "Yeah that too," she laughed. "What were you guys doing in There? Music?"
Josh "What else do we do when we lock ourselfs in there and don't come out until we're starving?" He laughed a little bit "That totally sounded dirtier out loud then it did in my head." He shook his head.
Erin couldn't help but giggle, shaking his head. "Is that why you're such a fuckboy?" She asked. "Trying to cover up for something."
Josh rolled his eyes. "Oh my god Erin, no." he laughed a bit. "I am 100% into girls." He couldn't believed she actually asked that
Erin grinned innocently thinking she was a lot funnier than she probably was. "Yeah but I bet if Eric was a girl you would date him," she shot back.
Josh looked down at Leo before looking back over to Erin. "So basically you?" A smirk formed on his face before laughing. "If that's the case I'd totally date you." He winked
Erin scrunched up her face at the question. "Didn't you say you wouldn't be gross?" She shot back.
Josh let out a laugh falling back onto the end of her bed, Leo moving up on the teen's chest. "You walked yourself into me being gross."
Erin rolled her eyes. "No I didnt," she mumbled, shaking her head. Watching Leo, she noticed how tight Josh's shirt was. "Is that Erics shirt?"
Josh was still laughing a bit before looking over at her. "Yeah why?"
Erin let out a small laugh. "It doesn't fit you very well," she pointed out.
Josh rolled his eyes. "No it's a little tight but i figured it was better than coming over to your room shirtless when i apologized"
Erin "yeah but this looks kind of silly," she pointed out, pretty much staring at his torso as she spoke. "Not to mention it's like... tight enough you might as well be shirtless."
Josh let out a laugh. "I mean i did just see you in a towel earlier, do you wanna see me just in basketball shorts." he teased her
Erin rolled her eyes, though she was blushing once more. "I mean it would be fair but I'm not going to say yes."
Josh could see the blush creeping back onto her face. He moved Leo off of him for a second, pealing the shirt off of his body and tossed it to the side, before moving leo back. "Better?" he smirked
Erin bit her lip as she watched him, completely looking away as soon as his shirt hit the floor. "It's cold in here," she said in place of an answer.
Josh smirked letting out a laugh. "Want your dog back to make you warmer?" he questioned, as leo hopped off of him and went back to erin
Erin "I meant it must be cold for you," she said, making a point of still not looking at him. Smiling, she kissed Leo's head, letting him settle in her lap.
Josh let out a small chuckle "I'm fine right now." He shrugged.
Erin nodded, staring down at Leo because she didn't know where else to look. "Are you spending the night?"
Josh nodded. "Yeah, your mom offered, after I said my mom couldn't pick me up till late anyways. " He ran his fingers in his hair. "Is that okay with you?"
Erin nodded. "Damn my mom and her hospitality," she teased, finally glancing up at Josh. "Well I mean I don't really have a say, do i?"
Josh let out a laugh. "Your mom is like a second mom to me, be nice to her." He shook his head. "I mean you have a say on how long i lay on your bed like this"
Erin "my mom is like a first mom to me I am nice to her," she laughed. Leaning back against her pillows, she shrugged at his comment. Typically she avoided conversations with him, but his company was oddly nice.
Josh rolled his eyes at her. It was actually really nice being able to lay here and no get kicked out of her room, or just ignored to the point of no return. It was nice, and he liked it.
Erin pushed up the sleeves of her sweatshirt, frowning as Leo ran bad over to Josh. "Well one of us wants you here at least," she teased.
Josh laughed as Leo went back on to his abs and pet his head. "Well guess I'm never gonna move"
Erin watched the two of them, shaking her head. "I don't think my mom would like that."
Josh "even if i stayed right here and didn't move?" He teased "I guess I will just have to find Bentley and have him keep me warm tonight"
Erin nodded. "I don't think Eric will share him," she laughed, shaking her head.
Josh sighed. "probably not but I can try to take him" he laughed.
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Erin giggled and shook her head. "I'm team Eric so I'll have to warn him."
Josh rolled his eyes. "wow feeling such love right now" he teased.
Erin shrugged, grinning innocently. "You should have known I was team Eric already."
Josh "I mean I'd be team eric over me too,. He's way better" He shrugged.
Erin frowned slightly at his words. He was usually talking himself up, but that wasn't they case. "Well don't be mean to yourself..."
Josh raised an eyebrow. "You understand I'm just saying what 90% of our grade is probably thinking."
Erin sighed and shook her head. "That doesn't make it true and you shouldn't think it about yourself."
Josh "what if everyone actually is right?" He questioned her "Like it's not as if im everyones first choice in anything."
Erin shook her head. "I don't think they're right," he offered. "You just like... come across strong but when you're around here you're not usually like that."
Josh rolled his eyes. "Cause I don't care what Eric thinks? He already knows im cool with him and your fam loves me...most of the time.."
Erin "that's it though," she said quietly. "When you don't care what people think you're like a different person and that person isn't bad."
Josh sat up on his elbows a bit looking over at her. "I don't think everyone would like this person some times?" he said softly.
Erin shook her head. "I think he's pretty likable," she said truthfully.
Josh let out a soft laugh. "One in a million people then" He moved enough that Leo moved off of him and laid down between the two teens
Erin rolled her eyes. "If other people saw this Josh they would like him too."
Josh rolled his eyes. "If you think so Erin."
Erin offered Josh a small smile, nudging his leg with her foot. "I do."
Josh "Well I appreciate that" he said softly with a smile.
Erin nodded, pulling her sleeves back down. "You're welcome," she said softly.
Josh Eric was walking back upstairs and was about to stop at Erin's room to say goodnight but stopped in his tracks seeing josh laying on Erin bed. "Why are you laying on my sister's bed shirtless???" He questioned looking between both of them as Leo jumped down and ran out of the room "You know what. Don't wanna know, don't care. Other than i know where you live josh if you hurt her." He turned to walk back out. "Also please don't stay in there all night. my mom will probably never let you sleep over again." Eric said before walking back to his room. Josh looked over to Erin very confused, but rather than saying anything about it he went with. "Well he scared off Leo..."
Erin raised her eyebrow as Eric came in, trying to answer his questions but he wouldn't stop talking. "I miss my dog..." she frowned when he finally left. "Also he thought we were making out."
Josh "I think I'mma go find him." he said, but didn't move just yet, trying to hold back a laugh. "I mean if you wanted me to make out with you, I'd be more than happy to."
Erin gave him a look, kicking his leg, but not hard enough to hurt. "Go find my dog."
Josh "Owee" he said looking at her getting up off of her bed and went to go and find Leo.
Erin rolled her eyes. "That didn't hurt," she laughed.
Josh "DID!" he yelled from down the hall way and made his way down stairs finding leo who was sitting on one of the chairs in the living room. He picked him up "hi buddy. Sorry Eric scared you." He held him petting him as he made his way back up stairs
Erin laughed, shaking her head fondly. When she heard him coming back up, she sat up, crossing her legs on the bed.
Josh walked back into Erin's room. "Look who I found!!' he said putting Leo back on the bed before sitting down again
Erin couldn't help but smile when he walked back in, holding her arms out for Leo. "Hi baby," she grinned as she lifted him back onto her lip.
Erin: *lap
Josh smiled seeing how happy she got with Leo. "He didn't go far, just down to the living room."
Erin "theres not too far to go," she pointed out, giggling as the dog licked her face.
Josh shrugged. "I mean, true, but he could have been hiding when i looked for him."
Erin shook her head. "He's cuter than he is smart," she admitted, looking back up at Josh.
Josh laughed "True he's extra cute." he leaned back on her bed and crossed his legs watching her.
Erin nodded in agreement. "Don't tell Eric, but he's cuter than Bentley," she laughed.
Josh locked his lips "I will not say anything"
Erin giggled, kissing Leo's head. Looking up she realized Josh was watching her, she raised her eyebrow, blushing lightly. "What?"
Josh shook his head "Nothing.." he said with a small laugh.
Erin shook her head right back. "No why are you staring at me?" She asked.
Josh licked his lips. "Cause you're beautiful." he whispered
Erin 's face somehow reddened even more than it had when they ran into each other outside. "You say that to all the girls," she shot back.
Josh let out a laugh. "I actually don't but thanks for that."
Erin "Yes you do," she said quietly, trying to will the blush away.
Josh rolled his eyes. "Without saying Cassie, Chloe or Rylee. Name one other person I have said that to?"
Erin let out a laugh. "Cassie, Chloe, and Rylee is enough to prove my point," she shot back
Josh "Yeah but like, Chloe and Rylee were like making out at the dance so they totally don't count, and Cassie is just so i end up in her vlogs every day"
Erin rolled her eyes. "And I'm your best friends sister," she shot back
Josh let out a small sighed. "Well, thats just a fact."
Erin shook her head. "No it has implications... like you have to be nice to me too because of it."
Josh rolled his eyes. "Do you think I would still be in here if i just needed to be nice to you?"
Erin shrugged, glancing back down at her dog. "I'm not sure where you're going with this."
Josh shrugged. "Like if i didn't want to hang out with you, why would i still be in here?
Erin shrugged once more. "I don't know. My bed is a lot more comfortable than Erics."
Josh let out a laugh. "I am not commenting on that."
Erin "it is," she laughed. "Cassie and I broke my mattress last year so I had to get a new one and it's better than his."
Josh looked at her. "What were you two doing that breaks a mattress?"
Erin quickly realized how wrong that probably sounded. "We were doing flips."
Josh let out a laugh. "suuuuure that's all you two were doing" he teased
Erin rolled her eyes. "You're not allowed to be gross in here," she pointed out.
Josh pouted a little bit. "you actually started it" He stuck his tongue out at her
Erin shook her head quickly. "Nuh-uh you just took what I said the wrong way!"
Josh rolled his eyes. "Whatever you say. it is your room" He laughed, rolling his lips between his teeth
Erin nodded with a small laugh. "It is my room..." she sighed softly, watching Josh. "What are you doing?"
Josh raised an eye brow. "What do you mean what am i doing?" he questioned confused
Erin shrugged, biting the inside of her cheek. "I don't know... what are you thinking about?"
Josh looked at her. "If i said what I was thinking you'd kick me out of your room"
Erin raised her eyebrow. "Well now I'm curious so you have to tell me."
Josh let out a sigh. "Well.. no cause I don't wanna get kicked out."
Erin "ill give you a free pass," she offered, holding her pinky out to him to make it clear she wouldn't go back on her word.
Josh took her pinkie in his, and then did what he was thinking and quickly kissed her cheek. "And im kicking myself out"
Erin swallowed roughly when Josh kissed her cheek, her face reddening once more. "...why are you kicking yourself out?"
Josh saw how fast her face reddened and tried not to laugh. "Because even though you gave me a free pass, I'm still kicking myself out"
Erin bit her lip. "But why?" She asked, not actually wanting him to leave.
Josh looked at her. "Cause I have a feeling that you want me to"
Erin shook her head. "I dont," she said quietly.
Josh was actually confused. "You don't?
Erin shook her head once more. "Why would I?"
Josh "Cause i kissed you? And like you said, i'm your brother's best friend"
Erin shrugged. "Just my cheek," she shot back. "And like I said the Josh that comes over here is pretty likeable."
Josh let out a soft laugh. "Well i figured I would have gotten smacked if it was your lips.." He said softly.
Erin bit her lips, shrugging once more. "Wanna find out?" She asked, her face somehow redder than before
Josh bit the side of of his lips before reaching out and pushed a little bit of hair behind her ear before leaning in and kissed her softly.
Erin knew she had prompted it, but Josh's actions still surprised her. Letting her eyes close, she kissed him back softly, her hand resting on his leg.
Josh didn't want to do too much, so he pulled away from her leaning his forehead on hers. "So your lips are really soft"
Erin bit her lip when he pulled back, not quite sure how they got to that point. "T-thanks," he said quietly.
Josh "you're welcome." he said letting out a small laugh before leaning back in and kissed her again because like, he already liked kissing her
Erin was about to speak again when she was cut off by him kissing her again. Smiling against his lips, she shifted closer to him, really hoping Eric or her parents wouldn't come by.
Josh: Eric walked by again seeing them making out and just walked back to his room unammused with the two of them
Josh let his hand get tangled into her hair feeling the smile on her lips. he softly bit her bottom lip before pulling away.
Erin pouted when Josh broke back. "Why do you keep stopping?"
Josh looked at her kinda confused. "Do you just want me to make out with you?"
Erin blushed at his question, biting her lip. "Kissing you is nice;" she said quietly.
Josh let out a small laugh. "We have one problem though." he looked down at Leo.
Erin looked down at Leo and frowned. "Leo is never a problem."
Josh "but he's in the way right now" he said with a bit of a laugh
Erin bit her lip before lifting Leo up and putting him in the bed at the foot of her bed. "Now he's not."
Josh smirked before leaning back in and kissed her softly. he let his hand rest on her cheek
Erin smiled into the kiss, her hand moving back to his leg.
Josh liked the feeling of her lips on his, letting his hand go into her hair, and raked his hand through it softly.
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Erin was the one to pull back this time, but not for a few minutes. "...so..." She said quietly, her face reddening once again.
Josh opened his eyes when she pulled away. "So..." he paused with a small laugh "you have really soft lips." he whispered
Erin giggled, shaking her head fondly. "You said that already," She pointed out.
Josh shrugged. "But it's very true." he mumbled to her
Erin laughed, reaching out to poke his cheek. "...so" She said again.
Josh scrunched his nose when she poked him. "Soooo what?" He asked
Erin Giggled when he scrunched his nose. "What does kissing mean?" She asked.
Josh shrugged a bit. "It means you're a good kisser and I wouldn't say no if you ever wanted to kiss again."
Erin nodded slowly, staring down at her lap. It wasnt the response she wanted.
Josh "Or you could wear my sweatshirt maybe?" He questioned her seeing her looking sad now and he already didn't like it.
Erin raised her eyebrow. "Huh?" She asked, giving him a look.
Josh let out a laugh. "Do you wanna wear my sweatshirt?"
Erin "How is that the question you're asking right now?" She asked. "Plus you're not even wearing a shirt."
Josh started laughing laying back on her bed. "I was trying to be different then just asking you to be my girlfriend."
Erin 's head shot up at his explanation. "Wait what?"
Josh sat back up a little bit, but Leo jumped on him before he could. "Well I mean you're already one of my girls who are my friend, but like, do you wanna be my girlfriend with no space."
Erin bit her lip at his question. "Are you just asking me that to be nice?" She asked after a moment.
Josh shook his head watching her. "No."
Erin nodded slowly, picking with a loose thread on her blanket. "So you actually like like me?"
Josh nodded a little bit, reaching over to her with the arm that wasn't wrapped around Leo, to try to pull her over to him. "Of course I do."
Erin let him pull her over, scratching Leo's head once she was closer. "...But why?"
Josh kissed her cheek once he was over next to her. "Why what?" He asked confused a bit.
Erin smiled a bit at the kiss, lifting Leo out of his lap and onto her own. "Why do you like like me?"
Josh looked at her. "Well, you're pretty, and smart, and like you said I act different when I'm like one on one and like, Eric and I are like wild, but like you calm me or whatever"
Erin blushed lightly at his answer, finally looking up at him. "Okay," She nodded with a small smile before pecking his cheek.
Josh smiled, pulling her closer and kissed her quickly. "Okay you'll be my girlfriend?" he wanted to get that right before like being overly happy about it.
Erin giggled at the kiss. "Okay I'll wear your sweatshirt," She teased, poking her tongue out at him
Josh let out a laugh "Wow finally someone wants to wear it" he teased sticking out his tongue at her
Erin rolled her eyes fondly, reaching up to poke his tongue with another small giggle. "Eric is gonna hate this."
Josh licked her finger when she poked his tongue. "Well we have already seen his reaction before i even asked you"
Erin "Ew" She whined, wiping her finger on his cheek. "Yeah but that was just like... an assumption. Now it's true."
Josh let out a laugh before letting out a sigh. "Well, we never said that he was wrong though.."
Erin bit her lip, turning to hide her face in the side of his neck. "I don't want Eric to hate me."
Josh wrapped his arm around her kissing the top of her head. "I don't think he could hate you Erin.."
Erin sighed, hugging one of her arms around his waist. "I don't want him to hate you either."
Josh let out a laugh. "I think I could deal with that. but like he's one of my best friends I don't think it would happen."
Erin shook her head quickly. "No dealing with that because he's not allowed to hate you."
Josh bit his lip. "Well I'll tell him and like, if he hates me he hates me"
Erin "I don't want him to hate you though," She frowned.
Josh let out a sigh. "Well do you wanna tell him, because he at least will lie and tell you he doesn't hate me"
Erin bit her lip but nodded, sitting up. "I'm gonna go talk to him now," She said quietly.
Josh sat up after her. "Okay.. good luck"
Erin sighed, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek before setting Leo on his lap and getting out of bed. She made her way to her brother's room, knocking on the door.
Eric was sitting at his computer, really kinda wondering what was taking Josh so long, but he was also just playing some black ops when he waited. Hearing the knock on the door he looked up and over "It's open!!"
Erin pushed open the door, closing it behind her. "Hi," She said, reaching down to pet Bentley before going to sit on her brother's bed. "What are you playing?"
Eric smiled when he saw it was Erin. "Hey." He looked back at the game, seeing he was getting attacked by zombies and just let himself die in the game. "Black ops, but clearly zombies rather eat me." He laughed.. "Did you leave josh in your room by himself?"
Erin laughed, shaking her head. "zombies arent allowed to eat you because it'd miss you too much," She said. "No, Leo is there with him."
Eric rolled his eyes "In the game Erin. I don't see the world turning into the walking dead any time soon." He laughed turning around in his chair to look at her. "Like Leo will stop him from snooping or something."
Erin "Well if it does you have to at least survive until I die," she teased, picking up one of his pillows and throwing it at him. "I don't think Josh will do that."
Eric let out a laugh. "if you get bit i won't be able to kill you though." He muttered watching her. "Are we even talking about the same josh then?"
Erin "Well if I get bit, I'll bite you and we can be zombie twins," she shot back. Biting her lip, she nodded. "Well it would be kind of rude to snoop through your girlfriend's stuff..." she said, hoping he wouldn't freak.
Eric looked at her shaking his head. "Well you want to put me through that pain too?" he teased watching her raising an eyebrow. "I mean probably but like this is still josh we're talking about right?"
Erin "No but I don't want to be without you either," She explained as she grabbed a second pillow, hugging it to her chest. "he's not a bad guy," She pointed out. "...are you mad?"
Eric raised an eye brow. "What if i get killed before you? I can't control someone shooting me" He laughed watching her. "Why would I be mad?"
Erin shook her head quickly. "No stop don't say that," She frowned, hugging the pillow closer. "I don't know... because he's your best friend and I'm me."
Eric let out a laugh. "And I reminded him I know where he lives if he hurts you."
Erin rolled her eyes, her face reddening slightly. "But you said that before we were actually dating."
Eric looked over at her. "What/"
Erin bit her lip, the blush deepening. "We were just kind of...randomly kissing when you walked by."
Eric blinked a few times. "Well, my statement still stands. I know were he lives if he hurts you."
Erin finally let herself relax, glad Eric didn't seem upset at all. "I don't think he'll hurt me... or I hope he doesn't."
Eric "He's okay. I don't think he would either Erin.."
Erin smiled softly at her brother's words. Dropping the pillow, she stood up and walked over to where he was sitting, pulling him to his feet so she could hug him. "I love you."
Eric pulled her into the hug. "I love you too Erin." He muttered.
Erin hugged him a moment longer before pulling back and kissing his cheek. "I'll send Josh back to you soon," She promised.
Eric let out a small laugh. "please I miss my best friend, You don't see me always stealing Cassie from you."
Erin gave him a look. "Wow that's a lie you steal her all the time," She laughed, pushing him playfully.
Eric rolled his eyes. "Not when she already over here hanging out with you. If i need her for a song or something is the only time i actually steal her"
Erin frowned at his his words. "...well now i feel bad..."
Eric "Why?" he questioned. "he's the one who told me he needed to talk to you? You didn't actually steal him"
Erin "but now i dont wanna give him back," she explained.
Eric shrugged. "Well he can't sleep in there so you're gonna have to give him up"
Erin "But I don't want to leave you here alone until then," She said before looking up at him. "Do you want Leo?"
Eric looked down on the floor where Bentley was. "But Im not alone, not really."
Erin "But you're without the friend you invited over," She shot back.
Eric shrugged "I am a big boy I will live."
Erin nodded before giving him another hug. "I'll make you pancakes in the morning," She offered. "But he'll really be back soon because i'm getting sleepy anyway."
Eric let out a laugh "Like we will have time in the morning." He shook his head. "But okay. don't let him stay in there."
Erin "We will, I'll get up early," She promised, nodding at his words. "I won't. Night Eric." With that she left his room, heading back to her new boyfriend.
Josh was laying on erin's bed on his belly, still shirtless, but Leo was asleep on the small of his back, and Josh was on his way of passing out but was trying to stay awake until Erin came back
Erin couldn't help but smile as she walked into her room, finding the sight adorable. "He stands by killing you if you hurt me... but he's okay with it," She said, sitting next to him on the bed, running her fingers through his hair.
Josh felt her sit down on the bed, and felt Leo move off of him. "I won't hurt you" he muttered softly not wanting to move at all.
Erin smiled softly at his words. "I know," She whispered back. "I trust you."
Josh still hadn't moved. "I'm glad you trust me." he rolled a little bit to look at her. "I don't want him to hurt me so. No plans on hurting you"
Erin let out a small laugh at his words. "Eric is my number one always, but you're bigger than him," She pointed out.
Josh reached out for her pulling her closer to him. "Don't mean he won't give me a black eye still" he laughed
Erin let him pull her closer, but didn't lay down. "I won't let that happen," She said, continuing to play with his hair. "You look sleepy."
Josh looked up at her, letting out a yawn. "You took too long talking to eric, I had nothing better to do then lay here" he laughed a bit.
Erin giggled, letting out a yawn of her own after he did. "Lay here and start to fall asleep," She teased.
Josh nodded a bit. "I have to move though don't I?" he questioned softly
Erin nodded. "If you want to go to sleep, yes," She whispered back.
Josh shook his head. "But I don't wanna move your bed is better." he said softly with a laugh
Erin laughed, shaking her head fondly. "it is, but I 100% know you're not allowed to sleep in it."
Josh pouted a little bit. "Can i sleep on the floor?" He laughed just not wanting to leave her room.
Erin giggled, shaking her head. "I don't think that'd be very comfy. Plus Eric misses you."
Josh let go of her before rolling over onto his back and sitting up. "I guess I should go back over there then"
Erin pouted, not actually wanting him to leave that quickly. "No," She laughed, though she continued to pout, wrapping her arms around his waist.
Josh saw the pout and made him not want to leave. "No?" He laughed pulling her onto his lap and kissed her softly
Erin squealed quietly when he lifted her onto his lap, grinning into the kiss. "No," she repeated, whispering the word against his lips.
Josh kept his arms wrapped around her "I should just bring you in there with me." he teased
Erin giggled at the suggestion. "I am allowed to sleep in Eric's room."
Josh kissed her quickly "I love loop holes"
Erin laughed, shaking her head fondly. "Let's see if we can convince Eric."
Josh let out a sigh. "he's not gonna go for it
Erin "No he won't," She confirmed, biting her lip.
Josh kissed her softly when she bit her lip. "this is just a lose lose isn't"
Erin frowned, but nodded. "We can just stay awake all night," She teased.
Josh raised and eyebrow at her "I'll be dead at school and fall asleep in class"
Erin nodded in agreement. "Me too... and I don't want you to be dead at school because I wanna hold your hand all day so everyone knows we're dating."
Josh let out another yawn. "Noone can fault us if we try to stay awake and we just happen to fall asleep in here right?"
Erin shook her head. "Eric will come in here and wake us both up... plus my mom and dad check on us sometimes when we're sleeping."
Josh let out a sigh, "well that sucks."
Erin nodded, dropping her head on his shoulder. "Just stay for a few more minutes then we'll both go to sleep and see each other in the morning."
Josh wrapped his arms around her. "Okay." He said softly, kissing the top of her head
Erin smiled, closing her eyes and absently tracing her fingers over his back. "You're warm."
Josh let out a soft chuckle. "More of a reason for me to not leave"
Erin "I wish," She whispered back, letting out another yawn.
Josh rubbed her back softly. "Do you want me to stay till you fall asleep?"
Erin bit her lip but nodded. "yes please," She whispered back.
Josh smiled and kissed the top of her forehead and nodded. "Okay."
Erin smiled, winding her arms around his waist. "Night," She whispered, not wanting to ever move.
Josh went back to rubbing her back softly. "Night Erin." he whispered back
Erin relaxed into his touch. As much as she wanted to stay awake to be with him, it wasn't long before her grip around him slackened as she fell asleep.
Josh Once Josh knew she was asleep, he carefully moved her onto her bed, and put her blanket over her. he leaned down and kissed her softly, tucking her in and left the room quietly before going back to Eric's room.
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*May 16th, 2016
I thought it might be time for an update on everything so here we go. January 2nd 2016 John asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes, January 12th I got my drivers permit and January 14th I auditioned and got casted in A theatre company’s (now they changed their name) production of Beauty and the Beast as the feather duster. the theatre company had then changed their show to Hairspray and i was casted as Penny but Jennifer dropped out and they were holding re-auditions for the role of Tracy, long story short I got it but then the show changed back to Beauty and the Beast and Mr. Harold (the director) called me saying he wanted me to play Belle!!! So excited!! I got my braces off January 26th and got a job at sales unlimited and started work on the 18th but i only worked 3 days from then until now!! I got very sick at the end of febuary/ the beginning of March so i was out sick for 2 and a half weeks but whenever i called to get hours they asked me when i was free to work and i told them then they said call back next week, like what the heck so im planning on quitting because i just cant handle that right now. Even though I was pretty sick during the show, Drowsy went very well and i enjoyed it although if i don’t get a lead next year i will be very upset, i deserve it!!!  Hope got in a very bad car accident and passed away march 24th her memorial service will be may 21st. I got into my schools spring cabaret with a number with my 2 friends Marie and Justine (We sang Bend and Snap from Legally Blonde). Denis and Jill got married April 8th it was so beautiful!! I auditioned for All-State Chorus April 16th but sadly didn’t get in by 20 points, I had the best score of the people who auditioned from my school. April 23rd south’s choir went to a small but kind of famous hockey game and sung the national anthem on national tv. Clinics for the sport I am in were april 25th and 26th and we have about 4 new people joining. I had a girls night with most of the girls from the Beauty and the Beast cast April 30th to May 1st and the was laughter and smiles and many tears. Then John and I got into a huge fight on that sunday (May 1st) and we went on a 2 day break. I went to Sandy’s baby shower on May 7th and that was cute. On May 9th I auditioned to be next years sport I am in captain, it was so nerve racking and i messed up a little during my routine only me and Lauren Lyon auditioned. On Friday May 13th I found out that only I got captain!! I am so nervous but very excited!! May 14th was Junior Prom and it was a blast!!! Today I got sick and went to the doctors and guess how much i weigh… 192 lbs…. oh my gosh do i hate myself. Tomorrow I am meeting with a therapist for the first time because sometime in the past couple of months i decided to start talking to My guidance counelor’s intern Ms. Lily and i really liked talking to her about stuff so i finally told my dad that i wasn’t okay and i needed toes someone because Ms. Lily had to leave sadly. i am kind of nervous but i am glad to be taking this step. Lastly I just wanted to say that I love John with all of my heart but i think about Victor almost everyday. I just want to be friends with him. I cursed Victor off at a resturant after one of the musical shows because he was going to do something so rude. the next night at the cast party i approached him and asked him if i could talk to him. besides the cursing him off the night before we hadn’t talked in months. so i apologized for cursing him off and i apologized for everything i have done to hurt him and asked if there was anyway we could be friends he said he didn’t know and i asked how about a point where if we see each other we smile and say hi and he said okay and said okay thank you and sorry. i walked away and for the first time in my life i hyperventilated. it was very scary. of course even after talking to him we didn’t even talk in the halls or anything, ZIP. until at the art show the other day we were at tables across from each other and he said something to me.it was very odd but i nodded. throughout the night he kept saying small things to me. i was so confused. we still didn’t talk after that. then the night of the spring cabaret i wanted to say break a leg so i did and then i basically ran away and again it was hard for me to breath. a couple songs later Diamond came up to me saying that Victor said he has no interest in talking to me and he was just being polite at the art show. later that night his sister was at the window of Mrs. Ashley’s room waving to me and i made a joke saying i have fans and as Victor walked out he was like its my sister and i was then so confused. if he doesn’t have any interest in talking to me why say anything at all. i still talk to his sister Riley every now and then because she still likes me and when see his parents we talk but for what ever reason he won’t talk to me and it really sucks because i do not want him to graduate and leave and then i never see him again, i want him in my life somehow.
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Just reminding everyone thee bolded and crossed out are things I changed from my original writing.
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