#Ignore my fucking mental breakdown this shit was funny af not to reblog

[hugsfromdad]

(For my followers who like my life updates)

Bruh I pursued this girl who I was like best friends with and we had agreed to go on a date and we talked about our feelings for each other-- then she fucking just starts ignoring me and avoiding me around our friends and refusing to talk to me (even tho i didnt do anything differently) and then once i am giving her lots of space and start hanging with my other friends and this other girl and I start spending more time together and it unintentionally begins looking like we might become a thing, she fucking starts hugging me from behind and getting close to me again? And then ignoring me again? And then doesn't say goodbye even over text when she leaves for college? And now I'm completely baffled and hurt and honestly angry af and cant believe that this is like the same situation as my "ex" and now im kinda just here existing and trying to understand what happened with her.

So yes. I'm hella unactive on here cause there's a LOT of shit happening in my life and I havent really been able to function. Having some breakdowns and honestly my mental health is really really sketchy. I deactivated my Insta awhile back and I kinda just come on here to read interesting/funny posts and numb out. So hopefully I'll get better....soon? Idk. Its definitely gonna take a lot of healing. But imma just keep reblogging and then making short posts if something fun or lighthearted happens in my life. :)

Feel free to keep sending me asks or messages. Love y'all sm💕