#If i hadn't already blocked most of these ppl I would've done it today

[dangerous-disposition]

My favourite thing in the whole world is how I can spend a week in capitalism hell while literally getting frostbite and then I come onto my little escapism apps to go teehee haha with the gays in my phone about FICTIONAL GODDAMN CHARACTERS to find out that the same fucking ppl are stirring up bullshit drama for no fucking reason and being rude to my friends like please actually grow up.

Like ppl are out here outright fucking lying about shit and why? Bc you don't like someone's headcanon? Youve decided people are Having Fun Wrong? Bc it's not the same way you're having fun? Like ppl are out here MINDING THEIR BUSINESS and creating events FOR THEMSELVES AND LIKE MINDED PPL and you're gonna be out there being rude and belittling ppl or even literally lying about what the mods said about an OPTIONAL EVENT that isn't about or for you???? Like literally do you have NOTHING ELSE GOING ON in your life that you have time to actually care SO MUCH about what other people are doing???? Especially to be MEAN about it?

Genuinely this is the last I'm gonna say I'm just especially pissed bc while fandom shit-stirrers be stirring shit always, this time shit was stirred with ppl I consider friends and I'm peeved. Like literally grow up, we're all just goofing off.

And this is just a general statement I've made a million times: being publicly mean and condescending about ppl having harmless fun, even as a fucking joke, makes you a mean fucking person. Like genuinely, you are an unpleasant, mean person and that's something you're gonna have to come to terms with and maybe hopefully fix that in yourself or at least fucking admit you're mean and unpleasant.

There's a lot of shit that ppl hc that personally? I dislike! But I don't get mean and bitchy about it on my blog where ppl who enjoy those things might see it and feel like I'm making fun of them! I filter tags or words so I don't see that shit! Or I unfollow ppl! Or I just scroll past! And if I rly wanna vent about it, I go to a friend who agrees with me about my feelings on the matter, and we privately bitch about it! But at the end of the day, people are having harmless fucking fun and I'm not gonna fucking yuck their yum where they will likely fucking see it!!! Bc that's how you conduct yourself! Like a fucking kind person!!! In a shared space!!!

Anyway. I've said my piece. This is all I'm saying on it.

Put all that hater energy into shit you actually enjoy and maybe you'll feel fucking better about yourself. Be fucking nice to each other, the world's fucking cruel enough without y'all adding to it, goddamn.

[reilleclan-blog]

I liked this shot even though it was a bit dark

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Below is a detailed adhd filled description of my morning. Yes I "yap" ie I fucking talk cause this is my fucking blog if that bothers u kindly scroll, ty. Also I heavily hate the term "yapping" if u say that to someone cause they are talking about something they are passionate about , fuck u. I have anxiety just thinking I annoy anyone I interact with and now u tell me I'm "yapping" when u didn't even have to interact at all

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So I work part time helping senior citizens, not to taxing work but it is when I'm mentally ill, have ptsd and just self diagnosed adhd-autistic so I have a hard time being positive and/or wanting to work when I'm physically exhausted. Either way I went to work(oh yeah I stayed up super late cause I couldn't fall asleep) I have a headache but I'm like "we usually chill so today SHOULD BE FINE" even though, I don't ever really relax cause this isn't my house but working has been a decent escape. And we usually watch movies after I've thrown out garbage and washed dishes. And there was a movie from Friday that we hadn't finished but I didn't really care for finishing it so I decided to put in a comedy "parks and rec" this man is still getting dressed so I'm watching the show. He comes out of his room just walking around, turning off lights, going in and out of his room, and even opening the front door all b/c he didn't want to watch the show I put on.

And to be frank I don't think I would've cared if he had already said he wanted to watch something, I usually change my mind but.. anyways he passive aggressively takes a movie and puts it next to my movie case. Then continues to walk around this small ass apartment like a weirdo(omg it's his apartment) it's just weird we usually watch the show together but he didn't want to watch my show so bad that he'd rather give himself random ass "tasks" until I asked is he "expecting someone" then like a child he goes "I DONT WANNA WATCH THISSSSS" and I felt hella offended b/c he's the same man saying it's ok to watch what I wanted... so I'm just like ok..... so what. Then he says "I thought u were gonna put the other movie on.." as if I can't change my mind.. like this is genuinely why I don't really trust men relatively ever. This man is sounding like a whole little kid cause something he could watch at whatever time whenever wasn't playing.

And honestly he starts walking around the apartment again b/c for the life of him he can't bother to try and watch a show I brought. I was just like do u want me to leave b/c he's genuinely doing the fucking most and I didn't have time to get into a petty argument on a fucking Monday about a movie when I stay there for like 2 fucking hours. Like ur doing wayyyy too much sir. Anyways I just left early b/c that genuinely creeped me out and it was way too early for this petty ass baby shit... GENUINELY wtf is wrong with ppl.. like he takes a ton of meds so I didn't want to be "rude" about his certain "behaviors" but like that was just so weird. And it's not the first time he's done weird ass shit. But that was the time he really was rude... anyways yeah. I feel like if I explained this to a friend over the phone they would laugh and be like what the fuck is wrong with him.. yeah that was my morning and getting to his place I have to take a bus then walk like 10 blocks💀(on a bus full of ppl not masking and a guy cat called me when I was walking to my JOB) so I mean I still get my hours but wtf ..