#If I Disappear
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guys im tired
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I brainrotted too hard and now I have to write a ten page essay by Thursday ✌️
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If silly why must study
(exams start tomorrow)
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here's the results of me pulling from neuvi's banner hehe >:)
#yes.#i have c1 diluc now#and neuvi#AND tighnari#all in less than 50 pulls all f2p#ur girl is mihoyo's fav fr fr#if i disappear#its cuz im farming for daddy#mimeows
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Where Can I Read More Epistolary Literature?
I’m forever on the hunt for books that are epistolary in nature. I will continue to update this list as I find them.
"Dear Mr. You" by Mary Louise Parker
"Love Letters to the Dead" by Ava Dellaira
“No One Writes Back” by Jang Eun-Jin
“Dracula” by Bram Stoker
“The Incarnations” by Susan Barker
“Letters to Amelia” by Lindsay Zier-Vogel
“If I Disappear” by Eliza Jane Brazier
"What Remains of Edith Finch" - okay this isn't a book, rather a video game, but it is such a wonderful example of what can be accomplished when letters are the storytelling medium. Honestly 10/10
"Gone Home" - this one is also a video game but it also slaps 10/10 emotional rollercoaster
#writblr#creative writing#epistolary#poetry#novel#short story#list#letters#what remains of edith finch#gone home#letters to amelia#the incarnations#bram stoker's dracula#if i disappear#love letters to the dead#love letters#no one writes back#dear mr you#mary louise parker#lindsay zier-vogel#eliza jane brazier#susan barker#ava dellaira#jang eunjin
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The past few years of my life have just been horrible. Everything is just. Theres no point in keep going. I don't know how long I can keep going. I feel like I need to give up. It doesn't matter anymore, no one would care if I was gone anyway.
Everyone would be happier without me around.
#tw depressing thoughts#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#everything sucks#life sucks#i feel alone#im not okay#if i disappear#no one cares#they will be fine#without me
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i'm gonna be taking a break from tumblr and ao3 over the next couple of days. i'm ridiculously busy, my emotional state isn't quite at its peak at the moment, and i've just generally got a lot going on at the moment lol. thank you so much for all the support i've been getting recently, it means a lot. i hope you all have great days/nights! :)
#i just need a break#for mental health reasons#because good mental health is#in fact#good#who would've thunk#:)))#brief departure#momentary absence#if i disappear#i'm probably not dead#hopefully#red will tell you if i am#i hope#random things
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cw death threats
#if i disappear#never to return#its because i had to kick out a resident for making death threats and they followed the fuck through#✌️🤪#off topic#kiwi talks#work things#dv advocate#i work in a residential shelter
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since this is my 12th round of finals (8 semesters in highschool and 4 in college) i am seeking comfort in knowing that all this stress will be over by the weekend and it wont matter too much.
but right now matters alot 🧍♀️
#maybe i should log off of tumblr for the week 🧍♀️#if i disappear#you know why#im busy focusing on sculpting a milkshake and programing a character outfit selection
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the queen of the disco or whatever
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#scary-oke#zombie#zombie stan#idk if that's a tag whatever#anyway i was on the fence on posting this bc i think i might hate it but i put a good deal of time into it so you get it anyway SHUT UP!!!!!#k bye#disappearing back into my cave#mods art#mods draws#my art
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I think one of the kindest things you can do for people with various mental health struggles is just... let people back into your life after they've been absent for a while.
Making friends as an adult is so fucking hard already and isolating yourself from other people is a very common symptom of depression, anxiety, burnout, ocd, trauma, grief, etc. Which means that someone will do the hard work of recovery/healing and resurface back into a world where their previous friends have written them off because they stopped showing up.
So if you know someone where you're like "yeah we could have been better friends but they fell off the map a bit" and that person suddenly reaches out, or starts showing up to events even though you kind of forgot they were still in the group chat... well they may have been Going Through It and you don't actually have to punish them for their absence you can just be glad that they're back.
#forever grateful for friends that let me disappear for a bit because I was too sad for everything and just held space for me to come back#so I'm trying to pay it forward by holding that space for other people#my nonsense
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had a real life "and everybody clapped" moment and im still reeling. spent the rest of the ride comparing butterfly pics with the old lady next to me trying to identify it
#this was a little while ago and im. why do these things happen to me#clickity autobio#autobio comic#comics#u will notice my bag disappears halfway thru this comic#this is bc i put it and my coat on the goddamn floor of the tube#so i could jump around like a ninny without smacking anyone in the face#hall of shame
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passages that make you whisper "oh my god"
#text!#working on a paper abt the degradation of the line between real/unreal in modern society and this one paragraph blew my MIND#like it literally tied all of my other sources together#also this whole paper is about how sex has disappeared from american media so if ur interested in that i highly recommend it
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I'm turning 30 this month, and for some reason have become suddenly interested in material possessions. like what if,,,,,,,,my couch was nice. what if my sheets were nice. is this what happens to you??
#this bougie furniture store was having an extreme New Years sale#and it sent me out of my mind#like......wait......I could have that?? I could have NICE coffee table and NICE chair??? really?#a good chunk of my savings mysteriously disappeared shortly after.
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love the idea of the Batfamily getting stopped and searched in the family car on the way back to the Manor and everyone’s tense expecting Jason to be the one packing like twelve guns but it’s Alfred? Alfred is absolutely unbelievably strapped up to high heaven? And he somehow manages to talk to the cops out of arresting him or even giving him a ticket?
Bruce is just standing on the side of the road pinching the bridge of his nose. Jason is grinning so widely his face is about to rip. Alfred’s guns are all sitting on the hood of the car and there’s at least three there that Bruce remembers taking away and destroying. Dick is taking pictures on his phone to send to Barbara and trying not to laugh. Tim has Kon on speaker narrating it…
#ok NOW I’m going back to work#sorry#alfred pennyworth#bruce wayne#batman#dc#batfamily#alfred mf pennyworth#I know that’s right#STAY strapped up#the traffic stops disappears entirely from GCPD record#it’s still not enough for Bruce
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Sometimes I get scared that one day you're going to get bored of me and leave too
So I start to cling on too tight, and that just makes everything worse
I'm such a fucking idiot
#im tired#i hate this#tw depressing thoughts#i am alone#abandoment issues#anxious#im not okay#i want to disappear#if i disappear#everything sucks
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