#If I Disappear
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🎧ྀི theda . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ bakugou enthusiast ੈ ♡˳ adult ✮⋆˙ semi hiatus !
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1st n foremost: katsuki writer ! ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ but also ... bnha jjk csm hq bllk
recent works: come get your warmth; when you're not there; come out and haunt me; like the waves, you leave me as they come;
#ask box & dms always open !#but might take a while to respond :(#if i disappear#im just suffering in exams#dw i’ll come back!
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guys im tired
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I’m once again bleeding over someone who couldn’t care less about me.
#my therapist might send me to the hospital after my appointment tomorrow#I wouldn’t be surprised at this point#if I disappear#that’s why#…#personal#my post
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Take
Me
Away
So
I
Never
Have
To
Be
Unhappy
Ever
Again.
#yancore#yandere#depression#hikicore#hikineet#hikikomori#kogal#paypigswanted#pay piq#cnc kidnapping#come rescue me…#no one cares when I cry#no one asks if I’m ok or if I eat#if they hear me crying#they say nothing#if I disappear#would anyone notice?#I don’t think so..#I hyperventilated and no one came#I passed out and no one came#I screamed and cried and no one came#I just want a hug..#I just want to be held..#i’m so tired#pastel pink#pink aesthetic#pinkcore
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I brainrotted too hard and now I have to write a ten page essay by Thursday ✌️
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If silly why must study
(exams start tomorrow)
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here's the results of me pulling from neuvi's banner hehe >:)
#yes.#i have c1 diluc now#and neuvi#AND tighnari#all in less than 50 pulls all f2p#ur girl is mihoyo's fav fr fr#if i disappear#its cuz im farming for daddy#mimeows
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The past few years of my life have just been horrible. Everything is just. Theres no point in keep going. I don't know how long I can keep going. I feel like I need to give up. It doesn't matter anymore, no one would care if I was gone anyway.
Everyone would be happier without me around.
#tw depressing thoughts#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#everything sucks#life sucks#i feel alone#im not okay#if i disappear#no one cares#they will be fine#without me
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i'm gonna be taking a break from tumblr and ao3 over the next couple of days. i'm ridiculously busy, my emotional state isn't quite at its peak at the moment, and i've just generally got a lot going on at the moment lol. thank you so much for all the support i've been getting recently, it means a lot. i hope you all have great days/nights! :)
#i just need a break#for mental health reasons#because good mental health is#in fact#good#who would've thunk#:)))#brief departure#momentary absence#if i disappear#i'm probably not dead#hopefully#red will tell you if i am#i hope#random things
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cw death threats
#if i disappear#never to return#its because i had to kick out a resident for making death threats and they followed the fuck through#✌️🤪#off topic#kiwi talks#work things#dv advocate#i work in a residential shelter
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since this is my 12th round of finals (8 semesters in highschool and 4 in college) i am seeking comfort in knowing that all this stress will be over by the weekend and it wont matter too much.
but right now matters alot 🧍♀️
#maybe i should log off of tumblr for the week 🧍♀️#if i disappear#you know why#im busy focusing on sculpting a milkshake and programing a character outfit selection
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the queen of the disco or whatever
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#scary-oke#zombie#zombie stan#idk if that's a tag whatever#anyway i was on the fence on posting this bc i think i might hate it but i put a good deal of time into it so you get it anyway SHUT UP!!!!!#k bye#disappearing back into my cave#mods art#mods draws#my art
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I think one of the kindest things you can do for people with various mental health struggles is just... let people back into your life after they've been absent for a while.
Making friends as an adult is so fucking hard already and isolating yourself from other people is a very common symptom of depression, anxiety, burnout, ocd, trauma, grief, etc. Which means that someone will do the hard work of recovery/healing and resurface back into a world where their previous friends have written them off because they stopped showing up.
So if you know someone where you're like "yeah we could have been better friends but they fell off the map a bit" and that person suddenly reaches out, or starts showing up to events even though you kind of forgot they were still in the group chat... well they may have been Going Through It and you don't actually have to punish them for their absence you can just be glad that they're back.
#forever grateful for friends that let me disappear for a bit because I was too sad for everything and just held space for me to come back#so I'm trying to pay it forward by holding that space for other people#my nonsense
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had a real life "and everybody clapped" moment and im still reeling. spent the rest of the ride comparing butterfly pics with the old lady next to me trying to identify it
#this was a little while ago and im. why do these things happen to me#clickity autobio#autobio comic#comics#u will notice my bag disappears halfway thru this comic#this is bc i put it and my coat on the goddamn floor of the tube#so i could jump around like a ninny without smacking anyone in the face#hall of shame
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passages that make you whisper "oh my god"
#text!#working on a paper abt the degradation of the line between real/unreal in modern society and this one paragraph blew my MIND#like it literally tied all of my other sources together#also this whole paper is about how sex has disappeared from american media so if ur interested in that i highly recommend it
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m tired
#I learned last year#but the physical manifestation of my depression#is being tired#no amount of sleep or rest alleviates it#the best remedy for it is to feel good#I have made so many terrible decisions in the past while#in an effort to find things that feel good#they are poor substitutes for what i actually want#the past 3 weeks have been a serious struggle#nothing has really felt good#I don't know what I'm doing#in many respects I never have#I apologize to everyone I've ever hurt#while seeking gratification#I want to do better#I want more from life#I want something to be#mine#if I disappear#I'm sorry if it hurts you#please know I'm trying to take care of things#I'm trying to be worthy of what I want
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