#Idk ig it's also hitting more bc I'm more aware of how lonely I am? So I need something to fill that void
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#crouch speaks#Idk ig it's also hitting more bc I'm more aware of how lonely I am? So I need something to fill that void#Previously it was all absorbing interests and alcohol and now its just nothing#And I'm just so tired and so desperate for something consistent#A reliability that I know I cannot have#I just feel messy and broken and I don't know how to even begin to fix it up if that's even possible#I was scared to leave my own room again this weekend even tho I knew there was no reason#Maybe if i have a long enough hug I'll feel vaguely normal again
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