#IT IRKS ME SO FUCKING MUCH DON'T TALK TO ME:D | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lwieserce · 4 years

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why do all my friends feel the need to mother me lol just let me do dumb shit in peace do you put mom friend as your only trait on personality quizzes dumbass???? 'why r u so depressed' thats a question u ask with a dumb emote right next to it oh shut the fuck up tell me how i am not manifesting my best life rn by my attiude 😖

#IT IRKS ME SO FUCKING MUCH DON'T TALK TO ME:D #actually i could use someone to talk to but i can't even talk to people anymore without unintentionally bringing up my misery #and ruining the mood of the entire conversation because i desperately want someone to hear my cries for help #but i don't want to be patronized and looked down on bcs of that :D and it happens every single damn time:D #i think thats why venting to *** made me feel that much better. because he wouldn't baby me but also wouldn't dismiss everything i say #either.#idk it just hit.#some people i suppose just are insufferable to get comfort from #okay no i want to talk so much trash here but i am. stopping myself. i am not raging. i am not.#where does all this rage come from.#it's like i never learned how to properly express anger so i think i just don't ever get angry #but negative feelings build up within me and i snap at random moments hahahhh #ahahah hah #anyways i figured i really cant talk to some people at my worst i guess friendships are different some people just wont understand u and #thats ok.#but damn it if i dont want to have someone who id feel comfortable opening up to again :\

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