#IM UP IM READY IM AWAKE!!!
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dreaming of friends
[pose reference: Reunion by Salman Toor (2018)]
#durarara!!#durarara#drrr!!#drrr#shinra#izaya#izaya orihara#shinra kishitani#shinzaya#izashin#admin draws#fanart#FINALLY FREE OF AN EXHAUSTING WEEK. good lord.#so to celebrate im staying up til. checks clock. eh probably 2 am. mostly drawing#mostly trollsonas and hugs but i had a wicked idea so i went to execute it#it wasnt my initial idea to have this be post-ketsu... but ghost mentioned it in the discord and :') yeah#i feel like everyone spins little tales around the thing theyre drawing as theyre drawing it#for this one i imagined this was still relatively early after finishing high school. only a couple years#somewhere deep in the subconscious the feelings settled ready to be stirred up by sleep#its such a nice dream to have. being held by your only friend#only to start awake into a reality where that has never and will never happen#i really love drawing izaya with purplish blues and red lighting... its his combo for some reason#someone more versed in color symbolism and less asleep please chime in if you like
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when will my mom get the hint that i dont want her anywhere near my baby. as soon as i see her get close, i take my baby away. stop!!! please, respect it!! go away!!
#i left my baby awake in the crib so i could get her bottle ready & as soon as i saw my mother head towards her#i picked her up and prepped the bottle with her in my arms lol#and im always glaring my mother down when shes trying to interact so idk why she keeps doing it. i feel like shes just ignoring me#just so she can have baby time but no. no. i gotta get out of here#like#i need to move out of the STATE
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Accomplishments!!!!
#woooo were doin it!#success at being a good human --#i feel more awake and happy than the past few days- ready for small work tonight and making progress on big work application stuff tomorrow#success at being a good student --#my professor emailed me with an issue and i was able to get it all situated very quickly - plus im keeping up on this weeks assignments!!!#success at being a good citizen --#with some help i applied for my mail-in ballot and im getting my covid booster tomorrow!!!#comparatively theyre probably nonexistent tasks lol but to me they were big stressors that i completed >:3#last thing will be being a good pal but i feel like i was so scatterbrained on the call yesterday maybe i give myself a tiny bit longer#before i can be trusted to speak like a human being asdfsdf#i might even write today!!! its been weeks since making any solid progress but im feelin good ✨✨✨#rose rambles
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SO TIREEDDDDDDDD
but i still cant fall asleep.... aaaaeksnwjekd
#꒰ atsubie ꒱ ౨ৎ︵⠀⠀#𝒜tsu ♡ dear diary . . .#im so tired#the clock reads 2:20 am and this user has to wake up at 5 am to get ready yet she is wide awake
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happy 10th bday hyrule warriors :]
#should be awake by the time this posts . either way get ready im abt to reblog so much#edit . i’m up (devilish grin)
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Homeeee:)))!!!!
#foxie pics#nes the dog#pepper the cat#i cant believe ive been up for over 24 hrs erm#i gen. forgot LMAO#hatt was like “how are u still awake” and i was like “wdym its 11pm??” before Remembering it is in fact like 8am internal clock time#oh well jet lag won't get to meeee hehehe im immune mwahahaha#so ready to sleep in my own bed tonight w ny stuffies and sleep in and relax and hang out w the pets tomorrow rahshsh#maybe go on a walk who knowsss#im really happy being home tho i had a lovely night w my stepmom:))))))❤️❤️❤️#and the PETS ohkygod they missed me sm it was adorable omg i feel so loved#they both love the toys i got for them sm??1😭😭 snd theyre picky animals im gonna cryhdhddjkdkd#foxie rambles
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like what do u mean there's a like limit even
#chatty!#i HAVE to believe thats newly implemented. i used to like literally every single thing on my dash#ive never in my life hit any kind of limit on likes#anyway im not ready to be awake but im on my phone <3 since 10. inexplicably#may or may not actually get up. leaning towards zzzzzz
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How to explain to roommate that if she makes plans for a certain time she needs to be out of bed and ready by that time
#im tired of waking her up so she can be ready for her own plans so im just not doing it today lmao#i keep telling her she needs to set alarms and shes like 'nahhhh ill be fine ill be awake by then'#and then someones at the door and she still hasnt gotten up. i just. sigh#i get being tired and/or not wanting to get out of bed but also im not your mom lol. youre still responsible for your own plans#shes older than me by several years too im tired of being the responsible one for the both of us#anyways. i will actually communicate with her i just wanted to get my annoyance out lmao#skele says stuff#negative
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Love Silvers signature spell name, never not proving the sleeping beauty allegations
THE SHROUD PARENTS ARE FANTASTIC!
#Literally woke up a little before 5am so I could immediately do the download and start playing the rest of book 7#am in love so far this is so great!!!!#taking a break rn and running dailies so my parents don’t hear me being overexcited and realize im awake while they’re getting ready#but anyways. This has all been great so far!!!#twisted wonderland
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Is it appendicitis or just fibromyalgia and a stomach bug? Guess we'll see in the morning!
#fuck#nothing like a gradual increase in acute abdomen pain over the course of the week#along with diarrhea and nausea and lack of appetite#tmi#probably#my mom's giving me a ride to the ER in the morning#still have a couple irl friends as mutuals here#not right now because I've yet to throw up and I don’t think I have a fever#probably just not going to sleep so I can be sure I'll be awake when it's time to go#spend the rest of the night by the toilet in case I throw up#she's a nurse so she had me do the test where you put pressure on the pain and then release#at first it didn’t feel any worse#and then#it felt A LOT worse#vent#sorry#I've never had surgery before#and as previously mentioned I have fibro#which is probably going to mean a longer recovery time#did you know fibro can get worse when you have other infections in your body?#I'm currently having the worst flare up I've had in months#and it came out of nowhere#god Im not ready to potentially need surgery#I'm hosting a gala in 2 weeks!#a gala that has been in the works for months!#there might be as many as 40 people there#at least I have MaineCare#so I don’t have to worry about my insurance deciding not to cover it#very deliberatly posting this here and not Facebook#just so I don’t needlessly worry friends and family
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happy weds friends!! *⸜( * ॑꒳ ॑*)⸝* i hope you’re all well rested for a new exciting day ahead of us!! <33 make sure you’re wearin a jacket & a hat bc it is a CHILLY one out there!! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ not to worry!! im bringin you all the coziest beanies + mittens asap!! have a great day :3
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#i apologize for bein absent ystrdy :’< i was cleaning literally…all day (づ ﻌ ど) it took a lot outta me for sure!#but my apt is clean!! & i reorganized my makeup & skin care!! ٩(⁎•ᴗ•⁎)و woo!! im feelin good!!#im so eepy sleepy but i am shakin it off to wake up for a fresh new day!! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა gotta be wide awake + ready to go!!!#i hope your weds shines as brightly as you do!! - ̗̀( ˶'ᵕ'˶) ̖́- have a lovely day + ILYSM!! <333
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hi i'm back again with Yet Another Redraw
#last one for now i promise. i think anyway#human oc#superhero oc#supervillain oc#art improvement#art redraw#improvement meme#oc art#stanley does art#charlie grimms#first one was really lacking in concept i think i just wanted to do a lineless thing and pretty much traced a ref#it was just like. alistaire bothering charlie for no reason. also this is so old he has the wrong tattoos AGAIN!#and i had yet to figure out his sense of style so it was an experiment in putting him in different clothes#im different now. i understand how he would dress now.#the new one i decided charlie is not ready when he said he'd be (fell asleep) and this is why alistaire is irritated#ali breaks into his apartment and instead of waking him up decides to sit on him. i dont know. hes weird and hes gay#also think its funny in the first one charlies expression is definitely irritated Because alistaire is there#in the second one (if he was awake anyway) he wouldnt actually care. and both are equally canon just at different points in time
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Barbie Movie Stuff
Sup nerds! I recently got to watching Barbie (finally) and decided to make the obligatory post about it. So... Allan is the best character and you can't change my mind.
Hot Take
Also, the movie isn't about hating men. Never once does Barbie say, "I hate men". Not a single actor says it! Barbie is a movie that was made to encourage self-love. Whether you are Barbie, Ken, or Allan, you should find a way to be happy with who you are. Grow as a person and change for the better.
This movie has a message that I read as us [humanity] needing to finally accept that we are equals. I'm not saying switch from patriarchy to matriarchy. That wouldn't fix things. Whenever one group of people is put above another, the one pushed down begins to feel they are lesser than. This causes problems.
Ken "lashed out" and brought the patriarchy to Barbieland because he wasn't being recognized as Barbie's equal. He was upset because he was being treated as inferior. The Barbies "lashed out" because they didn't like being treated as objects and property.
When we hold someone above another and say they are better, the other is bound to break somehow. Whether they scream until they lose their voice, have a silent panic attack, or – in the case of this example – bring the patriarchy to a matriarchal society, the one seen as lesser will react.
Anygays, that's all for now. Later losers!
#barbie#allan barbie#im so fucking tired#its been a long few weeks#i hate burnout#my brain refuses to work#hot take#just ignore me#im barely awake#im ready to subcome to the moss#hiw did this become a study on psychology?#is this psychology?#idfk at this point#i give up
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oooh there about to be some mfing ND on ND crime at work if this fucker keeps trying me
#high anxiety noise sensitivity high sense of justice ND#meets vocal stims and 'doesnt do his job because he knows he can get away with it and push shit onto other ppl' ND#like he NEEDS a job coach and he needs help but there's like. INTENT in this shit he does. like he KNOWS and i feel like#all the NT's at work just ignore it and let him do it because they dont fucking realize it IS something he can help and change#he has focus issues and memory issues. all valid but not at all related how he actively ignores direction or gets sassy and how ill watch#him fuck shit up after having looked around to make sure no one sees him. shit he's been told SOOOO many times how to do/etc. AND HE KNOWS#i have told this bastard sO MANY TIMES to not abandon me in the evening to cover his TEN+ MINUTE BATHROOOOM BREAAAAAAAAKS!!!!!!!!#and he just walked out before i could even say No. I won't be Covering Your Position. Get a Manager.#and i was late getting home#wishing ill intent on him!!!! im tired of everyone having to fix his shit or deal with his gross behavior or get extra work#just because management doesnt know how to deal with a bad employee who HAPPENS to be ND and because corp wont get him a job coach#it's not FAAAAAAIR AND IM OVER IT!!!!#cw negativity#anyway the plus side of coming home pISSED is im awake and ready to write#and like MULTIPLE PEOPLE HAVE QUIT /because/ of this dude like idk if there's legal shit involved or like fucking what but like i have#no idea why he still has a job. he's been there longer than me btw. i think at some point he said like fucking 5 years#PERISH!!!!
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we're going to Castle Rock to look at a bunny we saw online. he is a black bunny and my parents want to name him Snowball
anyway. selfie
#i have been awake for like 30 minutes#my dad woke me up and was like GET READY WERE GOING TO LOOK AT A BUNNY and im like. laying in bed barely sentient#rabbit.txt
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crawls in here coughing and wheezing... everyone is so niceys to me.....
#sobs and collapses djfjndlsl#anyways good-.... well not good morning anymore. good afternoon everybuddy DJDKSL#i spent two real life hours this morning after waking up the first time in like... semi sleep paralysis ???#idk what it is but it happens sometimes where i cannot wake myself up and im on the cusp of being awake but i cant open my eyes or move LOL#and then i will finally be able to wake up for like three seconds before sleep drags me under again and then im stuck again#its so frustrating and drives me nuts 😭😭#BUT IT WAS SO NICE TO SEE KIND TAGS AND EVERYTHING FROM LAST NIGHT YAY THANK U ALL DJFJDKL#everyone so niceys to me :3#i want to draw more for ppl but I'll see what im capable of today fjdksl i am going traveling w parents tomorrow for a medical thing#(not for me but for one of them fjfkdl im just going along so i can perhaps purchase yarn bc they have a craft store there !!! yippee !!!)#anyways so i have to ... do stuff today to be ready for tomorrow and then yay hurray maybe i will draw after i get stuff done#dancing and grooving and boogying down djdkdl kicking my feet and becoming The Smiler reading over tags and rbs :]#dandy.cmd
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