#IF THERE'S CHOICE BETWEEN FITZ BEING HAPPY AND LIV BEING HAPPY? FITZ WINS.

[trumpetnista]

My Final Thoughts on 7x08 (taken from Shattering’s latest A/N...)

Quinn Perkins' fate may just be sealed after all but at least Shonda didn't kill her baby. Of course, after 509, last season or not, killing yet another baby wasn't gonna happen but Quinn herself? She may very well be gone and even if she's not, I'm pretty tempted to sue ABC for emotional distress. Everyone (even Joke Bastard's crash test dummy looking and acting ass) was affected by the apparent loss of Quinn and that 21 gun salute funeral scene made me cry. It's like when Harrison died but a million times worse because that was on Rowan. What's happened is on Liv.

No amount of private guilt will count until she fesses up to her Evil and starts making up for it. What little humanity she did show was potent and heartwrenching but it's not enough. Neither was her going to Fitz for comfort like we knew she would, even though she was an absolute bitch to him for no good reason beforehand. She always lashes out at him, especially when she knows that she's done wrong and Fitz just...it's honestly sad at this point. There's a difference between unconditional love and taking emotional abuse and it seems that Fitz has reached that conclusion because even though he did take her in with loving arms (god, the scene was so sweet but so sad), he's on the verge of giving up on her for good and I ain't mad at it.

I said it on Thursday and I'm saying it here: unless Liv starts getting some professional help or even semi-professional help, Fitz needs to bounce and never, ever look back. Enough is enough. He may love her and she may love him but unless they're both human and acting like adults, Olitz just isn't gonna work. Fitz has put the work in to be a better man solo and within Olitz. He's always put the work in and I'm tired of Liv doing the bare minimum in response or worse, making one big positive gesture and then backtracking on it the second things get complicated. It's fucking bullshit.

Olivia Pope needs to own her Rowana sins. She needs to tell the whole truth to her remaining friends and family and face the consequences. Afterwards, she needs to put the work in to fix herself or she shouldn't get to be happy with Fitz or by herself, that matter. It's been 7 years of the same bullshit from her and I'm tired. It's probably an unpopular opinion but I don't give a fuck. I've stood by my convictions before and I'm gonna keep doing it.

However, there was good in the 7B premiere. Huck carried the episode (and figured out the ugly truth in like 30 seconds), the rest of them are about to find out because Quinn had the Intel hidden on a flash drive just in case, Cyrus faced more consequences for his Evil, Mellie was only around for like a minute, Joke Bastard has been reduced to Lady Rowana of the Sith's personal chauffer, Olitz made love like they did in 1x06 (sans the broken lamp and solid mental health, unfortunately) Quinn's baby girl is alive and beautiful (her name is Robin, BTW if you wanna cry a little inside) and the episode ended with Rowan getting the shit choked out of him by a very angry Charlie. It's likely the bastard isn't gonna die but it was gratifying to see. I haven't been that happy to see someone get fucked up since Joke got shanked in 4B. I am cautiously optimistic about 7B and the Series Finale in April but there are 10 eps left and anything can happen, good or bad.

[kekethegoddessme]

Teach Me Too Love You

Chapter 7

A/N Let get this party started. I know you guys have been waiting on some tension release. Well here's a little something to tide you over.

Happy Reading!

Fitz and Liv arrive back at the home. Liv took a much long nap before showering and getting dressed. She decided on an elegant black dress, light make-up and an up-do messy bun with a side bang. A pair of sleek five-inch red bottoms that gave her more height.

After studying her appearance in the mirror, she headed out back to meet up with Fitz for dinner. The first thing she noticed of course was him sitting at the table talking on his phone. She steps out into the clearing and his mouth drops open.

He simply tells the caller I'll call you back. Hanging up the phone as he watches her approach. "You look beautiful." He leaps from his seat and pulls out her chair. "Thank you." Is her only statement purposely not returning the compliment

She notices the candles and soft music playing. A simple rose placed next to her plate. Chilled wine to compliment the dinner.

She takes her seat and he return to his directly across from her. The chef comes out with their food. "As you requested pretty lady. I hope it's to your liking."

Liv smiles before thanking the chef "I'm sure it is. Even if it wasn't, I wouldn't tell you, so you won't feel the need to kill the chef."

The dinner is like a breath of fresh air. Fitz let some of his guard down as did Liv and they talked…actually talked.

Fitz shared with Liv his upbringing with his father. How he was taken from his mother at age 12. His childhood memories of them as a family and how it consisted of his mother always being sad. His longing to see her, and the fear of rejection. He shared how he kept tabs on his mom but didn't have the heart to face her because even after turning 18 just as when his father died. He never reached out to her. He shared how he was secretly angry with his mom for not fighting for him to stay in her life even though she'd never win against his father. Which somewhat explain his treatment of women.

Liv also shared her life with two loving open-minded parents. How she was given a reason to always enjoy life. She spoke of her friends mostly about her best friend Abby and how she missed her. She also shared that she was a college graduate of Yale University with a bachelor's degree in business communications and Finance but hadn't yet decided on a career. With the love and encouragement of her parents who allowed her to be free-spirited and enjoy what life brought her. She also spoke on her parent's retirement party and how she needed to be there. Fitz not responding to that didn't surprise her.

Liv finally asks the real question that plagues her mind. "So, Fitzgerald what is it that you actually do?"

Before answer he looks at his vibrating phone. It' a text from Zoey stating You are not answering my calls, I'm not giving up on us. He places his phone back in his jacket pocket

"Business."

"Hmmm." Liv tilts her head and smiles "Fitzgerald, I'm serious. You want me to accept a year-long life with you. I have a right to know what to expect, more important what's waiting for me at the end of all this."

"You will know exactly what you need to know when it's time."

This puts Liv off a bit. She looks at him as she wipes her mouth with her napkin and pushes her chair from the table. This quickly changes Fitz tune. "I have a few businesses." Liv stops and give him attention once again. "Hotels, clubs, restaurants. It like a corporation under the Grant name and I'm the CEO. Sometimes I turn drug money into honest money for the families. It profitable but also dangerous. As I said I was chosen as head of this family after my father's death. It was not what I wished for…I had no choice."

"Sounds familiar, like what I'm going through right now. I would have never chosen this life…here in this moment. Like this with you." Liv states glaring at Fitz

"You'll change your mind. Just give it a chance and help me a little."

"Help you?" Liv looks on with confusion

Fitz gets up from his seat and slowly walks over to Liv. He leans down close to her face. Invading her space. His voice drops "Livvie my love. Yes, help me-teach me…to love you, the way that you should be loved. How to be gentle with you. I'm not sure what that looks like…help me do that…for you, also I would love if you called me Fitz instead of Fitzgerald." He then returns to his seat

Liv panties become wet with desire. She may have just had and orgasm, she's sure of it. Her nipples harden so she placed her arms across her breast upon her shoulders as she tries to control her sudden labored breath. The moment he called her Livvie was almost her undoing.

Fitz also experience another moment due to her scent. She smelled soft and captivating. He needed to calm himself down as well.

After several minutes of silence, they continue enjoying their meal, along with some small talk here and there before retiring to their separate bedrooms.

The first thing Liv noticed when entering her room was her cell phone and laptop on the bed. This brought a smile to her face. Her mind was made up. She would take a chance with Fitz and see how it goes.

She grabs her cell phone. Her first call is to her parents. "Hi mommy."

"Livvie dear, Eli Livvie's on the phone." Eli runs into the room as Candace places the call on speaker. "Hi sweet pea."

"Hi daddy. I have good news. I was offered a new job in Sicily. It's the best hotel on the island. I was given a yearly contract."

"Oh my dear that is wonderful." Candace excitement comes through the phone

"Sweet pea Sicily is so far away." Norman pouts with some disappointment

"Thanks mom, and I know dad, don't worry I will keep in touch. I promise. This is great for me you'll see."

"We're happy for you Livvie."

"Yes sweet pea we are. You be sure to call us though."

"Wait…so does this mean you won't be coming to our retirement party next month. Oh, Livvie please tell us you're coming?"

"I'm coming mom. I will be there. I love you guys."

"We love you too take care of yourself." The call ends

Fitz steps away from the door. Deciding not to knock after hearing Liv's conversation with her parents. She had finally accepted his offer. He fists pumps his hand in the air as he walked back to his room. They both showered and went to bed.

Fitz was so excited he couldn't sleep so he got up and went to Liv's room with high hopes. He slowly walks in and finds her sleeping peacefully on her back. He can't help but to admire her beauty even when she's sleeping. No make-up. Her long thick hair spread across her face and pillow. He uses his finger to move the hair from her face. It must have tickled her nose because she scrunches up her nose and slightly moans as she turns her head in the other direction.

He then steps back and begins removing his shirt keeping on his bottoms and walks around the bed. He slides in next to her and just watches her until he finds himself sleepy. Giving in he lies on his back and closes his eyes as he dreams of his Livvie.

The following morning Liv rolls over to her side and feels a warm hard limb. She slowly opens her eyes and sees its Fitz arm she's touching. He's in her bed. Her eye scanned his entire body as she ghosts her hand down his tone chest. Subconsciously she licks her lips before catching herself and pulls her hand back. She momentarily watches Fitz chest rise and fall before getting out of bed and removing her nighty and small panties and entering the large his and her granted glass covered shower that faces the bed.

She turns on the shower head and lets the hot water fall over her. Within a few minutes Fitz has risen and watches her. He had been awake since the moment she touched him. He get out of bed and removes his bottoms and briefs and walks into the shower and turns on the second faucet imitated what Liv had done when she walked in before placing his hand against the wall above him letting the water run down his body.

Liv felt his presence before he entered. She turns to see him entering the shower and follows him with her eyes. She sees him. All of him as her vison shifts downward at his cock. Flaccid but impressive. Long and thick. Slightly darker than the rest of his body. The soft dark hair that surrounds it makes it stand out more.

Liv washes but can't take her eyes of his dick. She runs her hands over her body as if in a trance.

Fitz is very aware of her watching him "We're leaving today. We'll be guests at a few offshore parties. So think about that when you're packing your bag." Fitz still has his hand up against the shower wall. Liv is still turned in his direction staring at this junk. He knows she want him. She's just playing hard to get.

"Do you want anything from me, or you just looking? Do you see something you like?" He questions

Liv continues rubbing soap over her body and staring. He drops his arms and turns to her slowly walking towards her. "Why are you staring at my dick? Do you want to touch it? You can touch it Livvie."

Liv slowly looks up at him stretching on her tip toes as she snakes her hands around his was over his ass cheeks turning him with his back against the shower wall. She then places her hands on his hardened chest and rubs down it with one hand as she leans her body into his until she reaches his thick beast size cock. Wraps her small hand around it as it quickly hardens. All while staring into his blue lust-filled eyes. His head falls back against the tile and he lets out a moan before leaning back into her. "I'm not ready to have sex with you." She whispers her declaration

"Then let me show you what you'll be missing." He slides his hand between them over her wet folds right into her opening. He palms her behind the neck and kisses her hard. All while fucking her with his fingers as she strokes his dick.

Liv is getting lost in the feeling. She was being a tease, but she feels herself losing the battle. Fitz was confident in his abilities sexually and knew he had her right where he wanted her. His strong tongue was sucking away her resolve. She needed to pull back and regain her control, but before she could Fitz removes her hand from his cock and strokes her faster as he releases from the kiss. Liv tries to remove his hand. He pulls her head back and look her dead in the eyes. "Livvie…do not tease me. I can be a brut if forced too. I'm trying to react differently with you. Do not entice me with desire and pull away. You either want it or you don't. Don't provoke me with your teasing."

Liv just stares at him for a moment but is quickly shattered to pieces as she's hit with a strong orgasm from Fitz continues finger fucking and deep penetrating voice. Her head falls forward onto his chest as she holds on to his shoulders moaning out her release. "Ohhhhh….mmmm." Fitz waits as she rides it out kisses her forehead and exits the shower and her room.

Liv slides down the shower wall. "What the fuck just happened?"

Until next time….Keke