#IDK DIGITAL ART IS SO FUN BUT IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO PROPERLY MAKE SHIT???��😭😭

[snudootchaikovsky]

EVERY TIME I GWT ART BLOCK I JSUT THINK ABOUT PATRI AND BOOM ART IS FORMED

[bellshazes]

I was going to reply on your post about C vs CC distinction but I couldn't, so I hope you don't mind me asking here - my brain wasn't cooperating today so I was struggling to read it and comprehend it properly as written. But does it basically boil down to the fact that it's difficult to create a distinction between what's considered "character" vs "creator" in the digital medium Minecraft offers for storytelling? That there's no real way to draw a distinction between "this PERSON did this in the game" and "this CHARACTER did this in the story's world" because it's told on a platform and in a way that makes it hard to find a non-fuzzy divide, and that we shouldn't necessarily try to find that line anyway? Basically that - when it's so hard to define canon when "canon" is influenced by the person both on and beyond the screen, and interactions between "characters" are often colored by the creators behind them, and when the story being told is never really fully concrete anyway, it's just...better and, honestly, more fun to just enjoy the nondefinable art form for what it is? Because if that's what you're saying, I wholeheartedly agree. ^^

When the story's medium is a sandbox game, it's much more fun to interpret canon and its connected fanon as a sandbox too, something malleable and formable and explorable in a flexible way that doesn't rely on defined boundaries to be enjoyed. It's sand. You can make a solid sandcastle for a while, but eventually the water that packed it together dries and the wind blows and things shift again, because that's what sand does. Just - let sand be sand. :3

(And if I've totally misinterpreted then I apologize, it's been a long day and like I said, my brain's not cooperating hah.)

~ Pixie

I definitely didn't get back to my original point in that rambling reblog, so I think you've gotten what I was trying for up until the idea that the SMP Thing is nondefinable. I really struggle articulating this all the time and people often do take it the way you have, so it's a failure of explanation on my part...

It's not resolvable into a single truth, but currently the dominanf response to that is to throw the baby out with the bathwater and say if there is no canon, everything is equally true no matter what the text says, because the text is as (un)real and unknowable as my own imagination. I comprehend that this is very fun and believe this approach has absolutely no moral valence. often this evolves into annoying (imo!) fandom standards that become quasi-canonical due to sheer popularity in the group sandbox but whatever.

However my patented peter bellshazes perfect world involve not this kind of overwriting being a dominant fandom mode, but people taking the lack of One Single Master Story all other pieces fit into as a joyous invitation to pick apart all the threads on their own and how they relate without forcing them into anything and seeing them more clearly. It's to me like the difference between trying to force jigsaw puzzle pieces to fit that are from different boxes and - I don't know, like a complex 3D sculpture that is one object but portrays different images at every angle its viewed from. And people discovering that instead of taking photographs to find the One True Angle in 2D, walking around to examine the previously unstudied backside.

that's abstract but in practice it means like... idk treating it more like a vivisection. I love taking different perspectives apart as standalones, and also interrelating them, but finding joy and spaces to explore and discuss and feel through in those individual examinations, and not forcing them to make sense in some master truth. It makes me appreciate different approaches to the medium more, how tone and technique contribute beyond C!Cubito Is This Trait or whatever. I like it when people articulate if we think about THIS event and how it was shown in THIS way (in terms of acting/performance, editing, cuts made or not made, ) then the story is like this and what's in the gaps or what if it extended or what would it have looked like if different choices were made from a craft perspective or how does that contrast with or contextualizes a different series or scenario. throwing nothing out but never looking for a grand unified theory of truth.

Again no moral valence but i just feel like maybe if I can articulate my brand of fandom joy people might want to give it a try! and I genuinely appreciate people who care enough to try and parse what the hell I'm getting at bc it's almost always only when I try and answer questions that I feel like I get better at explaining what I was trying to say, so!

[gamergirl2million]

Update on Nasty Dog Animation: I actually have not worked on actual scenes and other components of it yet. The reason because I realized I will probably end up show hands in the video…I had not properly practiced hands at that point, so I started practicing. Surprisingly, I had shared my progress to my friends and one of them said they were surprised how quickly I improved…I started doing this a week and a half ago, so it was kinda fast lol. Here is the progression of those hands! I am also adding the sketches progression as well!

TW! Middle Finger

I’m also shocked on the progress as well! Although, that last digital drawing has that fist I feel is the weakest hand pose, but it still looks good! And I am very proud of the peace sign!~✨

Also, that last traditional sketch pic does say final page…after years of having the sketchbook (I believe I got it back in middle school) and not drawing for years after the first year I got it and a few more after V4nny’s Lord Eclipse server, I was not expecting to end up filling it. It’s kinda bittersweet…

Anyway, another update about the animation…it ain’t gonna be complete until after Christmas (maybe) and possibly until next year! The main reason is…well…I have a confession to make. I…don’t have a drawing tablet…the artworks you have seen by me so far have all been done digitally…on an app called Sketchbook…on my iPhone…with my finger…yeah, I don’t know how I have survived this long with it either. But when I was doing the hands, I realized how hard it was drawing them and realized…I could probably do better if I didn’t use my fingers lol.

I say after Christmas…because I’m actually hoping to be gifted a drawing tablet! I already told my mom and Nana I wanted one, so it’s in consideration! If it doesn’t happen, then maybe I’ll get it on my Birthday in February? I also have a friend who said that if he gets a better tablet, he would give me his old one if I didn’t have one of my own by then!

Either way, I think it’s best if I put the animation on back burner (did I use the term right idk) until I get a drawing tablet because I think it will cause my art to thrive more than it, surprisingly, has already! Don’t worry! I ain’t abandoning it! It’s just…gonna take longer than me and you were expecting!

In the meantime, I’m also working on another project that I wanted to do…that is not art in image, but “art” in words! I’m trying to write a video essay for the first time and I hope to have the script done and to have the video come out AFTER the animation meme! Why after the animation meme? Well, I kinda want to recreate my self-OC (the one as my pfp) and make some fun art for it! I feel cheap if I just ripped the character art from the game itself…yes, the video essay is about a video game! I think you can take a good guess which game too lol.

Anyway, sorry for the ramble, but I hope y’all understand why it’s gonna be a while before the animation is out. My friends have been so encouraging of me and I would have the drive to continue working without them! College has been scary and new, so doing stuff like this helps me destress! I hope y’all have a wonderful day and you look beautiful/handsome/divine today!~✨💗

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #331

my head hurts way too badly to think up some intro lyrics, so just g��night.

Have you ever become good friends with someone you never met in person? Oh yeah, I've had best friends over the Internet. Hell, I'm closer to many online friends than I am most irl ones. They know "the real me" more. What do you consider your default mood to be? Stressed, probably. Discontent. What’s the longest amount of time you’ve ever kept a goldfish alive for? Not long. Proper goldfish husbandry is a very neglected topic, and I sure as hell never knew how to set up its tank adequately. Have you ever been paintballing? No, don't plan to. It looks like it hurts like a bitch. Do you want a large wedding? No. Did you ever collect any sort of cards? I had a very small collection of Pokemon cards. I didn't collect them avidly. What’re the best and worst books you ever had to read for a class? The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton was the best. The worst was some book we had to read in the 6th grade about a kid during some war that moved around a lot... I don't remember the name or who wrote it, but it sucked. What’s the best meal you had at an amusement park, or If you haven’t been to one, how about a good meal at another place like a zoo, aquarium or museum? I don't know. I haven't been to many. Who, whether a person or company, emails you the most? My PHP therapist emails me a check-in sheet and Zoom link every day there's a therapy session. What kind of sound or noise freaks you out the most and why do you think it scares you? Let's seeeee... I don't know if there's a sound that actually freaks me out. There are some I don't like, but none that like, frighten me. At least that I can think of. What’s the strangest art piece you’ve come across? Biiiitch there's a painting in Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs I'm not gonna go into, but shit fuckin wild. What’s the most clever or unique name you’ve come across for a business? I've definitely heard some cool ones, but I don't know about one that really stands out to answer this. If you had to name one of your hypothetical future children after a song, which song would you pick? Maybe like... okay, I'm blanking. Good thing I'm not having kids to name then, right? What’s the last song you heard? "Down in the Park" by Marilyn Manson is on atm. What is your favorite line from a TV show? *shrug* Any current family issues? No. How many hours do you spend online a day? How do you feel about that? I'm doing something on the computer pretty much... always. I hate it, and I hate it a lot. I don't want my life to be tied solely to the digital plane. I want to do more than bounce back and forth from website to website. Do you think that people have the power to make their own lives better? Absolutely, but there are some things they simply cannot change. It's about perspective and how you play the deck you're dealt. What is the biggest problem in your life right now? Right now, the most limiting thing is my physical health, probably. Just walking being torture affects my ability to exercise, and my body is a major reason - if not the biggest, at this current time - for my depression. This also plays a massive role in jobs I can handle. Not to sound like my emo self writing middle school poetry, but my body feels like a prison. Do you feel that you are loved? I know I am by some people, though I have a hard time understanding why a lot. What is the one thing you want most from life? Life satisfaction. Pride in what I've accomplished. A regular state of being content. Birthplace? I'm just gonna say in eastern NC. Do you believe in love at first sight? No, merely infatuation. Love is much too deep for that. Do you think dreams eventually come true? Some can, but usually only if you put effort into making that so. Favorite fictional character? like ummmmmmmm have you heard of this sassy bastard called Darkiplier- Go to the movies or rent? Before Covid, I loved going to the theater. It was something to do, plus a giant screen is nice. McDonalds or Burger King? McD's. I'm not a big BK fan. I only really went there during my vegetarian phase for the veggie burger. Current annoyance? This motherfucking headache. Last thing you ate? I have a meal replacement shake with me right now, if you consider that "eating." I didn't have a proper dinner. The last solid food I had though was some cookies and cream Greek yogurt. Last thing you bought? With my own money, I think I bought Mom and I some cheap McDonald's order semi-recently? Or maybe paying my $100 deposit for my tattoo was most recent, idk. Soonest thing you are looking forward to? For Mom to get her CT scan and find out what's going on in there. What did you do today? It was a pretty average day. I woke up way too early, though. The only thing even semi-unique about today was I played World of Warcraft for a few hours again; I've been quite unattached to it lately, but I went through an episode today of actually having fun playing. Oh, and I've been battling a migraine. It's more of a severe headache now, at least, but it still sucks big time. Do you like to see it snowing outside? Oh yes, absolutely! When you were in high school did you ever have bomb threats? I believe once we did from a very volatile student that honestly caused quite a lot of trouble. He's dead now. Who knows ALL of your secrets? Nobody. Did you have a job before you were in college? No. Have you ever thought about what it would be like to have a baby right now? That's a terrifying thought, no. Are you on birth control? Yeah, but just because it tames my menstrual cramps. Without it, they could be debilitating some days. Who is your last sent text to? My best fren. Have you ever eaten at Chipotle before? Possibly? Idr. Do you swear often? Excessively. I had a dirty mouth prior, but my swearing got really bad when I started staying at Jason's house a lot. He and especially his mother swear like mad. Do you own any shirts with a peace symbol on it? No. Do you have your national flag hanging up anywhere outside your house? Not at this house, no. Would you ever go to Japan? Oh, yes. I would love to. It's... very morbid, but I would really like to walk the (public) paths of Aokigahara Forest, nicknamed "Suicide Forest" for the horrible amount of, well, suicides that happen there via hanging. Like, you might just casually run into a dead body. I want to just... feel it there, walk in silence and empathize with people who didn't know what else to do and hope so deeply that those departed know they were never alone in their pain. I know with absolute certainty I'd probably be teary-eyed the whole time and cry a whoooole lot, but it's just an experience I want to have. What was the last thing you went to Walmart for? Some basic groceries. What should you be doing right now? Sleeping, given this headache... I just don't want to yet. Are you afraid of getting your heart broken? I'm fucking terrified of that ever happening again, far more than words can properly express. Have you ever been in a choir? Yes, actually; when I was a Catholic kid, my sisters and I were in the church choir for a year or so, idr. Do you have a Twitter? Yes, but only to like Mark's tweets, haha. Oh, and very rarely enter giveaways I'm interested in. Describe your retainers to me, if you have them, that is. I have a permanent metal one behind my front row of bottom teeth to keep those straight. My upper teeth had one of those normal retainers you take in and out, but I didn't wear it enough, so now it doesn't even fit. Would you like for someone to call you right now? No. I'm tired, my head hurts, and I'm enjoying the song I'm bingeing. It's so weird, I rarely ever go on music hunting trips (no real reason, I just... don't), but I've found great shit lately. Do you like to brush your teeth? No; it's a chore. I only do it because I don't want my teeth decaying, falling out, or getting too yellow, and the taste in your mouth and gritty texture on your teeth isn't exactly great when you don't brush. Have you ever had a surgery? Two. Give out your phone number over the internet? I have over private messages. Do you look older or younger than you actually are? Given my wardrobe (like graphic tees and band shirts), I probably look younger in the eyes of especially older people. I personally say I look my age, though. When is the next time you’ll be up on stage? I never plan to be again. What is the last show that you watched a full episode of? Some cooking show with Mom. Nailed It!, I think? Do you know anyone who lives in Utah? No. I love Utah, though; it's actually a place I'd be willing to live in with just how pretty it is and not super populated. Do you get your feelings hurt easily? VERY. I'm probably one of the most sensitive people you can meet. Do you still talk to the person you last made out with? Yeah. Have you ever seen your best friend cry? Ugh, yes. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid? First we took those nasty, chalky Flintstones kinds, but as time passed, Mom moved onto giving us gummy bear vitamins that were perfectly fine. Did you get any compliments today? No. Are you friends with your neighbors? Not "friends," no. What towns have you lived in? Three different ones. That's all you're getting. Have you ever thrown up from drinking? No. Done any illegal drugs? No. I mean I've had some alcohol underage, but I've never done anything remotely hardcore. What’s the longest amount of time you’ve been on an airplane without changing flights? Idk. Who have you texted today? My mom and best friend. What time did you wake up this morning? Ugh, like five in the fucking morning. I couldn't go back to sleep. What is your favorite condiment to go with french fries? Ketchup. What do you have a habit of doing when engaging in a conversation with someone? Making shitty eye contact, and I'm one of those people who "talks with [their] hands." I also lose my train of thought a whoooole lot. Have you ever layed in a hammock? Yeah; we had one growing up. Have you ever lost a pet in a tragic way? How did you cope? Well yeah, I've had lots of pets, so thus lost some in particularly painful ways. The most scarring loss of a pet though is as follows: Teddy, my dog, picked up one of our cat's very young, wandering kittens in his jaws in a manner that looked as if he was trying to carry it like Aphrodite (the mother cat) does when she would bring them back behind the couch, where she gave birth/had her little "nest." I absolutely freaked and had to pry the kitten from his mouth, and it slowly died in my hands. I think Teddy accidentally crushed its ribs. I. Was. A. Mess. Then, there was Aphrodite herself. I've told the story before of our former neighbors calling animal control because our cats would wander through their yard, and all of our cats were taken away while I was unaware at school. Came home, and they were all gone. Aphrodite was my baby, so I was devastated. Screaming, sobbing, cursing on the porch for like 20 minutes... It was awful. What type of curtains do you like? I don't... know? I don't know the actual names of any types... What type of quality is a must-have in a friend? I absolutely cannot be friends with someone who thinks they're above everyone else. Are you any good at reading someone's body language? I think I am. What goes good with a nice cold glass of milk? Cookies! Especially Oreos. Dip it in there for around five seconds, and it's perfection. What fruit is too sweet to you? Grapefruit came to mind first. How did you feel after your first kiss? I had butterflies galore and was so giddy and smiley. After the first, I just wanted to kiss him a billion more times. What’s your favorite constellation and why? I don't have one. Shower curtain or door? Curtain. The glass doors are too revealing. Have you ever thought to yourself that you’re the luckiest person in the world? Most deeeeefinitely not. What time of day do you most enjoy looking at the sky? Sunset if there are clouds present, but sunrise if the sky is pretty clear.

[abdicatedcreation]

“Don’t disappoint, will you, acid boy?”

Shoutout to @mutantboycluney for being an absolutely fantastic Axel Cluney roleplayer, I’ve thoroughly enjoyed rping with them. This is also sort of done for OC week, with just enough time to spare

Week 2 (June 16-22): OC Otps // Pick an OC and make something for them with their pairing.  (original stories may participate, but pair them with a character in your story)

This is my OC Tiramira, she’s the heiress to a powerful mafia family and in the current rp we’re doing she’s also a mutant. 

Under the cut is just me gushing about the drawing process since this is one of the best things I’ve ever drawn

So I drew this first traditionally and then used the Sketchbook program to draw it and as you can see I had a lot of fun playing around with the texture brushes

This program is pretty okay, I’m pretty used to paint tool sai but right now I have a touch screen laptop and this program came along with it so I figured I should give it a try and I can’t find another properly cracked version of Sai. 

So I think it’s more my laptops problem than the program but it crashed ALOT while I was drawing this but once I learned all the controls, I can say I really like this program. Theres a bunch of cool brushes to use and the stabilizer tool was really useful in this case when inking cause my hand is unbelievably shakey when I do digital art so I’m happy with how neat this came out. 

I’m just really happy about how this piece came out cause i Hvent really drawn anything in a long time and men are HARD to draw and idk. It looks rather neat and clean

[bangtanlegion]

Lesson In Session. (m)

Taehyung x Reader

Genre: smut ヽ(＊>∇<)ﾉ

Summary: When naughty girls talk back, they have to be properly punished in Kim Taehyung’s book. So when babygirl has an attitude, he makes sure to teach you how to put your mouth to use.

Headsup: mostly face fucking, daddy kink, kinda rough idk, sorry the ending sucks lol, redid most of this and have not edited

enjoy some Sex with Taehyung audio while you read ;)

You felt the soft, silky ribbon cover your eyelids as your vision went dark. You pulled at the rope that hand your hands tied together behind your back. 

"Can you at least take one of these off, Taehyung?" You tried to work at your hands again until you heard the clicking of his tongue. You could visualize him moving his finger back and forth while shaking his head with each click.

"Hmm, I don't think I can do that. You were very, very bad today; I'm afraid I can't let you off easy this time." 

His deep voice sounded louder due to your heightened senses from being blindfolded. You sighed remembering what you had done earlier today.

Taehyung had left to work right after some major morning teasing, leaving you hanging to not even be able to finish yourself off. It was one of his rules.

So while he was at work, you got the idea to send him a series of pictures in your new baby pink lingerie. He warned you to stop, but it only made you take a step further and send a video of you touching yourself. Bad idea.

Now you were sitting on your knees on the edge of the bed, your feet just barely hanging off. You were order to keep that same lingerie on before having your hands tied together behind you and your eyes blindfolded.

You could hear light steps move from the left of you, then to the right and back to the left. You couldn't help but feel that he was inspecting you like a piece of art at a gallery.

You finally heard Taehyung speak slowly again, "Since you did bad, I have to properly punish you...don't you think?" After he said this, you felt a hard, leather surface trail from the top of your chest, going up your neck and to your chin where he tilted your face up. You felt his breath hit your cheek as he spoke in a low and cold tone. 

"Speak when you're spoken to, kitten." 

A shiver ran down your spine and you visibly shuttered. 

"Y-yes sir." 

You felt his presence disappear and just as you were going to let out a sigh-you felt the same object against your back.

"Bend over, babygirl." Taehyung said while pushing your back forward.

You complied and put your face to the bed and stuck your ass in the air. Not even a few seconds later, you felt the stinging from the paddle on your left cheek. The smack still ringing through your ears.

"Ah." Your body jerked forward out of surprise. You felt his hand smooth over the tender flesh and you could hear the smirk that was on his face through in his words.

"I'm gonna have some fun with you."

He snaked a hand through your hair as he pulled his body away from you. He entangled his fingers in the soft strands before grabbing a fist of it gently.

Because of your heightened senses, you could hear Taehyung’s quite breaths. They were steady and calm, a big difference to your pounding heart.

You felt his fingers start to tighten their grip in your hair just as another slap across your cheeks emitted through the room. Your body went to lurch forward but his hold stopped you, causing your head to jerk back slightly.

The stinging across your bum went hand in hand with the tingling along your scalp. The sensations sending a jolt of adrenaline through your body and a moan to your lips. Before it could escape though, you quickly bit your bottom lip causing a muffled 'mm' sound.

You heard Taehyung almost growl before he yanked you up, pressing his firm body against your back.

"Ah." Your teeth released your bottom lip and your jaw went slack.

"Take your punishment like a good girl and let daddy hear you." 

His voice came to the shell of your ear. The demanding whisper caused you to shutter in pleasure, his demeanor was already making you start to pool in between your legs.

You were about to reply with a 'yes sir' until you remembered how frustrating this morning was. A smirk played its way to your lips as you raised one eyebrow. 

"If you wanna hear me, then you have to make me." 

A disbelieved scoff from him followed after your words and then silence. Though you still couldn't see because of the blind fold, you could picture the look on his face right now.

He'd probably have his head cocked to the side, his mouth agape and slightly turned up at the corner of his lips with an eyebrow raised. Gotcha…

Finally, his voice now much lower with a fire burning behind it, made your heart skip a beat.

"If that's how you want to play baby girl, then let the games being."

Before you could react, he was pulling you off the bed with his grip still tight in your hair.

You scrambled to quickly shuffle off of the bed. Your feet touched the soft carpet of the floor but you were suddenly turned around and pushed down to onto your knees once again. You felt the end of the bed at your back and his tall figure towering over in front of you.

Your breath was now heavy, your heart beat reaching to your eardrums.

Taehyung stared down at you with hooded and dark eyes. He could feel the blood running through his veins start to heat up as he watched your waiting frame.

Even with your hands tied behind your back and your eyes blindfolded, you still had the nerve to sass him. Yet he couldn't deny that he loved it.

As he kept his eyes on you, his unoccupied hand came to the growing bulged in his jeans. Your ears perked up at the deep groan that came from his mouth.

He applied some pressure and began to stroke himself through his jeans, biting his bottom lip at the contact.

You could hear the rough and slow sound of his jeans as he palmed himself and you immediately knew exactly what he was doing. You mouth started to water as you imagined the picture in front of you. Your tongue involuntarily made its way across your bottom lip and though you couldn't see it, Taehyung's cock throbbed in his hand and a smirk made its way across his face.

"I changed my mind." His long fingers started to unbutton his pants and slowly pulled the zipper down.

"I'll just have to teach that mouth of yours to say nothing at all."

You heard his pants slide down his legs and drop to the floor. You fidgeted with the rope that held your hands together, your body becoming overly excited with each passing second. Before you could reply with something witty, his voice interrupted you.

"Tongue out. Now." 

As if it was your second nature, you immediately obliged. You were a little surprised when you felt the bare tip of his member touch the surface of your tongue right away. But you quickly invited him more by flattening your tongue as he started to rub across it, coating the head in your saliva. 

You felt his slit run across your pink muscle to let you taste the pre-cum already starting to drip from it.

You so desperately wished you could see him right now and how hard he was for you. You were about to pull away to express your wishes until he pushed a few inches of his cock into your mouth.

Your lips naturally wrapped around him as a muffled moan tried to escape from them. 

Taehyung finally let out a loud but short grunt as he quickly pulled back out of your mouth.

Lust glimmered through his eyes as he saw the saliva glistening off his length.

His hand finally let go of your hair as he trailed his index and middle finger along your jaw and to the bottom of your chin.

He gently tilted your head up, giving him a better view of your waiting lips.

You felt his fingertips move to the pad of your bottom lip to coax your mouth open.

Taehyung tilted his head to the side, admiration adoring his face as he slowly slid both of his fingers into your mouth. 

Once again, you invited him in and wrapped your lips around the digits.

At the same time, his other hand wrapped around his cock and slowly stroked down his length as his fingers went in.

"Mm, good girl."

His voice was husky and laced with pleasure but you could still hear slight shake in his breath. This pushed you to circle your tongue around the digits and add some suction. His lips parted at the sensation, but he was thankful that the blindfold kept you from seeing how easily you can make him unfold.

Then he took his time pulling his fingers back out, stroking his other hand back up to the tip of his cock as well. Like the first time, his fingers came out coated in your saliva. He continued to watch as he lightly ran them across your bottom lip, making it shine.

You couldn't help but squeeze your thighs together. He was going so slow and you were already pent up enough from this morning. 

Taehyung definitely noticed, but couldn't let up the easily.

You felt his hand leave your lips and soon make its way back into your hair. You took a sharp breath when he roughly grabbed a fist of it and pulled you forward a few inches. 

"Y/N, class is still in session. Be patient and learn your lesson."

You straightened up a bit and nodded your head the best you could in his grip.

"Yes sir."

He pulled you forward just bit until you felt the tip of his cock on your lips again. You opened as he entered your mouth. You flattened your tongue along the bottom of his length, keeping your lips around him and your cheeks hollowed. 

Taehyung let out a satisfied sigh as his hips slowly moved forward, pushing him further into your warm mouth.

His other hand came around under your chin as he held your head tilted up. 

He only went a few inches in again before his hips slowly pulled back before pushing into your mouth a little deeper this time. You made sure to keep your mouth open enough so your teeth didn’t scrap him, but kept your lips wrapped tightly around.

“That’s it princess, just like that for daddy.” With those words, he started a steady pace with his hips.

He was just touching the back of your tongue so you could take him easily for now. That was until his grip tightened in your hair to keep you in place and his hand that was tilting your chin up moved to the side of your jaw help hold the angle of your head. That’s when he started to pick up his pace.

Taehyung clenched his jaw and his eyebrows furrowed as he watched his hard member start to disappear into your mouth faster and faster. He started to hit deeper into your mouth, the pace making saliva start to pool out of the sides of your mouth.

Your eyes screwed shut behind the blindfold as you started to feel the tip of his cock hit the back of your throat. You opened your mouth up more to welcome his thrusts better causing the sound of him fucking your face to emit through the room along with his deep grunts that he couldn’t control anymore.

“Fuck yes, take this cock babygirl.” He did a hard thrust to punctuate his words, causing you to momentarily gag around him. He moaned as you constricted around him but was quickly disappointed as the feeling subsided.

“If you can use your mouth to talk back so much, you can swallow me better than that.”

As his said that, he started to pull your head down onto him as he roughly thrusted into your mouth. The sudden movements made you cough before you relaxed your throat and let him face fuck you. The sensation made his head fly back with a loud groan. Tears started to form at the corner of your eyes as your throat started to burn, but you loved the feeling. He suddenly pushed into your mouth until your nose touched his stomach. He pushed his hips while pulling your head down onto him to make you take him deeper. You gagged, pushing your head back a tad.

Taehyung growled at both the vibration and because he knew you could do better.

“Deeper kitten.” He pushed his cock further until your lips were almost to his stomach this time, completely taking him down your throat.

He moaned loudly his grip completely clamped in your hair.

“Fuck! Now swallow.”

You squeezed your eyes harder, causing the tears to trail down your face as you focused all your strength to swallow around his member. Taehyung took in a sharp breath, his teeth clamping on his bottom lip. You instinctively coughed again before he finally pulled out causing you to lurch forward while gasping for air.

He trained his eyes on your mouth that was soaked and dripping with your spit. He watched strands of saliva trail from his dick to your mouth, both his member and your chin completely shining.

He yanked your head back to position your head up to him again.

“Shit..” You were breathless still, but managed at least the out.

Tae began quickly stroking himself, the slick sounds reaching your ears.

“Mmm, too much for you?” His tone was mocking and immediately pissed you off.

“That was all you got? I kept waiting for more, but I guess that will do.”

He let go of your hair and leaned down to slowly pull your blindfold off. You were caught off guard and slightly jumped before your eyes started to adjust to your surroundings. Thankfully the room was dimly lit, so you were blinded by bright lights. As your vision became less blurry, you laid your eyes on Taehyung who was starting to unbutton his white shirt while sternly gazing down at you. His bottom half was naked and his cock was proudly standing.

You broke eye contact to follow his slender fingers expertly undoing each button. As each one came free, more of his tanned skin was revealed. His well-built chest and torso became exposed just as he undid the last button. He casually slid the shirt off, now completely naked before you. He started stroking himself again while staring down at you still.

You were speechless finally being able to see him. There was a slight glisten to his skin from sweat, the muscles in his arm tensing with each passing of his hand, his mouth slightly open just enough for you to see his tongue swipe across his teeth before putting his bottom lip between them. And his eyes. His eyes were unrecognizable. They were hooded but you could still see his pupils blown out, the only bit of his iris showing was a vibrant brown with traces of orange burning through.

He finally leaned down to be face to face with you.

His breath fanned across your face as he whispered, “Then open wide because daddy will make you regret that.”

He quickly pulled you up and threw you onto the bed. You went to face him again, waiting for another face fucking but as he climbed over to you he shook his head.

“Your legs Y/N. Turn around and bend over. I’m just going to have to fuck the attitude out of you.”

He roughly spun you around and pushed your face into the sheets. He took the spot on the side of you and leaned up on his knees. He pushed his erection against your hip and continued to push your shoulders in the bed with his left hand. He stopped to admire the dark, wet spot seeping through your silk panties. With his right hand, he brought it to your ass cheek and rubbed a slow circle, just grazing between your legs. Then he slipped it under the cloth and ran his middle finger down until it met with your slick folds.

Your hands tightened on the rope as you tried your best not to push against his touch. He let out a string of hums as his finger played slow circles against your hole, coating the digit in your juices. He dipped his finger down further, brushing your sensitive clit. You jolted at finally having some simulation.

“I was going to play nice once I got home from work to make up for this morning.” While he spoke, you felt his finger dip through your folds again. “But, only if you could’ve seen how fucking hard my cock was after you sent those pictures,” This time, he finally slipped his finger into you. Your walls were so ready for him, they immediately clenched around it while you let out a quite moan.

“I would have bent you over my desk right then and there and fucked you so damn hard babygirl.”

He added his index finger and slowly pushed inside of you once again. You both could hear the wet sounds as he began pumping them in and out. You started to whimper, happy to have something but also wanting more.

“Taehyun-ah!“ Your words were quickly cut off when he pulled his hand completely away to land a harsh slap against your ass.

“But now, I’m going to have you however I want and you don’t get to cum until I say so.”

He ravingly pulled down your panties, revealing your wet and waiting core. Taehyung moved behind you and you went to sit up, but he quickly pushed you back down. He grabbed the base of his cock and swiped it through your slit before slapping the tip against the lips of your pussy.

“Well?”

That was his signal for your consent and couldn’t have been more excited.

“Yes, sir.”

With that, he swiftly inserted himself into you, completely filling you up until your ass cheeks touched his stomach. You both let out loud, satisfied moans. Your eyes immediately rolled back at feeling his thick, hot cock finally brush through your walls.

He grabbed your tied hands as an anchor before leaning back onto his heels. With his other hand, he firmly grabbed your hip before snapping his hips up. He watched as your ass slightly jiggled with every thrust and listened to the quite slap of skin against skin as if it were music to his ears.

He relished in the feeling of your warmth as it wrapped around him perfectly. He started to pick up his pace so you decided to lift from him and drop back down to meet his thrusts.

“Ah. Good girl.” Taehyung also pulled your hip and hands down to intensify each meet of his hips. Whimpers were falling from your lips, but he wanted to hear more.

He pushed you back down into the sheets before grabbing both side of your hips and began to pound into you. You immediately screamed out in pleasure, “Fuck! Yes, daddy please.”

Taehyung grunted at your beautiful cries as he thrusted his member into you with more force.

“That’s it, beg for it baby. Beg for this cock.” Not slowing his pace, he landed another smack on your ass making you scream out as more moans followed.

The position made him hit deep inside your pussy, each pass through your walls sending jolts of pleasure through your body. Suddenly you felt him finally undo the ropes that tied your hands. Relief spread through your arms until your felt the emptiness between your legs.

You went to look behind you but quickly felt your bra being taken off and you were soon flipped onto your back. Taehyung towered over your frame as he portioned himself between your legs again. He quickly entered you again and started snapping his hips right away. Your back arched off the bed just as he leaned down to bring his mouth to your exposed breasts as they bounced with ever thrust.

He leaned back again, letting the momentum of his movements bounce your body down onto his length before thrusting up again.

“Touch yourself.”

As he said this, his hands came to the crease of your thighs, his touch hot and strong.

“I said touch yourself.” He gave you a quick, hard thrust causing you to move up the bed a few inches.

“I want you to make yourself cum on my cock. Let daddy feel your pussy as you cum all over it.”

Your mind was already going cloudy at the new position, but your clit swollen and asking for release so you complied.

“Y-yes sir.” You reached down until you fingers came in contact with your clit. Your walls clenched around him at your sensitivity, but you started to rub circles along the bundle of nerves. Taehyung watched you, every one of your actions causing him to throb inside of you.

“Faster.” He commanded. You moaned out curses as you picked up your pace in sync with his.

You felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. Your whole body starting to tingle and the feeling in your abdomen starting to coil up.

It took one more quick snap of his hips before everything finally let loose. Your breath left your chest as waves of pleasure pulsed throughout your body. Taehyung stilled inside of you with loud grunts as he felt your walls contract around his length while he let his own release into you. After a few seconds, you finally caught your breath and let your back slowly fall to the bed. His member twitched inside of your core a few more times before Taehyung relaxed into your body as well.

You felt his chest vibrate as he started to chuckle. “What’s so funny?”

He leaned back just a bit to look at you, a weak smile adorning his face as he shook his head, “I always end up going easy on you in the end.”

You smirked at him, “Yeah, I am your little princess after all. I always get what I want.”

He squinted his eyes at you before gently grabbing your chin and whispering to you.

“Class may be over now, but I think you need to visit my office for extra tutoring…princess.”

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #317

i’m tired as a motherfucker and don’t feel like thinking up some lyrics, so here, jus have the survey.

Have you volunteered in the past 6 months? No. French fries or onion rings? French fries. I don't like onion rings. Do you suffer from anxiety? Very badly. Favorite healthy snack? "Apples and peanut butter are one of them." <<<< Same, actually. Good shit. Favorite Disney movie? Forever and always The Lion King. If you see a bee in your house.. are you going to kill it? I hate to say it, but I'm killing it. Do you normally take a shower in the morning or at night? Morning. Do you have a cat? Yeah. What is your favorite animal? It will always be meerkats. Always. Do you know what time you were born? 10:30 AM, I believe. Do you like McDonalds? I'm gonna be real: I've never understood the McDonald's hate. I enjoy it perfectly fine. I mean it's certainly not gourmet, but I'll choose it over other fast food places sometimes. It's cheap and decent food, imo. What's your favorite flower? Orchids. Have you thought about joining the military? FUCK no. Who is the person that has impacted your life the most? Given my PTSD, I think it's pretty obviously Jason. Have you ever had a pet fish? Yeah, but not a lot. I never enjoyed them much. Have you ever wanted to be on a game show? Not seriously, no. I wouldn't want to be on television. Have you ever vaped? Nah. Who was the last person to give you a hug? Either my niece or nephew. Have you ever been on TV? I don't think so, no. What's your favorite store in the mall? Hot Topic, ugggghhhhh take me there. Has anyone ever told you that you have an accent? Yeah, especially when I was younger when I definitely did have a clear Southern accent. Do you have any piercings? Yeah, six. I have been DYING for a new one lately... How did your parents meet? Work. What was your first word? "Dada." Do you eat more healthy food or junk food? Somewhere in the middle, I'd say. What do you spend too much money on? When it's my own money, tattoos. I think I'll be perfectly capable of doing it, but when I'm employed, I'm going to have to watch how much I invest into those. What is a disturbing episode of an otherwise non-disturbing show? What is a disturbing show (or one you would describe as one) is enjoyable to you? Meeeh I don't watch enough for this. What is the most memorable song in a movie? How about a show? Oh wow, I dunno. "Circle of Life" from TLK is a beauty, as is "Strangers Like Me" from Tarzan. There really are a lot. As for shows, "Carry On My Wayward Son" from Supernatural will immediately get fans screaming the lyrics, haha. However, I don't know if that song properly counts since it wasn't written just for the show, but whatever. What is something you’re grateful for that humans have made/have continued to make exist? What about something that you wish that humans didn’t destroy? The Internet, whew. I wish humans would stop destroying the fucking environment. It's heartbreaking how many woods are wiped away here for construction, only to never be built on... While evil men are commonly talked about, what woman would you consider the most evil? I don't know, but it would probably be a rapist or pedophile. Those are probably the people I abhor most. Do you believe children can be evil? If so, what child from history do you believe to have been the most evil? I don't really think children are born evil, no. I've never heard of a diabolical baby or anything. I think the environment they are raised in molds them as they age. I don't know about the last question. Name one way that music can be bad for humans. It can be depressing sometimes, actually dragging your mood down, especially if you already feel low. What has been one of the most blatant advertising in a movie, show, or music video? Some of these questions are hard man, idfk lol. What book have you read/listened to that “messed you up” (or made you have a lot of negative feelings afterward)? Johnny Got His Gun left me feeling so spiteful towards and disappointed in the world. It definitely made me feel down for a while. If you have a pet, what is the best thing that you have for them (either a toy, a highly rated food, etc)? If you don’t have one but would like one, have you thought about what you would get your pet? We definitely don't have the money for "high quality" stuff. What works, works. Did you ever know anyone who was (previously) a part of a cult? What cult? Were you ever a part of one? No. What is something that is legal right now that really shouldn’t be? I'm stealing the previous person's answer by saying fireworks. They have a horrible effect on animals and PTSD victims and is just litter and a fire hazard. What is a movie you consider successful/good that did not have high reviews? I'm not educated enough on movie rankings. When you met the person you now like, what happened? We hugged and cried a bit lmao. Did you realize anything today? No. What do you want to do today? It'd be nice to get off my ass and get Emerson's birthday pictures into Lightroom so Ashley can finally have them... Can you honestly say you’d risk your life for someone else? I know with certainty I would for some people. Could you forgive a boyfriend or friend who physically hurt you? Ha, nope, byyyyeee~ What’s the cutest thing someone’s ever done for you? Ugh... So one night when I was lying down to go to bed but also texting Jason, I was being playful and joked for him to sing me to sleep. He sent me a video for "The Mortician's Daughter" by Black Veil Brides (one of his favorite bands) and just pasted the lyrics, and I thought it was the cutest fucking thing ever. I went to bed listening to it and just smiling. It's why I just don't listen to it anymore. I shouldn't have even talked about it, soooo next question. What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die? Ummm South Africa, Yellowstone National Park, Germany, Alaska, and the Bahamas, maybe. How many tattoos would you like to have? I'm gonna be a fuckin mural. I want tats pretty much everywhere. What question do you hate to answer? "What do you like to do for fun?" What's your favourite animated or cartoon program? Fullmetal Alchemist. What do you think the greatest invention has been? Electricity. What's your favourite movie quote? I dunno, I don't really have one. Do you prefer digital or analogue clocks? Analogue clocks are way more elegant and can be beautifully decorated. Who is your favorite foreign singer/musician? Do you translate his or her lyrics? If you exclude English-speaking foreign bands, like from the UK, Rammstein for sure. I can translate some of them. Say something in a foreign language? "Liebe" means "love" in German. What is a weather-type that you like that not many others do? Snow, for sure. I've never understood the "ew, snow" type of people. It's so pretty. Granted, it's rare here, so it's more of a treat down here, but still. Who do you know personally that has a nice singing voice? Sara has a beautiful voice. What was the last word you learned? I have no clue, given how bad my memory is becoming... It's hard for me to learn anything nowadays, because it doesn't stick. What is your favorite culture? (that you find most interesting): I'll be honest, I'm not very well-informed on foreign cultures. Due to taking so many classes though, I do find German culture to be quite appealing. They are very serious about honesty (for example, telling someone you're okay when you're not is frowned upon in small talk, even), as well as manners. I would love to experience their lifestyle. Have you ever watched anime porn? I've never watched porn to begin with. If you got paid $3 million to smoke meth one time would you do it? Nope. I'm not risking addiction or death. Are ladybugs cute? Yesssss. Will you leave the house without fragrance on? Yeah, I usually do. Do you make good money doing what you do? I'm unemployed. I've only ever worked minimum wage jobs. What is your favorite fruit? Strawberries, yum. And kiwi. What do you think of horses? I love them! Are you doing something with your life that matters? Ugh, I don't feel like it. Do you like gravy on your mashed potatoes? I hate gravy. What is the dirtiest rap song you have ever heard? Nicole played "WAP" once when I was in the car and I wanted to die. What about a dirty song in any other genre? "Bitches" by Hollywood Undead MIGHT be rap, but idk? What even is their genre???? But anyway, as much as I love the song, it's dirty as shit. What is a genre of music you simply can't stand? Rap, generally. What is, in your opinion, the best way of dealing with a break up? Lots and lots of self-care and focusing on loving yourself and realizing your worth lies in yourself and not another person. What flavor of Doritos do you like best? Cool Ranch, of course. Would you ever go to a comedy club? Yeah, sure. Why is it that photography is becoming a trend? Because it's art, and people enjoy art???????? What is the funniest movie you have ever seen? White Chicks gets me way harder than it should lmao. Would you ever consider dating someone who lived across the country? I guess, so long it was the plan that we'd eventually move in together, and effort was being made to achieve that once we got pretty serious. Do you have a tattoo? If you do, describe the pain you went through when getting it done. Well, I have six, so I'll just talk about my first one, which was on my wrist. It really isn't bad, especially once you've adjusted to the pain. I think the best metaphor would be that it's like lightly pinching a cat scratch. Outlining is the worst part, imo. What is your favorite bookstore? I don't have one. Who was the last person to tell you that you were cute? I have no idea. When was the last time you had a fever? How high did it go? Oh, I couldn't tell you. Those are very rare for me. How many times do you think that you’ve truly been in love before? With who? Twice, with Jason and Sara. Do you prefer French kissing, or regular kissing more, and why? I mean, this depends on the mood as well as how serious we are. Have you ever been married before? How many times? No. Who do you know that gives the best hugs? Summer has always been a big, strong hugger like I am. Have you ever dated someone of the same gender before? Yeah. Who do you consider to be your hero? My mom. Who is your best friend? Tell us about them. Sara. She's a very caring, strong, creative, just overall amazing person who stands firmly for what she feels is right, and we can't forget about her incredible loyalty, nor her absolute adoration for animals, reptiles especially. How much did your car cost? I don't have my own car. What is the last picture you received on your phone of? Sara sent me a photo of Martha, her ball python. Do you have any friends that actually model? No. Do you keep condoms in your room? No, considering I have no reason to. Do you follow any special diet? (dairy free, vegetarian, gluten free etc.) No, but I desperately want to return to being vegetarian. Vegan would be even better, but I know I'm absolutely not capable of that. What is an appliance you don’t have, but would love to have? uhhhhh Which keys on your keyboard are worn out the most? My "a," "s," and "d" from gaming. If you could be any supervillain, which would you be? Ha, I could probably pull off Harley Quinn pretty easily. Though "super"villain sounds a bit strong for her. What’s the most historic thing that has happened in your lifetime? Either Covid or 9/11, probably. What’s the scariest non-horror movie? I personally think the idea behind Johnny Got His Gun is fucking terrifying. What’s the most amazing true story you’ve heard? More beautiful than "amazing," but whatever. I can't think of anything else. Jason's mother actually left his father to go back home to New York when he cheated on her, but he followed her all the way there, and they wound up reconciling and were very happily married since. They were a spectacular couple, and I miss them a lot. What brand are you most loyal to? I have no idea. It's hard to be loyal to any when you're not the one buying products. Where are you not welcome anymore? Well, speaking of him, probably Jason's house, haha... I feel that if I just showed up there, his parents would honestly be super happy to see me and want to catch up, but Jason, not so much. I doubt Colleen would welcome me into her house, either. What’s the most recent show you’ve binge-watched? Avatar: The Last Airbender w/ Sara. What’s a common experience for many people that you’ve never experienced? Just... adult stuff. Paying bills. Having a stable job. Passing their driver's test. What are some misconceptions about your hobby? We'll use forum roleplay here, in which case I know a very common misconception is that it's sexual in nature and is a kink. It's never been that for me. It's about building unique, complex characters in a vast universe of your creativity, meshing with other's. It's a beautiful thing to me. What’s the dumbest thing someone has argued with you about? Oh, I'm sure something with Mom... because she is absolutely never wrong. What’s the longest rabbit hole you’ve been down? Conspiracy theories on YouTube, aha... What odd smell do you really enjoy? I really enjoy the smell of lilacs, though I know people who think they smell too strong and/or just stink. If you had a HUD that showed three stats about any person you looked at, what three stats would you want it to show? Hm, interesting question. Maybe approachability, moral alignment, and mood. What is your favorite flavor of pop tart? I really like the chocolate sundae ones. Gum? I really like fruit-flavored gums, especially watermelon or strawberry. Last song you sang along to? I sang a bit to "Second Chance" by Shinedown. Are you fascinated by rivers? Yeah, sure. Streams, more specifically, because you can see the bottom and walk more safely in them. I love exploring those. Do you live near a volcano? No, and I plan on keeping it that way, haha. How big is the screen on your digital camera? I dunno, the normal size for a Canon? Do you find train whistles comforting? No. What bird is the cutest? Oh, that's so hard. I love the pastel-colored ones, and hummingbirds are like, universally cute. Are you scared to look at your own organs on x-ray or ultrasound? No, that's actually really cool. Do big eyes freak you out? On people? Generally, no. I tend to find them cute, actually, especially on girls, but I've definitely seen people with big eyes that instead look kinda creepy. Have you ever walked on a frozen lake/river? Hm, I'm actually not sure. I don't believe so, though. Have you ever held a real sword? No. Have you ever seen a tree over 100 years old? Uh, realistically, probably? That's not that old in the grand scheme of trees, is it? Do you feel uncomfortable at fancy restaurants? I can sometimes, yes. I feel very out-of-place.