#I've watched everything up to and including s12

[magixfairyix]

AHHH thank you let's go. Gonna keep this going cause why not?

My words are: Hurt, healing, and fear

Tagging: @darlenicy @no-white-dress @s12-kittie @lyliah7 @redfountainpostin

My words for you guys are: Life, friendship, and regret

Directions: You match a snippet of a WIP for a fic (or art) to each word. It can be any ship, canon, AU, or series!

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For mine, its mainly one shots/scenes I wrote without planning on publishing as they are unfinished. Also, a lot of them including Iorda (oc).

TRIGGER WARNING: Nightmares and a lot of emotional distress, oc being deeply impacted by trauma, reference to a past attempt of suicide

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Hurt: (Iorda do be going through it. After S.S.S. timeline)

"I've..." Iorda started, trying to bury her tears as she shook. "I've seen people almost die. Sometimes I even saw people die..."

During the first year Iorda remembered seeing the corpses, during the third year she remembered watching Tecna close the Omega portal, when the Wizards of the Black circle tricked Morgana and several warrior faries died with thier wings torn off...

"You've been through a lot," Darcy said empathetically, still running thier hand through thier girlfreind's hair—reasuring her. "You won't recover from it right away..."

"I know, it's just..." Iorda said, choking on a sob. "So many things have happened and... I just want this to end. I've been like this for so long that I just want all this to be over."

She wanted false reasurance; for someone to say that deep down she's fine and that everything was going to get better soon. It wouldn't help in the long run��Iorda would just push herself further into denail that things are fine, and that wouldn't do good things for her magic or heal wise—and she knew she wasn't going to get that fake sympathy from the person holding her.

Iorda breathed in shakily, trying to bury another sob. "I just want to be better again..."

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Healing: (Iorda and the Trix, the first now in a better place, summon their familiars)

"Both of you are worse," Icy said, shaking her head as they started to unpack the bookbag full of materials onto the grass.

Iorda scoffed, smiling. "I've seen you flirt with Bloom. You two are worse than all of us." She barely had time to move her head as Icy flicked her wrist—not even looking behind her—and fired a ball of snow at her face. "Your aim is off..."

Stormy laughed, and Darcy smiled to themself. Even if it had been years and even if the two had been enemies back then, Darcy had seen how... chaotic and witch-like Iorda was for a fairy at that time. After Iorda went to Alfea in her second year and after... things happened, things that hurt the girl mentally for years, she'd lost that. It was like now that Iorda had time to heal and now that she was fully a witch she was finally becoming her old self.

Before the trauma, before the stress.

Darcy was glad they got to witness Iorda becoming truly happy with her life.

"I have the materials, Stormy has the tomb, Iorda you have the salt, right?" Icy questioned as she sat down cross-legged on the grass with the others following, forming a circle.

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Fear: (Iorda wakes up from a nightmare)

Iorda sits up sharply, gasping in her as her hands imediantly go to her neck and feverishly make sure that there is no blood. Just a scar, one that's old and healed at this point. Iorda feels shaky breathes try to enter her lungs as her hands move to her face, hair, arms.

No blood.

"Iorda...?" Darcy mumbles tierdly as she turns over.

Iorda doesn't know why but she puts her hands over her ears, shuddering as she pulls her legs into herself. She doesn't want to hear anything. Not Almah, not the screams, not the bodies falling to the ground. She doesn't want to see anything either, so she closes her eyes.

Darcy knows better than to speak. For the past month Iorda has been seriously impacted by the riutal Almah—that bitch—tried to force her though so sever her magic and that would have killed her in the process. Darcy was the one who stopped Iorda when she put a scalple to her neck when she woke up in the infurmury, besdies her only Flora and Musa knows what happened.

But everyone sees it. How jumpy Iorda is even though she tries to hide her, her withdrawl from phsyical closeness with people that isn't a new thing; it happened also after the possesion, after the situation with the Shaman Witch.

Iorda has tried to hide it, throwing herself into training, but it's very obvious how much she has been impacted when, sometimes, she visibly has to force herself to speak and goes mute.

WIP Tag Game

Tagged by @blueleopard555 for what I think is probably a WIP game given the context clues lol.

My words are: Flirting, Kindness, and Debate

Tagging: @seyaryminamoto @magixfairyix @elsa-fogen & @yellowumbrella134

My words for you guys are: hurt, healing, & fear

Directions: You match a snippet of a WIP for a fic (or art) to each word. It can be any ship, canon, AU, or series!

*Cries in in just put out the last chapter of my latest long fic and have no WIPs other than bullet points* *Doesn't even have any working titles panic*

So this is going to be really interesting.

For debate: the closet thing that I have is this super messy, unpolished snippet with no prose whatsoever. Completely un-formatted too. It's from a fic that I may or may not even get to but have a concept for; Azula basically shuts down completely and enters this semi-catatonic unfeeling state.

“It’s fine zuko. I’m not sad.” “You lost everything you should feel upset!” “I used to. I felt a lot of things, betrayal, hurt, anger, shame… But one day it just stopped hurting. This is better. I don’t want to feel.” .oOo. "you always had ursa and iroh. I was always alone." “you had mai and tylee.” "they didn't really like me. They were only there because they were afraid of what would have happened if they weren’t" “That’s not true.” “It is.” “Azula.” “You said that I’m a liar but I’ve only ever told you the truth exactly as it was. Father did want to kill you, he doesn’t love you and he never will. He’ll always think that you have no honor. And mother doesn’t love me. She will always hate and fear me. That’s just how it is.”

For Flirting: Unnamed Sokkla fic that will double as both last weeks & this weeks entry for Earth & Mars

Hunger. Love. In a way they are the same emotion. She has never felt things in the ways that people tell her she should.  Slash! Blast! The fire reflects on his blade before it deflects. He charges at her as she charges at him. Resentment. Desire. These can also sometimes become one and the same. 

Sometimes she doesn’t know where one ends and the other begins.

For Kindness: Untitled fic concept where Icy is hit with the kindness spell in (4kids) season 2 and it doesn't wear off.

It floods in like jingling sleigh bells, like laughter and the fluid song of the ice. Like peppermint kisses on rosy cheeks and hands stuffed into mittens. And it is overwhelming, physically nauseating as claws of light magic slice her darkness to ribbons. She tries to conjure up her favorite images but she finds that her focus lasping…redirecting. Mental images of faeries pinned by the wings to the floor are spliced with faeries skipping and laughing. A wanna be witch sobbing over books that Stormy had swatted out of her arms is interrupted by a hand, that Icy only faintly recognizes as her own, helping her up. The entirety of Magix blanketed in an eternal snow is overtaken by a cozy winter in the city with open fires and sticks heavy with marshmallows. Icy grits her teeth. The spell is seeping its way in, snuffing the malice and plucking evil inclinations right out of her as she tries fruitlessly to snatch them back.

[starofthedawn]

Ahhh thank you for always including me hon! Stydia is the BEST!

1. Three ships: Right now? Hellcheer (Stranger Things), Stydia (Teen Wolf), and TenRose (Doctor Who)

2. First ever ship: Like everything else in my life, it's centered on The Mummy (1999) with Rick and Evelyn

3. Last song: Now by Paramore

4. Last movie: I just watched Pacific Rim for the first time

5. Currently reading: I've been reading Discovery of Witches for the better part of a year now...I'm really 20 pages from the end, I just haven't picked the book up to finish.

6. Currently watching: Taskmaster S12...why is the last part on YouTube not available in my country?????

7. Currently consuming: Water

8. Currently craving: Crepes

No pressure tags: @sassyshoulderangel319 @mysticaltigersorceress and whoever else wants to participate :)

A meme!

Three ships? Only three?  OK, let’s do this for three different non-Tolkien fandoms…Vanessa/Mina (Penny Dreadful - especially if it involves weird taxidermy shenanigans); Clint/Laura/Natasha/Loki (MCU - my original polymuddle wish); Evelyn Napier/Lavinia Swire (Downton Abbey - 100% deserved better fates, the pair of them).

2. First ever ship? Éowyn/Faramir.

3. Last song? Lake Shore Drive by Aliotta Haynes Jeremiah.

4. Last movie? Twelfth Night (1996).

5. Currently reading? The Old Curiosity Shop.

6. Currently watching? Right this instant, nothing, but I am in the middle of re-watching Penny Dreadful and The X Files.

7. Currently consuming? Rosé wine.

8. Currently craving? I just ate a big bowl of pasta so I’m feeling sated, but I’m looking forwards to fish and chips on the beach with my dog tomorrow. I was tagged by @edgeoflight - thank you!  Tagging @spiced-wine-fic @thegentlestmaenad @joyfullynervouscreator @lathalea @admirablemonster and anyone else who wants to play.