#I've legitimately clocked that I wasn't doing well because instead of a happy song upon it starting to rain I got a suicide one

[ravenlikesbooks]

it's so weird to me how much music dictates my life. 95% of the time I can tell my mental state by what song is playing in the back of my head. everyone i love has been subconsciously assigned musical motifs and when I hear them in my life I think of the person and get happy. reading poetry I enjoy? guess what, there's already a beat and some melodies taking shape