#I've just dealt with the lost of Velyana

[sillyseaveerablogs]

Bear, I feel you when there's a problem that my friend Aisha has... I know how you feel... I want to help her but at the same time... It's just... I just have to destroy myself to make her better... Until... I have no pieces left for me... I just wanted to burst into tears, bc seeing her saying it's her fault is like... I just want to blame myself... Why...

why isn't there anything I can do to fix this. Why can't I fix this. I want to fix it but I don't know how. I want to make this all better, but what can I do that will make a difference? I need to fix the problem. I don't have the solutions. I need to have the solutions. Why don't I have the solutions?? I MUST fix the problem.

Why do I feel as though everything is my fault?

Why can't I put people back together?

Why can't I just ignore the hurt of other people's pain