#I've been waiting for a ehhh month now?? maybe more? or not idk

[des-fangirl]

my fellow discworld fans and specifically vitvimes fans

share your fave fanfics please🥺

[penname-artist]

Speaking of paper guared how is that going

Ehhh??

I'll be honest I haven't done much with it either, I've been very hyperfocused this month on Roblox, writing silly WoC drabbles, and attempting to learn programming and coding for the sake of making a literal game (Which, as of right now, I think I'm close to moving up another step from my Fisher-Price Scratch game into another codeless gamemaking software before really tackling that coding thing).

The Paper Guard has been on the backburner again for a lil' bit but not because I don't have interest in it anymore, I'm just cooking it atm and waiting to spin the lazy susan around some more and pull it out again.

Also I kinda gotta do some more character dev. on a few things, I need more of those background bitches. Maybe some set designs, idk. Somethin! We got more work to do as usual lol

[cuziloveyou7]

20 questions tag

Tagged by @randombtsprincessa thank you for thinking of me! I appreciate u 💜

1. What do you prefer to be called name-wise?

Tbh I don't really know. I usually say peach or potato but you can also call me Es or whatever u feel suits me 🤷🏽‍♀️

2. When is your birthday?

January 7th!

3. Where do you live?

The Netherlands 🇳🇱 (so I u Dutch... I need more army friends, want like ik heb maar 2 army vrienden en mn moeder lmao)

4. Three things you are doing right now?

Catching up with friends, listening to music, studying Korean

5. Four fandoms that have peaked your interest.

Kpop and... what even falls under fandoms? I'm into so many things🤔

6. How had the pandemic been treating you?

At first it was really stressful bc I had exams. Then I went into hermit mode. Then I got anxiety and almost fell back into depression 🙃 but right now I'm doing really good! I feel happy, healthy and meaningful!

7. A song you can't stop listening to right now?

Sweet melody - Little Mix,

Blue hour (dance break version) - TXT

So good - Dove Cameron

Dingga - MAMAMOO

Love me the same - Esmée Denters

8. Recommend a movie.

I gotta think hard about this bc its been a while since I've seen a movie I got really into... ohhhh! I did see "Little Women" recently! I knew the bcc mini serie so it was fun to watch the movie! Also... Timothée Chalamet.. do I need to say more 😉

9. How old are you?

I'm 20! Only for a few months tho, I'm getting older each day 😄😉

10. School, University, occupation, other?

I finished college in May! I'm having a gap year, but I have a part time job which I'm thankful for in these times of uncertainty! So for now I'll be your local cashier and cleaning lady 🤑. Next September I'm starting university for another 6 years 🙆🏽‍♀️👩🏽‍🎓

11. Do you prefer heat or cold?

I'm a winter baby, I was born in a country where we barely have warm weather so yes, I do love the cold! I hate being sweaty. Also I like hot cocoa with a pile of blankets on a cold winter night! Whenever I visit the fam in the Philippines I go hide where the airco is, otherwise I'm ko bc of the heat.

12. Name one fact others may not know about?

Ehhh... I feel like I'm really open on Tumblr.. oh no wait I know something 😆 I went on a dating app for 3 month in July bc I was bored eventhough I swore to never download something like that...

13. Are you shy?

Let's not call it shy but introvert bc with my friends I'm hella crazy. I also tend to watch from afar at first so people might think I'm shy but I'm just analysing the situation and if people are worth my energy.

14. Preferred pronouns?

She/her

15. Biggest per peeves

Loud chewing, feet... don't show them to me bc no! Just no! I'm sorry I don't even like my own. Telling lies or saying one thing then do the other.. wooww I'm boiling just thinking about it.

16. What is your favourite "dere" type?

Okay, I'm gonna be honest this took me a minute of research bc I'm really bad at all these terms 🙃. But now that I know (and I will probably forget again bc dis brain...) I'd say its either a Dandere or Deredere type (I'm boring right?)

17. Rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be.

I'd say right now its a solid 6,5 or 7 even maybe. Could always be better but I've been at a 1 a few years ago so...

18. What's your main blog?

This one! @cuziloveyou7

19. List your side blogs and what they're used for?

I don't have any! Was thinking about it but I'm already a horrible page owner on this main one 😑

20. Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

I'm super introvert so it takes a while for me to open up, so don't give up on me!

I'm really open to anything when you've found the cracked in my wall. Which can make for really great, fun and heated conversations!

Friendships are super important to me and I value it a lot!

I'm a high sensitive person so I get burned out a lot in social gatherings, also social anxiety!

And the most important one! I have this scared attitude towards boys/men/guys idk how when and where it came from but it's there so I would appreciate u helping me out sometimes and understanding this angst instead of making fun of it and saying "they're just boys not aliens or something" yes thank u I wasn't aware 😒

Tagging: @an-annyeoing-writer , @kittylefayy, @oheyura , @saintxuxi and ofcourse anyone who wants to