#I've been unemployed outside of my occasional freelancing gigs for a whiiile | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

werewolf-kat · 1 year

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Oh gosh I finished some online testing as a second part to applying to a job and I'm really nervous about the company wanting me at all.

I feel like shriveling up into a void until an email or call comes in to wake me back up.

I don't wanna get my hopes up either, though. I know a lot of applications just don't get responded to. But it'd be so nice to have this little job I found. It's a role I don't see much at all and yet I do feel confident I can do it. I rarely have confidence in being a "good employee" anywhere due to my medical issues and limitations. This is a fully remote job too. -heavy breathing-

#wk speaks #employment #job hunting #I'm really really trying to get back up on my feet but it's been so hard since 2019 #I've been unemployed outside of my occasional freelancing gigs for a whiiile #PTSD and feelings of hopelessness really weren't of help either... but I'm trying again...#I gave up on job hunting for a few months and almost wanted to give up again #hours of hitting dead ends or companies being like “you should fly to our state for big meetings sometimes though” and junk #also searching again a couple of weeks ago got under my skin seeing SO MANY jobs wanting to “train AI” and whatnot now #oh my gosh I wanna bury this AI fad into the core of the earth so it melts away #please make it stop #what scared me most was seeing some of those AI job offers be related to MEDICAL INFORMATION #-SCREAMS-#anyways... /end of tag rant #I'm on a nervous ramble session and gotta stop myself

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