#I've been taking anxiety meds because I can't stop physically shaking and my heart rate has been so high I can't relax
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I am having a ton of anxiety and dread about something that I spent the year looking forward to, and I really hate this feeling.
#it's almost festival time again but I can't get excited about it#I made my playlists for each day but I can't bring myself to listen to them#I can't shake some issues I had with my aunt and I am dreading spending the days with her#I'm so worried I'm going to snap at her and say something I shouldn't#I'm so anxious about her presence ruining my experience if I can't get over it#I'm so upset that my dad isn't going all 4 days with me#I'm having a bad time with life all around right now#and it sucks that something I should be super excited about is bringing me more nerves than joy#I just can't shake this anxiety#I've been taking anxiety meds because I can't stop physically shaking and my heart rate has been so high I can't relax#I don't know what to do or how to alleviate the dread#ashley rambles
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