#I've actively been avoiding reading anyone's non-au fics bc I don't want to accidentally take someone else's ideas
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Oh man, I feel you on the Medstar books. And I, too, love to work them into my fics as often as possible. That and The Approaching Storm for good measure. It's also important that she was at Umbara.
Now that I finished the Medstar books later night, I just borrowed The Approaching Storm and plan on digging in to it!
I've been wanting to weave in the Umbaran Campaign into my story in some way beyond a simple mention, but I'm kind of stuck with no ideas on it rn unfortunately.
I wouldn't be surprised if they retcon it completely, but I also want to add her imprisonment on Felucia and subsequent rescue by Aayla shortly after her Knighting (since it's still considered to be canon in some way?). Of course the Legends story of it doesn't match with canon in any significant way so I would make major changes to it so it could fit into the timeline properly, but I feel like it could be a major turning point for her mentally—like the final nail in the coffin (or close to it) leading up to the Temple plot.
I have a lot of ideas and I really want to start writing it out, but at the same time I'm overly worried about characterization and it's completely stopping any progress. I really want to talk through my ideas before I work on it, but I don't really know anyone to talk to here other than my friend (who I assume would be willing to listen but she doesn't really know Barriss beyond looking over my shoulder while I was crying over TOTE).
Idk it's just super important to me that I do it well bc I love her character so much and I want to do right by her especially when she is so misunderstood
#(now realize this would probably have been better to post on my sw blog but hey🤷♀️)#all my emotional investment for the past 2 months has been directly tied to writing this story like i'm going insane a little ����#I've actively been avoiding reading anyone's non-au fics bc I don't want to accidentally take someone else's ideas#which is kind of killing me bc there are so many that I want to read already#but I'm choosing to wait until I've finished or at least outlined the majority of the story before reading anyone else's stories#the outline is already at 10k words and I'm so far from finished and stuck on so many aspects😭#I guess it also means a lot to me bc of what I have done so far and the deep dive I'm trying to do into her character and mentality..#has been helping me a lot with processing my own cptsd and depression#ok sorry for rambling this just has been consuming me for months with no outlet
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