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imthebeast · 17 days ago

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somehow finally realizing that dripping the fuck out to make leaving the house bearable and getting stoned to make leaving the house bearable both obscure the real question of Why is going outside so fucking unbearable

#I've had a full week of the shittiest looks and attitudes sent my way #I'm straight up normiemaxxing and clean for a month where the fuck is it all coming from #all exclusively white people except my old ass uber driver today who was friendly #and the two queer kids at the library #I'm exhausted from picking apart every element of my presentation to figure out what the fuck I need to fix to live here #but it is somewhat comforting knowing that its not like a full on race or nationality thing there by default #but fucking idiot people feeling threatened somehow and then justified in acting out all their aggression and fear #who determine my access to food and healthcare on a whim land of the fucking free lads

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