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cool-ultrakill-url · 7 months ago

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Hello friends of mine. Recently I stopped taking my meds (idiot decision) and now I am so anxious to open discord or to private message anyone. I worry everyone is mad at me and I'm sorry that I'm reaching out via tumblr post that only some of you will see. Please know I love you very every much and I'm not mad, nobody did anything wrong I'm just so so scared for no reason again very sorry

#I don't know how I got here #It's hard to take my meds consistently I always miss one or two days a week no matter how hard I try or what time I set to take them #i just realized #I was like ''what is wrong with me :('' and then Oh yeah I haven't taken my meds in a month #I'm running very low on them and refilling them is so scary I hate doing it #So maybe I was trying to conserve them??? I don't know that would be stupid but it sounds like an anxious plan I'd make at 2 a.m.

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