#I'm rlly rlly mad at myself for having eaten dinner at all and especially having eaten a normal amount and yesterday night i couldnt stop
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so it turns out my ed is rlly badly acting up again and idk what to do abt it
#I had my suspicions but I know for sure now :/#I'm rlly rlly mad at myself for having eaten dinner at all and especially having eaten a normal amount and yesterday night i couldnt stop#compulsively exercising regardless of it making me faint and flare up extremely badly and I feel an extreme urge to do so again bc I can't#rid of the calories other ways bc my family would know#and ik all of this is bad and im trying to resist but i rlly dont feel strong enough to#I'm going to contact my therapist abt it and try to at least force myself to eat every day still and hopefully keep it in#but aaa#its hard#I won't post abt this much at all I just rlly needed to force myself to acknowledge it#ed tw#eating disorder tw#self destructive behaviour tw#moss.exe
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