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chqnified · 2 years ago

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Had physiotherapy for the first time, and I will say, it has done wonders so far. I mean, the pain is coming back, and boy I feel it. I guess it demonstrated how much pain I'm constantly in and not realising, because I was relieved of it for an hour,,,, it's hurting like shit now it's returning.

Also never felt more comfortable swimming. Not just because there's no one around to judge, but because I could wear what I was comfortable with wearing. That being a binder and shorts.

The binder actually slays. My older brother did tell me that you could go swimming in that branded binder? But I had to check obviously to make sure, and the website said you could too. It actually worked so well.

Anyhow, if it's going to be a regular thing, I might buy a binder specific for when I go for physiotherapy etc, that way I don't wear out my day to day binders.

#i was feeling incredibly dysphoric putting on my old bikini. then i remembered the binder. I risked potentially being questioned for it #thankfully nobody said anything or noticed. and it helped me cope. i felt comfortable?#and my nike pro shorts are a god send too. i need to buy some new pairs because I've had the same 2 pairs for 3-4 years.#and the one i used for swimming is literally 10 years old........ I'm not actually joking #i wore them when i was 8.......#they were my first pair of nike pro shorts.#I'm planning on getting board shorts. but i need to find a decent pair.#it's weird. lately I've been feeling either incredibly dysphoric or felt gender euphoria. no Inbetween.#I'm probably going to go suit and office attire shopping soon. which makes me so happy.#and probably sometime in the spring order some more binders. just because. trying to time the roter between 2 binders isn't easy.#and if I'm getting a new job....... I'll need it. also it'll pay for it too so.#who knows. it'll probably pay for top surgery in a 3 years time hopefully....#rambles tag

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