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transdragonlira 10 months
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Your addition to the monster post is... So nice. You seem like you're incredibly passionate and fierce and loving and using your sona as an example of a 'monster' is really, really strong. Thank you!
also. can I see the bug please. I would very much like to see the sexy legged beast if that's okay please
Thank you very much! I have an incredibly strong connection to my sonas and being a furry in general! My entire queer identity as a person would have been completely different if I didn't manage to find the fandom (if it would have even existed at all). My fursona is even the origin of my irl name, I just used her name to try stuff out, and it really stuck!
And yeah, I really vibe with the monster interpertation of my sona. I really wanted to write more in that post but I didn't have the time or words when I wrote that, and didn't feel like it would add much to the post to go even more in detail about that, it would be a repitition of what they already said
But this is a new post so I can say what I want here
As someone who's autistic and trans, and had major hearing issues when I was younger (I'm fine now, but when I was younger I once lost aroud 90% of my hearing), I was never the type to fit in. I only have ever felt like I fit in in places that are queer and/or neurodivergent (like furry spaces are). I am too familiar with being shunned by average people. Furries really are the best
One specific part about the monster example that really hits in the feels is the fact that I really was seen as scary at school. Because I was autistic, I had autistic meltdowns. And mine manifested in the way of anger issues. I was lost and confused of all the unspoken rules, and that caused me to lash out at the bullies. This was first a reason to bully me more, but when I got older, this got a bit scary. I was genuienly seen like a monster. A monster to try to agitate a little bit to get a ruse, because she was chained to a cage of rules. But the same bars that enchaged her, protected her bullies from being punished for their deeds.
That is why although my sona may seem fierce, she really is a sweetheart, almost motherly (Centipedes in nature are known to be very caring mothers!) Despite being seen as a monster, she is still kind to all. But if you wrong her, or even worse, a fellow monster, she won't hestitate to bite. She is only fierce as a defense mechanism. She does not want to be fierce. She wants to care. But she keeps on being fierce anyway. She had no other choice.
I want to say that I'm currently in the proces of changing into this sona, as my sona was a dragon for a long time. And the more I think about it, she is kinda the person I want to be rather than the person I am right now. And that's completely ok! She is still very close to me, as she is the origin of my irl name. I (still) need something to strive for, and she is the perfect way to do so. Especially when I was a younger queer, unsure of what I wanted out of my body.
To be loved is to be changed. And I am currently loving myself, and my sona.
It's only natrual that she will change a bit. However, she will always be the same creature in my head. After all, I am my sona, and I am all my previous iterations of yesterday -why couldn't she be as herself as well as all of her previous iterations as well?
And while I'd absolutely love to show you the sexy legged beast, the nature of this sona being fairly new means I haven't gotten the time to draw her very much yet, and the one real fullbody of her is nsfw and idk if I can show her because of tumblr rules, but here is a cropped version, and a emote of her being embaressed. (and you can dm for the full! I am not scared to show my full, beautiful body!)
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It kinda really sucks that I can't show the full here. A HUGE part of this sona is about the fact that she isn't a particularly girly girl, and that she has a big dick instead of a pussy. But she is still a girl! She might be embarrased about people wanting her, but that's because she is inexperienced! (They are 18+, don't worry) She is confident in her body and showing all of it of, because she knows that there will always be people that will be disgusted by her. But the love she receives by others makes it all worth it.
Honestly I could write a full article on how fursonas and gender (and queer identities in general) are linked. I don't think it's a coincidence that around 1 in 4 to 1 in 3 of every furry is not cisgender. (Less clear source, scroll down for the latest update: https://furscience.com/research-findings/demographics/1-3-sex-and-gender/) Heck, my very first fursona from when I was extremely new to the fandom was a girl- I had no clue back then that I was transgender. All I knew is that it felt right.
Lastly I want to say, despite really vibing with the monster theme, and it really applying to me and my sona, a big part of it (and what I mostly wanna draw with my sona) is trying to accept that we aren't really monsters. We are othered by society, but we are not bad monsters. We are lovely creatures, trying to love our lives like everyone else. We have all sorts of positive traits! I may have trouble understanding everyone, and yes, I am quick to anger. But you know what I also am? Like you said, I AM passionate, loving, and fierce. I am also intelligent, and have great marks in college, and am creative. And most of all, I want everyone in the world to trive to the point where it eats me up inside thinking about the evils in this world. Is that a trait you would say a monster would have?
And again, thank you, I got a couple of asks asking to see my sona because they sounded cool, and it's people like you that make the online world amazing to be in, stay yourself, and love yourself for who you are
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ananiel 3 months
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Okay, I know and I'm very sorry that I am bothering you again. I just thought about something crazy.... What if Sherlock and William baby traped Obanai!Reader? And she can't bring herself to kill the babies because it's not babies's fault? It's twins by the way. Girl and Boy.
And if you are writing NSFW can you do it too?
And I am very sorry again for bothering you with my requests馃槶
I just like how you write about it and how you are imagining it. I have plenty scenarios but I don't know how to write them馃ゲ
Yes, i am not the best at writing nsfw but i can certainly try, and do not worry, You are of no bother at all, i like taking requests, and that is a very good idea!
Yandere sherlock holmes x reader x yandere William james moriarty
Tw : mentions of killing intent, non con, yandere themes, baby trapping, drugging, dark content, read at your own risk!
Nsfw!
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IT had been days since they saw your scars... Days since they started making side comments, side comments that became more and more disturbing for You
"do You think that the child Will have your beautifull eyes?"
Or
"... Ha, you'd look so good round, full with children, my darling"
You weren't dumb either. You knew what they were hinting at, all the soft touches, sugestive looks and most importantly, on the rarely ocasions that they let You go outside... The way they would stare at pregnant or mother's with their children, especially if the Young ones were still babies. Every time, You would see at least one of them stare long, with a small smile as his hand went to your stomach, holding it tight (and You in place)
Of course, You expected what came next, a talk with them, over tea, which, as a fool, You took, in which they wanted to prepare You, and say that You are at a Point in your relathionship in which the time for kids is right... They were old enough, and so were You for that.
You protested, screaming at them as You told them that You would never want to raise children, or have sex, with either one... And they took that... Smirking?
When your vision got slightly blury You understood why, of course, they planned this, they knew You, they knew You wouldn't accept it in no way posible. But drugging? This was low even for them, You wanted to say, but do You truly know them both so well to say that? Can You even say that, knowing You were talking about your kiddnappers and possible rapists?
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"no... No...." You breath out, trying to pull yourself togheter as You saw them inch closer.
Maybe it was your tired mind, but You could swear that You saw their faces twisted in that awfull smirks of theirs.
Sherlock was the one to grab You to your feet and making You grind against his erected cock while he let out a shaky breath of pleasure.
"now sherlock... Be patient Will You? Your turn Will come"
William says wraping his arms around your waist and holding your ass against his pants.
"it is easy for You, Liam, You will be the first to take her"
You shooks your head, your ears ringing as sherlock comented, and his rough hands adictinvly went and unbottined your shirt, giving them acces to your bare skin.
Seeing that, William's lips made contact with your neck and shoulders, whispering sweet nothings about how You will see that this is the best for You, that You were made to be a mother and that You will thank them for impregnating You when You would see the beautifull baby that will come out of you all.
You fall on the sofa, them soon following and taking their positions, with William behind You and Sherlock in front of You, Sherlock captured your lips in a pasionate kiss, his hands going to your hips as his toungue plays around your mouth, his hands guiding Your hips to meet William's, earning a few moans from the blond as he continued to pree open mouthed Kisses to your neck, making You unconsciouly moan against Sherlock's mouth, which grew his need dor You.
They continued to whisper sweet nothings here and there, but that didn't help, didn't help at all, as tears weild up in your eyes and their hands opened up your pants.
You were too weak to fight, and the combination of sherlock's roughness and the way William softly rubs his hands all over your skin... It was getting good, as much as you hated to admit it, as much as you hated the fact that they did make You wet.
William smiles mischevously as he felt the wetness from your panties, bring to of his fingers to tease your entrace before inserting them slowly, making You yelp weakly against Sherlock's mouth.
William started thrusting his fingers, making small pauses that had You embarassingly trying to meet his thrusts.
"see? Told ya she's gonna come around eventually, now hurry up Liam, am getting impatient... "
William playfully rolls his eyes as sherlock Kisses down your chest, ending up sucking on one of your nipples as his hand massages the other one.
William continues to thrust his fingers up, bringing you closer and closer to the edge, but before You can come, he removes his fingers, making You grown.
You left soft moans spill out of your lips from sherlock's actions as your eyes widen when You heard the William's pants falling down.
"easy now..." he shushes as he gives himself a pump before guiding You on himself, making You take him inch by inch. Not giving You time to get used to him before he bottoms out
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as You felt him slowly snap his hips back in you, earning a very loud moan from you, followed by more small muffle ones.
"hey... I'm getting jealous, pay attention to me too... " sherlock whispers, his hands playing with your clit as William thrusted his hips fast, making You reach your High that was denied earlier
"oh... This is... Better than i could've ever dreamed" he says in between groans and pants, his motions continuing for what felt like hours, as he continued to thrust, not giving You time to come down from your High
You moaned louder.
"we talked that after cumming we Switched William" sherlock bites into your shoulder, as if to show that he is very serious, not that William could seem to care less
"Said about switch ing after coming, she did, i didn't, wait till i finish and have your turn, it's not like she is going anywhere"
William rests his head against your shoulder, shotting his load inside you.
Panting, he gives one more thrust before pulling away.
"finally!" sherlock exclaims as pushes inside you, causing You to yelp, thinking that ha wasn't prepared, and that You would get a small break.
But no, the overstimulation was making You even more lightheaded than You already were because of the druged Tea. And jesus, You didn't know if You liked sherlock's aproach more, or William's. William was more calculated, having a rythm that he trusted in, while at sherlock it felt like every single thrust was difrent from the other, making your stomach twist and turn. You were close again, and if they fucked You thought this orgasm again, You are more than sure that You will pass out
"forgeting about me?" William asks as he presses down on your stomach, making You moan as he could feel sherlock's dick against his finger. You let out a loud moan as You came, William kissing your neck whole smiling as sherlock seemed to lost in his pleasure tto give a reaction other than a moan from the aditional squeze "you'll see my darling, once this children are born, You will thank us"
Sherlock nods, too lost into his pleasure to respond properly as he chases his high, bitting down on the opposite shoulder that is planting the Kisses.
His movements get more sloppy, and after 2 more thrusts, he cums. You fall against his chest, breathing in deeply as tears start pooling from your eyes again, but You don't know what they are. Maybe fear, maybe overstimulation, hatred .
"your turn now, Liam" Your eyes widen at that
"let her rest a minute, she needs it if we want her to not pass out and remember everything"
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And remember everything you did, You felt disgusted at yourself, You looked into the mirror at your stomach almost 8 times a day, trying to see a difrence, trying to see if truly You were pregnant with their children.
You dreded the fact that You were late, that You were sleeping more, that You were more picky, and they couldn't seem to get enough of them.
They had, physician after physician come, but after the first one was killed right in front of You after You tried to tell him the truth, that You were forced into this. You weren't trying to take any risks now, You didn't want a poor man's blood on your hands.
Twins.
Twins, oh how happy they were at the sound of twins, how empty You felt, thinking that instead of one reminders of what happend, You had two. Two little beasts to resemble the bigger ones.
At month 5 You were already big enough to cause some disconfort, which they took grade pleasure in, helping and always holding your stomach... You considered more than once to fall down a fight of stairs, to end this pregnancy and posibly yourself, but something stopped You, the vow You made to be better than your parents.
You hated those kids, and it made You hate yourself more, that You couldn't love them, that You will end up maybe worse than your whole clan. What choice did the children have? It's not like they were at fault for who their fathers are...
You saw them put the cribs, You saw them react and tell everyone, and soon, You will see them hold the babies too. You saw the obbsesion, the need in their eyes more than enough to know that, that was the case now too. The children were a way too keep You close to them, but also, to have another piece of you.
They were obssesed with the kids too.
For You, they were the snake demon You had to cut your face for. They were the monster that your parents failed to protect You form, they were the demons You won't leave your children in the hands of those demons.
When they were born, You held them, You held one beautifull boy with blue hair and your striking eyes, and one girl, the spliting image of William, of it weren't for one colored eye that wasn't Red, her heterocromia made her somehow cuter, in the eyes of you, someone that was crytisized for them your whole life.
You were tired after birth, but You held strong, making sure that the two men have as little contact with the babies as posible that is until You heard one private discusion
"oh Liam, You genius, she doesn't even know that the children Will have our possesive traits!"
What? You looked at the baby in your arms, feeling lightheaded
"Who would expect a child being obssesed sherly, and You saw the babies' eyes, how they follow her... Our little copies. She can't escape now, and with the children, it's not like she wants to, the door has been opened and left unguared for a week, she won't ever escape now "
Door opened... You rushed to their cribs, putting each one of them in their respective cribs, looking at them for one last Time...
Not survivours like You... No... They were tiny baby demons... They were holding You out of fear for them in a Cage, only that it was opened, this time, the Cage is opened...
This time You can run...
You don't look back, You don't take anything... Foolled, You were tricked by the offsprings of demons.
And You won't accept it, won't accept being held hostage no more.
You were a better mother than your parents could ever be, and that made You proud, but after your past was hunted by snake people, You won't let another kind of those people control You any longer
(i am thinking to make a continuation of this, like, iguro obanai darling escapes without the children, and while sherliam are busy trying to find her, Louis and entity! Reader, that he didn't love at first, take care of the kids, but seeing her so motherly, he slowly starts to get obsesive, seeing the children as their own and the entity as his partner. What do You guys think?)
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callme-flower 3 months
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*At the Lord Decibel hate club party*
Matteo:*drinks some wine*
Lord Decibel:*spots him*Hi...
Matteo:*ignores him angrily*
Lord Decibel:Look...i'm so sorry,Matteo. It wasn't your fault at all but i kept blaming you, and it wasn't fair
Matteo:Why do you care now? I just wanted someone to care about me, someone who will never let me go
Lord Decibel:But i want you
Matteo:Why? After everything i done?
Lord Decibel:I keep thinking about you, without you my heart isn't complete
Matteo:I don't believe you
Lord Decibel:Then believe this!*kisses him pasionately*
Matteo:*kisses him back*I'm sorry too...for not trusting you when my dad accused you of being a spy, i will talk to him, i promise
Lord Decibel:You better
Matteo:So...are you gonna apologize to Helen too?
Lord Decibel:Oh god, this is a hard one
Matteo:Go, i'll keep waiting
Lord Decibel:*goes after Helen*
Helen:What do you want? Says on an irritated tone
Lord Decibel:I know you are angry at me but...whatever happened in the past doesn't excuse what i did to you. I know you are never gonna forgive me but....i'm sorry Helen
Helen:*gives him a piece of cake*Eat some cake, you dumbass. And you better not hurt Matteo again
Lord Decibel:I will keep him safe
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xeo-kunsatan 3 years
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Beast Choices Chapter 4. Shine of 2
The story of this young couple continue in a normal way, the love between eachother was getting stronger.
In a Friday Day.
Betrayus have arrived in a jewelry
Cashier: Welcome to Bright shop, something special you're looking for?
Betrayus: Well... I was looking for a ring my girlfriend, an special one for her
Cashier: So you're looking for a wedding ring for your girl? Anyone in specific?.
Betrayus: Do you have sapphire rings?
Cashier: Ohohoh, Interesting asking, may I ask why did you choosed that jewel?
Betrayus: Well, I choosed a sapphire for her because,.. our relationship at evolving through the time, we always were honest and have confidence between eachother, all my improvement as person is thanks to her as I helped her as well to make her get up, for it and even more things impossible to tell all of them.. My Girl is special for me.
Cashier: So poetic~ *Shows him some sapphire rings* Heh..*Jokes* some people considers sapphire rings as "Princesses rings".
Betrayus: Believe me..She.. is better than a silly and boring princess, she is wild, rude, seductive and sometimes funny, my favorite type of partner in general.
Cashier: Any team is valid, you know so well bro.
Betrayus: yeah, and for it.. I choose this one.
Betrayus have choosed a sapphire ring with a unique design, it was perfect for Muriel
Cashier: Excellent election.
Betrayus after pay for the ring, have left the jewelry to his job with the box of the ring for his girlfriend, keeping it hide to later surprise her in their Movies Friday night.
Pacopolis 9:38 pm
Betrayus and Muriel have arrived home after finished their usual works
Betrayus: Ughhh.. I'm tired..*Falls in the coach*
Muriel:*arrives with her phone* You were, you know what day is?
Betrayus: Oh yeah!
B&M: Bitch it's Friday!
Muriel: Prepare the Movie!
Betrayus: Order a Pizza!
B&M: Yeah!!
Muriel have ordered the pizza while Betrayus was looking for the Cd of the Friday 13th movies.
Some minutes later the Pizza have arrived and Betrayus received the pizza while Muriel taked the beer to the table
Betrayus; It's Here!
Muriel: Oh Yeah!!
They started they typical Friday night to watch scary movies with Pizza, Betrayus was about to propose himself but the moment was interrupted by a call from Betrayus's phone.
Betrayus: Aghh it's my brother
Muriel:*pauses the movie* what did he want Sunlight?
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Betrayus: I dunno..*attends the call* what do you want stinky lemon?
Stratos: *in the call* Don't call me like that!.. uhum I mean.. Santana invited us to visit The Vegas, I was wondering... If you and Muriel would like to come with us?
Betrayus: Do you seriously think i want to go there, with you and mother!?... Yes
Stratos: So, you will come?
Betrayus: Hell yeah!! Let me tell my girlfriend about this *Ends the call*.
Muriel: What happened?
Betrayus: *sighs* Fluffyplum, my brother told me that my sister invited me to go with basically all the Spheros family to travel to the Vegas, I was wondering if would you like to come with me?..
Muriel: Go with you and your family to the city of lights, having to bear with your awful brother and Mother? Are you kidding me?
Betrayus: Uhhh...
Muriel: Hell yeah, I'm fucking ready!
Betrayus: Yeah girl!, But first, It's movie time! *Plays the movie*
They continued their movie night cuddling eachother while they were eating their pizza.
The next day, both where packing up their stuff getting ready for the travel, Betrayus had hided the box, his plans to propose marriage to Muriel instead of get ruined they had taked a plot twist.
Muriel: Wait... Who would take care of Yu奴 while we are out?
Yu奴: Hmmm?
Betrayus: Sir Cumference
Muriel: A.
Betrayus: Just Kidding, we will take her with us, there's a place for pets in the hotel we will be.
Muriel: What a relief~..
After packing up they left to the airport where they meet up with Rotunda, Santana and Stratos.
Betrayus: Hello Family, we are here
Muriel: Sup
Santana: Betrayus! Little Brother how are you? *Notices Muriel* Oh! You most be my brother's girlfriend?
Betrayus: Yes, Mury, This is my older sister Santana, Santana this is my partner Muriel.
Santana: It's nice to meet you Muriel.
Muriel: it's nice to meet you too
Stratos: H-Hi Betrayus..Muriel
Rotunda: *Sighs* you really had to bring your bitch and her mutt here?..
Yu奴: Grrrrrr...
Muriel: No Yu奴..
Spheros Siblings: Mother!!!
Betrayus: It doesn't have anything wrong at bringing my girlfriend to the travel, I don't wanted leave her alone in the department.
Santana: C'mon Mom is not a bad Idea having my sister in law with us.
Rotunda: Aghh whatever...
Muriel:*sighs*
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The Spheros Family & Muriel Taked a plane to the Vegas, Where Santana had some nice conversations with Muriel and Betrayus.
The PacVegas city
2:27 pm
At arriving in the city, they taked a Taxi to the hotel where they would stay.
Muriel and Betrayus where impressed about the city.
Muriel; I can't wait to take a ride around this Wholesome city!..
Betrayus; Me too! Hey Santy, would you like to come with us?
Muriel: Yeah girl come with us
Santana: Of course!
Stratos: Are you sure Santy?
Santana: Yeah, i have long time without getting along with my Tray Tray, and more now with my new sister in law.
Stratos:*sighs* Alright you can go while i take My mom to her reunion.
Rotunda:*Arrives* Let's go Stratos
Stratos: I'll go Mom.
Betrayus, Santana and Muriel had a long ride exploring and shopping in the city.
The PacVegas City
7:14 pm
The Spheros Family was resting in the hotel yard, Santana came in.
Santana: i was wondering to go to Cube Casino to you know have fun, would you like to come?
B&M: Yeah girl!
Stratos: Sounds Great
Rotunda: do whatever you want, I will be in the spa, I'm really tired
Rotunda leaves to the Hotel Spa.
Santana: Alright, *Grabs Muriel* we will see you in the door.
Muriel: Heheh see ya
Santana grabbed Muriel away taking her to her room. She was changing in elegant clothing as well Muriel which was also holding a tiny box with a nervous expression in her face.
Santana: Is there something wrong?
Muriel: it's something personal.. and a surprise.
Santana: what kind of surprise?
Muriel: *Jokes* I don't know if should tell you, you can get mad~
Santana: Aww c'mon, I am your sister in law, how could I be mad with you?
Muriel: okay you convinced me, *Shows her a Ruby ring from the box*
Santana: *Gasp* Oh my gosh.. you really?
Muriel: Yes
Santana: YEEEE!! *Hugs her* you will marry my brother!?
Muriel: we have 5 years together, I think it's time to go to the next step in our relationship.
Santana: This is so Exciting!.... Seriously Muriel, I want to thank you.
Muriel: For what?
Santana: For what you did for my younger brother... As you maybe know my mother and Stratos were always unfair with him for something is not his fault something i never liked it but... i didn't had enough time to give him the attention he deserved because i's always being focused *sob* in my own studies and work to help up my family but i honestly wasn't enjoyed it... I wanted to travel around the world and maybe try out my luck working in other country.. *In tears* but i can't left Betrayus behind because I was so worried of him.. and I'm still worrying for him.. it's a relief for me that my brother finally found out someone who cares a lot of him as I didn't do it.. specially someone like you.
Muriel: *dries up her tears* it's okay Santana, I understand and feel your pain.. *Hugs Her*
Santana: *Sniff* If you will Marry my brother Muriel,..will you promise me to take care of Betrayus?
Muriel: Always, I promise.
Santana: Thank you very much Muriel, all I want is see my brother smile.
Muriel: Me too Santana, you know girl I don't have a wedding godmother not even a friend for it, will you be our Wedding godmother?
Santana: Really!? That's a big honor...Count with me!.. and tell me why did you choosed a Ruby for my brother
Muriel: Because it represents the pasion he finally released, the pure love i felt for him, and also Rubies are considered as sun jewels and Betrayus Is a Sunlight.
Santana: that's so deep~
After the conversation the 4 had meet up in the Hotel Door
Betrayus: Wow girls you both look so good, and *blushed* you Muriel.
Santana: Aww thank you
Muriel: You too Betrayus *Blushed*
Stratos: Don't think your dress is somewhat provocative?
Betrayus: Don't think that you most shut the fuck up Stratos? She can dress as she wants and likes.
Santana: Yeah Stratos, what the hell?
Stratos: O-oh.. Sorry.
Santana: Well guys forget this and let's fucking go!
B&M: Oh Yeah!!
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Santana taked them to a Casino where they had fun Gambling, with Betrayus defeating his enemies with a psycho attitude.
Stratos: I Thought you fixed him!
Muriel: Let him be Stratos, Let him Be.
Santana: The Karaoke just opened who wants to rock out?
Betrayus:*have heard after winning a Gamble* I do!,.. Muriel will you make a Duo with me
Muriel: Of Course, I was about to ask you the same~
Both had walked to the scenery.
Betrayus: Uhum..Hello.. We are going to sing "Not Gonna get us" I hope you liked it
Betrayus and Muriel sang together in the Karaoke expressing how much their relationship had evolved, at finishing their song Betrayus was ready to confess his surprise.
Betrayus: Thank you everyone, this means a lot for me.. because this woman next to me have teached me how to appreciate myself, this woman was the first In hear me when I was fucked,.. this wild woman was the one who opened her arms for me, a real friend I never had, She is the woman I want to spend all my life..
Betrayus gets in his knees in front Muriel opening the Box revealing the sapphire ring he choosed for her.
Betrayus: Muriel Plizetxki... Will you marry me?
Muriel: Betrayus... I..I Literally wanted to ask you the same *Shows him the Ruby ring from her box*
Betrayus: That means Is a yes for eachother?
Muriel: Yeah!
Both Kissed while the crowd in the Casino next to Santana and Stratos clapped.
Their put eachother in their rings and continued the gambling party where both ended in not saint things.. coff coff alcohol... Coff coff shots coff coff.
Muriel: *Wakes up* Hmm~ my head
Betrayus:*wakes next to her* Morning Mury~ ... Ouch.. fuck my head hurts..
Muriel:Eh?...how the heck a horse entered in the room!!??
Horse: Hi
B&M: Holy Shit!!
Haha to be continued
What would happen in the next chapter?
Haha sorry for taking so long In post this but I can get blocked hehe sorry XD, I hope you loved this chapter!
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I hate that i'm already know as the "oh boy here she goes, rearing for an argument" girl even in my own family! why cant i just like talking about these things? these are my intrests, what i like talking about! I'm not trying to say it to acuse you of something or make you feel guilty, they are just topics i enjoy discussing! Everybody in the house has to listen to my brother talk about soccer, and my dad talk about his cases and cars and my youngest brother about pokemon and fortnite and i don't mind this, i don't mind becaue this is my family and i love them and i want to give them an outlet to express their pasions! is it so much to ask that they do the same for me? I even ask before hand if i can talk to them about something i find intresting or cool or important unlike everyone else who just start talking and get offended if you cant listen imedietly! what do i get in return? "ughh" or "nooo" or "ugh i dont want to get into an argument now" or "i don't care!" or "i hate when you do this becuase you get too loud/angry/ if peopl have different oppinions!" And ok, i do have a probem with interupting and being stuburn but i TRY SO HARD to make sure that doesn't happen! And do you want to know WHY i get loud or angry or upset or frusterated or offended? Becuse before i even open my mouth you all go into "oh here she goes" mode, deciding your opinion on what i will say before i say it, not taking me seriously and not actually litsneing to what i'm instead focusing on their opinion of me talking. And god forbid i try to discuss this, because then it turns around to all the things i do wrong, which yes i admit is important and a discusion that is important to have but when i am honestly trying to engage you in a discussion about something that bothers me, turning it into a lecture on why it is my fault or why i need to consider that i ALSO do things wrong is completely unhelpful! I am willing to discus that and amend my behavior but that doesnt mean that you should compeltely dismiss yours!!
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