#I'm not signed on anywhere?? ask someone else??? like literally other people were free 😭😭

[yousaytomato]

Hmmm.... One of the things I was worried about is becoming a Situation™

Trying my hardest not to be anxious and sad about things that have already happened and that I can't do anything about now. But How

[rinstars]

LONG ASS POST AHEAD 😇🙏

there are soooo many thank you messages, so many asks wanting to know how cfm came to be, so many lovely reactions that i can't possibly reply to one by one without sounding like a broken record so i'll just say it all in this one post.

first of all, thank YOU so much for supporting and loving cfm the way you guys did. if i only had my love for this series, i don't think i would have gotten to the end because there were literally SOOOO many times i just wanted to give up on it. it took a lot of my time, a lot of my energy. every act felt like i need a whole week rest because i dry my brain out writing it 😭 multiple times i felt like i half-assed the chapter just so i could post but time and time again you guys ease all of those doubts because i receive SO MUCH love for every single act it was ridiculous.

second, i'm really happy the ending came out the way i wanted it to be. no matter what, after like 11 acts of pain, i wanted to make sure the ending would contain a "cry for me" in a positive light. this was an ending ive been planning for since the beginning and not once did any of my plans change. nothing could have changed it. even my pleasure in seeing yall hurt 🤣 i'm glad you all liked it and thought it was a great tie together for everything—from their first talk to the rings to referencing the title.

thirdly, about how cfm came to be uhmm i dont know i don't really remember? i started it because i was looking for a suna angst fic on here that went exactly how i made cfm go but i couldn't find it anywhere. i wanted that fake dating for the same purpose, fwb to lovers, stuck in love w some other girl/guy trope BUT I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE so i wrote it 😆

SMALL TRIVIA if u didn't notice or know, i wanted all the chapters to be called ACTS because the whole time from act 1 theyve been acting a whole relationship up—never official. the last ch is called the FINAL ACT because it's the only time they're finally able to be together since the act they signed up for is over thanks to both of them being free from their feelings for omi/yura IF SOMEONE WOULDVE CAUGHT IT THEN THE WAIT FOR THE ENDING WOULDVE BEEN BETTER BUT ANYWAYS

and lastly, i appreciate every single one of you and idk how else to word it. i used to think, no way people can keep doing things without setting up a ko-fi or getting paid even just a little for encouragement but i literally finished a whole fic thanks to support and love alone. it means so much to me and it's a boost to my confidence. i hope you guys love my other coming works as much as you loved cfm and if you're interested... well, day & night is coming up!