#I'm not calling it poetry bc that feels too fancy

[officially-other]

My first attempt at writing that's vaguely like poetry: from a dragon

I am not what you think.

I walk around, awkward limbs and flighty mannerisms, and you think I’m strange. You have no idea how strange you would think I am if you only saw what was underneath.

Underneath, I am a creature of the ocean. Something that could never pass as human, and no longer wants to. Saltwater rushes through my veins in secret, silent to everyone but me. To me, it’s a roaring sound of the waves that I have never seen except for within my soul. It yearns to dissolve into the ocean like it could long ago, but for now those days are over and I am hidden underneath skin and muscle.

Underneath, there are wings; fins; antlers. They ache to tear from my back, through my skull. Nonetheless, they stay hidden for me, safe in the silence. Protected like I protected my kin in a lifetime so close to the surface and yet unreachable. Wrapped in a form that no longer coils around them like a serpent, but keeps them hidden from predators well enough I suppose.

I suppose.

I accept my form reluctantly and do what I can to make it mine. I shape it to feel better when I discover my gender, and when I can’t shape it to fit my true self I cover it in things that feel a little more like home. A little more draconic. A little more like the ocean that I never have seen, but feel homesick for anyway.

I do find joy in being in this body, at least. Out there, there are others. Angels working minimum wage, dragons sitting on a park bench, wolves buying groceries. We hide, but we do so to be free. We walk through crowds, and no one notices our scales and fur and feathers. But we do. We see each other, even if from miles away, and we see what’s underneath.

And underneath, none of us are what you think.

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[littlestardude]

⏤͟͟͞͞☆Dating Kyle HCs || Kyle Broflovski x Reader

✰ - SFW & NSFW - ✰

Summary: Kyle Bf HCs!

Note: I'm so in love with Kyle it's unreal, he's so pookie, college kiddos :)) also sorry for being SO slow with reqs :(( I unfortunately lose motivation very quickly, so by the time I start it by then end I'm just.,. Trudging thru 😔 I HAVE SOME KENJORINE I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET OUT! BUT ARGHHHH, also some Stan bf headcanons

TW: Smut at the end

Gender: AFAB Gen!Neutral

✰ - SFW - ✰

I feel like sumtimes he'd be unintentionally possessive of you 😔

He can't help it, he feels like you're too perfect for him so he tries to keep you to himself

If you ever bring it up to him he'd feel rlly bad about it, and then tell you that

He's insecure, hold him :((

And when you do, tell him how pretty he is bcs

OMG HE'S SO PRETTY

He's literally the prettiest boy ever I'm gonna fucking sob

His curls are so vibrant, and coily and long, I could get lost playing in his hair forever

We already know he hid it before

But you were talking to your friends and he was somewhere in the vicinity and you were just like,

"HIS HAIR IS SO PRETTY I COULD CRY, AND HE HIDES IT :,(( I just wanna play with it all the time but I don't wanna like... Accidentally make him self-conscious or something :((("

He stopped wearing his hat as much after that.

You noticed it too and you weren't sure if he heard you but you were happy his hair was free

Also his eyes are so pretty

He could be so pissed and ranting and u could just be. Staring into his eyes and he'd be like,

"What are you looking at. "

"Your eyes are so pretty, Ky :)) "

He calmed down pretty quickly after that.

ALSO NICKNAMES.

The first time you used that nickname on him he. He melted. He turned so red like,

"W-what did you just call me"

He looked cute as hell tho :3

You started easing him into the nicknames and he got used to it, he even started using some nicknames for you too!!

He's so cute when he does to, because you can tell he's trying!

Sometimes when his temper gets really bad you just hold him to your chest and lay down and play with his hair, he calls down pretty quickly

And if you're in public you just bring him somewhere private and just hug him, and then you guys can walk around while you hold hands

He's not the biggest fan of PDA but likes holding your hand :))

But when he's in private he's all over you, just hugging and kissing you

He's not the best with words, at least words he says out loud bcs

He does poetry! Actual good poetry!

But he loves just hugging you, he likes you on top of him because the pressure feels nice

He's got autism! And he's got that unintentional autistic rizz, if yknow what I mean

Sometimes he'll just say something, you'll just stare at him and blush like crazy and he's just like,

"What'd I say"

You just stare bcs theres no words left...

Very unintentionally blunt as well

You two enjoy silent company a lot! esp Kyle

Sometimes his friends and family and school just get too overwhelming, so he'll just ask you to come over while he does his homework and sometimes you'll do yours and you guys just get to be close 🥰

There's been some times when... Yknow what I'll save it for the NSFW part :3

He's definitely a cat person and you guys would look forward to getting a cat together! Maybe 2 :)))

He really is a well intentioned person, he's just so sweet :((

I feel like this poor boy got SO nervous to meet your parents

Like, y'all went to a restaurant together and he dressed all fancy and was just. So awkward

He worries so much about what to say that he ends up speaking like a robot, and then would randomly follow it with awkward laughter 💀

He was so embarrassed 😭 but you cuddled him and told him it was fine

And you later got a text from your parents saying he was a good guy! Bcs he is!

He's so cat boy too like... When he just needs to recharge he just hobbles over to you and just. Flops.

Doesnt matter what you're doing, because now you're cuddling Kyle.

It's cute tho, because he's definitely learned how to recognize when he needs a break from college work

Bonus points if you play with his hair and kiss him all over 🥰

You guys used to, keyword, used to. Play games together, he would try so hard not to get competitive about it ,but let's just say you both said some things about each other's mothers, and it's just been awhile since you've played.

He likes sharing his music with you! And let's just say you were surprised to find out he was a The Cure fan, you just wouldn't expect it from his dorky self!

But they're one of the few artists he can freely stim to

You guys will listen to loud music together just to scream the lyrics bcs, MAN sometimes u just wanna scream, yknow?

He only likes to sing stuff he can scream, if it's something that requires vocal control he's outta there

But you heard him sing normally one time and he was so cute ☹️❤❤ he was cleaning around his dorm and had his headphones on and you arrive without him noticing and you just heard him singing his lil tune in his soft voice... Dead on the spot, there were no survivors.

Eventually learns that when partners complain about things he just has to listen, he's too logical and learnt the hard way that you just want to vent rather than actually solve the problem

✰ - NSFW - ✰

So, "studying"?

The "both" of you were focusing on homework, just Kyle really. He was at his desk and he seemed to be focusing, he looked so intense. You found yourself staring at him for awhile, you just couldn't help it. You check the time on your phone.

"He has time." , you thought to yourself.

You closed the book you had stopped paying attention to 20 minutes ago and faced his turned back. You carefully tiptoed over and gave his back a tap, he turned around, still looking at his book and papers.

"Yeah, what's up? ", he said, not really paying attention.

You carefully grabbed his chin and turned his face toward you, giving him a soft kiss on the lips.

"Kyleeee, I'm bored, can't we do something else? " you whined.

"I'm sorry, y/n but I really have to finish these assignments..."

You pulled out your phone and showed him the time and date.

"But Kyleee, you still have a few days before you need to finish them, I know you like to finish them before they're due but can't you take a little break? For some fun at least? ", you speaking the last words in a suggestive tone made him turn red, he seemed to be contemplating it but he had already made up his mind.

"Alright then, come here, " he sat you down on his lap and began kissing you. The both of your lips meshing together, slowly becoming more filled with passion.

"Do you wanna stay here or move to your bed? "

"Anything beats sitting in this chair... ", he picked you up and set you on the bed, not before stretching his back and cracking it, " that felt so good... I hate that fucking chair, man, "

He laid back down on the bed and continued kissing you, you slowly positioned yourself on top of him. He was so distracted, he didn't even notice.

You were about to take off your shirt, but we're stopped.

"What's wrong, Ky? "

"C-Can you keep the shirt on? I like seeing you in my clothes... "

The shirt in question was an oversized shirt he let you borrow after sleeping over the night prior.

You kissed him and smiled softly, "Okay, Kyle... I'll keep it on, but if I can't take off anything else I'll go crazy... " you laughed a bit and he laughed with you.

"Don't worry, I won't stop you anymore... "

"Good, " even before you finished speaking you shifted both of your legs to the side of him to easily take off the boxers he'd also lent you. You moved back and began kissing him again, this time with more heat than before.

As the two of your lips clashed together you began to gently palm at his hardening member, and as you did he let out a shakey breath.

You positioned yourself right above and began grinding into him, the two of you softly moaning into each other's kisses. He slowly traced his hand over your thigh and gave it a squeeze, a squeeze that would get increasingly tighter the more you played with him.

You could tell he was getting antsy with the way he squeezed your thigh so you figured it was finally time to set him free. You moved you hand to the waistband of his sweats and pulled them down, his hard cock springing free. The cold air down there made him grimace, but was soon changed as you slowly parted yourself on it.

You both fell out of the kiss as you two moaned as you slid down, your already dripping pussy making it easy to. It took a few moments until you were down at his base; his size was always something you had to adjust to.

Just as you were about to start moving his eagerness got the better of him and grabbed now the both of your thighs and moved you up and down. You moaned loudly at the sudden friction and bounced along with his help.

The two of you were moaning messes, which only increased the faster you moved. You once again found his lips in a hungry kiss, the room becoming much quieter when you did as you muffled each other's moans.

"Y-Y/N, I'm.. Ngh... Close, " he moaned out, you were barely able to form words and just breathlessly told him you were too.

The speed increased and you were seeing stars, which you saw more of as he placed his thumb on your clit and started to rub it.

The two of you quickly finished after that.

Kyle's confidence during sex has improved MASSIVELY

The first time y'all did it, he had NO clue what to do

He was so scared about where to put his hands, or if he grabbed you in the wrong place, especially if he grabbed too tightly

It also took you guys awhile to eventually lead up to it, the second Kyle felt it getting too heated he'd gently pull you off

You actually started to worry that he didn't like you anymore the more he did it

You asked him why he always did it and he, as red as his hair, told you he was a virgin and was too scared, and that he wouldn't know what to do

You softened on him and told him that you didn't care he was a virgin and that you would lead him the whole way

You two did it soon after. :p

Once he eventually gets the hang of everything he's good. So fucking good.

Definitely a switch but leans more towards sub

You find his hands so fucking attractive because they're so perfect,,, and pale,, and long

You love him fingering you because he reaches SO far and you're just on the highway to heaven 😍

Also as shown before, he's VERY vocal and he's so cute when he moans and whimpers...

It's something he DEF tried to hide but you were not letting him get away with it

Has a bit of a mommy kink tbh

Sometime dabbles into a bit of a breeding kink... 😗

Kyle 🤝 Kenny

Having beautiful, milky thighs

The first time you sucked him off you were just mesmerized with his thighs... Can u tell I like men's thighs 😔

Pull his hair please!

You've probably pegged him once or twice ngl... :3

[evasjacks]

zoyalai babies?????????

queen <3

okay so first of all credits to @tricewithaz @tsaritsas @storm-dog-pirate @sultanah @theprinceoftheair and whoever the fuck else was online at 2am when it Happened

zoyalai children.

There are three total. The first two are only two years apart, and they’re close bc of this small age gap, and number three comes five years after. the Babie.

FIRST child: a girl. her name is Liliyana but they nickname her Lily. she has brown skin and black hair like zoya, but hazel eyes like nik. somehow tho she can replicate her mother’s Look and absolutely terrifies her siblings. she’s like a mini zoya, okay? she’s bossy, scary, and very Organized. 

the entirety of ‘just can’t wait to be king’ from the lion king? that’s how my queen thinks. she’s INSANELY smart, and at the age of nine she demands to start attending meetings with her parents. they agree.

she scares a lot of the diplomats, too. and she’s positively determined to never fall in love bc it gets in her way. until a certain suli boy shows up at the palace but that’s a different story.

SECOND child: a boy. his name is Dominik bc the Feels, dom for short. just like his sister, he has black hair with their dad’s hazel eyes to match. but where lily’s eyes are sharp, his practically sparkle. he’s a lot more like nikolai than zoya in most things.

dominik loves to fall in love. like every two days he has a new interest and “I SWEAR THEY’RE THE ONE” but ofc that lasts about two seconds (his is all @tricewithazs hcs) and he’s. such a drama king. like his dad. he does full monologues when something goes wrong, and writes poetry about all his lovers and “it’s not a phase mom” because that’s just how it is.

he dates around A LOT and they're all these girls, from fairs or fancy parties, foreign diplomats daughters and princesses from other countries. and one day. he’s out with his dad fixing the ship and. this boy shows up. and he’s just. brilliant. he knows how to work the sails. raised on the sea. has a lopsided grin. and dominik just. utterly loses his shit.

but that’s a different story 

THIRD child: a boy. isaak. lily and dom call him izzy but nikolai calls him “my sobachka” and ruffles his hair a lot. he’s the only one who got his dad’s blond hair paired with his mom’s blue eyes. and he is a ball of sunshine. he blushes constantly, he’s always smiling and laughing loud, and he makes everyone around him grin no matter how sad they are. he apologizes for every thing. bumps into a wall and says sorry.

thing is tho because he’s not like either parent, he gets really self conscious, he’s NOT charismatic. he’s NOT scary. he’s NOT like zoya or nik first hand, he's a softy, ball of sunshine, big smiles and red cheeks, quick to apologize. and he feels like shit because 'I'm not like either of them??' he’s obsessed with science and hangs out with david a lot but he feels bad about it so one time nikolai accompanies him to a lab and they soend the day doing experiments n shit together and he’s basically like: “we love you just the way you are, my sobachka” and <3 ykno

the siblings love each other fiercely, okay? no one can come between them.

they live happily ever after no one dies or gets hurt ever no matter what leigh don’t screw this up for me <3

[hell-heron]

I'm not even gonna bother with anon lmao. Tycutio and Montacrew OT3 for the meme :D

Tycutio!

who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working: Tybalt, generally bc he gets impatient about it 

who steals the blankets: Mercutio. He’s a little shit

who leaves their stuff around: Mercutio. he’s “creative”

who remembers to buy the milk: Tybalt (he kitty)

who remembers anniversaries: Tybalt, he’s more interested in doing it

Who cooks normally? Tybalt, but he isn’t very good

How often do they fight?: not actually a lot imho? by the time they get together enough to live together they’ve got a lot of it out of ther system. they do fight very intensely

What do they do when they’re away from each other? what does this mean agdhak I regret reblogging this it’s so cheesy and clingy

Nicknames for each other? Tybalt cathegorically refuses. Mercutio has the usual cat themes ones and sexual ones and occasionally uses “Baldo” which is just to infuriate him since it’s what 

Who is more likely to pay for dinner? Mercutio, though Tybalt generally tries to fight him. 

Who steals the covers at night? There’s literally the same question twice...

What would they get each other for gifts? Tybalt likes doing Grand Gestures with stuff like jewelry and engraved kinves and shit, but on more normal occasions he just gets him stuff like make up or chocolates and so on. Mercutio gets Tybalt books bc he’s literally the only person who can describe what genre he likes. Also gag/sexual gifts 

Who kissed who first? Tybalt

Who made the first move? Definitely Mercutio

Who remembers things? Mercutio. It’s completely unexpected but he pays a lot of attention and it comes up randomly in ways that frankly scare Tybalt a little bc of how accurate he is

Who started the relationship? Tybalt

Who cusses more? they’re both horribly vulgar people honestly. 

What would they do if the other was hurt? Tybalt gets CLINGY. He gets revengeful first, but really clingy then. He’s also terrible at being delicate, which means his natural instinct to hold Mercutio and snuggle with him isn’t always so well received. Mercutio tries DESPERATELY to be fun and distracting but generally tears up along the way. He also really enjoys to blame someone and scream at them 

The OT3!

who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working: Mercutio bc the thers Don’t Like Conflict

who steals the blankets: Romeo. He’s needy

who leaves their stuff around: Mercutio. Romeo tries not to but sometimes he likes sheds his clothes all around the house when he’s distracted or coming home really tired

who remembers to buy the milk: Benvolio generally

who remembers anniversaries: their relationship history is too intricated for anniversaries tbh

Who cooks normally? they take turns

How often do they fight? Almost never tbh. They can’t stay mad at each other enough

Nicknames for each other? agdhja I feel embarrassed to say this in public. Mercutio is just Merc. Romeo is Ro normally, Benvolio calls him baby platonically and Mercutio has the Meow-Meow thing. Benvolio is Benny to Romeo and Volio to Mercutio

Who is more likely to pay for dinner? Mercutio. He kinda gets off this honestly adjak

What would they get each other for gifts? Romeo gives really personalised poetry books, pressed flowers, little fairy statuines to Mercutio and guilty pleasure stuff like fancy stationery and LUSH stuff to Benvolio. Benvolio is awful and generally asks for what they want, except for occasional vynils and flowers for Romantic Occasions. Mercutio’s gifts are the emobodiement of a Flying Tiger shop

Who kissed who first? Mercutio kissed both first, but like Benvolio as kids and Mercutio in their late teens

Who made the first move? Mercutio both times I think

Who remembers things? Mercutio is, again, queerily the best at it but they’re all pretty good about it having grown up together to this extent

Who started the relationship? agh they’re too Complex for this lol

Who cusses more? Mercutio definitely

What would they do if the other was hurt? PANIC. They’re really protective and bad at handling this. 

[tadpoles-and-daydreams]

Most of my followers on this account probably haven't been exposed to this community so y'all may not understand this, but I decided to self-reblog from my alt anyway. So here's a quick update on what I've been working on in my own identity and craft while I've set aside readings, in the form of some writing!

My first attempt at writing that's vaguely like poetry: from a dragon

I am not what you think.

I walk around, awkward limbs and flighty mannerisms, and you think I’m strange. You have no idea how strange you would think I am if you only saw what was underneath.

Underneath, I am a creature of the ocean. Something that could never pass as human, and no longer wants to. Saltwater rushes through my veins in secret, silent to everyone but me. To me, it’s a roaring sound of the waves that I have never seen except for within my soul. It yearns to dissolve into the ocean like it could long ago, but for now those days are over and I am hidden underneath skin and muscle.

Underneath, there are wings; fins; antlers. They ache to tear from my back, through my skull. Nonetheless, they stay hidden for me, safe in the silence. Protected like I protected my kin in a lifetime so close to the surface and yet unreachable. Wrapped in a form that no longer coils around them like a serpent, but keeps them hidden from predators well enough I suppose.

I suppose.

I accept my form reluctantly and do what I can to make it mine. I shape it to feel better when I discover my gender, and when I can’t shape it to fit my true self I cover it in things that feel a little more like home. A little more draconic. A little more like the ocean that I never have seen, but feel homesick for anyway.

I do find joy in being in this body, at least. Out there, there are others. Angels working minimum wage, dragons sitting on a park bench, wolves buying groceries. We hide, but we do so to be free. We walk through crowds, and no one notices our scales and fur and feathers. But we do. We see each other, even if from miles away, and we see what’s underneath.

And underneath, none of us are what you think.

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