#I'm kinda tempted to make a whole-ass post about exactly what went down but I'm also wondering if maybe I shouldn't
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Nice to see this place hasn't changed a bit since I was gone 🫠
#seriously though it's kind of impressive#and hilarious but also comforting#also hello! I am back! time to dust the cobwebs off this pen name i think#as for where I've been for the last two years...it's a very very very long story and a lot lot lot has happened#some of it good--some of it very good!--but most of it was extremely enraging and depressing#but all of it was important#even the bad parts#lot of IRL character development to be had#but I have overcome!! And my life is unbelievably better for it now#(and my writing is better for it too 👀)#I'm kinda tempted to make a whole-ass post about exactly what went down but I'm also wondering if maybe I shouldn't#partly cuz I don't want to air dirty laundry on the internet but also cuz my therapist cried at some parts so uuuhhh yeah maybe I shouldn't#but I still wanna post at least the good parts because they were seriously INSANELY improbable!!#like...multiple points where the 'invisible hand of the universe' got a lot more visible#so ultimately I'm happier than ever now#I just wish my dog could see it too#but sometimes the hardest choices to live with are the choices other people make for you#but hey! neither of us are hurting anymore. both of us have overcome :)#personal#me#tumblr
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Useful—1
Genre: College AU
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Y/N, a pinch of Lisa sprinkled in.
Summary: The school's most popular boy wants to be friends with Y/N, out of the blue. It definitely doesn't have anything to do with her hot best friend, though.
Word Count(for the chapter): 1,494
Warnings (for the chapter): Nothing as such. Slightest language?
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Useful Masterlist
Chapter-1
Good girls always fall for bad boys.
Now, did they? At least, that's how the legend went. All your life, it was exactly what you had read in those books you carried in your bag. And they were the reason you were starting to believe this pointless theory. Or was it your irresistible attraction towards that leather-jacketed classmate of yours? Obviously, the former. You weren't falling for him of all the guys. And you weren't exactly the good types, were you?
"Y/N!" You heard your friend call from behind, "You up for tonight's party at Jo's?
"Jo? I thought you hated her?" You raised your brow in your friend's direction, continuing your walk down the hallway.
"Nooo, why would I hate that beautiful babe?"
"Lisa," deadpanning, you continued, "Cut the crap."
Lisa smiled at you cheekily, squinting her eyes and you obviously got the sign.
"Boys" You said with the roll of your eyes, whilst she echoed simultaneously with an excited squeal. Shaking your head, you smiled at her excitement, whilst she continued to grin your way adorably. At least someone's looking forward to living their life.
You and Lisa were totally different, to the extent it got you thinking about how you were even friends in the first place. She was one of the most popular girls of the college, whilst you were a hidden hermit. She loved partying and drinking, whilst you made excuses to stay home and read one of those fanfictions they wrote. Not that you got a lot of invitations, but ever since you started hanging out with Lisa, they were more. It was uncomfortable at first, and quite frankly, it still was. You weren't used to it—the attention, so many people around you, people talking to you. Although before you met Lisa, you felt way lonelier than you'd ever like to admit, you still sometimes missed the calm in it. But again, you did you. You still ditched parties for books, still said no to drunk boys, still wore baggy hoodies and Potter glasses, and still ate street food. Uncool? Fair enough. Uncool it is, then.
"So, you coming?" She tugged at your backpack just as you were making your way into the class.
"No"
"Please"
"No"
"Y/N"
"No"
"Today's food on me"
"Yes"
"Yee!" She squealed and hugged you, locking your hands to your body, as you froze in your place. You really did like to maintain that reputation of the tough, unaffectionate girl you had among the few people you talked to.
"Yeah, yeah. It's the free food." With a fake scowl, you went in the lecture hall, as she made her way to hers.
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It was a rather boring lecture, and you would sell your soul to bunk the other one scheduled after the break. All you did during the whole class was scroll down your Instagram feed, or Tumblr checking for another part of the fanfiction you were currently reading. Hunters. How cool was that! You lived to read such fantasies, or who knew if they existed in real life too.
"Didn't take you for the one to use your phone during the class." You looked up to see him, and tried your hardest not to gawk at his entire confident demeanor. Leather jacket, spiky short blonde-ish brown hair, green eyes and—were they...freckles?
You cleared your throat locking your phone, "Didn't take you for the one to talk to unpopular girls during the break, either."
A smirk started to grace his lips as you quickly averted your gaze back to your phone, unlocking it and scrolling through the posts again.
"Ah! That hurt," he mocked hurt as you found yourself resisting a smile at his antics, "Did I see a smile there, and can I sit?" He smiled to himself.
"No," You said with a roll of your eyes shifting to the seat next to the wall, "So what brings you here, Winchester?"
"Low attendance," He chuckled to himself but it subsided soon, clearing his throat, as he heard no laugh from your side, "Sorry, wasn't funny."
"No it was, I'm just trying not to laugh." You said, the bored expression not leaving your face, as you again turned back to your phone, just before it was snatched from your hands.
"First, it's very rude to use your phone when someone's talking to you," He smiled in return to the glare you threw his way, "And second, Y/N, I've come here to be friends with you.
Now that piqued your interest, as you raised your right brow at him, "No, I mean it. I'm buddies with everyone in the class but you. The only time we ever talked was back during the first year, and it didn't quite end well."
"Sweets. Tempting but no," You gave the freckled man in front of you a tight lipped smile, "Winchester, what kinda bet you at, this time?" You said nonchalantly, definitely not believing a word of what he was asking for.
"No bet, I promise! I genuinely want to know you." And he thought you'd believe him, didn't he? As if.
"Guess what, Dean?" You smiled at him sweetly, as he started to grin, "Buzz off, not before giving me my phone back."
His grin faltered midway as he sighed, "You really are a hardhead, are you not?" He handed you over the phone and walked out of the hall.
Well, wow.. that was weird.
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Dean knew it wasn't going to be an easy task. She wasn't a soft nut to crack. Not that he had expected her to just believe him like that. He wasn't joking when he said that their first encounter wasn't the most pleasant one. A bet. That's what it was.
New to college, he knew he needed to make a reputation to survive those four years. He couldn't go down on his first day, after all. He wasn't going to. And as his seniors dared him to throw the next student out of the door into the pool, he did. He was very hesitant, he knew it was bullying and he sure wasn't in favor of that but he also knew that if he didn't, they'll make the next three years of his life hell. He had no other choice.
That's when she walked out of the class—baggy sweater, round glasses, reading a book, your typical nerd. Her appearance just made him more guilty for what he was about to do next, she was too innocent to be a part of any of this. Other bullies of the school would just make her college years a living hell after today, if he did that- when he did that. Although, he was determined he wouldn't let anyone near her after today, it did little to no good easing his guilt.
Next thing he knew was that she was scooped up in his arms, her book on the floor, deep Y/E/C wide orbs staring back into his apologetic ones and her arms tight around his neck as if to make sure she wouldn't fall down—oh boy, only if she knew—and splash!
It was all a matter of seconds when he realized she was struggling to keep up on the surface, "The bet's over, I won!" He yelled at the couple of boys and three girls laughing behind him as he jumped into the pool to save the tiny bean.
"Look I'm sorry, I know it was an ass move but you gotta believe me, I didn't mean any of it. It was a bet, I mea-" He looked at her still baffled expressions, as she tried to regulate her breathing, "Are you okay?"
"YOU SON OF A BITCH!" His eyes all but widened at the unexpected not-just-an-outburst but a hard slap to his face.
Turns out, she didn't need all that saving after all.
He chuckled at the memory. It's been three years, and they were still not friends. Gosh, what did he not do after that. Passed her sorry notes, apologized to her in person, waited for her outside her classrooms and even sneaked into her dorm earning an earful from the warden. Oh, Y/N still didn't know about the dorm one, not that she ever would. Finally, after all those efforts she sure forgave him, but they decided that they won't talk ever again.
And they didn't.
It wasn't that he never wanted to. He did, he really did. Y/N really intrigued him, to the point he found himself staring at her just to study her, in hopes to look past the mysterious aura she carried. If he didn't know better, he would have thought he had a crazy crush on the girl.
Right then, though, he hoped she came to Jo's party that evening, and he sure as hell hoped he could get some help winning over the beautiful girl he had gotten a crush on.
Lisa.
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Chapter 2
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A/N: Wellllll. I tried my luck again. I don't know how it turned out but ah. So it will have more parts, so if anybody of you wanna get tagged, send me an ask or reblog it with your comment. Feedback is really appreciated, so I can know if I should continue or not. Love❤️
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