#I'm just. Way too abnormal about ideas of personhood and expectations and feeling out of place or fake
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#tide of consciousness#Being insane abt Entropy in particular is really funny bc if I ever made a story out of the characters here.#Entropy literally does not exist. The impetus of nearly every character I file under ash to dust dust to me#Is that Entropy Does Not exist#I'm obsessed with her she's the definition of haunting the narrative and no one who reads this hypothetical story would#Actually know or care about her. She's literally not even a character and yet I'm insane about her#oc: entropy.#I love getting attached to characters of mine that realistically are barely even characters to begin with#She's literally a side character and then any reality in which this side character exists gets erased#And then she goes on to metaphorically and literally destroy herself for a given definition of herself.#Mechanically she 'wasn't supposed' to be much of a character and is defined solely by what she lacks after the fact#And then she freaks out about that so hard she explodes into nonexistence.#SHE'S SO FUNNY. SHE'S BARELY A THING THAT EXISTS I LOVE HER.#Check out how hard I can apply meaning to and read into typical storytelling roles in a way that is very intense#For something that's not actually that deep or complicated I just have a lot of thoughts about the implied role and the requirements of#A story and how being 'a story' affects the different characters and fillers that are involved in selling a story#And how 'characters' as a concept are more tools to push the meaning rather than individuals#which isn't inherently bad or anything that's how you tell a story#I'm just. Way too abnormal about ideas of personhood and expectations and feeling out of place or fake#Smiling and grinning
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