#I'm just thinking about how Yoojin needed closure with Yoohyun so badly that he literally turned back time to talk to him again.

[transsongtaewon]

One thing that gets me about Yoojin is that it would have been so easy to just give up and die before the regression. The last repayment skill can help him survive in dire situations but it's also deeply traumatising to use and he still definitely had to struggle to make it out alive a lot of the time. And we hear about some of the effects of this sometimes, this all fucked him up so bad he self-medicated with alcohol to the point that he didn't even think to question people coming in his home to drag him to rehab, without which he almost definitely would have died. But he kept desperately going on and surviving. For Yoohyun.

[professorsparklepants]

#I'm just thinking about how Yoojin needed closure with Yoohyun so badly that he literally turned back time to talk to him again. #Feeling normal (via @transsongtaewon)

One thing that gets me about Yoojin is that it would have been so easy to just give up and die before the regression. The last repayment skill can help him survive in dire situations but it's also deeply traumatising to use and he still definitely had to struggle to make it out alive a lot of the time. And we hear about some of the effects of this sometimes, this all fucked him up so bad he self-medicated with alcohol to the point that he didn't even think to question people coming in his home to drag him to rehab, without which he almost definitely would have died. But he kept desperately going on and surviving. For Yoohyun.