#I'm just so tired of living under this fuckin strain that is The American Dream USA number 1 woooo! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

amanda1234t · 4 months ago

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I think a lot about how if I'd have been born like 200 years ago I would have been sent to the sea side and dosed with cocaine every day for my Mental Maladies but instead I'm walking around in 2024 and ppl are trying to make me feel like shit for not opting into hustle culture or convince me AI & crypto currency are the future...

#don't get me wrong. I'm thankful for my meds. like.... 100000000% thankful. tbh don't know I'd be shitposting on here today without em....#but my goddddddddddd I'm tired also #I don't want 6 jobs. I don't want to delivery drive all night. I don't want to turn shitty doodles into NFTs.#I take care of my disabled mother while also dealing with my own mental health deficiencies. I raised my brother. he still lives with me.#I'm Tired #I want to just take care of my mom and make cakes & desserts and for that to be enough. but it can't #because we devalue domestic work of any kind including care taking for the eldery/disabled #I mean my union has to FIGHT every few years to make sure we can KEEP our jobs #and it sucks cause... even if I lose my job.... I STILL have to take care of my mom so it's like 🤷‍♀️#I'm just Tired bro. so tired. I want my baking to work out so bad but I just... don't know. I know it won't net me gobs if money #I'm just so tired of living under this fuckin strain that is The American Dream USA number 1 woooo!#don't you dare ask to make a living wage!#and since I DO want this baking stuff to go well I KEEP practicing and it feels like.... meh.... I'm baking and baking and baking #I want it to be GOOD! but I'm taking my time! and not hustling and it just feels like idk. I'm going too slow #but I'm not.... I've been baking my whole life for free and everyone raved abt it. I want it to be STELLAR so I can make money #I'm just so fckn TIRED man. I wish I had like.... a crystal ball and I could just know if this was a good idea #erin explains it all

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