#I'm incredibly comfortable with openly talking about but I have so many word documents of stories about it

[cosmic-ships]

I was sitting here and thinking the most "Me" for self-inserts is my self-insert with Revan and my self-insett with Kylo.

For Revan, its the part of me that is afraid, that has to put on a front to be strong. They've been hurt one to many times in various ways, their heart tries to "shut off" from the world, they distance themselves from others. Make sure to make it a point to tell people they aren't worth the hassle of catching feelings for because they're emotionally unavailable (of course its far from the truth) Revan can see through and most importantly break through those defenses that Kaden has placed.

For Kylo, it's the part of me thats the "ugly" the side that is also afraid but it's also the side where I explore and get comfort for my bipolar, my menieres disease, my depression and anxiety. He sees the "ugly" and instead of telling me what I've been told in real life by others he stays, he reassures and he understands. With Kylo its different as he has actually affected me in real life. I've already explained many times before so I won't get into it but yeah...

These are the two who are the most me, how I am irl. Just as if I was too split myself into two.

Its hard to explain, I mean all self inserts are me with various parts of my personality but these two are the most irl versions of me that I've ever made.

Is scary but, they're special.