#I'm guessing a lot of people must've suspected I was actually afab back when I still had social media

[katherynes-rkive]

say so kodan is not ur real name? care to explain

Hello,

Not that it's really anybody's business, but no, of course it wasn't. That and a few other names was what I went by during a time in my life where I really didn't know who I was or wanted to be anymore (the time during which I was active here, so let's say '14—'17). I figured pretending to be a boy would fix it. (It didn't—pretty much just made things worse.)

I'm guessing "lol so u were not even a boy lol lol" was sent by the same person later putting two and two together, and yep you got it! 🤗 Not to be particularly rude but I think you should work on your communication skill, it's a little sad.

I mean I guess maybe in a way you could say I was a boy back then, it depends on how you look at gender identity. But I can't with sincerity look at old pictures of myself and say that's a boy.

And for the person sending me "Why didn't you go trans if you wanted to be a boy so bad?" That's what I did as a teenager, and it made me miserable because it wasn't who I was or who I was meant to be. So in conclusion, I "went trans"; hated myself; stopped doing it.