#I'm gonna go wiiiiiiith
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solunest 2 years ago
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If I'm not wrong you said that heavenly body case is going to have a sequel, if it's not a secret, what would it be about? What's the main focus? Maybe. . A happy ending? 馃ズ
aA OKAY LISTEN
I've um...already mapped out the whole fic ahaha
So! I thought I'd give yall a bit more to work with this time around because I'm seeing y'all were, uh, woefully unprepared for the ending, ahaha...
However! While this fic isn't gonna hurt (as much), there are gonna be some things that weren't in the previous one, like more background stuff for the Fazbear gang, especially with Foxy, DJ's background (Ballora sadly not, gyeehh), and stuff about the Afton kids, and most importantly, the Superstar facility, Celestia Bros, and Heavenly!! YES. HEAVENLY AND ECLIPSE ARE GETTIN RIZZED LADS
Wiiiiiiith a new companion (mentioned vaguely in the last book) and a neeeeeeew antagonist (NOT mentioned in the last book)!
If um...the uh the concept art didnt tell y'all...there's um...some 鉁笍spice鉁笍 in this fic, hehe
Feel free to ask question, while I feel free to contemplate how many crumbs I'll divulge
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cranberrytaboo 1 year ago
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1, 2, 4, and 50 for whichever character you pick! pls gimme some muses i can send asks about?
Lessee I'm gonna go wiiiiiiith Jean, I need to brainstorm more about him.
A canon I outright reject- I don't know too much but I think if you SERIOUSLY fuck up Jean can reject you from coming back to the 41st but I feel like... He's so codependent that I don't know if Jean actually COULD reject Harry forever. 2. A canon or headcanon hill I will die on- Other than the codependency? Uhh... I strongly believe he has medicine-resistant depression. He even says "nothing *works* for me" soooo :9
4. Favorite Line- UH well "Thank you for fucking me" is a great one but man... every line where he shows just how much he still thinks highly of Harry and wants him to be okay, even through all the bitterness.
50. A memory they've blocked out- I'm sure there's lots of unpleasant memories Jean's tried to forget, most of them revolving around Harry and how violently cruel Harry could be at his worst.
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thedreadvampy 4 years ago
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this is kind of a Hot Take (and rlly long) so don't feel pressured to post this
also no one cancel thedreadvampy over posting this ask if she does these are my beliefs and not necessarily hers kthx
I'm honestly really uncertain why people are so militant about aphobia on this site. like obviously aphobes are Not Nice People and it's good to be against their shitty beliefs. But I've been on this site for ~5 years and I have never, in my memory, seen an aphobe (with the few exception of like. literal nazis but their main label isn't aphobe). I have seen a lot of people who were then harassed/cancelled being called aphobes in addition to a lot of other things like (homophobic, racist, abusive, etc) but as far as I bothered to figure out, the label of aphobe came from one specific phrase they used or one post they reblogged (though I can't be bothered to Deep Research so I genuinely don't know on this one).
(I have seen casual acephobia in my own personal life. however, that is not Tumblr.)
I have seen scores of posts along the lines of "aphobes are bad" "aphobes dni" etc etc.
Maybe it's just who I follow, but it seems like there's a lot more anti-aphobe sentiment than aphobes. Which is good! It's the goal! However, I think it's possible that that anti-aphobe sentiment has not become "look how few aphobes there are! yay!" it's "there are hidden aphobes all around us and you have to interrogate everyone to know who to ostracize"
You're a fairly popular figure in the mechs/tma fandoms and the thing about Tumblr is that it hates popular figures. And more than that, you're visible, so a) people will see if you answer a bunch of questions about ace things, and b) you exist in everyone's brains more than little blogs.
to be clear. to be absolutely crystal 100% clear: I am not saying that people got together and went "let's interrogate all the popular blogs so we can pretend theyre acephobic and have fun bullying people," I'm saying it's possible that what was once a positive emotion, "we don't tolerate intolerant people" has possibly, in some people, morphed into a fear that intolerant people are hiding all around them. And frankly, that fear can be understandable (not right, not kind, but understandable), especially if they face hate irl and their only outlet for emotion is tumblr. shit, Tumblr is one of my emotional outlets.
I don't think it's bad to engage with these people in good faith, or to answer questions, but I think it's possible that some of them are coming from the "intolerant people are hiding all around us and must be ferreted out" kind of perspective instead of a "hey I wanna check that this person isn't an intolerant asshole before following/supporting them" or "I want to engage with a person who may be ignorant" (I'm not attempting to imply that you're ignorant). Im not saying "not answer their questions" this is just, like, my opinion. I'm not making a lot of actionable statements here.
that's my whole Hot Take, hopefully I made some kind of sense, I just honestly feel kind of mad on your behalf that you have to go thru an interrogation to be Not Tumblr Cancelled. If people were generally having a nuanced discussion then that would be fine but you've already stated several times that ace/aspec people are valid and deserve love and respect etc etc. which as an aspec person makes me feel that your blog is safe for me, and I don't feel the need to play 20 Questions Are You Sure You Aren't An Aphobe
I don't know how much of this I entirely agree with and I refuse to think
(not about this. just in general. today I refuse to think)
my main response to this is:
a) I think my confusion is I have less than 1500 followers I think I always assumed the You Are Now A Public Figure People Have Opinions On mark had to be higher than that but this appears to have been a totally incorrect assumption
b) I don't feel like. a threat of Cancellation except inasmuch as I don't want Kofi to eventually get any kind of kickback if I turn out to be or people understand me to be a shitty person. I didn't ask for a platform or do anything to deserve it, if I get distressed it's largely just that I don't want to be a shitty person! and I have a whole thing about. I don't ever feel secure in my ability to say I'm NOT being shitty so like if enough people start saying AH RUTH THEDREADVAMPY IS A GARBAGE PERSON I definitely do stay wondering if they're right even if I think my position is morally defensible. like I'm very easy to get into a spiral of I think that's highly defensible but maybe I'm just in denial/trying to cover my ass/self-justifying so I can avoid accountability/etc. like this is a thing and it's why I'm very uncomfortable with absolutism, a lot of my family in my experience have a phenomenal capacity for denial and for rewriting reality into something they Fully Believe despite all the evidence, and so I'm really conscious of the possibility that I'm doing that and I wouldn't. know about it. it's a really really powerful subconscious force and that's been like. a big fear point for me my whole life. that I could be being a cunt and be obviously being a cunt and be so deep in denial that it just doesn't register at all. this is like. the thing I fear most. So I DO want people to tell me if I'm being a dick because the only way I can 100% know I'm not just in denial is if I can trust people to call me in, but I really, really, really struggle with when people say I'm being a dick and I disagree, not because they're harassing me necessarily but just because it really sends me into a spiral of doubting my own ability to be sure about like, anything. at all. it's a whole unreality thing which is, uh, it's MINE to deal with, it's not something I would want to put on other people, but it very much does affect my responses and I didn't mean to write this but hey, no therapy last week and it shows.
oh also c) on reflection I don't agree that there's very little aphobia on Tumblr (although as I've said I'm not ace or aro so my opinion should hold little weight) but I do think that there's a lack of give and take, not just in aphobia stuff but also in general, in these kinds of conversations, like sometimes yeah people are actively hateful but I don't think there's any room for misunderstanding, poor phrasing, or questioning, and I understand that that's coming from a really genuine place of pain and devaluation of aro/ace experiences but I also think people jump straight to assuming active malice very fast, and often explicitly consider "actively not stating an opinion" to be an offence on the level of "actively staying a harmful opinion," which I think is unhelpful. like. we learn by listening, there are times in my life where I would have been lying at the time to agree unconditionally with something like "I think we should believe survivors" (I was a 2000s teen who hung out with 4channers) but I also was conscious of the harm that it would do to publicly debate from the perspective that No We Shouldn't Believe Survivors, so you know I waited and I listened and I thought about it and ultimately I came to a position I could say with my chest. but like. The online social more that you Have to have an opinion and I Have to hear it to prove that you have the Right opinion is. uncomfortable to me to say the least. I don't think it gives you much room to learn and improve, especially given that everything on the internet is permanent and often treated as if it forever reflects your current beliefs. like I have changed my opinions So Much since I was 16 and if someone went back through a tag on my blog to Prove My Bad Opinions they could paint pretty much any picture they wanted with 12 years of changing opinions.
anyway yeah like. no I don't fully agree with this ask but I appreciate the alternate perspective. I also did not mean to write another wall of text I'm just very much In A Brain Hole today and sometimes words Just Happen.
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grayfilmsandstuff 3 years ago
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I'm sorry this is going to be kind of long, didn't know what was worth being included for a matchup and what wasn't, i hope it's ok
I'm 5'3, i have short wavy red hair with an undercut, i'm chubby. I'm nonbinary with any pronouns and an artist. I am neurodivergent, have bpd and social anxiety. I currently have obsession with candles, Monster and animated shows (either for children or for adults). I'm a huge sucker for horror movies. I'm still figuring out my aestethic and my music taste, but my aestethic varies between dreamcore, goth, cottagecore and my music taste varies between loud and chaotic, pop, or indie. I'm an introvert, i can get obnoxiously loud when i'm comfortable but i get completely silent when i'm outside or with new people. I'm the proud parent of two beautiful cats.
i already wrote this but tumblr CRASHED and i had to rewrite it aggrhssguahd anyways here you go
i match you wiiiiiiith...
Hank!
- you used to work at the A.A.H.W. but hated your job. the only thing you liked was your position, aka helping with the mag agents
- Hank met you when he was fighting one of the mags and saw you out of the corner of his eye, and something about the look in your eyes told him not to kill the mag, so he didn't, instead motioning for you to follow him out
- when you first got back to the base you were very very quiet, but Hank understood and made sure to let you know that there was no rush in opening up
- they really really liked you. they liked watching you change and experiment around with your style, they thought your natural look was gorgeous, and they really just thought you were cute overall
- any time you find a new show that you like, Hank will ask you about it and he'll sit there and listen to you talk about it however long you want. he loves the sound of your voice
- sometimes you'll binge a show together just so you can have something to talk and laugh about
- Hank doesn't scare. like, at all.
- whenever you choose to watch a horror movie for date night, you'll snuggle up on the couch and every time you get jumpscared you'll flinch or jump and grab onto their arm. often times they'll hold you close but they don't even flinch. not once.
- every time you want to try something new for your aesthetic you have to go to Deimos because Hank isn't ever gonna help sway your decision
- "hey Hank? does this look good on me or is it too much? too little, maybe?"
- <anything looks good when you're the one wearing it. you're real pretty, you know that?> :}
- "...i love you so much but you're not helping"
- Hank doesn't have much of a music taste so he'll listen to whatever you're listening to. whenever you choose to play indie music, he'll stand up and invite you to dance with him, swaying to the beat of the music
- you'll stand on his feet and wrap your arms around him, palms resting on his shoulder blades, and he'll just hold you close
- you decided one day to bring your cats into the bunker and Hank fell in LOVE with them. you start to think they love the cats more than you
- obviously they love you more but. . .... . .cats
i loved this so much it was very sweet thank you for the request anon !!
jo if you read this. .. . this is top tier simp material
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grayfilmsandstuff 3 years ago
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hi um i wasn't able to find anything stating matchups were closed and i finally mustered up the courage to ask gkdhfkdhf
could i get a madcom matchup? i'm bpoc, about 5'6 with black hair w/ blue dye and it's super curly (3c). i typically wear it out since it's getting pretty long.
i have adhd and did but i don't open up abt it much + i'm friendly but really soft spoken if that makes sense? i'm not rlly shy but i don't have v much to say so i'm just kinda There most of the time. i have issues relating to people emotionally too so i'm a pretty bad help if someone's upset but like...i'll try?? effectiveness may vary tho lmao.
i'm rlly tech savvy and coding is a hobby of mine since i'm a CS major so In Theory i'd make a decent hacker
i rlly like horror movies/games and just video games in general, it's where most of my art inspo comes from! i'm super into cosplay too and love working on props. i also play the bass and i get super excited when anyone is willing to listen to me talk about my interests hehehe
ty in advance! :0
yes yes hello hi! very glad you mustered up the courage bravo to you my friend
i match you wiiiiiiith...
Deimos!
- you used to work for the Auditor as someone who took care of and fixed computers and you were basically there as tech support. you hated your job though because Auditor treated you like garbage, so when you found Deimos struggling to get into one of the system's computers, you helped him out
- now Deimos isn't the only one on the team with tech smarts! woohoo!
- he LOVES your curly hair. he thinks it's gorgeous and he loves how bouncy it is, but he's always careful when playing with it because he knows how hard it is to maintain
- he doesn't fully understand how DID/systems work but he loves you enough to try his best to learn more about it
- he thinks you're the cutest thing. ever. you're only slightly shorter than he is, him being 5'7, but he doesn't mind in the slightest
- you don't do the best with helping out emotionally, but he doesn't either. his way of telling people he cares about them a lot of the time is by messing with them. but if either of you actually have a problem, you'll go to each other and listen for as long as the other needs
- whenever you're on missions, you're usually the one who does the tech stuff and Deimos thanks you greatly for it. if you ever fight together, you make a great team because you have each other's backs
- Deimos scares very easily so if you ever play a horror game together and you get jumpscared he will SCREAM and cling onto you for his life. you think it's cute though
- if it's not a horror game you're playing, he's very competitive so he's going to try so so hard to beat you. if he does, he rubs it in. if he doesn't, you probably rub it in but not nearly as aggressively as he does
- you'll walk up to where he's sitting and mess with his hair, giving him a kiss on the cheek
- "it's okay Dei, next time i'm sure you won't crash into a lamppost and fall into last place"
- "...sh-shut up"
- he loves helping you with your cosplays! only if you tell him what to do, of course, but he'll still do his best to help! watching you make these huge, intricate costumes is so fascinating to him
- Deimos is actually quite musical too, so sometimes you'll play together, you on bass and him either on acoustic guitar or drums. the sound of his voice is so pretty
- whenever you talk about your interests he just melts because the sound of your voice when you're passionate about something is so so cute
here you go friend!! im sure you knew exactly who you were gonna get when you added the tech savvy bit hehe
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grayfilmsandstuff 3 years ago
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Hello! Could I get a madcom matchup :)?
My pronouns r he/they, I'm 5'4 nd I have sort of wavy hair that reaches my mid back, I have like really bad lazy posture too lol.
I'm pretty friendly nd open to befriending anyone, although I do tend to talk alot which may end up getting annoying fast. My temper can be pretty bad, I get angry pretty quickly but I try to keep it chill for the most part lolz, I'm an emotionally energetic person but a physically lazy person if that makes sense? I love lounging around nd hanging out with ppl. Despite being physically lazy I know how to fight really well I think, I took karate classes nd i ALMOST got my black belt but i quit bc i hated taking the classes LMFAO. I'm a very touchy person...I like being able to wrap my arm around someone, playfully jab someone, etc etc I luv receiving physical touch too like having my hair played with nd shizz. I don't consider myself all too smart lol.
I'm pretty artistic, I love drawing shiz. I esp love drawing things for my friends XPP. I like playing video games too although I'm not good at them at all lol. I love loud boppy music, I also really really love cats.
Soz I hope thats not too much X""O thanx u I hope u have a good daaayyyyy :))
ooo this is a good one !! thank you v much for the request anon this is gonna be fun
also just a note for anyone who sends a matchup for mc into my inbox in the future please specify if you're okay with being paired up with any character or just the main 3/4, thank you !! makes it much easier on me lol
i match you wiiiiiiith...
2BDamned!
- you met 2BD when you were about to die, aka this unqualified doctor saved your life. not sure how he did it, but he did and you're very grateful
- he said he wanted to keep you around for recovery, but in reality he knew you would be fine and he just wanted you to stay ;}
- he's very literally the only person who cares about your posture but you try your best to listen to his nagging and take his advice
- you both talk. a lot. even though his can be more of a lecture or a rant about somebody else, you still like listening to him dig a deeper verbal hole for himself
- and whenever you decide to go into a spiral of words, he'll listen silently and he would HATE to admit it to you but he loves the sound of your voice and he thinks it's cute when you talk to yourself
- he's very protective of you so even though you know how to fight, he keeps you back with him in a truck or behind a building somewhere. buuuut there have been a few times where an agent would find the two of you there and you would absolutely destroy them
- 2BD is not really the kind to give physical affection, but if it's from you he LOVES receiving it. again he would hate to admit it around anyone but you make him feel really happy
- sometimes when he's in an especially good mood he'll let you lay your head in his lap and he'll do your hair or just play with it. if anybody else says anything about it though (cough cough, Deimos) they are so dead
- other times when he's feeling really bad about himself or he's feeling down you'll hold out your arms to him and he'll just hug you. for a very long time. same situation goes for when you're feeling bad
- 2BD is good at art as well so sometimes you'll be drawing something and he will make it his goal to draw it too, but better. it becomes a competition and nobody knows who ends up winning because nobody else answers the question "who's drawing is better" and you can't ever decide between the two of you
- he also has the same music taste as you do so if you're on your own listening to music and he comes in, sometimes he'll ask to sit with you and listen as well. you'll sit there for a really long time just in each other's presence and it's awesome.
- when he finally admits that he loves you it'll be during a rant of his and he'll go down the hole of everything he likes about you and you'll just sit there listening with a huge, goofy smile on your face.
- "...and they have the best smile and they always make me feel so happy and i love him a lot but i have NO IDEA how to tell him because i'm a coward."
- "...you love me?"
- "wAIT YOU WERE HERE THE WHOLE TIME-"
please that ending popped into my head last minute but it's so funny
aaaanyways i hope this was the kind of thing you were looking for, thanks for the request my friend !!
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