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COD x (Soldier) Reader/You (Retired Comfy AU)
PSA:
Characters may be OOC (i'm new to the plot and fandom)
Straight up crack fic and very unserious
afab aligned reader
Clunky format ‘cause this site hates me so im using my phone to post lol
Might become a mini series hehe
Separate post on summary/ idea of the plot behind this but for now- enjoy the introductory one-shot !
• As a friend in arms, you knew how most of you had to escape the government (because of their corruption) and end up at a rural area at some random European country Lasswell guided your misfits of arms to
• Currently, you were all in a plane to Switzerland with the 414 crew
• "Can I finally go into a genuine Ikea?"
• Breaking the tense silence in the plane, the four couldn't help but turn to you with a deranged look of, 'what the fuck.'
• "say that again luv?" Gaz asks exasperatedly, wondering if you were serious just now, but seeing the sparkling gleam in your eyes-- that was a hard no.
• "I mean c'mon!" you whined, "wouldn't you wanna see Blahaj?"
• "who the hell is that?" Ghost scoffed, but amused at how unserious you were being right now and at how you gasped as if he said something so offensive
• Whipping your head to Ghost, who sat across from you with Price to his right and Gaz to his left, you mutter an offended, "how dare you not know such thing!"
• "who are they then pup?" Soap leans in with his arm over your shoulder, pulling you in
• "only the greatest mascot ever!" you replied back and shoving a tiny plushie in his face, making him back up with a quick, "holy-!" in surprise
• How did you procure that from thin air? The task force would never know.
• "This-!" You emphasized, "is Blahaj!" you began humming a holy song as you lifted your tiny Blahaj plushie in the air as the 4 (unknowing to you) were trying so hard to keep in their laughs
• "did ya always have that on ya'?" Price just had to ask- no, he needed to know if you kept that on your pack at all times
• "obviously!" you huffed with your chest out ever so confidently, "its my lucky charm…" you stare at it in reminiscing, feeling the rough texture of the plushie as it had gone through the years of fighting alongside you.
• "yer side kick then, aye?" Soap messes your hair while chuckling, you were just like an adorable puppy to him
• So overly hyper and affectionate, but ever so loyal yet vicious when pushed to be
• You leaned even more into his embrace, sighing at the familiar comfort it gave you in tough times as these
• "yea, 'tis always been with me-- like you guys!" you first smiled at Soap who squeezed you harder and mirrored your own grin before turning to the others who's eyes couldn't help but soften at the account
• "that’s true," Gaz chuckles, "we've been through everything with each other"
• "At this point- it'd be weird if we didn't, aye?" Price added on with Ghost humming along, despite the eye roll he gave you as playfully teased him with a knowing stare
• "I bet you guys did everything alright," you mutter teasingly, making everyone groan
• "don't act as if I'm wrong!" you pointedly glare at everyone but soon direct it to a Soap who- quite clearly- became red at your insinuation.
• Seeing this, you took your opportunity to shove the arm off you as you gasp, "so scandalous of you Sarge MacTavish!"
• "Shut the fuck up pup," he groans, covering his face as he pushes your wiggling ass eyebrows face away, but as soon as he did you dodged and directed it this time to Ghost who just huffed at your assumption
• "Wild guessing now are we?" He asks you confidently while you cackled
• "You think I haven't seen you guys fuck back at base or something? Y'all think the walls are soundproof or some shit."
• Hearing your admission, now all of them were embarrassed.
• "I mean seriously- right after a fucking mission?! And all I hear all night is 'plap, plap, plap-!"
• "that’s enough outta ye," Soap groans, forcefully covering your mouth as the three other men throw him a gaze of appreciation
• Price cleared his throat before apologizing to you, "that's on us, sweetheart. Apologies."
• You wave your hand, signaling it was ok.
• "that's why-!" you shoved Soap's hand away from your mouth, "I would like the single bedroom away from all your tom-fuckery."
• "Corporal." Price warns and you simply giggled, seeing as how Ghost shoulders' shook from that pun as well
• "I have to know tho…"
• "..what is it this time…" Gaz, given up and instead of prolonging it- simply straight up and asks you
• "you guys must have had a foursome once or twice right?"
• The embarrassing groans continue as they simply ignored you now, soap- done with your shenanigans- transferred to his mates' side and cozied up with them
• "'cause I swear- y'all were doing that groanin' shit at the same time way too often-!"
• "kitty is curious, ain't she?" Ghost stares as you, a smirk under his mask as he sees your ears grow red
• "'cause y'all do shit without me…"
• All of their eyes widen at the revelation
• "WAIIIIITTTTT- NOT IN THAT KIND OF WAY--"
• "kitty wants to play cap'n," Ghost chuckles, now strolling up to you menacingly as you feel the vibe in the room change
• "hmm, no wonder she stayed up all those times huh?" Price smirks, standing up as well as both look down on your red-faced form
• "how would she know about those times, right?" Ghost could just eat up your reaction, seeing as how affected you were by them
• "no!" you turned to Ghost the pointing to Price, "No! Not like that!" you crawled back to the seat as much as you could as they went closer and closer
• "I think its just like that luv," Gaz pipes in, leaning against Soap who appeared by Ghost's side, "complaining in such detail- how else would you know that much, hm?"
• You squired in your seat, even more so as you feel like being pinned down by their gazes
• Soap leans down and his breath on your neck makes the hair ends stand at attention
• "interested in how that foursome went, doll?"
• Hearing this, your face exploded and four had the gall to laugh and go back to their seats, now amused at how the tables have been turned on you
• "fuck off all of you!" you groaned, hiding your face in your knees as you pulled it up
• "don't like being jostled now do we?" Gaz snickers and you throw him a playful glare
• "I just connected the dots recently okay?! Most of what I said was made up anyways- I was knocked out like a light every after mission!" you complained and surprisingly, that shut them up…
• Looking up from your knees as to why they had suddenly became silent, you could see their cold sweats dripping
• "wait- my bullshit is real and y'all fuck with each other in a poly relationship??" you asked, now genuinely shocked
• "we thought you were being for real earlier…" Soap huffs, rubbing his neck as he now- definitely- couldn't make eye contact with you
• "it was on point, y'know?" Ghost hums, also avoiding eye contact with you
• Price clears his throat again, "we thought you knew sweetie," he looks at you again, even more so awkward of how you didn't know the whole time you were with them since the incident with Shepherd and Graves
• "shit!" you cursed, now embarrassed at yourself of not knowing at all when all the signs were coming together
• You slid to a kneeled position in front of your superiors and gave a deep bow in apology
• "I'm so sorry sirs! I should've known better!"
• "Hey, hey- no need to kneel," Gaz was immediately at your side, trying to lift you from your position
• "we're not in the army anymore pup." Soap smiles, doing the same as the two other simply chuckle at your shenanigans once more
• "it- its.. Ugh! Words, brain is farting right now," you pouted as you let the two carry you up by the armpits and situate you again on your seat, in front of the two while the other two flanked your sides, not letting go of your shaking hands
• "…'m sorry for joking about that.."
• "You're good, kit." Ghost nods, "not a sensitive topic for us."
• "Yes," Price sighs, "we're all comfortable with each other."
• "including me right?" you pointed at yourself, with your hand still interlaced with Soap who simply smiles at your naivety
• Price chuckles, "you wouldn't be here right now if you aren't." He confesses truthfully and you couldn't help but sigh in relief with a soft 'thank fuck,'-- to which both Gaz and Soap snickers at.
• "not that I want to intrude or anything!" you cleared up and Price looks at you confused, "- just wanted to know what y'all boundaries are and what y'all comfy with if we're gonna live together- for like, I don't know- forever??" you end up unsure, now confused of what your living plans would be with the four
• Clearly they had their own relationship and their own routines, how could you intrude on that intimate part of themselves?! You had to contact Lasswell right now--
• "Oi, stop overthinkin'." Ghost pushes the skin between your brows and you wake up from your internal rant to see the four around you again, albeit- less menacingly this time
• "Sweetheart." Price calls to you and grabs your hands in his, making you face him
• "You are fine, we don't mind having you with us."
• "we've been through the worst together, haven't we?" Soap adds on, agreeing with the sentiments of his captain and partner
• "pretty too late now to back out, luv." Gaz hums patting your shoulder with a reassured smile
• "but--"
• "no buts," Ghost covers your mouth as you deadpan at him, "you're fucking with us for the long haul."
• You groan, already feeling the migraine that's kicking in living with these four horndogs of a superiors.
• "just keep me out of the 'fucking' part."
They laugh at your plead, all in good fun
#unedited#platonic relationships#crackfic#cod x reader#tf 141 x reader#tf 141 poly#cod x you#tf 141 x you#tf 141 poly x reader#tf 141 poly x you#ghost x soap#price x gaz#ghost x reader#soap x reader#price x reader#gaz x reader#ghost x you#soap x you#price x you#gaz x you
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I give up, I'm in love crying out to you |Jake x Amy|
So this is the post ”Yippie Kayak” fic I talked about! And honestly... I’m not super happy with how it turned out, compared to what I had in mind, but... I hope someone out there will enjoy it. Maybe
xx!
word count: 2.8k
The red and blue lights coming from the remaining police cars reflected back off his slightly pale face as he started the car, carefully driving away from the surrounded Goodwin’s before turning down the main street. Since Jake had quickly been pulled away from her to get checked by a paramedic as soon as they pulled back from their passionate reunion kiss, neither of them had gotten to say much to the other after Jake escaped the hostage situation. He’d quickly shrugged off his leather coat then hoodie before giving her the latter before he was pulled aside. Since then Amy had spent the time checking up on Gina and Charles, secretly feeling unsettled and almost burdened even though Jake was clearly safe and sound. Why?
So she wondered still as they quietly drove off and away from the chaos. It was just the two of them in Jake’s car. Maybe she didn’t say anything but on the inside Amy felt like screaming and crying, almost like she wanted to speak out but some unknown force pushed the words back down her throat. More than anything she didn’t want him to notice, because then he’d worry and he was the last person who should worry about someone else. He’d just been beaten by robbers and held hostage, for God’s sake! Although it probably didn’t help keeping her messy state of mind secret that she uneasily, shuffling in her seat, kept looking back and forth between the bypassing streets and his focused, slightly bruised face. Either his mind was somewhere else, which was completely understandable, or he chose to bite his tongue and not comment on it.
“Should I drop you off at home?” After such a long silence, his voice almost startled her, causing Amy’s head to quickly whip away from the window and in his direction instead like a deer caught in headlights. They usually slept at her place, almost everyday besides a few times a week whenever one or both needed a bit of me-time, so this caught the young woman a bit off guard. Did he ask because he wanted to drop her off and go home alone? Or was he just being polite? During the 7 months they’d been together, Amy had never turned to overthinking like this and it scared her. Jake would never have ulterior motives when it come to her - or anyone else, for that matter. What was wrong with her?
“Ames?” Without taking his eyes off the road for too long he allowed himself to take a quick glance of her, obviously confused by the lack of response he got from his otherwise always very clear and palpable girlfriend.
“Oh, sorry. I just-“ she bit her lip, silencing herself with her thinking. Honestly she wanted nothing more but to tell him no. No, she didn’t want him to just drop her off and act like nothing had happened. Actually the very last thing she wanted after coming so close to losing him was to go home alone - without him. Then she remembered that her bag (having held clean, warm clothes) from the polar swim and stinky, soaked jacket was still in his trunk, and last-mentioned item probably needed a good wash. She also did happen to have a full day of Christmas celebration with her enormous family waiting for her tomorrow on the 25th, so… Though every signal within herself told her that she didn’t want to, that it was wrong, it probably would be easier to just go home and get the last chores crossed off her mental list.
“Uhm, yeah. My place is fine.”
Out of the corner of her eye she could sense a nod, immediately sending her heart crashing into her gut. First the polar swim, then the hostage situation and now this? What a shitty Christmas eve. 10 minutes of silence later, he pulled over in front her apartment building and turned off the engine. Neither of them seemed to be able to break that eyes, staring straight ahead out the front window with stiff postures and mingled thoughts.
“So we’re here,” Amy finally mumbled, slowly and almost unwillingly reaching for the door handle.
Jake turned in his seat, scanning her up and down with his tired, yet always so gentle eyes.
Words were burning in her throat, making it feel like a muddy mixture of feelings and tears balling up in trachea. It was pure agony and it just wasn’t worth it, when she was with this wonderful man who’d never laugh at or dismiss anything she said. She needed to calm down and trust him.
“Would you mind coming upstairs with me? Just for a second,” she finally managed to almost gurgle out and finally looking back at him.
“No, of course not.” He smiled weakly, pausing for a moment, before leaning over the gap between their seats to peck her temple. “Let me help you with your stuff.”
So there they were, just 2 minutes later, after climbing the few stairs to her first floor apartment. The flicking of a switch by the entrance door drenched the living room/kitchen in a soft yellow light, which allowed them both to make their way to the center of the room.
“Should I just put it on a hanger it in your bathroom?” Jake asked sweetly, making Amy’s heavy heart do summersaults because of the fact that he’d read her mind before doing anything else.
She sent him a grateful smile, “Yeah, thanks. Just make sure to-“
“Hang it in the shower, so it won’t drip on the floor?”
Amy could tell by the way her boyfriend’s eyes light up and his lips morphed into a crooked, boyish smile that he was proud of the fact that he’d managed finish her sentence just right. Sometimes she forgot that not only had they been dating for 7 months, but he’d also been her best friend for longer and partner against crime for even longer. There was no denying that he, more than anyone else and even herself, knew her the best. A weak smile growing on her lips at the thought let him know he was right, and then there was nothing else for her to do but to follow him with her eyes as he walked off to the bathroom with her icy ocean-coat.
Everything was so good between them and there was absolutely no denying it. Then why did she slump down on her couch with a heavy sigh and an even heavier her, she wondered. What was it about today; about her; about him, that made it seem like she was holding back and onto some kind of secret. A heavy slump back against the back of the couch seemed appropriate for the situation. Few steps wandered down the hall towards her, coming closer and closer. Next thing she knew he was back, standing by the kitchen at the opposite end of the room, freezing in his track when he noticed her hopeless expression. A staring contest between the two seemed to be initiated, but truth be told, she was not taking in just his eyes. Also the dark circles that surrounded them, his short, but nonetheless curls very messy from the day’s actions, his posture only emphasised how he probably felt - yet Amy Santiago had never before been so sure of one thing.
“Amy, is everything okay?”
Okay, the jig was up. He’d definitely noticed her being way off the entire night. Maybe he had been so too, but he, on the other hand, had an actual excuse.
“Yeah,” the following sigh did not reassure him. “Come sit with me for a second. Please?” She let her hands dance across the empty space by her side.
It truly did feel like walking into the belly of the beast, but ready for whatever she was going to throw at him, the eager detective made his way to the empty spot beside her and placed himself facing her. One leg bent on the couch, the other hanging off the side as he rested his side against the couch’s soft back. Another silence swallowed them both. Right in front of him, so close that he could reach out and touch her even though he didn’t dare to right then, Amy was nervously pushing her hair back behind her ears. Normally a double-tuck was a good sign, Jake couldn’t help but notice, but the current moment seemed to be way off and inconsistent.
“Ames, you’re kinda freaking me out here. Are we okay? Are you okay?”
The fact that he emphasised the ‘you’ more than the ‘we’ once again told her that he was the greatest man alive, obviously caring more about her than himself and them. A smile was not to be held back and her left hand, rebelliously in the name of love, expressed the same intractableness by reaching forward and cupping his cheek. Like a tear, though they weren’t present, Jake felt her thumb dance downards across his face and a million butterfly were set free in his stomach.
“Yes,” she nodded softly. “Both me and us. More importantly: Are you okay?”
He nodded softly into the her hand’s fingerhold, secretly wishing she would elaborate instead of redirecting the worry towards him. “I’m okay. Tonight was scary, but now I’m here with you. And though it might seem cheesy, it’s what matters to me.”
She nodded back, and though her mind was racing, trying to fight and make sense of all of her thoughts, her lips parted with willingness to speak. “It’s okay to be cheesy. It’s what matters to me too: Us…” She hesitantly allowed a pause, breathing in and unconsciously ran her tongue across her upper lip, considering if she should continue. This was Jake Peralta. With them it had always been this weird game of ‘in-between but never quite there’. The years of pining, the ‘never-single-at-the-same time’, keeping it light and breezy, almost breaking up twice within their first week together… It all came rushing back like an avalanche, pushing Amy over the edge of her emotional mountain. This time she wasn’t going to stay stuck in the middle; she was going big or going home - and she was already home, so there really was no way around it. “… Which I guess is why I’ve been so weird all night.”
Jake Peralta tilting his head slightly to the side in wonder was somehow the cutest and worst sight in the entire world - worst because she knew he did it out of confusion and precariousness. Amy Santiago wasn’t one to be overly confident with men, but these 7 months together had definitely taught her that she held his heart in his hands. His secretly very fragile, loving heart. On the other hand though, she also knew that he also held hers. Vulnerably and firmly all at once.
“You…” along with a heavy breath, her hand dropped from his face into his lap to hold his. Her gaze followed behind. “Being in danger like you were tonight really got me thinking about how important you are to me.” Her sincere brown eyes finally looked, to his relief, back up at him as those last words danced off her lips. Tender yet alert eyes and an understanding not from her boyfriend let Amy know that he was listening - he usually did whenever she spoke - and pushed her to continue. Taking this leap meant that there was no turning back around. “Li-,” her breath hitched, when tears suddenly welled in her eyes with urge to leap over the edge and down her cheeks. “Like it just got me thinking about the fact that just barely 3 years ago, I could never live with you. Never share a life with you, never be in the same room as for more than a few minutes without going absolutely insane,” she squeezed their joined hands in reassurance. “Never touch you like this. We seemed to be two opposites in all the worst ways. Impossible to unify.”
Though it was obviously with caution, seeing how affected by the matter his girlfriend was, Jake smiled remembering how they used to be cat and mouse. Those times seemed so far away these days.
“And now, today,” the hitch in her voice repeated itself; this time causing a tingle tear to stream down her face. Even soaked in tears, her eyes never left his and if Jake wasn’t completely delusional from all of the surfacing emotions, he could’ve sworn tears were welling up in his as well. “It just really hit me that I could never live without you.”
Almost like a bomb, silence dropped and blasted through the space around them. It sucked them into a black hole of everything from utter vulnerability to raw emotion and everything in between. Amy quickly noticed how her boyfriend’s eyebrows had cocked upwards, along with his suddenly much more awake eyes, in surprise.
“There’s before, now and after; me before you, me with you and I never want there to be a ‘me after you’, Jake Peralta.”
His jaw failed to keep his mouth shot, allowing his lips to part in awe like a kid having just discovered a secret treasure of gold, diamonds and pearls.
Her heart picked up pace as well as her termbling voice.
“God, I don’t know if this is moving too fast; if it’s right or wrong… But I’m just gonna say it. I desperately need you to know.”A brief pause pierced the moment, the three words welling up inside her mouth.
“I love you.”
His lips slowly merged back into a soft smile, his eyes glistening with joy as he brought his strong hands across the distance between them to hold her face and look into her eyes.
“I love you too, Ames.”
Finally, turning out to be what she needed more than anything that night, he used the hands attached to her face to pull her into a soft, tender kiss. A heavy weight suddenly dropped from her shoulders, her chest becoming lighter and fluttering as well. Within seconds her fingers wrapped around his wrists which were attached his hands that still cupped her now also smiling face. Their lips pressed together still, sparks flying like it was the first time instead of somewhere within the millions - probably - Amy knew she’d made the right decision. She loved Jake Peralta and he deserved to know.
His forehead pressed against hers, never disconnecting, as their lips parted and a dynamic energy travelled around them and the room. Amy could tell he was smiling; she was too after all.
“Tell me we’re end game?”
When he slowly tilted his head just an inch back, Amy felt the tip and bridge of his nose gently stroke up her own. Upon having finally tilted it up and back far enough to reach her forehead, he pressed a tender kiss to it. It lasted longer than their rare, but yet sweet, little forehead kisses usually would. It almost felt like his lips had gotten stuck, but then suddenly to Amy’s secret dismay, he pulled his whole upper body back to look at her properly with glistening eyes and a happy grin. Amy’s heart on the other hand was anything but calm, thumping louder and harder than she ever imagined possible. Why wasn’t he saying anything? Maybe declaring her love like that was a bit too much for an otherwise emotionally cut off person like Jake. Maybe she should’ve just stuck to “I love you”… Or just nothing at all; she should’ve sent him back home and slept by herself tonight.
Yet suddenly it was clear to her that the confusion and anxiety must’ve been clearly written across her face, because once more and always preferably, Jake Peralta’s hands were buried deep within and messing up her glistening black locks like they were the last sensation he’d ever experience. His soft soft lips grabbed hers, telling her that she’d never be alone ever again though she still sometimes feared she would. More. She wanted it all and more, so she quickly reached across, grabbing the collar of his famous grey hoodie. If it was even possible by then, seeming to be as close as possible, she pulled on it and him. His lips scrunched into a smile against her desperate kiss. Suddenly his kiss wandered off too the side, onto her cheek; her chin; her hairline before ending on the top of her head with her cheek resting securely on top of his shoulder and arms wrapped tightly around her frame. Like they should be. Always.
“Amy Santiago, we’ve always been end game.”
#jake peralta#amy santiago#peraltiago#peraltiago fanfiction#fanficition#peraltiago fanfic#jake x amy#jake and amy#brooklyn nine-nine#b99#brooklyn nine nine
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angsty yoonmin confession (i tried)
“Jimin,”
“Yes, hyungie?”
Oh God. Yoongi wanted to sob. He was so beautiful.
Jimin’s head was in his lap, his body sprawled out to the side on the field’s soft grass. He was looking up at him, eyes full of curiosity. His hair was in its usual disheveled state, flowers and leaves entangled in the locks. His lips were glossy red and plump. Yoongi willed himself not to lean down and just kiss the boy. But he didn't stop himself from wondering if those soft lips would taste as sweet as the nectar from the honeysuckles dotted throughout the meadow. Maybe sweeter even. The sun was to blame for Jimin's crimson cheeks. They were speckled with dirt, pollen, and his pale freckles that, Yoongi learned early in their friendship, only revealed themselves after spending hours outside under the sunshine. Yoongi flickered his eyes down to the boy's arms and legs. They were Jimin's canvas and he never failed to make sure they were covered in paint. Sometimes he would spend hours creating perfect lines and swirls and Yoongi would sit and watch, eyes wide with wonder. Occasionally Jimin would look up from his painting and catch his hyung staring and giggle in amusement when he blushed in realization of what he was doing.
“Yoongi, did you want to say something?”
Yoongi quickly made eye contact with Jimin when he realized he had drifted off a bit too long.
“Jimin,” Yoongi paused, maybe he shouldn't do this. His relationship with the boy was fine where it was and he was going to be moving back to America in a month. Why should he try and change things now? But he needed to say this. It was killing him to keep his feelings to himself. “Jimin, I like you.”
A pause. Then Jimin sat up with his legs crossed, in front of Yoongi. He leaned his elbows on his knees and rested his face in his hands, successfully limiting the space between both boys’ faces and causing his “hyungie's” breath to hitch in his throat. “I like you too, darling!” Jimin's use of the pet name and his giggle at the end made Yoongi want to cry. Good God. How could he be so unknowingly adorable? But he knew that Jimin didn't mean the phrase the same way he did.
“No, Jimin, not like that,”
“Then what do you mean?” The boy's eyes shimmered with bewilderment. What else could Yoongi hyung mean?
“Jimin,” Yoongi locked eyes with him. He knew there was no going back. He liked this boy too much. “I like you. I like your messy hair and your eyes and your nose and your cheeks and your lips. I like your freckles all over your face and arms and legs. I like the flowers and the dirt on you. I like the perfume of this meadow and your paints on you. I like how you laugh with your whole body. I like how you walk as if you're the only one here. I like how you make me feel. Whenever I'm with you I feel calm. I feel peace. I like you, Jiminie.”
Silence. Peaceful but chaotic at the same time.
Then it was broken.
Jimin sits upright. The distance between both bodies was still close but to Yoongi, they were meters apart.
“Yoongi,”
And that's all it takes. One word and Yoongi knew.
“Yoongi, I'm sorry. I can't, I don't, I-”
The eye contact was killing him.
“Hyung, I'm so sorry.”
He looks away.
“Oh God,” Yoongi whimpers and buries his face into his hands. He rocks back and forth, “Oh God, oh God, oh God,” The first tear falls, then the next. His throat closes and suddenly, it's harder to breathe.
“Yoongi?” Jimin doesn't know what to do. He tries to pry Yoongi's hands away from his face but only ends up scratching his soft, tear-dropped cheeks.
And they stay like this. Yoongi, not believing that his entire world has fallen apart, body shaking with sobs, his fingernails clawing at his skin and Jimin, eyes tearing up as he desperately tries to stop his hyung from hurting himself.
“Yoongi, please!” Jimin cries.
Yoongi stops. He manages to look up into the boy's eyes.
“It's okay.” He shakily breathes out. “I understand.”
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uhh so basically i had a mental breakdown and decided to write something instead of sobbing. it didn't really work out because i ended up sobbing while writing this. its really bad and i know i have to revise it a lot but i wanted to post it. this whole au thing (??) is from a from a concept im currently developing and im really excited! im also kinda excited to use this account more because i made it months ago and then abandoned it right after. but with the whole tumblr is gonna die thing im not sure hmm,,, but we'll see!
also! please let me know what you think! i appreciate any feedback! just don't be rude pls my heart is vv sensitive and i don't want my feelings to be hurt :((
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