#I'm angry and I'm tired of trying to destress in my own way WHICH HARMS NO ONE MIND YOU
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I feel violence in my very bones this evening.
#I'm angry and I'm tired of trying to destress in my own way WHICH HARMS NO ONE MIND YOU#and instead I get treated like I'm a babbling retard worrying about nothing#you don't get to decide that for me#What you claim is me stressing over nothing is me actively FORCING myself to face something to relax long term#I have severe anxiety over money because of being poor most of my life so my relaxation is literally writing down every fucking expense#all of them for the month#and seeing how much money I make#I am trying to coordinate with Tim and he just doesn't get it#he'll say things to make me not worry about it and when I try to explain he isn't helping by giving me words#instead of numbers he just keeps going with how what he says is him trying to relax me#Am I talking to a goddamn brick wall#I'm trying to do the thing where you talk to your partner and it isn't fucking working and I just want to break things so fucking bad#but I can be good I will not break things I will not self harm to relieve stress the unhealthy way I will sit and sew my fucking skirt
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