#I'm an open book about all my thoughts and concepts fandom/character wise wherever it's safe to be. I love my blog and server

[egg-emperor]

I've come a long way this year when I truly stopped giving a fuck about the hate crowds and ex friends that had it out for me when I wouldn't change to their liking and instead just continued embracing myself and having fun and bring a freak harder and more freely than ever and truly not caring this time

I made a lot of progress in that time because all the stress they brought me feels like a distant memory to me. all that anger and stress and mental anguish caused by so much bullshit that feels so insignificant in hindsight is just completely gone it's just total peace now

and what remains are such based followers and friends that get me and I feel like I can share thoughts and concepts without people blowing up at me and trying to take moral high ground over fictional things which was so lame and exhausting lol it's really nice

you have to rebuild the fandom you wanna see by not backing down to people who try to push you out when you don't conform to their ideal and open up and let the right people find you by being yourself and it takes time but it's worth it

I'm really happy I never let it make me lose my passion and my spirit and held out hope that I'd find people that actually like and accept me for being myself because it really did happen and I appreciate that a lot 💜